The Mentalist Chronicles Part 6 By Buckaroo Bonzai I have no excuse. Even now, nearly 20 years later, I realize that my actions during much of my life have been irresponsible. Immature. And in some cases, downright inhumane. After many years of introspection, I can do no more than to take responsibility for my past. There's a saying that "Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely." My life for the past 15 years has been a case study in the proof of that. The thing is, I'm not sure that the inexperience of youth is an adequate way to explain my behavior. If, for instance, you were a teenage boy with the power to have sex with literally any woman, you'd probably pounce on the idea. If you were a man in your 20's with the power to amass a great fortune, you probably would. If you were a man in your 30's with the power to make your life easier, you'd do that too. The point is, where absolute, untraceable power is available, the ends will justify the means. Until, that is, you look back on your life with an unvarnished eye. But it took a lot of lessons to erase the rose coloring from my glasses. My first summer with enhanced mental powers can best be described as an orgiastic gluttony of self-indulgence that reached mythic proportions. If it swung its ass, had tits and could spread its legs, I fucked it. At first I just tried out some of the girls in the neighborhood, showing up on their doorstep first thing in the morning. After sampling their pleasures all day, I'd leave them in the afternoon, well-fucked and exhausted. That lost its appeal quickly, as most of the girls in my neighborhood were dogs. Instead, I started hanging out at the beach. With their tiny bikinis just barely restraining their soft flesh, the girls were just about begging to be taken. But, have you ever tried to find someplace private to fuck at a crowded beach? Even fucking in the car can leave you open to discovery, not to mention how uncomfortable it is. I finally ended up at the mall. No other venue gave me such a wide variety of women to choose from. And while they weren't as scantily clad as the ones at the beach, they were certainly much less likely to be encumbered by macho boyfriends and the like. Oh, sure, many of them had boyfriends. It's just that their boyfriends hardly ever accompanied them tothe mall. I solved the bedding problem with a great piece of deception. Actually, it was an idea I stole from a movie. Like the cops in the movie, I took over a construction trailer. The trailer had been used the previous winter for the mall's remodeling. Now it just sat there, empty, waiting for its owner to come haul it away. Hidden in the corner of the dumpster courtyard on the north end of the mall, it was easy to lead my girlfriends through the many service hallways to reach my love nest without being seen. I even 'persuaded' a salesperson in the mall's bedding store to throw away a perfectly good mattress and sheets, which I then installed in my new trailer home. With a little extra pushing and scrounging I added a small refrigerator, a bottled water machine, and a number of other household items. As long as I kept the door locked and the windows blocked, the security guards never suspected a thing. My days at the mall usually started around eleven in the morning. I'd check to see that my trailer was still there. I expected that the construction company would eventually wise up about their missing trailer, but they never did. Then I'd head into the mall, cruising for my first partner. In the first few days I'd just latch onto any girl that looked like she'd be a good lay. But I quickly discovered that just because a girl was beautiful didn't automatically mean that she was a good lover. In fact, I discovered that some of the most attractive girls were the worst lovers, just because they were used to having men cater to their every whim. They didn't know how to give as well as receive. Of course, a lot of that might've had to do with the fact that I concentrated solely on girls about my age. Not women. Girls. (Though my appreciation of older women grew a great deal that summer.) But at the time, I didn't want them any older than eighteen. I liked them young, nubile and relatively inexperienced.A sweet young thing, wearing a halter top and shorts, braless and with her hair flowing free was enough to get my cock at attention and my mind working overtime. I'd concentrate on the ones who were alone, or just having left their friends. That way no one would notice if they disappeared for a while. I'd enter their mind and check, first and foremost, to make sure they weren't virgins. It was a lame attempt at a moral code, and one I abandoned in college. Still, you'd be surprised at how many girls still were virgins at seventeen. Admittedly, if I found them attractive and they'd never even given a blow job, I'd take them to my trailer for a little training. There's nothing like a pair of virgin lips wrapped around your throbbing cock, sucking your meat while you fondle her tits, knowing all the while that you're the first to have her this way. After I'd located my partner for the morning, I'd discreetly enter her mind and suggest that she head to a certain door and look for me. By this time I'd concocted a set story to implant in their minds. I was their boyfriend, who they desperately wanted to keep. I kept them happy, bought them things and made their romantic fantasies come true. In return, they felt a very strong urge to give themselves to me; to make sure that I received all the pleasure they could give. That's all I'd offer them. Their minds filled in the blanks. After meeting them at the door and greeting them with a kiss, I'd put my hand around their waist and lead them to the trailer. From a visit to the security office I knew the coverage of all the cameras and was careful to stay out of their view. Once inside the trailer my partner and I were safe and sound. My opening move depended on my mood. If I was in a bad mood I might just push them down on the bed, pull their halter top up, pull their shorts and panties down, rip open my shorts and plunge my meat deep into their cunt. With a small boost of adrenaline, their early dryness and discomfort would quickly give way to a warm, wet pleasure. I never wanted to hurt a girl, just feel completely powerful. On days when I was feeling good about myself, I'd have the girl worship me first. As I leaned back in my chair, she'd remove my shoes and socks, then reverently pull my pants down. Kissing every inch of skin as it was revealed, she'd pull my T-shirt up, and then finally be allowed to remove my boxers. Her goal then would be to have as much of her skin in contact with my skin. A very sexy game. If I felt a need for mystery, I'd have them do a strip tease for me. I even had a CD player rigged up, so they could have some music to bump and grind to. Whenever possible I left the details of the dance up to them. I found that spontaneous seductions are so much more erotic than something I just ordered up. Given the relative inexperience of most of my partners, it was surprising how downright hot, dirty and sexy their dances became. Many a dance ended in a frantic jungle fuck on the trailer floor. If I was feeling devilish, sometimes I'd use my powers to enhance a girl's shyness. She'd know that she had to strip for me, but still feel uncomfortable about it. The more they squirmed, the more I insisted that they reveal their most imtimate areas to me. Sometimes I'd be gentle about it, carefully prying a girl's hands from in front of her silky smooth breasts. Sometimes I'd be cruel, yanking aside the hand hiding her mound and then thrusting a finger or two inside her, all the while enjoying the splash of her hot tears on my chest. From there I'd proceed to the main course. I liked my girls to be naked beneath me, so I could have easy access to any of their succulent body parts. I always probed their minds first and kept my demands within the realms of activities they had performed before. For instance, if a blond teen slut had spread her legs for her boyfriend, then I felt it perfectly permissable to have her spread her legs for me. If she'd done it doggy-style before, then I knew I'd soon be enjoying a nice view of a slim ass as I fucked her silly. And for the few who had taken it up the ass, they often got a thick cock up the ass and a few fingers in their cunt as a reminder of slutty behavior. During the next few months I sampled a wide variety of girls, about one every other day. I had the petite blondes, the tomboy brunettes, the valley girls, the punkers, the green-eyed, red-haired vixens and the trailer court trash sluts. I sucked tits of all shapes and sizes, from tiny titties to mammoth gazongas. I ate pussy between the legs of big, hard girls, and I ate pussy between legs that were so long you thought they'd never end.I fucked girls who had fucked dozens of guys, and I fucked a couple of girls young enough to be in junior high, but who had already lost their cherry. If you go to the mall on any summer day, and look around at the vast crowds of girls walking, shopping and just hanging out, you'll understand the selection I had at hand. And I took advantage of it. After blowing my load either in their cunt or on their face, I would sit back and relax with each girl. We'd talk about what it felt like for them, and I'd often compare what they said with what was in their mind. I was also interested in how their mind had rationalized their recent behavior. Most were convinced that they were getting something more out of the encounter. Something as big as helping them escape from an abusive family, or something as small as a new experience. A few had even convinced themselves that it was all a dream and they might as well enjoy it. If I was in the mood, I'd take them again. There's nothing like sticking your hard cock into a cum soaked teenage pussy. Talk about tight, wet and warm. This one would often take a bit longer, and I'd have time to try a number of different positions. For the absolutely beautiful ones, or the ones who'd given me an extra good time, I'd let them ride me until they orgasmed. I tried not to enhance their experience with any mental stimulation, based on the strange effect it had Jess. Sometimes I'd just let my imagination take over. I'd think of the most exotic positions and try them on my many partners. Today I know all the names and dangers, but then I was just letting my body and mind guide me into greater pleasures. Once a week or so Jess would join me in my love nest. After our first fuck fest she'd become totally obsessed with fucking me. She would call me ten times a day trying to set up another session. She promised me everything. I could do anything to her I wanted; spank her, order her around, shave her, anything, as long as I fucked her like I had that day. But that kind of behavior just scared me. At first I tried to get rid of her. I stopped taking her calls. I wouldn't answer the door when she showed up. She disappeared from my life for about two weeks, and then returned begging for more. I found out from a quick mind probe that she'd gone on a fuck-a-thon, trying to find someone, anyone, who could make her feel that good. Of course, no one could, as no one could access her mind and body the way I could. Instead, all she'd gotten was a new reputation as an easy girl, or a slut, who'd been fucked and used by quite a few guys around town. In one of her memories, she even taken five guys in a row in a van by the beach, hoping the continuous stimulation would send her over the edge. In the end, she'd only felt used and degraded. I had to do something to help. I reasoned that I had overloaded her circuits the first two times. The only way to help her would be to wean her body from the need for such intense stimulation. To do that, I would gear down the stimulation every time we fucked. So instead of 100%, I'd give her 95%. Then 90%. And so on. Besides, she was still a pretty good lay. And she had promised to do anything I wanted. I liked that attitude. In our first session in the trailer love nest, I laid down the rules for our "new" relationship. First, she was to make herself available to me anytime and anyplace. I could call her in the middle of the night and she would come and spread her legs for me. She agreed readily, fiddling with the buttons on her shorts as if she were ready to pull them off at any time. Next, she was to wear a new piece of lingerie whenever she came to see me. One that I could keep if I wanted. She was to keep her legs shaved for action at any moment, and I wanted her pussy hair shaved into a thin strip, allowing me easier access to her cunt. She quickly agreed to all of these stipulations as she twisted the thin fabric of her shirt around her fingers, tightening it to the point where her tits were completely outlined by the stretched material. Whether consciously or not, she was heating me up. With all that settled, I pulled her down on top of me. I often like to relive this memory from her point of view, though for the purposes of this report, I will refer to myself in this memory in the third person. Otherwise, all the I/me, his/my descriptions will get very confusing. As far as Jess was concerned, she'd gotten off easily. She'd been prepared to do anything to feel that way again, even pay for it. All of her other efforts to replicate that incredible roiling orgasm had failed. The times she did come had paled in comparison. Even trying to get herself off with a lifelike dong had been only so-so, although using her mother's vibrator had been tolerably pleasant. She didn't understand why only one man could bring her off that way, but now that she had him, she was going to enjoy every minute. And if sexy underwear, or spanking, or anything else got his gorgeous cock hard, she'd do it for him in a second. She craved, absolutely craved having that cock in her pussy. And now that he lay underneath her, she was going to get what she came for. She pressed herself hard against his chest, feeling his heartbeat travel upward, through the thin fabric of her halter top, through the sensitive tips of her nipples, up through her aching breasts, and down a secret channel to her pussy. She imagined the connection sparking, and her pussy began throbbing in time with his heartbeat. The tingling between her legs grew more adamant. She had to have him thrusting into her. She could think of nothing but opening her legs for him. But one part of her mind interjected a caution. He won't like it if I just attack him. He'll be even harder if I give myself to him in stages. Seduce him. She sat up until she was kneeling astride him, wriggling her ass and cunt on top of his groin. Even through her panties and shorts and his shorts and underwear, she could feel he was already hard as a rock. She pulled off her halter top, enjoying the pleased look he gave her. She noticed thata mirror was mounted right across from her. Fleetingly, she wondered about the trailer they were occupying. But when she saw how adoringly he looked up at her breasts, that thought and all other doubts fled her mind. Leaning down she brought her lips against his, savoring the power and dexterity of his tongue. She wanted to consume him, to bring his lust up to the highest point. She wanted to do with her mouth what she would do with her pussy. Engulf him. Encapsulate him. Manipulate him. Eviscerate him. Build the pressure in his volcano until it erupts with a violent blast. God, she wanted him. Now her tits were buzzing, literally buzzing for attention. She bent lower so he could take them into his mouth. Catching sight of herself in the mirror, she wondered why she had waited so long before giving herself to him. Who would've guessed her friend would be such a phenomenal lover? That question left unanswered as his wet tongue touched her erect nipple. Yet instead of slackening, the buzzing in her breasts intensified. Maul them, she silently shouted to him. Bite them! Suck them! Squeeze them until they burst! As if reading her mind, he chomped hard on one, then the other, alternating between soft, loving attention and hard, nasty biting. Just as the buzzing began to subside in her tits, it took up residence between her legs. She needed a hard fuck, and now! Standing over him, she removed her shorts and then her panties, pausing a couple of times to watch herself in the mirror. She liked her body, for the most part, though she wished her breasts were a little bigger. She knew that her long hair turned on most guys, and she took a second to pull it forward, over her shoulder, so that it almost covered her tits, leaving just a small area around the nipples showing. All of the other guys she'd recently given herself to had also liked her body. She had an unbidden flashback, in which two of the guys in the van had entered her at once. While the feeling of being filled in the ass and in the pussy was intense, it still didn't reach the intensity she had reached with this guy. She stood over him for a few moments, lightly fingering herself, imagining how it must feel to stare straight up at her open pussy. Soon it won't be open, she thought. Soon it'll be all filled up. With that thought in mind, she swung around and knelt at the side of the mattress. As she undid his shorts, he pulled his shirt over his head, revealing a not unpleasant chest. Surely not as fully formed and hairy as some of the guys she'd recently tried. But not flabby or disgusting, either. While pulling down his zipper, she traced the hardness that lay inside. He wasn't as big as some of those other guys, either. But they didn't do the job right, either. With his cock finally revealed, she decided to suck him for a while. When she'd gone looking for other lovers, five of the guys had come when she was sucking them, forcing her to start over and get them hard again. She wanted cock in her pussy, not in her mouth. But she could tell, somehow, that this one would never have trouble with his willpower. And I'll let him cum on my face, she suddenly decided, though it hadn't occurred to her before. She brought her lips down over the purple crown, pleased at how he began to squirm and moan. The skin was silky smooth, with just a little bit of play. But it felt like there was a steel pole underneath, his cock was so hard. She slurped at him madly, warming both his dick and his balls. The buzzing between her own legs intensified, her wetness beginning toseep onto her thighs. Pausing a moment, she squeezed a few drop of pre-cum out of his slit. Making sure he watched, she touched the tip of her tongue to his cock crown and pulled back slowly, carefully drawing a string of sticky, white cum between them. She hoped this would heat him up unbearably, as her own need had grown to immense proportions. To her great relief, he flipped her on her back and spread her legs. She let her legs fall to the sides, thereby opening her cunt wide for his heavy dick. But to her consternation, he simply kneeled between her legs and softly fingered her thighs and pussy lips, never even penetrating into her wet hole. What are you waiting for? she screamed in her mind. I'll do anything! Just make me cum! Suddenly, her thoughts began streaming from her lips, "I'll do anything. Anything. Just stick it in me. Get your hot cock inside me. Make me cum. Make me your slut slave. Fuck me. Fuck me hard. Make me your whore. Your slut. I'll be your slut. Let me spread my legs for you. My slit...it's so hot...so hot for you...for you...so hot...it's your's...your's to have...your's to fuck." Was that her talking so dirty, so nasty? But it felt good to say all that, and even better that she meant it. She'd do anything for him, just to have his thick rod splitting her open and tickling the back of her box. It stands stiff, right before her, hard as steel but smooth as silk, framed by balls sucked close to his body by the sexual excitement. The buzzing in her pussy is so strong now, she imagines she can hear it and see it emanating from between her legs. She can wait no longer, but doesn't dare pull him into her, for fear he may punish her actions by leaving without letting her cum. Finally, he crouches over her and brings his cock to the entrance of her pussy. "Yes, fuck me. Please, fuck me," she croons to him over and over, willing him to impale her. But the torture continues as he teases her pussy lips with the head of his cock, never quite entering but never quite leaving. She vows never to tease any of her lovers this way, and then rescinds her promise, knowing that the tension only makes the final act more intense. When she closes her eyes, she can imagine the roundness of his crown slowly parting her slit as it travels from top to bottom and back again. The anticipation is rapidly becoming unbearable. "Oh! Please! Take me!" she cries, her voice a bit hoarse with impending tears. Ssshhhliffff! His hot cock penetrates her cunt, inciting a small orgasm which echos through her body while causing a delicious muscle spasm deep in her pussy. He's in! As he pauses a moment, she feels every bit as close to impaled as a person can be. Her whole awareness is concentrated on the spot between her legs where his powerful cock has penetrated her body. The buzzing in her cunt continues, and it feels as though she can touch, truly touch every atom in his penis. Even as she welcomes him into her she wants to devour him, to have this feeling within her forevermore. As he begins to stroke into her, she finds it impossible to think about anything except the incredible hunger and friction between her legs. When she'd fucked all those other guys, she'd ended up pinching her tits or rubbing her clit in order to duplicate her orgasms with this man. Now that she has him again, there's no need for any of this. Gazing down her body, she sees that her nipples are as hard as they'd ever been. She watches as he rises and sinks between her legs, which she holds wide open so he can go as hard, soft, fast or slow as he wanted. She'll do anything to make sure he continues to crawl between her legs. His tempo increases and she feels another small tremblor pulse through her body. Every time he slams down into her the shockwave moves the two of them closer to the edge of the mattress. Already she can feel emptiness beneath the top of her head. She knows that even should she completely fall from the mattress, he wouldn't stop driving into her. Nor would she want him to. They'd just do it on the floor like animals. An animal! Yes, that's how she feels. An animal that will do anything for satisfaction. Uncivilized. Driven only by primal instinct. She imagines herself as a she-monkey, being fucked by the biggest monkey in the tribe. She imagines the rest of the tribe watching as he pounds into her so hard she squeals. The paws clutching at her, the nails scratching her. His thrusts directed to one purpose: to fill her full of his monkey semen, his jungle seed. And then to cast her aside until the next urge fills him. Her pussy tightens on the cock inside her, throttling it. He responds to her tighter hole with an appreciative groan, but she is unaware of all outside stimuli. Her whole pelvis is seizing up, releasing, seizing up and releasing as her body prepares for a climatic orgasm. She's lost all control of herself. Of their own volition her hips rise to meet each of his thrusts. Her head suddenly lolls back; he's pushed her head off the mattress. She struggles to lift it, wanting to see the ultimate moment when he cums in her. Next time, she thinks, he can cum on my face. This time I need to feel his cum boiling out of him and soaking my pussy walls. Her body spasms, wracked by uncontrollable waves of pleasure. It feels so good, so intense that it's almost painful. She cums hard, hot and long. A Fourth of July sparkler, white hot in the center and tiny explosions all around. The buzzing in her cunt finally begins to subside, spent and burned out by the voltage that jolted her. Aftershocks continue to ripple through her body, enjoyable as sheer pleasure unencumbered by any need. Weak from her multiple orgasms, she lets her head fall back until it's touching the floor. She knows from her previous fucking that he'll cum when he's good and ready. But, she reasons, maybe if she shows him a great time now, he'll do her again today. So she lifts her head, smiles up at him, and makes a great show of twisting and offering him her tits, with the nipples that haven't softened a bit since he first entered her. He speeds his attack, even though his hands are now gripping the edge of the mattress and her shoulders threaten to follow her head onto the floor. Her hair is now a matted mess and some of it is trapped in his unyielding grip. Even the sharp pains that result as he pulls her hair only add to the waves of pleasure that still pulse through her body. Her need, though, is beginning to sharpen again. So soon! "Cum in me. Please, cum in me. Fill my cunt. Soak my cunt. Make me your whore, your slut, your fuck. Give me your hot cum," the nasty words pour from her mouth, as though every one of them will ratchet him closer and closer to a volcanic eruption. She feels him stop and stiffen, and knows this will be his final few strokes. He groans long and low, and she again imagines the brawny male ape breeding his best she-monkey. Though she knows his cum is spurting deep into her, she can barely feel it, beyond the added wetness she suddenly feels. His spasms, though, press strongly against the walls of her pussy, and she enjoys the pleasant sensations they set off in her. The buzzing in her breasts and pussy are nearly gone. Already she misses it, and wonders whether he'll allow her to feel it again today. If someone told Jess that it hadn't been as intense as the last time, she would've argued against it for hours. But I'd already started ramping her down. It would, unfortunately, be a long and pleasurable process.