Tiffany's Diaper Tales Volume I By BabyInDiapers Written 04/04/2002 Chapter 035 The next morning I woke up and mommy was standing over my crib. "Wake up little sleepy head." "Hi momma." "Hi baby. Did you sleep well last night?" "Yeppers me did." She checked my diaper and then smiled. "Gotta pooper dooper didee huh?" "Yes mommy I do." Just then Teala came in and stood in the door way. "Good morning Teala, how are you?" "I'm ok." "Good, did you sleep well?" "Yeah." Mom laid me on the table and began to change me. "Um, can I change her?" "OH sure, be my guest." Mom smiled as she turned and started to leave. "Wait." "Yes?" "Um I, um have a um, well I need." "Oh ok you need me to change you when you're done changing Tiffany. Right?" "Yeah." "Ok then I'll wait." Teala finished wiping my hiney and then she powdered me and talked baby talk to me. She was such a good didee changer. Finally when she finished with me and I got up off the table she turned and sat down. "Lay down honey." Mom said as she went over to her. "Honey, go get Tammy to give you some breakfast, I don't want you to be late for school ok sweetie?" "Otay mommy." I left the room and my mom proceeded to change Teala's dirty diaper. I liked Teala a lot. She was different than Tammy in some ways, and a lot like me in other ways. I still was praying for God to let her live with us. Tammy even liked her and treated her like her own twin sister. "Hi Tam Tam." I said as I came out into the kitchen. "Hi baby, how are you this morning?" "Good. Um, mommy said for you to give me breakfast." "Oh ok let's see, what shall we have this morning." Tammy said as she rummaged through the cupboards. She put a bowl of oatmeal on the table. Then put me in my high chair and then put the bowl on my tray and a sippy cup too. We talked a while then mom and Teala came out and joined us for breakfast. Then Tammy and I were off to school. Mom let Teala stay since they were going to have to go talk to a social worker about arrangements for Teala. Mom and dad had been talking and I didn't know this but they were willing to adopt her if her parents would not take her back. Teala was sitting out by the pool in a lawn chair. Mom came out to bring her a drink. "Do you like to go swimming?" "Yeah sometimes." "Do you wanna go swimming now? We don't have to leave for another couple hours to go down town." "Um, I don't have a swim suit." "So who needs a swim suit?" Mom got up and walked to the edge of the pool and just jumped in. She was wearing her shorts, shirt, panties bra, her slippers! She turned towards Teala and smiled. "OH my goodness! You're soaking wet!" "Yep. Are you sure you don't wanna come in? You can change clothes later." "Well." She thought for a moment. Then she came toward the edge and again stopped and thought. "Um, I'm in a diaper though." "So?" "But um" "are you poopy?" "No." "Then don't worry about it." "But wont it get all puffy and stuff." "Yeah, and it feels nice, Tiffany has gone swimming in diapers before too." "Oh ok then." Mom splashed her and got her wet. "Hey!" "Come in and get me then." Mom said teasingly. Teala jumped in. She was wearing shorts and a diaper and a bra and t-shirt. They swam around and splashed each other for a while. "How does the diaper feel?" "I like it actually. And actually I've never gone swimming in all my clothes before. I like it." "Yeah one thing about us around here we always get soaked even before we had the pool we would spray each other almost all the time." "Wow, sounds fun. I wish.." "What?" "Nothing, just that, your family is so cool and I wish sometimes that mine was, that's all." Mom swam over to her. "hey, it's ok don't worry about that now ok?" "Ok." Mom was still for a moment. The moment of silence was awkward and mommy started blushing. "What?" Teala said. "I am peeing my pants." "So, you're in the water, its not that big of a deal. I always pee in my swim suit when I do go swimming. No use getting out you're your already wet, no one ever can tell anyway." "Yeah, I know." Mom said. "Um you know what?" "What?" "When I was little I used to sit on the steps and sometimes if I had to go number two I would go in my swim suit. I got in trouble though, but, I think that's how my thing about poo started." "Well, that makes a lot of sense honey." Mom said. "You know what?" "What?" Teala said. "Maybe sometime when you're in a swim suit and not in diapers you can do that again. I'll let you if you want to. You'll have to get out of the pool when your done though because we can't have a mess if you know what I mean." "Wow really? You mean that?" "Sure. Just the other day Tammy was out here and since I know she likes wetting her pants I locked her out of the house. She had to go pee real bad and so I told her to go in her pants. She did and then I told her she had to jump in the pool before she came in. So she jumped in, in all her clothes, just like us now." "Wow that was mean." "No it wasn't, I mean she knew I was teasing her, I knew she wanted to do that. See I know her, and she won't always wet her pants without having some sort of reason, and it had been a while so I gave her a reason." "OH well in that case you are a very cool mom." "Thanks, I try." They swam around for a while and then got out. "Wow this diaper weighs a ton." "Yep you're soaked." "Oh well. Isn't that the point?" "Yeah." Mom started to take off her shirt and then took off her shorts. She was standing on the patio in her bra and panties. "Don't worry honey that fence is there for a reason." She chuckled. "You don't have to take off your bra and diaper thought, but take your shorts and shirt off so you don't drip as much." She was shy about it and mom just smiled. "Hey it's ok sweetie, nothing to be embarrassed about, I mean we're both women, and my husband is in his office." "Yeah you're right." "You can go get a shower in Tammy's bathroom and I'll go shower in mine then we'll get a bite and go ok?" "Sounds good then." They both went to get a shower and had lunch. Mom and dad prayed for God to work things out before they went to the social worker. They were worried that they may be declined because of daddy's parole and stuff. And we definitely didn't wanna mention the diapers and baby stuff either. When they got there they had to wait to get in. Finally they met with someone and talked things over. In most circumstances they would put the child in foster care but since my parents were so willing to take her in and since her parents wouldn't even talk to them, they decided to start the adoption process. On the way home Teala started to cry. "Why are you crying honey?" "My parents don't love me. No one loves me, I hate myself, I hate myself!" She screamed and started hitting herself. "STOP THAT NOW! You will NOT hit yourself, do you understand me. It's ok to be upset and to cry but I do not want you hurting yourself." "I'm sorry" "Oh honey." Mom said as she climbed into the backseat and held Teala. "We love you very much. Shhh baby it's ok." "I'm not your baby! I'm not a baby! I'm not!" "Honey I didn't mean you were a baby." "You always call me that, I hate that. I don't wanna be a baby!" "You're not a baby Teala." Mom said as she held her close and tried to comfort her. "I'm gonna kill myself!" Teala said while balling. "No, no Teala, you will not do that. We are going to help you through this. You're gonna be part of our family, you already are. We won't leave you. And neither will Jesus." "Who cares about God, he may be good for you but what has he ever done for me. I hate GOD!" "Honey, you don't mean all that you're just upset. And rightfully so. But you will see later on that God loves you more than you could ever imagine. And he will use us to show you that love." "I'm so sorry I just yelled at you and stuff, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to say that. But I'm so mad and hurt I don't know what to do. I love you, I really do, I want you to be my mom and dad too." "Oh sweetie" Mom hugged her. Dad pulled over and got in the backseat. He was crying too. He held her. "Daddy." Teala cried as she just let go of all the anger and just accepted her new family. She would have a long way to go in forgiveness and to learn to walk with the Lord, but it was a good start. Finally they stopped crying. Dad got back up to the front to finish driving home. Mom stayed in the back with her. She looked down. "Um, I, I," she couldn't speak. "I know. Don't worry. It's ok." "but I wet again. I didn't mean to." "it's ok I know that." She kept looking at her wet pants and almost started to cry again. Mom tapped her on the shoulder. "Look Teala." She said as she pointed to her shorts. She was peeing her pants.' "Why are you doing that?" "Because, now you're not the only one in wet pants. So do you feel better now?" "You mean you did that for me so I don't have to feel embarrassed about my wet pants?" "Yep, just for you honey." "That's so, well, its weird, but its also very sweet of you to do that." "Well anything for my daughter." "Can I, um, can I call you, mom?" Mom had a tear in her eye. "Yes darling, you can call me mom." She lost it and started crying but this time they were both crying happy tears. So here is what happened with me that day. I was at school, boring as usual. But I got to see Emily and Laura. We got off the bus and were walking past my house and no one was home yet because mommy and daddy weren't back yet. I didn't know where they were so Laura and Emily stayed with me. We were in very wet diapers so when mom and dad and Teala pulled up in the car we came over to them. That's when we saw that Teala and mommy had wet their pants. Teala was sort of shy though. But that was to be expected for all that she had gone through. I had a little bit in my bladder still so I let go into my completely soaked diaper and leaked all over my pants. By this time Laura and Emily had walked home. Dad smiled at us. A moment later he was going peepee in his pants. We all started laughing. Then dad was blushing. "Last one in the pool is a poopy diaper, daddy said as he ran to the gate and opened it and ran into the back yard and then opened the screen door and jumped in the pool. I was right after him and ran and jumped in, squishy diaper already from peeing, but when I went into that water it was super squishy! Mom and Teala came up. Mom looked at Teala. "Go ahead honey." "No you go, I want the poopy diaper." They both laughed and then held hands. "We'll go together ok?" "OK." Mom counted to three and they jumped in. We swam around a while. Tammy came home from school and stood there watching us. "Gosh you guys are always in there!" "Come on in silly" I said. She smiled walked toward the edge and turned around and squatted down. "Splash my tushie." We all started splashing her and got her bottom all wet. Then she started to go pee in her pants. Even though we had soaked her tushie from splashing her you could still see her pee going down her legs and spreading over her pants. "You go girl." I said as we laughed. Then she jumped in. Teala was sitting over on the steps and Tammy and I were playing around. And mom and dad were over in the one corner of the pool kissing and being naughty a little bit. "Hey break it up you two." Tammy said when she saw them kissing. "Oh darn, we can't have any fun, can we, with these kids watching." "oh mom that's gross!" "Honey, just how do you think you and Tiffany came into this world?" "Mom, I don't even wanna think about that, you are so gross!" She laughed. Yeah I know, but what are ya gonna do." Mom noticed Teala on the steps. She swam over to her and sat with her. "You tired of swimming?" "Yeah I guess." "Oh ok no problem. We're gonna get out soon and I'll make some dinner. You hungry?" "Yeah a little." Teala said. She was acting a little bashful, more than usual. "Um, mom?" "Yes Teala?" mom smiled because she loved the fact that Teala accept her as her mommy now. "Can I, uh, I have to go um. Remember what we talked about earlier?" "Oh yeah, you have to go number two?" "Yes I do." "And you wanna go in your pants huh?" She nodded. "I thought you wanted to wait and do that sometime when you have your swim suite on just like you did when you were little?" "Yeah I do, but I mean, I have to go now, so I just wanted to ask you if I'm allowed to go in my pants sometimes, you know like Tammy, she goes pee in hers." "Yes honey you can go number two in your pants." "Good, I'm glad you said yes." "Why is that?" "Um cuz I already pooped my pants, um, on purpose too." "Aww you silly girl, it's ok. But you need to go get out so you don't make a mess ok?" "Ok." "Hey, Teala and I are gonna go in, ok?" "Ok" daddy said. As they walked in they took off there shirts and mom took off her shorts but Teala left hers on. I could tell she had a load in her panties cuz her bottom was sagging a little bit. Mom must have helped her clean up and when we came in Teala was asleep on the couch in a diaper and a T-shirt. The rest of us got our showers then. Tammy and I in our bathroom and Daddy got his in his bathroom while mommy was making dinner. When dinner was ready I went to wake up Teala. She was very tired. I guess she hadn't slept well in a few nights because of so much stuff that had been on her mind. Since she was just in diapers I could tell she was wet cuz her tush was a little bit yellow. She sat down next to Tammy and I in my high chair next to Tammy and mommy. Daddy was at the other end of the table as usual. Later that night Teala went to bed early again. Tammy put me to bed not to long after that. Then Tammy decided to read her bible a while and then go to bed too. Mom and dad stayed up talking in the living room for a wile. I was so glad that Teala was gonna stay with us. She really needed a good family. And she needed the Lord. I knew that after a while she would see how God loves her and how he uses us as a family to show that love to her and to others. Yes we are a very unique family with me as a nine year old diaper wearing baby, and with my 15 year old sister Tammy in her wet pants, and now with my new 15 year old sister Teala who loved poopoo didees and poopy pants! And our parents, in the middle of all this. As unique and strange as our family was, we were still Christians. We always upheld the word of God. We lived our lives for Jesus, not as perfect robots, but as frail human beings with weaknesses and faults, but nevertheless we were God's people. And to any of you who are diaper babies, or people who like peeing your pants or getting soaked in your clothes and all of that. As long as you know Jesus, and you Love Him above all else and do not go against his teachings and the leading of His Holy Spirit, then you are children of God as well. Don't ever let anyone make you feel like less of a person or less of a Christian, or less religious, just because you are built different than they are. Just as Teala is finding the love of God, I hope you also will find the love of God through my life's story.