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Story codes: bg ped cons fantasy magic lac

This describes sexual acts between children, which only end happily with the help of mind control (not explicitely stated).  I do not advocate attempting any of these acts.  However, I do advocate writing down any fantasys you may have of doing such acts and publishing them in apropriate places.

The Sickness

Awakening, Disaster of Biblical Proportions, A River of Hate, Pedophile's Fantasy, More Real Than Earth

by Eternal Night

The first thing I remember is a feeling of pulling myself together around some warmth.  As I moved, I became aware that my suroundings were cold and turbulent, and trying to pull me apart.  As I drew into the warmth, I became stronger and more aware.  When I'd gathered myself around the source of the warmth, I felt I was struggling against a torrent of liquid ice.

I pulled myself deeper into the warmth and accross a fold that turned me inside out.  I was lying in warm water with something hot, heavy, and active on top of me.  I realized that something was squeezing and rubbing my penis.  I felt a faint pulsing in my penis that could have been an orgasm.  My sense of the rest of my body gradually became clear.  It was a person wriggling on top of me.  I began to smell the person's sweat and hear the panting.  I had a stronger orgasm.  A girl was on top of me, pinning my arms to my body with hers, and squeezing my legs together between hers as she worked on my penis.  I began to feel a little embarassed at being naked with another person.  Then I had my strongest orgasm yet.

I opened my eyes and saw a chocolate brown shoulder.  I raised my forearms to lay my hands on the girl's twisting body.  I enjoyed the feel of her hot butt and hips.  I also used my feet to explore her ankles and feet.  Finally, I stuck my tongue out to taste the salty sweat of her shoulder.

The girl asked "Carl, are you awake?"

I felt an odd chill at realizing that Carl was my name.  I answered "Yes."

She immediately jumped off of me and stood up.  Stuned by the cesation of pleasure, I asked "What?"

She just told me "Get up."

I sat up shivering in the air and looked around.  I was at the bottom of a gorge in a stream of slow moving warm water.  The stream pretty much covered the bottom of the gorge so that there wasn't one stone on the bottom that wasn't at least wet.  The girl had stood up and was completely naked.  I could see that there was no hair on her labia, but she looked almost old enough to have it.  She was dripping wet and didn't look happy.  I asked "What's this about?  Are you mad at me?  Who are you?"

She responded "Don't you remember?  I'm Renee."

I realized that I remembered almost nothing, and answered "No."  I also realized that the torrent of liquid ice was still present in some way, and I curled up to try to stay warm.

She paused and then answered "I suppose you might not, but you were a powerful magician who caused a disaster of biblical proportions.  I think I have good reason to be mad at you, and that's before I got turned into a naked little girl!"

"What'd I do?"

"'Disaster of biblical proportions' is all you told me.  The only part I understood was your crazy scheme to survive it."

"How did I survive it?"

She put her hands on her hips and told me "You came here.  And if I hadn't followed you here, you'd still be spread all over this world."

I was cold, but the water I was sitting in was warm.  I noticed a pool of deeper water and crawled to it.  When I sat down in it, the warm water came up to my neck.  Then I asked "How did comming here keep me alive?"

She answered "It turned us into some sort of free willed water elementals.  We can't die here."  Then she asked "Why are you sitting in the water?"

"I'm cold."

"Cold?  It's fucking hot here."

She was right.  The air and sun light was quite warm, but the heat didn't reach me the way the warmth of the water did.  I tried to explain "I'm cold inside.  It feels like an icy river pounding on me.  The water helps."

"Oh!  Of course." she answered.  Then she explained "It's the river of hate that's powering your spell."

"Hate?" I asked.  Now the cold began to hurt.

"As in '...'"  The cold surged in me as she spoke.

In my next clear memory, I was pressed against the side of the pool, with the girl coupling with me.  This time, she kept at it for a long time after I woke up and began to respond.  Her body was even warmer than the water and I tried to keep as much of my skin as possible in contact with hers till she forceably seperated herself from me.

Once I got over trying to hold on to her, I huddled in the warmth of the water, shedding a few tears.  I asked "What are you going to do now?"

"Recover your memorys and wait for Luke to rescue us."

I realized that I was hungry as well as cold.  "Could we find something to eat as well?"

Renee answered "We don't need to eat in this world.  Then she reconsidered "But we might as well look around."

I got up to follow her.  Then I remembered Mom breast feeding my baby sister, and suggested "It'd be weird if we could drink milk from each other's nipples."

Renee replied "You're twisted enough to arrange that."  A moment later, she decided "I'll try it."  She knelt down and planted her lips over one of my nipples.  I felt a little suction and she started swallowing quickly.  It felt good to have her hands steadying me and her lips on my nipple, and my penis soon became hard.  I put my arms around her to get more of her warmth.

When she was done, she seperated herself from me and turned away.  I exclaimed "Hey!  Don't I get some?"

Renee answered "No.  Not after what you did."  She started walking away.

I hurried after her and begged "Please?"  When she didn't answer, I started to cry.  Finally, she relented and let me drink from her.  Her milk warmed me up a little as well as easing my hunger.  I prolonged it as long as I could, but eventually I couldn't drink any more and she pushed me away.

She started walking again, and I began to follow, aware that I'd drank too much.  She started asking questions about what I remembered, and I found I could answer some of them, though the cold got worse when I did.  Answering her questions, I began piecing together my early childhood.

Water was a constant in the world, but everything else changed almost every time we rounded a corner.  I followed her into an openning in the cliff, and down some stairs into a a tiled bathing area.  From there, we climbed into a five foot wide pipe which was half full of water, which led to the inside of a huge water tank with little orange lights over the top.  We followed another pipe into a rocky landscape in which rain roared down continually.

Also, I became more aware of my own body as we traveled.  I was a skinny pink boy who was quite a bit smaller than Renee.  I had long blond hair that kept falling in front of my shoulders.  In my reflection in water, I found I had blue eyes.  My little penis switched between hanging down and pointing up as my attention shifted between our conversation and Renee's beautiful body.

Renee had some specific ideas about which direction to go, and seemed to be acting on something I couldn't see.  At one point, I heard a faint child's voice, and Renee almost panicked and grabed my wrist to drag me the other way.  I asked "Are you trying to stay away from people?"

Renee answered "Yes.  And it's kind of difficult."

At another point, I followed her shivering down a stairway that had just a littlewater flowing down it.  I faintly smelled roses, and then Renee changed her mind and started back up.  I asked "What's down there?"  Renee answered by throwing me down the remaining two steps into deep warm slime.  I didn't want to get out, but Renee insisted, and the slime covering me kept me a little warm till we reached some more deep water.

I got hungry much sooner than Renee did, possibly because of the energy I used to recover memorys.  I was uncomfortable for a long time before Renee wanted anything.  She insisted on drinking from my nipples first, and found my nipples were dry.  It turned out that hers were too.  I guessed "Maybe we need to have sex for it to work."

She answered "I won't be that hungry for a long time."

I answered "I've been that hungry for a long time.  I wish you wanted to do it."

To my suprize, she turned around, grabed me under my arm pits, and slamed me into the nearby wall.  She yelled "I want it too damn much!  I'm supposed to take care of you and I end up traped in some pedophile's fantasy!"  The word "pedophile" triggered a memory, but it came with so much cold that I blacked out.

For a third time, I awoke with Renee impaled on my penis.  Again, I tried to expose as much of myself to her warmth as possible.  In a few moments, I remembered the conversation that had caused me to fall apart, and with it, I remembered that I was a fucking monster called a pedophile who's nature was to touch children in ways people aren't supposed to imagine, much less do.  The ways of touching included sticking my penis into little girls, and sucking on a child's nipples.  I decided I'd had enough sex to hold together, and pushed Renee off of me.

Renee rolled off me and asked "What changed?  The last two times you couldn't get enough."

I answered "You don't like doing it, and I'm a fucking monster."

She answered "You're not a monster.  You're just....  I just don't want my vagina to rule me, and now I'm a succubus."

"I meant being a pedophile."

She rolled back on to me, and wouldn't let me push her off.  She told me "No you're not.  My brother found an adult lover when he was ten.  It lasted years and he's still glad it happened.  He's not the only one either.  The whole monster thing is just a mass delusion."

"Really?"

She stroked my hair and answered "Yes.  Really.  If I'd done things my way instead of Luke's, I could have stoped you.  I could have helped you before you went to extremes."

I soon relaxed and my penis started to respond to the girl on top of me.  Then I remembered something else she had said.  "Did you say we're in a fantasy?"

She answered "This world's actually more real than Earth.  You just used a fantasy to seek it out."

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