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My wife says that it is good to put my thoughts down on paper. Told me to remember to lock the thing too. Like I am going to have secrets from her. She said it was a way to make sure that my thoughts were mine, and then I would not worry a bout what I put in here. Someday I could open it back up and see what a younger me thought. How my mind worked. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate1722124957\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 She set up this program and showed me how to lock it. Told me that anytime I want I can print it out and put it in a folder. Easier just to type the damn thing. \par \par ========= \par April 9 2004 \par Got promoted. New job is going to be a bitch. Overseeing production and research. One damn meeting after the other. But it came with a hefty pay raise. Now we can afford to start looking for the house we really want. \par \par \par ========= \par April 29, 2004 \par Bought a new house this week. Donna and I had been looking for a while but just never found the right one. We both love this house. Close to my work. Near enough to the neighbors that they are neighbors but far enough away that we can turn up the music inside the house and listen in the pool. Plenty of room for the hot tub that we both want. Big backyard . That will be good in the future when we start having kids. Donna wants to move in this weekend. \par \par ========= \par Sept 3, 2004 \par Damn, just have not had any spare time. Going from one project to another. I still have all my vacation. Donna says she is going nuts sitting around the house but we both agree that having kids just to have something to do is not why we want kids. \par \par \par \par ========= \par Dec 22, 2004 \par Christmas party at work last night. Fred's secretary kept brushing against me. I remember that every time my drink was near empty she had one for me. One of the other secretaries was giggling and telling me that Donna was on the phone in my office and needed to talk to me. I remember picking up the phone and hearing a dial tone and getting confused. Then I could not get out. May and Aimee had locked my door and one of them had the key. Next damn thing I remember is opening my eyes and seeing a bit of Aimee\rquote s face through the spread of May's vagina. Within a second it was plastered on my face. I tried to throw Aimee off but all I remember is her screaming in orgasm. Then it was May riding me. Did I come? Woke up to a massive headache. Clothes were all over the office. Face, crotch, fingers, arms, knees everything crusty. Covered in what had to be pussy juice. Snuck past several that were left partying. Took a quick shower in the office gym. What the fuck have I done? Sure I had girlfriends before I got married but that\rquote s one of the things that you give up when you get married. \par \par I really don\rquote t remember drinking that much, though it is kinda hard looking back. They just kept topping my drink off rather than giving me a new one. Then those memories. Why couldn\rquote t I stop those two. I\rquote m not Arnold but I am in shape. I just couldn\rquote t get up. \par \par Thank God it was time for the wife's monthly. That gives me a week to figure out a way to get into the doctors and get checked out. \par \par ========= \par Dec 28 2004 \par Still have not been able to figure out how to get another doctors appointment set up. Donna has got to remember I was there not long a go. I also need to figure out how to ask the doctor for an AIDS test. Damn, I need all the STD tests. I love her too much to possibly spread something to her. That would be her first question, }{\insrsid353200 w}{\insrsid8066615 here did I pick something like this up? No way I could answer that. No way in hell would she believe that either May or Aimee could hold me do to do something I didn\rquote t want to. \par \par I got to get that appointment, but how do you get an appointment when the doctor is not in? Guess I will just have to stay busy and act tired. Maybe if I can\rquote t get an appointment soon she will believe that I am just to tired to do anything. \par \par \par \par ========= \par Jan 5 2005 \par Wife arranged an appointment for me. She said that she had a friend at the doctor\rquote s office. She told her friend that I was feelin g bad and acting tired. She said that the girls talked and decided to have the doctor give me an entire physical. Donna said that she wanted to make sure I was healthy. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate1722124961\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 Doctor could not understand why I was back for another physical. The nurse said that my records got lost. Could that have been the receptionist? Anyway the doctor asked if I needed the entire blood work done again. Told him that I had visited a friend tha t was infected with HIV and I wanted to make sure I was clean. Doctor said that I could not be infected by casual contact. Told him that I just had to make sure so that the wife was safe. On the way out, the receptionist, said that she was sure they would find my records, but that it might take a couple of weeks. \par \par \par ========= \par Jan 10, 2005 \par Both May and Aimee got transferred today. Not sure where they went but heard that they were transferred out of the supervision of their boyfriends at their request. Hearing rumors of possible marriages. \par \par \par ========= \par Jan 11 2006 \par Guess it is a good thing that I went to the doctor. He told me for sure that I had no STDs. Was glad he got the results back so quickly. Wife was just over her monthlys and had forgotten her pills ag ain. So I had a reason to use condoms. Not that I wanted to but I needed to. \par \par \par ========= \par Feb 10 2005 \par We went to Boston last week. Stayed at one of her friend's home. Pretty thing. Nice house too. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate1722124962\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 Her friend is cute though. They have this big house- lots of rooms. From what I overheard her tell Donna they have wanted kids for a bit but she just could not get pregnant. Not sure why as they walked into the kitchen where I was getting a drink of water and changed the subject as they saw me. Maybe it wa s the talk of her friend trying to get pregnant. Donna was horny as hell that night. She almost fucked me raw. Naturally she made me use a condom. She said she did not want to leave cum stains in her friend's sheets. We used three. \par \par \par ========= \par Feb 27 2005 \par Got back from Florida last night. Work sent me to a Miami convention. Took Donna and extended the weekend and went to Key West. She called one of her college sorority sisters and they wanted us to spend a week with them out on their yacht. Took time off f r om work and spent the whole week just relaxing. Couple of other 'sisters' were in the area and it seems that Donna and Vicki arranged a mini school reunion. Damn watching all those women in tight barely-there bikinis, seems to have gotten to Donna too. Th e second night she got me off twice. And again the next morning. We kept going damn near twice a night. Of course it was Condom }{\insrsid353200 C}{\insrsid8066615 ity. Even in the fucking shower she wanted me to use one. Said it would soak thru her suit and drip down her legs. Still don't u nderstand that damn lady. Grabs the condom and runs out the door to the bathroom. Like she did not want anyone to find the condom in the room. \par \par ========= \par Mar 6 2005 \par I just don't understand her. How could she keep forgetting to take her birth control pills? \par \par At first it was just once in a while, usually while we were visiting old friends. \par Now it seems like every month she forgets. She told me it had to do with the packages. The old ones had 28 pills, her new one has 21. Still the same amount of hormones bu t her new packages just don't come with the placebo pills that helped her keep in the habit. You wonder how she would get out of the habit of taking a pill every day. \par \par ========= \par Mar 23 2005 \par Damn that lady can shop. Seems to squeeze every penny. She came home with several new outfits. A couple from Victoria's Secret and one from Frederick}{\insrsid353200 \rquote }{\insrsid8066615 s}{\insrsid353200 of Hollywood}{\insrsid8066615 . She promised to wear them for me just as soon as her period was over. She damn near goes shopping every period now. She really gets horny. Last night she m ade me cum twice. Course she made me wear a rubber. Says that with all the cum I shoot, it fills her to overflowing and that cum and blood stains make it hard to remove from the sheets. I told her to buy new fucking sheets but she would rather I wear a co ndom. \par \par ========= \par Apr 1 2005 \par Ok, got some really worrisome information at work. Seems that both May and Aimee are pregnant. Just long enough that Christmas would almost be the right time. Fuck. Not sure if this was a April fools joke on me, though I\rquote m not s ure who would know enough to set me up this way. \par \par \par ========= \par Apr 3 2005 \par Donna started asking me about my fantasies last night. Seemed real insecure. Trying to find out if I wanted another girl. Think I got her calmed down. Told her that she was the only one that I wanted to be with. \par \par \par ========= \par Apr 24 2005 \par Donna is still on this fantasy kick. She keeps asking me what mine are. She told me she wants to try some "risky\'94 places. Told her I was not sure if I wanted to go to jail, just for ripping a piece off. Today she called me at work and told me that she was standing in the doo rway waiting for me, wearing nothing but a smile. Got home and there she was standing in the doorway. Good thing the door points to the side rather than right across the lane. \par \par \par ========= \par May 1 2005 \par She hit that same store again. This time, she bought a p air of jeans with a zipper that runs both ways, all the way from the waist in front to the waist in back and with zipper tabs at each end. Basically two legs that could be zipped together. She called it \'93Easy-access.\'94 Tag on the pants said Gypsy Jeans. Remember them from the \lquote 80s. Damn they looked fine on a couple of the girls in high school. Just wanted to grab that zipper with my teeth and pull. \par \par \par ========= \par May 5 2005 \par Donna went out with several of her friends last night. Said they were going to go to a 'ladies night out' party at one of her other friend\rquote s house. She got home real late, 2 or 3 in the morning. Smelling of cigarettes and booze. Odd as I did not think any of her friends smoked or drank beer but Donna said that they ran out of wine and all the y had left was beer. Woke me up and wanted me to 'perform' for her. Said that she had been thinking of me all night and had gotten herself worked up. She was too. She pulled off her skirt and I noticed that she did not have panties on. When I asked her ab o ut them she said that she had tossed them away somewhere cause they were making squishy sounds as she walked because she had soaked them thru. We had sex once and she damn near lost her mind. I think I have scratches on my back. This morning as I got out o f bed I saw that she had kicked the covers off. As I was pulling them up to cover her before taking my shower I noticed her knees were really roughed up. Her elbows too. When I gently pushed her over onto her back on the bed I saw that her pussy lips were really irritated. What the hell is going on? I didn't cause that. \par \par \par ========= \par Jun 5 2005 \par Wife is starting to worry me. Has she cheated on me and is trying to get me to screw around so that she can feel less guilty? She has started asking my opinion of her friends. Asking if I thought Barbra was pretty. If I thought Sue had nice tits. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate1722124972\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 Did she find out about May and Aimee? Is this her revenge? If she found out, why didn\rquote t she just divorce me? Is she waiting for me to try and divorce her? \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate1722124972\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 God, I love her. Have no idea what I would do if she divorced me. \par \par Could almost forgive her if she was having an affair. \par \par \par ========= \par Jun 12 2005 \par Donna decided to start her own business. Won't tell me much about it other that it is like Tupperware. She goe s to a ladies house and demonstrates a product and they chat about it before doing the next product. When I pestered her for the product line she said it was for ladies only and she was a bit embarrassed to talk about it. \par \par \par ========= \par Jun 26 2005 \par Donna spent last weekend in San Fran at a convention for her "product." Still won't tell me what it is. \par \par \par ========= \par Jun 29 2005 \par Well, this is the third Wednesday night in a row that I have been home alone. She went on one of her 'demonstration' nights. She gets h ome tipsy, hornier than a three-peckered billy goat and wants me to wake up and 'take care of her needs.' Shit what the hell is she doing? \par \par Getting upset about this. Going out drinking, maybe picking up guys. Is she being safe? Is this going on where someone from work could find out? \par \par How the hell would I deal with it if one of the guys at work came up and talked about bagging a chick and found out it was my wife? \par \par There are days I am in denial. Other days I get upset thinking about her and another guy. I want her to be happy. But I\rquote m not sure if I can stand this. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate-1499110625\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par ========= \par Jul 2 2005 \par Friday morning Donna said she was going to have some of her 'co-workers' over. this weekend. They were going to relax by the pool. \par \par ========= \par Jul 5 2005 \par This is getting embarrassing. Yesterday at one of her 'social' gatherings at our house, she apparently wanted me to come out and do something. I think she had had just a bit too much to dri nk. Started calling me her Stud. Most of the ladies at her party blushed and tittered, at least that is the only word I can use. Then she just kept it up. "Hey Stud, can you get us more drinks? Hey, Stud, can you bring out the snacks?" Then she just got d own right raunchy. "Stud, here, is gonna service his bitch tonight." I left and went inside. I could tell my face was bright red. \par \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate-1499110622\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 Of course it was one of her period nights. Fucking condoms. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par She never just lays there either. After we finish she\rquote s off to the bathroom downstairs. Why that one? She says that way I can use the one in our room. Though I never do. She just pulls the condom off me and runs to the bathroom. \par \par Found out she has a couple of packs stored in her drawer. Like she owns stock in the things. \par \par ========= \par Jul 10 2005 \par Damn don't know what is going on in that girls mind. One of her best friends from high school came in today for a vacation. Donna told her that she could just sleep in our spare room. Our nursery, but Donna just does no t want to be pregnant right now, she says. Anyway they stayed up talking last night. I came to bed early so that they could have some time together to chat and then Donna came upstairs and attacked me. Got me to come three damn times. Naturally into fucki n g rubbers each time. She said that she doesn't want it "pooling in her and running down her legs tomorrow." Though tonight was a bit different from most. Usually she grabs the condom and runs for the bathroom. This time she tied a knot in each and just ke pt jumping my bones. Really nice change. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate1722124978\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 Naturally she jumped up and ran off with the third time. Took all three rubbers with her. Woke me up when she came back. Actually wanted me to go again. \par \par \par ========= \par Jul 15 2005 \par Well, Donna heard that her friend in Boston is pregnant now. Said that she had been trying for a couple of years and finally did it. \par \par \par ========= \par Jul 24 2005 \par Ok, I getting really worried about this. Donna keeps asking me if I am interested in other women, she makes me use condoms more and more. She is buying stuff all the time. I checked our bank accounts and there are very few withdrawals. Could not figure out where she was getting the money for all the clothes and things. Started looking around last week end and found several deposit slips torn up in the trash but they were for a different bank account in a completely different bank. \par \par Could be from her \lquote demos\rquote but that seems to be a lot of cash. \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate-1499110609\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid8066615 \par ========= \par Aug 10 2005 \par I just noticed a pattern. Tuesday night Donna comes on to me and damn near fucks my dick off. Wednesday night she has her 'demos.' Comes home and wants more. Every Tuesday I have to wear a condom. Never on Wednesdays. \par \par \par ========= \par Aug 18 2005 \par Wondering if Donna is using the 'demo' nights to go out and screw around? I really can't believe that but what other excuse is there? She won't tell me what her product is. I have yet to meet any of her 'co-workers' other than for just a few minutes at a time. I love her but it is starting to prey on me . \par \par \par ========= \par Aug 22 2005 \par Got a private detective today. Going to follow Donna for a few weeks and see what she is doing. \par \par \par ========= \par Sep 16 2005 \par Went to the detective\rquote s office. He had followed her for 4 weeks. Took pictures of Donna leaving the house with a cooler, going to the bus station, opening a locker and getting two boxes out. Taking them to her car. He told me he tried to take pictures thru the windows but all the blinds had been pulled. He went to four diff e rent parties and at all four the curtains were pulled tight and at the last one he saw one of the ladies safety pin them together. He got pictures of all the women as they went in. Several were old friends of Donnas. There were a lot of repeats. Some wome n were in each week\rquote s photos. Some only in one. Not a single picture of a guy. \par \par He did have a few of Donna going to the doctor\rquote s office. He was unable to find out why. He said usually the receptionists will take a few dollars but will tell him what the appointment is for. \par \par He caught a few pictures of Donna at a caf\'e9 getting met by the receptionist so he thinks the lady is covering for Donna. \par \par Just as I paid and started to leave he dropped the bombshell. Told me he was not going to mention it but he felt h e had to. Several of the ladies going into the meeting were lesbians. He had followed them for their husbands and at one of their teas got a picture of several of them in a group hug. A big naked group hug. \par \par \par ========= \par Sep 18 2005 \par A lot of Donna's old frie nds are now pregnant. Wonder if that is part of what is bothering her as she rarely sees them and seems to be having a lot of new 'friends' over on Saturdays. Is she trying to get away from the friends that are having kids? She has been acting pissed off for the last couple of weeks. Very distracted. \par \par \par ========= \par Sep 23 2005 \par Christ. Donna told me that her doctor says the pills are messing up her hormones. She has to stop using them. That means a condom all the god damn time now. If she is being unfaithful this would be the worst thing to happen to her. Unless she has both of us using protection. Hell she could still be on the pill and just making me wear a condom for the extra protection. Fuck I don't know. \par \par \par ========= \par Sep 30 2005 \par Donna got home just a bit ago. It was her first Friday night 'demo.' I hear this rumbling in the drive and looked out the upstairs window. When Donna got out of this ginormous 4x4 I saw a burly guy driving. Donna then walked around to the driver\rquote s side climbed up the door and leaned in. She was leaning in there for a good two minutes. Fuck. \par \par Part of me wanted to go and find out who it was. I want her to be happy but this is just pushing my buttons. Christ, right there in my driveway. I don\rquote t like being cuckhold. Not sure I can. The detective says it was women. That was a guy. \par \par By the time I got to the front door, the truck was pulling away and Donna was staggering to the door. She could not even make it thru the door. \par \par When I picked her up to carry her upstairs, my whole damn arm got soaked, Then my chest. She is leaking like a fucking river. Not sure what it was and not sure I want to know. Cum, piss; I\rquote m too scared to try and figure it out. I set her on the pot in the bathroom and she damn near falls off. Holding her with one hand I start undressing her. Pull her dress off and she doesn\rquote t have any underwear on. I came the closest to hitting her that I have ever come. \par \par She was sitting there giggling. Each time it was like she was waving this in my face. \'93Look what I been doing.\'94 \par \par When I go to wipe her after she finishes peeing, she hissed in pain. I thought about putting her in a shower before bed but there was no way I was getting in the shower with her right then. Putting her in bed I s ee that her knees and her elbows are damn near raw and her pussy lips are bright red and look to be bruising. \par \par Fuck, fuck, fuck. \par \par About the only thing keeping me here right now is my honor. I promised in a church the whole \lquote til death thing.\rquote It\rquote s been si nce June that she started this shit. Is it just girls, or are there guys, not enough money. Does she think I don\rquote t love her? Or is she out of love with me? \par \par \par ========= \par Oct 1 2005 \par This morning she says she had one of her girls drop her off cause she had a f lat tire at someone's house. She asks if I can go get her car. Fuck. Took a taxi to the address that Donna gave me. It was in a pharmacy parking lot. Across from the fucking Holiday Inn. Fuck. Changed the damn tire. As I got in I noticed some boxes of stu f f in the back seat. The top one was open and just held closed by folding part of each flap under the next. Opening it up I found turkey basters, a small ice chest, K-Y jelly and 10-20 used condoms. No wrappers; just used condoms. I wrapped it all back up and drove home. When I got home there were about 10 cars in and around my driveway. I parked the car up the street and just went in and walked to my den. About two hours later Donna walked in and asked if I had gotten her car. Told her it was parked up th e street. Then she wanted me to come out and meet her new ' co-workers.' Said that there was a lot of turnover in this job, and then she fucking laughed. I walked out and said \'93hi,\'94 trying my best to be sociable. Several of the women were wearing or not wearing most of their swimsuits. Didn\rquote t seem to bother them. I just could not stay there so I headed back to the den. \par \par One even followed me inside to 'use the bathroom.' I showed her where it was and left. Well, I tried to leave. As I stepped away, she grabb ed me spun me around and as my head bounced off the wall she plastered herself against me. Her hands tried to get my belt undone and she was kissing me all over the face. I just said "No" and walked off. \par \par 5 minutes later I hear a batch of cars leave and in walks Donna. Yelling at the top of her lungs, How the fuck could I have done that to Tiff? Why did I have to be such a bastard? Did I always have to run off her friends? I just let her ramble. After a bit she got the message that I did not want to hear about it and walked out. \par \par About 9pm Donna came in and sat in my lap. Trying to be extra sweet. She tried to explain that Tiffany was a rape victim. I was the first guy she appeared to be interested in. Donna would not listen when I told her that I was not interested in Tiffany. Told me I should be nice to her and give her what she wanted. I tried to explain that Tiffany had bounced me off the wall and was fighting my hands to undo my belt. Donna did not believe me. We seemed to have cleared the air on tha t but I don\rquote t know how to bring up the rest of this shit. \par \par I still love Donna but I just don\rquote t know what to do anymore. Is she sleeping with other guys? Where is she getting all this damn money? Prostitution? Are her \lquote friends\rquote prostitutes? Could she be mak ing that much money selling some product like Tupperware? Why pin the blinds closed. Why did she come home drunk? How the hell did she get bruises on her pussy if it wasn\rquote t guys. \par \par \par ========= \par Oct 9 2005 \par Donna did not have a \lquote demo\rquote this week. I asked her about it and she just said that the market has kinda dried up. She doesn\rquote t have one scheduled all month. \par \par Maybe this was all just a fling. I know she was kinda insulated in high school and did not date much even in college. \par \par \par ========= \par Oct 23 2005 \par Donna said that she was having her \lquote friends\rquote over for a Halloween girl\rquote s party. Asked if I could handle the door and the candy and stay away from the backside of the house. Reminded her that we had been invited to a party at work on the 29}{\up6\insrsid8066615 th}{\insrsid8066615 for Halloween. She said that she would have hers on the 31}{\up6\insrsid8066615 st}{\insrsid8066615 . Asked me to take the day off to help her with cleaning the backside of the house and the hot tub. Had this big grin on her face as she asked me to plan on eating out. \par \par \par ========= \par Oct 30 2005 \par Damn, quite a few of the ladies at work are pregnant. What got me was that even two of the confirmed lesbians are expecting. I know there is artificial insemination but did not know that the clinics would do that for them. Not that they should not have kids, just that we have too many bigots that would stop it if they knew. Guess they could have paid some doctor to do it. Almost wish they were not lezzies. Might have volunteered as a sperm donor. Way things are going with Donna I am not sure that I will be married this time next year. I still love her more than life but she is really worrying me. Is she sleeping around? Is she not happy with me? \par \par \par ========= \par Oct 31 2005 \par Donna\rquote s party is tonight. We spent a good part of yesterday cleaning the pool and the h ot tub. They both have heaters so even if it did get to chilly they can just soak. Put up paper pumpkin lanterns and she had me go pick up a fogger and some dry ice. She wants to put the dry ice in a cooler and drop the cooler in the hot tub. Make it into a witch\rquote s cauldron. The party store had some cauldron lights left so I picked up some of them. I want her party to go well. I want her to be happy. Even if I\rquote m not part of it. \par \par Seems I am writing in this a lot more. Don\rquote t want to take these issues into work. Can\rquote t talk to Donna about them. So I write. \par \par First kids are starting to show up. Several real young ones. They look cute in their outfits. Parents look really proud standing back and letting the kids ring the bell. Wonder if that is ever going to happen here. \par \par Donna\rquote s first guest showed up. Trench coat buttoned all the way up. Even had the throat buttoned. Donna came out and put a GNO party sign with a big arrow pointing towards the side fence in the side of the yard. \par \par Saw two more guests head to the side fence. One was in a trench coat. The other looked to be wearing a Macintosh raincoat. \par \par While dealing with two more kids, I saw another of her guests. Walked up in sweats. \par \par Two more showed up. Both in regular clothes, but carrying suit bags. \par \par Bunch more kids. Whole batch of pre-teens trying to dress up sexy. Just what we need, more baby Brittanys. \par \par Hear that damn truck rumbling up but by the time I got finished with the kids and looked there was no one near it. She wouldn\rquote t invite her lover HERE would she? \par \par Am I being cuckold in my own damn house? I want her to be happy but my pride is starting to kick up and I am getting pissed. \par \par Couple of teenager girls at the door. Both stressed the trick. One of them lives two doors down. Said that she saw that my wife was not around and offered to \lquote keep me company.\rquote Way I been feeling lately, I almost said yes. Crap, if she had been alone I probably would have. Use more of the god damn fucking rubbers. \par \par Well, the kids seem to have trickled to a stop. Have not had any at the door for 15 minutes. Can hear music from the pool area but not too loud. Every now and then I can hear laughter from there. \par \par Shit. What the fuck is going on back there? \par \par The music paused and I could swear I heard moans. \par \par I want to go look but I don\rquote t want to face it. I also promised. Turning on the TV covered the sounds. Maybe if I get drunk I won\rquote t think about it. \par \par Been drinking for almost an hour and a half. Have put away 5 beers. Doesn\rquote t seem to be affecting me though I am getting a bit more pissed off. Not sure I should be facing kids. \par \par Went upstairs, figured with the lights off I could take a peek out and see what the hell was up out there. Damn near all the lights were out even the pool lights. Saw that there were several sitting in t he hot tub and looked like some were in the pool as the lights from the nearby houses were wavy reflections. Looked like some were on the patio in the lounges. \par \par What the fuck kinda \lquote demo\rquote could she have in the dark? \par \par Came back down and s}{\insrsid1465753 a}{\insrsid8066615 t here at the computer trying to get my thoughts together. \par \par Shit. Another kid at the door. \par \par \par ========= \par Dec 26 2005. \par Found out that I am going to be a father. \par \par Well, Ok that Donna and I are going to have a daughter. \par \par She told me last night under the Christmas tree. AFTER hauling my ashes twice. \par \par Been a busy year. New job. New house. Donna making her own job. All that crap, now this. \par \par Maybe I had better fill in the blanks between Oct and now. Got to have it down in print so that we can laugh about it in 20 years. \par \par Tiffany was the last trick or treater. Got a real treat there. Or a trick. Depending on how you look at it. \par \par Donna had set me up. Tiffany wanted a kid. Her husband could not. She chose me. Hard not to, I gu ess. My wife was campaigning for me. Seems she found my high school year book and a whole batch of grade cards. And a few stories I tried to write years ago. Before the Internet. \par \par Seems that May had a thing with my wife back in college. Things that make y ou go hmmmm. Donna and I were an item then and it seems that May took to hiding in her closet to watch us. She got married after college and had two kids but still wanted one by me. And she got Donna to go along with it. Donna knew all about the scene at work at the party. She found out that May had not been off the pill long enough and had not caught. So they devised a plan. All this damn time in this house and I did not know that Aimee lived two doors down. \par \par May would come over and stay with Aimee and \lquote visit\rquote our house at night. Donna took those damn condoms and handed them to the girls out the bathroom window. \par \par Guess word got around to the ladies. Her friend in the Keys, the sorority \lquote sister\rquote in Boston. All ladies that had one issue or another and were not getting pregnant. So she \lquote helped\rquote them, with my used condoms. \par \par Donna said the next to talk to her were Abby and Marissa, our lesbians. They wanted a baby but no clinic would do the procedure and neither had any guy friends that they were interested enough in. Neither wanted to \lquote do it\rquote with a guy. Donna said they offered $2000. \par \par That was when she got her idea. She said it took her a while to figure it all out. She took the grades, the year book, and a whole lot of pictures of me and made a slide show. S he even made a video of us in bed. Showing me fucking the hell out of her. Made a whole damn advertising campaign. Then again that was what she studied in college. \par \par Then she started looking for a better delivery method. She asked me several times about other women but each time I rejected her. \par \par Finally started using the turkey basters. She finally found a squirting dildo. Worst part was that as she was impregnating these ladies she was getting turned on. At first she tried to ignore it. Then she got a dildo and \lquote took the edge off\rquote after the ladies left. \par \par On May 5}{\up6\insrsid8066615 th}{\insrsid8066615 Pete changed that. During one of her \lquote ad sessions,\rquote one of the ladies brought out a gigantic dildo. Almost a foot long and 2 inches around. Donna said she didn\rquote t want a guy like that but just had to try it once. That was the night she came home bruised. She had finally worked up the courage and started humping it. Guess the owne r of Pete decided to help and started really pounding her. She said she started coming when the head went in and came for over an hour continuously. All the while the ladies were trading off and pounding that thing into her. \par \par Once she came back to her senses she found the hostess of the house with two of these things in her. She called them Pete and Re-Pete. \par \par Anyway, each time Donna and I had sex she would take the condom and drain the sperm out of it, store it in the fridge and then on Wednesday pour it into some lady using the turkey baster and then pound it in for effect using a much smaller version of Pete that the ladies called Harry. After the \lquote deposit\rquote most of the ladies would get naked and use Harry to keep the sperm in and several other versions of Harry to keep each other happy. Basically it was a female orgy. Limbs, dildos, vibrators and strap-ons. \par \par Some of the ladies paid $2000; others paid more. Others paid less. All signed a document from her lawyer. Another of the recipients. Giving up all r ights to paternal contact or momentary reimbursement. Basically I was the father but no one could take me to court for child support. I was a sperm donor. \par \par Donna finally set up that other bank account to cash the checks from the ladies. \par \par Ralph was the lady that brought Donna home on the night she had the flat. Yep, Ralph is a female. Butch Dyke that could probably snap me in half but female. She had a thing for Donna and heard about the \lquote demos.\rquote That night she put Pete in a strap-on harness and pounded on Donna for three hours. On her back, doggie style, curled up like a comma. Just kept going. Donna has said \lquote never again.\rquote Not real sure I believe that. \par \par Well that covers most of the items. \par \par Tiffany came to the door almost wearing a Harem outfit. She did not want the \'85 artificial \'85 part. She wanted it direct from the tap. \par \par Donna had been trying to get me to agree for nearly the whole year. When Donna set up the party she set me up. You see she had been reading this journal. Every fucking day I put something in here she would read it. She knew what I was thinking as I did. She knew I was getting pissed and worried. She knew my reserve was wearing thin. And she had Tiffany there to take advantage of it. \par \par Things changed that night. \par \par Most of the ladies still have it done artificially but it is now\'85donated right into the squirting dildo. They get to help with the donation if they want. Several have. Several have wanted the direct route. As Donna got the receptionist at the doctor \rquote s office involved all the women get tested then are allowed into the \lquote demo.\rquote \par \par Me, I have the best wife in the universe. She loves me so much, she put me out to stud. \par \par \par \par }{\insrsid1465753 \par \par \par }\pard \ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\ql \li0\ri0\nowidctlpar\faauto\pnrdate0\pnrnot1\rin0\lin0\itap0 {\insrsid1465753 \par }}