Subject: Looking For Advice About Sex With My Nine Year-Old Daughter
Story codes: Mg incest father daughter
Author: Brent Smith <address withheld by request>
Posted By: Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>
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Summary
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A LOT of guys write me to ask about how they can get started having sex
with their own daughter. My advice is that if you have to ask me, then
don't do it!
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Dear Kelly,
My name is Brent Smith. I'm 40, divorced, and a big fan of your blog.
Through your blog I've met several like-minded families - Julie Love for
starters and from there she introduced me to MissouriMom, Julie McCain,
Cindy Smith and others. They are all connected through... a bi-moms group
on Yahoo, I think.
I live in DC. My ex and two girls are in No. Virginia. I'm from Seattle
originally. My girls are Kate 9 and Marie 3. Kate will be 10 in November.
During the summer I get Kate every other week. during the school year two
weekends a months. I don't see Marie all that much. We don't have much
of a relationship. The relationship with Kate took a strange turn three
weeks before school and now I'm all inside out. I'm really trying to find
a woman with similar interests. (naturism and open relationships). Oh and
we're nudists.
Kate was really coming on to me over the summer. Over the course of the
summer she proceeded to capture all of me around her little finger. We
had the "talk" after I caught her looking at sites online. She seduced
me; I guess that's the best way to put it. I know you have a really
special relationship with your dad. I don't want to mess my relationship
with her up. Make sense? I want to have a normal life, but I don't think
that's gonna happen now.
Over the course of several visits she kept asking about what happens
between guys and girls, and guys and guys (I'm openly bi, but not into
sleeping around.) We ended up kissing and making out. It was beautiful
and horrible at the same time. Beautiful in that she was ... oh I don't
know. She was just beautiful. Horrible in that I was the person she chose
to learn from. I know she will be jaded from all the punks her age, now.
In the previous years I had always worn a little bit of clothing at home
(mostly when she would come for visit). It led to petting, then more. She
was fascinated by my getting hard. more curiosity at first.
As I talked to others that have had relationships with their kids, and
they ... is coached the right word? No. they explained that I could be a
loving father, I could show her things (so long as not to pressure or
hurt her) and that things would turn out just fine. By the end of summer
we had made love and she was acting as if she were my wife and lover more
than my child. In a lot of ways it was wonderful. In a lot of ways it was
a real mind-job. Here was my daughter, in a child’s body, acting 15 years
older. She even expressed the desire to move in with me.
She took the lead. She and I had already shared mutual masturbation and
then oral sex. She simply stated that she wanted to be a woman somewhere
in the middle of our making out the next to last visit of the summer.
After having had sucked on me for a bit (which I expected her to do as
last time and finish me off), she crawled into my lap and started kissing
and rubbing on me. Then she straddled me.
I admit I'm not very big down below: average length but well... I was
called a pencil dick for as long as I can remember. (middle school?) and
told me she wanted to be like the women in the videos she saw on the
internet.
Honestly I think it hurt me more than it did her. Her pussy was so tight
and there was all the emotion surrounding it. I'll never forget her face
as she came on me. I think that was when I lost myself, came and started
sobbing like a school boy. I had cum in my daughter’s pussy! She wasn't
really even moving at that point, just sitting there with me inside her.
It was just too much but oh god it was so good... and so wrong.
She wanted to do more buy I made her stop as she was really red looking.
We fell asleep together as we had all summer, only this time as lovers. I
woke up sometime in the night and just watched her sleep. She was pretty
sore the next day and night. The next week I took off work and it was
like our honeymoon. So now I'm hoping to figure what I should do. Her
mother has asked me about why she was talking about coming to live with
me. We haven't really talked about it other than in passing. She asked me
if Kate had talked to me about her moving in with me. I said that she had
shown some interest but I didn't want to push the issue because of how
complicated that would be to switch custody, etc. She just let it drop
there.
I’ve talked to Kate about how important it was to keep it a secret. We
never spend time together anywhere else except the mall or something like
that. nothing in the car or anywhere like that. We've kissed a little
more than the usual innocent kiss in the car when saying hello or
goodbye. but we've always done that.
She didn’t like it when I came in her mouth. She... she freaked, and
coughed. So now I always warn her and she takes it like a trooper on her
little titties. More like nipples with small bumps on her chest.
I know she has friends but I've never really met them.
I am looking for was some advice about it, for now. Like how to handle
being her dad and balancing that with what has happened or what she might
want me to be. Most were encouraging. One was, of course, a complete perv
(a father that I think is probably completely abusing his kid). I'll have
to figure out how to find it.
I'm having problems seeing how this can be necessarily bad so long as I
don't abuse her, or force anything. To me this is just an expression of
my love but then there's that "evil father" programming in the back of my
head.
In reading you Incest Guide, up until this summer I would have vehemently
agreed with "First, ANY girl under the age of twelve is NOT ready for sex
– period, end of story!!" Now I'm... well, I've been proven wrong.
Actually, I still agree with the principle of waiting until a girl is at
least 12y/o. I guess Kate is just special. Up until this summer I would
have agreed about the age of fourteen, maybe even 16. I'm learning to be
more open minded about it, but still hold to those ideas.
One thing that keeps coming back to me is some of the psych classes I
took in college about child development and at what ages boys and girls
understand sexual concepts. I feel like Kate wanted me to cram 4-6 years
of growing up into one summer. She seems happy. She'll be back next
weekend and I'm going to query her more about that just to make sure.
I feel like a whole different life is now before me and I'm not sure
where this will go. I just know that I must remain positive and caring.
Some of the emotions I went through reminded me of when I realized that I
like guys as well as girls.
Meanwhile, we also masturbate together. I caught her masturbating when
she was really frustrated because apparently one of her friends must
really get-off and she didn't really feel anything. That was one of the
discussions that led to our sharing each other. I had asked her about
whether she has had an orgasm. (The answer was "no".) So we talked
through it and I helped her experience one for the first time. She was so
scared and excited. On one hand here was this maturing young lady in the
throws of passion. On the other hand, she was still a cute giddy girl.
I placed my hand on top of hers and showed her different ways to touch
herself, like running her finger over various parts of maidenhood until
we found the right spot for her and let her go until she climaxed. Kelly,
it was so beautiful watching her shake and go stiff as wave after wave of
passion swept over her.
Well, that’s all for now. I hope to be able to discuss this with you
sometime soon.