Second That Emotion

Second That Emotion

Latikia

Chapter 26

Once we’d finished lunch and cleaned up the mess I grabbed a handful of the baby carrots and the four of us made our way out to the corral. Peggy was so full of energy and excitement I thought she might burst, bouncing around on her toes and darting forward then running back to rejoin us, urging us all to hurry.

The horses weren’t as leery of us as they’d been the day before and approached with no coaxing or effort from me. Izzy and Lilly fed carrots to the adults and Peggy focused her attention on the two younger animals.

I was worried that her exuberance might frighten the pair of juveniles, but they both seemed quite taken with her and not the least bit hesitant in allowing her to pet them.

I approached the three slowly and linked with the horses. They weren’t so pleased at my presence, but tolerated me rather than leave Peggy. I sent them calm, soothing feelings, no danger, no menace, no threat.

She probably wasn’t aware of it, but Peggy was broadcasting. Her pleasure, joy, excitement and happiness flowed from her like ripples on a pond and the horses were responding more to her than to me.

I ran my hand over the young horse’s neck and shoulder, gave him a firm pat on the side and continued sending calm, positive feelings.

“Are you ready to try riding Peggy?”

“Can I really?” Her eager enthusiasm was infectious and I couldn’t help sharing it.

“I think he’s willing. But be very careful, we don’t have a saddle so you’ll have to hold on with your legs and arms. And don’t hurt or scare him.”

“I wouldn’t do that.” she said ernestly.

I put my hands around her waist and lifted her up and placed her up near the young horse’s shoulders.

Peggy was enraptured, her legs spread wide over his back she leaned down and pressed herself against the horse’s neck.

“Oooooh…pretty, pretty horse. So strong and brave.” She sighed and closed her eyes, laying her face along his emerging mane.

The horse ‘huffed’ a couple of times and then turned away from me and began walking slowly around the fence line.

The remaining youngster butted me with his head, so I fed him a couple of carrots while keeping a close eye on Peggy and her new friend.

The pair of them made a complete circuit of the corral at a sedate walk, Peggy still clinging to the horse’s neck. When they reached my position again, Peggy sat up and laughed loudly with delight and the horse started to prance then broke into a gentle canter. Peggy clung on with her legs and hands tight in his mane, bouncing up and down and crowing with joy.

Izzy and Lilly cheered her on, clapping their hands and whooping loudly.

As they finished their second lap the other horses joined them and the tiny herd formed up and galloped around and around the corral, increasing their pace with each lap.

Peggy was in heaven. Shrieking out her laughter and screaming with pleasure, the biggest, widest smile on her face. And her broadcasting increased in power, hitting all of us and giving me a bad case of the shivers. Damn it felt good.

Somewhere around lap twenty they began to slow and then came to a stop, except for the young male with Peggy perched on his back. He came up to me and dipped his head several times.

“Thanks.” I whispered as I gave him the rest of the carrots. When he’d eaten them all I moved around his side and lifted Peggy off his back, holding her in my arms like a baby.

The horse turned his head on his long muscular neck and looked at her. She reached out and ran her hand over his muzzle.

He whinnied and pulled away, trotting off to rejoin his family. I carried Peggy over to the corral gate, slipped the latch, stepped thru and closed it. Izzy and Lilly came running up, bubbling with questions.

I set Peggy down and she and the girls began talking a mile a minute. I stepped away and returned to the fence, watching the horses.

Suddenly a small body slammed into me, arms wrapped around my waist in a bone crushing grip. I looked down at Peggy’s upturned face.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!! That was the most wonderful thing that’s ever happened to me.”

I put my hand on her cheek and smiled. “Don’t thank me. You did it all by yourself.”

I knelt down and kissed her on the forehead. “You were broadcasting, sweetie, just like I do. You were so happy and excited…” I nodded in the direction of the little herd, “they could tell, they could feel what you were feeling and they liked it. They like you.”

She hugged me hard. “I love you.”

“I love you too Peggy.” She released her grip on my neck. I stood up and we walked hand in hand back to Izzy and Lilly and the three of us went back into the house.

The girls decided to go play in the rec room. I told them I’d be in the library, reading, if they needed me for anything. I spent a very nice couple of hours just looking at all the volumes, taking one out now and again to scan a few pages then putting it back and continuing on to the next.

Eventually I sat down in the room’s leather recliner with a first edition of Robert E. Lee’s Recollections and Letters, losing myself in his words.

The next thing I knew, Lilly was standing in the door, knocking on the oaken door to get my attention.

“Dinner’s ready.”

I made a mental note of my place in the book, got to my feet and put the book back in the bookcase I’d taken it from.

Lilly and I walked to the dining room, her arm around my waist, mine around her shoulders.

“You really like to read, don’t you?” she asked.

“Yup. It’s one of my four favorite things in the entire world.”

“Oh yeah? What are the other three?” she enquired as we stepped into the dining room where Izzy and Peggy were waiting for us.

“My four favorite things in all the world are you…” I bent down and kissed her then moved to Peggy and kissed her, “…and you…” then stepped up to Izzy and kissed her, “…and you…” then sat down at the table, “…and reading.”

They rushed into the kitchen and returned with steaming plates of broiled chicken, bowls of potatoes and peas, and a wicker basket filled with biscuits.

“Wow…you guys have been busy.”

“Nah, just a little something we whipped up.” Izzy said.

“Well I’m impressed. This is terrific, thank you all.”

They were beaming as they took they seats and we started eating. The conversation was light, most of our attention given to the excellent food. About half way thru the meal I got up.

“Be right back.” I said and went out into the kitchen.

I’d come across one other door in my wanderings during the previous day that I wanted to check. The door was unlocked, so I opened it and discovered a set of stairs that led down. This house had a cellar. I thought there might be something interesting at the bottom. I flipped on the light switch at the top of the stairs and went down.

The walls of the cellar were lined with racks of bottles. I grinned and pulled a couple out and examined the labels. Some were very old, some were more recent vintages. There were reds, whites, blushes, zinfandels, champagnes, bottles of brandy, and things I’d never heard of. I took one bottle of red and one white and headed back up.

Poking around in the utensil drawers I found a corkscrew. I hunted up four wine glasses and went back out to the dining room.

The girls applauded my discovery and we all had glasses of wine with our meal.

“Lilly, have you thought about what you’d like to do? I mean career wise?”

She sipped her wine and was very thoughtful. “I want to be a mother. More than anything, that’s what I want. Stay home and raise my children.”

“How about you, squirt. What would you like to do?”

Peggy was still bursting with excitement and energy. “Horses! I want to work with horses!”

We all grinned at her pronouncement.

“Do you like any other animals?” Izzy asked her.

“Oh, sure. I like all animals. But I love horses!”

“Ever thought about being a vet?” Lilly asked her.

Peggy calmed down slightly and was still, looking around at us. “I could do that?”

“You can do pretty much anything you want to. You’re young and smart and have more energy than any five people I know.”

“I thought I was gonna stay with you.” Her voice was sad and very disappointed.

“Peggy, you don’t have to leave us. Not if you don’t want to.” I said.

I leaned back and looked around.

“I’ve had this conversation with Izzy, but I guess it’s time to say it again. I don’t want to own you. Your lives belong to you, not me. If you chose to share your lives with me, wonderful; nothing would make me happier. But more than anything I want you to do things that will make you happy. If Lilly wants to stay at home and raise children, then she should and I’ll do everything I can to make that happen. Izzy wants to teach. I want her to be able to do that. Peggy wants horses. If you want to be a vet, we’ll send you to school and you can be a vet. If you just want to raise horses, we’ll find a way for you to do that. I want you to be happy, whatever you decide.”

I took a deep breath. “And if you ever feel you’d be happier somewhere else I want you to know I’ll understand. I won’t stop loving you, but I’ll understand and I won’t try to keep you.”

Izzy looked down at her plate and was silent. Lilly and Peggy looked at me like I’d grown another head.

“Don’t you want us?” Peggy asked.

I smiled at her. “I want you all very much. I hope you’ll stay with me forever. But I won’t make you stay if you don’t want to.”

Izzy looked up and took a deep breath. “My boyfriend from college was a bastard. He was controlling and manipulative, domineering and abusive. He hit me and beat me and he raped me. That’s why Ike left the hospital and came home…to rescue me from him. The reason I got involved with this guy in the first place was because he reminded me, at first, of my dear, sweet little brother who I’d been madly in love with since he was thirteen. Ike is terrified that he might end up being like that asshole. I know he loves me, and I know he loves you both just as much, and now he’s even more worried about becoming possessive and smothering.”

Peggy and Lilly jumped up and gather around Izzy, hugging and kissing and holding her tightly.

Lilly looked up, her face against my sister’s. “What do you want, Ike?”

“I want a family to love and take care of. To feel loved. And maybe along the way to help other people who need and deserve help. That’s all I want.”

“That’s not so much.” Peggy said.

I smiled at them. “It’s everything.”

I stood up and started clearing the table. “You three take the wine and go watch TV or something. I’ll clean up in here. Then I’m going to go for a little walk around the grounds. If I don’t get some exercise all this good food is going to make me fat.”

The three of them got up, gathered the bottles and their glasses and headed off in the direction of the rec room, sniffling and whispering.

I scrapped the plates and loaded the dishwasher, cleaned off the table and the kitchen counters. Leftovers went into the refrigerator and the rest into the trash. I wondered what a place like this did for trash pickup.

When everything was nice and tidy I went into the pantry and put on the shoulder holster with the twin Glocks, slipped on my squashed tennis shoes, which I’d left by the front door, and stepped outside.

The sun had gone down and the temperature was dropping quickly. I shifted my shoulders, finding a more comfortable position for the shoulder rig to rest, and started walking down the drive.

I kept to the fence line, looking right and left in sweeping movements trying to see everything, keeping my ears open for any unusual sounds. I’d gone about three hundred yards when I spotted movement ahead. I stopped and crouched down slowly, watching.

They moved in three man groups, one held a shotgun, one a semi-auto short barreled rifle and the third carried a pistol, taser and radio.

I watched them overlap with a second group, neither set speaking to the other, just nods of recognition. They moved well, like trained soldiers. Satisfied with what I’d seen I waited till they were out of sight then turned around and headed back towards the house.

I hopped the fence and drifted out away from the drive, just enjoying the night and the sense of peace I got from being in it. In the distance I saw the horses moving towards a tiny stable I hadn’t noticed before.

The house came into view so I straightened my path and headed straight for the front door.

I put the Glocks back into the panty, closed it up and went upstairs.

Stepping quietly, not wanting to disturb anyone, I pushed on the bedroom door and looked in.

There on the bed were my three girls, naked as jaybirds, in a little circle. They lay on their sides, each one with her face buried between the thighs of the girl next in line; a sexy little daisy chain. They were moaning and murmuring; hips twisting, hands roaming and caressing, lips and tongues busily engaged and all of them seriously preoccupied. They never even noticed me entering the room.

I looked around and saw that the hot tub had been filled, and at some point had apparently been occupied. The wine glasses and bottles were scattered around the tub, as were their clothes.

I watched them for a couple of minutes, admiring the way they were so tender and loving with each other. I stripped my clothes off and stepped into the tub as quietly as I could and sank down until my shoulders were submerged. I lay back and let the hot water soak the aches from my muscles and bones, and listened to their lovemaking.

When one would get close to cumming, the other two would gang up and double team her, one remaining between her thighs, the other moving up to suck and massage her breasts, kiss her lips and stroke her face. Once she came they resumed their circle until the next girl was ready.

Very loving, caring and oh-so-well organized. I wondered whose idea it had been.

I relaxed and drifted off to sleep.

The darkness sat on the opposite side of the little round table and stared at me.

‘You’re so pathetically noble…you make me sick.’

“What’s your problem?”

‘ “I don’t own you.” Who the hell do you think you’re kidding with that bullshit? You want to own them.’

“I love them. There’s a difference. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that.”

‘And what if…if mind you…what if one of them decides that what would really make her happiest was another guy between her legs? I mean…you being the all compassionate and loving individual that you obviously are…if you can love three different women at the same time, don’t you think they’re capable of loving another guy as well as loving you?’

“You think I haven’t considered that possibility? I have.”

‘And you’re okay with this?’

“Not really, no. But what choice do I have? I can’t very well expect them to behave any differently than I do. Where’s the justice in that? If I can do it, they have to be free to do the same thing.”

‘Justice? When are you going to get it thru your thick skull that justice is what you say it is?”

“I understand that. I accept it. Justice is what I say justice is, because I can enforce it. I get it. And I say they are free to do as they see fit, even if it hurts me, because that is just. I won’t have one set of rules for them and a different set for me. I won’t.”

‘You’re begging to be hurt, you know that, right?’

“I know.”

‘You could own them all, if you wanted.’

“I know that too.”

‘If you think about it, you already do.’

“No, I don’t. They own me.”

The darkness sat back on his stool and laughed, flames flickered bright and hot from his eyes and mouth as his laughter got louder and louder and more and more mocking.

Opening my eyes I saw three sets of eyes looking back at me. I was still in the hot tub; the girls had climbed in and were sitting on the opposite side and were staring at me with the strangest looks on their faces.

“Uhmm…hi?” I said awkwardly.

They kept staring at me.

I sank a little deeper in the water. “I was talking in my sleep, huh?”

Izzy nodded. Lilly nodded. Peggy just kept staring.

“Sorry.” I said, climbed out and went into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I stood there for a few moments, then turned on the shower and got in, rinsing off and trying to collect my thoughts. No such luck…my thoughts were all over the place and collection just wasn’t going to happen.

I got out and dried off, brushed my teeth for about half an hour, screwed up my courage and left the bathroom.

The girls were still in the hot tub, huddled together and talking when I came out. They turned as one and started staring at me again.

I couldn’t take much more of the way they were looking at me.

‘Well, you could just link and find out what those looks mean.’

“Pipe down. I won’t spy on them like that without a damn good reason.”

‘What, you don’t think getting the evil eye from three babes is a damn good reason?’

“Shut the hell up.”

I picked up my jeans, pulled them on, picked up the wine glasses and bottles and carried them downstairs to the kitchen.

I rinsed the glasses and put them in the dishwasher and started it running. The empty bottles I rinsed out and left drying on the center counter.

I stood there and had no idea what to do or where to go. I wandered around the first floor, finally ending up in the library.

I sat down in the recliner and stared off into space, trying very hard not to think about anything at all.

I don’t know how long I sat there before I heard voices calling my name. I stayed where I was and tried to think myself invisible. Maybe they wouldn’t notice me. Nothing to see here, move along folks…just a chair in a room full of books.

The door opened and Lilly walked in.

I thought invisible thoughts and tried to feel as transparent as possible.

“Ike?” she sounded puzzled and worried.

I stayed still and kept willing myself into nothingness.

Lilly ran out the door.

Hey! Maybe there was something to this invisible stuff.

Lilly returned with Izzy and Peggy.

“What’s he doing?” Peggy whispered.

“I have no idea.” Izzy said.

“I’m trying to be invisible.” I said quietly

“Oh. Why?”

“So you won’t find me, of course.”

“Do you think he’s insane?” Peggy asked Lilly. Lilly shrugged.

“What do you want girls?”

“We want you to come to bed.” Izzy said.

“Will you stop staring at me if I do?”

“Yes. We’re sorry about that.”

I stood up. “Okay.” I walked out of the library, down the hall, up the stairs and into the bedroom. I stripped off my pants, threw them into a corner and crawled onto the bed and under the covers.

Izzy climbed over me and curled up under my right arm, Peggy crawled on top of me and pressed herself against my chest, and Lilly put her head on my left shoulder and breasts against my ribs.

“You should have said something.” I grumbled. “Something, anything would have been better than nothing.”

“We’re sorry. Really. We didn’t know what to say.” Lilly told me.

“Did you mean all those things you said?” Peggy asked.

“I don’t know what you heard.”

“Don’t play dumb, little brother.” Izzy chided.

“Alright…yes I meant what I said. Every single word.”

We lay there in silence for a long time. I tried to get comfortable and couldn’t. I tried to go to sleep, and couldn’t.

Peggy started crying. Her whole body began to shake and tremble as she sobbed. Then Izzy started, burying her face against my chest and clutching at me as her hot tears fell. Lilly joined them, adding her sobs and tears to the trembling mass that surrounded me.

I was so confused and befuddled I didn’t know what the hell to do.

“Why are you all crying?” I asked.

Izzy slapped my side with her hand. “Because we love you, that’s why.” she said thru her tears.

I felt Lilly and Peggy nod their heads in agreement.

“Oh.” I said, stupidly.

Izzy got up and went into the bathroom and came back with a box of tissues. Peggy and Lilly sat up and the three of them pulled out multiple tissues, wiping their faces and blowing their noses.

I lay there and watched, feeling very, very young and completely lost.

Izzy looked at my expression and laughed.

“You have no idea what’s going on, do you little brother?”

“Not a clue.” I admitted.

She smiled at me, as did the other girls. “I keep forgetting how young you are. You say and do things that I would expect from someone ten years older, but underneath it all you’re still just a kid.”

“Thanks…that makes me feel much better.”

“Ike, we love you.” Lilly said.

“We don’t want anyone else.” Peggy announced.

“We don’t need anyone else but you and each other.” Izzy confirmed.

“Why would we give you up for some guy who could never make us feel as loved or cared for as you do?” Peggy asked.

“Maybe someone else could.”

“Don’t be dumb. No one alive can let us feel his love the way you can. We know you want us. We know you love us.” Lilly told me.

“And we own you!” Peggy declared.

“Till death do us part.” Lilly said.

I looked at them, at the intensity on their faces and in their eyes.

“Trust us Ike. We aren’t going to hurt you.” my sister said.

I lay back on the pillow and every muscle in my body relaxed. I closed my eyes and sighed.

“Okay.” I said, and fell asleep.

My blanket was wiggling. I heard whispering voices all around me, and realized that I was still half asleep…and my blanket was wiggling.

“Is he awake yet?” one voice asked very quietly.

“No, not yet. But he will be soon.” another one giggled.

“You’d better hurry up then.” a third one whispered.

“I’m trying, but he’s so big. I don’t know if it’s going to fit.”

My blanket wiggled some more and I felt a warm wet sensation rub against the head of my cock.

“Got it!” the giggling voice exclaimed as a hot vice slid down over my shaft.

“Aaaahhgg! Oh jezzusss!” I moaned out loud.

“He’s awake now.” Lilly laughed.

I opened my eyes and saw Lilly’s pretty face peering down at me, grinning. She lowered her lips and kissed me.

“Good morning lover boy.” she said, and pulled away.

Her face was replaced by Izzy’s, smiling tenderly at me. She leaned down and pressed her lips to mine and tickled my tongue with the tip of hers.

“Good morning, my love.” she whispered and pulled away.

The vice around my cock squeezed tighter. I groaned loudly and flexed my hips, driving up. Peggy squeaked.

“Oh god, oh god…”

I lowered my eyes and saw her lying on my chest, a little farther down than usual, and I could see her cute little butt cheeks clenching. She lifted her head and put her chin in the center of my breastbone. Her eyes were glazed and on fire.

“Good morning Daddy.” Her voice was rough and raspy.

She wrapped her arms around my ribs, put her ear over my heart and wiggled her hips.

I turned my head from one side to the other. Lilly and Izzy smiled sweetly, bent down and started sucking on my nipples.

“Help…I’m being molested.” I gasped.

Peggy giggled and increased the rocking motion of her hips.

“Oh yes, yes…”

I raised my legs, bending my knees and spreading Peggy’s legs farther apart.

“OH SHIT!” she cried out and her arms tightened their grip.

I reached over Lilly and Izzy and lifted Peggy up into a sitting position, my hands cupping her small breasts and rubbing my thumbs over her rock hard little nipples.

“Yes, please Daddy, please, EEEK!” she squeaked again when I drove my hips up, sliding my shaft all the way into her tight little tunnel. Her eyes and mouth opened wide.

“Lilly, Izzy…would you hold Miss Peggy’s arms for me, please?” I gasped; the severe grip of Peggy’s vagina on my cock was making it very difficult for me to stay focused on her pleasure. I wanted to cum in the worst way.

Izzy and Lilly sat up and moved next to Peggy and took an upper arm each, their free arms went around her back and they held her up.

Peggy mewed with disappointment as I slid my hands down off her breasts and over her hips. I spread my hands wide, filling them with hip and ass. I lifted her up slowly, until just the head of my cock was inside her, then thrust up with my hips and slammed her down at the same time.

“AWWWW GOD, yesyesyes, again, do it again!”

Lilly and Izzy were grinning like fiends. The released Peggy’s arms and put a hand apiece over a small tit, caressing and tweaking, pinching and pulling.

I lifted her up and lowered my hips, the slammed them together again, slowly at first then increasing the pace and tempo.

Peggy’s eyes closed tight and gasped for breath.

“More, more, more Daddy, fuck me, fuck me DADDY!”

I linked with my three girls and simultaneously added a burning spark to their rings.

I drove deeply into Peggy’s tiny body and held her down while I ejaculated.

Her eyes sprang open and a look of wondrous rapture spread across her features.

“Oh my god!” Her body went stiff, every muscle tightening up, including her vaginal muscles which tried to pinch my cock off at the root.

Lilly and Izzy sagged against Peggy, each of them shuddering, blood rushing to their faces and sweat breaking out on their faces.

Slowly, the three of them collapsed, Peggy falling against my chest, her hips still twitching and squeezing me within her depths, Lilly and Izzy coming to rest along my sides.

I stroked Peggy’s hair, her spiky, sexy hair, and whispered to her. “Every day, for as long as we live, so you never forget how much I love you.”

“Oh Daddy…” she shivered and one hand clawed feebly along my chest.

The four of us lay quietly for a while. Izzy got up first, kissed my forehead and shook Lilly. Lilly moved up and kissed my cheek.

“You beast.” she laughed. I smiled weakly.

They lifted Peggy up off of me, my cock slid out with an audible slurping ‘pop’.

“Nooooo.” she mumbled, but allowed the other two girls to lead her off into the bathroom.

I lay there like a beached wale for a little longer, then got up and went downstairs and started breakfast…or lunch…I wasn’t sure what time it was.

My head wasn’t on quite straight, so I went for something simple. There was a big carton of fresh strawberries and a smaller one of blueberries, so I trimmed the tops off the strawberries and dumped the lot into a big bowl and covered them with some sweet cream, and made a big pot of Lapsang Suchong tea. I put the pot, the bowl, four mugs, a sugar bowl and four table spoons on a platter and carried it all back upstairs.

I set the platter in the center of the bed, poured myself a mug of tea, added a little sugar and climbed into the hot tub.

The girls came out after a while and laughed delightedly seeing the berries and tea, pigging out and chattering happily.

We spent the day running around the house naked, playing hide and go fuck. Just before dinner we got dressed, went to visit the horses and Peggy rode around the corral again.

After dinner, I went into the first floor den, found the phone and called Dr. Wills.

“I’m ready. Come get me tomorrow and we’ll have a little talk with our mystery woman.”