Evolution of a Taiyoukai

By Danyealle

(FanFiction/MF/oral)

Chapter 10

When the dramatics were over Sesshomaru sat at the edge of camp with Kagome on his lap, holding her, glaring at the ookami and half-breed.  There was no way the ookami could have missed his smell on her yet he had totally ignored it and he was pissed about that!  He could feel his miko cuddling on him, trying to get him to calm down so he focused on that and within a few minutes it had worked, he was much more relaxed.  Ignoring the two, who were now sniping and arguing, he focused wholly on Kagome.  Nuzzling her head gently, he held her closely and began to thrum a soft rumble in his chest to let her know he had calmed down.  That worked, she gave a contented sigh and relaxed herself.

About a half an hour later the noise level of the argument between the two had reached such a volume that it was seriously annoying the taiyoukai.  Rather than inject himself into the fray and put a stop to it he picked up Kagome and a blanket then walked away from camp.

Once he found a clearing far enough from camp that the noise wouldn’t bother him, he stopped.  After laying out the blanket he put her down on it then sprawled out beside her, draping one arm over her waist.  Pulling her close to him he held her to his chest, toothed once more.  While his anxiety level had dropped his mind was now racing.  As he was well aware it was going to take at least a couple hours for the meat to cook so he thought this might be the perfect time to have the talk with her he needed to.

After giving her a tender kiss he stroked along her jaw tenderly with the pad of his thumb, looking into her eyes as he said.  “Kagome… If you feel up to it I would like to have a fairly important discussion with you.”  He told her softly, making sure his tone was quiet so she didn’t get apprehensive.

Not sensing anything wrong, she rolled onto her back and laced her fingers behind her head.  Looking at him, she smiled.  “Okay.  What’s up?”

Scooting over until he was pressed to her side, he put a hand on her stomach.   Looking down into her face, he started.”  While we were at my fortress we agreed to pursue a relationship with each other slowly and build up to something rather than rush things. “

“It hasn’t worked out that way.”  She interrupted with a giggle, eyes sparkling.

“Indeed it hasn’t.”  He replied, smirking.  Sighing, he ordered his thoughts then pressed on.  “With the speed things have moved I think we both feel the connection between us and it goes beyond just and initial infatuation.  Do you agree?”

“True and I do.”  She said looking at him.  He was right; this went well beyond anything she had felt for anyone before, including Inuyasha.  It was as though there was some kind of link between the two of them that was so strong it was like it wouldn’t allow them to be apart for very long.  If they were, like when she had gone home for those couple days, it was as though part of herself was missing and it was almost a physical pain.

Sighing, he glanced away from her to mentally square his shoulders for what he was about to do.  Looking at her again, he lowered his voice and told her, “Kagome, I love you and have for quite some time now.  I want to be with you for the rest of my life.  Of that there is no doubt.  With that comes what I have been thinking about all day and was just cemented by what happened with Kouga.  I want you as my mate and want to mark you as such as quickly as you’ll allow it.”  Reaching out, he brushed a wayward lock of her hair off her forehead then gently stroked the side of her face, waiting for her answer.

Looking into those captivating eyes of his her mind was racing.  First thing that registered was the fact that he had said he loved her.  He LOVES her!  Even thinking that sent wonderful tingles throughout her body and made her insides feel as though they had turned to jelly.  On its heels came the natural question of what did she feel for him?

Like him, she would admit that she had strong, deep feelings for him and he was the only being she could envision herself with anymore.  Was that love?  Did she love him?  Though she was reluctant to define it as such because of the aftermath and fallout from the Inuyasha debacle but deep down inside there was a small voice that would admit that’s what it was.  What they had was so wonderful and fulfilling that she wanted more of it but she wasn’t sure if mating would change or cool it.  That was a fear she had because she didn’t want that, she adored things the way they were right now.  Rather than try to sort that inner turmoil out she decided to ask.  “Would what we have now change if we mate?  Would you stop what you do with me?”  She asked quietly, looking into his eyes.

Although, on its face, the question sounded a bit strange but he had heard something similar many times in the past while at court.  He had heard both males and females complain about how mating had changed their partner.  It seemed like the mentality behind it was you no longer had to woo the one you wanted so you stopped doing what won them over.  He had no intention of stopping what he did with her; he adored it far too much to change it.  “Nothing will change.  I won’t stop doing what both of us enjoy just because we become mates.  The only thing probably will change a bit will be an increase in my protective instincts when it comes to you.  As you could easily guess they will more than likely increase.  That’s a natural thing.”  He explained gently.

She believed him so that question was laid to rest but she still had some anxieties.  Because she had known him for so long and had seen both the gentle and violent side of him she knew what he was capable of.  There was also an increase in her anxiety about emotional hurt as well.  That insecurity had been there throughout her relationship with Inuyasha but since finding out what she had about him and Kikyo it had increased.  It was a reassurance from him that he wouldn’t do that to her as well that she needed; she knew she could trust his word.  Just him telling her would be enough.  Even though she knew realistically that he wouldn’t, she still needed to hear it.  Rolling onto her side, she wrapped her arms around him and buried her face in his chest.  “Can you promise me you’ll never hurt me?”  She whispered.

Wrapping his arms around her, he held her close, stroking her back with one hand.  It was easy for him to understand where that question came from.  Yes, he had been very gentle with her for quite some time now but she had also seen the other side of him as well.  In the past she had been attacked by not only him but his beast as well.  She was also very aware of what his temper was like so that request was reasonable.  He was also sure that she meant emotional hurt as well.  She knew what he was like but it would be a natural thing to want to be reassured after being betrayed.  Putting a finger under her chin, he tilted her head up.  “Look at me please.”  He asked quietly.  When she looked up and her eyes met his he told her firmly, voice soft, “You have my word of honor that I will never hurt you in any way.  It’s all but unheard of for an inu to hurt their mate either physically or emotionally but I will add my assurance to that as well.  I will NEVER hurt you Kagome.”

Relieved, she nodded.  “Thanks Sesshomaru.”  Reaching up, she cupped his cheek and smiled.  “I would be honored to be your mate.”  She told him in a soft voice, looking directly into his eyes.

For the first time in as long as he could remember a true smile slid across his face and something warm that felt so good burst in his chest.  He was, for the first time, truly happy.  “You won’t ever regret this Kagome.”  He told her before he kissed her tenderly.

When they broke off the kiss she rested her head against his chest.  “I love you too Sesshomaru.”  She told him quietly.

Holding her, he stroked her back softly while he rested his head on the top of hers.  Those four words caressed him like a silken touch, making his body feel as though it had been wrapped in warm silk.  But his mind was also racing over all that he felt he had to discuss with her before the act was done.  And that had to be soon because by the time they returned to camp she would be wearing his mark. 

After a few minutes of silence and just holding each other, she asked, “When are we going to do this?”

Kissing her on top of the head, he told her, “Tonight.  Before we go back.”

Though she was a bit surprised he wanted to do it that quickly she didn’t have a problem with it and just nodded.

Once he made a mental checklist of all he wanted to cover he decided to start with the eases and least personal of the topics then go from there.  “How much do you know about youkai matings?”  He asked gently, still holding her.

“Well, both Sango and Inuyasha told me quite a bit about it but I’m not sure how much there is to know.”  She told him, pulling away slightly so she could look at him then gave him a quick rundown of all they had imparted to her.

When she was done he nodded, pleased and relieved.  Indeed, she had all the information she needed on that subject.  But he wanted to make sure she did understand one thing clearly.  “You do understand that it’s going to hurt when I mark you, don’t you?”  He asked her softly.

“I kinda’ assumed that.”  She said with a bit of a giggle in her voice, looking up at him.  “I can’t imagine those scary fangs of yours sinking into my flesh and not hurting.” 

Smirking, he looked down at her. “Indeed.”  Gently, he stroked the side of her face with the back of one of his fingers, gazing into her eyes.  “There are a few more things I want to talk to you about that are a bit of a more personal in nature.”  He told her quietly.  “I want you to know ahead of time so that you’re prepared for it and that it doesn’t startle or frighten you.”

“Like what?”

Glancing away for a few seconds, he tried to formulate the best way to ease into the subject.  With a sigh, he looked at her once more.  “I assume that, from what I saw and sensed in the past, Inuyasha has been the only sexual partner you’ve had.  Am I correct?”

“Yes.  I was a virgin before him.”  She told him, nodding.  Usually talks like this would embarrass her to no end and she would be blushing furiously by now but she was comfortable enough with him that it didn’t bother her.

Nodding, he felt that at least gave him a starting point to work with.  “First, let me restate that I will never hurt you nor will I force you to do anything you don’t want to.  If you say no or stop I will, no exceptions.  Do not ever hesitate or be afraid to tell me no.

“That being said I want to explain a bit of inu and youkai nature.  For us sex, because of the nature of the act, appeals to our bestial nature and side.  When it comes to sex the act is usually a bit rough, not painful but animalistic, and the male tends to want to dominate his female partner.  Also, because of our nature, very little is taboo and we tend to like things ‘dirty’ as ningen term it.”  Gently rubbing her back he looked down into her eyes.  “I’m no exception to that.  I show you a gentleness I’ve never shown anyone but I doubt that’s going to extend to sex and like the majority of my kind my other half will make its self known during the act.

“I’m not trying to frighten you or anything like that I just want to you be aware ahead of time, alright?” 

The reaction he saw from her was one he didn’t expect, she was grinning and there was a twinkle in her eyes.  Arching an eyebrow, he asked, “What?”

Tracing small circles on his chest with one finger, she giggled a little bit.  “I see you subscribe to the Kagome-is-a-sweet-innocent-girl-that-knows-nothing-about-sex theory too.  Well, I hate to break it to you Lord Scary Pants but that is a myth and an urban legend.

“Yes, I’m modest and all that and do get embarrassed around others as well as when I’m with someone at first but I’m no innocent waif.  My time is a great deal different than this time.  Sex is talked about all the time.  I’ve seen plenty of magazines like the one I showed you and ones that are even worse that show people having sex.  Not just males and females in the act either.  I’ve seen female/female as well as male/male.  So nothing you have said scares or disgusts me. 

“There is also the fact that I’m not a virgin anymore.  Inuyasha never has been gentle about anything he does; sex was no exception to that.  So, unless you’re into inflicting pain or things to do with bodily functions I don’t see a problem.”  She told him with a giggle.

Almost immediately he could feel himself relax quite a bit.  That had gone much better than he had anticipated and had laid his apprehension to rest.  Smirking, he told her, “Never fear little miko I’m not into things dealing with bodily functions.  The only beings I like to inflict severe pain on is my enemies.  Though I do enjoy that, I derive no sexual pleasure from it.  My most extreme end, I guess you would call it, is anal sex.”  Leaning down, he growled in her ear, “Though I’m know to be as foul-mouthed as the hanyou during the act.”

That made her giggle a bit, the growl making her body tingle.  “I think I can handle that.”  She told him, poking him playfully in the ribs and sticking her tongue out at him.  The she propped herself up on one elbow and looked at him, a serious expression sliding in place.  “There is something I feel you need to know about.”

Sensing this was important, he focused on her.  “What’s that.?”

Since Inuyasha and I looked like we were going to end up in a sexual relationship of some kind I have been taking a pill that stops me from becoming fertile so that I don’t get pregnant.”

That would explain why he had never sensed her being fertile like he had the slayer.  But it raised questions as well.  “Is this just a temporary condition or is it a permanent thing?”

“No, it’s not permanent.  A couple months after I quit taking them I will be able to conceive like anyone else.”  Looking at him, her voice took on a serious tone when she pressed on.  “To make it clear from the beginning’ I want children as I’m sure you do.  But, I think for now, it’s best that I keep taking the pills.  While Naraku is still around I don’t think I should get pregnant.  Carrying the child while on this hunt is a bad idea.  So would traveling with a small child.”

Once what she said sunk in he agreed with her logic on the topic.  As much as he wanted to have an heir as quickly as possible the realism was that to defeat Naraku they were going to need her.  Her traveling while pregnant or with his heir after the pup was born was a huge risk and a situation that the arachnid was bound to try to take advantage of.  Looking hat her, he nodded.  “I understand and agree with you.  Any offspring we have should wait until after Naraku had been defeated.”

Then, showing his inhuman speed, he had her on her back and was perched over her on all fours.  Inclining his head, he kissed her passionately then asked, “Are you ready to be ravaged my delectable Kagome?”

Looking up at him, she licked her lips. “Yes.”  She uttered softly, eyes locked with his.

“Yes!”  He growled out before swooping down to capture her mouth once more.  After breaking off the kiss he quickly yanked off her clothes then his own.

Seeing the naked demon lord above her, Kagome’s breath caught in her throat.  He was so incredibly perfect and gorgeous.  Reaching up, she put a hand on the back of his head and drew him down into a passionate kiss.  Already the blood was pounding in her ears and a heavy, swirling heat had ignited between her legs. 

Smelling her arousal, he growled in her mouth.  Already his cock was fully erect and throbbing as well as his beast was alert and all but drooling, wanting him to take her but he held everything at bay.  He wanted to make sure that she derived as much pleasure as he did from the experience.  Mouth still licked with hers, he slipped an arm around her then gently rolled them onto their sides.  Pulling her flush to his body, he devoured her mouth while he rubbed his aching cock against her.

Moaning into his mouth, she then pulled away and started kissing her way down his neck and chest, slowly inching her body downward as she did.

Putting a hand on her head, he ran his claws through her thick, silky ebony hair as he watched her.  When she reached his crotch he pulled away and rolled onto his back and propped himself up on an elbow to watch whatever it was she had planned for him.

Pulling away, she slid between his long legs and got onto her knees.  Propping herself on one elbow, she took hold of his impressive cock then flicked her tongue out and gently ran it up and down the slit, tasting the salty pre-cum that was already collecting there. 

Groaning as her fleshy tongue licked his sensitive flesh, his eyes slid shut and his head dropped back.

Rolling the foreskin down, she lowered her mouth down on the head and sucked on it while her tongue lightly swirled back and forth, tracing across the ridge of it.  Rolling her eyes up, she watched the expression on his face.  The pleasure she saw there sent a lightning bolt of pure lust throughout her body, making her blood seem to ignite in her veins.  Slowly, she began to bob her head, tightening her lips around his cock as it moved up and down on it.

Panting heavily, he put a hand on the back of her head and began to thrust his hips upwards.  Opening his eyes, he watched as her delectable mouth slide along his throbbing flesh, loving the sight.

Taking her hand off his shaft, she slid it between her legs and rubbed up and down her slit a couple times, wetting her fingers then, slowly, began to rub her clit.  As her went to work she moaned around his cock.

Snarling, he pulled her head off and flipped her over onto her back, perching over her.  Crushing his mouth down on hers, he positioned himself between those long legs of hers. While his mouth was locked with hers, he let the velvety head of his cock nudge at her entrance slightly.  Pulling his mouth away, he propped himself up on his hand and looked down at her.  Panting, he growled out, “Do you want me?”

Wrapping her legs around his waist, she rubbed herself against his cock and whimpered, “Yes!”

“Say it Kagome!”  He panted, eyes locked with hers.  Nudging the head of his cock more in-between her spread lips, he rubbed it up and down. 

“Oh Kami Sesshomaru!  I want you!”  She moaned out, shaking.

Putting his mouth down by her ear, he growled lustily.  “Tell me what you want.”  He purred, pressing himself against her entrance a bit more.

Whining, she pressed herself the head of the would-be intruder. “I want you in me!”  She panted.

“Just in you?  Is that all?  Or do you want me to fuck you?”  He panted into her ear.  Oh yes, he wanted her and his body was all but screaming for him to plunge himself into her and go for it but he wanted to ensure that he had himself under control.  Also, this fueled one of his kinks so coaxing her into saying something she normally wouldn’t was highly erotic and arousing. 

“Oh Kami!”  She moaned, frustrated.  “Please Sesshomaru!  I want you.”  Voice thick, she was having problems concentrating on what he was asking her.

“You want me?  You mean you want me to fuck you??”  He understood she was probably having problems focusing so he was going to give her the prompts she needed.

“Yes!  Please!” She cried, shaking violently as the head of his cock nudged against her more.

“Say it!”  He growled.  “Say you want me to fuck you.”

“Fuck me!  Please!”  She all but screamed, arching up, clinging to him tightly.  She could feel herself blush when she said the word but any embarrassment was shunted aside by her overwhelming want of him.

“Good bitch!”  He praised, kissing her passionately.  Lifting himself up off of her, he looked down into her face then, with one strong thrust of his hips, buried himself into her wet, tight channel, whining softly as her flesh surrounded him an seemed to grip hold.

Arching up, she let out a strangled scream.  Yes, it hurt a little bit but mostly the sudden entrance startled her.  Clutching onto him, she tightened her legs around his waist.  Grabbing onto his forearms, she looked up into his face, panting heavily.  “Oh Kami, yes!”  She moaned.

Growling loudly, he looked down at her, fangs bared.  “Mine!  My miko!  My Kagome!  My bitch!  Never his, mine!”  He snarled out. Slowly he began to thrust into her in long, deep strokes.  “Say it…  Say you’re mine!”  He told her through clenched teeth.

“I’m yours!”  She moaned, hips lifting up to meet his thrusts.  His strokes seemed to be hitting the perfect spot inside her because her whole body heated up then seemed to ignite, sending hot sparks straight between her legs.  Unable to stand the heavy, swirling heat pooling there, she slipped one hand between their bodies and began to rub her clit.

Lowering his eyes, he watched her finger pleasure her.  The sight made his cock throb even harder than it already was.  Fangs bared, he looked back up at her face, seeing the look of pure lust and want there.  The sight of her doing that had fueled his already almost out of control arousal.  Sensing she was ready to take what he longed to give her for so long, he began to thrust harder, making her body jar with each thrust.  Through clenched teeth, he snarled, “Hot, tight bitch!  Take my cock!”

Thrusting up with her hips, she moaned so loudly it reverberated off the trees.  Panting, she looked up at him.  “Harder!”  She all but growled.

Snarling, he bared his fangs at her once more.  “Tell me exactly what you want!”  He growled at her, grinding his cock into her for emphasis.

Unable to control herself, she slammed up onto him.  “Fuck…” she slammed onto him again, “me…” she ground her hips in a circle, “harder!”  She finally screamed.

“Yes!”  He all but howled then started to hammer into her.  His beast, which had been slashing and fighting to get loose, was finally able to emerge and share control.

Bucking and writhing around under him, she soared towards her release.  When she felt the first stirrings of it begin, she slammed up onto him and ground herself against his pelvis.  Throwing her head back, she let out a loud scream as wave after wave of pure pleasure washed over her.

Feeling her wet walls contract and ripple over his flesh, Sesshomaru was done.  Lowering his head, he licked the place he was going to mark.  One final thrust and the release came.  Letting his beast take control, his fangs sunk into her shoulder, marking her as he bathed her inner walls with his own release.

Gritting her teeth, she hissed as his fangs pieced her flesh.  She held onto him and watched and her pink aura combined and mixed with his blue one in a swirl that seemed to pulse with an almost blinding energy.

When he finished and his beast retreated, sated, he let his softening flesh slip from her body and pulled his fangs from her shoulder.  After he licked the wound shut, he wrapped his arms around her then rolled them bother over.  Lying on his back, he held her on his chest, loving the way her curves molded to his body as though it was a perfect fit to him.  Rubbing her sweaty back softly, he looked down at her.  “My Kagome.”  He growled softly.

“My Sesshomaru.”  She said quietly, smiling, giving him a gentle squeeze.

Kissing her on the top of the head, he gently ran his claws through her hair.  “You OK?  None of that bothered you did it?”  He asked her softly.  Yes, it was obvious she had enjoyed it but he wanted to make sure he hadn’t bothered or upset her with any of it.

Looking up into his face, she smiled.  “I’m fine, none of it bugged me.”  She told him quietly.

Kissing her on the forehead, he said, “Good.”  Laying there, he rubbed her back softly and felt himself being relaxed in a way he could never remember being in the past.  With that, an amused thought came to mind.  Looking down at her, eyes twinkling a bit, he told her, voice having a serious tone to it, “Do not think for one minute that you are going to get me to wear a necklace like Inuyasha’s little miko!”

From the look on his face and his body language, she knew he was joking but she answered him back seriously.  “There wouldn’t be any need for you to have one.”

Sensing the serious nature of her answer, he said, “Explain.”

“I didn’t put that thing on Inuyasha, Kaede did to protect me.  You’ve promised you would never hurt me and listen to me so I don’t need it to protect myself like I did with Inuyasha.  Plus, you would never lose control of your other side and put me in danger like is the case with him.  Nor are you tactless or out and out ignorant like he can be so often.”

“You’re right.”  He told her softly then kissed her on top of the head.  Really, this was the first time he had heard some of the reasons for the beads.  One the heels of that came another wicked thought.  “I could craft one for you to wear, without the spell on it of course.  That would drive the half-breed nuts.”

Grinning, she giggled evilly.  “Oh that could be funny!”

“Indeed it could.”  He replied, eyes twinkling.

They laid there for a while, relaxing, and then cleaned up at the hot springs that was close before heading back to the camp.