Lethal Lolita
by Leslie Schimdt
This story is entirely fictitious. The names are made
up the characters do not represent any person I
have ever met or have ever heard of. The events
are entirely fantasy and any similarity to actual
happenings is entirely coincidental and unintentional.
Chapter One
"What is patient-doctor privilege?"
I had never been asked that question before by one
of my patients. "Well, it means that anything you tell
me I must keep a secret. I can't tell anyone what
you say if you don't want me to."
"Not even the police?"
"That depends. I can't tell the police anything that
you have done, but if your planning to break the law,
and you tell me beforehand, then I may have to tell
them in order to keep someone from getting hurt."
"What about my mommy?"
"I told you before; I won't tell her anything you
don't want me to." I took off my glasses. "Now,
where did you hear about patient-doctor privilege?"
"I was reading about it on the internet," she said.
"Anyway, you can't tell anything I say. All I have to
do is tell someone about what we did and you'd be
in big trouble."
My head started to swim. I had never anticipated
being blackmailed by a ten-year-old. Then again,
she wasn't asking for anything-yet.
"So, what do you want me to keep secret?"
Suddenly her expression changed, she changed
from the pensive, innocent girl to the troubled a
young lady. Her face darkened and she seemed to
become detached from her surroundings.
"Last night, I killed someone."
The blood ran to my feet. I was speechless for a
few moments. Something about her look told me
she wasn't lying.
"He was the third man I've killed."
"Do you want to tell me?" I asked.
"He was a policeman."
Now I felt faint, the lead story that morning had
been about the shooting of a cop in an empty office
building. Then I realized that she had probably
heard the story too and was projecting herself into it.
Megan had never seemed to have too great an
imagination, but all children her age fantasize and
sometimes they imagine themselves in events they
hear about. I regained some of my composure.
"Tell me about it."
"No, not now."
"Well, you look like you need to talk about it,
otherwise you wouldn't have brought it up. I'll bet
you're pretty upset about it."
Suddenly she started talking, as if flood gates had
opened, there was a torrent of words.
"Ya know. The first guy was a jerk. He took me to
his apartment so we could fuck, ya know. He runs
a gallery my mother buys for. He had been making
eyes at me whenever I was over there. A couple of
times he brushed up against me with his dick. Once,
he came up behind me and put his hands on my
shoulders and pushed his dick against my back. I
could feel that his dick was hard. Then he put his
hands down my top and felt my nipples. His hands
were cool and he rubbed them softly-it felt pretty
good-so I leaned back against him. He asked me
if I wanted to go out with him after the gallery
closed. I turned around and ran my hand up and
down his dick through his pants and said 'sure'.
"Later Mom told me that she had another business
dinner that night and she had arranged for Mr.
Robson, I called him Jerry, to watch me. I said OK.
"We ate at a deli near his studio, then took a cab to
his building. As soon as we were inside he turned it
on, ya know, romantic music, candle light, wine.
She stopped talking for a moment, deep in thought.
I had suspected that her mother had been using her
for business favors, not an uncommon thing in some
circles. I also understood my role. Megan's mother
is a top art dealer in the city, a real power in local
social events. However, her father is someone I
couldn't come up against. It is an open secret that
he is a top member of the local syndicate-numbers,
gambling, prostitution, even a behind-the-scenes
boss in the local labor unions. Lately, that had taken
the form of immigrant smuggling and, as a result, he
was also becoming part of the Russian and
Ukrainian Mafia. I knew that the only w I could
help her was to build enough strength within Megan
that she would be able to say "No" when she
wanted to. There was no way I could go to the
authorities-not and live to tell about it. Help her to
learn the ins and outs (so to speak) of sexual
politics.
"You must have liked all that attention from him," I
said.
"Oh, ya. He seemed real sweet. We kissed some
and drank some wine. It was warm and the
windows were open, the wind blew the drapes
around.
"I began to think that something was kind of strange
when he wouldn't rub me, ya know, rub my pussy.
I took his hand and put it there a couple of times,
but he pulled it away. He asked me to suck his
cock, so I did. By now, he was naked but I was
still wearing my pants. He was on his knees and I
was sitting in front of him. I was really looking
forward to fucking him because he had a really nice
cock. It was kind of long but thin and very smooth.
I thought it would feel real good sliding in and out of
me.
"After just a couple of minutes, he came. He held
my head so I couldn't have pulled away if I wanted
to, but I didn't mind. I sucked and swallowed and
he seemed to like it.
"Then he got up and left me sitting there. He went
and turned on the TV, without saying a word to me.
It kind of pissed me off. All he wanted was a blow
job and he didn't even try to make me come.
"We sat and watched TV for a little while. I was
really horny so I started rubbing his dick again and
he started to get hard.
"He took me into the bedroom and we lay down.
We hugged and kissed some more and he wanted
me to suck his dick some more but not make him
come. I guessed that he was saving some for my
pussy.
"I was lying on my stomach with him on top of me.
He was humping my ass through my pants when I
asked him to take my pants off. He lifted up and
pulled them down, I was still on my belly. When he
had them off, I rolled over and spread my legs, I
know that this view really turns you guys on, it sure
did you.
"That's when I started to get scared. He looked at
me, at my pussy, and got a really weird look on his
face, kind of angry. He pulled me up in front of him
and pushed my face against his cock. He held my
head and really pounded into my mouth and it hurt
the back of my throat and I gagged. I had to push
him away.
"That's when he told me he wanted to fuck me in
the ass. I said no, I didn't want to. I was getting
pretty pissed off and I was about the grab my
clothes and leave. I started to get off the bed and he
grabbed me and slapped me. I struggled with him,
but he choked me and said he'd kill me if I didn't
let him. My lip was bleeding, I knew he meant it.
"Then he threw me down on the bed and pulled my
ass up into the air. I just let him do it. He jammed
himself into my ass-it really hurt. I could feel his
cock way up inside me and I know I screamed.
That just seemed to turn him on more and he just
kept fucking me real hard until I felt is dick twitching
as he came. Then he rolled over on his side, pulling
me over with him and we lay there with his dick still
in my ass. It burned so bad and I had a stomach
ache real deep inside me.
"Then he went to sleep and his dick slipped out of
me. I went to the bathroom. My butt was real sore
and I was bleeding. My face wasn't bruised but my
lip was a little swollen. I went to the front door to
look out, but the bolt was locked and the key
wasn't in it (it was one of those locks that has a key
on both sides). So I lay down in the living room and
went to sleep.
"A couple of hours later, I woke up when I heard
the shower running. I went into the kitchen and
looked around for something to eat. I found a box
of Cheerio's and was munching on a bowl when he
came in. He just told me that he wanted me to suck
him off again, just like that. I knew I had to. He was
standing next to me, stroking himself. He was hard,
so I started blowing him.
"He was much slower to get going this time and my
mouth was getting tired. I stopped sucking him and
asked him to fuck me. That's when he got really
angry and picked me up. He was very strong and
he shook me like I was some sort of doll. I started
to cry.
"Then he carried me to the counter and sat me
down on the counter, he looked down at my pussy
and jammed his dick in me. He was fucking me real
hard, it hurt a lot. I could see that he was getting
more and more turned on. He said that I was the
first girl he had ever fucked.
"He was really hurting me, I could see that he was
about to get off as he slammed into me. The pain
was awful. Then he put his hands around my throat
as he fucked me.
"I don't know were the idea came from, but there
was one of those knife sets on the counter, ya know,
in a wood block. I felt him start to cum and I was
so pissed off that something took over and I
grabbed one of the knives and stabbed him in the
side.
"His eyes got real big and he squeezed down on my
throat. I pulled the knife out and stabbed him again,
this time in the middle of the chest, just inside his
nipple. Some blood squirted out on my belly and
more ran down his. He stepped back and looked
down at the knife sticking out of his chest, then he
looked at me. His dick was still hard, there was
some cum dripping out of it. He was bleeding real
bad and it had run down his chest and stomach. It
was even running down his leg. He made a gurgling
sound and blood came out of his mouth, then he fell
back on the floor.
"What happened next was weird. Looking at him, I
started to cum. The feeling was so strong! I started
rubbing my pussy and the feeling just got stronger.
Then I was on the floor with him, rubbing my pussy
back and forth on his stomach and coming over and
over again. I was the most incredible thing. I was
tingling all over, in my legs and my nipples and even
in my arm pits. I needed it so bad that I scooted
over his chest and pushed the handle of the knife
into my pussy. As I jumped up and down on him he
made little grunting and squishing noises. I just came
and came.
"When I finally stopped, there was blood
everywhere. I was coated in his blood all over my
legs and thighs. It was smeared on my belly and
stomach. His face was smeared with blood. His
eyes were open, just staring up.
"I stood up and slipped in the blood on the floor. It
was really slippery. I almost fell on him. I couldn't
believe what I had done, and I was real scared. I
just sat down on a chair and cried. Then I thought it
over and decided that I had to get out of there but
that I needed to clean up first.
"I went to the bathroom and took a shower. Then I
put my clothes on. I still couldn't find the key to the
door, so I climbed down the fire escape and
walked home.
She was silent, just looking at the floor between us.
At that time, having just heard the story, I didn't
believe it and I was wondering where she had
developed such a fantasy. There are a few case
studies in the literature about women who feel
sexual gratification from violence, but they are rare.
It is much more common in men. I had never heard
of the problem manifesting in a preteen girl.
Then she said, "I'm getting horny, I want to fuck."
She stood up and pulled her sun dress off over her
head. I wasn't surprised that she wasn't wearing
any panties.
Megan was about 4'8" and weighed maybe 85
pounds. She had short dark hair. She had a
completely flat chest. Her nipples would contract
and push outward when she was really excited, but
there was no swelling underneath them. Her full
pussy lips were completely bare. She came across
the room and stood directly in front of me,
straddling my knees where I was sitting.
Without saying a word, I leaned forward and
started running my tongue along her smooth slit. I
heard her give a soft sigh and she pushed her mons
forward, bending her knees slightly. I looked up at
her and asked, "You don't have a knife, do you?"
"No silly, I just kill the men who are jerks."
I went back to her pussy, feeling a little ill at ease.
As I worked my tongue back and forth along her
preteen clit, I was stroking myself. I opened the fly
of my pants and released my rigid tool. Megan
pulled up on my shirt. I had to undo my tie and
unbutton my cuffs and a couple of buttons around
the collar, then, she pulled it off over my head. I
undid my belt, then lifted up slightly and pushed my
pants down around my ankles. During all this, I
kept up my oral assault on her ten-year-old pus.
Her pussy juices were flowing liberally and she was
breathing hard when she lowered herself and I
guided my cock right into her tight, hairless pussy.
She had the smoothest snatch I had ever
experienced, a warm envelope which slid over me
with incredible ease, in spite of her tightness.
Megan began bouncing up and down, moving me in
and out of her wonderful child cunt. Her skin was
flushed and she was becoming wet with sweat. I
slouched down so I could better see my dick sliding
in and out of her hairless preteen pussy. Her breath
was coming in gasps. Her movements became more
and more violent as she would lift up, then slam
down on me, repeatedly impaling herself on me.
She caught her breath, then grunted. When I felt her
pussy spasms I went over the edge and shot my
load of sperm deep into her girl womb, firing again
and again deep in her.
Afterward, she just hugged me, panting hard, still
impaled on my dick. After a couple of minutes she
got up and, without saying a word, put her dress
back on. My dick leaned over to one side,
glistening with her cunt juices and my cum. The last
of my semen leaked out, forming a small white pool
on my hip. She came over and kissed me on the
forehead. As she turned away, she stopped. She
leaned down and licked up the small pool of cum
on my hip.
"I'll see you on Thursday, Doctor." Then she went
out the door.
I stepped out of my pants and walked to the
window of my office in nothing but my socks. I
looked down into the parking lot through the dark
tinted glass. The lot was almost empty, it being
almost six o'clock. Megan bounced down the stairs
and climbed into a white limo, the door being held
by a uniformed chauffeur.
I went back to my desk and logged on. It took me
only a second to find the article. As I read it, I
heard the blood roaring in my ears:
* * *
May 22, 1996-Police are investigating the murder
of Gerald Robson, the owner of "The Mirage" an
upscale art studio in the river district. Robson was
found dead of apparent knife wounds at his
apartment. A police spokesman said there was
some evidence of a struggle and it appeared that the
assailant had held Robson down. No motive for the
murder was immediately apparent as the front door
to the apartment was locked and it did not appear
to have been burglarized.
Mr. Robson's body was found by a co-worker
who went to the apartment when Robson did not
arrive at work. The co-worker, who asked not to
be identified, described a horrific scene. She stated
that Robson was in the kitchen and had at least two
stab wounds to the chest and that the knife was still
in his chest. She also said that there was blood
smeared all over the floor and counters, the there
were bloody footprints around the apartment and
that it appeared the assailant had left via the fire
escape.
The police stated that they had recovered
fingerprint and DNA evidence at the scene and
were awaiting autopsy reports. They have no other
leads in the case.
* * *
I was completely overwhelmed by this and did not
know what to do. I decided that, for the present
time, I would do nothing. I had to think this through.
I also had to study some case histories to better
understand what was going on between this dark
eyed ten-year-old's ears.
I pulled the video tape of ours session. I have two
cameras hidden in my office and tape every session.
Normally the office staff takes care of them but,
once Megan's and my relationship had become less
than professional, I had dealt with the tapes.
I watched them to see if I had missed anything.
Then I watched us fuck. When that was over, I put
the earlier tape on of the first time we ever fucked
and jerked off.