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\par Stan woke up, and rolled onto his back, staring at the ceiling. \'93I\rquote m sorry, love, what was I thinking?\'94 he softly told the beautiful dark eyes that only he could see.
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\par Arriving at work, he said \'93Hi!\'94 to Elaine, who replied, \'93Good morning! Did you enjoy yourself last night?\'94
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\par Stan walked almost to the door from reception to his office area, stopped, half turned to Elaine and said quietly, \'93Yes, thank you, Elaine.\'94 Before she could ask any more he opened the door and walked through.
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\par Elizabeth was there, as usual, \'93Morning, Stan, how are you today?\'94 She got her usual mutter in return, looked at him thoughtfully and decided not to ask any more. She had an alternate source, in any case.
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\par Denise was not in the least surprised to be eating with Elizabeth again that lunchtime.
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\par \'93Give!\'94 Elizabeth commanded, softening the order with a smile. Denise laughed, and then complied, quickly telling her all the main points. Elizabeth toyed with her salad for a moment.
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\par \'93Things were going fine, better than you expected, and then he just clammed up?\'94
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\par \'93Yes. It was weird, we came to a point when suddenly he just looked\'85 lost, I guess. Then he went back inside himself. When he walked me to the door at the end, I asked him if I\rquote d done anything wrong, and he just said that he\rquote 
d thought of Caron.\'94
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\par \'93Well, if something reminded him of her, I suppose it\rquote s normal for him to feel upset.\'94
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\par \'93I s\rquote pose. But he didn\rquote t look upset, more like\'85 afraid?\'94
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\par Elizabeth was still for a moment.
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\par \'93Afraid?\'94 she said, softly. She gave Denise an intense look.
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\par \'93Yes,\'94 said Denise, not catching Elizabeth\rquote s expression. \'93I think that\rquote s what it was. I don\rquote t know\'85 it was odd.\'94
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\par \'93Well.\'94 Elizabeth said. \'93When are you seeing him again?\'94
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\par \'93Probably straight after lunch.\'94 Denise smiled.
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\par Elizabeth just looked at her in disapproval.
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\par \'93We, well\'85 We didn\rquote t make more plans.\'94
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\par \'93Make them!\'94 Elizabeth commanded, again.
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\par Denise just giggled again, and said \'93Yes, Ma\rquote am!\'94
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\par \'93Excuse me, Stan.\'94
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\par He looked up. Denise was standing next to his desk, a folder in her hand. \'93Can I help you?\'94 he said, quietly.
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\par \'93Can I borrow your PC a moment? I need to run a test.\'94 Stan wasn\rquote t too surprised; Denise often used his PC to try out various things. She said it made sense to use several different
 computers to make sure that whatever the IT department had come up with would work on everyone\rquote s PC.
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\par \'93Sure, go ahead. I\rquote ll get a coffee.\'94 It was a standing joke at The Firm that Stan was caffeine powered, although in truth he\rquote d moderated his input considerably since suffering sleepless nights and headaches a few years ago.
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\par \'93Wait a moment, this will be quick, and I\rquote ll go with you.\'94
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\par The test Denise ran lasted only about a minute. \'93Thanks, let\rquote s get that coffee, then,\'94 she said, standing up again. Stan followed her to the canteen.
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\par Once they had their drinks, Denise sat for a moment with him, thinking. Stan just waited.
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\par \'93Did you enjoy last night?\'94 she asked, eyes downcast.
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\par Stan\rquote s expression softened. Denise hadn\rquote t done anything wrong. \'93Yes, Denise, I did. It\rquote s just that\'85 well, I\rquote m not sure we should do it again.\'94
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\par \'93Oh! Why?\'94
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\par \'93It was okay. I just felt\'85 uncomfortable. It\rquote s not been long enough\'85\'94
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\par \'93Oh, Stan.\'94
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\par Something in her voice made him look up. She was looking directly at him, now, with a relieved expression. \'93I know you said I\rquote d done nothing, but I was worried.\'94 She looked away, then back to him. \'93It\rquote s been six months, Stan,\'94
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\par \'93}{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 Only}{\insrsid7488001  six months,\'94 he replied, softly but with conviction. \'93It\rquote s too soon.\'94
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\par \'93Stanley Hinch, look at me,\'94 she said. He complied. \'93Last night was a totally innocent drink and chat between two friends. Nothing more than that. We both needed to get out from our four walls for a bit. Now, }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 I}{
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\par He was quiet for a moment. Denise didn\rquote t know where he\rquote d gone, but he sure as heck wasn\rquote t with her in the canteen.
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\par \'93Okay,\'94 he said.
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\par Denise found Elizabeth a little while later, and they leaned together, conspiratorially.
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\par \'93I\rquote m picking him up next Wednesday,\'94 she told the older woman.
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\par \'93Good!\'94 Elizabeth said.
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\par On Monday afternoon, Stan had to attend a meeting with some of the Design team. His job in Quality meant that he attended a number of meetings like this. The chief designer for this particular chip was Anne Berkely. Anne\rquote 
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\par She always looked elegant yet comfortable in the long, wraparound skirts and tailored jackets that she habitually seemed to favour.
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\par Plus, she was beautiful. Blonde, wavy hair surrounded an elfin face that seemed always to have an expression of wonder on it, just as if }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 today}{\insrsid7488001  she\rquote d made a new and surprising discovery.
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\par Stan knew that others at The Firm were more intelligent than he, but Anne was a leap above that. He\rquote d seen her expression change when any of her colleagues had attempted a smart remark or criticism, something \'93Obviously foolish\'94 \endash 
 her exact words \endash  and her biting wit had already shown each of them up. Stan felt it was better to remain silent than to add himself to that list.
\par 
\par He got through the meeting with minimal input, on behalf of Quality thanked everyone as was his custom, and walked out.
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\par Wednesday came. Denise hadn\rquote t said much more to him since last week\rquote s coffee, and Elizabeth hadn\rquote t brought it up either. He was grateful but didn\rquote t notice the looks he was getting from some of his co-workers.
\par 
\par As she was going home, Elizabeth said, \'93Have a good evening, Stan.\'94
\par 
\par Stan said, absently, \'93Yeah, thanks.\'94 A moment later, he realized that Elizabeth hadn\rquote t gone.
\par 
\par \'93You }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 do}{\insrsid7488001  remember that Denise is picking you up tonight, don\rquote t you?\'94 she chided.
\par 
\par Stan sat back. \'93Yes, of course,\'94 he said, after a moment. \'93I hadn\rquote t forgotten.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Elizabeth smiled, leaned forward, and told him, \'93You\rquote re a terrible liar, Stanley Hinch. It\rquote s just as well you allow us to keep you organised!\'94 With that she turned and swept off.
\par 
\par For a moment Stan simply admired her movement. Even as she aged Elizabeth seemed to become more graceful. He told himself that he hadn\rquote t forgotten about tonight; it just wasn\rquote t at the front of his mind.
\par 
\par \'93I\rquote ll pick you up at eight, then, Stan.\'94
\par 
\par Stan looked up, startled for a moment, then recovered as he realized Denise was standing at Elizabeth\rquote s desk in front of him. \'93Sure.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Night, everyone!\'94 she called, then turned and walked away. With a small shock of surprise, Stan realized that he\rquote d been woolgathering for half an hour. \lquote Time,\rquote  he thought, \lquote It just gets away, doesn\rquote t it?\rquote 
 He quickly finished up, switched off his PC, wished those few remaining in the office a good night, and went home.
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\par By a quarter to eight Stan was showered, shaved and changed. He shut his eyes and whispered, \'93Are you sure?\'94 and waited a moment before looking in the mirror. Greying brown hair, which he knew was \lquote thin on top\rquote  \endash  his father
\rquote s euphemism for balding \endash  lay errantly on top of a somewhat puffy face which still showed the laughter lines of many years of happy love. He grinned at his reflection, which of course grinned back. T
urning, he went downstairs and put on some music.
\par 
\par When the doorbell rang, he was a little startled. Denise was there in her \lquote blouse & trousers\rquote  \endash  this time it was basic white top and black bottom \endash  and she smiled at him.
\par 
\par \'93Hi, Stan. You ready?\'94 she asked, brightly
\par 
\par \'93Half a moment while I get a jacket and put my shoes on.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Okay.\'94
\par 
\par Denise waited a moment. \'93Stan?\'94 she called.
\par 
\par \'93Yeah?\'94 came from inside the house.
\par 
\par \'93Can I come in while I wait?\'94
\par 
\par He came to the door, apologising. \'93I\rquote m so sorry, I didn\rquote t think. I haven\rquote t had a woman in here since Caron.\'94
\par 
\par Denise walked in, with a wide grin on her face. \'93}{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 Excuse}{\insrsid7488001  me?\'94
\par 
\par Stan coloured. \'93That\rquote s not what I meant. I meant that I haven\rquote t let a woman in since then.\'94
\par 
\par \'93I know,\'94 Denise said softly, leaning forward and touching his cheek. He flinched, and she drew back. \'93You haven\rquote t let }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 anyone}{\insrsid7488001  in, have you?\'94 she told him, with concern in her voice.
\par 
\par Stan didn\rquote t answer, he couldn\rquote t answer around the lump in his throat. Instead he finished lacing up his shoes and grabbed his jacket from the back of a dining chair.
\par 
\par \'93You ought to hang it up, you know.\'94 Denise offered.
\par 
\par \'93Yeah, that\rquote s what\'85 Let\rquote s go, shall we?\'94
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\par Stan reflected that being driven around in a sporty car by a beautiful woman was something he could get used to. Caron hadn\rquote 
t liked fast cars. He felt the heartbreak again, and closed his eyes, but Caron told him not to be silly and to enjoy a night out with his friend. So he did.
\par 
\par This time it was Denise\rquote s turn to go on soft drinks. Stan had a pint of one of the local beers on tap to start with but then changed to single malts, his favourite hard drink. He told Denise how, one night when he was out with Caron, he\rquote 
d been challenged to \lquote run the bar\rquote  by the landlord there \endash  to sample each of the malt whiski
es in turn in a single sitting. Since there were over twenty bottles lined up on the mirrored-glass shelf behind the bar, Denise realized how futile that foolish expectation probably was, and Stan agreed \endash  he told her he\rquote 
d given-up long before he got halfway.
\par 
\par \'93But since then I\rquote ve finished the job, and gone back over the course,\'94 he said, \'93but only one, or perhaps two at most per night.\'94
\par 
\par \'93What\rquote s your favourite?\'94 Denise asked, reflecting that she was glad }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 she}{\insrsid7488001  was driving tonight. Stan wasn\rquote t in any condition to do so. He\rquote d }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 definitely}{
\insrsid7488001  had more than one or two tonight.
\par 
\par \'93Islay malts. A friend gave me a bottle of Bowmore, long ago, and I love the peaty, smoky flavour. This,\'94 he said, indicating his glass, \'93is just a Glenfiddich. It\rquote s nice, don\rquote t get me wrong, but I prefer the Islay malts.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Then why didn\rquote t you have one?\'94 she asked, spotting the bottle over to the left of the bar.
\par 
\par \'93\rquote Cuz I\rquote m over there,\'94 he said, pointing to the second-to-last bottle on the right.
\par 
\par \'93Oh!\'94 she giggled.
\par 
\par Time passed. Denise was having a good time, and it looked to her like Stan was too. He was more animated than he\rquote d been \endash  well, since last week \endash  and he was revealing things about himself, and his wife, that Denise never knew.
\par 
\par All too soon, Denise realized that it was time to go. Stan was a little unsteady, and looked at her goofily, but was capable of manoeuvre and navigation, so she wasn\rquote t worried about him.
\par 
\par She got him to his house and Stan looked over at her, \'93Thank you Denise. I think you were right, I needed that.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Well, next week it\rquote s your turn to drive,\'94 she said.
\par 
\par \'93Um?\'94 was the best Stan could manage.
\par 
\par \'93Next week. Your turn. Now go and drink some water before going to bed, it\rquote ll help reduce the hangover.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Oh God, yes, work.\'94 He stopped for a moment to gather some of his wits. \'93I\rquote ll see you tomorrow morning, Denise. Thank you again.\'94
\par 
\par She laid her head on one side a little and shrugged. \'93My pleasure. I\rquote ve enjoyed tonight, too.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Well, good night. Thanks.\'94 He got out of her car and made his way to his door, moving }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 very}{\insrsid7488001  deliberately. Denise waited, making sure he\rquote 
d got in, then blew him a kiss as he turned and waved goodbye, before driving off.
\par 
\par It }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 had}{\insrsid7488001  been a good night, she reflected. Stan was a good friend, and when he came out of his depression he was lively, witty and fun.
\par 
\par Of course, he\rquote d be paying for those drinks in the morning!
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\par Stan drank two glasses of water, did his normal bathroom routine, and went to bed. Caron was laughing at him as he went to sleep. \lquote }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 Yeah, I know\'85}{\insrsid7488001 \rquote  he thought as he went to sleep.
\par 
\par When Stan woke up in the morning, he rolled on his back, and }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 groaned}{\insrsid7488001 . Those eyes watched him with amusement. \lquote I know, I should have known better,\rquote  he thought. Aloud, he said \'93You\rquote 
ve got to get over this sometime. Why not now?\'94 The practical advice was something he\rquote d learned from his early Science Fiction reading, and it seemed }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 particularly}{\insrsid7488001  appropriate this morning.
\par 
\par Oh well. He knew the routine \endash  two painkillers first, then coffee. He walked one-eyed into the bathroom, peed, showered, shaved and went downstairs. Two tablets, with copious amounts of water, plenty of coffee, and off to work.
\par 
\par In the first month after Caron\rquote s death, Stan had hit the bottle }{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 hard.}{\insrsid7488001  He retained just enough sense to recognise that his friends were right when they counselled cutting back a little, and in fact he now }
{\cs16\i\insrsid7488001 usually}{\insrsid7488001  drank very little, but back then a blinding hangover had been the normal thing of a morning.
\par 
\par Going back to work after the two-week compassionate leave The Firm had given him had been a shock. In truth, he\rquote d known he\rquote 
d have to cut the drinking even before anyone said anything - Stan was generally honest with himself. The short drive to work was long enough for him to promise himself to limit his drinking on his Wednesdays with Denise.
\par 
\par As he got out of the car he suddenly became aware that he was already thinking of his Wednesdays as being \lquote with Denise.\rquote  He grinned. She really was a good friend.}{\insrsid11292439 
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