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\par Elizabeth was worried.
\par 
\par Stan had come in, sat down at his desk with barely a \'93Good Morning,\'94 and appeared to be listlessly looking at something on his computer.
\par 
\par \'93Stan? Is everything all right?\'94 she\rquote d asked him.
\par 
\par \'93Yeah, sure\'94 he answered, continuing with whatever he\rquote d been doing.
\par 
\par She looked at him. Hair unkempt, what looked like yesterday\rquote s shirt on, Stan had clearly not taken time this morning to look in a mirror. His face lacked animation, his eyes lacked sparkle.
\par 
\par Elizabeth felt sad, and a little afraid. Stan, it seemed, was re-entering his depression, and she\rquote d been the only person he\rquote d told of his \'93Night with the Pills\'94 as he\rquote d put it. She really hoped he didn\rquote 
t get that bad again.
\par 
\par \lquote Maybe it\rquote s just a bad morning,\rquote  she thought.
\par 
\par Later it was clear that it wasn\rquote t }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 just}{\insrsid8323569 
 a bad morning. Stan had been barely communicative early on, now he merely grunted when addressed, offering no conversation at all. Bob had come over to ask him something and, getting a minimal response, had glanced over at Eliza
beth, a knowing expression on his face. He\rquote d gone back into his office with a slight shake of his head, and picked up the phone.
\par 
\par A little later Elizabeth stood and walked off to find some paperwork, but on the way she made a detour and went to the Lab to find Anne.
\par 
\par Elizabeth didn\rquote t often enter this part of the building, and when Anne saw her she turned with a smile on her face, which fell when she saw Elizabeth\rquote s grim expression.
\par 
\par \'93Elizabeth, what\rquote s up with Stan?\'94 she asked. On seeing Elizabeth\rquote s quizzical expression she explained \'93Bob called and said Stan looked down, and I haven\rquote t had a chance to get out of here this morning.\'94
\par 
\par \'93He looks like he hasn\rquote t slept properly, he\rquote s uncommunicative, uninterested. He looks bad, Anne, and I rather hoped you\rquote d be able to tell }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 me}{\insrsid8323569 .\'94
\par 
\par \'93I haven\rquote t seen him. I called last night and he told me he was busy catching up with some stuff, so we agreed to meet today here. He seemed happy enough the day before\'85\'94
\par 
\par Elizabeth saw the slightly dreamy look in Anne\rquote s eye and joined the dots. She smiled at the younger woman.
\par 
\par \'93No need to say any more, Anne! But he\rquote s not himself right now, I think. I believe he\rquote s re-entering the depression he felt when Caron died. It\rquote ll be about a year \endash  yes, it\rquote s the anniversary on November the eleventh.
\'94
\par 
\par Anne looked stricken. \'93I\rquote d forgotten. Actually, I\rquote m not even sure I knew the date, anyway, but it }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 was}{\insrsid8323569  this time of year, wasn\rquote t it?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Yes, it was Remembrance Day last year. It\rquote s going to be }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 really }{\insrsid8323569 difficult for Stan this year, Anne. }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 Everyone}{\insrsid8323569  is going to remember }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 that
}{\insrsid8323569  day, because of what it was, and the tie-in with Stan. It looks like he\rquote s already triggered on it.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Oh, God. I feel awful, I didn\rquote t know. What do I do? What do I say?\'94
\par 
\par Elizabeth was a little taken aback by Anne\rquote s reaction. She didn\rquote t know her well, but she looked }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 scared}{\insrsid8323569 , unsure of herself. This was not the confident young woman that Elizabeth had seen before.

\par 
\par \'93Anne? Is everything all right?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Sure\'85\'94 Anne didn\rquote t sound \lquote sure\rquote  at all, and Elizabeth wasn\rquote t buying that.
\par 
\par Anne looked down at the steam rising from her coffee, then across, beyond Elizabeth, focused in the distance.
\par 
\par \'93I don\rquote t know how to do this, Elizabeth,\'94 she said, at last. \'93I mean, I can think my way through most things, but what do I do for Stan, now? I\rquote m no psychologist!\'94
\par 
\par \'93You\rquote re the woman he }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 loves}{\insrsid8323569  though, Anne,\'94 Elizabeth answered. Anne muttered something under her breath that Elizabeth couldn\rquote t quite catch, but it sounded like it began with \'93One\'85\'94
 Anne shook her head and indicated that Elizabeth should continue.
\par 
\par \'93You\rquote re the woman he loves, and that\rquote s all that really matters, Anne,\'94 Elizabeth doggedly continued. \'93Just be with him, listen to him, talk to him \endash  doesn\rquote 
t matter what about, really, just the sound of your voice. Think of Stan as a kind of coma patient, but one who you }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 know}{\insrsid8323569  can hear, see, touch, smell. Taste, too!\'94
 she finished with a smile and lifted eyebrow, and Anne blushed like a schoolgirl.
\par 
\par \'93Oh, God.\'94 Anne was visibly struggling, but the she took a deep breath and told Elizabeth, \'93Okay. I can do this. For Stan, I can do this!\'94
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\par That lunchtime, Elizabeth was sitting with Denise. They were both finishing their salads when Denise spoke.
\par 
\par \'93What\rquote s up with Stan? He seems to have gone quiet again.\'94
\par 
\par Elizabeth looked at the young woman. Denise was feigning mild interest, and Elizabeth could see }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 right}{\insrsid8323569  through her.
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\par \'93Stan will be fine, Denise. He\rquote s got Anne looking after him.\'94
\par 
\par Denise looked down at her plate, now almost empty. \'93Oh.\'94
\par 
\par Elizabeth picked up her last forkful of salad and said, before putting it between her lips, \'93I thought you were with Elaine and Susan.\'94
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\par \'93Mmm! I am!\'94 Denise tried to answer around }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 her}{\insrsid8323569  last mouthful of carrot and celery. She swallowed hastily. \'93I am, Elizabeth!\'94
\par 
\par \'93So you\rquote re only concerned about Stan as a friend?\'94 asked Elizabeth, mildly. She didn\rquote t believe it for a moment.
\par 
\par \'93Of course!\'94 Denise answered. Elizabeth looked at her, calmly. Once again, Denise looked down at her (now empty) plate.
\par 
\par \'93Oh, all right, you know me too well, Elizabeth. Damn it to hell and back, did you have to be so perceptive?\'94 Looking back up at her, Denise said, \'93I still have feelings for Stan. I mean, more than just a \lquote friends\rquote  feelings.\'94

\par 
\par Elizabeth let the silence go on, giving Denise time to think.
\par 
\par \'93I still love him, Elizabeth,\'94 she said eventually. \'93I never stopped, even when I was with Jim, or Tom. Even now that I\rquote m with Laney and Susan, I still love him.\'94 She looked forlorn. \'93I just can\rquote t give him up.\'94
\par 
\par Elizabeth considered for a moment. \'93Denise, are you saying you\rquote ll try to take him away from Anne?\'94
\par 
\par She looked up in concern when Denise didn\rquote t answer straight away.
\par 
\par \'93I might, Elizabeth. I might. If I have to, that is. Oh, not }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 now}{\insrsid8323569 , I\rquote ve got Laney and Susan to consider. It\rquote s altogether new, and wonderful! So I\rquote ll see how things go for a bit, just
 be a friend who\rquote s there for him.\'94
\par 
\par Denise picked up her glass of fruit juice and took a sip. \'93I expect it\rquote ll all work out in the end, Elizabeth. He loves Anne, that\rquote s easy to see, and Anne loves him.\'94
\par 
\par Elizabeth felt relieved, a little. \'93Yes, let time pass, Denise. That\rquote s probably best.\'94 She took a drink herself. \'93
I told you, back in my day it was easier. You simply asked the girlfriend if it was okay and then grabbed the guy. But what you\rquote re talking about isn\rquote t the same at all, it\rquote ll have longer term consequences. Don\rquote 
t hurt people, Denise.\'94
\par 
\par She leant forward. \'93Not unless you\rquote re prepared for the consequences yourself. You may fight, but that doesn\rquote t mean you\rquote ll win. I don\rquote t know Anne well, but she seriously loves him you know. She\rquote ll fight you if she has 
to, I think.\'94
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\par Later that evening the object of these deliberations was at home, sitting in his recliner, staring at the wall, unseeing.
\par 
\par Stan had opened up a drawer in his bedside cabinet and pulled out some papers, looking for some headache pills. What he\rquote d found was an old photograph.
\par 
\par Of Caron.
\par 
\par The woman in the picture looked in impossibly good health, looking over her shoulder towards the camera as she was walking away, long dark hair obscuring the other shoulder. She wore a cream
 cardigan. He remembered buying that for her, a present for her twenty fifth birthday. She\rquote d loved it, and wore it a lot. In the photo she seemed to be saying goodbye, ready to walk off into the distance. It seemed so appropriate now.
\par 
\par Stan saw it, and flashed back to that day, and Caron\rquote s happy face, her broad smile, and the love that they\rquote d made when Caron told him that she wanted to show her appreciation. Oh, what a night that had been!
\par 
\par But now she had forever gone from him, and he took one look and burst into tears, holding the picture to his heart, lifting it to his lips and kissing her sweet face.
\par 
\par Stan hardly remembered the rest of that day.
\par 
\par Actually, Stan hardly remembered the rest of that week. He vaguely heard himself answer Anne\rquote s queries (\'93No, Anne, not tonight.\'94), he mechanically got his work done, but there was nothing of }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 him}{\insrsid8323569 
 there. Stan simply withdrew.
\par 
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\par A week later, and Anne was getting more and more frantic and frustrated. Stan was barely communicative, even when she c
alled around in the evenings and tried to talk to him. Dinner was an ordeal for her, as her culinary skills were never great, but at least she was able to get Stan to }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 eat}{\insrsid8323569  \endash  even if he didn\rquote 
t actually say that he }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 appreciated}{\insrsid8323569  it, at least it was consumed.
\par 
\par In fairness, there }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 was}{\insrsid8323569  the odd spark of life. Stan always made sure he gave her a kiss goodnight, and there always seemed to be }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 some}{\insrsid8323569 
 point during the day or night when he\rquote d come out and take part in what was going on. Today he\rquote d been eating lunch with her and she\rquote d sneezed, and he\rquote d automatically said \'93Bless you!\'94 \endash 
 but had also reached for her hand, conveying in touch the love that he still felt. \lquote Okay, so shortly after he went back under that fucking shell of his!\rquote  she thought, but at least it showed that there was }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 hope}{
\insrsid8323569 .
\par 
\par Elizabeth was trying mightily as well. Stan would perk up for a moment and then fall back again for her, as well. She knew that Bob had noticed, and given the time of year he was taking as much as possible off Stan\rquote s workload, but he couldn\rquote 
t completely protect him.
\par 
\par Denise felt serially elated and confused. Whenever she was with Elaine or Susan, or both of them, she felt on cloud nine. The friendship, the companionship, the }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 love}{\insrsid8323569 
 was wonderful, but afterwards, when she was alone, she knew there was something missing. Increasingly she felt the need for a }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 man}{\insrsid8323569 
, for a hard cock filling her, but even more the feel of his body, the planes of muscle, the maleness that life, and love, with Elaine and Susan would never be able to give her. One man in particular, even though those \lquote planes of muscle\rquote 
 were well disguised, drew her more and more. But now he\rquote d hardly }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 talk}{\insrsid8323569 .
\par 
\par She discussed this with them of course. They\rquote d all agreed that discussion was of paramount importance. \'93It is in any relationship, of course,\'94 Susan had said, \'93but it\rquote s going to be especially so in our more }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 
complex}{\insrsid8323569  arrangement!\'94
\par 
\par So, she\rquote d met the other two for breakfast at }{\cs16\insrsid8323569 Iorio\rquote s}{\insrsid8323569  that Sunday morning as usual. After getting their food and drinks Denise spoke up.
\par 
\par \'93Gah! That man will send me to an early }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 grave!}{\insrsid8323569 \'94
\par 
\par Elaine and Susan glanced at one another. This was turning into a familiar story.
\par 
\par \'93Stan, I assume?\'94 Elaine said with a hint of amusement.
\par 
\par \'93Yes, it\rquote s bloody Stan!\'94 Denise said. \'93Just as I screw my courage up to do something about him, he shuts }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 everyone}{\insrsid8323569  down. Even Elizabeth\rquote 
s just about had enough. His wife died a year ago next week, yes, I know, he\rquote s having a hard time Denise, we must all be patient, blah, blah, blah. God!\'94
\par 
\par Susan leant back in her chair. \'93Denise, that\rquote s not being very nice, is it? His wife }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 did}{\insrsid8323569  die almost a year ago. He\rquote s bound to be grieving, isn\rquote t he?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Yes, he is! But it\rquote s }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 so}{\insrsid8323569  frustrating!\'94 Denise cried. \'93I\rquote m }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 stuck}{\insrsid8323569 , and I really }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 hate}{\insrsid8323569  waiting!\'94
\par 
\par Denise held her }{\insrsid8323569\charrsid5918699 head in}{\insrsid8323569  her hands for a moment, looking down at her coffee. Then she laid her arms flat on the table and looked up at Elaine, then at Susan. She smiled, tentatively.
\par 
\par \'93I\rquote m just being silly, aren\rquote t I?\'94 she asked. \'93I know I have to be more patient. But I swear I feel like I\rquote m bubbling over, like I could }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 explode}{\insrsid8323569 
, and all the while Stan sits there with his dead eyes, and I want to go over and help him. But I can\rquote t because if I do then Anne will get the wrong idea, except that it\rquote s the right idea\'85 and I\rquote m off and running again, aren\rquote 
t I?\'94
\par 
\par Susan glanced at Elaine, and found her grinning. She smiled back.
\par 
\par \'93Denise, all any of us can do is wait. But I don\rquote t see why you can\rquote t try to help Stan too \endash  just speak to Elizabeth and most importantly to Anne, first.\'94 Elaine nodded her agreement.
\par 
\par So it was, that on the Monday morning Denise got into The Firm early, and went to see Elizabeth.
\par 
\par Over a coffee for Denise, and a fruit tea for Elizabeth, Denise began.
\par 
\par \'93How\rquote s Stan?\'94 she asked.
\par 
\par \'93You saw him after I did, on Friday, Denise. No better, I assume. He won\rquote t be until after the 11}{\super\insrsid8323569 th}{\insrsid8323569 , I expect. And probably for a while after that.\'94
\par 
\par Denise sighed. \'93Yes, Elizabeth, I know. I so desperately want to help him, and yes I do have an agenda as you well know. But that\rquote s because I love him, and I hate to see him hurting. There\rquote s nothing wrong with that, is there?\'94
\par 
\par \'93No, of course not. But you have to think how it will look to Anne. You really don\rquote t want to be fighting with her over Stan just now. You have more self respect than that, if nothing else, Denise.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Of course!\'94
\par 
\par \'93So go easy. Talk to her first, reassure her.\'94
\par 
\par Denise smiled. \'93That\rquote s what Elaine and Susan said, as well. But it still leaves the question. What do I }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 do}{\insrsid8323569 ?\'94
\par 
\par \'93What you would do for any friend, Denise. You listen, you provide a shoulder, and you make sure he eats, drinks and takes care of himself\'85 all that. But you know this, you\rquote 
re just looking for approval to begin putting yourself back in his life, aren\rquote t you?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Well, yes. But he }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 is}{\insrsid8323569  my friend. He was that before I fell for him, and that\rquote s the way I\rquote ll play it. Thanks, Elizabeth.\'94
\par 
\par Now to see Anne.
\par 
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\par Denise found Anne in the lab, of course.
\par 
\par \'93Anne, can I talk to you for a moment?\'94
\par 
\par Anne swivelled her chair to look at the young woman. \'93Of course, Denise.\'94
\par 
\par \'93How\rquote s Stan doing?\'94
\par 
\par Denise watched Anne\rquote s face fall, then crumple. To her amazement Anne looked about to cry, but held herself back, barely.
\par 
\par \'93Oh, Denise. He won\rquote t let me stay with him. He hardly talks to me, hardly talks to anyone. Oh, }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 sometimes}{\insrsid8323569  he lets me in, but he always slams the door afterwards. He feels guilty!\'94
\par 
\par \'93Guilty? Oh, Caron.\'94
\par 
\par Anne looked up at Denise. \'93Yes. Yes, exactly that.\'94
\par 
\par Denise paused in thought, and then said.
\par 
\par \'93The anniversary\rquote s this weekend, isn\rquote t it? The eleventh?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Yes, that\rquote s right,\'94 Anne confirmed, \'93on Saturday.\'94
\par 
\par \'93Stan will want to visit the grave. So we\rquote ll }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 all}{\insrsid8323569  go, and support him, and console him, and look after him.\'94
\par 
\par \'93All?\'94 Anne asked.
\par 
\par \'93You and me. Elizabeth, I expect. I\rquote ll ask Bob, as well. We\rquote ll all go with him. It\rquote ll be a demonstration of support for him.\'94 \lquote And I can get closer to him, while we all try to pull him out of his grief!\rquote 
 thought Denise.
\par 
\par \'93In the meantime Anne, do you mind if I talk to Stan?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Mind? Of course not!\'94
\par 
\par Denise was pleased.
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\par \'93Stan?\'94
\par 
\par Stan turned listless eyes on Denise, then his gaze slid away again, going back to his computer screen.
\par 
\par \'93Yes, Denise?\'94 he answered, lifelessly.
\par 
\par \'93Oh, come on Stan. I know you miss her, but really!\'94
\par 
\par \'93What do you know about it?\'94 Stan almost snarled, but then he moderated his tone and continued, \'93I\rquote m sorry, Denise. I\rquote m having a bad day, but you didn\rquote t deserve that.\'94
\par 
\par \'93No, I didn\rquote t!\'94 answered Denise. \'93But Stan, no-one of us deserves to be cut off from you the way we\rquote ve all been this last three or four weeks. You let me, and Elizabeth and Bob, and then most especially }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 Anne
}{\insrsid8323569  into your world before. I know what the date is this Saturday, but please, let us all help you. Stop fighting us, Stan. Please?\'94
\par 
\par Stan looked over at Denise. It was nothing that hadn\rquote t been said before, and the date }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 was}{\insrsid8323569  what it was, but for some reason it got through to him when it was }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 Denise}{
\insrsid8323569  saying it.
\par 
\par They talked for a few minutes, nothing terribly consequential, just everyday chat about everyday things. Denise kept it light and refused to allow Stan to dwell on anything, k
eeping up both ends of the conversation when necessary. Finally, though, she had to go and do some actual }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 work}{\insrsid8323569 .
\par 
\par Denise leant forward and pecked Stan on the cheek.
\par 
\par \'93Welcome back, Stan. It\rquote s been good to talk to you. Now, go find that beautiful girlfriend of yours and give her a hug. She needs it!\'94
\par 
\par She left with a backward glance to make sure Stan wasn\rquote t looking sad and lifeless again. Reassured, she walked through into reception.
\par 
\par Elaine was there with a visitor, signing him out of the offices, so Denise had to content herself with a \lquote thumbs up\rquote  sign. Elaine smiled at her, and Denise went through the opposite door, and got on with her day.
\par 
\par Stan sat for a moment, then stood and walked over to Bob\rquote s office.
\par 
\par \'93I\rquote ll just pop over and see Anne, Bob. I\rquote ll be back in a moment,\'94 he told his boss. Bob looked over, smiled, and told him \'93Sure, Stan. See you in a few minutes.\'94
\par 
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\par 
\par Anne whirled in her chair. On seeing Stan her face lit, her smile was like a light bulb.
\par 
\par \'93Stan!\'94 and she was up and embracing him faster than he could react. Stan was stunned by the vehemence of her embrace, he felt like he\rquote 
d never breath again. Gently, he put his arms around the tall form of the woman he loved and nuzzled into her neck. He realized that Anne was crying.
\par 
\par \'93Anne, sweetheart, whatever\rquote s the matter?\'94 he asked.
\par 
\par \'93You! You frightened me, you frightened Elizabeth, you even frightened Bob! We didn\rquote t know }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 what}{\insrsid8323569  you might do, Stan. You withdrew from us so far, and you wouldn\rquote t even let me stay and look after y
ou.\'94
\par 
\par Anne took his hand and pulled him into a chair near her own. Blissfully, the lab was empty. Stan realized with a jerk that it was well after five o\rquote clock, that he really ought to have been on his way home.
\par 
\par \'93Anne? What are you doing here at this time?\'94
\par 
\par \'93I\rquote ve got a deadline to meet, dolt!\'94 she answered, but with a smile on her face. \'93Don\rquote t change the subject. Was it Denise that made you look, made you come back to us?\'94 Stan nodded, so Anne went on to say, \'93
Then I owe her a hug. A }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 big}{\insrsid8323569  hug. Probably lots of them, really, but she deserves them all. Stan, have you looked in a mirror yet?\'94
\par 
\par \'93Er, no, Anne. No, I haven\rquote t Why?\'85\'94
\par 
\par Anne had never released his hand, so now when she stood and tugged on it, Stan stood automatically with her. He followed her as she walked directly to the toilets.
\par 
\par The }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 Ladies}{\insrsid8323569  toilets. Stan baulked.
\par 
\par \'93Er, Anne, I can\rquote t go in }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 there}{\insrsid8323569 !\'94
\par 
\par \'93Don\rquote t be silly, Stan, there\rquote s no-one else }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 here!}{\insrsid8323569 \'94\line 
\par \'93And?\'94
\par 
\par \'93And there\rquote re mirrors in there, and I want you to }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 see}{\insrsid8323569 .\'94
\par 
\par She pulled Stan and, somewhat reluctantly, he followed. Inside, Anne pulled him to a basin and made him look at his reflection.
\par 
\par Stan saw an image. It was of a man with dark rings around sunken eyes, who hadn\rquote t shaved in a couple of days, and who hadn\rquote t combed his hair with any great attention. He understood suddenly what Anne was telling him: \lquote }{
\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 You haven\rquote t been looking after yourself, or letting anyone }{\insrsid8323569 else}{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569  look after you!\rquote 
\par 
\par }{\insrsid8323569 \'93Christ I look a mess, don\rquote t I?\'94 he said, drawing Anne closer to him. He smelled her hair, slightly fruity, clean. He realized that he must smell }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 quite}{\insrsid8323569 
 different, and drew back a little. Anne looked at him, clearly not understanding, worried.
\par 
\par \'93I guess I need a shower, Anne. And a shave, and then a few night\rquote s sleep.\'94 Now it was Anne\rquote s turn to nod, but with a smile.
\par 
\par \'93Some clean clothes wouldn\rquote t go amiss, too,\'94 she told him, wrinkling her nose a little. \'93Come on, let\rquote s get you home.\'94
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\par Anne came home with Stan that night, and stayed. She was overjoyed, even though the best Stan could manage was a cuddle.
\par 
\par L
ate that night, she felt Stan shudder. She held him, waiting for the nightmare to finish, unsure of whether she should wake him or not. But in the end the dim streetlight filtered through his curtains showed a smile. Anne decided she had made the right de
cision after all.
\par 
\par }\pard\plain \s17\qc \li0\ri0\sb100\sa100\sbauto1\saauto1\widctlpar\aspalpha\aspnum\faauto\adjustright\rin0\lin0\itap0\pararsid8323569 \f36\fs24\cf9\lang2057\langfe1033\cgrid\langnp2057\langfenp1033 {\insrsid8323569 - - - - - - - - - -
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\par 
\par Stan arrived outside the gates in Anne\rquote s Mazda. Denise and Elizabeth were in Bob\rquote s car, just behind. Anne drove through the gates, the sign saying \'93District Cemetery\'94 in a no-nonsense script.
\par 
\par Anne drove through and up the sweeping driveway lined with chestnut trees, and parked her car. Bob drew up alongside, and they all got out. Anne held tightly onto Stan\rquote s hand as they walked further up the hill towards the grey stones.
\par 
\par The sombre procession wound its way towards its destination, then, a few feet short, Stan stopped. He turned to Anne and hugged her, then moved to Bob and shook his hand and said \'93Thanks,\'94 before moving to Elizabeth and embracing t
he lady, his friend. Finally he moved to Denise and took her hand in both of his, saying \'93I couldn\rquote t have managed this if it hadn\rquote t been for you,\'94 he took her in his arms and briefly hugged her, too, before turning and saying \'93
I think I want to do this bit alone, if you don\rquote t mind.\'94 Anne held out their floral tribute, and Stan took it, saying a heartfelt \'93Thank you all so very much.\'94
\par 
\par Without waiting for further acknowledgement Stan approached the gravestone that told the world that Caron, his beloved, was here. He fell to his knees, brushing away some dead grass and debris, laying the flowers against the cold grey stone.
\par 
\par He shut his eyes. Just thinking of her name was enough to make the tears begin to flow again.
\par 
\par As that November day grew murkier, Stan knelt by the grave, crying. He was lost in time, reliving his time with }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 her}{\insrsid8323569 
, from playing on the swings on the way back from the pub when they were weaving home one night, to her laughter as he tried to untangle a bunch of wires from their old stereo and tripped over, sending things flying. She\rquote 
d turned his swift anger into a grin and finally into laughter of his own. He remembered good times, and bad times; he recalled words better left unsaid and words of love that he wished he\rquote d said more often.
\par 
\par But finally he was able to say not farewell but adieu, and stand again. His tears were on his cheeks but Stan felt better able to face up to the next day, and the next. He went to the others gathered a few respectful feet away, and told them,
\par 
\par \'93Thanks, everyone, it\rquote s time to go, now.\'94
\par 
\par Bob shook his hand. Elizabeth wiped his face and pecked him on the cheek. Denise kissed him, then turned away, but not before Stan saw the tears in her own eyes. Finally Anne took his hand and drew him back down the hill to her waiting car.
\par 
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\par The next morning found Anne deep in thought, having a conversation with herself.
\par 
\par She was lying in Stan\rquote s recliner. It was only half past six in the morning, but Anne had woken early. Stan was still fast asleep upstairs.
\par 
\par \lquote I\rquote ll have to take my courage in both hands and }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 do it}{\insrsid8323569  if I think that Stan is worth that much to me. Stan is }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 it}{\insrsid8323569  for me! I\rquote 
m sure of his feelings for Denise. I haven\rquote t flat-out }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 asked}{\insrsid8323569  him, not yet. But I\rquote m sure.\rquote 
\par 
\par \lquote When we were dancing the other week I saw the way they looked at each other and I recognised }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 his}{\insrsid8323569  look, and I\rquote m positive that the way }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 she}{\insrsid8323569 
 looked at him was the way }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 I}{\insrsid8323569  look at him. She loves him and he loves her, but neither will say anything because of }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 me}{\insrsid8323569 . If I\rquote m certain of anything, it\rquote 
s that doing }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 nothing}{\insrsid8323569  will hurt us all in the end, so I }{\cs16\i\insrsid8323569 am}{\insrsid8323569  going to act.\rquote 
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