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Here I Was
By Anonymous Author (no address provided)

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A true story of my very first time having any sort of 
sex, at eleven. It was with a man, and I liked it. 
(Mb, pre-teen, ped, reluc, 1st, oral, anal)

***

This is a true story of when I was young and my first 
experience with sex, or real sex for that matter. I've 
played around with the neighbor girl when I was 7, but 
was nothing more than exploring with curiosity. It 
definitely turned me on, and I had frequent boners 
thinking about it and other girls, but also thought 
about boys, and my boners were just as hard. I looked 
at some playboy magazines and had seen naked women in 
them, but never a grown man. Never did I realize what 
I was supposed to do with my dick, but thinking about 
other boys and girls private areas and being naked, 
gave me hard-ons.

I do consider myself bisexual, but rarely get a chance 
to play around with other guys, or at least as much as 
I would like to from being a closely guarded secret of 
mine for 30 years. When I was eleven in the early 
1980's, my first time was not with the opposite sex, 
but with a man, who was older than me who was in his 
mid-20's. 

Although this happening was wrong in most of society's 
viewpoint, I consider it very special to me, and a 
good thing that happened to me to this day, even as I 
am older. It was indeed painful and weird to me, and I 
did feel that I had done something wrong afterwards at 
first, but I absolutely liked it a lot, and often 
dream of going back and doing it again, and with what 
I know now, I wish I could go back and do other things 
as well.

One summer day, I was riding my bike near the school 
where I lived. I rode my bike everywhere around town, 
and near this school, I used to stash my bike in the 
tree line and hike up this creek that ran along the 
school there. It was hot and sunny, just after the 
noon of the day, and as I was heading to do a hike, I 
saw a cool looking Camaro drive in and park. He got 
out and was checking under the hood. 

I grabbed my bike and rode up to check out the car 
close up. He looked at me as I rode up, and said he 
just fixed something and was checking some things. I 
replied, "Cool, that's an awesome looking car!" He 
looked back at me again, and asked if I wanted a ride, 
while he did some more test driving. I immediately 
replied yes, and took my bike over and stashed it in 
the tree line and ran back up to the car. 

We got in, we exchanged our names and off we went. He 
drove around some back roads, and around. Then we 
pulled into a driveway to his house. He said it's was 
his family's place and everyone was gone for a week, 
that no one was home. Inviting me inside for something 
to drink, as we sat on the living room couch, we made 
small talk about myself, cars, and then about girls. 

The conversation got heavy into girls, and we were 
talking about boners. I told him I never done anything 
with a girl, didn't know much about sex. He got up to 
walk in the other room and said he would be right 
back. After a couple minutes, he returned and put a 
tape in the VCR and started it. 

The credits played, and then I saw a man and woman 
naked together. The first time I ever saw a man's 
cock. It was sticking straight outward, and she put 
her mouth over it. My own cock was aching hard. I ask 
what she was doing and he explained to me. I watched 
intently for a while, and then suddenly I heard the 
man moaning. Her mouth was on him, with her lips 
wrapped around it, and some liquid started dripping 
out from her lips, and off her chin. 

I asked what was happening, and he explained to me 
that the man was ejaculating and came in her mouth. He 
explained what cum was, and that it was part of making 
babies. He said that some girls like to suck and also 
liked cum. I didn't completed understand, but he asked 
me if I had ever seen a man's cock up close and for 
real, and I replied no, of course. He told me that 
sometimes boys have sex together, and suck cock like 
girls do. 

I told him that I sometimes think about other boys in 
school and would get boners thinking about them naked. 
Then, he asked if I'd like to see his up close. I 
replied, "Sure!” so then he told me to follow him, and 
grabbed my hand. My dick, still hard, and hard was not 
the word for it. I was so hard that there was an 
aching stretch feeling behind my balls. Knowing what I 
know now, it was my prostate running in overdrive. At 
the time I didn't know, but that it was a wanting 
feeling, aching to be relieved. 

He led me through the house and to the stairs, and up 
we went, leading me by the hand, I was in tow, 
wondering what was to come. A sense of curiosity 
filled me. He walked me into his room, entering it; he 
turned around to close the door behind us. 

My eyes were glued to his crotch area, where I saw his 
bulge protruding out from his cutoff jeans. Standing 
there facing me, he told me to get on both of my 
knees, so that I could look at it close, all the while 
he pulled his muscle shirt over his head and off. I 
got down on my knees, his hard bulge less than a foot 
in front of my face and eye level, he told me to undo 
his button on his shorts and pull them down. I 
struggled a bit to get the button undone, but 
succeeded and pulled his shorts down and let them drop 
to his feet. 

My eyes were staring at his underwear, his cock was 
hard, and big, the outline of it through his 
underwear, and running to the side a bit and at an 
angle, the end was just under his waistband, and there 
was a wet spot on his underwear at the end of his 
cock. I reached up and stuck my fingers in his 
waistband, and pulled his underwear down, and let them 
fall to his shorts. He stepped out of both his shorts 
and underwear, and as he did, stepping closer towards 
me. 

Here I was, staring at a man's cock, inches from my 
face, and hard at that. It was huge and sticking 
straight up. On my knees, I glanced briefly up at him 
then back at his cock. At the bottom his huge balls 
hung down in his sack, slightly hairy, and at the base 
of his enormous shaft there was more public hair. Way 
more than what I had. His rigid shaft, pointing up, a 
pronounced ridge running up in the middle to his huge 
mushroom shaped head, which was bigger round than his 
shaft. Where the ridge running along the length, it 
ended at his huge head, where it curved up on each 
side to his piss slit.

His piss slit was wet with liquid oozing out from it, 
pooling up on his slit. He told me it was his cum and 
that it was from his balls where cum is made. He told 
me to touch his cock, and I did with no hesitation. 
The skin was velvety soft, but yet hard underneath it. 
It throbbed as I put my finger on it. He told me to 
grab it around the mid-length with my hand, and I did. 

I wrapped my hand around it, feeling the soft skin and 
hardness just underneath it. He placed his hand on the 
back of my head and told me to lick the bottom of his 
ball sack, slightly pulling my head towards him. I 
stuck my tongue out and leaned forward. My nose 
tickled from his hair, my tongue touched the bottom of 
his big ball sack. His cock throbbed again. 

I felt his shaft momentarily swell and harden like a 
rock in my hand. It felt slightly bigger for a second, 
then back to its normal hardness, throbbing. A slight 
scent of sweat and soap mixed, my first scent of a man 
filling my nostrils. It was a pleasant odor, distinct, 
but pleasantly good. I licked again at his ball sack, 
as he placed his other hand at the back of my head, 
letting out a sigh; he whispered to me, "Yes, that's a 
good boy, keep doing that." 

He throbbed some more, and I kept feeling it as my 
hand was wrapped around his shaft. His cock, pointing 
up, I looked up at the tip and saw his cum dripping 
slightly down from the middle of his head. It slowly 
oozed down at the base of his mushroom shaped head. He 
looked down at me, and whispered, "Lick it little boy. 
Taste it, you will like it." 

I was hesitant, sort of afraid to do it, but yet 
curious to see what it tasted like. Some girls like 
it, I thought. He pulled me slightly closer, and I 
stuck my tongue out and licked it. His cock throbbed 
once again as my tongue touched the bottom side of his 
mushroom head. I closed my lips and tasted his cum. It 
was slimy like, tasted sort of sweet, yet salty and a 
unique taste that wasn't bad. 

He told me that it was an acquired taste. It was 
different, but I did like it too. My first taste of a 
man's cum wasn't too bad. He then told me to put my 
mouth up over his head like in the movie. I leaned up 
a bit and opened my small mouth. His head was 
enormous, but I placed my mouth over it. His huge 
mushroom head filled most of my mouth, my lips 
stretched out to fit over his shaft. I felt him throb 
in my hand, but also in my mouth his head throbbed 
rock hard a few times, expanding bigger as it pulsed. 
I tasted sweet and salt, from some of his cum he still 
had on his piss slit. 

He whispered out. "Ahhh, that’s it you sweet little 
thing. Now use your tongue and lick the head baby." I 
tried to pull my head back and off to lick his head, 
but his hands held me there in place. He whispered 
again to me, "Keep your mouth over it while you lick 
it." I licked around his head, feeling his piss slit 
on my tongue, I licked around more, at the bottom of 
his hard throbbing head, where the curved base of his 
head and skin lead to his piss slit. 

With each movement of my tongue on his cock head, he 
throbbed. Saliva started to flood my mouth so much, 
tasting salty and sweet like, I wanted to spit but I 
couldn't. His enormous mushroom shaped head ring 
created sort of a seal; I was starting to choke a bit. 
With no choice but to swallow it, I did and felt more 
relieved. As he held my head and supported it with his 
hands, he moved forward more, leaning me back, I 
became off balance. 

My shoulders now between his legs, I reached with both 
of my hands to hold on to the back of his legs. I 
looked up at him, as he looked at me, here I was, 
feeling vulnerable and dominated by this man towering 
over me, with my mouth stretched out around his cock. 
He pulled my head down more on his hard cock. His head 
pressing the back of my throat, I felt this gagging 
feeling, of throwing up. Trying not to throw up, and 
fighting it back, my eyes began to water. His huge 
head, sort of stretching my throat at its opening now, 
I realized that I can't take a breath. Then he pulls 
back just enough to where my lips are still stretched 
out at the base of his head. 

I immediately take a breath through my nose as I smell 
his scent. Then, in a low voice he said, "Lick my head 
some more baby." 

I licked his head some more, and he continued to throb 
in my mouth. Feeling his hard head on my tongue as I 
licked. He told me to lick his head below his piss 
slit, in the middle up and down and then side to side. 
I did as he said, as he whispered again, "Yes! That's 
it baby. You’re doing very good." 

As I licked up his head, and then side to side, I 
could feel the ridged curvy head on my tongue. 
Throbbing at each movement as his breathing became 
more loud. In a louder than normal voice he explained, 
"I'm going to cum! I'm going to come in your mouth 
little boy, and you will swallow it all!" 

I could not even reply, or move to resist. His cock 
head started to swell. More larger than when he was 
throbbing. It became super rock hard, and stretched my 
mouth more than its limit, forming a tight seal. His 
grip on my head firmed up. His shaft swelled at the 
same time, my lips stretched out around it. 

Suddenly, he gasped loudly, grunting as my mouth 
flooded with his warm cum. All I could taste was his 
sweet salty cum gushing in my mouth, jetting in the 
back of my throat. I swallowed a huge gulp, but it 
wasn't enough as I started choking, it came out my 
nose, and somehow leaked out around my lips, and 
running down my chin and cheeks. 

I could feel it running towards the back of my neck, 
as he held be back off balance. His cock began to 
throb wildly, pressing upward on the roof of my mouth 
on each throb. Continuing to fill my mouth, I 
swallowed another huge gulp to keep from choking. He 
was moaning loudly, a firm grip on my head still. 

I could barely breathe, as his cock continued to 
throb, getting more length of intervals between throbs 
as he came down from his orgasm. His cock still hard, 
but yet coming down from swelling up large, my 
stretched out mouth and lips ached with a tiring 
feeling. His cock started to soften more. As he looked 
at me, he praised, "You sweet little thing. Did you 
taste my cum baby? Did you like it?" 

All I could reply was with a nodding of yes, "Uh umm." 

His thumbs wiping tears from my eyes from when his 
mushroom head was pressing into my throat. He stepped 
back a bit and popped his still hard cock from my 
mouth. Some of the excess of his cum poured out over 
my bottom lip and dripped from my chin. I swallowed 
the rest of his come that lingered in my mouth and 
took in a big breath. 

All I could taste was his cum. He grabbed his shaft 
and rubbed his cock on my lips, cheeks and entire 
face, smearing what was left of his slimy cum all over 
my face. The strong scent of his cum was all that I 
could smell. Here I was, sitting back on my feet, 
looking up at a man towering over me naked with his 
cock rubbing all over my face, which he just emptied 
his balls in my mouth. I felt his domination over me, 
like I did something wrong, but yet I liked it. 

I looked down at my shirt, soaked from his cum running 
down, feeling his wet cum soaking the back of it as 
well. He whispered again to me, "You sweet little 
baby," he said as he helped me to my feet. He stroked 
the back of my head and ran it down the back of my 
neck to comfort me, "You did very good." 

I looked up at him and nodded. He pulled my shirt up 
over my head and said, "Let's get this off of you." 

My shirt removed, he reached down to my elastic waist 
band from my shorts, and my dick was hard. Aching 
behind my balls, he knelt a little to pull them down 
and let them fall. Little did I know, I was soaked 
with my own cum. A small stream hung down in a drip. I 
never had cum come out of my cock before, but from 
everything, it was flowing. 

He knelt down more, with his tongue out, he caught the 
bottom drip of my cum, and followed it up with a quick 
slurp on my cock head. It felt shocking and so good. 
He told me to get up on the bed, on all fours, like a 
dog. My hard boner sticking up and outward, I crawled 
on the bed as he said. He said to lay my head down on 
the pillow but keep on my knees with my ass up. As I 
rested my head down like he said, the bed shook a bit, 
from him getting on it. 

I felt his hands reach between my legs and around to 
my waist where he gripped, and picked me up off my 
knees. Then immediately, I felt him burying his face 
in my ass, his tongue right on target to my asshole. 
Like when he lick my cock head clean from my cum, 
shock waves ran through my body, a relaxing feeling as 
my legs dangled. His tongue licking and flicking over 
my young boy asshole. 

My little cock so hard, the aching continued behind my 
balls where his chin was pressed against. His tongue 
stabbed and dashed into my asshole. Feeling a bit 
awkward, but very nice, I liked feeling his tongue. He 
dragged his tongue across my opening, up and down and 
around. Then he lowered me back to the bed, on my 
knees again, and pushed me over on my back. He put his 
hands under the back of my knees and lifted my legs 
up. 

My legs folded down as he pushed my knees to my chest 
then to the sides of my head. My body rolled and 
folded up, and my ass up off the bed slightly, he dove 
his head down to my lower back where my ass crack 
started to form. In one slow steady continuous motion, 
he ran his flatten wet moist tongue along my ass 
crack, sliding up and over my asshole, and across my 
balls, and up to the head of my now cum leaking cock 
head. 

He lapped some of my cum as he ended his long lick, 
and lifted his head up and back down to the start of 
my ass crack again. Then, again, another long slow 
lick, hitting the highlights of my asshole, and ending 
it by running it over my cock head, and lapping 
another taste of my cum. I could hardly wait for him 
to start his run again. Each time he hit my asshole, a 
wavy feeling ran through my body, and then when he got 
to my cock head, my own hard boner throbbed and 
pulsed. 

Cum from my cock kept leaking out, replenishing the 
pool in which he emptied on each lick. My ass crack 
soaked with his saliva, he moved his head back, for 
what I thought was another run on my ass. He then 
buried his tongue squarely on target onto my asshole. 
That shock wave feeling was intense. Darting onto my 
asshole, but not into it, flicking his tongue over my 
asshole lips. 

I closed my eyes, enjoying the pleasurable feeling 
through my body. He ran his tongue up and over my 
balls again, and up to my cock head and onto it. His 
lips buried firmly against the base of my cock as my 
hard cock was completely in his hungry mouth. My cock 
felt nice in his warm mouth, his tongue swirling 
around my mushroom head and even reached down along 
the shaft. 

My cock was throbbing at his controlling tongue. Then 
I felt a feeling that started to overwhelm my entire 
body. My cock felt really hard, like rock solid hard 
as his cock did in my mouth, and then a rushing shock 
wave in my cock. Radiating through my whole body, over 
powering me, I lifted and bucked my hips, trying to 
force more of me into his hungry mouth, I came. My 
cock pulsed and throbbed, as I heard him hum, "Mmmm."

My climax came down, my cock still hard in his mouth, 
he kept licking my cock head. The feeling so intense, 
it almost hurt, I tried to pull back and out. His 
mouth would not let my cock go, as I moaned 
mercifully, "Stop!” 

He continued to punish my cock with his tongue as I 
futilely tried to wiggle my ass around to get away 
from his mouth. He had my knees firmly pinned down, I 
could barely move my ass side to side, and then he 
suddenly released my cock from his mouth. Then he let 
my knees go, as my legs sprung out along each side of 
him. Drained, all I could do was lay still.

He lay down next to me, pulling me close against his 
chest. My head resting on his arm as he cradled me, we 
both lay there with our naked bodies against each 
other. We fell asleep together. After a couple hours, 
I awoke on my belly. He was awake and stroking my ass 
with his hand. It felt really nice and comfortable, 
relaxing me. His middle finger running through my ass 
crack and over my asshole. 

The feeling was nice. He rubbed my ass for a few 
minutes, and then he stopped. He slowly rolled on top 
of me; I could feel his weight against me, but not 
crushing me. His hands grabbed each of my wrists and 
tucked them underneath me to my chest; he started 
kissing the back of my neck. His cock, now hard again, 
pressing along the length of my ass crack. He kissed 
up to my ear, and whispered, "Just relax baby, 
everything will be okay." 

Not sure of what he meant, I felt him sliding his hard 
cock up and down the length of my ass crack. It felt 
nice, and it was sliding along it very easily and 
slippery. I could feel his huge mushroom shaped head 
that was bigger round than his shaft length running 
through my ass crack, and over across my asshole and 
just behind the back of my balls, and then he slid it 
back up over it and up my crack to touch my lower back 
area. His breathing became heavier in my ear, he 
whispered again, "You’re going to feel so nice and 
tight little boy, just relax for me." 

I had no idea what he meant, but he slid his cock up 
and down my ass crack some more. As he ran his cock 
head over my asshole on his upward movement, he 
pressed in more and more, I felt more pressure along 
my asshole as his cock passed over it. Slipping and 
sliding his cock through my ass crack, he slid it down 
slowly across my asshole and to the back of my balls, 
then slid it back up with very firm pressure on this 
upward stroke. His cock head stopped at my asshole and 
pressed into it. 

I felt his head pressing into my asshole, more and 
more pressure against it. It was starting to hurt. I 
gasped out an, "Ahhh!" in pain, but he kept pressing 
into me more. My asshole being stretched from his 
massive cock head. I let out an, "Oww!" as he replied 
in my ear, "Relax baby." He pushed into me harder, and 
I felt a pop as his cock head slid past my asshole 
lips. 

My ass felt like it was being stretch, way past 
anything I ever had go out of there from being 
constipated. He stopped after his head popped in, I 
felt pain, and stretch, but also I felt his cock head 
throbbing. He whispered again, "Relax, loosen your 
muscles down there." As he said that, I tried, but 
without waiting, he inched deeper into me. I gasped 
again in pain, trying to move up and away, but he had 
me pinned down with his weight and my arms tucked into 
my chest. 

I pleaded with him to stop and wait a minute, and to 
pull out. He then sunk is huge shaft into me more. He 
whispered, "You’re going to take all 7 inches boy, 
like it or not. I'm half way there, so you’re doing 
great. Just relax and take my cock." Then he plunged 
all the way into me. I felt his huge cock head inside 
of me, throbbing and pulsing hardness, and his shaft 
throbbing and flexing inside of me. 

His cock head was touching my guts inside, so it felt, 
and I could feel the warmth of his huge ball sack 
laying against my balls. He was definitely all the way 
inside me. I never realized this is what to do with a 
cock. He slid his cock backward in one stroking 
motion. It felt good, the relief of course, but nice 
as it slid outward, then his huge head popping out 
again. I was still gasping, breathing heavy from 
trying to take the pain, but also from the relief. 

Then he pressed into me again, I gasped, "No, please." 
He ignored me, and rammed his massive cock back into 
me. His head popping in like before and thrusting all 
the way in. I felt a pain as his cock head hit my guts 
again. 

He spoke softly, "Your nice and tight, your first time 
and you’re not a virgin anymore." He backed his cock 
back out, popping his head outside my asshole, and 
thrusting back into me hard. Thrusting in and out of 
me harder and harder, painful, yet on his outward 
strokes, it was more pleasant. I cried and pleaded, 
"Please stop, no more, please!" I begged some more 
onto deaf ears.

He continued to ram his huge cock in and out of me, 
slamming his hips into me, my entire body jolted with 
each thrust. Here I was, being fucked by a man, and 
fucked good I was. My virgin ass being stretched and 
broken in for it's very first time. He spoke in my ear 
again, "I am fucking you like a girl and soon I am 
going to cum deep in your boy pussy!" 

He kept fucking me good and hard, rocking and jolting 
my body. The bed was being jolted, and the headboard 
hitting the wall. His breathing heavier and heavier. 
He slammed in very hard and deep into my aching 
asshole and then stopped. He let out a loud moan, and 
at the same time, his cock swelled up inside me, I 
could feel his super hard mushroom head swell and 
expand inside me and pressing into my inner guts. 

I felt a warm jet inside against my guts, and flooding 
my ass. His cock throbbed and flexed inside of me. His 
entire shaft jerking inside. Warmth from his cum 
flooded me inside, and he fell more weight on top of 
me, relaxing and collapsing in relief. His entire cock 
continued to throb, yet his throbbing started to slow 
in intervals. 

Here I was, my boy ass be pumped full of a man's cum. 
A man using my ass as a pussy. I liked it, yet 
painful, and I begged for him to stop, but it was a 
necessary break in. He slid his softening yet still 
hard cock out of me, his head popping out of my ass 
lips. My ass stretched, painfully aching, I could feel 
his wet cum oozing out of me, and down the back of my 
balls. 

He rolled off of me, and turned me over to him, 
holding me closer to him, in his arms. His man cum 
still running out my asshole, I fell back to sleep 
again, resting my head against his chest. Wakening an 
hour later, he carried me into the shower, cleaning my 
body off from his juices. Soaping up my ass crack and 
asshole. 

We got done and then he took me back to my bike, which 
I couldn't ride home or for a few days. I felt bad 
afterwards, that I was gay, and I did something wrong, 
but I also really like it. It was my first time, and 
I'll always remember it. 

THE END