Date: Tue, 19 Oct 2010 09:47:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: Victoria <missvictoria6969@yahoo.com>
Subject: Beast: Submissive desires

Sometimes fantasy becomes reality.  That can be something very satisfying,
or even terrifying.

I love erotic stories and am a voracious reader of stories on the
internet. My favorites are ones about trannies or cross dressers being
dominated and used to please men.  That's what I love, both in my fiction
and in my own sex life, to tell the truth.  I've been cross dressing for
years, having finally given in to my urges to dress up and be the best
sissy slut I can be, and let me tell you honey, I am good!  Somehow I
became fascinated with beast stories, and read a whole bunch of them.

Those beast stories made me horny as hell, thinking about being dog fucked.
Just the thought of it was incredible to me.  The idea that a human being
could be so degraded, so used, I found the whole subject fascinating and
thought about what it would be like to be dog bred, and used like a bitch.
I found a website where I could explore this and posted some personal
information.

"Chanel, adventuresome sissy bottom, is looking for real men who appreciate
the total service only a sissy slut can provide.  I live in NE Wisconsin
and would love to show you the respect your manhood deserves, and I am pet
friendly"

A couple of months ago I was contacted by a guy who lives in my area, and
I'll call him Chad.  Chad is a divorced guy who I seemed to hit it off
with, he was creative, dominant and as I found more than a bit
manipulative.  It sounded like he harbored a bit of anger at his failed
marriage and ex-wife in particular.

As our contacts became more frequent I found I was giving him more
information about me than I was getting back from him.  I figured that's
what a dom does, right?  I opened up to him.  You see I'm a very honest
person and I truly want to please.  Sometimes my head said no, but I
instinctively obeyed him and perhaps told him more about me than I should
have.  Being whacked out on weed doesn't help either.

 I've been a tranny for a while now, and really that's the only way I have
sex anymore, as a woman with men.  The thing is, I live in Wisconsin, and
the men here are so damn polite I've actually had to beg men to spank me.
Can you imagine?

That it until I met Chad.  It turns out he lives not that far from me, a
few hours away.  As we chatted and shared pictures (mine being face shots,
poses of me in lingerie and fully dressed, some of me with my ass exposed
and just asking for cock...and the ones Chad sent were of his cock and that
was about it).  So anyway he got me hooked on the way he talked to me, the
way he could cut through all the bull shit and know what I needed to hear
as a submissive.  And I think I fell in love with those pics of his cock .
Let me share that with you...if you're a cocksucker like me then you know
what makes your mouth water, Chad's cock was big and thick and deliciously
uncut!  And how I love an uncut cock -- it takes me back to my youth and
the first cock I trained on.  They say you always remember your first!

A lot of times when you message back and forth with someone it fizzles out
before you get to the point where you actually meet, you know what I mean?
This didn't happen with Chad.

I remember the first time I drove out to meet Chad at his place.  He lives
in a woodsy area, with lots of privacy.  He told me how to dress --
something ladylike but sexy.  My lingerie was to be totally sex kitten!

I can do that!  I douched, bathed and shaved and got dressed in my
lingerie.  I have black of course, but I thought that was too aggressive so
I decided to wear a pink ensemble.  I'm a sub, and there's nothing that
makes a gurl like me feel more submissive and feminine than like pink
undies!  The bra I wore was soft pink silk and hugged my small but evident
breasts perfectly, and matched my panties.  I've always been hung
incredibly small, being only a few inches soft and less that four inches
hard.  I even shave down there, and the overall look is one of a young boy.
I find most of the guys I hook up with like that, and they tease me about
it for our mutual enjoyment!  I also wore a vintage 60s white garter belt
with sheer attached stockings.  They felt so nice over my smooth shapely
legs!

To complete my outfit I wore a lovely white silky blouse tucked into a
short camel colored skirt, with matching heels.  Gold jewelry, perfect
makeup and my shoulder length red haired wig completed ,my look.  I felt so
sexy and pretty as I drove to meet Chad!  Several guys tried to flirt with
me on the highway, I just gave them a sexy flip of my hair and sped away
from them, hoping they had hard-ons.

As I got closer to Chad's I started to worry a bit, trying to remember
everything I had confessed to him on our numerous online chats.  We even
had cybersex a few times and he was definitely the man in this
relationship!  If I hadn't been so close to his home I think I would have
chickened out and turned around, but something made me arrive at his place
at almost the exact time I had promised to be there, I was actually a few
minutes early.

Hmm. Not such a great place I thought...The house seemed to be a mid sized
ranch home with an attached garage and I could see there were a few
buildings out back.  The yard was a bit unkempt and I thought it really
lacked a woman's touch, you know -- flowers and a bit of grooming.  He
lived at the end of a country drive and it really was a remarkably private
property from what I could see.

I pulled into the driveway, parked and shut off the car.  I took a deep
breath and pulled the key from the ignition and put it into my brown purse
which contained my drivers license and things, I usually keep some lube and
fresh lipstick, a spare pair of stockings and kleenex in there, just like a
real woman I guess, though with more style that the average Wisconsin
housefrau would have GIGGLE!  Honestly, you should see how casually and
totally unsexy Midwestern women dress!

I got out of the car and walked up the walk to the front door, wondering if
he was watching me from a window, wanting to move and act as femininely as
possible.  I pressed the doorbell and I could hear it ring, then heard
someone inside milling ab out and coming to greet me at the door.

When the door finally opened I was pleasantly surprised!  Chad was a rugged
yet handsome man who looked to be in his late thirties or early forties I
guessed.  He was a but scruffy, with facial hair.  A really good looking
guy, a guy you would expect to be a hunter and outdoorsman.

I think Chad liked what he saw too because he smiled when he saw me and I
looked down to see his cock was hard and pressing against the thin fabric
of his washed out jeans.  His dick looked really big, and I wanted it.
Chad pulled me inside the door and gently but firmly pushed me by the
shoulders until I was down on my knees before him.  I looked up at him and
slowly unzipped him.  My hand was shaking, I wanted it so bad!

He was commando under the jeans and I soon saw a thick patch of brown hair
as the zipper slowly went down/ I leaned in and sniffed him, intoxicated by
his scent.  He smelled so sexy, a mix of sweat and piss and just plain
horniness.

With his pants zipped I could see the thick base of his cock and his cock
was straining against the left side of his inseam.  I took his jeans in
each of my hands and pulled them down quickly, causing his thick cock to
jump up at me and hit me in the face.  I moaned at it's caress, wanting to
pleasure it, to show Chad just what a good sissy slut I could be!

Chad just stood there over me, being superior, as I took the head of his
cock between my painted lips.  Mm mm it tasted SO good!  I knew it would!
I loved having a real man in my mouth, and I focused on the head of his
cock, licking his piss slit and encircling the head of his dick with my
mouth, not letting any more of that beautiful monster into my throat.  I
played with the foreskin, licking all around it and under it with my
tongue.

He dug it!  He tried to push it in deeper but I resisted, using incredible
suction to tease him, to toy with his desire to enter.  I felt his hand on
the back of my neck.

"All right chanel, you've told me what a great cocksucker you are, so prove
it to me...deep throat my meat, you sissy slave!"

"Yes Sir!"

I giggled, this was fun!  I opened up my throat and let it slide further
down, all the way til his pubes were poking me in the face.  He moaned and
with his hand still firmly on my head he began to slowly fuck my throat.
He began to tease me, driving me crazy...pulling it out completely, and
when I tried to take it back in my mouth he would pull away, laughing as I
lurched at it, wanting more!

"What a hot pussy you've got for a mouth, bitch!  You weren't kidding me
when you told me you were a real cock lover!  Damn, I could fuck your mouth
all day!"

I just moaned and tried to make him happy.  He was a guy with a big cock
and I was doing what I was put on this earth to do -- to bring pleasure!
His balls were big and hairy, and I loved the way they would slap against
my face when he bottomed out in my throat.  I gently stroked his big balls,
wondering how much hot cum was waiting for me inside!

As I sucked him I felt Chad turn his body a bit and reach over to a table
in his entryway.  The table, like the interior of the house was pretty
cluttered.  I couldn't see what he was grabbing for but I knew what it was
when I felt him buckle the black leather dog collar around my neck!  I was
shocked!

I've never had a man put me in a dog collar and it scared me!  It was
tight, what if he made it too tight?  I could choke!  I remembered
confessing this to him one night while I was high and we were chatting.  He
was making me confess to him all of my secret desires!  I could feel my
little sissyclit getting stiff in my pink satin panties, and I became a bit
weak, being collared and fed such a hot dick.  It was as if the pressure of
the collar on my neck was showing the entire world my shame, my need to be
dominated!

Chad leaned over again and grabbed a leather leash and clipped it onto my
collar.  He pulled on it tightly, letting me know he was in charge, and I
swallowed hard.  I was trying to do a good job on his cock, using all my
oral skills to get him to feed me and release me from the torment of the
collar and dog leash, but he had other ideas I guess.  He pulled out of my
mouth roughly, stepped out of his jeans and pulled me by the leash on all
fours into his living room.  I kept thinking how much his carpeting could
use a good vacuuming and wondered if my stocking clad knees would be dirty
from crawling around like that!

I scurried behind him, only to feel him drop the leash and sit down on his
couch, his legs spread.  It was quite a sight, the hunky Chad had a really
manly hairy chest, well defined, and his yummy uncut cock arched outward
and upward from between his legs, still wet from my mouth and wanting more!

"Get up and strip, slut!  Dance for me as you remove your clothes.  First,
the skirt...drop it!"

I tried to dance a little, feeling kind of weird doing this in the first
place, let alone collared as I was.  I undid the skirt and tried to
sensually drop it to the floor and stepped out of it.

"Now the blouse, baby!"

I undid the buttons on the blouse and tried to be sensual about it as I
removed it and threw it toward him.  He took my pretty blouse and rubbed it
all over his wet dick and threw it on the floor.  How rude!

"Now the bra, let me see your titties!"

I removed my pink bra and the silicone breast enhancers in the cups fell
out and he laughed at me.

"Not big enough!  I want you to grow a real set for me chanel.  Will you do
that for me, baby?"

"Mmm, sure Chad yes of course."

"Panties off, bitch!"

I sighed and slowly dropped my pink panties.  My little erection popped out
and I felt so embarrassed!  All my life I've had such a small cock, and
Chad knew that since he made me describe it for him online.  He told me
then that a gurl like me shouldn't have a man's cock and I should only
think of it as a clit.

So there I stood, now wearing only my garter belt and stockings, my heels,
and a black leather dog collar and a leash.  It was pretty embarrassing and
I started to shake a bit.  The thing is my little clit was hard, rock hard!

"Hey...what is that thing poking out between your legs?  Looks like a
prick, only smaller!"

Chad laughed at this and stroked his own manly cock, to remind me of the
difference between me and a real man like him, I guessed.  I lowered my
eyes submissively.

"Come over here, slut, and let me see your pussy.  That's it, turn around
for me, I don't want to see that annoying little thing of yours.  Don't
even think I'm gonna let you make that thing spurt around me!"

I felt Chad rub my cheeks and poke around a bit.  Suddenly I was aware of
his finger applying some kind of oil or ointment to my bottom.  It smelled
a little, a weird smell, kind of musky, and I thought it was some weird
kind of lube or something.  Chad was going to fuck me, and that made me
very happy!

"Now get back down on all fours, bitch and face the couch.  Lower your face
a bit, and lift up your ass.  No, not that much, there -- that's
better...now don't move!"

I could sense Chad was moving around the room behind me and he put some
kind of headphones on me.  They were pretty thick and I thought it was
really weird.  Why would he do that?  Maybe he wanted me to listen to some
music while he fucked me from behind.  Wow, this fuck would be memorable, I
thought!  I tried to open up my ass, knowing how big his dick was, and
wanting him to be satisfied with my asspussy.

As I was flexing my hole open and close and preparing for him, I began to
wonder where he had gone.  I couldn't hear anything with those headphones
on and I just mentally prepared myself for a good fucking.  Chad knew from
our conversations that I loved being fucked but found most men to be
disappointing in that regard- when they got inside me it was so damn hot
guys came quickly, before I could really get much out of it myself.  I had
told him I wanted to be fucked hard, long and deep.

Suddenly I felt him bump me in back, felt his tongue licking me.
Mmmm. That felt nice and I wanted more!  I then felt his hot cock head
trying to find my hole.  Then I felt him on top of me and he pushed it
inside me!  It was not gentle, it was rough, and really hard, and frantic.
I marveled at the power he had!  His cock hurt me, this wasn't going to be
a gentle fuck!

As I moaned and pushed back on his cock imagine my surprise to see Chad
walk around in front of me, and I looked up at him in disbelief!  How could
he be up here, yet still be fucking my ass?

Chad looked in my eyes and he looked wild!  He sat down quickly in front of
me, grabbed the leash and pulled my mouth down on his cock.  As his cock
pushed past my lips he yanked the headphones from my head and I could hear
the urgent panting of the large dog who was fucking me, and I freaked out!

I tried to buck and get away, but Chad had the leash tight and I couldn't
escape from his big dick in my mouth!  I felt that the dog had wrapped his
legs around my waist and he was trying to crawl as far up my ass as he
could!

The panic set in and I felt trapped and violated!  Yes, I had mentioned
curiosity about beast, but that didn't mean I would ever act on those
fantasies!  Chad had taking that decision away from me!

"You like that, slut?  Like having my dog fucking your ass?  He likes that
hole, you see I put some bitch scent in there...that's what you are to him
now, you're my dog's bitch!"

I shook my head and started to cry, this was just too much!

"Now now, don't cry, you wanted this...you said so...remember?"

His dog was fucking me really hard, trying to get his know in me I guessed!
It hurt like hell!  I'm sure the head I was giving Chad was not my best,
considering the circumstances.  Chad grabbed a small camera from the table
behind the couch, not letting his cock slip from my mouth.  He began to
film my degradation and I began to cry.  Chad addressed his dog.

"You like that Spike?  Like your new bitch, boy?  Are you getting your knot
in her yet boy?  Just push harder, she'll take it for you!  Good boy, such
a good fucker!"

I felt the knot pushing against me.  I would resist it and not allow this
to happen!

Chad had other ideas.

Sensing I was clenching my ass he slapped my face hard.  It shocked me and
hurt like hell, and it took my attention off the knot.  My hole surrendered
and the knot pushed in!  God it hurt!

I screamed at the pain and the humiliation of it all!  Chad just laughed
and the dog drooled on my upper back tightening his grip upon me.  With the
entire shaft and knot up my hole I felt his cock expand even further, and
the flow from it increased like crazy!  He sure was big!

He was filling me up with his cum, impregnating me!  Chad just laughed and
he filmed with one hand and pulled me back on his cock.  I sucked him like
mad, wanting his cock, wanting to concentrate on something other than that
disgusting animal cock filling me with his sperm!

"Damn that's hot, slut!  Seeing my dog impregnate you is gonna make me
shoot!  Get ready to be spermed from both ends, baby!  Yeah, you're a great
slut, you've made me a and my best buddy Spike feel real
good... Here...I...CUM!"

Chad shot five incredible volleys of cum down my throat and I swallowed it
all!  The dog had turned in my ass and we were butt to butt.  Chad laughed
at my predicament and pulled out and walked away, dropping the leash.  I
don't know where he went but as soon as that dog's dick pulled out of me
(that hurt a lot by the way!) I sensed I could get away and grabbed my
clothes and purse.  I could see that his dog Spike was a German Shepherd, a
powerful dog!  I shuddered!  I've always been afraid of that breed since I
was bitten by a German Shepard in my teens.  The dog went over to the
corner of the room and laid down and was licking his softening tool.  I
shuddered at the sight of it, it was really red, with a flared head and it
was really big, bigger than Chad's sock!

I grabbed my clothes and ran, out to my car and I sped out of there as
quick as I could!  I could feel dog sperm seeping openly out of my ass and
staining the seat of my car, but I didn't care!

A few minutes later I felt safe enough to pull over and put my clothes back
on.  I was shaking from the experience and felt so incredibly low at having
been used like this!  I went home took a long shower and went to bed.  I
couldn't sleep though, my ass was so sore!  No man had ever fucked me so
thoroughly!  I felt ashamed, but bored I went online for a bit.

There was an e mail message waiting for me from Chad.  I almost deleted it
without opening it, but being a submissive of course I had to open it.  I
took a deep breath and read it.