Date: Fri, 22 Apr 2016 13:03:34 -0500
From: Charles Smythe <jasonsmythe7@gmail.com>
Subject: Sucking Shawn?s Cock-[CS-55]-part-1-of-1

Sucking Shawn's Cock
Part-1-of-1

What's wrong with me? I'm str8 guy but can't I stop sucking my friends
cock. It all started with me having a huge thing for my best friend Shawn's
girlfriend. Linda was 5-foot 5, 120 lbs. and very sexual. And best of all
she loved to suck cock more than anything.

Shawn dated her for 2 yrs. A year after I got to spend 2 weeks fucking her.
She took my virginity and gave me hour long blowjobs. About everyone would
agree I'm more attractive than my friend Shawn by a lot but she ditched me
after 2 weeks.

I got an inferiority complex about it and eventually started fantasizing
about Shawn fucking her, not me. I couldn't explain it, but I envied him
for a while.

Eventually Shawn got a new girlfriend and after a year we all got drunk
together and he wanted a 3-some. It turned out to be me watching him fuck
Paige's brains out for 2 hours. Not exactly a fun way to spend the most fun
way to spend an evening.

A few weeks later Shawn caught me and Paige making out. This ended our
friendship and I started dating her for 2 months. Then she cheated on me
and fucked him a few times behind my back. He rubbed it in telling me how
he nailed her from behind bent over the back of my couch. I got so turned
on thinking about it and pretended to be mad. I literally jerked off
afterwards.

A month passed and i miss my best friend Shawn. He agreed to let me come
over to talk. I brought Budweiser.  We sat at a card table and got drunk.
We talk about girls and sex and how he was pissed at me.

Eventually I asked, "Would you ever let a guy give you head?"

Shawn said, "Yes."

So i said, "Let's go in the other room."

When we go in living room and I told him, "Have a seat."

He said, "Dude I thought you were just kidding."

I said, "No i want to suck your cock so bad."

He quickly sat down on the sofa.

Then I got down on my knees and started to rub my hands and face all over
his dick through his jeans. I felt how big and hard it was and became a bit
intimidated because he was obviously bigger than me.

I unbuckled his belt and unzipped and opened his fly and then struggled to
pull his cock out of his silk boxers.

Once I got it out I started stroking him for about a minute until something
took over me and I indulged myself literally, jamming his big cock into my
mouth. I sucked, bobbing my mouth up and down, licked his shaft and even
swirled my tongue around it like a lollipop.

To my surprise I was fully hard and pre-cumming like crazy without him even
touching me. This never happened before.

I kept sucking and experimenting with techniques until I felt his hands on
my head. Shawn pushed me down forcing me to deep throat his nice, hard
cock.

Then suddenly i felt a way i never felt before. I felt completely
submissive and under his control. Normally I'm very cocky and competitive
with him and now here I was on my knees with another man's cock in my
mouth. I felt very dirty but yet i was more turned on than I'd ever been.

Then I opened my eyes and looked up at him, as he watched me with his cock
in my mouth. It was a look of complete, utter satisfaction. His girlfriend
cheating on him no longer was a problem anymore. After all, I was the one
bent over on my knees sucking his cock. I could tell he liked it and it was
obvious, I was pretty much willing to do anything for him.

After about 30-minutes, I realized he was purposely not cumming. I think he
wasn't sure enough to cum in my mouth. I told him, "I want to see you cum."

He started jacking off for me until a huge fucking load of cum blasted up
and all over the place. I closed my eyes and let him cum all over my face.
He gave me a very messy facial. I loved it.

It must not have been enough for him because after a 5-minute break Shawn
started touching and rubbing me. He started to undress me and pulled my
pants down. He was sitting on the sofa still so I got up there with my
pants at my ankles and started sucking him off again.

I was on my knees blowing him in the same position of a chick would be in
when you fuck her from behind. He jerked my off while i gave head.

I blew my load after about 90 seconds i was so turned on.

I kept sucking his cock anyway. With a girl, I would have been done for an
hour at least. But i was so into him I stayed hard. I suck his dick for a
while until he told, "Get on the floor.

As I laid down on my back on the floor, Shawn took his pants off and
started to fuck my mouth in the 69 position. We blew each other for about
5-minutes. My 6.5-inch cock and his 8 to 9-inch cock.

I got scared and told him I had to go.

Eventually i saw Shawn again and all I could think about was blowing him
again. I wasn't sure how to approach it while being sober, so i just asked,
"Can I suck your cock?"

We were in his car with me in the passenger seat. I had to kneel on the
seat and leaning over the center console to suck his cock. After a while,
Shawn started rubbing me through my jeans. Then he did something that made
me feel like a complete little bitch. He pulled my pants down just far
enough so my bare ass was hanging out. I felt very vulnerable, but enjoyed
it at the same time. Shawn jerked me off while I sucked his cock, again I
only lasted like 30 seconds.

I probably gave him oral about 5 times and he always cummed in his boxers.

I told him on the phone before we met that night that I was gonna treat him
tonight. But I didn't end up being in the mood later so I wasn't making any
moves. After it was quiet and he and I were the only ones awake, he put
some porno on.

I wasn't going to do anything, but he said something like, "Get on your
knees."

 My pride dissolved and the idea of him telling me this time turned me on
at a scary rate.

I noticed Shawn being more aggressive and more to the point or maybe I was
getting better because after about 3-minutes he pulled my hair and tensed
up. Then pushed my head very hard down onto his cock as his big dick
literally pumped a huge load of cum into my mouth.

This was unexpected but there was so much of it i had to swallow it. After
he was done unloading down my throat, Shawn said, "Damn, that was the best
head i ever had" and rubbed his fingers on my wet lips and instinctively, I
licked them.

Every time we hangout now, I sucked Shawn's cock. After that first time we
did it, he's never gave me head again.

It was always me on my knees but mostly because I liked it so much and that
I'm always making moves to give him head. I've gotten so good at it I can
get him off in about 90-seconds, depending on his mood.

I still get jacked off every now and then while I suck him.

I love sucking Shawn's dick so much and he loves the idea of me doing it
more than anything. Sometimes we both sneak away from our girlfriends just
to do oral for 20 minutes or so.

I've fucked a lot of girls and so has Shawn.  I'm not attracted to guys and
I've never have been into anal or anything. I've never done anything with
any guy but Shawn and it's always cocksucking. I love it more than pussy.
I'd rather suck his cock then fuck my dream girl.

Shawn turns me on so much and I love it when he uses me for a quick
blowjob. What sucks is I don't get to see him but once or maybe twice a
month.  I'm always thinking about it and wanting more.

So what's wrong with me? Why do I only desire to suck Shawn's cock? Am I
straight, bi, gay? Or maybe I just love being submissive.

I can't tell, but would like to know if anyone else has had a similar
experience?

"I don't get to give as much head as I liked, since I've started sucking 4
years ago, I'm toying with the idea of finding someone just to suck their
dick. It's like an addiction. I can't help it. "I'm getting where I'm open
to sucking someone else cock if I thought they were attractive, like the
Lyle, the black guy who lives next door."

the end...