Date: Fri, 3 Mar 2017 21:40:58 -0700
From: Jim J <aadirtyoldmaninphx1@gmail.com>
Subject: A Tainted Man - Part 1

A Tainted Man – Part 1 (A "Cum Diaries" Story)


The "Cum Diaries" are fictionalized accounts of stories told to me by my
readers, in this case, of my long format story, "Jill". That began an
ongoing conversation with David, a twenty four year old Israeli soldier.



David choked back the sperm swelling up through his throbbing cock even as
a drop or two of precum oozed out on to his fingers. He was so close...so
very close...but he wanted to hold off a little longer.

The bed springs of the bunk above him creaked again and he could hear
Itay's labored breathing become more ragged as his fellow soldier tried to
quietly jerk off. David bit his lip to keep from mimicking Itay's low
moans. He could tell his roommate's cum was beginning to shoot into his
hand and across his belly. David so wanted to see that sperm as it poured
out of Itay's cock...to feel it...to taste it.....


.....He grew up in a strict home. His father was deeply religious, his
mother just...just very...old fashioned. He was fascinated with genitals,
his own and others. For as long as he could remember, he fingered and
pulled his cock and balls. Even as a very young boy, he enjoyed the
tingling feeling that washed through his thighs when he touched himself.

As an only adopted child, he really had nothing to compare. There had been
the occasional childish displays when he was six or seven with a boy and
girl at the synagogue play room, the typical
"you-show-me-yours-and-I'll-show-you-mine" exchange engaged in by curious
children of that age everywhere. But those two didn't come back after a
couple of times and he was always shy, finding it hard to meet new people.

His father took gravely ill when David was around eight and he was sent to
stay with his cousins for a few months while his father recovered. The
three boys and two girls aged six to thirteen were not the least inhibited,
walking in and out on one another in their bedrooms and bathroom without a
thought and often little, if any, clothing.

He was particularly struck by the six year old girl, Sapir, who always
seemed to step from the shower then walk around the house naked, at least
for a few times until her mother put an end to that. As hard as he tried,
he was never able to see her twelve year old sister nude.

Other than that, he didn't have much in the way of contact with girls being
in an all boy religious school until he was eighteen.  But he indeed did
have contact with other boys.

It started with his cousin Aviel.

David by accident walked in on Aviel as the older boy was jerking off on
his bed. He just stood watching until Aviel shot a small dollop of watery
cum on to his belly before noticing David standing there. He didn't appear
particularity upset about being caught.

"I...I'm sorry... didn't..., David stuttered when Aviel looked directly at
him with his deflating cock still in his hand.

"What you looking at? Never saw a real cock before?" Aviel demanded, wiping
the cum from his belly with a tissue.

David didn't know what to say so he stayed silent, even though his still
thumb sized cock throbbed a little in his shorts. Aviel sat up and dangled
his feet over the edge of the bed. He motioned David to him, putting his
arm around the younger boy's shoulders and drawing him close.

"It feels good when you touch yourself, doesn't it?" Aviel murmured. "And
it will feel even better when you get older and can shoot your sperm."

As he spoke, Aviel edged his hand down David's chest and belly. With a
grin, he slipped his hand under the waistband to David's shorts and gently
fondled his smooth hairless balls and cock. David's back tensed but he
didn't pull away, his cousin's warm hand sent a pleasant tingle through his
groin and legs.

"Hmm...I like the feel of your smooth little cock," Aviel cooed, beginning
to twirl the very tip in two fingers. "Would you like to touch mine too?"

David could see his cousin's cock was stiffening again as he reached
forward, the circumcised head still a little sticky with Aviel's cum. The
tingling in David's groin increased as Aviel stroked his undeveloped cock.

"That feels...good," he moaned his growing pleasure lowly.

Aviel grinned and caressed him more firmly, his own cock again rigid. He
placed his free hand over David's and began stroking his cock up and down
faster.

"Yeah, just like that," Aviel moaned as his thighs began to quiver. "Don't
stop now, just like that...more....faster...MORE!"

His cousin's cum spurted from his cock and covered both their
hands. David's cock throbbed even more feeling the warm gooey jism drip
over his fingers. After his orgasm subsided, Aviel removed his hand from
David's shorts and cleaned himself up.

"That was very nice," he said to his younger cousin, "and I like the feel
of your smooth cock and balls." Sixteen years later, Aviel still preferred,
and indulged in, fondling little boys whenever he could.

After that experience, David tried everything he could to make himself
shoot sperm, but he just wasn't developed enough. He occasionally had the
chance to jerk Aviel off and his older cousin was the first guy to take
David's cock in his mouth.

Then one night when he was almost twelve, he was idly caressing his growing
cock in his bedroom while thumbing through a well worn and cum stained
issue of a nudist magazine that a friend from school shared when the
tingling in his groin intensified beyond anything he felt before. He found
it hard to keep his eye focused on the women with big tits and hairy
pussies, the little girls with smooth bare slits disappearing between their
legs and boys with small hairless cocks sticking straight out from their
groins.

For the first time, a small amount of watery cum gushed out of his
cock. His entire body quivered as his first real orgasm flooded his entire
body. When he finally stopped trembling, he scooped up some of the jism
pooled on his belly, lifting his fingers to his mouth and tentatively
tasting his own sperm with the tip of his tongue.

His cum was nearly clear and salty. After the initial taste, he eagerly
sucked his fingers clean and scooped up as much of the remainder that he
could manage. As the last of his cum dissolved in his mouth, David wondered
if other boys tasted the same. It would be almost another year before he
found out for sure.

Like all boys his age in Israel, he took religious classes at the synagogue
in preparation for his bar-mitzvah, the religious ceremony that symbolized
his becoming an adult at age thirteen.

Like practically every boy his age around the world, he reveled in his
newly discovered orgasmic pleasure, jerking off enthusiastically at ever
opportunity. At a minimum he would cum in his bed in the morning before
getting up, again in the afternoon after classes and finally again in his
bed before going to sleep.

There were seven other twelve year old boys in his after school religion
class. Even at that age he wasn't much of a believer, but went through the
required steps because his father expected it. Mostly he day dreamed.

As he was nodding off one day, a fellow classmate nudged his arm and
whispered so low he could barely hear.

"Psst...you might like this part," the other boy said.

David's cock stiffened as he turned his attention back to the rabbi who was
talking about the Torah's teaching on sex and marriage. He giggled right
along with the others but one thing in particular stuck in his mind.

"There is something you should always avoid," the rabbi intoned intently,
"when a man spills his seed while not trying to impregnate his wife, he
becomes ...tame`...tainted... and deserves a smite from God."

All the boys tittered and David looked around. He hadn't thought about it
before, but every one of them was probably jerking off daily as much as he
was. That thought alone gave him a boner that ached against his jeans for
the rest of the class and led to cumming very quickly when he jerked off as
soon as he got home.

The day of the ritual, David managed to stumble through the ceremony well
enough he didn't embarrass himself or his family. Afterwards, as the guests
assembled in the downstairs meeting hall for food and drink, his cousin
Uriel pulled him aside.

"Come on, I want to show you something," his cousin whispered in his
ear. "When I did this last year, Aviel took me aside for an hour and no one
missed me at all."

The mention of his older cousin, the one who jerked off as David watched
then sucked him a few years before, caused his cock to stiffen a
little. Uriel led him upstairs and into a unisex bathroom that was not much
bigger than a closet with a toilet and sink. He locked the door behind
them.

"What is there to see in here? David asked, turning around to face his
cousin.

"This!" Uriel exclaimed, unzipping his slacks and letting them fall to the
floor around his ankles.

Uriel's fifteen centimeter cock flopped out into his hand as his cousin
grinned at him. It was definitely longer and thicker than David's. Uriel
stroked it slowly as it stiffened.

"Now that your officially an adult, I wanted to be the first to show you
what a grown up cock looks...and feels...like," he smiled devilish, taking
David's hand in his free one and placing it over his now rigid rod. David's
own cock ached as his fingers wrapped around his cousin hard warm shaft.

"Jerk me off, just like I know you do yourself every day," Uriel commanded
and leaned back against the door. David started to caress his cousin's cock
slowly and moved faster and faster as Uriel moaned his growing pleasure.

"Your mouth," Uriel gasped, "put my cock in your mouth!"

He pushed David's head down and David fell to his knees in front of his
cousin. Uriel's cock seemed huge dangling right in front of David's face
with a drop of precum leaking out to stretch in a string to the
floor. Uriel pressed his hips forward and David opened his lips, feeling
the warm head of his cousin's cock swell even more in his mouth.

He didn't really know what to do but he liked it...a lot...the hard warm
cock throbbing in his mouth...the low moans of his cousin's growing
pleasure...and after only a moment, the hot rush of Uriel's sticky sperm
gushing into his mouth. Like his own, Uriel's jism was salty but much
thicker.

Uriel pulled the back of David's head as he flailed his hips, his cock head
ramming again and again against the back of David's throat. After a few
moments, with a final shudder that shook his whole body, Uriel crumpled
back against the wall, his cum totally spent.

David looked up at his cousin with a few droplets of sticky cum dribbling
down his chin, His mouth was still filled with Uriel's jism, since he
really had no idea what he was supposed to do next.

"Swallow it!" Uriel instructed him authoritatively.

David gulped down the cum filling his mouth and licked his lips savoring
the last taste of his cousin's jism. Uriel sat on the toilet lid and looked
at him.

"Jerk off for me. I want to see how big your cock can get."

David's twelve centimeter cock was throbbing so he happily pulled it out of
his own pants and stroked it hard and fast, his cum quickly shooting into a
small puddle on the floor of the bathroom at Uriel's feet. They cleaned up
the puddle and themselves before heading back to the reception. Uriel was
right, they had not been missed the thirty or so minutes they were gone.

As he walked, David pictured that pool of cum on the floor and recalled the
words of the rabbi.  He had spilled his seed on the floor and committed
incest by sucking the cock of a family member. He grinned to himself.  He
had every intention of further defiling himself sexually and getting as
perverted as he could possibly manage.

There was no doubt now and he reveled in the realization...he was a tainted
man!



(I do welcome any comments and will try to respond to all I get at
aadirtyoldmaninphx1@gmail.com. Please remember that NIFTY needs your
support.  If you want the stories to continue, it's up to you to donate at
http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html)

©2017 by aadirtyoldmaninphx1@gmail.com