Date: Sun, 1 Mar 2009 22:31:16 -0500
From: gerald lemos <lemos334@comcast.net>
Subject: Hungry cocksucker

     Throughout my life I experimented with guys. Loved girls too. But as I
got older just after High School I had a girlfriend and planned to be
married the next year.  But I meant a Married Man, by the way I was 19 yrs.
at the time.  We spoke and were friends. Didn't expect anything like that.
I was in a rock band and he told us he was always looking for new talent.
Little did I know the talent he was looking for was a cocksucker to service
him whenever he wanted it.  I was skeptical and told him that I didn't know
him very well and that I hadn't done that in a while. He was at my house
and my father, brother, and sister were gone for the weekend. He was big
and strong in his 40's and I was thin and about 115 lbs. He over powered me
and force me to suck his cock. I was scarred but had no choice.  He face
fucked me and I gagged but he didn't stop. He undid my belt and yanked my
pants and underwear down to my ankles. Then he turned me over and held my
head down into the carpet and told me to be still and he wouldn't hurt me.
I couldn't move anyway. He put saliva on my butt hole and fingered some
into my hole. It hurt too and that was just his finger. I forgot to mention
his cock was at least 6 or 7 inches long and he was thick.  He put the tip
of his cock against my butt hole and pushed a little and I screamed and he
just kept pushing slowly but never stopped. My God it hurt so bad.  He
finally got his dick in and layed right on top of me and started pumping
slowly an then he started groaning and moaning. He was talking to me
telling me I had a gorgeous soft tight ass. He said when he was about to
cum I was to turn over and open my mouth wide.  After he fucked me, it
seemed forever. He pulled out and turned me over. He crouched over my face
putting both of my arms down by my side.

     He started jerking his dick off then he shot his load and it didn't
seem to stop. So much cum he was drowning me, it went in my mouth and just
overflowed and went down my face then he shot all over my face. He was
still cumming and yelling at me to swallow then he jammed his big hard cock
into my mouth. I tried not to let him because it was in my ass.  He didn't
care.

     When he was done he said I was a natural and raping me was his fantasy
and he planned to do it again but I wouldn't no when. It was going to be a
surprise and he was going to bring his brother in law with him and I am
going willing do what they wanted me to from now on I was his bitch. I was
scarred but couldn't tell my father cause I knew he would hate me or be
angry me. So, I never told anyong.  He and his brother in law and another
big black man saw me one friday night on a June warm night.  He told me to
get into the car in the back seat with his black friend cause this guy
wanted a piece of young ass and a good blow job. He said he told them both
how good I was. He said if you don't get into the car that they would force
me into the car and the sex wouldn't be easy. I got in. He started driving
and he told his black friend to try me out and told me to just let him do
whatever he wants and be very good to him. So this guy stripped me
himself. He couldn't wait for me to undress. As soon as he got me naked he
bent me over where my face was against the side back window.

     He began to put some gooey stuff on my butt hole then stuffed it into
my ass with his finger, even his finger was big.

When I ever saw his cock I almost passed out with fear. He was fat as a
good sized banana.  He then told me to lick his big black cock like an ice
cream cone. He told me he would let me drink his cum if I were good. That
he didn't just let anyone suck his cock and especially drink his cream.  He
took me and layed me down on my side with my head in his lap and stuck his
big cock into my mouth and held the back of my head and pumped his huge
piece of meat into my mouth.

     I didn't know why at the time but I started getting hard and
excited. I then started sucking his cock willingly. He realized I was
sucking is member passionately and he let go of my head and I just got
hungry for it. I was playing with his balls, licking them, sucking on
them. Oh my God I was enjoying myself and the turn on I realized was the
submissiveness that I enjoyed. I became willing to service them anyway they
wanted me too. That big black cock was the first black man I blew.but it
wouldn't be the last. These were all straight married men.

     Well when he got close to cumming he told me to lie down on my stomach
with my butt in the air, so I did. I was still very nervous with the size
of his dick. But, when he pressed his cock to my hole he gently pushed
little by little and took a really long time eventually getting the head of
his cock into my ass. It hurt as he stretched my hole wide.  But a funny
thing is it hurt so much but I enjoyed it. Only way I can explain it is it
hurt but hurt good. I was erect through the whole thing. Then I could feel
a flood of hot sticky cum hit my inside hard and seemed to never stop. He
moaned loudly and said he really enjoy me and that I was a better fuck than
his wife. It felt good that he appreciated. They drove me to a secluded
beach and the other two fucked me in the mouth then my butt. By that time
The Big black guy I will use John as his name stuck his cock back in my
mouth and told me to suck him off and he actually cummed another large load
into my mouth. Then something I never imagine they took a plastic spoon
they had and spooned all the cum that was on my face an chest and told me
to eat every drop not to waste it. I found my sexual desire which was being
submissive and taking care of these men without anything in return and I
started to love it.  So from then on I have dabbled in sex with men. I know
them well. They are my friends fathers and news soon got to them through
those 3 guys that on a weekly basis was doing me.Anyway they passed me on
to others.


One friday night my friend John the huge black man said he was having a
party at a hotel a really nice one that there would be plenty of booze and
that he invited 10 or 12 friends of his and that I would be the party. So I
felt so honored that they liked me for how good a cocksucker I was and how
they loved my little soft tight ass. It really turned me on too like you
wouldn't believe. I showed up to the party the original guy that raped me
actually trained me to be submissive. When I walked into the room there
were more than 10 or 12 guys there were at least 20 to 25 guys drinking and
smoking pot and feeling pretty good by the time I arrived. They said it was
going to be a gangbang an that I would enjoy all the attention. I sucked
and got fucked all night long infact, When I woke up the next morning still
buzzed out from the night before, This guy still had his dick in my ass and
one guy was sleeping with his wet cum soaked dick in my face. So I did what
I did naturally I started cleaning his cock off with my mouth and he came
too moaning and smiling at me. He said while I was serving him that that
was the best waking up to a blowjob. He quickly cummed and I didn't miss a
drop of his delcious creamy sticky warm juice. The guy with his dick in my
ass woke up watching what was going on started pumping my ass and he
came. Breakfast was a shor water glass fille with cum that all the other
guy donated all morning. They gave it to me and John said this is for
you. You were awesome so good we all feel that this is a token of our
affection. So I said thankyou so much and I hope I was good to all of you
last night and they watched me slowly empty that glass of cum into my mouth
and down my through wit a gulping and slurping sound which gave them all a
hard on again. They were all naked and still ready to go again. So they
said one more for the rode, and I said it would be my pleasure guys I
really loved it. So they bent me over the kitchen table spread my legs and
each one of them took turns fucking my sore ass. They quickly deposited
there cum into my willing ass. Then they told me to get on my knees and
each of them told me to clean there dicks off with my mouth. I did it
willingly. They were mmmmm good. I came to love being used for others
pleasure, a real turn on for me till today.  Married men that their wives
won't suck their cocks or at least won't let them cum in there mouth or let
them fuck them in their ass. So it doesn't happen everyday or every week
but, when they need it they call my cell and I meet them where ever they
want. I do it because I get pleasure from giving pleasure. Not one of these
guys have any interest in doing anything to me except get a good blowjob
and fuck whenever they need or want them. They are all to the best of my
knowledge still married and very happy. I've been married a long time and
have been bi all my life since the rape. I have a great sex life with my
wife till today but every so often I will meet up with one of my
appreciated friends and take care of their needs. We all stay in touch amd
thats fine with me. I am 58 yrs old today and I don't look my age and I am
told I still have a nice ass even at the gym by older men of course.  I
like older men because they know what they want and don't ask me but just
take what they want and that is fine with me cause it makes my sex life
with my wife even better. Of course she doesn't know anything about
throughout the years and she doesn't need to. By the way for all your
information I never had unsafe sex in my life not even when I originally
raped. Condoms always no stress no wondering and no takin chances.

Thats my story you can believe it or not but I live it and love it. J.L.