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From S-Tek in Montreal: (514)597-2409

My Sexual Biography
A Story Of Firsts

By Jon Van

     My name is John Louis.  I am a 47 year old bisexual male.  The following
stories are the highlights of my sexual self-discovery.  I hope that you enjoy
reading about my sexual self-exploration as much as I did living and writing
about it.
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     It was one of those hot, lazy, golden summers that seem to last forever. 
George and I did everything together that summer (we had been best buddies
since 1st grade).  We were 16 and the whole world was there for the taking.  We
spent most of our days at the state lake park beach, as George and I were life
guards there.

     We gotten to work about 8:00AM that morning and it was already beginning
to get hot.  The air still had a bit of morning freshness but it was already
hazy.  It was going to be a great day.  We stripped off our shirts as we got
the equipment out of the old wooden building that served as a storage building
and changing area.  The storage area was in the middle and the rooms on the end
were the male and female changing rooms. After we had gotten the row boat, life
guard stand and rescue equipment out, we stopped for a break.  The sweat was
pouring off our bodies.  We talked about the hole we had bored in the wall of
the storage area so we could see into the female changing area.  We had
finished it last night and worked hard to disguise the hole in the changing
area.

     "I wonder if we will get look at any good looking chicks today?", I
wondered.

     "With our luck, they'll all have their suits on already", George replied.

     "Hey, you want to sleep out tonight?", I asked.

     "Okay, but I'm getting tired of the same old skin books", he said.

     A couple of years before this experience, we had started to get what we
called "skin mags and screw books" at a cigar store/newsstand in a city close
by.  Our practice was to "sleep out" and read the magazines and books.

     We both agreed that it was time for another trip to the city to get some
fresh stuff.

     Our break over, we flipped a coin.  I won, I got to mow the beach area's
grass, and George got to clean the latrines.  I got the tractor out of the shed
and began mowing the grass around the beach.  George, grumbling, gathered up
the cleaning items and headed off to the latrines.

     By the time we had finished our morning chores, it was 11:00AM and the
first arrivals of the day were walking from the parking area.
     We were putting the equipment away in the storage area, when two women
walked into the female changing area.  We were in luck!  They hadn't worn their
suits.  They seemed to be about 30 and with our luck, they picked the part of
the changing room where we got a great view.  George and I watched as they
chatted about their husbands and slowly disrobed. The blond had kind of an
average body but the red head was stacked.  Then as they pulled off their
panties, George and I got our first view of live pubic hair.  I knew that this
would provide great material for future beat off sessions.  All too soon, they
had their suits on and left the changing area.

     "Wow!"  I remarked.

     George grinned at me, and nodded.  "Yeah, Wow!", he echoed.

     It was my day to take the life guard stand first, so I went outside and
climbed up to my perch.  Watching the women spread their blanket on the grass,
I began dream my first shift away, the women taking staring roles in my
day-dream.

     The remainder of the day followed in much the same pattern. Sneaking into
the storage area to peek at any beautiful women/girls that we saw heading to
the changing area.  By the end of the day we were super horny.

     Finally, about 5:00PM our relief came and we were done for the day.

     "Well, do you still want to sleep out tonight", I asked.

     "Sure", George replied.  "Maybe I can sneak a couple of beers from the
fridge".

     "Great, let's get going".

     We went home to assemble our camping gear (and beer) and told our parents
that we were going to spend the night at the state park.  We loaded up our
motor bikes and returned to the park.  We picked a primitive camp site well
away from other campers and set up camp. After we had dinner, we drank the
beers George had brought.  Later on, we lit the gas lantern and pulled out the
"skin books".

     After reading explicit stories and gazing at the pictures of bare breasts
and pussies, we started talking about how horny we were.  As teenagers will, we
started talking about "I'm so horny I'd screw .... (fill in the name of an
unattractive girl we both knew)."  What was different that night was that my
friend said he was so horny from seeing the naked women that he could "beat his
meat in public".

     I said, "Aw, get outta here, you wouldn't."

     He replied, "Wanna bet?"  He then proceeded to bring his cock out of his
shorts.  His cock was as hard as a rock.  He started moving his hand slowly up
and down his cock.  He was staring at me as if to say "you're chicken".

     I was mesmerized by the slow motion of his hand and the obvious pleasure
that he was getting.  Feeling my face burning red and very confused, I slowly
unzipped my shorts and pulled out my cock.  It, too, was hard and wet on the
end.  I started to pull and massage my cock.  I looked up and saw my friend
staring at my cock, my eyes returned to his cock.  I began to feel an urge to
touch his cock.  I wanted to put my arms around him and feel his body against
mine.

     Whether George was reading my mind or was just feeling similar things, he
moved first.  With his free hand, he reached over and put his hand over my hand
and started pumping along with my hand.  I let go of my cock and reached over
to grip his cock.  He let go of his cock and let me stroke it.  I was almost
gasping for breath with tension and arousal.  His hand felt so good.  George
picked up the pace and closed his eyes, a look of pure bliss on his face.  It
wasn't very long until I could feel the pressure building in my balls, I looked
into my friend's eyes.  The tingling sensation in my balls suddenly traveled
all the way up my back. I felt hot and cold all over.  I felt the cum spurting
out of my cock. Then, I felt George's cock start to pulse and I felt his hot
cum flowing down over my hand.

     I slowly withdrew my hand as George did the same.  We quickly wiped
ourselves off and stuffed our cocks back into our shorts, avoiding each others
eyes.  We quickly got ready for bed and turned off the gas lantern.

     I laid awake for a long time that night, and I think George did too. The
sensations and the feelings that this evening aroused in me, kept me wake for
hours.  The next morning, we packed up and headed home.  Neither of us ever
mentioned the incident again.  After college, we sort of drifted apart, but
I've always wondered about George.  I understand he never married, but has had
several steady girls.  I will, however, always treasure the memory of our
sexual adventure and I hope George does too.

                               Part 2 of 5.

     My second sexual experience was much more conventional.  I had met a girl
by the name of Carol in high school chorus.  We started out joking around a lot
and moved to flirting.

     One afternoon in chorus, as we were sitting around discussing an up coming
concert, Carol and I were flirting.  I moved up behind her and starting to
massage her neck.

     "You can massage my back anytime you want to", she cooed.

     I winked at her and said, "John's Massage Service, at your service".

     Several of the others hooted and made suggestive comments and Carol
blushed a deep red.

     Later that day as we were walking to the bus, I finally worked up the
nerve to ask her to the Homecoming Dance.

     "Carol, um  ah, would like to go to the homecoming dance", I asked
nervously.

     She looked over at me and with a sweet smile said, "John, I would love to
go to the homecoming dance.  Thank you for asking".

     She accepted.  I was in seventh heaven.  I felt liking shouting.

     On the night of the homecoming dance, it was a cold clear night in fall. 
The dry leaves rustled as I walked up to Carol's front door. I had known
Carol's parents for a long time but I was very nervous. Carol's mother opened
the door before I had the chance to knock.

     "Come in, John.  Carol is almost ready".

     I nervously went into the living room and sat down.  Of course there was
Carol's younger sister, giggling and just generally making a fuss. Carol's
father came in and we started talking about the possibility of a strike at the
local mill.

     Then all of a sudden, there she was.  She was beautiful.  I was suddenly
tongue-tied.

     She smiled and said, "Come on, we'll be late for the football game".

     I mumbled my good-byes to her parents and sister.

     That night was wonderful.  We cheered our football team on to victory and
then went on to the dance.

     I didn't really know how to dance but then neither did Carol as she
admitted.  So we just faked it.  Luckily this was the 60's, so all you had to
do was just move with the music.  During our first slow dance, we held each
other tight.  I was overwhelmed by her soft curves and her cheek next to mine. 
I was "in love".

     I got her home just before her curfew, and as I was saying goodnight on
the porch, she looked up at me.  On impulse, I leaned over and kissed her.  I
think it was a surprise to us both.  I was transported.  Her lips were so soft
and her perfume went straight to my head, making me almost giddy.  The kiss
lasted only a few seconds but it seemed like an eternity.

     Carol blushed and smiled at me.  "Goodnight, see you at school", she said
in a trembling voice.

     I smiled and nodded, too confused and intoxicated to speak. Carol went in
and I walked on air back to the car.

     Carol and I continued to get along great.  We started to date pretty
steadily, so it wasn't long before we were a "couple".

     I was still fairly naive about girls, despite the porno books and
magazines that I had read.  Carol was a "good" girl, so it was a long time
before we started seriously petting and necking.  Eventually, she allowed me to
unhook her bra and to pet her bare breasts.  Carol was not a large busted girl
but she was well proportioned.  I especially liked the way her nipples hardened
and extended when she was hot.

     It was the summer of my 18th year that Carol (who was 17) and I finally
went all the way.  We had been going together for about a year and a half.  The
previous winter I had persuaded Carol into letting me to not only kiss and suck
on her breasts but to finger-fuck her as well. Recently, she had even consented
to giving me a hand job when I complained about getting "blue balls".      We
had gone to a romantic movie at the drive-in and were driving home.  We had
petted and necked a lot during the movie, so when I suggested that we stop at a
deserted farm, she readily agreed.  After we had parked the car, I got a
blanket out of the back seat and spread it out on the ground.  At first, we
just lay on the blanket, cuddling close and talking about "our future".

     We started kissing very passionately and I put my arms around her. She
responded by opening her mouth and dueling her tongue with mine.  My cock by
now had gotten hard and we started to grind our hips together. After a few
moments of this, I started fumbling with her bra.  She let me unhook it.  I
broke the kiss and lifted her shirt and bra.  Her pert breasts were very
beautiful in the moonlight.  I lowered my mouth to her left nipple and began to
lick and suck on it. The nipple slowly came erect and Carol started to breath
heavily.  I loved the soft but firm texture of her breasts and nipples.  As I
switched to the other breast, I rolled Carol over on her back.  With both her
arms now free, she threw her arms around my head pulled my face tightly against
her breasts.  I was in heaven.

     I slowly worked my hand across her stomach to her jeans and started to
unbutton the fly.  Carol either didn't notice or didn't care because I got the
fly all the way open and worked my hand down inside the panties. I could feel
the pubic hair and the beginning of her pussy lips but I couldn't go any
further because her pants were so tight.  I lifted my head from her breasts and
said, "Honey, let me get your pants off....".  She looked at me blankly for a
moment and then lifted her hips off the blanket.  I quickly pulled her pants
and panties off and returned to her breasts with my mouth.  I moved my hand
down to her pussy without any restriction.  I slowly began to feel my way
around.  I put my finger between her pussy lips and found that she was very
wet.  I started to explore for her clit.  All the time I was also licking and
sucking on her breasts.  Carol started moaning and whispering, "Oh, John that
feels good, don't stop".

     My cock was so hard and big I thought it would burst out of my pants, but
I didn't want to break the spell, so I continued to nurse her breast and feel
for her clit.  At last when I found it, Carol jumped and let out a louder moan. 
I started to massage it with my thumb and found her hole with one of my other
fingers and slowly inserted it.  Carol was panting and moaning so loudly now
that I thought the whole world would hear.  As I finger-fucked her, I whispered
in her ear to undo my fly and take my cock out.  At first I don't think she
understood, but then she started fumbling with my fly. I moved my hand from her
pussy only long enough to unzip my fly and pull out my cock.  She grabbed it
and began to squeeze and massage it. "Gently, gently", I whispered.  After I
resumed finger-fucking her, I put my lips close to her ear and said, "Let's go
all the way."

     At first she didn't respond but after I asked again, she nodded her head. 
I put my mouth on hers and kissed her deeply.  I jumped up and quickly peeled
off my pants and lay down between her legs.  I was just to the point of
entering her when I remembered I had no rubber on.  I reached over to my pants
and pulled the rubber out of the pocket where I always kept it.  I quickly put
it on and again laid down between her legs.  I began kissing her breasts again
as I took my cock in hand and found her pussy hole.  I slowly pushed my cock
in. She was very wet, so my cock slipped in without too much resistance. I
transferred my mouth to hers and began to kiss her.  Carol seemed to be
enjoying it without any pain, so I pushed all the way in.  Carol grunted and
again threw her arms around my neck.  I started to slowly work my cock in and
out.  It felt great, warm and soft, yet tight and exciting.  I tried to go
slowly, to hold back so Carol would be able to cum too.  Soon Carol started to
move with me.  Her hips began to get into the rhythm and her breathing came
quicker as her arms tightened around me.  Rubber or no, I knew I couldn't last
very long, I could feel the gathering tightness in my balls.  Carol started to
moan again and whisper, "Harder, go in all the way, do it faster!"  So I let
myself go and started to piston my hips.

     Carol resumed kissing me and started to buck her hips harder.  I knew she
was close but when she lifted her hips and back off the blanket and ground her
pussy on my cock, I knew she was cumming.  This set me off and I could feel the
tingling, hot and cold sensation build from my balls up my back.  I could feel
the cum traveling down my cock and spurting out.

     We lay there on the blanket, hot and sweaty, for several minutes. Finally,
when our breathing had returned to normal, she kissed me and whispered that she
loved me.  With my cock still inside her and experiencing a wonderful
afterglow, I whispered back that I loved her too.

     Many other sessions followed that summer.  That fall we became engaged.

                               Part 3 of 5. 

     Carol and I got married after I had graduated from college.  I had
recently gotten a job at a local company and finally we could afford to get
married.  It was on our honeymoon that I first became addicted to oral sex.

     Our wedding was very traditional, so that it had been a long day by the
time we could get away.  We were both very tired.  Our wedding night was spent
in a motel about fifty miles from home.  We were both so exhausted by then that
we made love in a very mechanical way, more because we were supposed to that
because we wanted to.

     The next day we got on the road early and made it to our destination just
after noon.  We had reserved a cabin at a honeymoon resort.  Our rustic cabin
was very romantic, with a great view.  After unpacking, I took her in my arms
and kissed her deeply.  When we came up for air, Carol giggled and said, "Now,
lets make up for lost time". (Carol and I had agreed to remain celibate for a
month before our wedding, to make the honeymoon more special.)

     Grinning, I responded, "And do we have a lot of making up to do". I had
something special to try.  I wanted to go down on her but I wasn't sure how she
would react.

     I gathered her into my arms and resumed kissing her.  I started to slowly
unbutton her shirt while I continued the kiss.  I broke the kiss and started
trailing kisses across her cheek and over to her ear. As I kissed and blew in
her ear, my hands remained busy removing her shirt and undoing her bra.  I
kissed and licked my way down her neck to her breasts. By now Carol, abandoning
herself to my seduction whispered, "I love you." As I kissed and licked her
breasts I undid her skirt and let it fall to the floor.  I worked my way back
up to her mouth and kissed her passionately.  We were holding each other
tightly when I broke the kiss and looked into her eyes.  "Let's take a shower
together."  Grinning, she agreed.

     We raced into the bathroom and she started the shower going while I got
undressed.  She had her back to me adjusting the water, when, naked, I grabbed
her from behind.  I pressed my erection against her butt and reached around to
grab her breasts.  She laughed and pressed back against me.  Backing away, I
grabbed her panties and pulled them down to her ankles.  Turning around, she
took my hand and led me into the shower.

     We embraced under the cascading water.  She started grinding her hips and
stomach against my cock.  I kissed her and ran my hands slowly down from her
back to her butt.  Carol started to rub her entire body against mine.

     After a few moments of the slipping and sliding embrace, I backed away and
grabbed the soap.  I quickly unwrapped it and started to wash her.  I started
with her neck and shoulders, massaging as much as washing, and progressed to
her breasts.  There I took my time, loving the slippery feeling of her breasts
and hard nipples as my hands slipped over them repeatedly.  Reluctantly, I left
her breasts and continued down to her stomach and stopped just short of her
pubic hair.  I turned her around and washed her back.

     Carol said, "Now I know why lovers like to shower together."

     I expanded from her back to her butt and ran my soapy hands into her crack
and I gently massaged her anus and moved further to her pussy. Carol spread her
legs and moaned a little.  Intent on teasing her more I stopped and continued
washing down her legs.  I moved around to the front of her again and washed my
way back up to her pubic area.  There I slowed down and thoroughly washed the
insides of her thighs and finally moved to wash her pussy.

     In all our love-making in the past, it had been in the dark, so this was
my first opportunity to look closely at her pussy.  I liked what I saw.  Her
lips were swollen and the inner lips were just peeking out.  I spread her outer
lips and slowing and gently washed her.  I spent plenty of time washing her
clitoris and then moved to her lovely vagina.  By this time, Carol was panting
and gasping with passion.

     I stood up and pulled her into my arms.  She was still covered with soap
so I started rubbing my body against hers, like she had done to me earlier.  We
kissed and our tongues were intertwined as our bodies were.

     Reluctantly, I separated from her and started rinsing her off.  I said,
"Let's finish this in bed".  She nodded.  I quickly washed as Carol got out of
the shower and dried herself off.  I followed just a moments later.

     Back in the bedroom, I guided Carol to the edge of the bed and sat her
down.  Then kneeling in front of her I resumed kissing her mouth. Again, I
kissed and licked my way down her front, paying special attention to her
breasts.  However, I didn't just stop there. Carol was moaning softly and
panting in her arousal.  I gently laid her back on the bed with her legs still
over the edge.

     There before me was her pussy.  I looked closely at her "V" shaped lips. 
The outer lips were swollen with arousal, the inner lips glistening with
moisture.  I started by kissing her inner thighs and working my way back to her
pussy.  I thought that Carol was too far gone in her passion to notice where I
was heading.  Finally, I reached her pussy and inserted my tongue between her
lips and started to lick my way to her clitoris. The taste and smell were
strange, very musky but very, very arousing. Carol pressed herself to my face. 
As I found her clitoris, she jumped and let out a loud moan.  "What are you
doing ... it feels so great", she gasped.  Having my mouth full, I just
concentrated on what I was doing.

     I slid my tongue over her clit and forced the tip under the skin covering
her little erection.  As I savored the taste and feel, I continued to massage
her clit faster with the tip of my tongue.  I moved down to her vagina and
pushed my tongue inside.  Carol's hips were starting to buck and push at my
face.  I moved back up to her center of attraction and began to rapidly lick
and suck.  It took only a few moments of this before I could feel Carol's lower
stomach muscles begin to twitch and I could feel her hole begin to contract
spasmodically.  Carol yelled and started quivering all over as she experienced
her orgasm.  I continued to lick and suck, but she pushed me away, saying "No,
it's too much, stop!".

     I got into bed beside her and held her until she had recovered. She said,
"That was wonderful, I've never felt anything so good in my life." She reached
over and put her hand on my cock.  "I want to make you feel as good as you made
me feel", she whispered.

     She moved over in the bed and motioned for me to get all the way on the
bed.  As I lay on my back, she got on her knees and started jacking my cock.
She bent over as if to look at it closely.  She leaned closer until, sticking
out her tongue, she licked the head.  My cock jumped and stiffened.  It was a
shock but a pleasant one.  She continued to lick her way down the shaft and
then back up.  Looking at me, she said, "I've heard what a blow job is but I'm
not sure how to do it."
     Knowing only what I had read in the porno books, I said, "Just put it in
your mouth, lick it and suck it."

     Slowly and hesitantly, she put my cock in her mouth and I felt her tongue
begin to rub my glans.  I almost lost it right there, but managed to control
myself.  She continued to slide my cock into her mouth, while she continued to
rub her tongue on the glans and underside of my cock. She put her hand around
my cock and started to jack it.  It was all too much, I was overwhelmed with
the sensations she was giving me.  Especially sexy was the sight of her bent
over my cock, sucking on it.  I could feel the cum rising in my balls, that
familiar tightening sensation.  Before I could warn her, I started to cum.  I
could feel the cum spurting out and I could feel her throat work to swallow my
cum.  It seemed to go on for a long time and Carol continued to jack my cock
and lick and suck after I had finished.  I finally had to stop her, as I was
too sensitive.

     Carol and I laid together snuggling afterward.  I asked her how she liked
my going down on her.  She said she had never thought anything could feel so
good.  That's when she told me that she had wanted me to do it, and that she
wondered if I would ever get around to the important parts. We talked about her
going down on me.  Carol said she thought it was strange but sexy.  She had
been afraid of my cumming but it all happened so fast and that I came before
she knew it was happening.

     Apparently, she and her friends discussed sex a lot.  Most of her friends
were married before us, so they had undertaken to inform Carol of the joys of
sex.

     Carol and I both loved oral sex and it became a regular part of our
love-making.

                              Part 4 of 5.

      My first true homosexual experience came a number of years after Carol
and I had been married.  Our marriage had fallen apart, sex was about the only
thing we had in common anymore, but that was starting to be few and far
between.  In fact, the sex didn't seem very satisfying anymore.  I had just
gotten out of the service and had started a new job where I traveled around the
country.  Maybe it was all the travel and trying to set up my civilian career,
but we had drifted apart and didn't seem interested in the same things anymore.

     I had never really lost my interest in pornography, so I began to go to
porno book stores.  I found myself fascinated by some of the gay magazines, so
I picked up several.  I found that the pictures of naked men together turned me
on.  I thought back to the time George and I went camping and wondered if I was
gay.

     I became very concerned, as I didn't think I wanted to be gay, so I went
to the library to look up books on homosexuality.  I found a book that
described bisexuality, and it seemed to fit me to a "T".  I still admired and
desired females but I also admired and desired males.  It took a long time for
me to think through this transformation in my attitudes, but the more I thought
about it the righter it seemed for me.

     I now had to decide what to do about it.  Given that my marriage was all
but over, I had a long talk with Carol and we decided to divorce (I didn't tell
her about my bisexuality).  After we separated, I started to look around for
ways to enter the sub-culture of bisexuality.  In the meantime I continued to
indulge my fantasies with books and magazines.  I even went so far as to get a
dildo and tried to insert it when I masturbated.

     I finally got my chance to experience a gay encounter when I was on a
business trip to New York.  I had recently purchased a book on gay meeting
places and decided to try a bar.  The bar was on Long Island about an hour from
my hotel.

     I was in my hotel room, getting ready to go to the bar.  I was trying to
decide what to wear.  I finally chose a tight pair of jeans and yellow shirt. 
I was really nervous.  The book said the bar didn't cater to any special group,
so I didn't know what to expect.  As I walked out to the car, I almost turned
back several times.  I finally got into the car and started to drive in the
direction of the bar. While I was driving, I kept running various scenarios
through my mind. How should I act?  What kind of people would be there?  Would
the men be wearing dresses?  I just didn't know.

     I finally arrived at the bar.  It seemed just like any other type of
neighborhood bar in a rather run down area.  I parked in a lot next to the bar,
screwed up my courage and walked in.

     I was amazed by how "normal" the place looked.  The bar seemed just like
any other bar except that it was somewhat empty and there were only men in it
(dressed quite normally).  I guess I was early for this place, it was only
7:30.  I walked over to the bar and ordered a beer.  I swiveled around in my
chair and scanned the place.  Sort of dingy, and old but not a slum.  There
were several male couples at the tables talking. There were several singles at
the tables and several at the bar.  I didn't know the procedure of cruising
(other than what I had read in porno books), so I just drank my beer slowly and
occasionally looked around.

     I'd been there about a half an hour when a middle aged man caught my eye. 
He had been looking at me when I was scanning the room and our eyes met.  He
smiled at me and lifted his drink.  I smiled back and lifted my drink.  I
resumed scanning the room.  A few minutes later, the man walked up to me beside
the bar and said, "Hi, my name is Steve.  You must new around here".  I
responded, "Yes, I am.  As a matter of fact, I'm in the area on business."  He
looked at my empty glass and said, "Here, let me get you another beer."  He
ordered the beers and suggested that I might be more comfortable at one of the
booths along the wall.

     We carried our beers to a booth and sat down.  He said, "So, what brings
you to a gay bar on Long Island?"  I tried to explain that I was new to the gay
scene and that I didn't quite know how to act.  He wasn't very surprised at my
inexperience and was very sympathetic.  He explained that after a while it
would be as natural as cruising a hetro bar.  I told him I hadn't had much
experience with that either. I soon found myself telling him about my life.  My
experience with George.  My marriage and divorce.  He was a very good listener,
making tactful comments.

     I had been talking for about an hour when I confessed that other than
George, I had had no gay experiences at all.  He talked for about 30 minutes
giving me his general history.  He had always been gay. His first experience
had been with an older man who worked as a gardener near where he had grown up. 
He made the remark that an older man was the best person to break a "virgin"
in.

     We had been in the bar close to two hours and the bar was getting full and
loud.  Steve suggested that he and I should go to his place where it was
quieter.  With my stomach in a knot, I agreed.  I told him that I would follow
him in my car.  As we got up, I could see that his cock was hard in his pants. 
I sure knew mine was.  I felt embarrassed, I thought that everyone in the place
was staring at us and knew that we would.....well I wasn't sure what.  All I
was sure of was that I was very aroused and attracted the this gentle and
understanding man.

     It took only a few minutes to drive to his place.  When we got out of our
cars, he came over and took my hand and led me up to the front door of a small
but nice house.  After we went in, he asked if I wanted anything to drink.  I
said, "Sure, a beer would be nice." Steve said, "Coming right up.  Sit down and
make yourself comfortable."  I sat down and looked around the room.  It seemed
right out of the fifties.  Blond wood furniture, prints on the walls and
patterned wall paper.  The only modern thing in the room was a high tech type
of reel to reel stereo.  Steve came back into the room gave me a can of beer. 
He walked over to the stereo and put on a tape of soft romantic music.  He then
turned out all but one of the lights.  I realized that he was seducing me.  I
really appreciated the effort that he was going to, as I was unsure of what to
do and very nervous.

     Steve came over and sat beside me on the couch.  Not too close and not too
far away.  He stared talking about the gay scene on Long Island and some of his
experiences.  He apparently had a lover for almost ten years, but it had ended
several years previously.  I asked questions about how one should cruise, where
to cruise and how to recognize someone who was gay.  He answered most of my
questions very wisely.  The only answer that frustrated me was the one on
recognizing other gays and if someone was interested in me.  His answer was
"Experience and feeling".  We had finished our beers and Steve went to get
more.

     When he came back, he sat a little closer to me and put his arm around me. 
I felt very comfortable with Steve and leaned into his arm. We sat like that
for a while, just chatting.  Then when I turned my head to look at him, he
leaned over and kissed me.  It felt wonderful and strange, the soft lips and
the scratchy stubble.  Steve opened his mouth and gently forced his tongue
between my lips.  He tasted like beer and mint.  I put my hand up behind his
head and held his mouth to mine.  When the kiss broke, I reminded him that I
had no experience and that he would have to show me what to do.  He chuckled
and said, "Just let it flow naturally."  We had kissed and cuddled on the couch
for a while when Steve suggested that we would be more comfortable in the
bedroom.

     Steve got up and led me into his bedroom.  The room was small but there
was a king size water bed in the center.  Steve stripped the covers back and
then started to undress.  I just stood there staring at him. Steve noticed me
staring at him and laughed.  He came over to me and started to undress me.

     He made the act of undressing me an erotic process.  He kissed my neck
while he undid my shirt and pulled it off me.  He ran his hands lightly over my
chest and reached down to unbuckle my jeans.  He kissed my nipples while he
pushed my pants down.  He got on his knees and pulled my briefs down and lifted
my feet to get them all off.  I stood there naked with him kneeling in front of
me.

     He took my hard cock and slowly and gently started to pump it. He leaned
over and with just the tip of his tongue, he licked the wetness off of the tip. 
I shuddered, it felt so good.  He then took my cock into his mouth and started
to suck.  I had never had such a marvelous sensation. Carol certainly could
never have matched this. He did things with his tongue and lips that I couldn't
believe.  I snapped out of my lust-filled haze and realized that I didn't want
to cum yet.  I put my hands on his shoulders and said, "I don't want to cum
yet".  "Ok, Let's get in bed." he replied.

     Steve stood up and quickly got undressed.  He led me over to the bed, and
set me down on the edge.  I quickly got into the bed and scooted over to give
Steve room to get in.  As Steve lowered himself onto the bed, I got my first
good look at his cock.  It wasn't anything special, which was a relief.  I was
afraid of the monster cocks I had read about and seen in the porno books.

     As we settled down next to each other, we rolled into each others arms. 
We started to kiss passionately.  Our tongues exploring each other's mouths. 
His arms held me tightly.  We were pressed against each other, chest to chest,
cock to cock.  The feeling of his cock against mine was such a thrill, that I
almost came.  It seemed that we kissed and rubbed our cocks together for a long
time, and I was getting hotter and hotter.  Steve broke the kiss and then
whispered in my ear, "You are so sexy, I could do this forever, but I want to
suck that cock again."  I just nodded mutely.

     We disentangled ourselves and Steve reversed himself.  As he lay down and
before he started to suck, he said, "You don't have to suck me, do it only if
you want to."  Then he went down on me.  The sensations were marvelous.  He had
an educated mouth.  After a few minutes, I opened my eyes to see his cock a few
inches for my face.  I tentatively put my hand around it and started to jack
it.  It was wet on the tip.  I put out my tongue and tasted it.  I was
surprised, it didn't have much of a taste, just a little salty.  Steve was
doing such a wonderful job on my cock, I wanted to return the feelings.  So I
mustered my courage and inserted the tip in my mouth.  It was strange, a soft
hardness.  Soft and spongy outside and rock hard underneath.  Slowly, I tried
to copy what he was doing to me.  He took his mouth off of me for a moment and
whispered, "Gently and watch the teeth".  So, I said ok and tried to gently
lick and suck his cock. His hips started to gently move back and forth forcing
the cock in and out of my mouth.  I started to enjoy this feeling, my cock
being sucked and sucking someone else's cock simultaneously.  I started to move
my hips back and forth as I felt the familiar tightness in my balls. It was all
happening too quickly.  The tingling started and before I could stop it, I was
cumming in his mouth.  He just hummed and slowed his movements.  It was only a
moment or two later that I could feel Steve's cock start to pulse with his
orgasm.  Suddenly my mouth was filling with Steve's cum.  Again, the taste
wasn't bad, just different, musky with a sort of tang to it.

     Steve raised himself off of the waterbed and smiled at me.  "Not bad for a
beginner," he said.  I felt drained and warm.  Steve got up and turned around. 
He laid down beside me and we started to cuddle in each other's arms.  "Stay
the night," he said.  As the next day was Saturday, I agreed.

     We talked for a few minutes about how nice the sex was and I soon found
myself drifting off to sleep in his arms.

     The next morning when we awoke, Steve suggested that we take a shower
together.  So we brushed our teeth and jumped into the shower. Steve got into
the shower first, started the water and smiled at me, inviting me in. I went
into the shower and we hugged each other under the hot water.  Our cocks began
to grow hard as we kissed.  After a few moments, Steve grabbed the soap and
began to soap me up.  He did it slowly and sensuously.  After he had soaped up
my body, I had gotten very aroused but I wanted to return the favor, so I
slipped under the water and took the soap.  I started to soap him up the same
way he had done to me.  It was a strange feeling, touching a hairy, firm body. 
I took my time exploring his body, I had never touched another male like this
and it was a very erotic experience. It was so different from caressing a
woman.  I took my time soaping up his cock, examining it closely.  I was
fascinated with it, it was circumcised like mine but it was different.  It
wasn't as thick as mine and the head was smaller.  There were thick veins
running up from the base.  I didn't neglect his balls either, they were large
and heavy.  Suddenly, Steve grabbed my shoulders and pulled me away from his
cock and balls. "I don't want to cum yet," he smiled.  "Besides, I want to give
you some lessons in gay sex!" he added.  We quickly rinsed off and got out of
the shower.

     Steve suggested we take a breather and get some coffee.  So naked, we
headed to the kitchen.  As we were waiting on the coffee to brew, Steve started
to explain the mechanics of a blow job.  I hadn't realized that there is an art
to a good BJ.  He went on the explain about how a man's nipples are sexy but
they just need to be treated rougher than a woman's.

     The coffee had finished so we both got a cup.  As we smoked and drank our
coffee, Steve explained how gays fuck.  He explained about using a good
lubricant and how it was always safer to use a rubber. All this talking was
getting me hot, so I suggested that we do something about it. "OK!", he agreed
with enthusiasm.

     When we had gotten back into bed, he said, "I want you to fuck me this
time, but first let's get each other worked up!"  I was thrilled at his
statement, but said, "I'll be glad to do it, and you've explained how, but now
you'll have to show me."  He reached his arms out and drew me to him saying,
"That's half the fun."  Then he gently kissed me and I opened my mouth to his
skilled tongue.  I could feel his cock poking me in the stomach as we fell back
on the bed.  His mouth was so wonderful, that I didn't want him to stop, but he
broke the kiss and started to pinch and pull at my nipples.  There was a little
pain, but more pleasure.  So, I put my lips on his nipples and started to lick
and bite.  "Harder!", he moaned.  I increased the pressure and started to pinch
and pull at his other nipple with my hand.  "Oh, yes!", he said.  After a few
moments of this, Steve said, "I want you to get me ready to fuck.  I want you
to suck me but first get some of that KY jelly and a rubber from the dresser."

     I got up and went to the dresser where he had pointed.  I got the tube of
KY and a rubber that was right beside it.  I looked at Steve questioningly as I
returned to the bed.  "Put some on your fingers and rub it on and around my
asshole and then suck me."

     Steve spread his legs and I did as I was told.  I looked closely as I
spread the KY around.  His brown hole was soft with a hairy fringe around it.

     "That feels wonderful.  Make sure you have plenty on your fingers and
slowly and gently put a finger in." he said.  As gently and slowly as I could,
I inserted my finger in his rectum.  I could feel the strong muscle and the
soft lining past the muscle.  "That feels very good," Steve moaned, "Now suck
my cock!"

     Remembering Steve's hints on technique, I started to suck his cock. The
taste and feel of his cock was just as wonderful as last night.  With my other
hand I gripped his cock and I held him gently in my mouth with my lips curled
over my teeth.  I used my tongue, rubbing it on the underside of his cock.  I
took my mouth off his cock and licked my way down to his balls.  I took one of
the balls in my mouth and gently rolled it around. Steve started to moan and I
switched to the other ball and started jacking him with my hand.  I returned to
my main interest and just put the end of his cock in my mouth and continued to
jack him off.  I ran my tongue around the end of his glans and tasted his
pre-cum.  Remembering my other hand I started to move my finger slowly in and
out of his ass.  After a few minutes, he moaned, "Wow, you learn quickly.  Now,
put another finger in, gently". I pulled out my finger and slowly worked in two
fingers.  I was getting very aroused and no one had touched my cock yet!

     Suddenly, Steve said, "Stop, or I'll cum.  I want your cock in my ass!"  I
slowly withdrew my hand and let his cock slip from my lips. I picked up the
rubber from where it had dropped on the bed.  As I was rolling it on, Steve
said, "Put plenty of KY on the rubber and spread it out all over.  Put more in
my ass and then we'll be ready".

     I followed his directions and then Steve rolled over on his stomach.
"Gently and slowly put it in, I'll tell you if you are going too fast." Steve
said in a voice muffled by the bed.  I got between his legs and slowly put my
cock against his asshole.  "A little higher." he said.  I adjusted my position
and started to slowly push in.  I could feel the resistance as I continued to
push.  Then suddenly I was past the muscle and I slid smoothly in.  The hot
tight sensation was great, I felt as if my cock was being burned through the
rubber.  It was tighter and hotter than any woman ever was.  Steve hissed and
then said, "Just stay still for a few moments while I adjust to you.  You've
got an enormous, thick cock!"

     After a few moments, Steve said, "Ok, go slowly".  I slowly started to
move my cock in and out of his ass.  I could feel the tingling sensation
starting already.  I murmured to Steve, "I'm too close, I can't take it". 
Steve said, "Just lay still for a few minutes, I need to catch up to you".  I
could feel Steve working his hand under him and he started to masturbate.  I
could feel the urgency of my orgasm lessening.  I reach under Steve and found
his nipples and started to pinch and pull as he had taught me.

     Soon Steve said, "All right, go ahead, fuck me."  So, I started to slowly
work my cock in and out of his ass.  Steve started to mumble and I couldn't
quite make out what he was saying other than an occasional "good".  I kept to a
slow pace even though I wanted to just let loose for all I was worth.  "Faster,
harder!" Steve cried.  My control slipped away at his command.  I started to
saw in and out as hard and fast as I could. The familiar tingling started again
but time seemed to slow, the orgasm seemed to take forever.  I could feel the
separate pulses of cum all the way from my balls to the tip of my cock. 
Finally, it was over and I collapsed on Steve's back.

     When our breathing returned to normal, Steve turned his head around and
smiled, "You sure don't need any instruction on how to fuck an ass!" I thanked
Steve for the compliment and slowly pulled out.  I collapsed on the bed next to
Steve and we cuddled for a while.

     Sometime later, Steve suggested that we get up and shower again. After we
had washed each other again, I was hard but Steve said I would have to wait a
while, for him to recharge his batteries.

     We spent most of the weekend talking and making love like two newlyweds. 
Finally, late Sunday afternoon I told Steve I had to be getting back.  I gave
him my phone number at the motel and he gave me his. Steve worked odd shifts,
so the soonest we could arrange to get back together was the next weekend. 
Steve's parting words were enough to keep me thinking of the rendezvous all
week.  He said, "Your next lesson will be how to get fucked!".

     Finally, Friday arrived.  I called Steve several times that week, talking
about little things and sex.  I showed up at Steve's house Friday after work. 
I suggested that we go out to dinner as a way of repaying him for all the food
I had eaten last weekend.  Steve said, "Look, there is no way I could repay you
for the happiness you gave me last weekend, so let's not start out figuring who
owes who.  Besides I have spent hours fixing us a nice dinner."  Sheepishly I
agreed, "You're right, we're friends and lovers not business partners."

     Steve led me into the kitchen and I helped him to finish the preparations
for dinner.  We ate right there in the kitchen.  The meal that he had fixed was
delicious.  As we consumed the swiss steak, scalloped potatoes and salad, we
talked of the news and his job (he managed a movie theater).

     Finally, as we were lighting cigarettes, our talk turned to the main thing
on my mind.  I said, "Look, I'm kind of nervous about tonight.  I bought a
dildo a couple of months ago and I've tried to use it but well, I'm just not
sure about all this."

     Steve looked at me with understanding.  "John, it's not easy the first
time but it's worth it.  I'm glad to hear that you've tried it with a dildo,
that'll make things easier.  We'll just take it slow and easy. If it gets to be
too much then I'll stop.  Ok?"

     "Ok", I replied.

     Steve got up from the table and took my hand.  He pulled me up and pulled
me to him.  As he hugged me, I felt a little better.  Steve released me and
lead me into the bedroom.  Still nervous, I started to get undressed.  By the
time I had gotten naked, Steve was naked and getting the tube of K-Y jelly and
a couple of rubbers from a dresser drawer.  He put them on the bedside table
and turned to me.  "Come here" he whispered. "I can see that you're nervous and
a little afraid, let's just start slow and easy".  He drew me into his arms and
began to kiss me, slowly his tongue explored my mouth.  I could feel his cock
rising and getting hard. Suprisingly, my cock started to stir, I was so
nervous, I wasn't sure that it would.

     Steve slowly guided me to the bed, continuing the kiss.  As we both sat
down on the bed, he started to lightly kiss my neck and shoulders.  He was
running his hands over my chest and back.  It felt so good and the nervousness
was slowly draining out of me.  He maneuvered me into the bed and climbed in
beside me.  I was on my back and he was on his knees.  He began to lick my
cock.  My cock was hard and his tongue caresses made it all the harder.  He
took my cock into his mouth and began to slowly move up and down.  He wrapped
one hand around my cock and the other started to gently fondle my balls.
Everything was in slow motion, the wet warm mouth engulfing my cockhead and his
hand forming a tube to caress my shaft.  I was beginning to float on the
wonderful sensations he was giving me.

     After a few more minutes of a wonderful blow job, he raise up and reached
for the K-Y jelly.  "I'm going to start to loosen you up now", he murmured.  I
felt the shock of the cold jelly as he massaged it into and around my anus. 
Steve returned to the blow job as I felt his finger begin to press against my
hole.  I must have tensed up because Steve left my cock and said in a soft
voice, "Relax.... Relax.... Relax, try to open up."  I tried to relax the
muscles there.  Steve said, "Good, just relax, bear down a little, like you are
going to take a shit".  I did as he suggested and his finger moved in easily.
This wasn't much different than when I tried to use the dildo on myself, so I
just relaxed and enjoyed the sensations.  Steve returned to my cock and began
to move his finger in and out.  After a while Steve started pushing in a second
finger and it went in easily too. "This will feel like nothing else you have
ever felt" Steve said as he started pressing up with his fingertips.  A
wonderful feeling started as he started massaging my prostrate.  I wondered if
this was how a woman felt with a man inside her.  Steve was continuing to
slowly jack my cock.

     Finally, Steve said, "I think you're ready, trust me I'll go slow and stop
whenever you want".  He reached over and picked up a rubber and slowly rolled
it over his cock.  He then applied K-Y jelly to the whole cock and put another
cold glob in and over my anus.  He turned me over and spread my legs.  I could
feel his cock rubbing between my cheeks and then pressing against my anus. 
Trying to relax as he pressed, I suddenly felt a sharp pain and the head of his
cock slipped past my sphincter.  I sharply drew in my breath and Steve stopped.
"We'll just wait here a while until you can adjust", he whispered.  He started
to gently rub my back and arms.  After a few moments, the pain subsided, "It
feels better now", I said.  Actually, it was more than just better, it was
beginning to feel quite good.

     Steve resumed the pressure and slowly slid in the rest of the way. He
lowered himself on to me and began kissing the back of my neck and licking my
ears.  I could feel his balls up against my skin. I felt full and warm with
Steve covering me.  His tongue was waking new fires as it licked my ears and
neck.  Steve started moving his cock back and forth slowly.  I could feel his
balls bounce against my skin every time he pushed in.  He was slowly picking up
the rhythm and it felt great.  My cock was being slowly rubbed against the
sheet under me and his cock moved in and out.  This was beyond any expectation
that I had.  I felt lustful and at the same time, covered and protected.  My
hips started to take a life of their own.  They started to move in sync with
Steve's strokes. Steve moaned, "God, you feel great, you have such a hot ass, I
won't be able to hold off very long".  Steve kept up the slow, even rhythm and
I could feel the familiar warmth start building in my balls as my cock rubbed
against the sheets.  I started to push back against his cock harder and I
started to moan and encourage Steve, "That feels great, don't stop, I want more
of your cock...".  Steve gradually picked up speed and force and was soon
fucking hard and fast, his balls slapping against my skin.  I couldn't stop it,
I could feel the warmth begin in my balls and spread to my spine.  But it was
different, the warm and tingly feeling spread out over my whole body, giving me
goose bumps.  I could feel the cum flowing out of my cock and I shivered with
the wonderful warm sensation.

     Steve continued sawing in and out of my ass as the feeling began to
subside.  It still felt good but my orgasm was past.  It wasn't but a minute or
so until Steve started grunting and lunged hard into my ass. "I'm cumming", he
groaned.  I could feel the pulsations of his cock as his orgasm took him.

     We lay there for a while as our breathing quieted.  I had never felt so
drained and yet I felt good, warm and intimate.  Steve began to pull out
slowly.  My ass gave a little spasm as his cock pulled out.  I rolled over and
looked into Steve's eyes.  "I love you", I whispered.  Steve smiled and said,
"And I love you, too.  Did you cum?"  I nodded and he smiled.  "You're a
natural, you know that?" he asked.  "I have a good teacher", I replied,
smiling.

     Steve and I spent the next four months together as often as we could. In
addition to teaching me how to make love to a man, to suck, to fuck and to be
fucked, Steve taught me that two men can love each other emotionally and
physically, just as a man and a woman can.

     Eventually the work I had on Long Island was finished and Steve and I
tearfully parted.  I still write to him to this day and call him frequently. 
He has a new lover these past five years and seems very happy.

                                Part 5 of 5. 

     My last "first" happen several years after I parted from Steve. I had had
several lovers since Steve and Carol, one woman and two men. My fantasy was a
threesome, so I subscribed to one of those "connection" magazines.  I had
written responses to several ads but for one reason or another nothing panned
out.  So I decided to place an ad for myself.

     Single white bi-male looking for bi-couples.  I'm willing to love both of
you and be your fantasy.  Looking for Greek/French give or receive.  I'll be
tender and loving... no pain or water sports.  Picture nice but not required. 
All ages/races.  Write to box 123.

     I received several responses from gay men but only one from a couple. They
sounded interesting, they were older than I but seemed nice.  Their names were
Rod and Tina.  We corresponded for a month before we agreed to meet.  They
lived about an hour and a half from my house.  We agreed to meet in a motel bar
in the city.  I recognized the bar as a semi-gay hangout, so it seemed safe. 
We had exchanged pictures so we knew who we were looking for.

     I got to the bar early and staked out a booth near the door and in full
view of the door.  I fended off a couple of passes before I saw them enter.  I
was getting nervous thinking about the upcoming meeting.  This was the first
time I had tried this and I didn't know how to act.  I waved at them and they
came over to the booth.

     "Hi, glad to meet you in person", I said as I extended my hand to Rod.

     Rod grasped my hand and smiled, "We're glad to meet you too".

     I turned to Tina and shook her hand.  I said, "Well you both are just as
attractive as your pictures".  Even to me it sounded lame.  I was afraid I was
blowing it.

     Tina blushed a little and slowly released my hand, making it more of a
caress than a handshake.

     Rod seemed to be the outgoing type and did most of the talking but Tina
kept eyeing me with a twinkle in her eye.  I let them direct the conversation
and the meeting because I was still very unsure of myself.

     We chatted for a while about ourselves.  I was getting the feeling that
these people were just what they represented themselves to be.  A couple who
wanted to share their love with someone.  To add a little spice to their
relationship, they were willing to share their bodies with another person. 
They weren't looking for raw lust but a loving relationship with someone.  I
felt my nervousness melt away.

     I must have passed their evaluation, because the talk became more
intimate.  We discussed their rules.  Basically, all sex had to be safe sex and
had to happen together.  There was to be no pain, water sports, bondage,
discipline.  Above all it had to be loving and tender, no slam, bam thank you
and leave .

     After about an hour talking in the bar, we agreed to adjourn to a room in
the motel.  I paid our bar tab and then I gave Rod some money to pay for my
half of the room bill.  Tina and I stayed in the bar chatting while Rod got our
room.

     Tina told me that she thought that I was cute and she was turned on
"Bears".  Tina looked to be about 45 but was in good shape.  She had large
breasts and had a statuesque build.

     "I hope that you don't mind big women", Tina said.

     "I love women, not skinny little girls" I replied.

     Just then Rod came back.  We all agreed to meet by the elevator after we
had gotten our luggage out of our cars.

     As I got my suitcase out of the car, my nervousness returned. Now was the
proof, would I screw it up?      Five minutes later we met and got on the
elevator.  We didn't say much on the way up, they gave me a good look-over as
we rode up to the our floor.  As I followed them up to the room, I thought that
Rod was probably 50 with a little pot belly but otherwise in good shape with
cute buns.

     We put our suitcases on the bureau and opened them up.

     "Should I get some ice?", I asked.

     "Sure we have some wine here if you would like some", Rod replied.

     I went out to get the ice, thinking that I seemed to have a winner in this
couple.  They seemed so nice but sexy at the same time. I started to get a hard
on.  I was nervous too.  I didn't know what to do when I got to the room.

     When I got back to the room with the ice, my nervousness must have been
written all over me.

     Tina walked over to me and put her arms around me and whispered in my ear,
"Don't be nervous, it'll be all right.  We don't bite". She then stuck her
tongue in my ear.  Rod came up behind me and put his arms around us both.  I
could feel his erection pressed against my butt.  Rod started to kiss my other
ear.  My cock seemed to jump to attention.

     "Oooo, that got him ready!", Tina giggled as she pulled her tongue out of
my ear.

     Rod chucked and started to massage my shoulders.  Tina pressed her lips to
mine and I felt her tongue part my lips and explore my mouth.

     After a few moments of this, I was extremely aroused.  I put my arms
around Tina and pulled her close to me.  Her large breasts crushing against my
chest, her hips grinding against my cock.

     Abruptly, Rod laughed and said, "Let's slow down, we want to make this
last".  Tina giggled and pulled away.

     "Let's get comfortable", Tina said.  She went over to the bureau and
poured us all glasses of wine.  As Tina handed me my glass her fingers caressed
mine.

     Rod and Tina sat on one of the beds and I sat on the bed opposite. We
sipped our wine.  "You are very sexy", Rod said to me as he started to unbutton
his shirt.

     "He's nervous, Rod.  Let's help him", Tina replied.

     Rod came over to me and began unbuttoning my shirt.  Tina unzipped her
dress and quickly pulled it over her head.  My view was blocked as Rod leaned
over and kissed me.  His lips were just as soft and tender as Tina's had been. 
As our tongues dualed, Rod continued to unbutton my shirt.  I felt another set
of hands start to unbuckle my belt.

     Rod broke the kiss and said, "Tina, this guy is a great kisser". Tina
giggled and smiled at me.  By then she had my pants undone and started to pull
my cock out.  "His cock isn't too bad either".

     It was all happening so fast.  Before I knew it my clothes were off. Rod
was just pulling his jockey shorts off and Tina was naked.

     I still felt unsure of what to do next.  Tina looked lovely and Rod was
really turning me on.  As my eyes traveled over Tina's nude form, I noticed her
large breasts sagged a little but I had an urge to bury my face in them.  Her
triangle was so inviting that my mouth watered just thinking of sampling her
juices.

     I turned my head to look at Rod.  As I looked over his body I saw that he
had an average build but was very hairy.  His pot belly didn't seem
unattractive at all.  Rod's cock was uncut and curved up and to the left.  I
could imagine the feel and taste of it on my tongue.  I continued to just sit
there and stare at them both.

     Tina said, "Rod get the rubbers, I think that John needs some help".

     Rod went over to their suitcase and got some packets of rubbers out. He
opened a packet and came over, knelt and started to unroll the rubber on my
cock.  Tina took the other rubber and rolled it on Rod's cock.

     I saw Tina bend down and go down on Rod's cock as I felt Rod's mouth on my
cock.  I just sat there, enjoying the sensations (Rod was very good) and
enjoying the view.  I enjoyed watching Rod's cock disappear into Tina's mouth.

     After a few minutes of this, Tina suggested that we all get on the bed and
be more comfortable.  Tina got up and laid in the middle of the large bed.  I
got in on one side and Rod got in on the other. We both claimed a breast and
began suckling.  Tina moaned and began caressing our heads.  I moved my hand
down to her cunt and found Rod had beaten me there.  So I reached over and
grasped Rod's cock.  Rod hummed as I started to lightly caress his cock.  Tina
pulled our heads into the soft pillows of her breasts and moaned louder.

     After a while, with both Rod and I suckling and Rod's fingers massaging
her cleft, Tina started to quiver as she began her orgasm. She pulled my head
up to her mouth and began kissing me feverishly. She moaned into my mouth as I
felt her muscles lock up as she reached her peak.

     Tina slowly relaxed and broke the kiss.  She smiled up at me and said,
"That was nice.  But how about you guys?"

     Rod chucked and looked me in the eyes and said, "Yes, it's our turn now."

     Tina slid up in the bed and sat leaning against the headboard, watching
us.  Rod and I reached for each other.  He pulled me to him and kissed me with
passion.  His tongue reached deeply into my mouth as we ground our cocks
together.  I ran my hands over his back and down to his buns.  Rod broke the
kiss and looked at me.  "You're alright", he said.

     I nodded and said, "I love the way you kiss, too."

     Rod smiled broadened and bent over and kissed my neck.  He left a trail of
kisses down to my nipples.  He took a nipple in his mouth and ran his tongue
over it.  He gently nibbled on it as the wonderful sensations spread out to my
whole body.  After a few moments, he left my nipples and trailed kisses across
my stomach and slowly engulfed my cock.

     I closed my eyes as his mouth took my whole cock down to the base.  I felt
warm lips on mind and smelled Tina's perfume.  Her tongue pressed it's way
through my lips and our tongues intertwined. She withdrew her lips and I felt
her breast pressed to my mouth.  I opened my mouth and sucked in her nipple.

     As I licked and nibbled on her nipple, I felt Rods hand push down between
my legs.  I opened my legs to give him free access.  I felt his finger tease my
anus as he rubbed my crack.  His mouth and hand left for a moment and then were
back.  His mouth again engulfed my cock and I felt something cool being rubbed
into my anus.  He must have gotten some KY when he was gone.  As his mouth
slowly caressed my cock, he worked a finger into my bum.

     Enjoying Rod's ministrations, I grabbed both of Tina's breasts and tried
to get both nipples in my mouth at the same time.  Tina started to moan and
said, "He's sucking both my nips, Rod.  God, this is great".

     Rod hummed something in answer, but all I noticed was the great feeling as
he hummed.  Rod pulled his finger out of my ass and started to work in two.  I
was glad I had a rubber on dulling the sensations from his mouth, or I surely
would have come.

     Abruptly, Rod pulled away and said, "John, I want to fuck you."

     I released Tina's breasts and said, "God, yes Rod, please fuck me now".

     "Wow, this is great, I want to watch", Tina exclaimed.

     Tina sat back and watched as Rod lifted my legs up and put them on his
shoulders.  I looked down to see Rod spread KY all over his cock and put more
on and in my ass.  As he edged his cock to my ass I reached down and guided it
my to ass and helped him enter.

     "Slowly, let me get used to that big cock of yours", I said.

     Rod smiled and slowly pushed in.  It slid in with little trouble and only
a little twinge of pain.  When he was all the way in, he stopped and rested.

     I felt full and he seemed to be in so deep.  I had never made been fucked
in this position and it was great.

     I looked up at Tina and saw her pulling and pinching her breasts with one
hand and working her clit with the other.

     She saw me looking at her and smiled.  I reached for her and pulled her
thighs to me.  She understood immediately.  She leaned over to the night stand
and put a dental dam over her cunt.  Tina scooted over to us and put one leg on
either side of my head with her butt facing Rod.  She lowered herself on my
face and I started to lick and kiss her clit through the rubber.

     Tina and I must have set Rod off because he started to pump harder and
faster.  I could feel Rod's thrusts pushing me closer to orgasm and I attacked
Tina's clit for all I was worth.

     This couldn't go on for very long.  Tina started to quiver and pressed
down harder on my lips.  Rod was fucking me like a trip-hammer, shaking the
whole bed.  Tina let out a yell and a Rod pushed hard into me and I could feel
his cock pulsing in me.  Tina jumped up and turned around and plunged my cock
into her mouth.  That was all I needed and I felt the warm tingling spread from
my balls to my whole body.  I felt each spurt as separate a orgasm.

     We all sort of collapsed on the bed.  Rod still in me and Tina still
holding my rubber clad cock in her mouth.

     As we revived and disentangled ourselves.  Rod let out a whistle. "That
was the best ever", he said.  Tina just nodded as she cuddled down next to me. 
Rod, cuddled down on the other side.

     I said, "You both are great".
     We just cuddled silently for a while and then I drifted off to sleep.

     I was awakened by the sounds of water in the shower.  Both Tina and Rod
were gone, so I got up, pulled of the used rubber and headed to the shower.

     As I peeked around the shower curtain, I saw that they were both in the
shower, having fun lathering each other up.  "Mind if I join you?", I asked.

     Both of them grabbed me and pulled me in with them.  They both grabbed
some soap and lathered me up.  Tina was to my front and I gave a lot of
attention to her breasts as she soaped up my cock and washed my balls.  Rod
spend his time massaging and washing my buns and crack.

     "Well, I'm jealous, John got fucked but I didn't.  Shall we adjourn to the
bed?", Tina declared.

     We rinsed off quickly and scampered to the bed.  Tina got to the bed first
and laid down in the middle.  Rod and I went to the night stand and grabbed
some more rubbers.  I put Rod's on and he put mine on.  As we were having fun
as we were doing it, Tina said, "Come on boys, you got a willing woman here!"

     As we got close to the bed, Tina reached out and grabbed Rod's cock and
pulled it to her mouth.  I settled down on the bed to worship her nipples and
breasts.  I reached down to her furry triangle and started to search out her
clit.  I found that she was very wet and ready.      I looked up at Rod and he
nodded, smiling.  "Go ahead, you first. I've never minded going second."

     At that, Tina grabbed my shoulders and rolled me over on top of her. She
reached down and guided my into her.  As I slowly thrust my whole length into
her, so began to make a low humming sound around Rod's cock.

     Tina was very ready, because her hips started to move with me immediately. 
I was coming to realize that Tina had a short fuse and it thrilled me that she
was so ready.  As she bucked her hips against mine, I found one of her breasts
and started to suckle.

     She released Rod's cock and wrapped her arms around me and I could feel
her nails scratching my back.  It seemed that I could go on doing this forever. 
Soon, Tina started to thrash and quiver, moaning loudly. It was only a few
seconds later that she locked up and hit her peak.  I slowed down and stopped. 
I lifted my head and kissed Tina gently.

     "You didn't come, did you?", she asked.

     "No, but I had a lotta fun."

     "Maybe I can help", I heard from behind me.  Then I felt Rod applying KY
to my ass.

     Still in Tina, I turned my head and smiled, "You sure have great ideas". 
I turned back around and looked at Tina.  Her eyes sparkled and she had a
sensuous smile curving up the corners of her mouth.
     "You'll like being a sandwich, it's great, I know." she purred.

     Tina pulled my head down and kissed me as I felt Rod's cock easing into my
ass.  It slid in easily as Rod supported himself with his arms on either side
of me.  I felt his cock start to slowly fuck my ass.  It was awkward, trying to
pump my cock in and out of Tina and not loose Rod's cock in my ass.  After
loosing Rod once and Tina twice, I decided that the best thing for me to do was
just hold still and let Rod fuck my ass and Tina fuck my cock.

     Tina's kisses were inflaming me as they trailed over to my ears. The
sensations of a cock pumping in my ass and my cock warmly encased in Tina were
maddening.  I knew that I was on the verge of coming. When Tina stuck her
tongue in my ear, I lost it.  The warm feelings spread out from my ass and
balls,  I could feel my cock pulsing and then the sensations overwhelmed my
mind.  I must have blacked out. When I could think again, I felt Rod's cock
slam into me and I felt his orgasm travel up his cock.  I could feel Tina's
vagina rhythmically squeezing my cock as she experience her orgasm.

     Rod collapsed on my back, and we laid there for several minutes catching
our breath.  Finally we separated and, with me in the middle, cuddled for a
long time.

     I was half asleep, when Rod said, "Look at the time.  We should be heading
home".

     "Don't leave.  Let's stay here tonight.  It feels so good, cuddling with
you I don't want you to ever leave."  I begged.

     Rod and Tina looked at each other, then just laid down with me. That's how
we woke up the next morning.
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     Well, that has been my sexual history, at least the highlights. Rod, Tina
and I have been getting together quite often for the past several years.  We
all went on vacation together last summer.  Two weeks ago, they asked me to
move in with them.  I haven't given them an answer yet, but I think that I'll
do it.  After all it's a dream come true for a bi-sexual like me.  I love them
both dearly, and just can't seem to imagine life without them.  --
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