Date: Thu, 19 Dec 2002 12:41:49 -0500 From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@pineland.net> Subject: Boybands - All Alone In Love - Chapter 1 Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zipcode because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync, or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync, and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole9@pineland.net". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ====================================== All Alone in Love - Chapter 1 by JT Poole * Orlando, FL - JC and Justin's Home * "Honey I am home, we are you?" Justin asked walking into the house. "I am right here Josh, where have you been? It's one in the morning, I have been waiting for you for hours." JC stated walking past Justin to the kitchen. "Baby I am so sorry, I was getting ready to come home, but I got another idea and decided to go ahead and work on it. I am sorry I didn't call and let you know. Could you please forgive me for this?" Justin asked. "Goodnight Justin, I am going to bed." JC stated as he headed up the stairs to their bedroom. "Josh, Josh, I said I was sorry." Justin yelled up the stairs, as JC slammed the bedroom door. "Damn it, I am getting tired of his attitude." Justin said to himself as he walked into the den to sleep on the couch again. Getting upset again, JC jumps into bed alone as usual. He didn't expect Justin to come to bed; he never did when he came in late. How could he continue to live like this, loving someone that doesn't pay attention to him or care about his feelings. * Joey and Lance's House * "Lance honey what's wrong, why are you up this late?" Joey asked. "Nothing, just catching up on some things I didn't do for FreeLance. Go back to sleep, I will be in bed soon." Lance stated. "But Lance, I miss you in bed next to me. Come back to bed, work can wait until morning." Joey stated. "No it can't, I need to get it done now. Go back to sleep, I will be there soon." Lance stated as Joey turned over in the bed and closed his eyes. Joey was angry now. He had been putting up with this for the last couple of weeks and couldn't take it anymore. Since they all decided to take an extended break from recording or touring, Lance has been putting all of his time and energy into FreeLance and has been ignoring him. If Lance couldn't love him and show him the affection and attention he needed, he would find someone that could. * Early Morning - JC and Justin's House * "Justin, Justin where are you?" JC called throughout the house looking for Justin. "I have checked every room in this house and he isn't here. I know he hasn't gone to the Studio this early in the morning." "Good morning honey. Are you ready for breakfast?" Justin asked, walking into the room what a bag of bagels and coffee. "Breakfast, you left this early to go get breakfast? It's five, not even six yet and you are already up, what's going on Justin?" JC asked. "Nothing's going on. I went to go get breakfast and I was going to come up and wake you up so that we can talk." Justin stated. "Talk about what Justin, I don't think there is anything we need to talk about." JC stated, as he turned to walk back upstairs. "Josh, Josh...I do think we need to talk. I don't know what you are thinking, but you have been mad with me ever since I started the project." Justin stated. "Justin, I haven't been mad, I have been worried, worried about us!" JC stated as he stood at the top of the stairs. "What's happening with us Justin?" "What do you mean? There's nothing happening with us." Justin stated. "Justin for the last couple of weeks, you haven't been around. You have been doing things you normally don't do, hanging around people you normally don't hang with." JC stated, as Justin walked up the stairs to him. "Honey, I am around. I am here everyday. The only people I hang around with are the people in the studio." Justin stated wrapping his arms around JC's waist. "Justin, let go of me! Let me explain something to you! First, staying at the Studio until one in the morning doesn't show that you are home, hanging around with Clipse and Bizarre is something that you normally don't do. You hardly spend time with the guys or me. Ever since you started this solo project, it's been all about you. Sometimes I wonder if you still think of me as your husband or not." JC explained as he pushed Justin away and walked down to the bedroom. "Josh, Josh, you are my husband. You will always be my husband, I love you." Justin stated running down to the bedroom to talk to JC. "Justin I have had enough. Until you learn how to treat me like your husband again, I am going to leave. Since I am not working on anything, there is no need for me to stay around here, so I am taking a small trip. Justin I hope you have fun and I hope you make the right decisions." JC stated, as he went into the bathroom and closed the door. "Josh, baby don't leave me. I need you here with me. Please...I need you, you know I need you." Justin stated, as he started to cry. While JC was in the bathroom showering, Justin decided that he wasn't going to let JC leave him. He loved him very much and didn't want to loose that love. Justin quickly got undressed and opened the bathroom door and entered. Standing there looking at the silhouette of JC's body behind the frosted glass of the shower door, Justin got hard looking at his husband. "Oh honey, please stay here with me. I love you. I need you here with me. You are the only person in my life that keeps me grounded." Justin stated as he stepped into the shower and wrapped his arms around JC's waist. "Justin, it's too late, I am not going to fall into one of your games. I will be leaving as soon as I get out of the shower. So just leave me alone. Until you learn to treat me like your husband, I will not be here. I will only come back when you have learned your lesson." JC stated, as he pushed Justin to the back of the shower stall to continue his shower. "Baby, I love you, I have always loved you, and you know that. Please Josh honey, don't leave me. I will do anything for you to stay here." Justin stated as tears trailed down his face. "You will do anything?" JC asked, "You will do anything I ask? " "Anything baby, I will do anything for you, I will do anything to prove to you how much I love you." Justin stated. "Fine, put everything on hold, let's go on a vacation, if you are willing to do anything, then the project can wait for two weeks until we get back." JC stated. "I can do that. If that's what it takes to prove to you that I love you." Justin stated. "You are my husband Josh, I love you, I have loved you since I've known you. I will move the moon for you if I could." "Well pack your bags, you can leave with me." JC stated. "I am heading to New York, I made reservations at the Hyatt." * Joey and Lance's House * "Good morning hon...Lance, Lance where are you?" Joey asked as he sat up in bed looking around the room. Joey sat up in bed looking around for Lance. Instead of finding Lance, he found a letter stating that he had gone to take care of some business in San Francisco. Getting pissed with the situation, Joey got up out of bed and went to take a shower. Getting ready to go to rehearsals for the show, Joey decided that he needed someone in his life that paid attention to him and he knew where to find that person. * New York - Hyatt-Regency * "Justin, Justin wake up. We are here." JC whispered into Justin's ear. "Wha...Oh. Hi baby. Thanks for waking me up." Justin stated kissing JC on the lips. "Come on Justin, let's go. We have to check in and get to our room. We have other things to do here." JC stated as he dragged Justin out of the car. "I'm coming baby, just give me a minute to wake up completely. I am not fully awake yet." Justin stated stretching as the two of them walked into the hotel. ====================================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole9@pineland.net AIM: swainsboroGABoi Yahoo: swainsborogaboi ICQ #: 146925768