Date: Mon, 9 Apr 2001 08:54:20 -0400
From: steelo64 <steelo64@email.msn.com>
Subject: Angel's Wings (part 6)

 Heres another part to the story, i'm kind of lost on where to go, so if
you have any suggestions e-mail me at Steelo64@msn.com

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(((I don't know half the people I name in this story except me and my
brothers, other than that I'm clueless about BSB and N'sync.))))))))))
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***Lance***

That was it he left me for good now. There's way no way for me to get him
back.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Jc yelled at me.  "Your not even going
to go after him."

"He doesn't want anything to do with me."  I said trying to defend my self.

  "If you took the time and stop your pity party, you would have noticed
that he wanted you to say something, anything to him."  Joey added.

"He did?" I was praying that they weren't playing games.  "Yes" Jc said
with a softer voice "now go after him."

I got out the car and saw that Shane was stooped in front of his door
crying.

I called out to him, but he seemed to draw more into himself.  "Look I
sorry for what I said."  "Please don't Lance" He lashed out with pure
anger. "If you don't like me then say so, stop fucking around with my
head!"

"Wha- Shane no.  I've never meant to mess with your head."  "That's just
it" Shane croaked out.  "I didn't only give you access to my mind but also
my heart, and I don't think I can chance you doing that again."  "Please
Shane don't go."  I tried once more.

"Look Lance, it was a good game on your part.  I fell like a fool for you.
Is that what you wanted to hear?"  Shane said, turning around only to find
me crying on his steps with my head in my hands.

"I - I never meant to react like that."  I cried "its just Britney caught
me off guard, and I got scared.  I'm so sorry."

Then when I was just wishing the world would swallow me whole.  I felt his
arms pick me up from the concert.  "Oh Lance I'm sorry I never thought
about what you had to go through I'm sorry."  He wiped my tears.

"I guess this isn't much of a first date."  Shane said letting out a small
chuckle.  "Well tonight's' not over."  Maybe we could still salvage the
night.

"No, I we need some time to think but I would love to go out again."  Shane
said giving me an apologetic look.

"That's ok" I was getting a little hyper.  "Oh wait I got you something."
I ran down the steps like a kid at Christmas with a huge smile plastered on
my face.

I jumped in the limo and was franticly looking for the bag.  "What
happened?"  Jc asked

He didn't get much of a reply just a grunt as I lifted Justin legs to spot
my hidden bag.  I ran back up the step and stood before Shane.

"I remembered when we were talking and you said that you liked roses, but I
wanted to get you something that would last."  I knew I was starting to
babble so I reached into the bag and pulled out its contents.  Shane's eyes
widened in surprise as he took it in his hands, his fingers caressing each
curve, as his eyes marvels at the detail.  It was a rose that I had dipped
in silver and preserved.

"It's was a real rose, but you don't have to water it or anything, but you
may need to polish it."  I was rambling again, damit man shut up.

Just then Shane placed his hands softly on the sides of my face, making my
gaze meet his, but I was still babbling like an idiot.  He silenced me with
a kiss.  There was no tongue involved but it was just a sensual.  It lasted
only seconds before he pulled his lips from mine.  I must have looked like
a fish with my lips still slightly puckered.  He kissed me again on the
cheek.

"Goodnight Lance, and thank you."  He said as he walked inside his house.
I stood there on cloud nine as I still felt his soft pouty lips touch on
mine.  I floated down the stairs and hopped into the limo.

I sat down and told the driver to drive and was hit with question after
question.  But I just kept looking out the window softly touching my lips,
I didn't care how I looked I was in love.

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***Shane***

            That kiss kept me up all night; I kept running the events
through my mind as I held the rose close to me.  Soon all the drama and
excitement caught up to me and sleep came swiftly.

The next morning I woke up and looked at the clock to see that I had awoke
a half an hour before my normal time and decided to go back to sleep, but
someone else had different plans as my phone started to ring.

"Hello." I answered a little groggy.

"It's all your fault."  Now mind you I don't like being accused of
anything, (even when I'm wrong), and I was just woken up.

"Back tha fuckin truck up, who's dis?"  I yelled in the phone, letting my
accent peak a little.

"Lance, and it's still your fault," He giggled.  I calmed down a little
hearing his laugh, but I was still irate that he was blaming something on
me.

"What my fault?"  "That I got up so early, I can't get back to sleep."

"And why is that?"  I was waiting for the right answer (which would
anything) that would make me click on him.

"I can't stop thinking of that kiss, and your beautiful face."  Damn,
wasn't expecting that one.

I started giggling like a schoolgirl.  "Shut up."  "What it's true, and
that laugh, uggh I love it."

What ever, it's easy to give comment when you're perfect."  "Yeah right" He
laughed

"I know I'm right, your voice shakes me to the core some times at so hot
and sexy it is, your eyes light up the darkest room and lips taste so
good."  "Stop it, your making me blush."  "And that to, you have a killer
smile."

"Ok enough mushy stuff, come over today" "Who say's I'm not working?"  I
know I'm being an ass but that's how I get my kicks.

"Oh, you still have a job?"  Lance asked surprised.  "Yeah why wouldn't I."
"Well I thought after I yelled at you I saw your boss come and talk to you,
and when I saw you crying I figured you got fired."

"What is it with people, do they really believe that 'customer is always'
right crap. If it were my boss, I would have said you were mad because you
were going bald.  Not only would we have a good laugh but I would get off
the hook."

"Well I wouldn't want you to not go to work and lose your house."  I
started laughing at him.  "I think we need to talk."

"Why?"  Lance said sounding a little panicked.  "Nothing to worry about
boo, I'll be by soon, k?"

"Ok I'll tell the desk to let you up."

After getting dressed in a baby blue Georgia fleece, and some dark blue
jeans I left for the hotel.  I got up stairs ok and went to the suit door.
Leonie let me in and I went into Lance's and saw him lying under the
covers.  I moved over quietly and pulled the covers back quickly to find
nothing but pillows.  Just then something moved quickly from behind the
curtain and started bounding towards me.  I didn't have time to turn around
so I just hooked my arm back and caught who ever it was by the neck and
tossed them on the bed.  Every thing happened out of reflex and I ended up
straddling my attackers waist my left forearm pressing against their throat
and my right palm ready to push their nasal cavity into their brain.

Then I saw those gorgeous green eyes shimmering in the early sunlight.  I
dropped the assassin mood but still stayed straddling his hips.  Rubbing my
hands down his arms I placed my hands in his and raised his arms over his
head holding him down.

"And what did you think you would gain."  I asked with a slight smile.  "I
just wanted to say hi."  He answered in a child's voice.

"Oh so this never occurred to you?"  "I asked as I dropped my body to his
and kissed him on the lips.  This kiss unlike last night lasted a bit
longer, but tongues stayed in their respectable areas.  But lance decided
to change that.  His mouth parted slightly and his tongue ran a course
along my bottom lip.

I pulled away thinking I would see a disappointed face, but instead I found
one of lust, this boy knew what he wanted and he was determined to get it.

 Now I may be able to do jump kicks and back flips, but these all need for
me to be light on my feet.  I was no match for Lance when he used his
weight and flipped both him and me over.  He got this knowing smile on his
face and leaned down to continue the kiss.  This kiss I allowed him access
as his tongue and mine massaged each other.  He then lowered his whole body
upon mine.

I feel into the kiss as I wrapped my right leg around his right leg that
was in between both of mine.  He slowly ran his hands up my body and began
to grip his crotch into mine.  My eyes shot open in surprise as I felt what
he was doing.  It felt so good but I didn't want to do something that I
would regret later.  I placed my hands on Lances heaving chest and pushed
him off of me.

"I'm sorry I can't," I panted out still trying to recover.  "What happened,
did I do something wrong?"  "No boo that's just it, every thing right, but
I don't think I'm ready to do this with you yet.  I hope you understand."

"It's ok baby I understand, and I don't mind."  Lance said kissing me on
the cheek.

"Sooo, why did you call me over?" I asked wanting to change the subject
between us.

"Well there is something that has to be done."  "Ok what do we have to do?"

"We it's really not a we thing."  "What, it's funny how you speak French
one minute and the next it's gone."

"It's really a act of love."  "I'm not stripping."  "Come 'on, but really,
Joey said he was going to shave my head bald if you don't cook for us this
morning."

"Oh no, can't have that."  I laughed as I started playing with is hair.  "K
boo, you go back to sleep while I go shopping."

I bought the same things that I did before but doubling up.  I got back to
the hotel and started cooking.

After a few minutes I heard a room door open.  I didn't bother to come
around because I felt them moving closer and assumed it was Lance, boy was
I wrong.

"Hey boo."  I said not turning around.  Then he wrapped his arms around my
waist slightly and I leaned back into him.  Then I felt him nuzzling my
neck with is morning stubble.  I couldn't hold back a contained moan any
longer and let it out, and then he moaned.

I turned around with the quickness because that moan didn't belong to a
bass.

"Justin?!"  "I see you got Joey's message."  He said not trying to release
his grip.

"Yeah."  I answered simply.

"But, is that all you came for?"  He asked with a knowing smile.  Now if I
didn't like him as a friend I would have deflated his ego with "Well I came
for you but I realized I graduated from scrub status."  But no not this
time.

"No I came to talk to Lance."

"Lance wha, why?"

"I needed to clear something up."

Thank God for sputtering grease, because a bit splashed and hit Justin's
hand, and he ran to the bathroom to wash it off.  I don't know why but I
felt Justin's mood shift dramatically when I said Lance's name.

I returned to cooking when another pair of arms surrounded me.

"You better be blond, cute, and have green eyes of we're gonna have a
problem."

I felt a kiss on my cheek and turned around.  "Well two out of three ain't
bad."

"What ever." Lance smiled and leaned in to kiss me again.  Then we heard
someone clear their thought.

"I see you two have made up."  Joey said with a small smile.  "Yeah he was
to good to let go." I answered looking Lance directly in his eyes.

"Good" Joey began again "Have my demands been met?"  He asked as he stood
in front of us with his hands behind his back, in a commando stance.  "Yes
Godfather, in exchange for protection of Lances hair, I have prepared your
breakfast."

"Very good, now we may eat."  "I suggest that we wait for the other don's"
"Very well but I grow tired."

"Knock it off you two."  Lance said as he slapped Joey and me in the back
of our heads.

"Not even to our second date and your already abusing me."  "Aww want me o
kiss it and make it better?"  He asked sitting next to me and leaning in
for a kiss.  "You won't be kissing nothing, if you keep messin wit me. And
put that pout away."

He kept pouting so I had to kiss him to make him stop.

Jc Lance and Justin walked out of their rooms as I began setting plates on
the table hearing the clinging of spoons and forks.

"Hey Shane, you came back, so you forgave Lance."  Jc asked and stated.

"Yup he's my baby now." Lance said triumphantly.  "Like hell I am you still
need to woo me."

Lance got this sad look on his face.  "But how about this. I'm off limits
to anyone else."

"I can deal with that."  He said picking up my hand and kissing it.

Breakfast went though wonderfully as I got to know everyone.  It was
all-good until.

"So guys what are we doing today Jc asked wiping his mouth with his
napkin."

"Well I'm up for a little sight seeing." Chris voiced.

"Yeah we could do that Lance said holding my hand."  "Sorry boo I can't" I
said letting go of his hand. "I have to practice for the thing at the
club."

"Well we'll help."  Jc said a little enthusiastic.  "We will?"  Justin said
as he got up and left.

"Did I do something wrong?"  I was a little at his rudeness but maybe it
was a personal problem.

"No that's just Justin give him a little time."  Chris answered.

I would have let it go at that but I was worried about Lance and me.  If
Justin had a problem it could be bad for us.  I got up and left the table
following Justin into his room.  I saw Justin on his bed throwing a ball
into the air.

"Justin?"  He stopped throwing the ball and turned his head to look at me
and rolled his eyes.  "Justin do you have a problem with Lance being
together, cause we're gay?"

"No why would I care, I'm bi so what."  This caught me by surprise but I
couldn't let it show.

"Then is it me you don't like."

"YES!!! Well no I don't know, why do you care?"  His voice said wavering to
that of the lost to one a cold hearted beast.

"Well I care because I love Lance.  I know it's to soon to say but I really
want to be with him."

"So what do you want form me?" He spat at me like venom. Now for those who
don't know my temper is not that good for the ignorant, and this blond was
pushing me.

"Well" I fought the argue to grabbing a pillow and trying to suffocate
him. "I really would like to have you as a friend, I mean I don't want to
be around Lance 24/7 and I need someone around my age to hang with."

"So even if you're with Lance you still wanna hang with me?"  I found this
to be a kind of weird question from someone who didn't want anything to do
with me a minute ago.  "Yeah, we can still be koo."

"Alright" He stood up and gave me a hug.  "I'm sorry about being a little
pissy."

"That's ok, but now I need your help."  "Oh I see you only want to talk to
me so you could use me."

"You'd wish I'd use you Timberlake."  I laughed as I playfully

"I haven't sung in a long time and I was hoping could you help me."  I
asked feeling embarrassed.

"First you have to say it."  Justin said with a grin.  "Say what?"  I knew
this boy was a freak so I had to watch what he made me say.  "You have to
say" he paused for a minute thinking.  "That Justin Timberlake is the
finest person that I have ever laid eyes on."  Oh my good lord was this boy
hi on himself, but ok.  "Justin Timberlake is the finest person that I have
ever laid eyes on."  "Good now we can talk."  "With in the last 2 minutes."
I added before I ran from the room.  I ran into the living room and jumped
into Lanes lap hiding in his chest.

I heard Justin running up behind me.  "Yeah you better hide behind your
man."  He laughed.  But I didn't care I just hugged tighter because he was
'my man'.