Date: Thu, 24 Aug 2000 16:40:37 EDT
From: NoodleJ@aol.com
Subject: Backstreet Desire Part 1 (GM boy band)

Welcome to the first of the Backstreet Desire series!  These have been posted
for a while on Men on the Net's story page, and they went over so well that I
decided to post them here on the Nifty Archive.  I have edited them a little
from the original drafts (an improvement-believe me), but they are still my
stories.  Feel free to post them on any story sites you may own.

This story is completely fictional.  I do not know any members of the
Backstreet Boys and do not know anything about their true sexuality.
~Noodle

BACKSTREET DESIRE PART I

Kevin Richardson lay on a beach in California, watching his fellow Backstreet
Boys play frisbee by the light of the setting sun. His eyes drifted from the
running bodies to the distant horizon. The sun burned its way into the ocean,
fighting a losing battle against the conquering night sky. A line of Jewel's
song "Down So Long" played in his head, "The sun sets across the ocean, a
thousand miles from anywhere . . .". He directed his attention back to his
friends and bandmates. Their bodies were glistening gold on one side from the
sun's last beams, blue on the other from the approaching darkness.

He saw Nick trying his hardest to show off, but not succeeding. Howie was
playing modestly, Kevin knew Howie had more game in him. Then AJ caught his
attention, his hard Latin body throwing the plastic disc back to Nick. Kevin
knew he was attracted to AJ--sexually at least. The frisbee left Nick's hand
and sailed gracefully through the air.  Kevin watched the frisbee glide into
Brian's hand, then passed his glance over Brian's body, then to his face, and
Kevin was filled with desire. He felt something in his chest reaching to his
cousin, trying so hard to bring them together. Kevin knew he couldn't look at
Brian for too long or he would get an erection, so he diverted his eyes to
his own glowing, chiseled body. Kevin closed his eyes to relax, but this
peaceful moment came to an abrupt end when the frisbee crashed into his
forehead. He looked up and saw Nick giggling childishly until AJ slapped him
across the back of his head. Brian jogged over to where Kevin lay to retrieve
the toy. He grasped Kevin on the shoulder and asked, "You alright, bud?"

Kevin felt a wave of emotion ripple through his body from Brian's touch.
"Yeah, I'm fine," replied Kevin, "I was just... daydreaming, I guess."

"Alright, cool," said Brian. Kevin desperately wanted to lean forward and
kiss Brian, but he resisted. If only he knew what Brian was thinking at the
exact same time. He looked up to the other guys, and they were all looking at
him with a troubled expression. They resumed their game.

Kevin stood up, brushed the sand off his back, and headed up toward the
stucco beach house. The house was elegant with large arches and balconies.
Thick green vines climbed up the sides of the house and tropical plants
bloomed around the house and in pots on the balconies. The terra cotta tile
roof shone very orange in the failing light. He needed a shower. Kevin
entered the house through an arched doorway and climbed up the stairs. The
house looked very romantic and serene on the inside in the soft light. The
house was decorated with tropical plants, Mexican pottery, and furniture in
colors of navy blue, maroon, and forest green. He glanced at a barely lit
balcony to his right and wished he had watched the guys from there, where he
would at least have had privacy.

He headed to his room, which he shared with AJ. Kevin selected some clothes
to put on after his shower: a black t-shirt, white boxer-briefs, and a pair
of grey khakis. He walked into the large bathroom and let his clothes fall to
the floor to the floor.  He slipped out of his swimming trunks before turning
on the shower. He saw AJ's mess on the counter; toothbrush, toothpaste,
hairgel, etc. He disliked AJ's sloppiness. He thought about asking AJ to
start using the downstairs bathroom, but realized it would slim the chance of
being able to "accidentally" see him naked.  Kevin stepped into the shower
and rested his head against the wall of the shower.  He wished he could be
where the sun was setting, a thousand miles from where he was and the life he
lived. And who would he bring with him? Brian, of course. Kevin took a quick
shower, only long enough to rinse the sand and sweat off of his body. He
dried off and got dressed, then walked out of the bathroom to find the other
boys waiting for him. "We need to have a talk, Kev," said AJ.

Kevin narrowed his eyes and said, "Wuzzup?"

Nick was happy to answer, "We feel that you've been distancing yourself from
us lately, and you've just been acting weird altogether"

"Oh, sorry, you guys.  I haven't really noticed any strange behavior on my
part.  I've just been, well... tired lately, y'know?" said Kevin, trying to
be as convincing as possible.  Time to see if those acting lessons were worth
the money.

"You sure that's all?" Brian inquired.

"Yeah, I'm fine, honestly." Kevin had no intentions to reveal the real
reason.

"Great," said AJ, "wanna go grab a bite to eat with us?"

"No, thanks," answered Kevin, "I'd better get some sleep"

"That's cool," said Nick, "we'll see you later, then."

"Yeah, whatever," said Kevin blankly.

"You SURE you're okay, Kevy?" said AJ, grabbing Kevin's shoulder tenderly.

"I swear, I'm really alright," Kevin defended.

"I'd better stay here with you," offered Brian.

"No, I'll be okay here by myself."

"I won't mind staying, I promise," said Brian, "you guys go ahead, I'll see
ya'all later."

"Alright, bye, you two," said Howie, "Let's go, guys, I'm starving for some
sushi." Nick made a gagging noise and everyone laughed.

As soon as the guys left, Brian sat down next to Kevin on a sofa downstairs.
"C'mon, man, all the others are gone. Can't you tell your own cousin what's
up with you?"

Kevin tensed up. He knew he couldn't reveal his secret. He felt obligated to
say SOMETHING, but tried his hardest to tiptoe around it, "No, I'd like to
keep it private until it blows over."

"Kev, we want to help you through whatever it is. If you won't tell us, how
can we help you?"  Kevin loved the sound of Brian's voice-so soft with that
southern lilt.

"It's not a matter of WON'T, Brian. It's a matter of CAN'T.  Believe me-I DO
trust you."

"Seriously, how bad can it be?"

"REAL bad"

"Come ON, man, you can't just lead me around like this. I really want to
know. Please let me know what's going on. I really want to help you through
whatever's happening to you."

Kevin decided there was no backing out of the conversation. How much should
he reveal? It would be too much for the group to handle if he expressed his
deep desire for his cousin. Well, now or never. "Brian, I'm gay."

The room fell silent for what seemed to be ten minutes. Kevin searched
Brian's eyes for any sign of comprehension. He wasn't sure exact what he saw.
 Was it comprehension?  Or relief?  Could it be pleasure??   *What now?*
thought Kevin. *Should I reveal the rest? Brian certainly doesn't seem
disappointed, so what if?.. Oh, what the hell, here goes...*

Before a word emerged from Kevin's mouth, he was blocked by Brian's kiss, and
Kevin kissed back. Kevin embraced Brian tightly as they kissed, bringing them
as close as he could. Tongues soon got involved and Brian was on top of Kevin
on the sofa. Brian leaned back and peeled off his shirt, revealing his
defined torso to Kevin, and then helped Kevin out of his tight T-shirt.
Kevin slowly ran his fingers over Brian's surgery scar down the front of his
sternum.

They resumed making out and their bodies glistened with sweat.  Kevin wanted
badly to go farther. Brian leaned back again and popped the button open on
Kevin's shorts. He got completely off of Kevin before completely removing
Kevin's pants and underwear, as well as his own. Kevin looked at Brian's
erect dick and he wanted it so bad. Brian climbed back onto Kevin, this time
with his head right over Kevin's meat, and his dick over Kevin's mouth. Kevin
eagerly licked and mouthed Brian's cock, and Brian did the same. Kevin was
enjoying himself immensely. His orgasm did not take long to arrive because of
the passion he felt for Brian, and Brian gladly accepted the cum into his
hungry mouth. The taste of his cousin's semen soon set him creaming. Brian
turned around weakly to face his cousin again. After a few more minutes of
passionate kissing they were strongly aroused again.

Kevin asked, "Can we do this in the shower, please?"

"Sure," said Brian. They put on their underwear and proceeded up the stairs
to the bathroom. Kevin saw that AJ's mess was still there. The shower was
running and the two new lovers removed their underwear and stood under the
stream of hot water. "Kevin, will you fuck me?" was all that was said before
they were kissing again. The best thing they could find for lube in the
bathroom was some Vaseline. Kevin smeared some on Brian's bud and Brian
coated Kevin's hard tool. Brian leaned against the shower wall as Kevin
slowly pressed his penis against his anus. Kevin pushed in his dick's head
and Brian hissed some air through his teeth. Kevin slowed down. Inch by inch,
Kevin inserted the rest of his cock into Brian. He then waited for Brian's
asshole to adjust appropriately before moving in and out. Before long, they
were in full swing.

Downstairs, AJ entered through the front door. He came home because Nick and
Howie wanted to see a movie after dinner, but AJ wasn't interested. He
noticed Kevin and Brian's clothes on the floor, but assumed that they were
just hot and wanted to cool off. He walked upstairs and heard the shower
running. *Damn* he thought. *How the hell am I supposed to get ready for
bed?*. He saw that the door to Brian's room was closed. *Must be asleep.
Wouldn't mind joining him* he smiled to himself. Kevin wouldn't care if he
snuck into the bathroom to grab his dental supplies while he was in the
shower. They were all pretty close anyway. AJ knocked and said, "Hey, Kev? I
need to get my toothpaste"

Kevin and Brian freaked out. They never thought to lock the door. "DON'T COME
IN!" shouted Kevin.

"Why the hell not? I've seen you naked before. I'm coming in."

"NO!" screamed Kevin. AJ ignored him and flung the door open. He froze. They
froze. What he saw before him made his eyes grow to the size of dinner
plates. They hadn't even bothered to close the curtain...

AJ turned around slowly and closed the door. And locked it.

~~by Noodle~~