Date: Sat, 3 Oct 1998 02:28:16 EDT
From: BBBRok1057@aol.com
Subject: Bad Boy B-Rok
Here we go again...I just want to thank, again, all the guys that have
written me e-mails telling me how much they liked the story! I'm really
having fun turning Matt and Brian into characters for my story, so I am so
glad it is being enjoyed! I am upset, because I finally realized that this
story has to end someday(not anytime soon, don't get me wrong). But I just
wanted to let everyone know that while it lasts, that I want you to know
that your letters mean alot!! Don't read this story if it might offend
you, is illegal in your state, county, whatever, or if you are under 18yrs
of age. Also, if you want to tell me that you liked the story, want to
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BBBRok1057@aol.com. ENJOY!!!
Bad Boy B-Rok
By-Leprechaun
(Part 6)
Barbara and I pulled into the underground parking for the stadium
around 6 o'clock. It wasn't easy to get in, even with an invitation. The
security gaurd stationed at the entrance wanted ID, then wanted to call
backstage to get clearance. The gaurd even recognized me! I couldn't
believe what a hassle we had to go through.
Brian had left my hotel about two hours before. He and I had finished
our tumble and slept for a couple hours before he had to leave. He wanted
to stay, but if he hadn't gone back, his managers would have had a fit and
put out a Dragnet for him. I understood completely. I told him Barb came
by my room every morning to see if I was behaving myself. Right after
Brian left, Nick called and asked me if Brian was there. I behaved myself
and told him that Brian was on his way. I still didn't trust Nick worth a
shit, but he didn't seem to bother Brian, so I let it go. I had to find
someone for Nick so he would mind his business.
After we parked Barb's car next to the boys' limo, we were immediately
surrounded by security that gave us wristbands that had a UPC looking thing
on them and a backstage pass to wear like a necklace. Of the two movies I
made, niether one of them had ANY security like this. After we were tagged
and released back into the wild, we were free to go where we wanted. I
didn't know how to get to the backstage area from there, so we got one of
the security guys to show us. He showed us to the green room where we
could wait. He told us the boys should be there in a few minutes, they
were busy with the reporters.
Barb and I helped ourselves to the liquor cabinet and had to improvise
for an ashtray with a bowl that was in the cabinet. I was telling Barbara
about the last couple of days I had spent with Brian while we had our
drinks and smokes. After I finished bragging about me and Brian, Barb
reminded me that I had the layout for People on Monday and was explaining
about the premiere the next night.
About 30 minutes after we arrived, the guys came in and introduced
themselves to Barbara. She was more than thrilled to meet them. You'd
think after years of working with famous people, it wouldn't faze her, but
it did. Brian came over and sat down next to me, resting his hand on
thigh. I didn't mean to ignore him, but I was engrossed watching Barb talk
to the guys so excitedly. I had just finished taking a drag off my
cigarette when Brian snatched it out of my hand, and put it out in the
bowl.
"Goddamnit, Brian." I blew out the smoke.
"I'll stop you completely one of these days." Brian laughed and kissed
me.
Barb and the other guys looked at us, but then continued to talk,
unfazed. Brian and I locked lips for a quite awhile, letting the others
talk. I knew we were being tacky, but didn't care. Finally, when we
broke, I grabbed my pack of cigarettes, and jumped up, ran over and
squeezed into the couch next to the four other guys, which was pretty
tight. Brian immediately followed me and a dog pile insued. Brian jumped
on my lap, trying to get my cigarettes, then A.J. and Howie jumped on top
of him. Somehow, during all the pouncing, I managed to get a cigarette out
and light it.
"Damn you." Brian laughed as Howie and A.J. crawled off of us.
"It's a lost cause, babe." I took a big puff.
"Let me show you something." Brian took my cigarette, and to my
surprise, took a big drag. Holding it in his mouth, he grabbed the back of
my head, gave me a kiss and blew the smoke into my mouth, making me choke.
"I don't do that." I pulled away coughing, teary eyed.
"Well, I thought that would give you a very good idea of what it's
like." Brian laughed.
"Give me that!" I grabbed my cigarette and took another puff. Brian
just rolled his eyes and laughed.
Brian and I hopped back up, letting the other guys have more room. I
walked back over to the other couch and sat at the far end. Brian laid
down between me and Barb and laid his head in my lap, and looked up at me
while I finished my cigarette, making all kinds of gagging faces. I just
ignored him. I got tired of trying to ignore him and starting laying my
hand on his face, trying to cover it. Brian started giggling and I started
tickling him, causing him to kick Barbara in the leg. Barbara started
laughing cause it hurt so bad. Brian sat up on his knees on the couch and
started retaliating. He grabbed me under both armpits, making me bend over
until my forehead was touching my knee. All the guys were starting to
laugh at us because we were so hyper.
I finally broke free from Brian and fell on the floor, laughing
hysterically. I could barely breathe I was laughing so hard. Brian
couldn't leave well enough alone, and sat down on top of me. He started
bouncing on me, laughing.
"Ok, ok, I give." I thought I would pee my pants.
"Are you gonna smoke?" Brian asked, still bouncing.
"No, never, uh uh." I laughed.
"Alright." Brian stood.
I sat up, still laughing. Finally, when I could catch my breath, I
grabbed my cigarettes and ran to the back of the couch, with Brian right
behind me. I ran into the bathroom and shut the door, trying to lock it,
but it was too late, I had to throw my weight against the door to keep
Brian from getting in. I could barely light my cigarette I was laughing so
hard. Finally, after I had lit it, I opened the door, and smiled at Brian,
the cigarette dangling from my mouth. Brian came in the bathroom and
locked the door. He pushed me down on the toilet, and knelt in front of
me.
"Brian, no, they'll know what we are doing!" I tried to get up.
"Like they don't know we are fucking each other." he laughed and tried
to undo my belt.
"No, not here." I got up, re-fastening my belt.
"Fine, but I hope you know you'll pay tonight." Brian smiled evily up
at me.
"Oh, I know. Now com'n." I gave him my hand and pulled him up off the
floor.
We walked back into the green room, and the guys immediately started
clapping.
"Please, we weren't even in there for a minute." Brian laughed. I
just bowed.
"Well, that's all it takes." A.J. laughed. Brian just responded by
glaring at him.
I grabbed Brian's hand, placed the cigarette back in my mouth, and led
him over to the couch and we both sat down, him resting his hand on my
thigh again. I finished smoking my cigarette and sat back with Brian,
listening to the other guys talk. Brian and I were looking at each other
talking in our own little world when A.J. decided to make his presence
known.
"So, Matt, are we really gonna get to go to the premiere with you
tomorrow night?"
"Yeah, you guys will have to meet us at my hotel about two hours
before, right?" I looked down at Barb.
"Oh, yeah." Barb snapped to attention. "You'll need to be over about
two hours before because that's when we will head over to the theatre, and
the pre-party will be. We'll mingle before, and then we'll need to get you
guys passes."
"Passes?" Nick looked at Barb.
"Well, there will be alot of stars there, so whenever we gather at the
watering hole, there is always alot of security." I laughed.
"Who all is gonna be making an 'appearance'." Kevin leaned in.
"Ask Barb, she's the one that keeps track of that stuff." I looked
down at Barb.
"Well, I talked to Devon Sawa, and he's coming. I know Leonardo
DiCaprio will be there, he's always in for a party." Barb laughed. "Bob is
going to be there, and ofcourse all the usuals, Winona Ryder, Julia
Roberts, Gwyneth Paltrow, sans Brad, all the major Holly Hounds."
"Jeez." Brian looked at me in shock. "I better you're nervous."
"Naw, I don't care if THEY like it, just the fans." I laughed.
"Yeah, but I mean, they're all pretty famous." Kevin said his eyes
wide.
"So are you guys."
"Well, yeah, but we're friends." Nick lied through his teeth.
"Well, we weren't until a couple days ago." I explained.
We sat there for awhile, going to our seperate corners, me and Brian
whispering little promises to each other, and Barbara gushing over the
guys, until the stage manager came in and told them it was time to take
their places. Brian grabbed my hand and led me from the room. I let go
once we got out the door, as so no one would see us like that. I walked
behind him, watching his ass while he walked in front of me. I knew we
would have a good night after the concert. Brian looked back and caught me
looking at him and wiggled his butt, making me laugh.
Brian took us to the gate by the side of the stage and had one of the
security guards show us out to our seats on the front row. I got quite a
few looks from the people we passed, but I don't think they really believed
it was me. Barb and I sat down, waiting for the opening act. I couldn't
believe that I was sitting front row with my agent waiting to see MY BRIAN
perform live. The opening act was some shitty band that was practically
booed off the stage. I hated to see someone get such bad response, but was
glad that they left.
It was about five minutes until the concert was gonna start when one of
the security guards came and got me. He told me that Brian wanted me
backstage, so I left Barbara sitting there, waiting for me to return. The
guard led me all the way back, and to the side of the stage where I saw
Brian standing.
"What's wrong, why aren't you starting?" I asked worried.
"Nothing's wrong, but me and the guys came up with a great idea!"
Brian said hyperly. "Why don't you go out there and set us up?"
"No way!" I laughed. "I'm not gonna go out there and get booed off
the stage like that band did."
"You won't get booed off the stage, it's a crowd full of women and
young girls, they love you." Brian urged me.
"Well, if I do this, what do I get?" I winked.
"Anything you want." Brian smiled wickedly.
"Okay, deal." I spoke too soon.
Brian made some hand signal to a guy to the left of us.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, give it up for......MATT THOMPSON." my eyes
bulged as Brian handed me a mic and pushed me towards the stage.
"I'll get you for this." I laughed as I walked towards the edge of the
stage.
"I know you will." Brian grinned
A few steps, and I broke onto the stage. I almost went blind when the
spotlight hit me. I couldn't believe it, everyone was cheering. It was
deafening. I just smiled and strolled confidently towards upstage center.
As soon as I got to center stage, the screaming got louder. I put the mic
down to my side, looked over to where Brian was standing, and laughed.
"Okay, okay, calm down." I said, regaining the stage. "What's up?!?!"
I was answered by loud screams all around.
"Well, I didn't know I was gonna come out here and do this until ten
seconds ago, so I'm not very prepared, so here we go. I'd like to
introduce one of the greatest bands ever, a band that will make you 'rock
your body', a band that will 'go anywhere for you', give it up
for.......THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!" immediately, 'Get Down' started up and I
quickly ran to the side of the stage to avoid getting in the guys' way.
I couldn't believe it. Not only was I getting to see this up close and
personal, but I got to introduce them!! Brian was looking at me from the
stage as he was doing the dance with the guys. I loved it!! I stood there
through the song, watching them dance and sing when Barbara came up behind
me.
"Very good!" she congratulated me.
"I was gonna come back out." I explained.
"I know, but the guard came and got me and told me that we better stay
back here now that ten thousand people know you're in the audience." she
laughed.
"Well, that's probably a good idea." I shook my head goofily.
Right then, they started 'As Long As You Loved Me Started'. I
immediately ignored Barb and watched Brian. As soon as his part started,
he looked towards my direction.
"Every little thing that you have said and done, feels like it's deep
within me. Doesn't really matter if you're on the run, it seems like we're
meant to be." Brian sang, then smiled at me, then joined the guys for the
dance.
I grabbed Barb and started jumping up and down, shaking her. She just
laughed and let me have my outburst. I cheered the whole time they did
their dance. I was so excited that I thought I would pee my pants if I
didn't calm down.
The rest of the night went by pretty much the same. Everytime they
would start a new song, I would scream loud and start dancing, throwing
Barb around the spot we were standing. I didn't think I could get anymore
excited. I don't think Barb could have handled it if I did, anyway.
Finally, the guys were finished, and Brian came running off the stage,
grabbed me by the hand, I grabbed Barb, pulling her along. We ran all the
way back to the greenroom. Brian threw me down on the couch, straddled me
and started kissing me in front of Barb.
"Jesus, couldn't you guys wait?" Barb laughed and lit a cigarette.
"Oooooooo, damn." I laughed as Brian pulled away, hopped off me and
sat down between me and Barb.
"So, am I staying at your place, or are you staying at mine?" Brian
smiled at me.
"You know we can't do that!" I laughed.
"Why not?!?" Brian was serious.
"Well, what if someone were to see you leave my hotel in the morning?
That would look twice as bad as a headline than 'BSB Drunken Night Out'
did." I explained.
"Why would they see me leaving?" I looked at him confused. "I could go
to my hotel, get some clothes, and I wouldn't be seen leaving until
tomorrow night for the premiere."
"Ok, ok, but let's not make it a habit." I laughed.
"YES!" Brian exaggerated his excitement.
"By the way, why did you talk to Devon Sawa?" I leaned over Brian to
talk to Barb.
"Oh, you'll find out." Barb grinned widely.
"Find out what?" I leaned in closer, worried.
"You will find out tomorrow night." Barb was being stubborn.
"Fine, fine, fine." I lit a cigarette, much to Brian's disgust.
Brian laid down between me and Barb again, laying his head in my lap.
The other guys finally walked in and flopped down on the couch across from
us again. I was surprised that the guys didn't have an entourage with
them. The only people I had ever been alone with since I came to Hollywood
was Barb and Brian. I couldn't believe how much privacy the guys got when
they weren't working. Brian wasn't shy infront of the guys either. He
would make crude jokes to me or obscene gestures with them in full view.
It didn't bother me, but I thought it was odd that they didn't care.
"Hey, guys. I'm gonna be staying at Matt's hotel tonight so I won't be
riding back with ya'll , ok?"
"Oh really?" Kevin smiled evily.
"Yep." Brian turned his head back so he was looking up at me from my
lap.
"Pretty boy." I cooed and started 'petting' Brian's face like you
would a dog.
Brian grabbed my hand and licked it.
"You suck." I wiped my hand on his shirt.
"You didn't seem to care until now." Brian laughed, followed by all
the other guys and Barb.
"Well, it's hard to tell when you are." I laughed right back. All the
other guys went 'ooooo'.
"What are you trying to say?" Brian shook his head at me.
"Oh, nothing." I smiled.
Brian just looked at me, resorting to making gagging faces again. I
just ignored him this time and listened to the guys and Barb talk. We sat
there for about thirty minutes before we were all ready to leave. We all
walked out to the parking area together and the guys hopped in their limo.
The guys pulled out of the parking area as Brian, Barb and I were hopping
into Barb's car. Immediately, we heard screams from the fans that were
waiting on the guys. Brian looked over at me, scared.
"Barb, are we gonna make it out of here?" I laughed stiffly.
"Oh yeah, it's no problem. I've gone through these barricades lots of
times." Barb replied confidently.
Brian still didn't seem to be sure. I opened the passenger door and
climbed in. Barb and Brian hopped in, too. Barb started the car and we
were off. We got within twenty feet of the ramp leading up to the street
and I could see what looked like millions of people waiting for Brian.
Somehow, they must have known he wasn't in the limo with the other boys,
cause they waited around for him. We drove up the ramp and pulled out into
the barricade. The fans went crazy when they saw me and Brian together.
It sounded like thunder with all of the fans pounding on the doors,
windows, hood and trunk of the car. It took us about fifteen minutes, but
finally we pulled out of the barricade. We all started breathing easier
when the fans were behind us and we were on the way to Brian's hotel.
Once we got to the Carlton Hotel, Brian and I jumped out and Barb
waited in the car for us. Brian and I went up to his room and he grabbed
some clothes to just wear for the following afternoon, and I helped him
pick out an outfit to wear to the premiere. We got back downstairs to the
Barb's car without a problem and we were on our way.
We got back to the hotel and took the elevator up to my floor. I
grabbed my key from my pocket as we approached my room. As soon as I had
the door open, Brian grabbed me, pushed me inside, slammed the door and was
kissing me hard. He reached down and started rubbing my crotch through my
pants, causing me to get hard quickly. We kissed all the way over to the
bed and we fell down in each other's arms. As soon as we hit the bed, we
stripped. Shoes, shirts, socks and pants came flying off. Brian and I
were naked quicker than shit.
Brian immediately worked his way down my chest, grabbed my cock and
pumped it a few times before popping the whole thing into his mouth. I
grabbed the back of Brian's head and thrust hard. I was surprised he
didn't gag cause I shoved really hard. He just backed up and let me fuck
his face for awhile. I finally slowed down and let him resume sucking me.
He went all the way down, letting my cock touch the back of his throat
before coming back up.
I pushed Brian away and turned so that I could suck him while he sucked
me. I took Brian's head in my mouth and jacked him off. I felt his mouth
resume on my thick boner. I went down and sucked Brian's balls, one at a
time, then together. I finally got to his cock again and took it all the
way down until he was passed my gag reflex. Brian started moving his hips
while he sucked me, causing his cock to slide in and out of my mouth.
Brian started jacking me off, trying to concentrate for awhile on what my
lips were doing to his dick.
Finally, the feeling of having Brian's cock deep in my throat and him
licking, kissing and sucking my cock pushed me over the edge and I shot a
huge wad of cum that splattered across Brian's face and in his mouth. I
guess my convulsing and mouth on Brian's cock did him in, too. I felt a
warm gush of salty-sweet cum flood my mouth. I swallowed quickly, not
missing a drop. Brian thrust several times in and out of my mouth before
finally calming down.
I pulled Brian's cock out of my mouth and crawled up next to him,
laying my head on his chest. Brian was heaving pretty bad. I knew he had
heart surgery from the news and whatnot, so it bothered me when he heaved,
even though I knew he was perfectly okay.
"You know, when I told you that I thought I was falling in love with
you?" Brian exhaled.
"Yeah?" I smiled.
"I was wrong." I frowned. "I am definitely in love with you."
I immediately kissed Brian, overjoyed.
"I love you, too." I couldn't say enough to explain how I felt.
"I don't think I could be happier....unless there were two of you."
Brian laughed.
Soon, we were asleep, both with smiles on our faces.
(Part 7)
I woke up in the middle of the night, having to use the restroom. I
walked into the bathroom which was pitch black. I flipped the light switch
and had to throw my hand over my eyes to keep from going blind. I did my
business, turned the light back off, and headed back to bed. As soon as I
got to the edge of the bed, I could see Brian's outline under the covers.
I <I>really am</I> falling in love, I was suddenly scared. What was I
going to do? What if one of us suddenly had to leave and go somewhere else
in the country, or another country for that matter, for a job? Oh shit, I
need a cigarette. I found my pants after much groping on the floor for
them and pulled my cigarettes out of the front pocket. I opened the
balcony door after throwing some boxers on and stepped out into the cool
night air.
I walked to the railing and leaned against it, lighting my cigarette.
I suddenly started thinking that I had made a mistake that it would ruin me
if I got too attached to Brian and had to leave him suddenly. I was
standing there examining all the bad things that could happen with the
relationship when I heard Brian tiptoeing up behind me. I tried to play
calm, acting like I just stepped out for some fresh air. Brian pushed up
against me, wrapping his arms around my midsection and resting his chin on
my bare shoulder. I reached back with my free hand and ruffled his hair.
"What are you doing out here?" Brian asked.
"Oh, I just wanted some fresh air." I smiled.
"Fresh air and a cigarette, don't they like cancel each other out?"
Brian laughed.
"Well, what are YOU doing out here?" I laughed back.
"I missed you."
"You're full of shit." I teased.
"No, when I realized I wasn't holding you, I couldn't sleep." Brian
kissed me on the neck, his chin still resting on my shoulder.
"Well, I was coming back, I wasn't planning on jumping or anything." I
laughed.
"I know, but I didn't want to spend another second without you." Brian
continued to kiss me on the neck.
I broke away from Brian and sat in the lounge at the side of the
balcony.
"What's wrong?" Brian came over and knelt beside me.
"I was just thinking is all." I took a drag off my cigarette and
flicked the remainder over the balcony ledge.
"What about?" Brian sounded worried.
"Nothin'. It's not important." I smiled, trying to forget ever
thinking about it.
"No, something's wrong, what is it?"
"Promise you won't go ballistic if I tell you?"
"What is wrong?" Brian was really worried.
"Nice promise." I laughed slightly.
"Okay, I promise, just tell me." Brian placed his hand on my knee.
"I was just thinking about what would happen if one of us were to have
to leave the other for a long time and wether or not we could handle it in
a relationship." I spoke quickly, trying to pass it off as a stupid
thought.
"Matt, I love you. I don't care if you went away to Bum Fuck Egypt for
twenty years. I would still only love you. If I had to, I would quit my
singing to go with you." Brian tried to assure me.
"I love you, too, Brian. Love is not the issue, though. The issue is
this--is that enough to make us last if that were to happen?" I said
slowly and seriously.
"Hey, I've got an idea! We both are gonna be together for atleast the
next month, why don't we just not worry about it until the time comes?"
Brian laughed.
"Sounds like a plan." I giggled, then lit another cigarette.
"Good!" Brian got up and squeezed in beside me on the lounge, draping
his arm over my chest, pulling me close to him.
"You're too good for me." I squeezed him back.
"I know." he looked up at me and smiled.
"I love you Brian." I laid my head back as he laid his head on my
chest.
"I love you more."
Brian and I slept through most of the morning and just had room service
bring some food up for an early lunch. We laid in each other's arms
through the rest of the day watching T.V. We only moved to eat, drink or
use the restroom. We were both just happy to hold each other and be close
to one another.
About four o'clock we decided it was time to get ready 'cause Barb and
the guys would be over within an hour and a half. I decided I would wear
this retro shirt I got from Old Navy and some deep black denim pants with
white stitching to the premiere with some thick soled Skechers I got from
back home. Brian wore a suit, like the one he wore to perform in at the
MTV Video Awards.
About four thirty, Barb showed up and the guys showed up about five
o'clock. We all went down together to the waiting limo and squeezed in.
The driver took off and we all headed towards the theatre.
"Okay, who wants a drink?" Barb announced.
"Like you needed to ask." I laughed.
"I'll take one, too." Brian responed.
Barbara handed Brian and I our drinks.
"You guys might want to have one. It'll be sorta 'real' tonight."
Barb giggled.
All the guys were convinced. Barb passed out drinks and pulled a thick
manilla envelope out of her purse. She opened it and pulled out seven
wrist bracelets for the premiere and passed them out as well.
"So, what are we in for tonight, Barb?" I asked, looking over Brian.
"Well, you know like usual you will have to work the 'reporter walk'."
Barb refered to the walkway up to the theatre where there were barricades
that the reporters stood behind, waiting for you to answer their
questions. "After that, we'll go into the lobby for the pre-show party and
mingle."
"Should we stay with Matt outside, or wait inside?" Kevin asked.
Brian grabbed my hand defensively, which made me laugh.
"No, you can stay outside with Matt, but keep your distance. The
reporters don't like people hanging around when they are trying to get
someone to answer their questions, and we don't want to piss anyone off
tonight." Barb explained.
"So, Miss Thang," Barb looked at me, "am I going to find out why you
were talking to Devon Sawa tonight?"
"Yes you will." Barb smiled and took another sip off her drink.
"We're gonna meet Devon Sawa?!?" Nick screeched.
"Where were you last night?" Brian snickered.
"Yes, Barb told us that last night, Nick." Kevin laughed.
"Well where was I when you told us?" Nick was left out.
"In La-La Land." Howie grinned and took a healthy gulp of his drink.
"Yes, Devon is going to be waiting on us." Barb smiled. She knew
something I didn't. I hated that.
Finally, we saw the theatre, and put our drinks down. As we got closer
to the theatre, we saw them. There were hundreds of fans outside the
theatre standing beyond the barricades waiting for our arrival. I looked
over at Barbara and she was smiling widely. I couldn't help it, it made me
happy to see that many fans, too. The limo slowed then finally stopped at
the 'reporter walk'. The door to the limo was pulled open by the 'curb
man', and the screaming started. Barbara held me and Brian back and
directed A.J., Nick, Howie and Kevin to get out. As soon as A.J.'s head
was out of the limo, the screaming increased. I thought the fans would go
ballistic when they saw the other three following him. Barbara then told
Brian to get out. When he got out, the screaming sounded like thunder.
"Okay, ready?" Barbara looked at me.
"As ready as I'll ever be." I smiled nervously.
"Ok, wait until I get out, then you get out when I am completely away
from the door." Barbara instructed expertly.
Barbara got out and it seemed as though the screaming died down quite a
bit. I took a deep breath, edged towards the door, then climbed out of the
limo.
The fans went ape-shit. I couldn't believe it. All I could hear was
screaming. I looked around to see what looked more like thousands of fans
up close. I smiled and stepped away from the limo so the door could be
closed and the limo taken off. As soon as the limo was out of the way, the
security guys closed the barricade in around it. Barbara grabbed me by the
arm and walked with me down the red-carpet walkway.
"Don't stop unless the press asks questions." Barb leaned towards me.
She spoke too soon. As soon as we were under the marquee, the press
started slamming me with questions. Barb and I stopped, while the guys
waited for us by the door to the theatre, and walked over, Barb staying a
good distance behind. I have to admit, I was nervous about answering any
questions, but kept walking towards them confidently.
"How do you think the movie will do tonight amongst your peers?" one
guy in the front asked as soon as I was within hearing distance.
"I hope well." I laughed. "I am very excited about the premiere and
have alot of confidence in the director, so I think it will do well."
"Who did you bring with you tonight?" a lady screeched.
"My agent and five friends." I answered simply.
"What will you be doing in the future if this premiere goes well?"
some man in the back climbed around the other reporters.
"I'm looking at a few projects right now, but have not settled on any
of them yet."
"How do you feel about the rumor that you will be up for any academy
award?"
"I'm excited to find out, and will be very happy if I am even
nominated."
"There's a rumor going around that you will be doing a movie with Devon
Sawa, can you confirm that?" I couldn't tell who asked the question.
Ah ha. Now I knew. I wanted to turn around and look at Barb, but knew
that would throw the reporters into a feeding frenzy.
"I cannot confirm or deny that. However, that is the first time I have
heard anything about it." I answered without lying.
"How do you feel about the article in the paper the other day?" some
dick on the side asked.
"What article?" I played dumb, and it paid off.
"What are you going to do tonight after the premiere?" a woman asked,
voiding the other question.
"Probably spend some time out with my friend's and try to meet some new
people." I replied.
Barbara came up behind me, pulled me back, stepped away, and announced
they could take photos. After about five minutes of non-stop flashing,
Barb pulled me away again and towards the doors.
"So, that's what's up, huh?" I leaned close to Barb.
"I cannot confirm or deny that." Barb imitated me.
We caught up with the guys and the seven of us walked into the lobby
together. Brian, I think was glad to have me back by his side. He looked
pretty nervous. I wasn't nervous anymore after I got done with the
reporters. Barb led us to the side of the lobby where there was a huge
room full of people. We all stepped through the door, and all eyes were on
us. I looked over the crowd and saw movie stars I only had dreams of
meeting before. Julia Roberts, Matt Damon, Gwyneth Paltrow, Kim Basinger
and Alec Baldwin, Ed Norton, Skeet Ulrich, Neve Campbell, Mark Wahlberg,
Matt Dillon and Cameron Diaz, Rupert Everett, and a whole whole bunch more
were there. I felt like screaming and running around to each one making an
idiot out of myself, but contained myself. Then I saw them. Bob was over
to the side with--Devon Sawa and Leonardo DiCaprio. I thought I would
cream my jeans.
"Shit, Barbara." I whispered to Barb.
"It'll be okay, Barb spoke without moving her mouth.
"Fuck." I heard Brian whisper next to me.
I looked back over at Bob, Leo and Devon, still breathless. Bob was
waving us over. Barb grabbed me by the arm, pulling me with her.
"Damn, Barbara, hold on." I pulled away as inconspicuously as I
could. "Brian, come on!"
Brian gladly followed Barb and I as we walked towards the guys. Every
step I took, I felt like turning around and running out of the theatre like
a fuckin' idiot, but somehow kept from blowing chunks. I thought I
wouldn't be nervous to meet Devon Sawa--but Leo was with him, too!!!!!!
"Matt, nice to finally meet you in PERSON." Bob offered his hand to
me.
"Nice to meet you, too, Bob." I shook his hand, not reaching for it
too fast.
"I'd like you to meet Leonardo DiCaprio and Devon Sawa." Bob told me
who they were like I needed to know.
"It's nice to meet you. I really loved 'Into The Sun'!" Devon quickly
placed his hand out to me.
"Thank you, it's nice to meet you, too." I remained very smooth and
calm.
"Nice to finally meet you." Leo made himself known.
Finally?
"Same here." I shook his hand graciously. "This is my friend Brian
Littrell. Brian, this is Devon Sawa, Leonardo Dicaprio, and Bob." I
pulled Brian towards us.
"I know who they are." Brian laughed, followed by the others and took
his turn shaking hands.
Both Leo and Devon made comments about how much they liked The
Backstreet Boys, which I don't think Brian would have cared if they hated
him as long as he got to meet them. Brian acted gracious, thanking them
both. Barbara dissappeared for a moment, then returned with a drink for
Brian and I. I looked around and noticed that each of the boys had found
some celebrity to mingle with.
"Matt? Devon, Leo and I were discussing a movie that they are working
on the script for together. They were telling me they might be interested
in recruiting you for it." Bob was not a beat-around-the-bush'er.
"Really?" I asked shocked.
"Yeah, we're working on a script for a movie about the Club Kids of the
early nineties. We think it is going to be a very good movie." Leo
answered while Devon shook his head in agreement.
"When will you have the script ready for me to look at?" they looked
shocked that I wanted to see the script first.
"Well, we really don't know." Devon stumbled for an answer.
I knew I threw them off by my question, which made me proud.
"Matt, this is really going to be a good oppurtunity. I've seen what
they've written so far, and it looks really promising." Bob tried to
disuade me.
"I bet it is. Why don't you just let me know when it's finished. I
don't have anything going at the moment, so I'll be free whenever you have
it ready." I smiled confidently.
I could see Brian out of the corner of my eye, looking at me. I knew
everybody else thought I was being a fool questioning Leo, Devon and Bob,
but I was playing hardball. I turned to look at Barb and she couldn't be
happier with how I was handling myself. She knew what I was doing.
"Um, yeah, we'll make sure to let you know." Leo looked frustrated. I
guess he figured I would sign off right away.
"Well, it was really nice to meet you guys. I hope you enjoy the
movie." I shook everyone's hand a final time then turned with Brian close
behind me.
I walked towards a crowd of people that included Julia Roberts and
Rupert Everett. I was immediately greeted nicely all around and was
treated like a 'regular' Holly Hound. I spoke with everyone there for a
moment, then moved on, making my way around the room. I made sure that
Brian and I had been all around the room before I met back up with Barbara.
"Well, you blew their socks off." Barbara laughed, congratulating
me. "They're still over there trying to figure you out."
"That was my plan." I smiled widely.
"Well, it worked."
"Matt, how in the hell could you do that?" Brian laughed. "I would
have been too nervous to have pulled it off."
"Well, we'll check my pants when we get home." I laughed and took a
sip of my drink.
"If this premiere goes well, are you going to even bother talking to
them about the movie?" Barbara actually asked me how my career should
move.
"No. I don't think it would be a good idea for me to appear in a movie
with two other 'teen idols'. But, if the premiere goes badly, I don't
think I have to worry about them WANTING me to be in the movie." I
answered.
"Pretty soon, you won't need me." Barbara laughed.
"What would I do without ya', Barb." I laughed back.
"What would I do without YOU?" Brian looked at me.
"Probably wither away and die." I was being cocky.
"Well, yeah, probably." Brian didn't take it as an insult.
We stood there, in our own little clique, and drank while discussing
the article for People on Monday. I was looking over the crowd, when I saw
Nick and Devon talking alone in one of the corners.
"Well, look at that." I nodded at Nick and Devon.
"Devon better be careful." Brian laughed.
"Oh, come on, he might like psycho's." I laughed, too.
"What are ya'll talking about? Is Nick...." Barbara was in the dark.
"Yes, he is." I answered her without moving my eyes from Nick and
Devon.
Finally, the movie was going to start so all the guys gathered back
with us, except Nick. He decided to play puppy to Devon. Everyone got
seated, which took about twenty minutes for the hundreds of people to get
quiet and sit down.
The movie started, sans previews ofcourse, and I suddenly got nervous.
This was my shot at actual stardom. I said a little prayer, opened my
arms, and watched. It seemed like Brian and the other guys were extremely
engrossed in the movie, as well as Barbara was.
I still had knots in my stomach when the movie ended and the house
lights came back on. Then it happened. I never expected it. Everyone
stood and started clapping. I didn't know what to do, so Barb pulled me up
inconspicuously and we turned towards the audience. Not one person was not
clapping. I thought I was gonna faint.
"I wish I could kiss you right now." Brian leaned over and whispered
in my ear.
I just stood there like an idiot, smiling.
After everyone was done clapping, we slowly cleared out and went back
into the 'banquet room' for more drinks and gab. Everyone seemed to crowd
around me, congratulating me on a job well done. When I had a chance where
no one would hear, I leaned over to Barb.
"Bob can kiss my bony ass." I announced to Barb, making her almost
spit out her drink in laughter.
Around midnight, the 'party' ended and Barb gathered us all up.
However, Nick was nowhere to be found. Brian told us we should just leave
him 'cause he knew his way home. Just like a abandoned dog, I thought. We
all decided to take Brian's advice and had the limo pulled around for us.
We were all yawning when we climbed into the limo.
Barb and I dropped the guys off at their hotel, except Brian, he
decided to run up real quick and get some clothes and come stay with me
again. Barb left us outside the hotel and the limo took her back home. I
was in a daze all the way up to my room. Brian had to lead me to the
elevator, push the button, and pull me out when we got to our floor. I was
able to open the door to the room, but Brian closed it and locked it once
we got in. I flopped down on the bed as soon as I walked in front of it.
"Oh god, he's fainted." Brian stood in front of the bed, his knees
touching mine.
"No, I'm just really really happy." I smiled wide, my eyes closed.
"I can see why." Brian laughed.
I sat up, hugging Brian around the waist, my face buried in his
stomach. I could feel his six pack through his shirt, as I nuzzled my face
as deep into his washboard stomace as I could. I leaned back, pulling
away, bracing myself with my hands on the bed. I looked up to Brian, my
tongue pressing against my cheek. I looked up at him as he looked down at
me lovingly for awhile before I attacked his belt like a mad man.
Soon, I had Brian's hard cock slipping in and out of my mouth, his hips
swiveling to meet my mouth. Brian placed his hand on the back of my head
and shoved his dick all the way into my mouth until my lips were kissing
his balls. I pulled away from Brian and laid back on the bed. Brian
stripped off his clothes and crawled up to my face, offering his cock to me
again. I let him slip his cock into my mouth, then push up on his hands,
fucking my mouth.
I laid there and let Brian fuck my face for awhile before he pulled out
of my mouth and stood. I stood up beside him and let him strip my shirt
off of me. He kissed my chest, then knelt down, undoing my belt and
unbuttoning my jeans. He slid my zipper all the way down and yanked out my
already hard cock. Brian impaled his face on my cock, making me weak in
the knees. Soon, I was fucking Brian in return. I didn't want to unload
in his mouth though. I wanted to feel Brian inside me. I pulled away from
Brian's moist lips and crawled onto the bed.
Brian crawled onto the bed behind me on his knees and pushed his fat
cock into me in one stroke. I almost collapsed from the pleasure as I
grabbed my cock and jerked it quickly in time with Brian's quick slamming
thrust into my ass. Brian grabbed my hips and thrust a couple more times
and I felt his warm cum flood my lovehole. That did it for me, I jerked my
cock a final time and shot my wad all of the bedspread on the bed. Brian
collapsed on top of me, causing me to fall on the bed. How did I get so
lucky?
(UNTIL NEXT TIME......AM I ORIGINAL, AM I THE ONLY ONE, AM I SEXUAL, AM I
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