Date: Sun, 11 Oct 1998 02:07:45 EDT
From: BBBRok1057@aol.com
Subject: Bad Boy B-Rok

Well, here's the next part.  Thanks again to all the guys that have sent me
e-mail telling me how much you liked the story thus far.  I also need to
mention that I have gotten a ton of requests, which I will get to after I
finish this story and complete another one I am working on.  I am glad that
ya'll think that much of my writing for me to get that many requests, so I
will definitely be working on them within the near future.  Remember, do
not read this story if it may offend you, is illegal in your state, county,
whatever, or if you are under 18 yrs of age.  Anyway, hope everyone enjoys
this one as much as you did the last part.  Oh, by the way....C.C. is the
mack of all BSB fans(besides me that is....LOL)


Bad Boy B-Rok
By-Leprechaun

(Part 8)

    Sunday morning I woke up at about seven in the morning and looked over
at Brian.  He was propped up on his arm again, watching me.

    "Oh my god, it's awake."  I laughed.
    "I can be a morning person sometimes."  Brian laughed.
    "Well, shock the hell out of me."
    "I was thinking that we should get up and go have breakfast with the
guys at my hotel.  See if any of them have hangovers."  Brian smiled.
    "Sure, let me get a quick shower."  I jumped up.
    "Well, I think I might just join you."  Brian got up and followed me.
    "Uh uh, you wait here and take your turn, if we go in there together,
we'll be lucky to meet the guys for lunch."  I teased.

     Brian groaned his dissappointment but stayed in the room while I went
in to take my shower and get ready.  As soon as I was done, Brian took the
bathroom while I sat down at the table and had a cigarette.  I sat there
puffing away, thinking about the premiere.  Everything went so well.  I
couldn't wait until the following Saturday when it went national.  I wanted
to know how much we would pull in our opening weekend.  I was still
thinking about the movie with Devon and Leo.  When I first came to
Hollywood, I would have killed to work with them, and now I was probably
going to turn down a movie that was practically handed to me.  I didn't
have too long to reconsider the movie.  Brian got done with his shower and
we headed out the door, after I called Robbie and asked him to have the
limo pulled around.  We took the service elevator down and went out the
back way where the limo was waiting.
    We crawled into the limo and were on our way.  The whole way over to
the Carlton, Brian kept reaching between my legs, rubbing my crotch.  I
kept slapping his hand away, telling him we would have plenty of time for
that later.  He would grunt and groan, but finally he stopped.  Once we got
to the hotel, we went up to the third floor and knocked on A.J.'s door.

    "Hey!  What are you guys doing here so early?"  A.J. seemed excited to
see us.
    "We thought we would come have breakfast with you guys and maybe all of
us could go out and do something today."  Brian replied.
    "Sure, go wake the other guys up and I'll call room service."
A.J. closed the door.

    Brian and I walked down the hall, me on the right, him on the left,
knocking on the guys doors.

    "Wakey Wakey, eggs and bacey."  I laughed as Brian screamed through
Howie's door, then Kevin's.
    "Nick, it's time for breakfast!  Wake up!"  I screeched as loud as I
could through Nick's door.
    "What the hell are you guys doing?"  Kevin screamed-laughed as he
opened his door.
    "Come on, A.J.'s ordering room service."  Brian told Kevin.

    Finally, all of us were in A.J.'s room with a table full of every kind
of food that you could imagine.  Nick was no where in sight.

    "Where's Nick?  Didn't you guys give him a 'wake-up' call, too?"  Howie
laughed.
    "He called down to my room and told me that if he wasn't here when the
food came that we should start without him.  He said he would hurry as fast
as he could."  Kevin explained.
    "Good, 'cause I don't feel like waiting."  Brian laughed and dug in.

    I lit my breakfast while the guys chowed down.

    "Do you ever eat?"  A.J. looked over at me.
    "I'm not really a breakfast person."  I took a puff off my cigarette.
    "All he does is smoke, drink, and have sex."  Brian laughed, his mouth
full of food.
    "All Brian does is eat, drink and suck."  I came right back at him.
    "Man, if Nick doesn't hurry, there ain't gonna be nothin' left."  Howie
was piling his plate full of food.
    "I don't know how the hell you guys eat like you do."  I shook my head
in disbelief.

    Then something happened that I never in my whole life would have
believed if I had not seen it.  Nick came strolling into the room
non-chalantly--with Devon!!!!  Everyone's chin hit the table.  I looked
over at Brian and he looked at me.  I had an urge to bust out laughing, but
managed to suppress it.

    "Hey guys!"  Nick said happily as Devon and him strolled over and
started piling their plates.
    "Devon."  Brian nodded at Devon and looked at me.
    "What's up?"  I took a puff off my cigarette.
    "So, that's where you were last night?"  A.J. asked for the rest of us.
    "Yup."  Nick replied as he and Devon sat down on the bed and starting
stuffing themselves.
    "Devon, why don't you tell all of us about the movie you want Matt to
do with you and Leo?"  Brian tried to make conversation.
    "Well," Devon swallowed his mouthful," it's based on the true story of
Micheal Alig and the Club Kids of the early nineties.  It's more of a gen-x
type movie, but it's really well written--so far."
    "So, who's gonna be playing Micheal?"  I asked.
    "We were hoping you would."  Devon looked at me as he stuffed his mouth
full of food.
    "Leo and Devon asked you to do a movie?"  A.J. looked at me wide-eyed.
    "Yeah, last night."  I kept looking at Devon.
    "So, are you going to do it?"  Devon looked excited.
    "I still want to see the script."  I answered quickly.
    "What?!"  Kevin and Howie said in unison.
    "Matt's just a little hard headed."  Brian explained to the bunch,
trying to get their mind off the movie.
    "Anyway, we were thinking that all of us could go out and do something
as a group later."  I tried to shut everyone up.

    I was answered with enthusiastic yes' all around the room.  I knew all
of us would enjoy a day out as a group since we had all been fairly busy
with one thing or another since we had met.  It would also give us a chance
to get to know each other better.  I was sitting there happily smoking my
cigarette, when Brian decided to get frisky and reach under the table where
no one could see and grab me between the legs.  I managed to not move a
muscle when he did.  I looked over at him, and he just smiled, his mouth
full of food.  I smiled then stomped his foot as hard as I could.

    "SHIT!"  Brian screamed, breaking the silence.
    "What the hell is wrong with you?!" Howie looked shocked.  All the
other guys looked up.
    "Don't mind him, I think he has Teret's.  Any minute he'll be barking."
I kept a straight face.
    "I do not, that asshole just kicked me."  Brian groaned and laughed at
the same time.
    "...and dellusional."  I didn't crack a smile.
    "Ya'll behave."  Nick looked over at us.
    "I'll get you later."  Brian smiled at me.

    I kept smoking my cigarette.


    We all headed out from the hotel at 11am in my limo.  I don't know how
the seven of us managed to fit into my limo, but we did it.  While the guys
had taken their showers, Brian and I went to his room and got us a little.
When we left the hotel, we decided the first thing we would do was go do
some shopping.  I had mentioned that I needed some new things to wear for
the photos in People the next day.  Ofcourse, we had to go to Old Navy.
The guys got a kick out of the fact that most of my wardrobe came from Old
Navy.  They told me I should buy stock since I kept them in business.
    We all walked into the store and it immediately got quiet, despite all
of us trying to talk at once to each other.  I know all the shoppers were
watching us, but none of them came up to us.  Brian saw some outfit that
caught his eye so I walked off by myself to see what I could find.  I found
a really cool velour long sleeve shirt and was standing there admiring it
when A.J. popped up beside me.

    "You know what?"
    "What?"  I asked, still examining the shirt.
    "You need to do something."  he was looking me up and down.
    "What do you mean?"  I pulled the shirt off the rack and held it up to
my front. "Like it?"
    "Yeah.  You need to pierce something or dye something."  A.J. laughed.
    "Like what?"  I laughed, disbelieving.
    "Why don't you pierce your tongue?"  A.J. suggested, totally serious.
    "Barb would have a shit-fit."  I rolled my eyes.
    "So?"  A.J. WAS serious.
    "Well, besides, I couldn't, um, use my mouth for awhile."  I whispered.
    "Oh!"  A.J. laughed at my insenuation. "Yeah you could, it doesn't hurt
that bad."
    "I don't see you piercing YOUR tongue."
    "Well, the record execs won't let me.  Believe me, I've tried."
A.J. explained.
    "Nah, I better not.  I don't want to end up looking like Scary Spice or
something."  I draped the shirt over my arm and continued to look.
    "Well, you gotta let me do something."  A.J. urged me.
    "Like what?  I don't need anything done."
    "I got it, we're gonna dye your hair."  A.J. got excited.
    "What?!?"  my eyes bugged.
    "Yep, we're gonna dye your hair blonde."
    "No we aren't."  I shook my head, smiling.
    "Brian!"  A.J. shouted at Brian.

    Brian immediately trotted over to us, his arm draped full of clothes
like mine.

    "Tell Matt that we are gonna dye his hair."  A.J. grabbed me around the
shoulders and smiled at Brian.
    "What color?"  Brian looked down at A.J.
    "Blonde?"  A.J. replied like it was a question.
    "Thank goodness, I thought you were gonna say blue or green. Okay, do
it."  Brian walked off.
    "Thanks for coming to my rescue!"  I hollered.
    "So, that settles it."  A.J. kept his arm around my shoulders and
smiled at me, looking over the top of his sunglasses at me.
    "Oh, crap.  Why not?"  I really didn't care.
    "Alright!"  A.J. seemed to be excited.
    "But I'm still not getting anything pierced."  I laughed.
    "Well, if we can dye your hair, that should get it out of my system."
A.J. laughed.

    A.J. stayed right next to me the whole time we were in Old Navy, making
sure all my clothes were satisfactory.  He really was fun to shop with
'cause he agreed with all my choices.

    "We're gonna have to share some of those clothes."  A.J. said, noticing
that we wore the same size in everything.
    "I may be gay, but I'm not a woman."  I whispered with a laugh.
    "Stingy."  A.J. laughed at my remark.
    "Just kidding.  You can borrow whichever one's you want, just as long
as I've worn them first."  I had about twenty articles of clothing over my
arm, but continued to look.
    "Jesus Matt, don't you think you've found enough to try on yet?"  Brian
walked up to us again.
    "I guess so."  I looked at him, pretending to be upset.

    I walked over to one of the dressing rooms and opened the door.

    "Can I come in?"  Brian whispered to me.
    "Well, if you don't think anyone will notice."  I laughed.
    "You're right, I better stay out here.

    I tried on all the clothes and decided I liked them all.  I went and
paid for all my clothes while all the guys waited right behind me.  After
we got done with my shopping we piled back into the limo and headed towards
the mall.  I knew I didn't need to go anywhere else there would be clothes
with a credit card in my pocket, but decided I could atleast watch the guys
spend some money.  We arrived at the Beverly Center about twelve thirty and
went inside.  Brian, Howie and Kevin all went off in one direction, Nick
and Devon in the other, while A.J. and I decided to go find some
accesories, or so he put it.

    Once all the guys were out of sight, we headed towards Buckle to find
A.J. some clothes.  I acted just like him, I had to tell him what I thought
of every single outfit he looked at.  I pretty much agreed with everything
he picked up as well.  I knew we would have a lot of fun borrowing from
each other.  As we walked buy the jewelry counter to pay, I spotted a
really awesome Fossil watch I wanted, so I decided I could afford atleast
one more thing, and had the woman behind the counter ring it up, too.
    Just as A.J. had grabbed all of his bags and we had turned around to
head out, we heard what sounded like thousands of girls screeching at the
top of their lungs.  We were afraid we were gonna get mauled, but when we
looked out of the entrance to the store, we saw a herd of girls running
towards the other end of the mall.

    "Aw shit."  A.J. laughed and we both ran to the entrance and peeked out
the door in the direction the girls had stampeded to.
    "Well, just look at that."  I laughed.

    It looked like thousands of pre-pubscent girls had found Nick and
Devon.  The guys were standing in the center of the crowd, trying to stay
calm.

    "Exit stage left, even."  A.J. did his impersonation of Snaggle-Puss
and headed the other way.
    "Good idea."  I followed him, trying to not draw attention.

    We made our way over to the food court area and got a Fruillati and sat
down, looking for the guys.  We learned that we both liked Pina Colada the
best.  I also found out that we pretty much had the same taste in music and
movies.  A.J. was pretty cool, even though he wasn't gay or a love
interest.  I thought it was cool that we could talk really openly, my being
gay and all.  A.J. didn't seem to mind any inferences I made to my
sexuality at all.

    "So, I got a question."  A.J. spoke up.
    "Yeah?"  I took a sip of my drink.
    "Do you really love Brian? Not that it's my business or anything, I
just want to know."  he looked at me.
    "Yeah, I really do.  Don't tell him that, though.  I don't want his ego
to get any bigger."  I laughed.
    "I'm glad to hear that, 'cause I can tell he really loves you.  He is
definitely alot happier than when he was with Nick, too."  A.J. seemed to
be glowing he was smiling so widely.
    "Well, I'm telling the truth."
    "I believe you.  It just makes me happy to see him so happy."
A.J. replied.
    "So, why aren't you going out with anyone?"  I asked.  "You're a really
great guy."
    "I just don't have time for anyone."  he answered simply.
    "Well, that didn't stop Nick or Brian, did it?"  I pointed out.
    "Well, you also know he will be gone in 3 weeks, right?"  A.J. looked
concerned.
    "Yeah, I know.  I'm trying not to think about it.  We sorta 'talked'
about it the other night."  I looked down.
    "Talked, like what?"  He asked.
    "Well, I just mentioned it to Brian and asked him if we would be able
to handle it."
    "And?"
    "And, we decided we just wouldn't think about it."  I laughed.
    "Good plan."  A.J. snorted.
    "I know I know."  I sighed.

    A.J. and I talked more about Brian and me, about Devon and Leo's
proposition, what he thought about Nick and Devon(which wasn't nice talk),
and about what clothes of mine he was gonna borrow.

    "Guess what?"  I asked.
    "What?"
    "They were supposed to announce the nominations for the Academy Awards
today early this morning."  I took a drink.
    "You didn't stay at the hotel to find out?!?"  I thought A.J. was gonna
keel over.
    "No, and I didn't mention it to Brian cause I knew he would make me
stay."
    "Well, don't you want to know?"  A.J. asked.
    "Yeah, I'm just nervous about it."  I took a breath.
    "You'll get nominated.  I'd bet fifty bucks on it."  A.J. smiled.
    "I hope you're right."  I laughed nervously.

    A.J. and I sat there for awhile longer, finishing our drinks talking
about anything and everything.  I couldn't believe that I hadn't really
talked to him before.  He was really interesting to talk to.  About thirty
minutes into our drinks and talk, I saw Brian, Howie and Kevin walking up
from behind A.J.

    "Don't tell Brian about the Oscar thing, k?"  I asked of A.J. before
Brian got too close to hear.
    "No problem, your secret's safe with me."  A.J. smiled.
    "What's up?"  Brian came down and sat next to me.
    "Nothing much.  We were just talking about stuff."  A.J. replied.
    "Where's Nick and Devon?"  Howie looked around.

    A.J. and I looked at each other and started cracking up.  The guys
looked at us like we were crazy.

    "Okay, did ya'll kill 'em or something?"  Brian laughed.
    "No, they got mobbed about forty-five minutes ago down by Buckle."  I
was still laughing.
    "Let me guess, ya'll managed to escape."  Kevin laughed.
    "But ofcourse."  I smiled and looked over at Brian.
    "You're a slippery one."  Brian looked at me.  I could tell he wanted
to just reach over and kiss me, but was frustrated that he couldn't.
    "Well, what are we gonna do until the guys show up?"  Howie asked.
    "I want to find some shoes."  Brian suggested. "Com'n Matt."
    "I think I'll stay here and talk to A.J., go ahead."  I replied.
    "Okay, we'll be back."
    "Thanks for the warning."  A.J. laughed.

    A.J. and I watched the guys leave then continued our discussion which
again consisted of everything we could think of to say.  Finally, about
another half hour, Nick and Devon showed up at our table, looking
disheveled.  They each plopped down in a chair, looking worn out.

    "Well, finally sign all of them autographs?"  A.J. and I looked at each
other and laughed.
    "Yeah, thanks for coming to our rescue.  We saw ya'll sneaking out of
Buckle."  Nick laughed.
    "Well, just because you guys suffered doesn't mean we needed to."  I
replied with a laugh.
    "Where's the others?"  Devon asked.
    "Well, when we told them what had happened to ya'll, they decided to go
waste some more time."  I answered.

    Right then, Brian grabbed me by the shoulders, making me jump.  All the
guys started laughing, including Brian.

    "You dickhead."  I giggled.
    "Guess what?  I found something I decided to buy for you."  Brian was
grinning.
    "What is it, what is it."  I acted really excited.
    "Let's see."  Brian reached into his bag. "Here it is."

    Brian pulled out a copy of the L.A. Times.  He handed it to me, and on
the front was my picture.  The headline read, "Hollywood's Newcomer-Newest
Sensation".  It also had a picture of the four other guys nominated for
Best Actor.  My jaw hit the table.  Oh my god.  I sat there for the
longest, staring at the article, all the other guys not knowing what was
going on.

    "Well, A.J., it looks like I owe you fifty bucks."  I whispered
regaining my composure finally.
    "Oh my god!  Really??  Let me see."  A.J. snatched the paper out of my
hands and proceeded to read the headline and subline to the other guys.  I
just looked up at Brian, my face blank.
    "So, when were you going to tell me about this?"  Brian acted like he
was mad.
    "I didn't know I was nominated until now."  I still couldn't believe
it.

    All the guys, including Devon were extremely impressed with the
nomination.  I felt like I was in a dream.  Even if I got hit by a bus, I
would feel like the luckiest guy alive.  I just sat there, smiling like an
idiot.

    "Well, I guess the reporter from People will have plenty to publish,
huh?"  I giggled, finally coming back to reality.
    "Yeah, especially after we dye your hair."  A.J. grinned evily.
    "We have to go celebrate tonight!"  Brian lit up.
    "I can't.  The reporter from People will be over at like five in the
morning."  I was dissappointed.
    "Well, it's three o'clock, how bout we celebrate now? Dinner is on me."
Brian smiled.
    "Deal!"  I laughed.

    We were able to walk out of the mall without getting mobbed,
fortunately.  We all piled back into the limo and were on our way.
A.J. had the limo driver stop at some cosmetic supply place, and he ran in
real quickly to buy the stuff to dye my hair with.  When he came back out,
he shook the bag at me and smiled.  I just laughed at him.  We decided we
would go back to the resturaunt we went to the first night we all went out
together.
    We all ordered our food and drinks, then sat there and talked about
anything and everything.  A.J. was sitting on my left, and Brian was on my
right.  I could see Brian out of the corner of my eye looking at me and
A.J. whenever we would talk to each other.  I think he was a little
jealous, but I didn't care.  Mainly, he was probably upset because I wasn't
devoting all my time to him like I usually would.  A.J. and I did spend
quite a bit of time talking to each other though, I'd have to admit.  We
were like brothers already though, it seemed like we had so much in common.

    "So, what are we gonna do after this?"  Brian gave me a wink.
    "We are going to dye my hair."  I grabbed A.J. around the shoulders.
    "Fine, I don't care. I'll just go to my room and cry ALONE in the
dark."  Brian acted upset.
    "Poor baby.  Remember, you're the one that gets to run his fingers
through it when it's done."  I reached under the table and grabbed his
thigh.
    "Well then, I guess I can deal with that!"  He laughed.
    "I wanted him to pierce his tongue, but he wouldn't do it."
A.J. commented.
    "I didn't want to have to stop using my mouth."  I looked at Brian, a
big smile on my face.
    "I don't want you to have to stop using your mouth either."  Brian
grinned.
    "Ya'll are sick."  Kevin laughed as he took a drink.

    Our dinner came and we all dug in.  I was the only one that picked at
what I ate, which brought alot of comments from the other guys.  They all
took turns teasing me about how I ate "like a bird".  Brian and A.J. both
helped me eat my food, since I wasn't really eating.  When they were all
done eating, the waiter came back and asked if we wanted dessert.  I was
the only one who said no.
    When we were done at the resturaunt, we all decided to go back to the
boys hotel and chill for awhile.  Brian and I followed A.J. to his room so
A.J. could dye my hair.  I was getting uneasy about doing it, but I thought
'what the hell'.  A.J. let us into his room and immediately went in the
bathroom to mix the stuff he had bought.  Brian laid down on the bed and
propped his head up on a pillow.  I plopped down next to the bedside table,
lit a cigarette and turned the T.V. on.  The first thing I found was what I
was looking for.  It was an interview with one of the chairmen of the
Academy Awards, and he was talking about who all had been nominated.

    "Take your shirt off."  A.J. came out of the bathroom and walked up to
me, a plastic glove in one hand and a squeeze bottle and towel in the
other.
    "Alright."  I put my cigarette in the ashtray and pulled my shirt off
over my head.
    "I don't know if I can stay in the same room with you half naked and
behave myself."  Brian knelt behind me, grabbed me and gave me a kiss on
the neck.
    "Like I said, you'll be the first to get a test drive with the new do."
I laughed.
    "Bend your head forward."  A.J. said.

    As soon as I bent my head forward, A.J. began squeezing the solution
onto my head, then alternating my rubbing it in, then squeezing more.  It
was cold as hell, which I told A.J.  He told me not to worry cause it would
heat up soon enough.  A.J. kept squeezing and rubbing solution into my hair
until it was all gone.  He draped the towel around my shoulders for me and
told me I could look up again.
    A.J. was right.  Not even five minutes later, it felt like my head was
on fire.  I kept trying to scratch my head, but A.J. would grab my hands
and hold them down.  I was excited to actually be doing something else with
my image, but sorta afraid that Barb would have heart failure.  We sat
there, watching the show about the Oscars for about an hour before
A.J. told me we could wash my hair.  I was more than happy to let him
finally wash it out.  My head was burning like crazy when I finally
followed him into the bathroom.

    "I think I'm just gonna get a shower while I'm at it."  I told A.J.
    "Okay, just make sure I get to see it before Brian does."
A.J. laughed.

    A.J. left the bathroom, and I stripped my jeans off.  I jumped into the
shower and immediately started washing the dye out of my hair, excited to
see what it would look like.  I finally got all of the gunk out of my hair
and cleaned off good, then jumped back out and looked in the mirror.  It
was blonde!  I had gone from brown to platinum.  I liked it though.  It
really looked alot better than I expected.

    "A.J.!"  I screamed for him.

    I realized I didn't have any clothes on after I had yelled for him and
grabbed the nearest towel and wrapped it around my waist right before he
opened the door.  He sorta looked the other way, seeing that I only had a
towel around my waist.  He realized though, that if I wasn't embarassed, he
shouldn't be either, and looked at my hair.

    "Aw, man!  That's awesome!"  He smiled widely.
    "I love it.  I just wonder if Brian will?"  I asked.
    "Well, go show him."  A.J. laughed.
    "What do you think?"  I asked Brian, walking out of the bathroom.
    "Come 'ere."  Brian waved me over to him.

    I walked over until I was right in front of him.  He looked up at me
for a second, then pulled me roughly towards him until I was straddling his
lap on the bed.

    "I love it!"  He grabbed the back of my head and kissed me.
    "I thought you would."  I smiled when I broke away from his kiss.
    "I'd love you no matter if it was green."  Brian smiled widely then
gave me another quick peck.
    "Let me go get some clothes on."  I got up off of Brian's lap, almost
losing the towel that was covering me.

    After I had gotten some clothes on, I thanked A.J. for dyeing my hair
and Brian and I left A.J.'s room to go down to his room.  As soon as we
were inside, Brian was stripping me down again.  Why do I even bother to
put clothes on, I thought to myself.  Soon, Brian was down on his knees
sucking me off like he was never gonna do it again.
    I finally pulled away from him and laid down on the bed.  Brian stood
up and stripped down, the pounced on me.  He kissed me roughly, then worked
back down to my achingly stiff cock.  I was in heaven.  I was nominated for
an Oscar, my premiere did well, I had an article with People coming up, and
my cock was in Brian Littrell's mouth.  I was swooning.
    After a few minutes of sucking me off, Brian knelt between my legs and
propped them up on his shoulders.  Brian leaned down and kissed me
passionately, then shoved all of his manhood into me in one thrust.  I
grabbed him around the neck and pulled him down to me for another kiss.
Brian immediately started out slamming into me.  I couldn't believe how
into it he was, especially since we had had sex less than 8 hours ago. Not
that I'm complaining.
    I could tell Brian was close because he was straining and pumping even
harder.  I reached down and jerked my cock twice before I came.  My came
splatter against both of our stomachs and chest.  As soon as my orgasm had
subsided, Brian groaned my name loudly and slammed into me the final
time. Brian fell down on top of me and shivered violently.  I grabbed him
around the neck and kissed him on the neck, making him shiver even harder.

    "Was it THAT good?"  I laughed, brushing his hair off his forehead.
    "When isn't it that good?"  Brian smiled and kissed me lightly again
before resting his head back on my chest.
    "I love you so much Brian."  I ran my hands up and down his back.
    "I love you more."  Brian looked up at me and smiled.

    After the whole time I had spent with Brian, those blue eyes still got
to me.  I went crazy everytime I looked into them.  Would I ever get used
to looking into Brian's eyes?  I couldn't help but think back to that
afternoon when A.J. and I had been talking about Brian leaving in 3 weeks.
What was I gonna do.  I wasn't just in love anymore, I was full blown head
over heels in love with everything about Brian.  I grabbed Brian strongly
around his shoulders and held him like I was going to lose him if I didn't.

    "Jeez."  Brian groaned. "Trying to smother me?"
    "I just want you to realized how much I love you."  I whispered.
    "I'm getting the picture."  Brian laughed still groaning a little from
how hard I was squeezing him.

    I wish I never had to leave Brian's arms.  Why did the fucking People
Magazine have to do an article on me tomorrow?  Brian reached his arms
under me and squeezed me back.  Oh well, it was only seven o'clock.  I told
Brian we could nap together for an hour or so, but then I had to go.  After
Brian called down and told the woman at the desk to give a wake up call in
two hours, we fell fast asleep in each other's arms.


TO BE CONTINUED....

(I'D WALK HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD FOR JUST ONE KISS FROM YOU, FAR BEYOND
THE CALL OF LOVE, THE SUN, THE STARS, THE MOON....)