Date: Wed, 12 Jul 2000 02:34:27 EDT
From: MeJDM@hotmail.com
Subject: gay\celebrity\boy bands\becoming whole 2

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your ideas.  BTW, this is fiction and so on and so on.  Any celebrities and
such may or may not be gay.  I don't know.  Do not take any of this as
fact.  You should know by now.

Well I know this one is shorter than the other one but my brain became
fried and nothing wanted to come out right.  So this is what I was able to
write.  Next one is going to have more romance and just plain more.  Well
have fun reading and send me your thoughts via e-mail.

BECOMING WHOLE
   Previously from CHAPTER ONE

"Oh all right."  I stopped tickling him and just lay there on top of him.
     After a moment he disturbed the silent.  "What do you want to do now?"
He chuckled a little with his eyebrows raised.
     "Hmmm.  Good question."  I grinding my hips into his a bit.  "I was
thinking..."
     "Yes?"  He looked surprised because usually parry his remarks with
comebacks.  I think he REALLY wanted to do something, judging by the
pressure from below his waist onto me.
     "A nice round of," my face was now a few inches from his face,
"SORRY."  I gave him a quick kiss and jumped from the couch and ran into
the dining room.  I snickered as I actually went and got the sorry game and
brought it back with me into the living room.  Mark was still stunned.  I
brought the game over and put it in his lap.  "You going to play?"
     "You were serious?"  Mark was now more perplexed than before.
     "Would I not be?"  I gave him my best innocent look I possessed.
     "You are psycho."
     "Just copying you."

   CHAPTER TWO

     Although Mark wanted to play strip Sorry, which I do not have a clue
how that would work, especially since we both only had boxers on, I opted
to play regular Sorry.  We chatted about meeting the guys.  He still
thought Nick was the cutest, but argued that Kevin possess far more beauty
than Nick.  I, however, had an advantage since I actually met Kevin.  But
we both agreed the second cutest was definitely AJ.  The night was broken
by dawn, as rays of light splintered their way through the kitchen blinds,
to which was barely in our view.
     Neither of us could go to sleep after the game of Sorry so we both
just stayed up with the TV playing cartoons we barely watched during our
conversation.  Nothing was safe from our talk.  Mark was just the little
sex hound, as almost all he talked had to do with sex.  Not that I did not
bring it up at all, but he just seemed to have derailed somewhere from the
one track and could not move to another topic.  Soon enough, it was 9, and
Mark needed to go to work.

     "Well buddy, I've got to get ready.  You get some more rest before the
concert, all right."  Mark made it more of a command than a request.
     "Yes, master."  I slurred speak and stood up, hunching.
     "Master, hmmm.  I could get used to that."  Mike smiled at the
thought.  I stuck my tongue out at him.  "Don't stick your tongue out
unless you plan on using it."  I raised my eyebrow and started walking
towards him.  "Oh, I've had enough of your teasing for one day."  He
laughed and went into the bathroom.  The day carried on and Mark went to
work.  I had never changed my clothing so much in my life, ever.  By the
time I had gotten ready for the concert, Mark had come home was ready to
go.

     "Do I look all right?"  I said look at my clothing, making sure I
looked everything was fine.
     "Yes, you look gorgeous sis."  My hand met the back of the head, as
did my other hand and his stomach.
     "Bitch.  Okay let's go.

     To start, I had never felt so tall in my life.  Except for the
parents, I was pretty much taller than the rest of the audience.  Luckily I
had backstage passes because I did not want to deal with the screams of the
prepubescent.  When we were allowed backstage, we got to see the Backstreet
Boys from the best seats there.  The show was so amazing.  I couldn't help
but stare at Kevin's ass when I got the chance.  His body is just so,
anyhow.  After the show, we were told to wait in this room.  The walls were
painted green and the furniture was brown.  We stepped in and walked on a
rug that had a picture with a bunch of leaves on it.  How nice, such an
earthy feel.  I walked over to the couch and sat down gently as to not
wrinkle my clothes.  Mark, on the other hand, just plopped down next me and
took up as much room as possible.  I looked at him odd then realized I was
taking this way too seriously.  So I a deep breath, than quickly hoped up
and laid down on the couch, my ass on Marks lap.
     "Ahh, so comfy."
     "Well you don't have the big ass on your lap."
     "I do not have a big ass."
     "Yes you do fatty."  I swatted his arm.  "Oh the abuse."
     Just then, the Backstreet Boys came in.  My mind reeled, as I did not
think the scene looked right.  I quickly sat up and laughed.  My face was
never so red.
     Kevin smirked and then introduced the guys.  "The tomato is Joe and
bug eyes is Mark I believe."  The guys said hello and sat down.  Brian and
Nick sat on the couch on the other end of the room.  Howie plopped on the
chair next to Nick.  Kevin sat on the chair next to me.  AJ, on the other
hand, just sat down on the floor in front of Mark and me.
     "So what were YOU all doing?"  AJ looked at us as if he was in junior
high, ready for the gossip.
     "We were doing nothing little one."  I looked him and tried to be as
adult like as I could.
     "Kevin, he's making fun of me.  Beat him up."  AJ sniffled, while
smiling.
     Kevin lightly tapped my arm.  "All right, you have been avenged."
     "Anyhow, so how are you doing Joe?  You feeling all right?"  Kevin
decided to start again with the pleasantries.
     "I am doing quite fine.  My ribs still hurt sometimes and I get a
little dizzy sometimes, nothing big."  Mark immediately coughed a liar, and
Kevin caught it.
     "Mark, is he not telling me something?"  Kevin raised his eyebrow at
me.
     "Well, actually he fai..." I put my hand over Marks mouth.
     "I very much got lots of rest."  I mentally kicked myself for the
stupidest thing I had ever said.  And I could tell no one bought it and
everyone gave me a, so what really happened look.  "Fine, I had a small
blackout.  Nothing big.  Probably just a lack of food."  Again Mark
coughed.  I was going to have to get him some halls, or my foot.
     "Oh my gosh.  You should go to the doctor again."  Kevin immediately
went into father mode.
     "No no no.  There is no way I am going.  Uh huh."  The rest of the
guys now looked at me like nuts.  "Oh, um, I don't like doctors."  That
didn't help the stares any.  "Anywho, how are you all doing?"  I got a
response of tired.
     "Then you all should get some sleep, there is no point in staying here
talking to me."  I was going to stand up when the door opened up.
     "Hey you guys, you in..." Joshua Chasez came into the room and paused.
"Oh sorry, I didn't know you had people here."  He started to turn but then
was stopped by Howie's voice.
     "Oh no come back in.  This here is gimpy."  He pointed to me and I
gave him a bewildered look.  Wow, how many people knew Kevin hit me with
his car?  I looked over to Joshua and froze.  I was completely capture by
his eyes.
     "Oh hey Joe.  I'm JC."  He put out his hand.  I smiled.
     "Heylo."  I shook and his hand and did a little dance in my head.  His
handshake was so warm and strong.  He smiled back.  I release his hand and
he sat on the only place left besides the floor, right next to Mark.  I
would have told him that it was a bad idea but oh well.  Mark was still
gawking, a face I have never really seen before.  I could help but laugh.
"Mark, at least close your mouth.  Drooling is not polite."  His head
whipped around in a fashion that I swore he was almost mad.  Almost.  His
arm flew with is head and lightly smack my stomach.
     "Shut yer hole."  Mark flushed with embarrassment.
     "But that's not what you wanted me to do last night."  His mouth
dropped.  I gave my innocent look.  Revenge is sweet.  Well at least I knew
where to blood was in his body.  You know a tomato would have been jealous
of Mark's coloring.
     "Okay okay, before Mark kills Joe, change of subject."  All the guys
were still snickering a bit.  A conversation erupted as we discussed some
politics and stuff.  We eventually arrived on getting everyone to talk
about himself.  I had to explain myself first since I paid for the bill in
cash.
     "Well, my parents didn't take my coming out very well.  They didn't
kick me out.  I actually had my own apartment.  But they became so cold.
So I packed up my stuff and put everything I wanted to keep in my truck and
drove off.  While driving around I bought a lottery ticket and actually
won.  The jackpot was like 5 million.  I opted for the lump sum and
invested half of it wisely in the stock market.  I put a quarter of it in a
CD and the rest in a checking account.  After that I bought a better car
and drove more.  And that's how I ended up in Phelan.  There is where I met
Mark.  I met him after he..."
     Mark cut me off with his hand over my mouth.  "Say it and die!"
     I laughed and continued.  "After that...incident... we got together
for about a month or so, then called it quits.  But we're staying good
friends.  I live in his house right now but I am planning on driving off
soon to god knows where.  I just want to explore everywhere.  Besides my
label signing me want me to go to Florida for promotion and such."
     "Well, a fellow artist I see.  Who's your record company?"  Nick
really didn't talk much before so I was a little surprised he was the one
to ask.
     "Same as yours."
     "That's great.  You are going to love Florida.  Sand, skin, and music.
What else do you need?"  Nick was just beaming thinking of Florida.  I
guess he's not a snow person.
     "Actually I am a winter person.  I love the snow."
     "Eh, I hate the cold.  Oh well, you'll still love the skin and music."
     "True."  The talking raged on for another hour until the boys had to
leave.  I shook each of their hands as they were leaving.  Kevin and JC
stayed behind to talk to Mark and me.
     "Well it was great talk to you again Joe.  Um," Kevin patted his
pockets looking for something.  He pulled a piece of paper and scribbled on
it.  "Here is my address there and phone number.  Keep in touch all right.
We'll probably see more of each other since we have the same label."
     "All right.  Have a good night Kevin."
     "Night Joe, Mark."  I watched Kevin leave and I turned back to JC.  He
didn't look real anxious to go.
     "So what do you all want to do now?"  JC looked at us both, waiting.
     "You aren't going to leave with them?"  I said pointing in the
direction the boys went.
     "Nah, they have to go and sleep and stuff.  You all wanna go catch a
movie or something."  I was actually pondering saying 'no' just to see
Marks face but he answered first.
     "Sure we'd love to."
     "Cool.  Let me just grab my stuff and we'll go.  Stay here, okay."
     "Okay."  Mark answered, practically swooning over JC.
     "Dork."  Mark didn't even hear me while I laughed.


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