Date: Tue, 8 Apr 2003 22:29:39 EDT
From: XBeatBoxxinGenoX@aol.com
Subject: Being Justified 3

Disclaimer:
 This story is a complete work of fiction. I do not know any of the mentioned
celebrities. If you do not like male/male relationships, you should leave
right now. If you are a minor, you should also leave. This story may contain
adult content. Thank You.

                                ~*~*~*~CHAPTER THREE~*~*~*~

 We were kissing for a long time, when all of a sudden he pushed me off of
him.

 " I'm sorry, I can't do this. Listen, I had a really great time with you
tonight...and I don't know what's wrong with me. Please, forgive me. I -
I...I just can't. Please, you have to go. "

 I understood what was going on, he wasn't gay at all. He was probably just
experimenting, and I was totally fine with that. I was kind of pissed because
he was practically throwing me out of his door. I knew better not to get mad,
because I had been going through the same thing a couple of years ago. I
walked out of his front door, and went on my way home. I just kept on
thinking to myself...~ Why would he invite me over for dinner and to watch a
movie, if he wasn't interested in me? ~ I let it slide and went home. I
opened my door and went to my bedroom. It was still early but I didn't feel
like doing much so I fell asleep.
 I was asleep for a long time, because it was 1:53 a.m. when I woke up. I
knew someone must have called, so I decided to check my messages. After all
my messages were checked and deleted, I headed to the kitchen. I wasn't
hungry, but my mouth was really dry...so I got myself a canned soda from the
refrigerator. I walked into my living room and turned on the TV. I flicked
through the channels like a maniac, there was nothing good on TV...and I
didn't want to bother Justin anymore. Then, the phone rang...
                                                        *Phone Rings*

 ~ Hello. ~
 " Hey, um. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to rush you out of my house like
that. I know it's really late and all...but I need to tell you something.
Please, can you come over? "
 ~ S-sure Justin, I'll be over in a minute. ~

 I made may way over to Justin's house. It was really dark outside and I
didn't know which way to turn. So, I kept straight and made it to his house.
I walked to his doorstep and rang the door bell. A couple seconds later, he
opened the door. His eyes were red and puffy, I could tell he was crying.
>From the looks of it, he was trembling also.  He stepped aside and allowed me
to enter his house once more.  Once inside, Justin told me to go over to the
couch and sit down.  I could tell that he never took his eyes off of me as I
moved across the floor to the couch.  A few seconds later, he came over and
sat on the chair opposite to the couch.  He looked up at me with the saddest
look of apology, and his trembling mouth began to open.

 " Geno...I-I.....I really don't know how to say this.  I'm not the
apologizing type of person, but ummmmm, well....with you....its...different.
All my life, I've been so damn use to being Mr. Right....everything always
and HAD TO always go my way...until I realized that I was losing everything.
My friends....my family.....and now.......well....you. "

 ~ Justin....wha?........wait a second?  ME?!.....what do you mean by....me?
You rushed me out of your house....and honestly..that hurt....hurt really
bad. ~

 " I know I know I know....see....you just don't understand.....I am not use
to this...this is all new tuh... "

    Justin was interrupted by Geno.

 ~ Understand?  What is there to understand?  I went through the exact same
cycle your going through now....and it was hard for me..because I had no one
to talk to....no one was there to listen...and I kept things bottled up
inside me for a lonnnnggggg time....and I just wanted to explode!!  I
couldn't take it anymore!  I just couldn't!!! ~


 " Geno....pleaseee.....dont get upset...we don't need that right now! "

    Geno stands up, with Justin following behind.

~ Dude!  I am NOT upset! If I were upset, I'd be... ~

    Genos lips are halted by the soft and rounded lips of Justin's.  The kiss
was passionate, and Geno knew he couldn't get mad at this guy.  They pull off
of eachother, and don't lose sight of eachothers eyes.

 " That's what I wanted to tell you.... "

 ~Justin....I--I....~

 " Shhhhhhhh....dont say anything....let me explain.  When I threw you out of
the house, I realized that I made a big mistake, a mistake that could change
my whole future.  Geno....I'm starting to figure out more and more of who I
am....and.....well.....who I'm in love with. "

 With that, Geno made his move, and wrapped his arms around Justin's back.
They began to passionately kiss, and their tongues battled for love. Geno
began to lead Justin back to the couch, and they slowly laid on top of
eachtoher....never leaving eachothers sight....eachothers grip.....eachothers
love.

                  ~*~*~*~THE END OF CHAPTER THREE~*~*~*~

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