Date: Fri, 21 May 1999 19:21:26 -0400
From: "lionclaw@bellsouth.net" <lionclaw@bellsouth.net>
Subject: Brian & Justin (75-80)

Brian & Justin (Part 75)
By JM

		----- Voted by readers - STORY OF THE YEAR -----

*** General Announcement: Okay this story and the following stories are
going to be a slow down pace for me.  I am going to slow down the quickie's
and add the romance to the stories.  But don't get me wrong, there will
still be plenty of sex and fun for the boys.  Yes, these stories will
mostly revolve around the relationship between Brian Littrell (of the
Backstreet Boys) and Justin Timberlake (of 'N Sync), but there is going to
be guest appearances from all of the guys of the Backstreet Boys and 'N
Sync.  I can't always guarantee action for them though, because I am so
hooked on Brian and Justin.  The stories will also follow the same path
that the others have left off with.  So that means, these stories follow
where I left off with 'B-Rok B-Day', 'Round And Round, and 'The First
Week'.  I want everyone to know that I don't plan on stopping after this
story, so don't worry.  I get e-mails all the time about that.  I do hope
you enjoy the series of stories to come and do wish to hear all of your
comments may they be good or bad (hopefully not all bad)... so send them on
over to: <catsfan1@hotmail.com> or <lionclaw@bellsouth.net> ***

**** This is THE 75th STORY!!!  It's another landmark story for me!  It
follows along with the rest, so if you're still not caught up, you had
better get reading.  Hope you enjoy this part and please send all comments
to me at the ddress above.  I have received an abundance of mail, so that
makes me want to keep on writing better stories.  I THANK all of you who
have sent your great comments to me.  Especially to those who have been
there since the very beginning.  Also, for those who still want the lyrics
to the all 'Justin & Brian' soundtracks (only lyrics).  Soundtrack features
old and new songs from the BSB, 'N Sync and others.  All songs are original
songs that I made up for Brian and Justin unless noted.  They have a
purpose, so please don't distribute them without permission.  SPECIAL
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN READING AND SENDING ME E-MAIL, I APPRECIATE
IT!!!  Special thanks to Leprechaun for inspiring me to write such great
stories.  He's got talent and you guys should check out his series "Bad Boy
B-Rok".  It is the best BSB story I have read.  And thanks to Calguy19 for
great works, with his storyline 'Bangin' B-Rok'. Also thanks to Zeo for
creating 'N Sync Love.  It's a great story!  And finally, thanks to Chris,
Adam and JJ Vascardi's for being a good friends and great authors.  I also
want to thank Yas for the GREAT story ideas he has given me.  So until the
next time... please keep reading the stories and all of you B-Boys keep it
'N Sync...  ****

		Brian and Justin were frozen in time.  Both were on the
verge of losing one another of one person, Nick Carter.  Their lips were
pressed together, but their hearts were no longer beating to the same
rhythm.  Their reality had been altered, stealing away the innocent that
once captivated their love.  Brian was the first to pull away and then
Justin followed.  Brian placed his arms around Justin again and held him.
Justin knew that he had to hug Brian back.  He had to make Brian feel
comfortable again.  It was the only way Justin knew that he could keep
Brian from walking away.  Justin didn't want Brian to walk away.  When
Brian felt Justin's strong arms grasp onto his back, he let a small sigh
quiver his lips.  "I'm.. I'm so sorry..." Brian whispered to Justin.
"Justin!  Brian!  Come on over here!" they heard A.J.  Justin could hear
the faint sound of A.J.'s voice, but the sound of his heart pounded louder.
"It's okay Brian, it's okay." Justin whispered back, running his hand over
Brian's hair.  "Brian, Justin, hello?" A.J. said, tapping Justin on the
shoulder.  Justin didn't have the time to push A.J. away.  His concern was
Brian's well-being.
		"Hello!" A.J. barked at them.  Justin released Brian, but
felt Brian hold on tightly.  "What is it A.J.?" Justin questioned, keeping
Brian's arms around him.  "Sorry to interupt this love connection and all,
but we need to have a small meeting over by the limos about what we're
going to do." A.J. stated.  "Is it necessary that me and Brian are there?"
Justin questioned.  "Very!" A.J. said with strong emphasis.  Justin groaned
lowly and nodded.  "We're coming." Justin informed him.  A.J. gave Justin a
questioning stare and then looked down at Brian.  "Is he okay?"
A.J. whispered to Justin while pointing to Brian.  Justin was unsure what
to tell A.J.  Justin shook his head and A.J. understood.  "We'll be
waiting." A.J. whispered and walked towards the limos.
		"Brian... we have to go now." Justin said softly to his
clutching lover.  "I don't want to go." Brian whimpered.  "Listen, I know
right now me and you have some things that we need to talk about, but we
have other things to worry about besides Nick.  So please, for me, just
come on." Justin asked sincerly.  Brian admired the way that Justin took
charge of the situation, but kept his timid side above any other.  It was
soothing to Brian's heart and emotions.  Brian pulled his arms from around
Justin's back, but moved them to Justin's hips.  He was scared to let go,
fearing that Justin may leave him that moment.  Brian pulled his body away
slowly.  He looked into Justin's eyes, trying to find the innocent, young
man he fell in love with.  Justin's blue eyes still held that look.  Brian
was surprised.  Through the break-up's Brian and Justin have faced, Justin
had never looked at Brian so lovingly and so quickly.
		"Dont make me have to bring the Jaws of Life over there!"
A.J. joked with a loud roar.  Justin cracked a semi-smile and urged Brian
to let him go.  Brian complied with Justin's silent request and Justin
moved away.  Brian felt the distance in a strong way.  Justin reached his
pinky out and locked it with Brian's pinky.  Brian knew that feel.  It was
the same way Justin held his hand the first time they had to meet the
others in front of the limos as a couple.  No one knew then except Kevin
how deep Justin and Brian felt for each other.  It was still the small
touch of Justin's pinky that made Brian reminisce on how sweet and tender
their love was then.  'See you there.' Brian heard Justin said in his head.
It was a trial period, but one that Brian and Justin survived despite
Nick's intervention.
		Justin walked with Brian towards the area in which the
others stood, holding his pinky tightly with his own.  The setting sun gave
the sky a fuschia color, adding to the mood of the moment.  An unsure mood
that was sensed by everyone.  "Didn't think you guys would ever get over
here." Howie commented, nonchalantly.  "Uh... we just needed a few
moments." Justin responded shyly.  "Three minutes maybe?" Joey laughed,
causing Britney and Howie to join in.  "It was nothing like that Joey.  And
for your information, we can't all be as quick as you." Justin snapped back
at him.  "Geez, Justin, don't bite my head off.  Either of them." Joey
joked.  "Cut it out Joey." Britney immediately stopped him.  She had
forgotten what Justin had informed her of earlier.  "What?  Curly can take
a joke." Joey laughed, trying to ease his girlfriend's quick lashing.
"Yeah, The Baby has always been easy with a joke or two." J.C. helped
defend Joey's actions.  "Just leave him alone." Britney hissed.  "She's
right guys." Chris added.  "You okay Justin?  You look kind of pale?" Lance
asked with concern.  "I'll be fine, later." Justin assured him.  Justin
kept a light hold on Brian's pinky with a saddened face.
		"We're not here to worry about Justin's problems at the
moment, though we should discuss things at another time that are affecting
all of us.  We're here to figure out the game plan for tomorrow and the
following day." Kevin brought everyone back to reality.  "Who's staying
with who?!" Chris asked, stopping everyone's worries.  "I'm staying at my
place with J.C." Chris spoke up first to his own question.  "Uh, I think
I'll be chilling at mi madre's casa." Howie responded.  "I'm gonna crash at
a hotel." Nikki informed everyone.  "Oh no, come stay at our place.  I'd
hate for you to be the only one at a hotel." Kevin said with a smile.
"Well where are we going to go?  Amanda and Nikki are staying with Kevin
and A.J. and we get left out?" Mandy complained.  "No girl, we get the Ritz
Carlton and party till three!" Veronica laughed.  "I'd take you gals in,
but I doubt my mom would let me have fine senioritas like you all in my
place." Howie smiled with charm.  "Well why not?  She already has a scrub
like you staying there." Chris teased.  "Ah, shut up!" Howie laughed.
		"Hey, what about Nick?  Anybody know where he's staying?"
A.J. asked.  "Where is Nick?" Kevin asked, searching around for his friend.
Everyone looked around except Brian and Justin.  They didn't want to think
of where Nick could be at the moment.  "Nick said he didn't want to hang
around right now.  He's in one of the limos.  He said he was feeling
unwelcomed at the minute.  I think he's staying at a hotel tonight since
his house is out in Tampa." Howie stated.  "A hotel?  Well he shouldn't be
the only one at a hotel." Britney frowned.  She looked toward Lance and
J.C. breifly before turning away.  "Well there's no more room at the Ritz
A.J.  And I don't think that Brian and Justin would want him moving in on
their place." A.J. said, giving Justin and Brian an odd look.  "He can stay
with me." A.J. heard a shallow voice speak up.  He looked in the direction
of the voice and saw Lance.  Eyes flocked to Lance with sudden surprise.
"It's just tonight and it's no big deal.  I just got my new place and I
don't mind." Lance answered with a small shrug.  J.C. shook his head
doubtfully.  "He won't try anything." Brian said directly to J.C.  J.C. was
surprised by Brian's defensiveness.  Justin held Brian's finger with the
same warmth he did before, despite Brian's most recent words.
		"Okay, Joey, Brian, Britney and Justin, you're left." Chris
said.  "Britney's staying with me at my parents place." Joey quickly said.
"Ah, taking the old girlfriend home to meet momma, eh?" Chris smiled and
nudged Joey.  "Of course Brian and Justin are staying at their place,
right?" Kevin said with a questioning expression.  "Yes, we are." Justin
answered softly.  "Now that's that is settled, what do we do about
tomorrow?" J.C. asked.  "We need a place to meet at." Chris added to J.C.'s
words.  "How about Brian and Justin's place.  It's big enough that we can
all chill there and eat breakfast before leaving." Howie suggested without
consent of Brian and Justin.  Justin gave him a discouraging look, trying
to persuade everyone's vote.  "I agree, let's go to their place."
J.C. nodded.  Lance looked at Justin and Brian, noticing their quietness.
They weren't close and they weren't showing as much love as he was used to.
"Maybe we should go to my place." Lance spoke up.  "No, you just got
settled there.  I'm sure Brian and Justin could handle all of us for just
one morning." Joey disagreed.  "It's up to you guys." Kevin whispered to
them, giving them a difficult choice.  Justin thought seriously on his
choice.  He knew that Brian wouldn't give him a straightforward answer in
his state.  "It's fine.  You guys can come on by before we head for
Universal." Justin answered.  There was a small cheer and then a hush fell
over everyone again.
		"Now, the following day is something we must discuss."
Kevin insisted.  He heard a few muffled groans and gave everyone a serious
look.  "Our plan leaves a three in the morning, so we have to be at the
aiport no later than two.  So wherever you sleep or stay that night, make
sure you'll have a ride to the airport." Kevin said, referring to his
fellow band members.  "Okay Father, we'll be sure to be on the airport on
time." A.J. teased Kevin.  Kevin arched his brow and gave A.J. an
aggrivated stare.  "Oh and A.J., make sure to go pee before we get there.
I don't want the airlines to have to clean the seats again." Kevin joked
back.  "Ah Kevin, that was just one time!" A.J. played along.  "Ya'll are
so sick." Amanda giggled.  "Ooh, and does sick turn you on..." A.J. smiled
devilishly.  "No, it turns me off." Amanda laughed harder as she spoke to
A.J.  "Her loss, eh A.J.?" Howie laughed.  "Yeah, don't we all wish we
could be like you," Joey teamed with Howie to humiliate A.J.  "Shut up
minute man." A.J. snapped back with a smile.  "Were you clocking me?" Joey
questioned.  "It's not the quicker the bigger, it's the longer the
stronger." A.J. boasted.  "Then I guess you're disqualified out of both of
those categories." Amanda bursted out with laughter.  "What!?"
A.J. laughed.  He grabbed Amanda and they began a quick war of tickling.
Justin admired their sense of humor and affection towards each other.  It
was funny to watch them battle, but even more romantic to Justin that they
lived such a carefree romance.
		Before Justin even knew it, Brian's head was resting on his
shoulder.  Justin smiled and nessled his neck to Brian's head.  Justin
titled his head and rested it on top of Brian's.  "Well there are four
limos here and they're ready to leave.  So while A.J. and Amanda play kiss
and tell, why don't the rest of us get going." Kevin suggested.  "What
about our stuff?" J.C. asked, looking around for his things.  "They are
already in the limos.  A.J., Amanda, and Howie ride in one limo.  Nick,
Lance, myself and Nikki will ride in another.  J.C., Justin, Brian and
Chris in one limo.  Danay, Veronica, Mandy, Britney and Joey in the last
limo." Kevin explained while pointing out limos.  Everyone took notice of
where they were to go and headed in the direction Kevin told them to.
		J.C. stopped Lance before he went to his limo.  He pulled
Lance to the side, avoiding stares from other people.  The wind blew over
J.C.'s face as he looked back into Lance's blue-green eyes.  "If this is
about Nick, don't worry.  He won't be a problem for me.  He'll probably
stay to himself the whole time." Lance said softly before J.C. could speak.
J.C. smiled.  "It's not about Nick.  I wish that we could be making love
tonight in your house, but I think it's best we take this time apart."
J.C. responded.  "I just wanted to say goodbye." J.C. added.  Lance's mouth
brightened with a smile and he ran his hand over J.C. lips.  Lance leaned
forward and placed his lips on J.C.'s.  J.C. closed his eyes and slowly
began to return the kiss.  He placed his hand behind Lance's head and beagn
to move his lips in motion with Lance's.  Lance's tongue slid into J.C.'s
awaiting motuh as their kiss deepened.  Lance and J.C. no longer cared who
was around to watch them show love towards each other.  Their lips kept
time with the wind as J.C.'s tongue ran over Lance's.  Lance released
J.C.'s lips and tenderly licked J.C.'s lips.  He pulled away and opened his
eyes, staring back at J.C.'s blue eyes.  J.C. had a faint smile on his
lips, dreaming of what would happen if he and Lance had the night alone,
together.
		"Hey guys, sorry to call off the fun and all, but we've got
some new news." Chris announced.  "What's wrong?" Joey asked.  "Us guys of
N Sync get to stick around with the Backstreet Boys a little longer.  We
have a photo shoot for some possible album pictures and they'll be featured
in the new Rolling Stones magazine too.  So if the Backstreet Boys want to
stay and get in on the pictures, they can." Chris stated.  "I don't know,
I'm kind of tired." Kevin said.  "Yeah, I think we'll leave too."
A.J. said, speaking for Amanda.  "Yeah, I'm heading out too.  Though I'd
love to see what they do for you guys." Howie said.  "Are the rest of you
staying?" J.C. asked around.  "Yeah, I'm staying." Britney nodded.  "No, I
think we had better go to our hotel and get settled for awhile since we'll
be here for a few days." Danay suggested.  "Brian?" J.C. questioned,
looking right at Brian.  "I'll stay." Brian answered softly.  "Nick has to
stay if he's staying at my place tonight." Lance interupted.  "Well someone
go get him out of that limo and let's get moving.  We don't want to be here
all night long." Chris barked out orders in a drawling voice.  "Q and House
will stay here with us for security.  The rest of ya'll go ahead."
J.C. said while preparing to walk away.  Everyone said their goodbyes and
headed their seperate ways.
		The guys of 'N Sync and their counterparts were ushered
into an office-like area of the school to talk about their final plans for
the shoot.  "Okay, we have five individual 'elements' or 'places' where you
guys can chose from.  Each place has been set up in a different room of the
school.  So you guys have to chose from a cowboy-like scene, an Indian-like
scene, a North Pole-like scene, an Executive-like scene and a Victoria
Secret's model-like scene." one of the photographers explained.  "Ooh,
cowboys and Indians." Chris cheered.  "Whatever happened to cops and
robbers?" Lance joked along.  "That was your hotel room last night." Chris
teased.  Lance blushed a deep rose color and smiled towards J.C.  "Well
I'll take the Indian one.  I want to see what it's going to be like." Chris
said.  "I want the executive scene." J.C. nodded.  "That'll 'suit' you
perfectly." Justin laughed.  "Well what about you Justin?" Lance asked.
"Uh, Victoria Secrets sounds fun." Justin chuckled.  "The sex symbol!"
J.C. and Joey said in unison.  Justin blushed lightly and licked his lips.
"I want the cowboy one." Joey said after his laugh.  Lance pouted with his
'leftover' scene.  "I better not be in Santa suit or anything." Lance
groaned.  "Oh no, each one of these shoots will actually be a very sexy
look for all of you." another photographer assured them.  "Good." Britney
smiled at Joey.  "Let's get moving to wardrobe and make-up so you guys can
get set for the shoot.  Oh and anything that'll make you pose sexy and what
not, please find it." the first photgrapher said with an enduring smile.
Their was a small gasp and then an echo of laughter in the room.
		In an hour's time, Lance was ready for his scene.  His hair
was dyed a bright blonde color, almost making his hair look white to the
human iris.  The bright, white lights of the room gave his whole bdoy an
angelic, ivory glow.  His eyes were now crystal blue due to the contacts he
wore.  He wore a pure white, Hugo Boss sweater with matching white slacks.
lance wore no shoes to give him an even calmer appeal.  The room was
covered in mirrors and light blue paint.  The floor was a plush, white
carpet that gave a polar feel to the room.  "Okay Lance, we just need you
to get on the carpet and do some poses for us." the photographer said.
Lance obliged and laid down on the smooth and fluffy carpeting.  He laid on
his stomach and felt the smooth carpet between his fingertips.  The
assistants flashed on the bright lights that caused the room to give off a
daazling, white look to it.  Lance smiled happily and let the photographer
take pictures of him.  "Roll around, have fun with it." the photographer
suggested while snapping more pictures.  Lance obliged once again and began
to roll around on the carpet and pose with a sexy smile.  he kept his "GQ"
persona going as the phtographer got pictures of him sitting on his knees
and of him laid on his back.  Lance had learned over the years not to be
shy for the camera and he wasn't this time around.  He placed a finger in
his mouth and tried to give the innocent, sex-child look.  It was working
as everyone watching was marveled by his poses.
		Joey joked to Britney as Lance posed.  "He must be thinking
about J.C." Joey whispered to her.  She giggled softly, noticing Nick's
appearance in the room.  Lance ran his fingers through his hair and spread
his legs fully.  He placed his feet to the floor and tried to give the
photographer a look of exhaustion.  The room was chilled to make Lance feel
the "polar" touch and Lance knew it.  Nick admired Lance's posing with
lust.  He missed the way that Lance would pose for him and grind with him.
It was something that Nick treasured and pleasured from.  "Nick.. Nick?"
Britney tried to shake Nick's staring.  Nick woke suddenly and looked away
from Lance.  "Yeah." Nick stuttered out to Britney.  "Lance's done here.
Do you want to go with us to the next shoot?" Britney invited him
nervously.  Nick nodded and took a final look at Lance.  The way the light
beamed off his hair and brought all the attention to his crystal eyes
captivated Nick.  "Yeah, let's go." Nick nodded again.  Nick followed Joey
and Britney towards the next photo shoot, leaving Lance behind with with
unspoken words.
		J.C.'s room was set up with a strict style.  It was
decorated to match that of a 'serious' business man, with a glass desk,
chrome colums in the middle and a jet black office chair.  J.C. sat at the
desk awaiting the workers to finish setting up the lights.  They fixed two
spotlights outside to give the background a feel of daytime even though it
was slowly drifitng to night outside.  J.C.'s hair was slicked back easily
while he wore a black, Armani suit.  He had no trace of lint, dust or any
mistake on his suit.  He wore light wire-framed glasses to give him an even
more GQ look.  "Okay J.C., let's begin.  No smiling whatsoever at this
part." the photographer said as she loaded her camera.  J.C. nodded and
soon the smile faded from his face.  J.C. leaned forward and laid his hands
on the top of his desk.  The flashes began as leaned his head in different
directions and gave different stares towards the camera.  "Okay, walk
around..." the photographer said as she moved around.  J.C. stood from his
chair and began to slowly walk around the room, keeping a smile from his
face.  He had nothing to smile about since Lance was unable to see his
shoot.  "Stand in front of the desk." the photgrapher waved as she got
inches from him on the floor.  J.C. stood in front of the desk and placed
his hands in his pockets.  He gave her his annoyed pose and then followed
it with a sexy stare.  He licked his lips slowly and then took one hand
from his pocket and placed it on the desk.  He leaned back on the desk and
posed shyly.  "That's great!" the photographer cheered him on and took more
pictures.
		"He's loving this." Chris whispered to Joey.  Joey nodded
and placed his arm around Britney.  Nick watched with a strong hate.  He
felt himself wanting to leave, but he needed everyone to believe that he
was over Lance and J.C.'s beginning relationship.  He wanted everyone to
believe that the affair had no affect on him, when it really did.  Soon
Nick's mind flashed back to when he and J.C. had kissed.  The start of
their triple kiss in Cancun was initiated by the both of them.  They may
have been drunk, but the experimentation didn't stop them from furthering
their kiss.  Nick could still remember the smooth feel of J.C.'s tongue
slipping into his mouth.  He had yet to tell lance hwat had happened and
planned on keeping it that way.  He was not out to ruin J.C., but the
thought had crossed his mind.
		"Good job, Mr. Chasez.  That's all we need." the
photographer smiled.  J.C. sighed and stretched.  "I'm so tired!"
J.C. yawned and laughed.  "Well you did a great job anyways." Britney
clapped for him.  "Oh yeah, this deserves a standing ovation!" Chris said,
clapping loudly.  J.C. laughed lowly and massauged his shoulder.  "Anybody
seen Lance?" J.C. asked.  "He just finished his shoot before we came here.
He'll probably swing by." Joey stated.  "Good." J.C. smiled, avoding a
stare from Nick.  Nick cursed under his bath before walking out of the
room.  Britney watched him leave and frowned.  She approached J.C. with an
angered look.  She slapped him lightly on the shoulder.  "What!?!"
J.C. jumped.  "What's wrong with you?  Why can't you or Lance have a little
emotion for Nick?" Britney barked at him.  "What do you mean?"
J.C. questioned, trying to change the mood.  "You know what I mean Josh.
Nick's heart has been broken and all you and Lance can do is flaunt it in
his face." Britney hissed.  "I'm not flaunting anything.  I like Lance and
he likes me.  And who are you to be acussing me?!  I don't see you and Joey
trying to keep your relationship a secret when around Justin." J.C. argued.
Britney pouted and wrinkled her brow.  "It's different with Justin."
Britney snarled.  "How?" J.C. questioned her belief.  "Because Justin loves
Brian.  He has someone to wipe away his tears." Britney responded bitterly.
"Well then Nick needs to find someone to wipe his damn tears because I'm
not going to hide my feelings for Lance because of him." J.C. snapped back.
		"You just don't get it, do you?  Who do you think is really
suffering because Lance and Nick aren't together anymore?" Britney asked,
trying to get J.C. to think.  J.C. was silent.  "If Lance wanted to be with
Nick, he didn't have to come to me." J.C. said.  Britney shook her head at
him.  "You just don't get it." Britney repeated before turning around.  She
walked off without revealing anything to J.C.
		Chris's room was set up like a staircase.  The 'stairs'
were made of iron and they glimmered in the light of the room.  Little
white cnadles ran to the sides of the stairs, glowing with the iron's
luster.  Chris's braids were decorated with multi-colored feathers and his
face was decorated in Indian-like paint.  He wore a tan, suade vest with
baggy, blue jeans.  He wore his red Nike shoes to give him an even more
'urban Indian' appeal.  He wore two, beige armbands and his hair was down.
Chris smiled as he got on the steps.  "Okay, what do I do?" Chris asked
around loudly.  "Just do whatever you want.  We know you'll go crazy for
us." the photographer said as he focused his lens on Chris.  Chris shrugged
and leaped from the steps.  He gave everyone a show as danced on the steps
and leaped from step to step.  "Hey, how about some music?" Chris called
out while sitting back on the steps.  He began to give the photographer
more clam shots and spread his legs.  He placed a hand on each knee and
stopped smiling.  He revealed a more timid side of himself as he moved from
pose to pose.  He ran his fingers over his hair and then stood in front of
the stairs.  "He's really into this, isn't he?" Nick asked Joey with a
whisper.  "He can be calm when he wants to be." Joey laughed.  "I heard
that!" Chris called out as he sat back down on the steps.
		"Okay Chris, you're finished." the photographer announced.
Chris leaped from the steps and ran over to where Nick and Joey were.  He
whispered lightly into Nick's ear and they both began to laugh.  "What's so
funny?" Joey asked.  "Oh, nothing." Nick smiled.  "You two better not be
planning anything." Joey warned them.  "Oh we're not planning anything Roy
Rogers." Chris joked.  "Joey, you're up!" Britney called into the room.
Joey gave Nick and Chris another look and walked away.  "I guess he doesn't
know that his fly is open." Chris bursted out with laughter.  "Yeah, I'm
sure Britney's going to love to see that stallion!" Nick laughed with him.
They found themselves crying with laughter as they thought of how
embarassed Joey would be.
		Joey's room was decorated with streamers hanging from
everywhere and balloons tiling the floor.  He wore his red cowboy hat with
a Karl Kani, sleeveless sweater and blue jeans.  He considered himself a
'street cowboy' with his new look.  The room was sparkling red while the
streamers and balloons were black and silver.  Britney watched from the
side, staring at the few hairs she could see from under his hat.  "Does his
hair look a bit light to you?" Britney whispered to J.C., failing to notice
it before.  "Uh, yeah." J.C. nodded, knowing why she thought that.  She
watched Joey's every move trying to figure out the enigma before her.  Joey
tipped of his hat and revealed to everyone in the room the new color of his
hair.  It contrasted boldy with the bright red of the room.  His hair was
now flaming red fading to a light orange on the sides.  "OH MY LORD!!!"
Britney screamed out before J.C. threw his hand over her mouth.  Joey's
head swftly turned in her direction.  Britney mumbled a few words out
before J.C. smiled towards Joey.  "She's just so excited about the new
color." J.C. lied to stray Joey's stares.  "Oh good, I thought I'd do
something different." Joey nodded and got ready for his shots.
		Britney elbowed J.C. in the stomach with aggression,
causing his hand to fall from her lips as he keeled over in pain.  "Ill,
what did you have for lunch?  Chicken?" Britney groaned as she wiped her
lips.  "Yeah... and how long have you been taking steroids." J.C. joked
while recovering from the shock.  "I can't believe you lied to him."
Britney hissed at him.  "And I can't believe you wouldn't comment on how
nice your boyfriend's hair looks." J.C. argued.  "I didn't get a chance to
say anything to him." Britney whispered.  "That's because you were too busy
bugging your eyes out at him." J.C. replied softly.  Britney crossed her
arms and pouted.  "Grow up!" J.C. laughed.  "You first." Britney grumbled.
		Joey carefully placed his hat back on his head and looked
towards the camera.  "Okay, give us what you got." the young photographer
smiled.  "I'll give her my best." Britney hissed from the side.  "Ah, down
tiger." J.C. said while rubbing her shoulders.  Joey shrugged and began to
make goofy faces for the camera.  The photographer moved around Joey as he
began to give more serious faces.
		"Play around in the room... have fun with it." the
photgrapher suggested as she set up for more shots.  Joey shrugged again
and began to mess around in the balloons, sitting on the floor to throw
them up in the air.  "He's such a kid." Britney smiled.  "And what are you,
his mother?" J.C. joked.  "I swear J.C., one more word out of you." Britney
threatened him with a shaking finger.  J.C. backed away and giggled.  Joey
laid in the middle of the floor, surrrounded by ballons and let the
photographer take pictures from above him.  He removed his cowboy hat and
let the photographer play with different angles.  "Are we having fun yet?!"
Joey asked everyone in the room as the bright lights beamed on him.
Britney laughed, trying to make her prescnece known to her boyfriend again.
"I guess she's the only one." Joey laughed.  "Wonderful.  Thanks Joey." the
photographer said.  "Anytime." Joey smiled and got to his knees.  He
grabbed his hat and placed it back on his head.  "Did you like it?" Joey
asked Britney.  Britney bit her lip and nodded.  Joey shot her a look of
interest and then stood.  "You're lying." Joey professed.  "No, I'm not."
Britney shook her head with little fight.  "Yes, you are." Joey insisted.
"Whatever." Britney gave in with a smile.  "But it's okay." Joey smiled
back and gave her a small kiss on the lips.  "You're cute like this."
Britney said as Joey backed away.  "Well then maybe I'll be wearing the
cowboy hat tonight?" Joey questioned with a persuasive smile.  "Yeah, in
your own room." Britney nodded and laughed.  Joey pouted with
disappointment.
		Justin's room was neatly and lavishly decorated with blue.
A four posted bed sat in the middle of the room.  The bed had sheer, blue
curtains surrounding the outside.  The posts were silver while the bed was
drapped in baby blue linen.  The pillows had silk covers on them and in the
middle of each pillow was a pile of blue orchids.  "They were thinking of
Justin when they did this." Lance laughed as he looked around the room.  He
had found himslef getting closer once again with all of his band mates, yte
further from the guys of the Backstreet Boys and even Britney Spears.  "I
don't know.  Maybe we should ask Brian about his taste." Chris whispered,
nudging Brian.  Brian was too busy watching Justin prepare for his shoot.
		Justin was shyly dressed in DKNY pants and wore no shirt.
His hair was now strawberry blonde from being in the bright lights and sun
all day.  It was the first time that Justin hd done a photoshoot with no
shirt in a long time.  The cool air caused small goosebumps to run over his
chest and for his nipples to become erect.  Justin sat in the middle of the
bed awaiting the photographer to give him direction.  "All right Justin,
just laid down in the middle of the bed and give us some sexy posing." the
male photographer said as he set up right above the bed.  Justin nodded and
laid back on the bed.  He placed his hands over his head and lifted his
legs so that his knees were in the air.  Justin kept a straight face as he
looked into the camera with each shot.  Justin rolled to his side and
looked up towards the camera.  "Good.  Move towards one of the pole for the
next shots." the photographer said as he moved from the top of the bed.
Justin obliged and crawled towards the pole.  He grabbed onto the pole and
placed a leg on each side of it.  He laid his cheek to the pole and gave
the photographer and innocent look.  "He's good." Chris smiled.  "Don't you
agree Brian?" Chris once again tried to get some words out of Brian.  "He's
beautiful." Brian smiled as he admired Justin from the side.  The beaming
lights created a lighter mood in the dark room.
		"Okay, now go to the pillows." the photograhper suggested
as he reloaded his camera.  Justin moived towards the pillows and saw some
assistants move to the bed.  One of the assistants grabbed onto the zipper
of Justin's jeans and Justin quickly jopped up.  "Whoa, what are you
doing?!" Justin questioned in a frenzy.  "We wanted to make you look even
sexier, so we thought you could have your jeans sagging off your body." the
photographer quickly answered.  "Uhm..." Justin looked over to Brian with
concern.  Brian shrugged and looked back at him.  "Okay, but I can do it
myself." Justin assured the assistants.  "Their lose." Lance laughed.
"More like Brian's." Chris smiled.  Justin unzipped his jeans and pulled
them down past his boxer-breifs.  He wore black Calvin Klein boxer-briefs
and laid back against the pillows.  He smiled a bit and gave a more
appleaing look to the photographer.  He ran his fingers through his hair
and titled his chin up.  Brian's eyes beamed as he watched his treasured
lover pose brilliantly.
		"Okay... I guess that's a wrap." the photographer said.
Justin relaxed on the bed and closed his eyes.  "Well clean up here and
once you guys get changed, you can head to wherever you've got to go." a
P.R. said as he exited the room.  "Well I'm real tired, so once I change,
I'm out guys." Chris announced.  "Okay, tell J.C. I said bye." Justin
called to him.  Chris walked out of the room after giving Brian and Lance a
hug.
		"I've gotta go too guys.  Real tired, plus, I want to get
this thing with Nick over with." Lance announced.  "Are you going to talk
with him?" Justin asked as he rolled off the bed.  "Yeah, I'm going to
try." Lance nodded.  "Be gentle with him.  He's not in his right mind right
now." Brian advised.  Lance turned his head to Brian in surprise.  He was
unsure if Brian had forgiven him for the things he had said before.  "I'll
be careful, thanks." Lance agreed.  "I'm real sorry for what I said to you
two before..." Justin stopped Lance.  "We understand, Lansten.  You were
under alot of stress from Nick and J.C." Justin assured him.  "Yeah, I
was." Lance agreed.  "That doesn't make me right though." Lance quickly
added, looking towards Brian.  "It's no big deal Lance.  It's not even on
our minds." Brian comforted the nervous man.  "Are you keeping the hair?"
Justin asked as he lightly ran his fingrs over Lance's hair.  "I'm thinking
about it.  I really like it because it's different." Lance answered.  "It
fits you." Justin complimented.  "You too.  I like the whole red, almost
blonde look." Lance responded.  Justin blushed shortly and then looked over
at the quiet Brian.  "Well I better go.  You two take care and for me,
please... take some time for yourselves tonight." Lance begged.  Justin
looked at Brian and then back at Lance.  "Bye Lance." Justin said and
offered him a hand.  Lance took it and pulled Justin into a small hug.
"For me." Lance pleaded with a whisper once again into Justin's ear.
Justin nodded and let Lance go.  They looked at each other and Lance gave
Justin one final pleading look.  "See ya Brian." Lance said as he ran off.
		"Let's get moving.  I want to get home so I can eat and go
to bed." Justin said while grabbed his backpack from the side.  Brian stood
still as Justin began to walk off towards the wardrobe room.  Justin
stopped in his stride and noticed that Brian wasn't walking with him.  He
looked back and saw Brian holding his position in the room.  'What's wrong
with him?' Justin thought to himself as he walked back towards the room.
"Brian, can we leave?  It's almost ten." Justin questioned Brian.  Brian
didn't answer.  Justin gave a loud groan and marched into the room.
		The cold floor made his bare feet shiver but at the moment,
he didn't care.  "What's wrong?!" Justin questioned Brian without his
usual, calm voice.  "You're mad at me." Brian whispered.  "I'm just a
little aggitated because I'm tired." Justin stated.  "No, you're angry with
me because of this whole situation with Nick." Brian corrected him softly.
Justin frowned and swallowed.  He was unsure what to say.  "No, that's not
it..." Brian placed a finger on Justin's lips to stop his lies.  "Justin,
because I love you I know you.  I know when you're angry, but you won't
tell me." Brian stated.  "But you have to tell me for us to be together."
Brian whispered sadly.  He removed his finger from Justin's lips and ran
the finger across Justin's chin.  "Tell me." Brian begged.  "I'm not mad at
you.  I mad at him." Justin answered bitterly.  "I'm as much to blame as he
is and you know it." Brian defended Nick.  Justin felt as if Brian had
replaced Lance in defending Nick's 'bad' side.  "No you're not Brian.  You
kissed him, but you said... you said it didn't mean anything.  He's acting
as if it was fate or love that made it happen.  I don't want... I don't
want to lose you because of him." Justin whimpered out, holding in his
tears.
		"I don't think it was fate, but it did happen.  I'm sorry
it did, but it happened.  But you lose me." Brian said.  "Stop!  Stop
defending him!" Justin pouted and crossed his arms.  "He's not a God for
saken saint Brian." Justin argued.  "He's my friend, but you're my heart."
Brian tried to comfort Justin.  "A heart that lately feels like it was no
purpose with you." Justin sobbed without tears.  Brian placed his hands on
Justin's arms and gripped them with pride.  "I can't go on without my
heart." Brian assured him.  They stayed silent for moments.  Justin closed
his eyes and let a single tear caress his cheek.  "Let's go." Justin said
sadly.  Brian nodded and waited for Justin to open his eyes.  "Please... I
don't want to see you cry about this." Brian asked of his lover.  He ran a
finger over the trail that the tear left.  He leaned in and kissed Justin
on the cheek and gave him a hug.  "Are we drifting apart Brian?" Justin
asked, sadly.  "I hope not." Brian sighed as he hugged Justin tighter.
Justin returned the hug, still holding in his tears.


Brian & Justin (Part 76)
By JM

		Another hour went by and Brian and Justin finally arrived
at their house.  Brian was the first to enter their house and look around.
"It's been a long time since I've been here." Brian said sa he carried his
bags into the main living room.  He dropped them by one of the blue couches
and looked around.  "Who's been taking care of it while we were gone?"
Justin asked as he entered the living room.  "Leigh Ann." Brian answered
without hesitation.  Justin's mouth dropped open as he dropped his bags to
the floor.  "What?!" Justin questioned.  "While in California, I asked
Leigh Ann to come by and take care of Tyke while I was away.  She said she
would." Brian answered without reservation.  Justin was still in shock by
Leigh Ann Wallace being in the same house that Brian and Justin lived in.
"If she was here then she couldn't bug us." Brian hinted Justin in on his
initial plot.  A smile slowly graced Justin's lips.  "You're such a worried
person." Brian shook his head at Justin before walking out of the living
room.
		"That reminds me, I have to call her." Brian reminded
himself.  Justin frowned again and blew it off.  He sat down on one of the
dark blue couches and relaxed.  Justin was shocked when he saw a small,
black and white, Japanese spaniel run into the room.  Justin sat up and
looked at the small dog.  "Brian!  Did Leigh Ann change Tyke into a
spaniel?!" Justin called out to Brian.  "No.. silly." Brian laughed as he
walked into the room holding Tyke in his arms.  Justin did a doubletake
before figuring that he had another new roomate in his home.  "It's a
present, for you." Brian said as he sat down next to Justin.  Brian let
Tyke go and Tyke hopped into Justin's lap.  "That's Tyke." Brian laughed
and placed an arm around Justin's shoulders.  "So, the spaniel's for me?"
Justin asked.  Brian nodded and grinned.  Justin hugged Brian's chest and
smiled.  "I thought since I have a dog and so does Chris, Nick and A.J.,
you should too." Brian responded while Justin pulled away.
		Justin looked down and admired the dog.  "It's a girl and
you can name her whatever you'd like." Brian smiled.  Justin thought for a
moment and then smiled brightly.  "I think we'll call her BJ." Justin
suggested with a affectionate glare.  "BJ?  Like Nick's sister, BJ?" Brian
asked, questioning Justin's choice.  "No, BJ as in Brian and Justin.  BJ
Littrell, that's her name." Justin chimmed.  Brian gave Justin a small kiss
on the cheek and then grabbed the bouncing Tyke.  "That's a wonderful name.
Just like Justin Littrell." Brian rejoiced.  "Ah, I can't wait for that."
Justin gleamed.  "Me too." Brian smiled and rubbed Justin's thigh.  It was
a quiet moment for the two, but one they cherished.  Nothing on their minds
but each other.
		"I'm gonna check the messages and then catch a nap.  Do you
need anything?" Brian asked while dropping Tyke to play on the floor.  "No,
just write down who calls for me." Justin answered with a yawn.  "It's
late, don't you think we should go to bed?" Brian asked.  "I'm hungry.
I'll make myself something to eat and then go to bed." Justin answered.
"Okay." Brian shrugged and stood.  He took one last look around before
moving towards the steps and then all the way upstairs to his room.  Justin
stood and admired his new puppy.  "You're a cutie." Justin smiled as he
scratched the puppie's head.  The puppie panted and chipperly played with
Justin.  "You remind me of someone I love.  He's just as cute as you."
Justin smiled as he wrestled with the dog.  "And he's just as playful too."
Justin laughed.  BJ licked Justin's face with extreme enthusiasm.  Justin
scratched his head and fondled the dog.  He laid back on the carpet and
held the dog while thinking of Brian.  'Mr. Justin Littrell... sounds
beautiful.' Justin smiled while rubbing his new present.
		An hour went by with Justin and Brian on their seperate
paths.  Brian was sleep in his office, at their home.  The dark blue office
was well decorated with gold and platnuim records glimmering on the walls
and a clear, glass desk in the middle of the room.  Brian didn't realize
how tired he was while checking his e-mail messages and his phone messages.
His head was laid in his arms, which were folded on the desk.  The cold air
made the desktop even colder to Brian's hands, but his sleep kept him from
feeling it.  The faint aroma that began to fill the room made Brian's nose
twitch.  Curiosity was a flaw of Brian's, enough to wake him from his light
slumber.
		Brian lifted his head slowly, his eyes still fully shut.
His nose twitched lightly as his eyes opened.  'Something smells good.'
Brian thought as he adjusted his eyes to the light of the room.  He lifted
his hands to rub his eyes.  As he removed his fingers, he blinked his eyes
swiftly.  He ran his left hand through his hair to try and shake the sleep
from his body.  Brian pushed back in his chair, causing the chair to roll
from behind the desk.  He looked at the scattered papers before him, trying
to figure out what he was working on.  Contracts, wavers, schedules, video
concepts, lyrics and other papers filled Brian's desk.  Each were of no
importance to him at the time.  "I wish they wouldn't fax me all of this
while I'm gone." Brian complained as he shuffled all of the papers into one
pile.
		The sweet aroma that had awaken him still held his
attention as he stood from his chair.  He stumbled from behind the desk and
walked out of his office.  He closed the door behind himself and trotted
down the steps.  The scent carried him down the hall and towards the
kitchen.
		Brian stood in the kitchen doorway, watching Justin cut
vegetables at the counter.  Justin cut with precision, keeping his
concentration locked.  He listened as the water bubbled in a large, metal
pot on the stove.  He could smeel the sizzling scent of the crushed
tomatoes brewing next to the pot.  The kitchen was filled with the scent
and the steam from the pots.
		Justin used the small knife to cut the vegetables while
humming 'Just'.  He hadn't realized that he started humming the song, but
didn't stop when he figured it out.  He tried to keep his mind from
drifting into another world, one that included him and Brian at their
wedding.  He felt two familiar arms wrap around his waist and then a chin
resting on his shoulder.  He felt a breath of warm air breeze against his
neck before he felt a pair of lips kiss his neck.  "I have a boyfriend and
if he finds you here, he'll kill me." Justin joked while continuing to chop
herbs.  "That's okay, I have a boyfriend too." Brian laughed.  He kissed
Justin on the cheek and then placed his chin back on Justin's shoulder.
"So, what are you making?" Brian asked while watching Justin.  "Spaghetti."
Justin answered lowly.  "Smells good." Brian whispered.  Justin smiled and
gathered up the vegetables and herbs.  He placed them into the pot with the
tomato sauce and then covered it up with a lid.  All the time he was
working, Brian kept a lose grip on his waist.
		Justin moved back towards the sink and began to wash his
hands off.  "I never knew you were a great cook." Brian commented as Justin
dried his hands.  "You never asked." Justin responded while dropping the
towel on the counter.  "Well, how is your macaroni and cheese skills?"
Brian questioned with a brief smile.  Justin chuckled and then grabbed
Brian's hands.  "Just give me the Kraft box and you've got it made." Justin
joked while removing Brian's hands from his waist.  Brian hesitated and
then complied with his lover's request.  "So, how much spaghetti are you
making?" Brian asked while Justin turned around.  "Just enough for me..."
Justin chimmed.  Brian pouted a bit.  "And you." Justin finished his
statement with a bright smile.  Brian's frown faded and a genuine smile
soon replaced it.
		"What are we going to do about tomorrow?" Justin asked
while stirring the noodles.  "What do you mean, 'What are we going to do'?"
Brian questioned Justin's question.  "I mean, how are we going to have all
of them over here tomorrow." Justin re-stated his problem.  Brian pondered
for a moment.  "It's no big deal.  We'll just go to Denny's in the morning
and grab some food.  The house is big enough for all of those fools to come
over." Brian stated.  Justin glanced over his shoulder to give Brian a
doubting look.  Brian gave Justin a Jim Carrey smile and then Justin turned
his attention back to the noodles.  "This isn't about..." Brian halted his
words.  He knew the name that was about to slip out of his mouth and didn't
want to upset Justin.  "No, it's not about him." Justin responded bitterly.
		Brian watched as BJ ran through the kitchen and up to
Justin's leg.  She awaited patiently for her owner to look down at her with
approval.  "Well, she sure has grown fond of you." Brian commented while
looking at the puppy.  He watched as the puppy stayed perfetly still next
to Justin's feet.  Justin looked down at BJ and grinned.  "She's a cutie."
Justin laughed.  He grabbed a puppy treat from the counter and dropped it
on the floor for BJ.  BJ enthusiastically licked it up and ran around the
kitchen.  "Where's Tyke?" Brian asked, searching the kitchen for his dog.
"Last time I checked, he was taking a siesta in your room." Justin
answered.
		Justin dipped a wooden sppon into the sauce pout and pulled
it out.  "Come here, babe." Justin waved for Brian to step closer.  Brian
eagerly did so and stood in front of Justin.  "Taste this for me." Justin
offered and held the spoon up to Brian's lips.  Brian opened his motuh and
let Justin stick the tip of the spoon in.  Brian licked off a small part of
the sauce as Justin withdrew the spoon.  Brian swallowed and gave a
pleasing moan.  "That's delicous!" Brian boasted.  Justin giggled and
placed the spoon on the counter.  Justin looked back at Brian, who still
stood next to him.  "Come here." Justin asked again, pulling Brian even
closer.  "You've got some sauce right here." Justin said as he pointed to
the corner of Brian's mouth.  Justin leaned forward and kissed the spot
with the sauce on it.  He used his tongue to lick away the excess sauce.
As his tongue caressed Brian's lips, Brian opened his mouth.
		Justin felt his own lips begin to slide onto Brian's and
then they were locked in a kiss.  Justin was not expecting Brian to return
his kiss, but Brian gladly did.  Their mouths moved slowly upon each other,
yearning for this moment.  It had been hours since they had the chance to
kiss freely.  Brian's hands ran across Justin's back as he pulled Justin
into a deeper and more meaningful kiss.  Justin didn't try to pull away,
but ran his tongue over Brian's with more care.  His hands grasped the
small of Brian's back and held him.  They could both hear the faint sound
of the water bubbling but gave it no care.  The one sound that caused Brian
to gently lift his lips was the sound of his cell phone.  Brian panted
lightly and stared into Justin's open eyes.  "Answer it." Justin sugested
while fading into reality.  Brian nodded and released Justin.  Justin
turned his attention back to his food while Brian ran to answer his phone.
		Justin found himself mixing the sauce and spaghetti before
Brian made his way back into the living room.  "Who was on the phone?"
Justin asked while placing spaghetti on two plates.  Brian scratched his
head and looked at Justin with a wrinkled brow.  Justin stared back at him,
trying to figure out Brian's funny expression.  "That was Nick." Brian
finally replied.  Justin rolled his eyes and grabbed two forks from a
drawer.  "He just called to say hi and find out how things were going.  He
says that Lance is sick again, but he's not volunteering to help Lance this
time." Brian explained while Justin grabbed one of the plates from the
counter.  Brian could tell Justin wasn't listening to him contently.  Brian
snatched up the other plate and followed Justin to the den.
		Justin stood next to the T.V. and grabbed the remote
control.  He flipped on the television and found Seinfeild on.  He placed
the remote control on the floor and searched for the right spot to sit.
"He wanted to apologize for before and he says he doesn't want to come
between us but.." Brian tried to grasp Justin's attention.  "But what
Brian?!" Justin snapped at him.  "But he still loves me as a friend... and
a little bit more." Brian stated.  Justin placed his plate on one of the
couches and began to walk out of the room.  "I'm getting something to
drink, want anything?" Justin asked bitterly.  Brian frowned and said,
"Bring me a glass of water please."  Justin nodded and left from the room.
		"I told Nick that I didn't feel the same way towards him.
I told him... I told him I love you and there's nothing in this world that
would change that." Brian called out to Justin while Justin was in the
kitchen.  Justin re-entered the den and handed Brian the water.  As he did,
he leaned in and gave Brian a small kiss on the lips.  "I love you too and
nothing's going to change that." Justin whispered.  "But how is this going
to solve our problem?" Brian questioned.  "What problem?  As far as I see
it, when I'm with you I'm happy.  So let's just spend the rest of this
evening together without Nick, Leigh Ann, my parents or anyone else to
worry about.  Just you and me." Justin suggested.  "Good idea." Brian
replied and smirked.
		He sat down on the couch and spread his legs.  Justin
grabbed his food from the couch and sat between Brian's legs.  He placed
his drink on the floor and leaned gently against Brian's chest.  They both
watched Seinfeild and ate their food in peace.  Occasionally, Brian would
feed Justin some of his food and Justin would do the same for Brian.  Brian
couldn't stop himself from kissing Justin's neck from time to time either.
		After Seinfeild went off and Brian and Justin finished
their food, they sat together watching re-runs of Absolutely Fabulous.  The
British comedy kept them content for a short period.  Brian ran his hands
up and down Justin's thighs as they watched.  Justin had one of his arms
drapped on Brian's shoulder and the other was in his own lap.  Brian ran
his hands to Justin's inner thighs and Justin quickly jumped.  "What is
it?" Brian asked him with surprise.  Justin grabbed Brian's hand and lead
it to his crotch.  Brian ran his hand over Justin's crotch and could feel
the erection that was forming in Justin's boxers.  "I'm kind of sensitive
on my inner thighs." Justin admitted while resting against Brian.  Brian
had failed to notice it before, but he had never touched that part of
Justin unless they were making love.  Brian shrugged and kept his hands on
Justin's thighs.  "Do you want to go upstairs?" Brian whispered into
Justin's ear.
		Justin didn't have time to decide when he saw Tyke and BJ
scramble into the room.  Justin giggled as he saw the two dogs playing with
each other on the carpet.  Brian continued his massauging, bringing his
hands to Justin's crotch again.  "Not in front of the dogs Brian." Justin
advised.  "Why not?  I'm sure they know what's going on.  Dogs have
hormones too." Brian stated while still rubbing Justin's crotch.  "So, they
don't have to see how humans do it." Justin replied.  Brian lifted his
hands and let lose a small yawn.  "I'm tired anyways.  I might as well go
to bed." Brian said, nudging Justin to stand.  Justin frowned and stood
from the couch.  Brian followed and stood behind Justin.  He and Justin
watched as Tyke and BJ laid on the floor to sleep.  "Silly dogs." Brian
laughed and hugged Justin from the back.  "I'm gonna take a shower and then
hit the hay babe.  Do you want to shower with me?" Brian offered while
kissing Justin's neck.  "Not tonight." Justin answered softly.
"Okay... I'm going upstairs then." Brian responded and gave Justin one
final kiss on the neck.  Brian released Justin and began his ascent
upstairs.
		Justin sighed and began to shut off the lights in the den.
He grabbed his and Brian's plates and glasses and carried them to the
kitchen.  He dropped them in the sink and began to wash them.  He thought
about Brian and what he had said.  'It's okay to cry, Justin.  I know I
hurt you.' Bria said to Justin before slipping the ring back on Justin's
finger.  Justin looked down and admired the ring on his finger.  The ring
had been apart of Justin for so long, it was hard for him tp picture life
without.
		After Brian's shower, he walked into his room.  It was Lynn
that caused Brian to make sure he and Justin had seperate rooms.  Though
she was several blocks away, Brian was raised to respect the choices and
requests of adults.  He could wait until he had married Justin to share a
room with him.  He looked at the Jacuzzi that was in his room.  It was
surrounded by candles that Brian hoped one day to light while he and Justin
were in the Jacuzzi together.  'It's hard to imagine I had A.J. living here
for ahwile.' Brian laughed to himself.  Things had changed so much after
Justin moved in.  With the tour, they were never home to experience life
together.  The light blue walls added to the feel that made Brian want
Justin in the room with him everynight, but it wasn't possible at the
moment.
		Brian pulled back the white bedspread on his bed and
prepared to get into his bed.  He heard a faint knock at his door and
walked over to the door with just his boxers on.  He pulled the door open
partially and saw Justin standing outside.  "What's wrong?" Brian asked
immediately.  "Can't sleep.  Mind if I sleep in here with you?" Justin
asked shyly.  Brian scratched his head and looked back into his room.
Brian nodded and pulled the door open fully.  He stepped back from the door
and let Justin enter.  Justin crept in and Brian left the door open.  Brian
looked at Justin, who stayed in the same position for minutes.  "Something
wrong?" Brian asked.  Justin looked up at him.  "It's just that, I've never
actually been in your room at night." Justin shrugged.  "Now don't get
intimidated on me." Brian teased Justin and lifted him.
		He carried Justin over to the bed easily and laid him down
on the bed.  "I hope you don't think I'm here to have sex or anything."
Justin quickly spoke up as Brian ran his hand up and down his leg.  "No, I
don't.  But when we are married, I'd like to know I can touch my husband
without him thinking about sex." Brian responded.  Brian cralwed ontop of
Justin and began to kiss him.  Justin closed his eyes and let Brian kiss
him with no reservations.  Brian slid out of his own boxers and tossed them
to the side.  Justin noticed the bare skin rubbing against his barely
covered body.  This caused Justin to regain his erection.  Brian noticed
the hard cock pleading to be released.
		Brian released Justin's lips and moved to the side of him.
Brian crawled under the covers and looked at Justin with a smile.  "That
wasn't so bd, was it?" Brian asked.  Justin shook his head and smiled abck
at Brian.  "Good night Justin." Brian whispered and gave Justin a small
kiss on the nose.  "Night Bri." Justin sighed.
		Justin watched as Brian rolled to the otherside and tried
to fall asleep.  Justin quietly began to remove his wife beater and then
his boxers.  He kept the clothing in the sheets and then edged closer to
Brian.  Brian felt Justin's hands on his back and slowly turned around to
face Justin again.  Before Brian could speak any words, Justin placed his
lips on Brian's.  Brian placed his arms around Justin's neck and placed his
tongue in Justin's mouth.  'What's wrong with me?  We can't have sex in my
bed.' Brian thought to himself as he felt Justin's tongue roll into his
mouth.  Justin let Brian's lips go and panted lowly.  "I don't think it's
best we have sex Justin.  I mean, I still haven't been okayed by a medic
yet and it wouldn't be right for us to have sex in our house before we're
married." Brian advised.  "I didn't want to have sex.  I just wanted to
feel your warm body again." Justin answered with a whisper.  He leaned down
and stared at Brian's chest.  He never took the time to stare at the scar
that was left from Brian's heart surgery.  The scar was about five inches
in length and had a bright red color.  Justin ran a finger over the scar
and Brian watched.  "It doesn't bother you?" Brian questioned.  "No, it's
apart of you.  Anything aspart of you, I love." Justin responded.  Justin
leaned down and kissed the scar gently.  Brian wrapped his arms around
Justin and hugged him.  "I don't know anyone else who would be so kind."
Brian whispered.  "I guess that's why we're together." Justin boasted.
		"That and good sex." Justin joked.  Brian lifted Justin and
rolled him to the side.  "You're a sick puppy." Brian laughed as he ran his
hand over Justin's cheek.  Justin giggled and laid his head back against
the pillow.  Brian scooted towards Justin and laid his head on Justin's
chest.  Justin ran his hands over Brian's hair and held his body.  "I love
you." Brian said softly.  "I love you too." Justin responded.
		They both went silent when they heard two whimpers at the
door.  Justin lifted his head to see Tyke and BJ standing in the doorway to
Brian's room.  "Speaking of puppies..." Justin chuckled as he saw the dogs
at the door.  Brian lifted his head with curisoity and bursted into
laughter when he saw the dogs.  "Okay, okay, come on in you two." Brian
said.  He patted his leg, giving Tyke the signal to enter.  Tyke ran into
the room with joy, with BJ following.  Both puppies leaped onto the bed and
charged their owners.  Brian and Justin both laughed with glee as the dogs
affectionately licked their faces.  Brian broguth Tyke down to a clam as
Justin did the sae with BJ.  The dogs found comfortable places on the bed
and Brian laid his head back down on Justin's chest.  Justin pulled the
cover of Brian and himself and wrapped his arms around Brian.  "Goodnight
Bri." Justin whispered again.  "How many times are we going to say this?"
Brian questioned with a laugh.  Justin nudged him and closed his eyes.
"Goodnight, love of my life." Brian whispered as Justin and him slowly
drifted to sleep.
		The night brought on a warm closeness for Brian and Justin.
It didn't take long for Justin to realize he was laying alone in the bed.
He could feel the prescense of someone over him, causing him to open his
eyes.  Justin squinted his eyes open and looked directly above himself.
Brian stood over him, staring down at him lovingly.  "What... what time is
it?" Justin questioned while rubbing his eyes.  "It's four in the morning."
Brian answered softly.  "What are you doing up?  You're not a morning
person." Justin questioned while propping himself up on his elbow.  "I had
to piss." Brian laughed and gently pushed Justin over.  Justin moved from
the egde of the bed to make room for Brian.
		Brian slid under the sheets and faced Justin with a bright
smile.  "Brian, don't leave me wondering.  I'm tired, so just say whatever
smart remark you're going to say." Justin groaned with a hoarse voice.
Brian ran his hand under the sheets and grasped Justin's left thigh.  "I
don't have anything funny to say right now.  Just wanted to see if you
needed a little special attention?" Brian grinned.  Justin caught on
quickly to what Brian was getting at.  "No, not really." Justin replied,
denying Brian what he wanted again.  Brian frowned, but kept his hand on
Justin's leg.  "I figured you did because all night long your dick has been
rubbing against my back." Brian chuckled, revealing another smile.  "It's
nothing compared to you at night.  I can't remember how many times I've
jacked you off during your sleep just to keep you from getting an
erection." Justin teased.  "That's not true!" Brian laughed.  "You're
right, but I've thought about it a couple of times." Justin whispered.
"Hmmm... really?" Brian asked while moving his hand to Justin's erect
penis.  "Come on Bri, not now." Justin pleaded while Brian ran his warm
fingers over Justin's meat.  "But..." Brian pouted with need.  Justin
leaned his head back against one of the pillows and gently nibbled his lip.
"I want you..." Brian added and released Justin's penis.  Justin opened his
eyes and turned his head to look at Brian.  "I want you to want it too."
Brian whispered.
		Justin lifted the sheets from his body and crawled over to
Brian.  He crawled ontop of Brian's body and straddled his legs.  Justin
leaned forward and kissed Brian's lips softly.  Brian began to return the
kiss as he placed a hand behind Justin's head.  Brian drew Justin closer
with his other hand and Justin savored the moment.  His hands moved to
Brian's hard penis and began to jack him off with a quick pace.  Brian felt
Justin's warm hands and let Justin take him to ecstasy.  Their kiss
deepened as their tongues began their entrance into each other's mouths.
Brian felt himself drawing closer and closer to cumming.  He felt
overwhlemed with pleasure as Justin placed one hand on his chest.  Justin
began to massauge Brian's right nipple as he pulled up and down on his
penis.  Brian released Justin's mouth as he tried to pant out to Justin.
"Gon... gonna... cum..." Brian panted.  Justin rubbed Brian's head in his
palm and that brought Brian over the edge.  With a low scream, Brian came
on Justin's hand.  Justin placed his mouth on Brian's to cease Brian's
scream and began to kiss Brian again.  Brian was too weakened to return the
kiss to Justin.
		Justin rolled off of Brian after his kiss was finished.
Brian placed his arms around Justin and Justin snuggled closer to Brian.
"Thank you." Brian whispered as he petted Justin's hair.  Justin nodded and
pulled BJ closer to his body.  "I can't believe you just jacked me off with
the dogs sleeping in the bed." Brian stated while looking over at Tyke.  "I
can't either." Justin laughed lightly and ran his hands over Tyke's head.
Brian smiled at Justin affection towards the chihuahua.  Brian snuggled his
head next to Justin's and tried to sleep.  Justin ran a finger over Brian's
lips and then fell alseep in his arms.


Brian & Justin (Part 77)
By JM

		Brian arose first in the morning.  He dressed quickly and
grabbed his keys from his dresser.  Justin awakened from his short slumber
while Brian rushed down the steps.  Justin looked around the room which was
beaming with the sun's early lights.  Justin felt BJ licking his face and
shyly pushed the dog away.  He looked around the room and could tell that
Brian had just walked out.  He could smell the faint scent of Brian's
Safari cologne still in the room.  Justin placed his feet on the floor and
rubbed his eyes.  'It's too damn early.' Justin thought to himself as he
stood.  Justin grabbed his boxers from the floor.  He held the boxers while
he stumbled to Brian's dresser and then pulled Brian's ash gray, Kentucky
sweatshirt from one of the drawers.  Justin pulled his boxers on and threw
Brian's sweatshirt on and tumbled towards the steps.
		He watched the hall as he came down the steps.  As he
reached the bottom step, Brian passed by in a breeze.  "Bri." Justin
grunted out and Brian stopped.  Brian turned around and looked at Justin
questionably.  "Well hey there sleepy head." Brian chimmed and walked back
towards Justin.  Justin waved, still not uttering more than the word he had
before.  "I've gotta go pick up the food from Denny's." Brian explained and
gave Justin a quick peck on the lips.  Justin didn't bother to return the
kiss.  Brian jiggled his keys as a sign and then made a dash for the door.
Justin waved and listened to the sounds of Brian driving away in his BMW.
		Justin scratched his head and made his way into the
kitchen.  He admired the backyard from the kitchen while trying to collect
all of his thoughts.  The backyard was extravigant with a large pool
surrounded by flowers and a basketball court set up nicely near the pool.
Before Justin could take in the full view of the backyard, there was a loud
rattling at the door.
		'What the!?!' Justin thought as he looked down the hall,
towards the door.  Justin slowly walked towards the door.  As he edged
closer, he heard the distinct sound of the doorbell ringing.  Justin
grasped hold of the doorknob and questioned, "Who is it?"  "It's
Lance... and Nick." he heard Lance muble out.  Justin sighed and pulled the
door open.  He stared at Lance and Nick as they stood seperate on the front
steps.  "You guys are early." Justin commented while inviting them in.  "We
know, but I thought it'd be best if we just got over and it didn't waste
any time." Lance responded while stepping inside.  Nick followed silently.
"Uh... well Brian just left to go get the food and he'll be back later."
Justin stated and closed the door behind the former lovers.
		"That's fine.  We can hang till then." Lance shrugged while
looking around the house.  Nick stood shyly by the door and said nothing.
"You okay Nick?" Justin asked kindly.  "Yeah... I'm cool." Nick answered
softly.  "Brian sure has done this place justice!" Lance called out while
admiring the kitchen.  Justin smiled and took one final look at Nick.
"Have a look around or just chill in the living room if you want.  I'll go
get us some drinks." Justin said to Nick and followed the echo of Lance's
voice to the kitchen.  Nick nodded and found his way to the living room.
		Justin walked into the kitchen and watched Lance admire the
backyard.  "Ain't it nice out there." Justin commented while walking to the
refrigerator.  "Yeah." Lance cooed.  Justin pulled a carton of orange juice
from the refrigerator and closed it by himself.  "It's the perfect house
for a loving couple." Lance sighed out as Justin poured three glasses of
orange juice.  Justin looked up at Lance's quetionabely.  "The perfect
couple." Lance added while walking around the kitchen.  "Something's up,
right?" Justin asked while handing Lance a glass of orange juice.  Lance
nodded and took the glass.  "Does this have something to do with J.C. and
Nick?" Justin questioned.  Lance nodded again while taking a sip of his
juice.  "What's the deal Lansten?  Are ya having second doubts about your
choices?" Justin asked with concern.  "No, of course not.  I'm happy with
J.C." Lance boasted.  "Then what's the deal amigo?  You miss Nick or
somethin'?" Justin pondered.  Lance leaned against the counter and sighed.
"It's not so much that I miss him... it's that I feel for him." Lance
responded.  He placed his glass on the counter and looked right into
Justin's eyes.  "You should feel for him.  you left the brother hanging
kind of high and dry." Justin added.  "I know and I feel bad about that.  I
did love Nick and in my heart, I always will.  There's things about Nick
that just became too much for me." Lance said.  "Tell me about it." Justin
laughed and placed his juice on the table behind him.
		"I felt like I always had to keep Nick satisfied or I was
in constant competition with... with Brian." Lance confessed.  Justin
frowned.  "I know Brian cares for you and all, but don't you ever think
there's a part of him that thinks the same way that Nick does?" Lance asked
boldly.  Before Justin could respond, the doorbell rang again.  Justin
walked out of the kitchen without responding.
		He ran down the hall and watched Nick pass by as he did.
"Your OJ is in the kitchen Nick." Justin scrambled out while grabbing the
door.  He opened the door and saw Amanda, Kevin, Joey and Britney standing
outside.  "Welcome, all of you." Justin giggled and invited the group
inside.  "Well thanks for having us." Kevin was the first to speak as he
gave Justin a small hug.  "Yeah, thanks." Joey smiled as he lightly punched
Justin in the arm.  "See you still got that Kool Aid in your hair." Justin
teased as Joey walked by.  "And I still you're still an asshole in the
morning." Joey responded.  "Can you two be anymore childish?" Britney
laughed as she entered.  "Depends, can your boyfriend act younger than a
newborn?" Justin joked.  "Some nights, yes." Britney cheered.  "The younger
they are, they goofier they get." Amanda grumbled as she walked in.  "And I
guess that makes you a senior citizen?!" Britney snapped back with a smile.
"Girl, I'm old enough to take you over my knee and whip your little tail."
Amanda responded with a small laugh.  Britney laughed with her and they all
gathered in the living room.  "Justin, could we put some clothes on?"
Britney asked as she looked at him.  Justin looked down and noticed he was
still wearing Brian's sweatshirt and boxers.
		"Saw Lance's Toyota 4-Runner parked outside.  Nick and him
here?" Joey asked Justin.  "Yeah, they're in the kitchen." Justin
responded.  "And you haven't run in there to break up World War III?"
Britney questioned.  Justin gave both of them a curious look.  "What do you
mean?" Justin asked, dumbfounded.  "Duh, Lance and Nick are not on the best
terms right now.  Chris says that J.C. got phone calls every five minutes
last night because Lance and Nick were arguing and Lance was upset.  He
said the arguements had a lot to do with Brian and J.C." Joey responded
flatly.  Justin was shocked by what Joey said.  "Maybe that's why Nick
called here last night?" Justin pondered.  "Probably.  Nick always runs to
Brian whenever he can't deal with a major arguement." Kevin stated.  Justin
bit his lower lip and thought.
		"I hope this doesn't upset you or anything." Britney
finally spoke up.  "No, I'll be cool.  Nick's no big deal." Justin assured
her.  "It would be a big deal to me." Amanda said softly.  "That's because
you don't trust A.J. with anybody." Britney giggled.  "That's not true.  I
trusted A.J. when he went down to Cancun and he didn't do anything." Amanda
snapped back.  The room went silent when they heard those words.  Amanda
looked around with wonder.  "Where is A.J.?" Justin asked.  "He went to his
mom's house to chat with her." Joey answered.  "Wait, don't change the
subject.  Something went down in Cancun, didn't it?" Amanda asked with
conviction.  No one anwsered her.  "Don't play games with my ya'll.  I want
to know." Amanda demanded.  She looked towards Britney, the person who has
always told Amanda everything.  Britney looked towards the floor and
avoided Amanda.  "Uhm, why don't you guys go look around while I talk with
Amanda." Kevin suggested discreatly.  "Yeah, let's go to the backyard."
Justin agreed.  Justin began to walk out of the room.  Everyone followed
his lead and left Kevin and Amanda alone in the living room.
		Justin guided Joey and Britney into the backyard where
Lance and Nick were.  Lance sat in a lawn chair ner the pool while Nick
tried his luck at shooting hoops.  "Hey Justin, who's your new little
friend?" Lance asked while pointing to BJ.  Justin looked down and saw BJ
sitting at his feet.  "Oh, that's BJ.  Brian got her for me." Justin
answered and beant down.  He lifted BJ into his arms and held her while
Britney and Joey admired the backyard.  "You named a dog after my sister?"
Nick asked bitterly.  "No, idiot.  I named her after me and Brian.  'B' for
Brian and 'J' for Justin.  B-J." Justin explained.  "Oh, that's so cute."
Britney cooed.  She rubbed her hand over BJ's head and smiled.  "She's so
adorable." Britney gushed while watching Justin handle her.  "Yeah, she's a
real doll." Joey agreed.  Tyke pranced outside and ran straight for Nick
with affection in his eyes.  "Tyke!!!  It's the Tykster!" Nick applauded as
Tyke ran circles around him.  Nick dropped the basketball and sat down to
play with Tyke.  "Hmm, I guess someone can love Nick." Joey joked softly.
Britney quickly slapped his arm.  Joey quickly looked at her with displease
but ignored her actions.
		With time, Nikki, J.C., Chris and Howie showed up at Brian
and Justin's house.  The house was filled with everyone waiting for Brian's
return.  Justin found time to run upstairs and change into some new clothes
while his friends waited.  "Hey, Justin, can you throw on that Backstreet
Boys album?" J.C. suggested while sipping on his water.  Justin nodded and
walked to his entertainment center.  He clicked on his CD player and and
pressed play.  Soon the sounds of 'Larger Than Life' filled the living
room.
		Justin walked out of the living room and headed down the
hall towards the kitchen where he could hear Kevin, Nikki, Britney and
Lance playing a rousing game of Spaids.  "No, no, no!  Why didn't you play
the spaid!" Kevin barked at Britney.  "Dude, shoulda picked a better
partner." Lance laughed with Nikki.  "Oh shut up!  So, I didn't throw the
frickin' card, what's the big deal?!" Britney hollared back at Kevin.
"We're losing Britney!  That's the big deal." Kevin huffed.  "Too bad!"
Britney giggled.  "Oh, you airhead!" Kevin sighed and placed his cards on
the table.  "Hold up, who are you calling airhead?" Britney questioned.
"You guys are such sore losers!" Nikki teased, shuffling the cards as she
laughed.  Justin laughed along with her.  "Where's Brian at when I need a
descent partner." Kevin mumbled while looking through his hand.  "One more
smart remark and I might just screw this game up too." Britney warned him.
Kevin rolled his eyes and looked back down at his hand.
		The phone blared loudly throughout the house, causing
Justin to jump with astonishment.  Justin strolled towards the phone and
grabbed the phone.  "Hello, J here." Justin said into the phone.  "Justin?
Justin, it's mom." Justin heard his mother speak.  "Oh, hey mom.  How are
you?" Justin said "I'm fine Justin.  Are you doing okay?" Lynn asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine." Justin replied while walking out of the noisy kitchen.
"Good.  Uhm, I know you guys are here in Orlando.  I just got off the phone
with Jimmy and he says that him and the gang are going to se you in Denver.
Did you know that?" his mother questioned him.  Justin thought for a moment
as he took a seat on the stairs.  It dawned on him when he had promised his
friends that they could come to one of their concerts.  "Oh yeah, I forgot.
I did get them tickets and I didn't realize it was for Denver." Justin
stumbled out his words.  "Well... they don't know about you and Brian, do
they?" Lynn asked.  "No, they don't." Justin answered.  "Are you going to
tell them?" Lynn hit Justin with another question.  Justin was silent for a
few seconds.  "Yes, I am." Justin finally said.  "Are you sure?  This is a
big thing for you to tell your friends." Lynn reminded Justin.  "I know
that, but they're my friends.  It's not like I'm ashamed of what me and
Brian have." Justin stated.  "Okay, I understand." Lynn said, giving a
discouraging voice.
		Jusitn was interupted when he felt someone tapping on his
shoulder.  He looked up and saw Nick standing over him.  Justin pulled the
phone from his ear and looked at Nick.  "Where's the little boy's room?"
Nick whispered.  Justin pointed up the steps, trying to give Nick direction
without speaking.  Nick nodded and by-passed Justin to get up the steps.
Justin put the phone back to his ear.  "Did you hear me Justin?" Lynn
questioned him.  "No, I'm sorry.  What did you say?" Justin asked while
trying to keep his voice low.  "I said have you and Brian discussed any of
the details for the wedding?  It's two months away and you guys haven't
said much about it." Lynn wondered.  "No, we haven't talked about
anything." Justin sighed out.  "Well then, you two should stop by the house
tomorrow so we can talk about some things." Lynn suggested.  "Can't,
Brian's leaving tonight." Justin answered sadly.  "What?" Lynn worried.
"He's got to go to L.A. for a couple of days and I have studio sessions
tomorrow." Justin explained.  "Oh, so you'll be at the house by yourself
for awhile." Lynn commented.  "Yeah, just tomorrow.  After that, we're
leaving for Denver." Justin said.
		"Well, then maybe you can call me tomorrow and me and you
can discuss some of the details?" Lynn suggested another solution.  Justin
leaned against the wall and ran his hand over his face.  "I'll see mom.  If
I'm not too tired tomorrow, I'll call you after I get back from the
studio." Justin answered slowly.  "Okay, that sounds good.  I'll talk to
you later sweetie.  I have to go into the office and finalize some plans
for the girls video shoot." Lynn stated.  "Okay, love you." Justin said and
hung up the phone.
		Justin closed his eyes and laid his head against the wall
and placed the phone on the steps.  He listened to the sounds of lively
conversations, 'The One', the game of Spaids and dogs barking.  It was a
small stress in his life, but enough for him to want to leave everything
behind in a flash.
		Justin felt a warm hand grasp his hand and he looked up.
Brian smiled down at Justin while still holding onto his hand.  "You're
back." Justin smiled finally at Brian.  "Yeah, sorry it took so long.  I
can see we've got a full house though." Brian replied softly.  "Yeah, we
do." Justin nodded.  Brian tugged on Justin's hand, tryong to get him to
stand.  Justin complied with Brian's gesture and stood to his feet.  He
stepped down the steps and stood with Brian at the bottom.
		They stood in an endless silence staring at each other.
"Hey B-Rok, you're back!" Nick cheered as he stampered down the steps.
Justin looked away from Brian when he heard the voice and looked towards
the kitchen.  "Hey Frack, what's up." Brian waved towards his friend.
"Nothing much.  Just glad you're here.  Can't really talk with anyone else
here but you." Nick responded with glee.  Brian gave him an uneasy look.
"Could we talk for a little bit, you know, alone?" Nick asked with loving
eyes.  Brian looked towards Justin and then said, "No, not now Nick."
Justin snapped his head in Brian's direction with shock.  "It's okay.  I
was gonna grab something to eat anyways." Justin assured him.  "Well then,
I'll join you." Brian smiled.  Nick gave Brian an angered expression.
"Then when do you think we can talk?" Nick questioned bitterly.  "Later."
Brian responded, finally gazing at Nick.  "Unless there was something
important that we just had to discuss." Brian added, giving Nick a
disturbed look.  "No, my words... and love can wait." Nick mumbled softly
and walked away.  Brian returned his attention to his fiancé.  "Come
here, I want you to hear something." Brian said.  Justin nodded and
followed Brian into the living room.
		Once again, the living was the main room for Brian and
Justin's guests.  The room was filled with the sounds of the Backstreet
Boys album while everyone conversated and listened.  Justin found an empty
couch and took a seat on it while Brian walked over to the entertainment
center.  Brian stopped the music, causing everyone in the room but Justin
to complain.  "What's the deal Rok?" Howie asked from the floor.  "I wanted
Lance, Justin and Amanda to hear this song." Brian said while flipping to
the right number on Millennium.
		Just as Brian found the number, A.J. made his entrance into
the house.  "What's up ya'll?  Are we leaving soon?" A.J. asked in a raspy
voice.  The moment he entered the living room, Amanda stood to her feet.
She approached A.J. with a gentle smile on her face.  "Hey baby, did you
miss me?" A.J. smiled abck at her as they met face-to-face.  "Not as much
as you didn't miss me in Mexico." Amanda commented.  "Huh?" A.J. pondered.
Before A.J. could question her again, Amanda raised her right hand and
punched A.J. right in the jaw.  A.J. fell back in shock and a loud gasp
echoed throughout the room.  "What the fuck did you do that for?"
A.J. asked while grasping his jaw in pain.  "That's for Mexico, you
asshole!  You can take all of those damn girls you kissed because I don't
want you anymore.  Me and you are through, A.J." Amanda yelled at him with
both of her fists ready.  Britney quickly rushed over to Amanda and pulled
her away from A.J.  "Amanda, wait..." A.J. tried to explain.  "Fuck you
A.J. McLean!" Amanda screamed at him as Britney and Joey drug her into the
kitchen.
		A.J. looked around the room and saw all eyes were on him.
"Who told her?!" A.J. yelled at everyone in the room.  "Bone, just chill a
minute." Howie suggested while standing.  "Was it you?  Did you fucking
tell her what happened?!" A.J. hollared at him.  "Dude, no way!  I wouldn't
betray your trust like that." Howie assured him.  "Then who was it D?"
A.J. asked, still searching the room.  "A.J'e, I think you should just
chill for a sec' like Howie said until Britney and Joey can calm Amanda
down." Brian spoke up.  A.J. shook his head in shame and trhew his glasses
at the wall.  "Whoever told her what happened, fuck you.  You just messed
up the best thing that has ever happened to me." A.J. said as he took a
seat on the floor.  Kevin looked towards the ground, feeling a heavy guilt
on his mind.
		"Uh Brian, what's this song us wanted me to hear?" Lance
said, trying to change the mood in the room.  Lance sat happily in J.C.'s
lap, while J.C.'s arms were wrapped around his stomach.  The sight pleased
both J.C. and Lance while it disgusted Nick.  "Yeah, right.  Let;s just
listen to the song.  For those who don't know, this was written by myself,
Nick and A.J. about people... well the people we care for." Brian stated
while pressing play.
		When the melody began, A.J. placed his head in his hands,
thinking of why he wrote the song.  Brian adjusted the volume so that the
whole house could clearly hear the words to the song.  Brian sat on the
couch with Justin.  Justin laid his back on Brian's side and felt Brian
wrap an arm around him.  Justin pulled his feet to his butt and his knees
closer to his body.  He laid his head on Brian's shoulder and listened.
Nick also listened thinking, of Lance as A.J.'s verse began.

	The story started out special
	From chapter one of our fairy tale
	Until we took a turn in our direction
	As the boat began to sail
	And each moment I treasured
	You seemed to think of as a second in a day
	Girl, why did I let my emotions
	Control what I did and what I said

		The first verse rang so true to A.J. and Amanda's
relationship, A.J. couldn't help but shed a small tear.  He wiped it away
quickly, trying to prevent anyone from noticing his pain.

	And baby, if I could change the moment
	Change the road I have chosen
	Then maybe you and me could be
	And the story would have a happy ending
	But now I'm lost in this desert
	Taking the chance that I deserve
	While my life may seem so cold
	I have to walk this lone road

		The chorus gave everyone in the room a feeling of
loneliness.  It dug inside of each of them, bringing forth feelings that
they had once had towards a loved one.  Nick rested his head against the
loveseat he was on to hear his own voice on the song.

	Oh, I never imagined so much pain
	In my novel filled with jealousy and love
	You were my star and I was your sun
	But I couldn't keep my hand on your heart
	I can't define just what you gave to me
	Everyday I get on my knees and pray
	Maybe one day you'll take me back into your arms
	And I can change everything I said

		Lance took J.C.'s arms from around his waist and stood.
J.C. looked at him with surprise.  Lance did not look back at J.C.  He
walked out of the room after hearing Nick's verse.  Something inside of him
was touched by Nick's words, but he didn't want anyone else to see his
expression.  He had to deal with his feelings alone.  Nick watched his
former lover leave and a small tear slipped down the side of his cheek.
'Lord, I don't know who I love more...' Nick said to himself as he glanced
over at Brian.
		Brian held onto Justin tightly as the chorus began again.
He wanted Justin to be prepared for the words that Brian was going to sing.
Justin was in heaven with Brian's arms around him, yet he wondered how deep
Brian's verse would be compared to A.J.'s and Nick's.

	Oh, my best friend will never understand
	How you changed my every smile (every smile)
	Even though I now walk this road alone
	There was a time when you were right by my side
	I have no chariots to give to you
	I can't grab the stars from up in the sky
	All that I have to give is my loving heart
	And the rest of my life

		Justin was shaken by the saddened tone that Brian brought
forth.  The verse was about Brian and Justin's relationship.  It dealt with
the rocky road that they faced in the past and one that they battled to
stay away from.  Brian kissed Justin's head and listened to Howie sing.

	On the lonely road
	I still walk alone
	Without you there by my side
	No wonder at night I cry

		The song continued, but Justin didn't hear the words.  His
mind was still captivated by the words that Brian spoke.  He closed his
eyes and could soon feel the pain that Brian experienced during their
break-up.
		When the song faded, the room was filled with silence.  No
words were said, but the emotion was felt.  "Wow, that song was... it was
deep." Chris spoke for everyone.  "What did you think?" Brian asked Justin
with a whisper.  "I... I didn't know.. I didn't know Brian." Justin
whispered back.  "It's okay," Brian assured him.
		"We should get going guys." J.C. announced while standing.
He stretched slowly and then looked at everyone who still sat in awe.
"Come on guys, we want to be able to have plenty of time there." J.C. said
quickly.  "Yeah, you're right." Chris agreed and stood.  "Who's cars are we
taking?" Kevin asked while getting up.  Nikki walked into the room followed
by Britney.  "Let's just take four cars.  We'll double up with everyone."
Kevin suggested.  "Who wants to drive?" Howie asked.  "I'll drive." Brian
volunteered.  "I will too." Joey offered.  "I can drive also." Kevin
nodded.  "I might as well drive too." Howie shrugged.
		"Okay, whoever's riding with who, get to their cars and
let's get going." Kevin announced so that everyone could hear him.  He
walked out of the house and headed for his Toyota 4-Runner.  Nikki and
Amanda soon followed.  "Kevin, could you drop me off at Veronica's hotel.
I don't think I want to go to Universal Studios." Amanda said sadly.  Kevin
looked at hurt with concern.  "If that's what you want..." Kevin replied,
trying to discourage her.  "No, that's not what she wants." Nikki
interjected.  "Girl, you're going to Universal.  Who cares what A.J. did,
that doesn't mean your life is over." Nikki said towards her friend.
"Nik', I don't think you get it.  I just don't want to be around him
period." Amanda sobbed.  "Then don't hang with him.  Hang with me and
Britney." Nikki exclaimed.  Kevin cleared his throat loudly.  Nikki turned
and looked at him.  She smiled and then turned her attention back to
Amanda.  "And Kevin too." she giggled.  Amanda thought over her choices and
tried to come to a final decision.  "Come on, when are you going to have a
day of fun again?" Nikki said, nudging Amanda.  Amanda sighed and nodded.
"Good!" Nikki shouted and gave Amanda a small hug.  Amanda smiled with
Nikki.
		Brian and Justin stepped outside to the swift and breezy
air.  Brian's arms were losely wrapped around Justin's, Brian standing
behind Justin.  Justin's hands were resting on Brian's arms, putting him in
a position that made it seem as if he was pulling Brian's arms away from
his neck.  Justin and Brian waddled over to Brian's BMW, staying the same
position that they stood in.
		Amanda and Nikki watched them walk and sighed loudly.  "Now
why can't I have something like that?" Amanda complained.  "Because they
live in a fairy tale world.  Haven't you noticed?  Justin-rella and Prince
Brian." Nikki joked.  "Yeah, well where's my Fairy Godmother at?" Amanda
huffed.  Nikki shrugged and gave a small laugh.  "Well we could always make
them feel silly." Nikki suggested.  Amanda looked at Nikki funny and
replied, "How?"  Nikki gave her a knowing look and then Amanda caught on.
They both placed their hands around their mouth to give the full effect.
"Brian and Justin, sitting in a tree... K-I-S-S-I-N-G... first comes love,
then comes marriage, then comes Nick in a baby carriage!!!" Amanda and
Nikki shouted out.  Brian and Justin both blushed heavily and tried to
avoid stares from their friends.  Kevin bursted into laughter with Nikki
and Amanda as they watched them.
		"That was cute you two, but can we get going?" Howie
complained as he, Lance and J.C. approached his Corvette.  "Oh, boo on
Howie!" Amanda shouted at him.  Howie cracked a smile and unlocked the
doors to his car.  J.C. opened the door for Lance, causing a smile to form
over Lance's face.  Lance gave J.C.'s a small peck on the cheek.  "Oh no,
I'm not taking these lovebirds with me." Howie complained as he got in.
"Hush little moccasin." Lance giggled as he got in the car.  "I'm going to
take my car anyway." J.C. smiled and walked over to his Jeep.  Lance stared
at him with surprise.
		"I've got shotgun!" Chris yelled out as he ran towards
Joey's Acura.  "Hey, I get shotgun!" Britney yelled at him and chased him
to the car.  "Nope, I called it.  No re-arranges and no exhanges!" Chris
mocked her.  "I'm gonna re-arrange you if you don't give me that seat!"
Britney hollered as she began to tickle Chris.  Britney and Chris battled
with each other for minutes as Joey stepped into his car.  "I'm gonna leave
ya'll!" Joey yelled at them as he started his car.
		"Hey, aren't we forgetting some people?!" Kevin questioned.
Just as he said that, a red Jaguar pulled up next to the front gates of the
house.  A small honk from the horn drew everyone's attention to the car and
the woman that stepped out.  "Hello!" the woman bellowed out as she tapped
at the gate.  "No way!" Chris bellowed back.  "How the hell did she get
here?!" Howie questioned with an angeed face.  "Is this a joke?" Kevin
questioned, looking towards Brian and Justin.  "If it is, it's not fucking
funny." Justin complained.  "Dude, somebody's gonna get it." A.J. laughed
as he approached Brian's car.  "Hello!" the woman bellowed again.
"Shouldn't somebody answer her?" Nikki questioned as she looked around.
"Not if their smart." Britney laughed from inside Kevin's car.  Brian
sighed and began his walk towards the gate.
		As soon as Brian reached the gate, he put on a flase smile
and opened the gate.  "Hello." Brian said happily.  "It's about time.  I
thought you'd neve get her.' the woman said as she entered.  She stopped in
front of Brian and gave him a big hug.  Brian sighed lowly and wrapped his
arms around her back to hug her.  "Missed you." she said with a smile.
"Missed you too, Leigh Ann." Brian finally whispered so that Justin
couldn't hear him.  "So, when do we leave?" Leigh Ann questioned as she let
go of Brian.  "Excuse me?" Brian questioned as he looked in her eyes.
"When do we leave for Universal.  I got a hold of your P.R. and he gave me
the low down since you didn't last night." she huffed.  "So I figured if I
made it over here early enough, I could be with you guys today.  You know,
strictly for press stuff so that you and Justin wouldn't get into any
trouble." Leigh Ann lied plainly.  "That's okay Leigh Ann, I think ema dn
Justin will risk it today." Brian assured her.  Leigh Ann pouted and then
looked over Brian to see Justin sitting by his car.  "Well uh, then let me
just go anyways.  I cleared my whole schedule today and it would be nice to
spend some time around the boys again." Leigh Ann lied again.  Brian looked
at her with unsureness.  Brian looked back at his waiting friends, seeing a
sea of disturbed faces.  "Well... okay." Brian nodded finally.  Leigh Ann
leaped with joy and gave Brian a daring kiss on the cheek.  Justin snatched
open the door to Brian's BMW and stepped in, slamming the door behind
himself.
		"Who am I riding with?!" Leigh Ann asked, looking back at
everyone.  "Yourself.  You can drive and take Nick with you." Kevin
answered, volunteering his friend.  Nick shrugged as always and walked up
to where Leigh Ann and Brian stood.  "Okay, sounds good to me.  Come on
Nickey." Leigh Ann cheered with a chipper smile.  "Oh, you go ahead and get
the car started.  I have to chat with Bri for a minute." Nick smiled.
Leigh Ann nodded and ran towards her Jaguar.
		"What is it Nick?" Brian asked quickly, sensing Nick's need
for conversation.  "Brian, we never uh... we never talked about that kiss
we had." Nick said shyly.  Brian quickly looked right at Nick.  "Uh, look
at the time.  We had better get moving." Brian stuttered as he looked down
at his watch.  Nick grabbed Brian's arm swiftly, stopping Brian from
leaving.  "No, we have to talk about this." Nick insisted.  Brian didn't
respond.  "Brian, I love you." Nick whispered.  Brian shook his head with
disbelief written on his face.  "You couldn't love me.  Not more then five
seconds before we... before we kissed, you admitted your love for Lance.  I
was just there for the rebound." Brian disagreed.  "Really?!  Than why the
hell do I lie awake at night thinking of you and not Lance?  Why is it that
when I fuck Lance, I wish it was you making love to me?  Why is it that
when you left me at the bar, I cired?" Nick questioned Brian.  "I don't
know Nick.  Maybe it's because you were drunk and you just don't know what
to do without Lance?" Brian suggested.  "Brian, I can admit that I had
feelings for Lance, but they were meer flurries compared to the blizzard I
walk through thinking about you.  Lance was the best lover I had, but the
only lover I had.  With you, it's more than sex.  From you, I can see
myself happy." Nick insisted.  He gripped Brian's arm harder.  "Justin is
just a boy.  I could be the man of your life." Nick whispered seductively.
		"But Justin is the BOY that I love.  I'm sorry Nick, but
you're a good friend.  And maybe you see it as more, but I don't.  The
minute I proposed to Justin, I promised myself that there was no one else
that could make me happier.  I can't just go and find anybody to fall in
love with.  Justin is the man of my dreams.  He's the one that keeps me
awake at night.  He's the one I think of when I make love to him.  And when
he leaves, I feel empty." Brian argued.  He was proud of himself for
finally speaking the words he couldn't before.  Nick was blown by Brian's
words.  "There will never be another person I love more than him." Brian
said as his final words.  Nick felt a few tears fill his eyes.  "Then why
did you kiss me?  To lead me on?" Nick questioned with anger and hurt.
"No, never Frack.  I'd never lead you on.  I... I don't know why I kissed
you.  I do know that I was vulnerable and so were you at the moment.  It
happened, but it was still wrong." Brian stated.  "Sometimes wrong things
bring good outcomes." Nick tried to persuade once again.  "I know and
that's why I'm still with Justin.  He looked past the bad things." Brian
responded sincerly.  Nick released Brian's arm and frowned.  "Like I said,
I'm not giving up that easily.  There was something more in that kiss then
you're willing to admit.  I've known you for seven years Brian and I know,
when you kiss someone, you mean it." Nick said with a hint of warning in
his tone.  He turned and walked towards Leigh Ann's car.
		Brian shook his head in disbelief.  'And I'll never give up
on Justin.' Brian said to himself.  Brian ran back towards his car and
jumped inside.  He looked at Justin who sat with an obvious angered
expression.  Brian placed his hand on Justin's thigh and then started the
car.  "Are you two going to argue?  Cause if so, I could always just ride
with Joey." A.J. said in a more chipper mood.  "No, we're not going to
argue.  This is my last day with Justin for awhile and I'm not going to
make it a bad day." Brian answered as he pulled out of the driveway, his
hand still resting gently on Justin's thigh.  "So, it's a happy day then?
Justin?" A.J. questioned from the backseat.  Justin nodded and looked out
the blue-tinted window to his right.  A.J. smiled and relaxed as Brian
drove smoothly towards Universal Studios.


Brian & Justin (Chapter 78)
By JM

		Everyone arrived at Universal Studios with no further
complications.  They met up with a small security group at the side of the
large amusement park.  "So, everything has been assured that we won't get
harrassed too much or anything?" Kevin asked one of the managers.  "Yes
sir.  We have security on hand if things get too out of control.  But no
one knows you're here except security and us in management.  So, you have a
good chance of being left alone." the manager assured Kevin and the others.
"Then can we party?!" Chris questioned with excitement.  "Hey, that's my
line." A.J. joked.  "Yes, but everyone stay within a group of at least four
so we don't have too many problems." Kevin warned everyone.  "Yes Daddy!"
they all said in unison, soon followed by laughter.  Kevin blushed.  Soon,
everyone walked into Universal Studios with ease.
		"So what do we ride first?" A.J. asked as he looked around.
"Hold up guys.  First let me hand each of you your passes to Universal
Escape and then we need to decide on a time to meet and go home." Kevin
stopped them with a low bark.  Everyone snatched their pass from Kevin and
then smiled.  "How about we meet at nine?" Nick suggested.  "Nah, how about
eight?  I need time to go eat afterwards and chill before we leave."
A.J. argued friendly.  "Eight sounds good.  It'll give me time to stop by
my parents house later." J.C. agreed.  "Okay, then I can head to
Marguritaville or a club." Howie smiled evily.  "Yeah, eight's good because
I need some time alone." Brian nodded, hugging onto Justin.  Leigh Ann gave
Brian a brutal frown.  "Don't you mean, 'we' and not 'I'?" Britney said
sarcastically.  "No, I'm flying solo tonight Brit'," Brian laughed.  "Okay,
eight it is then." Kevin decided for everyone.  They all nodded and began
to move their seperate ways.
		Brian and Justin ended up with A.J. and Chris while Nick
and Leigh Ann followed from behind.  "Hey, let's go get on the Twister."
A.J. suggested as they approached the forming lines for the ride.  "Yeah,
that sounds good." Brian nodded.  Brian grabbed Justin's hand and dragged
him towards the line.  Leigh Ann and Nick both developed angered looks and
ran towards them.  "Don't forget about us!" Leigh Ann shouted as they
reached the small group.  "Forget abot you?  Oh, how could we?" Chris said
sarcastically.  Justin laughed lowly and snuggled towards Brian
nonchalantly.  Brian placed his left hand on Justin's hip while putting his
right hand on one of the poles on the inside of the line.  "Gimme this!"
Justin laughed as he snatched Brian's blue, Kentucky Wildcats hat off.
"Hey, I don't want everyone to see my hat hair." Brian complained.  "Too
late." Justin laughed again and placed the hat backwards on his own head.
"Well then, give me these." Brian giggled as he took off Justin's
sunglasses.  Brian put them on and then smiled at Justin.  "Asshole."
Justin laughed.  "Mine or your's?" Brian offered sarcastically.  Justin
elbowed him as they moved forward in the line.
		As they moved into the first stage of the Twister ride,
Leigh Ann grasped onto Brian's arm with fear.  "Oh Brian, I'm so scared.
Will you hold my hand?" she asked as they slowly moved into the corridor
for the second part of the ride.  Brian frowned and looked towards Justin.
Justin was too busy watching the screens as Helen Huntt explained the
visual effects behind the movie.  Brian grabbed her hand and she squeezed
on tightly, consealing a small smile.  "Come kiddies!" Chris cheered as
they began to enter the final stage of the ride.  Justin looked back and
saw Leigh Ann resting her head on Brian's shoulder.  "Come on!" Chris
barked again and pulled on Justin's arm.
		Justin tumbled with Chris into the large room that was
seperated by two sets of railing.  In front of them was a scene set up to
resemble that of the Twister movie.  The large group of people in the room
listened to the sounds of thunder and watched as false rain fell in front
of them.  "Oh, this is gonna be tight." A.J. whispered to Chris as they
watched lightining flash.  Justin stood next to Chris, leaving a wedge
between him and Brian as Brian still held Leigh Ann's hand for comfort.
		The thunder roared even louder as the show began.  A.J. and
Chris pointed out the miniature tornado as they got a small glimpse of it
through the flash of lightining.  The wind rage from all sides of them,
causing the falling rain to sprinkle upon them.  Leigh Ann screeched as she
saw the flying sparks from the scene.  Brian grasped onto her for further
comfort as the whole crowd gasped a the sight of the tornado.  A.J. laughed
as he saw the flase cow fly into the air.  "Got Milk!?" Chris joked as the
cow flew away.  The rafters from above began to shake, causing even Nick to
grasp onto the railing.  Justin jumped as the gasline exploded, causing a
fire to beak lose in front of them.  "Whoa, that's phat!" Chris said in a
fearless tone.  A.J. looked around as machines began to slide across the
floor in front of them.  Chris still stood strong watching the scene with
awe.  Without warning, the floor from under them dropped, causing everyone
to scream with fear.
		The ride ended with that last stunt, causing everyone to
clap with glee.  A.J. looked around and then saw Chris shaking on the
ground.  "What happened Chris?  Got a little scared when the itty bitty
floor fell?" A.J. teased.  "Oh shut up!" Chris hollered at him as he stood.
"Hey, I won't tell anyone you pissed in your pants!" A.J. called out as he
pointed to a spot where the water had soaked his pants.  "I'm gonna kill
you A.J.!" Chris yelled out as he chased him out of the room.  Justin
laughed as he watched them run out.  "Come on," Brian whispered as he
placed an arm around Justin's shoulder.  Justin pulled the arm away and
began to walk follow A.J. and Chris out of the room.  Brian's mouth dropped
open as Justin walked out without him.  "Come on B-Rok." Nick said as he
tugged on Brian's shirt.  Brian nodded and walkedwith Nick out of the room,
followed by Leigh Ann.
		Their exit led into the Twister Store.  Brian looked around
for something small to buy while Nick and Leigh Ann waited on him.  He
glanced under his shoulder and saw them.  "Uh, could you two go find
something else to do besides wait on me every five seconds?" Brian asked as
he admired a shirt.  Nick pouted while Leigh Ann stood her ground.  "Sure,
I think I'm going to grab something to eat." Nick agreed, knowing he could
reach Brian with his sadness.  "Okay, have fun." Brian cheered him away.
Brian looked at Leigh Ann with slight annoyance.
		"Now that Nick's gone, maybe you and me could have some
time alone?" Leigh Ann suggested with a seductive grin.  "Now why would he
want to do that when he could spend time alone with me?" Leigh Ann heard a
familiar voice ask.  She gazed over to Brian's side and saw Justin standing
there with a smile.  Brian smiled back and Leigh Ann and placed an arm
around Justin's hips.  "I'll talk to you later Leigh Ann." Brian grinned
and walked off with Justin.  Leigh Ann clenched her fists in anger and
watched them walk happily away.
		"Thanks for saving me." Brian whispered to Justin as they
walked out into the public.  "I didn't save you, I wanted to spend time
with you without Nick or Leigh Ann around." Justin responded.  "Well that
sounds nice to me." Brian cheered and held Justin's hand.  "Where's Chris
and A.J.?" Brian asked as the two walked down one of the boulevards.
"A.J. was caught by a fan and promised to ride E.T. with her if she
promised not to saying anything about him being here.  Chris went with
J.C., Nikki, Kevin and Lance to watch the 'Wild Wild West Show'." Justin
replied.  Brian shrugged as they approached 'Earthquake', the ride.
		Justin looked around and saw Amanda, Britney, Howie and
Joey heading into the line.  "Hey, wait up!" Brian called out to them and
dragged Justin towards the ride.  They caught up with their friends and
began a light conversation as they entered the first stage of the ride.
		When the ride weas finished, everyone walked out with a
loud cheer.  Brian grabbed Justin's hand and once again began to walk away
from his friends.  "Hey, where are ya'll going?  Remember Kevin said to
stay in groups." Joey called out to them.  "We're in a group, me and
Justin." Brian answered without turning back.  Justin shrugged towards the
friends that he was slowly leaving behind and began to keep pace with
Brian.
		Brian and Justin walked with Justin to a disclosed area by
the Jaws ride.  When out of sight, Brian wrapped his arms around Justin and
just held him.  Brian rested his head on Justin's shoulder as Justin
returned the hug.  "I'm gonna miss you." Brian whispered to Justin.  Justin
closed his eyes as he heard Brian speak.  "I'm gonna miss you too.  It's
only for two days or so," Justin added softly.  "I know, but who's going to
keep me warm at night?  Or give me a kiss in the morning?" Brian asked,
snuggling his head to Justin's neck.  "Well, Nick'll be there.  I'm sure he
won't mind." Justin joked shamelessly.  "That's not funny Just.  I'd be
happier if it was you instead of Nick going." Brian sighed.  "If I could
get the time away, I'd be there with you." Justin assured him.  Brian ran
his hands up and down on Justin's back and lossened his hug.  "We have
today." Justin whispered and kissed Brian's cheek.  "You know just how to
make me smile." Brian said and took his arms from around Justin's back.
Justin laughed lightly and let go of Brian.  "Wanna make out in the back of
my BMW?" Brian asked with a laugh.  "Tempting, but no." Justin laughed with
him.
		Brian leaned forward to give Justin a kiss, but was stopped
when he heard the sound of Justin's cell phone.  Brian cursed under his
breath and watched as Justin pulled the phone from his pocket.  "Hello!"
Justin called into the phone and turned away from the pouting Brian.  "Hey
Justin.  What's happening?" he heard a female voice question.  "April?  Is
that you?" Justin questioned.  "Yes, sweetheart.  It's April.  What's going
on J baby?" April asked happily.  "Uh... nothing much.  What's going on
with ya'll?" Justin questioned shyly.  "Nothing much here.  We're just
getting ready to go to Denver to see you.  Your mom says you're here in
O-Town.  How come you ain't stopped by?" April questioned her friend.
"Sorry, we've been busy and stuff." Justin apologized.  Brian wrapped his
arms around Justin's waist and began to lightly kiss his neck.  Justin
giggled softly as Brian licked and kissed his neck.  "Well how about we
stop by your place tonight?  What's the address?" April suggested.  "Er,
no, not tonight.  I'm gonna be REAL tired and won't be able to entertain
ya'll like always." Justin answered, still giggling.  "Stop." Justin said,
pushing Brian away with a small smile.  "Stop what?  Something wrong?"
April questioned.  "Oh, no, I wasn't talking to you." Justin apologized
again.
		"Did you get me passes to meet Brian of the Backstreet
Boys!?" April questioned with histeria.  Justin chocked on his own spit as
he heard the name from his friend.  Brian looked at him with concern.
"Brian?" Justin questioned, looking towards Brian.  "Yes, you said you
could get me passes." April reminded him with despertation.  Justin thought
for a moment.  'I'll see what I can do to get you passes to see him.  I'm
sure I can do it.' Justin remembered saying to her before.  "Yeah, I got
the passes.  I'll make sure to introduce you personally to Brian when we
see you." Justin assured her.  Brian looked at Justin questionably.  "Okay,
I've gotta go April.  Tell Jimmy and Trace I said hi." Justin rushed out
his words.  Before April could finish her sentence, Justin hung up his cell
phone.
		"What was that all about?" Brian questioned Justin.  Justin
stared at the floor and then put his cell phone back in his pocket.  "I'll
tell you later.  Right now, it's you and me." Justin whispered and placed a
finger on Brian's lips.  "And me." they heard.  Brian and Justin turned
around and saw Leigh Ann smiling at them.
		"I thought I'd never find you two.  Everyone has been
looking for you." Leigh Ann said, acting as if she was worried.  "You know,
I'm surprised you haven't won an Oscar yet." Justin said sarcastically.
Brian cracked a small smile, trying not to laugh.  "And I'm surprised that
Brian hasn't dumped you yet." Leigh Ann chimmed.  Justin flashed his left
hand in front of her, showing off his ring with a deadly smile.  "Ooh,
Brian, it's so much cheaper looking than the one you gave me." Leigh Ann
laughed.  Justin's eyes flew open.  "That's funny, because the one I gave
you, I never saw myself." Brian snapped and walked Justin out of the area.
Leigh Ann screamed loudly as they walked off.
		Brian wrapped his arms around Justin's neck, standing
behind him and walked him into the main area.  He didn't care who saw them
as long as no one had recognized them.  They had sucessfully spent two and
a half hours in the park without anyone noticing them.  "Hey, wanna play
some games?" Justin asked.  "Ooh, what kind of games?" Brian questioned
with a giant smiled.  "The kind that require money asshole." Justin
replied.  "Ah, I like those games.  Do you want to be a the cop or the
prostitue this time?" Brian laughed.  Justin elbowed him in the side and
then walked him to one of the games.  "Come on sir, take your shot at
winning one of these lovely stuffed animals.  Just throw a quater and land
it on one of the plates." a man offered from one of the booths.  Brian
reached down into his pocket and pulled out a dollar.  he and Justin walked
over to the booth.  Brian handed the operator a dollar and the operator
gave him four quaters.  Justin stood back and watched Brian take his shot
at the game.  He missed the first two with poor aim and concentrated on the
third throw.  Once again he missed, causing him to become angered with the
game.  Brian concentrated for one last throw.  As the quater flipped in the
air, Brian waited patiently.  It landed on the edge of the plate, almost
falling off.  Brian leaped in the air with joy.  Justin laughed loudly.
"Congrats man, you get one of these lovely stuffed aliens!" the operator
announced, handing Brian a green alien.  Brian smiled brightly and walked
away from the game.  Justin clapped softly.  He then watched Brian walk
away.  Justin followed in pursuit.
		"Aren't you forgetting something?" Justin asked as he
caught up to Brian.  "Yes, I am." Brian said and stopped.  He grabbed
Justin from the back of the head gently and pulled him into a kiss.  It was
a breif kiss, but a powerful one.  Justin opened his eyes and saw Brian
begin to walk again.  "Oops, forgot something else," Brian said as he
stopped.  He grabbed Justin's hand and they began to walk together.
"That's better." Brian smiled as they walked.  Justin laughed and snuggled
close to his lover.  "Here, this is for you." Brian said as he handed
Justin the stuff alien.  Justin grinned and clutched onto the alien.
"Thank you, babe." Justin replied.  "Anytime." Brian responded.  "Hey love
birds!" they heard J.C. call out.  Justin and Brian played dumb and looked
all around.  J.C. smirked and ran over to them.  "Come on, we're going on
the 'Back To The Future' ride." J.C. announced to them.  "Who is 'we'?"
Brian asked coyly.  "Let's see, me, Britney, A.J. and Joey." J.C. listed on
his hand.  "We need two more people." J.C. added.  "Well where's your
little boyfriend?" Brian asked.  "Actually, he's in the 'I Love Lucy' shop
with Nikki." J.C. answered.  "Okay, we'll go." Justin answered for Brian.
They all ushered towards the line and within in an hour they made it inside
the large building.
		They were pulled into a room with a model car that
represented the car from the movie.  Brian and Justin grabbed seats in the
back of the car next to A.J.  As the ride started, Brian placed a hand on
Justin's thigh.  Justin turned his head towards Brian and before his eyes
even met Brian's, Brian's lips were firmly pressed against Justin.  Justin
was shocked by the kiss.  It was unexpecting, but gladly welcomed.  Justin
slowly began to move his lips on Brian's.  Brian placed a hand behind
Justin's head to deepen the kiss.  Justin ran a hand over Brian's defined
cheek as he felt Brian's tongue slip into his mouth.  The car jerked and
moved around, but Brian and Justin kept their hands on each other for
support.  Brian was tempted to rip Justin's clothes off but understood how
wrong it would be.  He felt Justin's hand run over his crotch area and
squeeze lightly.  He was craving for Justin's tongue.  As soon as Brian was
on the verge of moving his own hand, he felt a flash near his face.  Brian
stopped moving his lips, but kept them pressed on Justin's.  He opened his
eyes slowly.  He peered out of the corner of his eye and saw Joey holding
up a camera.  "Now that's a souvenir to bring home." Joey laughed as the
ride ended.  Justin opened his eyes and pulled away from Brian.  "Okay,
people hpe you enjoyed the ride.  Now make room for others!" the operator
barked to them.  They all pulled out of the car with a rush and made their
way out of the building.
		"Where to next chaps?" A.J. asked as they walked down the
large steps from the building.  "To the Terminator Shows." J.C. answered.
"No, to get something to eat." Britney demanded.  "Yeah, I'm famished."
Joey agreed.  "Okay, then we hit Terminator." J.C. insisted.  "Nah, I want
to go to Universal Escape." Justin argued.  "Universal Escape?  Why?"
J.C. questioned.  "Duh, because it's the new thing here." Justin answered
bitterly.  "Well whatever, I'm going to Terminator after we grab a snack."
J.C. retorted.  "That's cool." Justin shrugged.
		They all walked to a nearby stand for funnel cakes and
hamburgers.  "Yes, can I have a funnel cake with apples and whip cream?"
Britney requested.  Within minutes she grabbed her large plate of food.
Brian looked over the list of toppings and broke out into laughter.  Justin
looked at him wearily.  Brian pointed out two things on the list:
strawberries and whip cream.  Justin gasped.  "Yes, can I have a funnel
cake with strawberries and extra whipped cream." Brian requested.  Justin
like Britney, within minutes he paid and had his food.  He signaled for
Justin to follow to the nearby steps.
		Brian sat on the steps and Justin sat between his legs.
Justin held the plate and they both ate the funnel cake together.  Brian
teared a peice from the dough and dipped in the whipped cream.  He held it
in front of Justin's face and Justin gladly opened his mouth.  Brian gently
placed the food in Justin's mouth and Justin closed his mouth before Brian
could his finger out.  Justin licked and sucked on the finger before
releasing it.  Brian smiled widely.  Justin smiled back as he chewed on the
food.  "Could you two be any more adorable?" Britney asked as she sipped
from Joey's soda.  "Yep." Brian teased.  "Hey, let's get going to Escape
before we have to go." Joey suggested.  J.C. walked out in a fit and Justin
frowned.  "Boy, he can be real moody." Britney commented.  "I'm gonna go
with J.C. ya'll so he isn't lonely." A.J. announced as he ran after J.C.
Joey, Britney, Brian and Justin stood and headed towards Universal Escape.
		Four hours flew by at Universal Escape as the four made
their way towards the parking lot.  "Can you believe that we didn't have a
flock of fans following us everywhere today?" Britney said, ecstatic.  They
were all standing on the escalator, headed towards the parking lot.  "Yeah,
it feels like the management paid people off not to bother us." Joey
agreed.  "What do ya'll think?" Britney asked, turning her head towards
Brian and Justin.  She was surprised to see both of them locked in a deep
kiss.  "Ugh, you two need to get a room!" Britney babbled out.  Brian and
Justin couldn't hear her words, still caressing each other.  "They think
the whole world is their room." Joey whispered to her.  "Well, why don't we
make the whole world our room?" Brirntye questioned him.  "Because we
haven't even made it as far as a hotel room yet." Joey complained.  "Well
I'm saving myself." Britney replied.  "For who?!  Giligan?" Joey asked with
a slight angered tone.  "No, you're little brother." Britney answered
snobishly.  "Oh, well I'll be sure to tell Steven that." Joey mocked.
"You're a big teddy bear when you want to be, you know?" Britney commented
and laughed at her boyfriend's anger.  "Cheerleader!" Joey teased.  "Smart
ass!" Britney smirked.  "Uh oh, did Britney just use profanity?!" Joey
joked.  "Oh no, please spank me baby." Britney said seductively.  "Stop
teasing me!" Joey pleaded with her.  Britney laughed, feeling in control.


Brian & Justin (Part 79)
By JM

		When they reached the bottom of the escalator, Joey and
Britney pulled Brian and Justin apart.  "You can't drive with your lips
together." Britney giggled as she pulled Brian in one direction and Joey
pulled Justin in the other.  "Maybe you should ride with me?" Joey
suggested.  "No, we're cool.  It's just that... I won't see Brian for a few
days and I'm going to miss him." Justin said as he and Joey walked in the
parking lot.  "That's understandable.  Love is love and there's no way to
deny it." Joey agreed.  "So you get it?" Justin questioned.  "Of course I
get it.  I know what it's like to be in love." Joey responded loudly.
"You?  Joseph Anthony Fatone Jr., are we in love with Miss Spears?" Justin
questioned his friend with a smile.  "Don't take it the wrong way Curly.  I
mean, I know she's your ex-girlfriend and all." Joey stuttered out.  "Oh
no, I have nothing to do with this.  Britney is her own girl and wel... I
don't think we have to worry about me and girlfriends anymore." Justin
teased.  Joey smiled brightly.  "Did you tell her?" Justin asked.  Joey
shook his head as they reached Joey's Acura.  "Why not?" Justin asked as he
leaned on the hood of the car.
		"I'm waiting for the right place and moment." Joey
answered.  "And when's that?" Justin questioned.  "Tonight.  I was going to
take her out to Lake Eola and tell her." Joey answered.  Justin gave him an
odd look.  "Isn't that the same place you lost your..." Joey quickly hushed
him.  "Yes, it is!  It's still a romantic place though." Joey stated.
"Joey, we're friends and all, but please don't say you're taking Britney
out their for that reason." Justin pleaded.  "Oh no!  I wouldn't dare
unless... well unless she thought it was right." Joey comforted Justin.
"Good, because even though me and Britney were a long time ago, even then,
I knew this girl was waiting for something special." Justin warned him ina
friendly voice.  "And you were too.  Don't forget Justin, you just love
your virginity almost a year ago.  We all know Brian was your first." Joey
reminded him.
		"And I'm not something special?" Joey questioned awkwardly.
"For her, yes, but she thinks that she's still looking.  That's what's
wrong with Britney.  Sometimes things are right in front of her and she
never goes after them." Justin explained.  "Were you that something special
she overlooked?" Joey wondered.  "No, I wasn't.  She was a good friend, but
I saw nothing in our relationship." Justin answered.  He took a seat on the
hood of Joey's car and Joey joined him.  "Was Brian that something
special?" Joey questioned as if he was a curious young child.  Justin
nodded.  "He was more than just something special?" Justin smiled.  "That's
what I wish I had my first time.  Someone that meant the world to me." Joey
frowned.  Justin looked at him curiously.  "I mean... sex was just sex for
me then.  With you, I can tell it meant a lot more." Joey sighed while
rubbing his temples.  "Yes, it was.  It was a bit unexpecting actually."
Justin shrugged.  "You never came that close to sex before, eh?" Joey
asked.  "No.  Not even making out.  Brian was truely my first in every
category but kissing." Justin assured him.  "Wow, do you ever talk to him
about any of these things?" Joey hit him with another question.
"Sometimes.  I mean, this is kind of hard to talk over wit the person
you're going to marry." Justin said shyly.  "Justin, out of all of us, I
didn't think you'd be the first to get married.  Maybe Lance and maybe
J.C., but not you." Joey commented.  "I know, I didn't either." Justin
sighed, looking down at his ring.
		"And Brian?  He looks like the married type, but geez, it
seems like yesterday we all found out about you two." Joey laughed.  Justin
laughed and said, "Yeah, when you weren't too in favor of us."  Joey
nodded.  "I didn't want you hurt.  Plus it was hard to get used to.  I
mean, I just didn't how confused you two were then.  Now I can see that you
two have matured greatly in your relationship.  You've got something
special there, little buddy." Joey smiled.  "Something very special." Joey
whispered.  Justin smiled and heard Joey's phone blare.  Joey hopped off
his hood and pulled the cell phone from inside his car.  "Hello?" Joey said
questionably.  "Joey?  This is Diane Bass.  Lance's mom." he heard an older
female say.  "Hello Mrs. Bass.  How are you?" Joey smiled.  Justin looked
at him with suspicion.  "I'm fine.  Do you know where Lance is?  I've been
trying to get a hold of him for a half hour now and it seems he turned off
his cell phone." Diane responded.  "Oh, well we're here at Universal and I
know he's here somewhere.  Just give me a minute and I'll find him." Joey
said to her.  Joey pulled the phone from his ear and looked at Justin with
surprise.  "Where is he?" Joey whispered to Justin.  Justin shrugged,
unsure himself.
		Justin looked around and could see J.C.'s car.  Something
was different about the car, but Justin couldn't tell at first.  Justin
took a second look and could see that every window in sight was fogged.
Justin stared even harder to see that the car was slightly rocking back and
forth.  Justin huffed and got Joey's attention.  Justin pointed towards
J.C.'s car and Joey got the hint.  "I'll go get him." Justin sighed and
leaped off the hood of the car.  Joey mouthed the words 'Thanks' and went
back to his conversation with Lance's mother.
		Justin tip-toed over to the car and tried to peer inside.
The fog was too strong for him to see inside the vehicle, but he could hear
the moans from both of his friends.  "Uh... uh, uh, yes yes... yes
yes... oh God.. mmmm, Lance baby... almost there..." J.C. moaned.  Justin
was disgusted by the sound of the two having sex.  "Ah... ah ah, uh,
J.C.... ooh, yes..." Lance cooed.  Justin was repulsed by the sounds and
finally decided to speak up.
		He banged on the window to J.C.'s Jeep.  A few seconds past
before he saw a hand wipe away the fog from the window and roll it down.
"What is it?!?" Justin heard J.C. roar and then peek his head up.  "Sorry
to bother you J.C., but Lance's mother is on the phone." Justin hissed.
Lance quickly hoped up, causing J.C. to fall back in the seat.  "My mom?!"
Lance screamed out.  "Yep, Mrs. Bass." Justin answered with a small smile.
J.C. cursed under his breath and then threw Lance his boxers.  "She
doesn't... she doesn't know what I was doing... does she?" Lance questioned
as he tried to slip his boxers on.  "I don't know, what were ya'll doing?"
Justin questioned slyly.  "Looking for my car keys." J.C. answered lowly.
"Really?!  Hmm, did you check the car door?  I heard once you put the
'keys' in the 'door', it's hard to take them out before you've 'released'
the 'oil' inside." Justin teased.  "Shut the fuck up." J.C. grinned.  Lance
tried to throw all of his clothes on in a rush before hopping out of the
car.  "She's on the phone with Joey." Justin pointed out.  Lance caught
glimpse of Joey and quickly ran over to him without any shoes on.
		"You could have waited two more minutes." J.C. complained
in a whisper.  "Sorry, but the sound of you two fucking was making me
nauseous." Justin smiled.  "Oh, and like the sound of you and Brian is
appealing to us." J.C. retorted.  "You've never heard me and Brian have sex
before." Justin said, disgusted.  "Haven't we?  I think everyone on this
tour has heard you two at least once fucking in your room." J.C. assured
him.  "Well, isn't that just a little too bad.  At least when didn't have
to hide to fuck." Justin said deviously.  "Low blow Justin." J.C. barked.
"Oh, is that what Lance was doing on his knees?" Justin questioned with
sarcasm.  "Cut it out!" J.C. hollered at him.
		Before Justin could hit J.C. with another sarcastic remark,
his cell phone rang.  "Uh oh, not another one of your customers?  What's
the number again?  1-900-4-J-U-S-T-I-N?" J.C. teased.  Justin gave him the
middle finger and answered his phone.  "This is Justin." Justin smiled.
"Oh my Lord!!!  Is it really Justin!!!" he heard a male voice scream into
the phone.  "Uh yeah this is Justin.  Who is this?" Justin asked, thrown by
the voice.  "I'm a huge fan!!!  Is it true that you're in love with Brian
Littrell?!" the voice questioned.  Justin almost dropped the phone when he
heard that.  "Excuse me?!  What?!" Justin questioned, trying to play dumb.
"You know, Brian of the Backstreet Boys?  I heard he loves you alot." the
voice cheered.  Justin looked around and saw Brian leaning on his BMW.
brian was on his cell phone, smiling at Justin.  "He loves me eh?  Well I
love him deeply." Justin smiled as he began to walk towards Brian.  "Wow, I
heard he loves you more!  I heard he wants to marry you and make love to
you in every room in the house you two share togther." Brian responded.
"Wow, he never told me that.  I wonder if he knew how I wanted to make love
to him in every room in the house and in his car too." Justin joked.  "Wow,
that's special!  I'm sure he wouldn't mind the latter." Brian laughed.
"It's just too bad I can't tell him this.  Oh well." Justin snickered and
hung up his phone.
		"I'm sure he'd like to hear someday." Brian whispered to
Justin as Justin stood in front of him.  "Really?!  Because I don't think
he'll ever find out." Justin grinned and then playfully punched Brian in
the arm.  Brian frowned and then wrapped his arms around Justin.  "We only
have a few more hours together." Brian whimpered.  "Then let's go home and
spend them together." Justin suggested.  Brian nodded.  He heard Leigh Ann
calling to him and kissed Justin quickly on the lips.
		He turned and saw Leigh Ann run up to them, breathing hard.
"Do you need me to come over and watch Tyke for you while you're gone?"
Leigh Ann asked, trying to make conversation.  "Yeah, sure.  After Justin
leaves tomorrow." Brian answered.  "Well I'm not watching that mutt of a
dog for Justin.  So don't ask." Leigh Ann snapped.  "That's fine Leigh Ann.
I was planning on taking her and Tyke with us on tour anyway." Justin
replied.  Brian looked at him with a sudden surprise.  "You were?" Brian
questioned.  "Yes, I was." Justin turned his head in Brian's direction as
he spoke.  "So I guess we won't need your services anymore Leigh Ann?"
Justin smiled as he questioned her.  "Well I'm sure Brian still needs
someone to watch over the house and get the mail and stuff like that."
Leigh Ann stumbled out.  "Sure Leigh Ann.  Stop by once a week for the next
three weeks." Brian answered.  "Only three weeks?" Leigh Ann asked with a
frown.  "Yeah, that's how much longer we have left on this tour." Brian
nodded.  "Oh, well then I'll get to see you at home more often?" Leigh Ann
worried.  "Maybe.  Depends on whether me and Justin decide to stay home
during our down time.  After all, we're getting married in two months."
Brian replied with a small smile.  "Oh... okay.  Well that's okay because
you know, I've been talking with Harold lately and he seems rather nice.
So maybe I'll go visit him for awhile." Leigh Ann added.  "What..." Brian's
mouth was quickly covreed by Justin's hand.  "We have to go now Leigh Ann.
See ya!" Justin smiled and waved her off.
		Leigh Ann gave Justin an evil stare and then walked away.
Justin held his hand on his mouth for a few minutes.  "Now when I remove my
hand, promise me you'll forget everything Leigh Ann just said." Justin
whispered to Brian.  Brian gave a small nod.  Justin smiled and removed his
hand from Brian's lips.  "What's wrong with you?!" Brian hollered at
Justin.  Justin quickly threw his hand back on Brian's mouth.  "You
promised!" Justin reminded him.  Brian sighed and nodded again.  Justin
lifted his hand but held it close to Brian's mouth for precaution.  "Let's
just go home." Brian whispered.  "Great idea." Justin agreed and kissed
Brian on the cheek.  They both got into Brian's BMW, waving to their
friends as they left Universal Studios.


Brian & Justin (Part 80)
By JM

		The sun had set, leaving the sky a dark purple color.  The
wind had not breathed it's breath for hours and Florida was in a state of
mild heat.  Brian and Justin walked into their house holding hands.  Brian
didn't stop in the living room as usual or wave to his dogs.  He just
walked Justin to the backyard so that they could spend their last few hours
together.  Tyke and BJ followed them outside chipperly.  Brian stopped in
front of the pool and pulled Justin in front of him.  The pool was lited
from the inside and it was heated.  "It's beautiful out here." Justin
commented as Brian went to his usual position, arms around Justin's waist
and chin on his shoulder.  "You're beautiful." Brian whispered.  Justin
looked down at the pool and laughed.  "What's so funny?" Brian asked as he
slowly kissed Justin's neck.  "Just thinking of the time I lost my pants
last time I went swimming." Justin laughed.  Brian joined him in laughing.
"It was rather funny." Brian agreed.
		"It'd be even nicer if you lost your pants right now."
Brian whispered.  "You're just so damn horny today, aren't you?" Justin
giggled.  "What can I say?  You turn me on baby." Brian smiled.  "Well that
goes both ways." Justin added.  "What if we both lost our clothes?" Brian
suggested.  "Out here?  In front of the dogs?" Justin asked, looking over
to Tyke and BJ.  "They won't see us if we're in the pool," Brian said
softly.  "You mean skinny dip?" Justin questioned his lover.  Brian nodded
and began to rub his hands over Justin's clothes.  "That would be a very
bad thing to do, Bri." Justin warned him.  "Hmm, how does the song go?
Bad, bad, bad, bad, boy?  You make me feel so good..." Brian began to sing.
"Okay, stop!" Justin giggled.  Brian released Justin and walked to the side
of him.  He sat down on the ground and began to remove his Nike's.  Justin
looked down at him with curiosity.  "What are you doing silly?" Justin
saked with a small laugh.  "You said okay." Brian laughed along and tore
off his socks.  Justin stopped laughing and looked at him wide-eyed.
"Brian, I didn't mean 'okay'." Justin said, trying to stop him.  "Too late,
Just." Brian smiled as he stood.  He pulled off his shirt and threw it at
Tyke.  Soon his shorts followed and then his boxers.  Brian piled all of
his clothes on the the patio and then walked over to the pool.  Justin
casually admired the dimples on Brian's ass before Brian dove into the
pool.  The water splashed up and Justin jumped back.
		Brian arose from the water and laughed.  "Ooh, it's so warm
in here!" Brian smiled as he pulled his hair back.  "No, I'm not going
skinny dipping!  That's crazy!" Justin laughed.  Brian smirked and began to
swim around in the water.  "Ever notice how small your dick gets in the
water?" Brian questioned while staring at Justin.  Justin crossed his arms
and stared at Brian.  "Well mine's gotten bigger just looking at you."
Brian chimmed.  "You're sick!" Justin yelled at him.  "Well then come cure
me doctor." Brian joked.  Justin stood his ground.  "Okay, but I'm leaving
soon.  I asked you one favor and you turned me down.  I won't forget this
while I'm away." Brian frowned.  Justin looked at him Brian staring back
with puppy dog eyes.  "Fine!  You pervert!" Justin finally gave in.
		Justin lifted his shirt and pulled it off.  Brian smiled
flirtatiously and awaited the rest of Justin's clothes to fall off.  Justin
kicked off his shoes and then slid his socks off.  Justin stood there
looking at Brian while rubbing his fingres through his curls.  The hazey
sky gave his strawberry blonde hair a new attraction to Brian's eyes.
"Have I told you how good you look with that new color?" Brian asked while
Justin began to pull down his plaid shorts.  "Not today." Justin smiled as
the shorts fell to his ankles.  Brian looked down and saw Justin's ash
gray, Calvin Klein breifs.  "Ooh, are we wearing underwear instead of
boxers today?" Brian questioned with a grin.  "Oh yeah, I didn't feel
comfortable wearing boxers today.  So I went traditional." Justin shrugged
and placed his hands on the waist of his underwear.  "Hmmm, it'd be nice if
you felt like wearing nothing." Brian laughed.  "What do you think I'm
doing idiot?" Justin questioned and pulled down his underwear.
		 He stepped out of his Calvin Klein's and his boxers and
shuffled them to the side.  "Happy now?" Justin asked sarcastically.  Brian
looked down and saw Justin's penis slowly beginning to rise.  "Not until
you're in ehre with me, hugging and kissing me!" Brian snickered.  Justin
walked to the side of the pool and took a seat on the edge.  His legs
dangled in the warm water.  "Coming in?" Brian asked.  Justin nodded shyly.
"Look, I've seen you naked plenty of times, so what's the problem?" Brian
questioned.  Justin slid into the pool with even less worries.  "What if my
mom showed up here right now and saw us like this?" Justin questioned
wqhile slowly moving towards Brian.  "Ugh, that's something I didn't want
to picture!" Brian yelled, making a gagging face.  Justin laughed and
stopped moving.
		Brian swam over to him and pulled him into a strong hug.
"You're so sexy when you're wet." Brian whisepred and kissed Justin's ear.
"Hmm, you're so hard when you're sarcastic." Justin laughed and ran his
hand over Brian's cock under the water.  "Now who's the pervert?" Brian
questioned with a laugh.  "I learned from the master." Justin giggled.
Brian let go of Justin and looked at him.  "So you think you're a Jedi
Knight now Skywalker?  Do you think you can handle the master's light
saber?" Brian asked, maocking that of Darth Vader.  "Isn't this the part
where you say, 'Luke I am your father?'" Justin questioned with a big grin.
Brian placed his hands on Justin's hips and whispered, "No, this is the
part where I say I want to kiss you."  Justin was thrown back by the voice.
It was the same tone Brian had used that night they had come close to lose
their virginities to each other.  It almost scared Justin but he was soon
comforted by Brian's soft, wet lips.
		Justin returned the kiss gently, runing his lips over
Brian's.  Brian pulled Justin's body closer and placed both hands on
Justin's ass.  Justin lifted his right leg slightly, letting Brian run his
hand over it.  Brian slipped his tongue into Justin's mouth as he moved his
hand back and forth on Justin's leg.  Justin sucked on Brian's tongue as
the kiss became an emotional moment for the both of them.  Brian placed his
hand behind Justin's neck and tilted Justin's head back.  He placed his
lips hard on Justin's and moved his tongue back and forth into Justin's
mouth again.  Justin wrapped his arms around Brian's back and tried to hold
his moans.
		After what seemed like hours to them, Brian released
Justin's lips, but held his leg.  Justin panted hard and ran his fingers
over Brian's chest.  "What do we do?" Brian asked as he looked into
Justin's eyes.  Justin took a big gulp and then frowned.  "Nothing.  We
can't do anything." Justin sighed.  Brian nodded.  They were still under a
vow to each other, until Brian's healt had improved fully, they would obey
the doctor's orders and not have sexual intercourse.  "I guess this makes
our wedding night even more worth while." Brian tried to lighten the mood.
"We won't have to wait that long." Justin assured him.  "Well, let's
practice that kiss then, shall we?" Brian suggested.  He leaned in and
Justin once again accepted his kiss.  Brian kissed Justin with a light and
gentle touch.
		Justin was at ease with this less agressive kiss.  He took
his time to learn every curve and dent of Brian's mouth with his tongue.
Brian placed his hands on the edge of Justin's neck.  He felt linked to
Justin with this kiss.  He pulled away slowly and took a minute to smile at
Justin.  "Now that was a kiss." Brian giggled and hugged Justin.  Justin
nodded and returned the hug.  "I'm gonna swim a lap, care to join me?"
Brian offered.  "Nah, that's okay.  I'm just gonna chill on the side for a
minute." Justin turned him down easily.  Brian shrugged and began to swim
around in the pool.  Justin swimmed to the edge of the pool and got out on
the edge.  He sat down and watched his lover swim the pool with enthusiasm.
"This is perfect therapy for me," Brian mentioned to Justin on one of the
laps.  Justin just smiled at Brian.  "God, thank you so for him..." Justin
whispered a soft prayer as Brian swam by.  The sound of the water was
soothing to Justin as was the feel of the breeze on his naked body.
		Justin's smile faded as Brian swam up to him.  He didn't
want Brian to catch onto his happiness.  Brian swam to his legs and stood.
Brian knelt down and gently kissed Justin's left knee.  He placed his hands
between Justin's legs as he stood erect.  "I owe you my life Justin Randall
Timberlake." Brian whispered.  Justin gave him an adoring look.  "You've
saved my life five times." Brian said softly, running his hands over
Justin's thighs.  "Five times?" Justin asked, unsure.  "You saved me when
Nick crashed your car, you saved me when I was knocked out during the
earthquake, you saved me by giving me your blood in the hospital...." Brian
began to choke on his words, getting ewmotional as he reminisced on the
sorrowful times.  "You saved me when I was about to egt hit by a car and
Justin, you saved me when you told me that you would marry me." Brian
sobbed out.  He quickly wiped away the few tears that ran down his face.
"But jus your smile is enough for me to love you." Brian tried to laugh to
hush his tears.  Justin leaned down and wiped the remaining tears from
Brian's face.  "Brian Thomas Littrell, you save my life everyday I wake up
to your face in the morning." Justin whispered to him.  Brian laughed
lowly, still trying to shake his emotional side.  "Well, if I didn't wake
up to you, I think I wouldn't wake up at all." Brian said seriously.
Justin kissed Brian on the lips lightly and then sat straight.
		"So, which ankle was it that you twisted during the
earthquake?" Brian questioned.  Before Justin could answer, Brian hushed
him.  "Wait, let me figure it out." Brian answered for him.  He lifted both
of Justin's legs from the water and examined both.  He grabbed Justin's
right ankle instantly.  "How did you know?" Justin asked with shock.  "I
just know." Brian shrugged.  Brian began to massage the ankle with care.
He turned Justin's leg slightly and admired the tattoo on Justin's ankle.
The tatoo was the flame from N Sync's CD cover.  It wasn't big, but enough
to be noticed.  "This is why you always wear socks, right?" Brian asked,
knowing the truth.  Justin nodded.  Brian ran his fingers over the tattoo
and then returned his hands to massaging Justin's ankle and foot.  "Why did
you get the tattoo?" Brian asked while looking to Justin's eyes.  "It was a
whim.  We went platnium in Canada and just decided to get tattoos for fun."
Justin answered.  Brian listened with interest.
		"What about you?" Justin asked as the sensations of Brian's
hands finally got to him.  "What do you mean, 'what about you'?" Brian
retorted, unsure.  "Don't play silly with me, Bri.  I've seen the tattoo on
your shoulder." Justin responded with curiosity.  Brian laughed lowly and
concentrated on Justin's leg.  "I think A.J. convinced me to do it." Brian
tried to cover up for himself.  "And I think you're lying." Justin smiled.
"Why would I lie to you?" Brian asked, still trying to hide his smile.
"Because you're cute like that," Justin answered.  Brian bent down and
kissed Justin's foot.  "I've always wondered how you stayed so cute." Brian
whispered as his lips kissed their way up to Justin's right knee.  "Don't
try and change the subject." Justin laughed, slowly pulling his leg away.
"What are you talking about?" Brian laughed, still avoiding Justin.
		Justin finally gave in and slipped into the water.  Justin
grabbed Brian's left arm and pulled it in plain view.  "I'm talking about
this," Justin said and pointed out Brian's tattoo.  "Okay, I just got it
because I thought I'd be bad for once." Brian finally explained.  "It's
nothing to be ashamed of," Justin assured him.  Justin admired the tattoo
of a cross, surrounded by rocks at it's base.  "It suits you." Justin
added.  "And for the million dollar question and a chance for a new car,
How?" Brian questioned.  "Because you're a religous guy, just like me, and
it shows your strong faith in God." Justin answered.  Brian smiled and
grabbed Justin around the waist.  "Would you settle for a million dollar
kiss." Brian asked with a small giggle.  "I'd settle for a one dollar kiss
if it came from you." Justin whispered.  "Oh, if my friends could hear us,
they'd be throwing up their beakfast," Brian laughed.  Brian leaned in and
kissed Justin.  Justin accepted the kiss with an open mouth and an open
heart.  Their kiss was made short by Brian.  "It's getting pretty late and
I have laundry to do and other work before I leave." Brian sighed.  "I wish
we could spend one last night together." Justin whispered.  "How about
another kiss?" Brian suggested as he ran a fingr over Justin's lips.  He
used that same finger to lift Justin's chin to give him another small kiss
on the lips.
		Brian and Justin gathered their clothes u in a matter of
seconds when they emerged from the pool.  "I'm gonna get a shower and then
get to my work." Brian announced to Justin sa he walked upstairs.  "Okay,
I'm gonna catch a few Z's on the couch." Justin called to him.  Justin
slipped his underwear back on and then laid one of the couches in the
living room.  He soon heard a familiar pair of feet and then BJ leaped onto
the couch with him.  "Hey puppy!" Justin cheered as she happily licked his
face.  "Oh, thank you.  I'm gonna get some rest now, but you can sleep here
with me." Justin smiled and pet BJ's head.  BJ leaped from the couch and
ran away.  "Fine!  I didn't want you here anyway!" Justin laughed and
rested his head on the pillows.  He didn't realize how tired he was, for
within seconds, he was sound asleep.

	'Do you Nickolas Gene Carter take Brian Thomas Littrell to be your
loving and adoring husband till death do you part?'
	'With all of my heart, I do.'
	'And do you Brian Thomas Littrell take Nickolas Gene Carter to be
your loving and adoring husband till death do you part?
	'With everything I have, Nick, I promise, I do.'
	'Then I pronounce you Mr. and Mr. Brian Thomas Littrell.  Brian,
you make kiss Nick...'

		"BRIAN, NO!!!!!" Justin screamed in a cold sweat.  His head
lifted immediately with sweat dripping from his forhead.  Tears were
forming in his eyes as he still saw flashes of his dream.  He panted
heavily while he tried to move the rest of his body.  He felt numb from his
waist and down.  Justin closed his eyes tightly and let the few tears roll
freely.
		Soon, he was greeted by Brian as Brian quickly ran to the
couch.  "Justin... Justin, what's wrong?" Brian asked with concern.  Justin
couldnt' find the words to answer.  "Justin, please tell me what's wrong."
Brian pleaded as he shook Justin.  Justin opened his eyes and Brian stared
into the crimson lines that began to form in his eyes.  "Don't... don't
leave me." Justin begged as the tears began to form in his eyes again.
"Leave you?  I'm not leaving you." Brian assured him with a small hug.
"Yes you are.  You're leaving and going to L.A. with Nick.  You're leaving
me!" Justin cried.  He pushed Brian away and scooted back on the couch.
		Brian was confused.  "I'll only be gone for a few days,"
Brian tried to talk to him.  "Brian, I had that dream... I had that dream
again... the one where you... you... you..." Justin just couldn't finish
his words.  Brian scooted to him and wrapped his arms around Justin's
folded knees.  "No, Justin, it's just a dream.  I wouldn't leave you for
him.  Never!" Brian tried again.  "This ring on my finger means I'll love
you forever." Brian added.  Justin opened his arms and Brian drew into the
hug.  "Never." Brian whispered again as he hugged Justin.  Justin's body
still shivered with fear.  "Promise, when you're away, you'll think of me."
Justin asked of him.  "Every second." Brian answered.  Justin rested his
head against Brian's head and tried to hold his tears back.  Brian ran his
hands over Justin's hair for comfort.  "It was just a dream babe.  I'd
never leave you." Brian repeated.  Justin nodded while still holding Brian
tight.
		Brian released Justin, causing Justin to let go of the hug.
"Come with me.  I've got mroe work to do, but I don't want to leave you
alone." Brian said in a small country accent.  Justin nodded and tried to
collect himself.  "I.. I love you Brian." Justin sniffled.  "I love you too
Justin." Brian said and kissed Justin on the lips briefly.  It was enough
for Justin to know that no matter what Brian did, he'd always love Justin.
		Brian stood from the couch and held his hand out for
Justin.  Justin grabbed the hand and stood up on the couch.  Brian laughed
for a few seconds and then turned around.  "Come on," Brian offered,
patting his own back.  Justin looked at him funny, then laughed at what
Brian was getting to.  "I haven't done this in years!" Justin laughed
lightly and gently got onto Brian's back.  "Me too." Brian answered as he
adjusted to Justin's weight on his back.  Brian grabbed onto Justin's leg
and made his final attempt for support.  "Oh, you're gonna have to lose
some pouds before our honeymoon.  I can't afford to carry you over the
threshold and beak my back before we make love." Brian laughed as he gave
Justin a piggy-back ride up the steps.  "Well you know where half of my
weight is." Justin teased.  "Oh yeah, in your fat ass!" Brian giggled as
they finally made it to the top of the steps.  Brian let Justin down easily
and then grabbed Justin's hand.  Brian looked at Justin and was thrilled to
see a smile on his face.
		Brian led Justin into Brian's office which was filled with
the sounds of some of 'N Sync's new material.  "Chris slipped me this tape
while we were at Universal." Brian commented as he led Justin to the desk.
Brian sat down in the desk and patted to his left thigh.  It was a sign for
Justin to sit.  Justin heeded the sign and gently took a seat on Brian's
leg.  "I've just gotta look over these video concepts and then some new
schedules and then we can get out of here." Brian stated while grabbeg some
papers from his desk.  Justin sat pateinely.  He looked down at the desk
and then began to fiddle with some of the papers.  He found a paper that
said 'Millennium Thank You's' at the top and could read Brian's hand
writing all over the paper.  Justin began to read the thank you's Brian had
written for the album.  Justin skimmed through the thank you's until he got
to the bottom where he paid strict attention.

	'To The Firm -- Michael, Jeff and others, thanks for being Firm!
Together we have a winning team.  I love you baby and all of your family
too, "also as well."
	Love, Me

		Justin re-read the last line with surprise.

	'I love you baby....'

		Justin read past that part to get to the very bottom of the
paper and was surprised even further.

	'P.S. baby, you're the world and you know why I wrote 'Just'!'

		Brian wrapped his arms around Justin's chest and watched
Justin read the thank you.  "Who's baby?" Justin asked shyly.  "You're my
baby!  You'll always be MY baby!" Brian answered with a smile.  "You
actually put me in your thank you's?" Justin asked with even more shock.
"Of coruse!  I always thank God for what He has given me and He gave me the
most special thing on this earth besides my family and that's you." Brian
answered proudly.  Justin was touched by Brian's statement.  "You're my
baby too!" Justin said, trying not to get mushy with Brian.  "Well then
would you mind if I sucked your pacifier?" Brian joked.  "Oh, you're such a
pervert!" Justin shouted and pushed Brian back.  Brian shrugged and looked
over the rest of his papers.  Justin bobbed his head to the music that
filled the room.

	I bought a ticket to the world
	But now I've come back again
	Why do I find it hard to write the next line
	Oh I want the truth to be said

		"Are you guys copycats or what?  We already did 'True'."
Brian commented while shifting to the next page of his papers.  "No, you
guys did 'Set Adrift On A Memory's Bliss', we did 'True' the original
version." Justin corrected him.  Brian mocked him as he listened.  "You had
some nice songs in the beginning of the tape.  I liked 'That's When I'll
Stop Loving You' and 'Fade Away'." Brian said while finally placing his
papers on the desk.
		He lifted Justin and Justin stood to help him.  "Where to
now?" Justin asked as he leaned back against the desk.  "To Never Never
Land..." Brian whispered and pushed Justin back on the desk.  Justin looked
up at Brian with worry.  "I want to make love to you before I go." Brian
said softly and ran his hand against Justin's cheek.  "No, we can't."
Justin tried to stop him.  Brian grabbed the waistband of Justin's
underwear and pulled them down slowly.  "But I want to so bad..." Brian
whispered as Justin's underwear hit his ankles.
		A tear slithered down Brian's cheek as he admired Justin's
body.  "I want to..." Brian repeated with a whisper.  Brian laid down on
Justin lightly and let Justin hug him.  "I want to too.  I really do."
Justin comforted him.  Brian laid his head on Justin's chest and let Justin
spread his legs.  "So make love to me." Justin whispered as he began to tug
on Brian's shirt.  "We can't... we can't." Brian said as he lifted his
head.  "Why?  Because the doctor said?  Brian, my body is your's.  Take
me." Justin begged.  "I can't." Brian repeated as he began to lift his
shirt.  He didn't know what was happening to either of them, but soon
Justin's hands were running over his bare chest.  "It feels right
Brian... just make love to me." Justin whimpered as his fingers grazed ovre
Brian's scar.  Brian nodded, but yet he knew it was still wrong.
"Please..." Justin begged even further as he began to unbuttoned Brian's
jeans.  "I can't..." Brian gave him the same answer as Brian's jeans fell
to his ankles.  Justin lifted his body slightly, pulling his legs up.  He
gave Brian full access to his hole with no regrets.  "No!" Brian barked and
moved away from Justin.
		He sat down in his chair and placed his head in his hands.
He stayed silent as the tears rolled from his blue eyes.  Justin let a few
tears form in his eyes and then he sat up on the desk.  He sniffled as he
pulled his Calvin Klein's up.  He moved from behind the desk and walked out
of the office.
		Justin walked to his room with sorrow.  He flicked the
lights on and then moved to the middle of the room.  'What the hell is
wrong with you Justin Timberlake?  Trying to get Brian to make love to you
to ease your fears!' Justin shouted at himself in his head.  Justin took a
seat on his bed and then laid back.  'He doesn't deserve this suffering and
temptation!' Justin blamed himself.
		Justin heard his door closed, feeling the breeze from the
door run over his body.  The lights were quickly flicked out and a body
approached him.  "Brian... what are you..." Brian quickly hushed Justin.
Brian laid ontop of Justin and Justin noticed Brian was completely naked.
"Brian..." before Justin could finished, Brian placed a finger to Justin's
lips.  "Don't say anything.  Just let me make love to you..." Brian said
with a hint of sadness in his voice.  Justin nodded and closed his eyes as
Brian drew down his underwear.
		Justin felt Brian's lips caress his as Brian lifted
Justin's legs.  Brian held onto Justin's legs as he began to enter the
unprepared hole.  Justin cried out with pain, but Brian eased up on him.
It was their first dry-fuck and Justin wasn't prepared for so much strength
from Brian's throbbing penis.  Justin whimpered as Brian continued his
effort to enter Justin.  "I love you..." Brian whispered to ease Justin's
pain.  Brian ran a hand over Justin's hair and kissed his cheek with each
attempt to enter Justin.  Justin relaxed enough for Brian to slide in
further.  Brian let out a moan as he entered Justin's body.  Justin
clenched onto the sheets of his bed as Brian began to hump him.  Brian's
cock eased in and out of Justin with gentleness.  "I loe you..." Brian
whispered again before kissing Justin.  Justin held Brian's lips onto his
own as they kissed.  Justin's hands let go of the sheets and placed them
onto Brian's back.  Brian released Justin's lips and panted heavily.  "Oh
Justin.. I'm going to miss you..." Brian whimpered as he moved faster in
Justin.  Justin still couldnt' find any words to express his love, just
screams of passion.
		Brian used all of his weight to roll Justin on top of him.
Brian laid back and gasped Justin's hips.  He moved Justin up and down on
his cock as Justin laid on his chest.  Justin began to kiss Brian's nipples
and then ran his hand over Brian's scar.  He moved his lips to Brian's left
shoulder and kissed Brian's tattoo as he held in his moans.  "Please... oh
baby please... please tell me you love me... uh Justin, please..." Brian
pleaded with moans.  Justin heaved with weariness.  "I do... I do love
you..." Justin whispered as Brian got closer to cumming.  "Brian... hmmm,
Brian... I love you so much..." Justin's voice rose and fell with the
intensity fo their love making.  Brian couldn't say anymore words as he
came inside of Justin's ass.  Justin savored the feel of Brian's warm cum
as Brian breathed heavily.
		Brian gasped as he tried to recover slowly from his orgasm.
"You mean the world." Brian whispered as he hugged Justin.  He slipped out
of Justin, but still kept hugging him.  "You didn't have to..." Justin said
softly as he lifted his head.  "I wanted to.  I needed to make love to you
before I left." Brian responded.  Justin nodded.  "And now I need to piss
before I go." Brian giggled, spoiling their romantic moment.  Justin sighed
and rolled off of Brian.  "Go take a shower so we can get ready to leave
for the airport." Brian called to him as he ran out of Justin's room.
		Justin stood from the bed and followed Brian into the
bathroom.  He turned on the shower water and stepped in as Brian used the
restroom.  "I called Lance while you were sleep and he said he'll give you
a ride back from the airport." Brian commented to Justin as Justin washed
up.  "Okay!" Justin called from the shower, trying to yell over the loud
streams.
		In an hour, Brian and Justin were standing in the airport
with the rest of the guys from the Backstreet Boys and Lance.  "I hope you
guys have fun away." Lance sighed as he looked at all of them.  "Don't have
too much fun without us!" Kevin laughed.  "I won't.  I'll be too busy in
the studio and at home trying to get ready to leave again." Lance
responded.  "Well, at least you don't have me to hold you up." Nick sighed.
"You never held me up Nick, trust me." Lance smiled at him.  Nick looked
over towards Brian and Justin.  Lance could feel the jealousy burning
within Nick.
		Brian and Justin sat in a corner of the gate terminal,
trying to spend their last minutes alone.  "I hate goodbye's like these."
Brian whispered.  "I do too.  It's too sad." Justin agreed.  "At least you
know I'm coming back." Brian assured him.  Justin was happy that the
airport was empty so that he and Brian could show their feelings for each
other openly.  "Call me tomorrow." Brian reminded him, trying to lighten
the mood.  "I promise." Justin replied.  "Brian!  We've gotta go!"
A.J. yelled to him.  Brian stood and then Justin followed.  "Come here."
Brian waved.  Justin walked to him and gave him a hug.  Brian held the hug,
trying to delay his departing.  "Stay away from Nick, will you?" Justin
asked.  "I'll try to end this while I'm away." Brian responded.  "Why does
it feel like we're never going to see each other again?" Justin questioned
lowly.  "Because we both know that we're going to be together in the end."
Brian answered.  "Less then two months to our wedding Justin.  I know it'll
be fine." Brian reminded him as he let go of Justin.
		They stood in a dead silence.  "Kiss me." Justin finally
asked.  Brian nodded and leaned forward.  He lightly pressed his lips to
Justin before he felt Justin pull the kiss further.  Brian's tongue slipped
into Justin's mouth while he placed a hand behind Justin's head.  Justin
moved his lips back and forth with Brian's, parting them for Brian's
tongue.  Brian took a final run through Justin's strawberry blonde hair and
then released Justin's lips.  Justin's motuh laid open as Brian backed
away.  Brian watched as a small tear ran down Justin's cheek.  "No, don't
cry Justin." Brian begged as he wiped the tear away.  "I'm sorry, but I'm
going to miss you." Justin answered, opening his eyes.  "I'll miss you just
as much." Brian insisted.  He held Justin's hand and then picked up his
backpack with the other.
		Brian and Justin walked hand-in-hand to the boarding gates.
Brian handed the flight attendant his ticket.  Brian waved to Lance and
smiled before grabbing his ticket back.  He looked at Justin and saw
another tear run down his face.  "Justin, I'm not going anywhere if you
cry." Brian pouted.  "Then maybe I should cry harder." Justin chuckeled.
"No, don't cry at all." Brian disagreed.  He kissed Justin again lightly on
the lips and let go of Justin's hand, except for Justin's pinky.  Justin
laughed lightly as he realized what Brian was going.  "Just like the first
time we said goodbye..." Brian whispered.  Justin nodded as Brian released
his finger.  Brian kissed his pinky and then pressed it to Justin's lips.
"I love you babe." Brian said and turned to walk to the plane.  "Have fun,"
Justin whispered as Brian walked to the plane.  "I love you..." Justin
whispered and turned his back from the gates.

				TO BE CONTINUED...

*** At last, I'm done for awhile!!!  Yeah!!!  Okay, this is the biggest
favor I have to ask of all the readers: Do not send me e-mail anymore
asking when the next story will be done.  I realize sometimes it takes me
awhile to finish, but that's supposed to be understandable.  I can't just
throw together a story and make it bad!  So understand that.  I realize
it's hard to wait, but it's always worth it!  Trust me.  So please, no more
of those e-mails.  Also, I have finished lyrics to MY Backstreet Boys
'Millennium' CD and MY N Sync 'Another Step' CD.  So send in your requests!
Still looking for that artist by the way.  Also, please go get the BSB new
album because it's well worth it.  Brought me to tears, so I know it'll
have some of you guys and girls bawlin' for days!!!  See ya... ***

** On a special note: I do realize that I have alot of readers.  I get
enough mail to know that.  And some readers don't even write me.  What I
also realize is my story must be popular enough to be copied!  And I hate
that!  I don't think of myself as the worlds best author, but I do think I
am an improving author who has captured a sense of love.  So I am no longer
asking, I am telling people, do not copy my series.  DO NOT STEAL FROM MY
HARD WORK!!!  It's not right at all.  The few that have already know who
they are and I have contacted you about it.  Some people may not believe
this, but I read alot of the stories that come through the 'Boy Band'
section, so I'm bound to catch you if you do.  Please, don't copy anyone's
work.  It's stupid and pointless.  It's not going to make readers like your
material, because they come back and tell us, the original authors.  I
would not be a great author if I had copied my inspiration, 'Bad Boy
B-Rok'.  You have to create your own great series.  I'm the original writer
who placed the BSB and 'N Sync in stories, so I would appreciate if you got
something new.  That's all I have to say on the subject... **