Date: Sun, 21 Feb 1999 12:50:58 PST
From: keith lowell <keithlowell@hotmail.com>
Subject: Brian and Keith

I am writing a story for the very first time. This story is a pure
fantasy that I have created in my head. I have portrayed myself as a
fictional character in this story. It is going to be about Brian
Littrell of the Backstreet Boys. This story does not imply anything
about the sexuality to any of its characters. All comments and
suggestions are welcome and greatly appreciated. Please write to
keithlowell@hotmail.com

Enjoy!!!

I was waiting for my knight in shining armour to show up tonight. The
corner that I had chosen was towards the upper side of town. I have been
waiting at this corner for the last couple of days and had pretty good
luck so far. As I walked up and down the street, I was thinking about
how I had ended up on the streets in the first place.

My name is Keith Lowell. I am 19 years old. I have been on the streets
for about 3 months now, and I totally hate it. I desperately want to get
off the streets, but I do not have the courage to do so alone. I came
from a very wealthy and well respected family in the diplomatic core. My
father is the current U.S. Ambassador to Turkey. In the past, he has
been the ambassador to countries such as Pakistan, India, Greece and
Kenya. I was born in Pakistan and lived there till I was 15 with my
family.

My trouble with my family began when we arrived back in the U.S. from
Kenya. I had not come out to any of my family members, but I had
suspected that my mother knew. On my 19th birthday, my family had
planned a big party for me. They had invited all my extended family to
the gala. Many of these people, I had never met for one reason or
another. Anyway, on the day of my birthday, I decided to come out to my
family. BIG MISTAKE. To cut a long story short, I was practically thrown
out of my house by my father while my mother just wept. My older
siblings were shocked but understood.

So, that was about 3 months ago, and since then I have been a street
hustler looking for the love that I missed from my family. I later found
out from my sister that my father had forbade anyone in my family to
help me financially. But, my sister and brother did help me get an
apartment and furniture and basically set me up with what is going to be
my life from now on. They regularly deposit money in my account, but I
really need the love that only a family can provide.

Just as I was pondering these thoughts, I heard a screeching sound and
saw a black limo come to a stop in front of the street corner. The front
window rolled down and the driver asked me to get in. This was a pretty
standard practice. Usually the celebrity sat in the back while he
checked out the hustler. If he wanted to go further, then he would
reveal himself.

As I got into the front seat, I felt a pair of eyes on my through the
division behind me. I wondered who this celebrity was and where we were
headed. The driver engaged me in a conversation and then suddenly there
was a buzzer sound and the driver stopped the limo. He told me that I
should get in the back. I hopped excitedly into the back to meet this
mysterious celebrity.

As I sat down across from this guy, I noticed the strong odor of alcohol
in the air. I worried about what I had gotten myself into. I went into
celebrity shock when I looked up from the floor. This mysterious
celebrity was none other than my idol, Brian Littrell of the Backstreet
Boys. I just sat there with my mouth open in shock. I had always
fantasized about Brian, ever since I got their first CD and listened to
their songs. He looked up and took a sip of the beer that he was
drinking.

"Hi," I said shyly.

Brian replied with a grunt and kept drinking his beer. After he was
finished, he threw the bottle on the floor where it joined three others
already there.

"So, how much do you charge for the night?" He asked.

"One hundred," I replied looking straight into his gorgeous blue eyes.

"And for the week?" He asked in the same tone as before.

"Seven hundred," I said finally looking away from his eyes.

"Okay, then I'm renting you for the week till next Sunday afternoon." He
said as he took out his wallet.

I stopped him and said that payment is due at the end of the week. I
know that it is a risky policy, but I find that it had worked well up
till then. He cracked a smile at that and I fell in love at that
instant. His beautiful smile put me in a trance. I had already been
infatuated with this god, but now seeing him in person was the fact that
clinched it for me. I was gone beyond any help. I was brought out of my
trance when the limo stopped in front of the hotel.

Brian staggered a bit as we got out of the limo. I held on to him to
prevent him from falling down and helped him in onto the elevator. Once
we reached the fourth floor, Brian led me to room number 406. He was
hardly in shape to deal with the key card, so I took over that task. I
guess that we were making noise in the hall, because I heard doors open.
As I looked up to see who was there, I was surrounded by the rest of the
members of the Backstreet Boys. I sat there staring in shock looking
from one face to another. They all glanced down to where Brian was
sitting and giggling out of control.

Kevin was the first one to speak. "What is going on here?" He asked with
a concerned look on his face.

"Isn't it obvious, Kev, Bri has picked up another street hustler,"
replied Nick.

I looked at Nick with shock in my face. I didn't know whether it was
from him calling me a hooker or the realization that Brian had done this
before.

"Well! who are you?" A.J. asked bringing me out of my shocked state.

"Hello, my name is Keith Lowell. I was just rented by Mr. Littrell here
for the week ending this Sunday afternoon." I said.

"Rented! you make it sound like you are a piece of furniture." Howie
said.

"Well! that was Mr. Littrell's word, not the one I would have chosen
though," I replied looking down.

"Hah!" exclaimed Nick.

"Nick," shouted Kevin and looked sternly in Nick's direction. That got
Nick to shut up and just stand there.

"I think we should get Brian inside and then just everyone get some
sleep," A.J. said.

"A.J.'s right, we can talk tomorrow morning," Kevin added.

I turned and opened the door and knelt down to help Brian up. By now,
Brian was almost out of it. I got him to stand up and led him inside the
room. When I got him to the bed, Brian just collapsed on top of the bed
and soon fell fast asleep.

"I guess you won't be getting any action tonight," Nick said looking
straight at me. "If you want, you can join me in my room, and I will
definitely satisfy your needs," he added. I just turned and looked at
him shocked that he would suggest such a thing. He must have noticed my
expression because he said,"Oh! don't look that shocked, it won't be the
first time."

"Nick, you are such an asshole," A.J. said.

I just looked at them and motioned that we can continue this
conversation outside in the hall. I don't know why i suggested that
because we could have music blaring right next to Brian and still that
would not awaken him.

"That's a very good idea," Kevin said leading everyone out into the
hall.

I got Brian comfortable in the bed and then took a deep breath and
headed outside. When I got out in the hall, I didn't see anyone.

"We're in here," Kevin yelled from two rooms down.

I saw an open door with light coming out of it. I gradually walked up
and took a deep breath and entered the room. I had all eyes on me, so I
just grabbed the chair that they had set out for me. They all sat
directly across from me in a straight line. It looked like a bad
interrogation scene from a movie. For about a minute they just looked at
me from top to bottom.

Kevin was the first one that spoke up. "Why don't you start with telling
us how you ended up here," he said.

I told them the whole story while looking down towards the floor. They
listened intently to every word that I spoke.

"Okay, now that we know the story, how are we going to resolve this
ridiculous situation," Nick said.

"Look, I have not accepted any money from Mr. Littrell. I just wanted to
make sure that he got to his hotel okay and then I am pretty sure that
Mr. Littrell will kick me out tomorrow morning himself once he realizes
what he has done." I blurted out as a couple of tears ran down my
cheeks.

"Well! that will be up to Brian to decide," A.J. said.

I looked at him with a smile on my face and wiped away the tears.

"So, why don't you tell us about yourself because knowing my cousin, you
will be with us till Sunday afternoon," Kevin said with a smile.

I started to tell them about my family, my travels, and how I ended up
on the streets. When I finished the story, I had tears running down my
cheeks. They all sat there with sad looks on their faces.

"Wow!" Howie spoke up breaking the awkward silence.

"Ditto!" exclaimed A.J.

Even Nick had a look of surprise on his face. I noticed this and just
smiled to him. He half-smiled back and shifted in his seat.

"So, you see Mr. Carter, I am not a typical hooker that you seem to
think I am. I just turn to the streets looking for the love that I
miss." I said to looking directly at Nick.  I continued to address the
group by saying, "You see since I traveled a lot, there was never a
chance for me to make any friends. So once I lost my family, I had no
where else to turn."

By now everyone in the room had tears forming in their eyes. A.J. and
Kevin seemed to be the most effected by my life story. Just as everyone
was sitting there absorbing the story, Brian walked into the room.

"Hey Dude! I am not paying you a hundred bucks a night to sit here and
talk to the guys. I expect certain rewards for my money," Brian said.

"Yes sir, I'll be right there," I said as I got up and left the room to
return to Brian's room.

All the guys, including Nick, looked at Brian with anger in their faces.

"What?" Brian said.

"Brian, we need to talk tomorrow morning," Kevin said.

"Yeah, okay, Kev, I'll see you all in here for breakfast," Brian said as
he left the room.

"Wow!" Howie exclaimed again.

"Wow is right D.," Nick said.

Everyone looked at him like he would be the last person to say something
like that.

"What?" Nick yelled, "you know I always speak before thinking, I'll
apologize to Keith in the morning." Everyone smiled at him realizing
that Nick was finally starting to grow up. He smiled back at all of them
seeming to know what they were thinking.

"Okay, guys time to hit the sack," Kevin said. Everyone, except Kevin,
walked out and went into their own rooms thinking that they were not
going to get much sleep tonight.

I was sitting on the floor next to the bed when Brian walked in. He
immediately started to strip off his clothes. He took out a condom from
his wallet and placed it on the bedside table. Then he flopped down on
the bed stroking his cock looking at me expectantly. I got up from the
floor and turned around. His beauty stuck me out of nowhere. I was
standing there motionless when I felt him kick my leg.

"Hey! I'm not here to have you zonk out on me, get with it," he said
irritated.

I quickly took off my clothes and got on the bed. I took over stroking
his cock. His cock was absolutely gorgeous as was the rest of him. I
started to suck his cock while he laid back. These last three months
have taught me something about cock sucking. I used all the techniques
that I had learned on him and pretty soon I could tell that he was
getting close. He stopped me and grabbed me and turned me around on my
back on the bed. He reached for the condom and put it on his monstrous
cock. I got a little scared and nervous because i was still a virgin in
the anal department. I had always just used my oral techniques to get
people off and always refused the anal sex. I was waiting and saving
that for the guy that I fell in love with. Since, that had already
happened, I decided it was time and I didn't object.

While I was thinking this, Brian positioned my legs on top of his
shoulders and positioned the head of his cock at the entrance of my
hole. He lubed up his cock and put a couple of drops in my hole. He
pressed at the entrance with his cock. It felt like sheer pain. There
was so much pain that I started to cry. I picked up a pillow and put it
on top of my head. Since Brian's eyes were closed, he could not see how
much pain he was causing me. Brian got all of his cock into my hole. I
was by now in so much pain that I dreaded his fucking me.

"Geez, you're tight," Brian said.

He started moving his cock in and out of my hole. I was in a lot of pain
now and started balling underneath the pillow. Pretty soon Brian had
crossed the point of no return. He erupted inside my ass while grunting
all the time.

He fell on top of me and just went to sleep. After a while, when I could
handle it, I pushed him off me and took his cock out. I flinched in pain
as his cock retreated from my hole. I asked myself what had I gotten
myself into. I put him in bed and covered him up. He looked so angelic
when he was sleeping.

I kissed his forehead and said, "Good night and sweet dreams my love."
He stirred a little bit in his sleep but soon returned to his peaceful
slumber.

"I love you," I whispered to him while I got off the bed.

I went into the bathroom and cleaned myself up. Then, I made my bed on
the floor next to the bed. I drifted off to sleep dreaming about my
knight in shining armour.

....to be continued......