Date: Sun, 25 Apr 2004 17:27:39 -0300
From: Juston Drew McCance <j_mccance81@hotmail.com>
Subject: Brian's First Love ~ Chapter One

BRIAN'S FIRST LOVE ~
Chapter One:


LEGAL DISCLAIMERS:

If you are under 18 or not of legal age in your country, please don't read
on.   If you couldn't accept themes in the likes of homosexuality, please
don't read on.  This is a story concerning gay males having intimate
relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and
contents.  BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others.

Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL.  Or it's not true!!!!  Even if
this story involved Backstreet Boys, all that happens here is fictional.
Again, it's not true.  I don't know anything about their sexuality, if
they're gay (but I do have my speculations) or not but I wrote this of
freedom of speech and my love for these guys. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! But
don't we all hope that it's at least true. Hehehehe.

AUTHOR'S NOTES:
Hey guys and gals;
Hi everyone!  This is the first chapter of BRIAN'S FIRST LOVE. Well, this is
a story that involves the guys of Backstreet Boys.  I hope that you like
this first installment.
A bunch of apologies for the typographical and grammatical errors found.  I
finally realized that I hate prepositions I'm having a hard time using them!
  But, I would like to hear some feed back or even suggestions as to what
you think or even what you would like to see in the next chapter of BRIAN'S
FIRST LOVE. Contact me at  McCance1@hotmail.com
Thanks a lot,
Juston

Kyle's Point of View:

It has been over a year since I've actually had someone in my love life,
which is in the form of a half decent relationship.  At least that was until
I met him, the man that completely changed my life forever.   It was my
final year at Julliard's School of Dance in New York City; when I received
an unexcepted phone call from one of my teachers, a Mrs. Melanie Gibbs.

	"Hello..."

	"Good afternoon Kyle, how are you doing today?"

	"Oh good afternoon Mrs. Gibbs; I am doing just fine. To what do I owe the
pleasure of this call?"

	"Well Kyle, I was wondering if you could possibly come over to my office
for a meeting this afternoon at around 3:30 p.m.!"

	"Yeah, I certainly can be there for 3:30.  What type of meeting is it, just
so I know how to dress for it."

	"Great, ummm...I guess you could just dress casually for the meeting.  I'm
going to be introducing you to a friend of mine from the entertainment
industry and her associates."

	"Okay, but why do they want to meet me, I'm not that good of a dancer!"

	"But, I bag to differ with you on that subject, because you've gone and
proved yourself time and time again.  No matter what you are faced with,
every time that you go out on the stage and dance, it just so happens that
they caught your performance that you gave last month, and they would like
to meet you."

	"Okay, then I guess that I'll be at your office for 3:30. See you soon,
bye!"

	"Alright Kyle, 	I'll be seeing you at 3:30. Bye!!!"

After I hung-up from talking with Mrs. Gibbs, I began to go through my
things to see if there was something that was at least half decent looking
for me to wear for the meeting.  I found a white t-shirt, and a nicely knit
sweater that had a quarter length zipper in it; turning towards my closet I
found a pair a beige cargo pants.

Once I made sure that I had everything for me together that I was going to
wear for the meeting, I made my way to the bathroom for a really quick
shower and a shave.  After doing all of that I went back into my room to get
dressed, once that was done I grabbed my wallet, and my keys and headed over
to Mrs. Gibbs office.  Once I got to the floor that her office was located
on, I saw her walking out the door with what seemed to be a note that was
addressed to me.  It was at that moment that I decided to make myself known
to Mrs. Gibbs.

	"Hello, Mrs. Gibbs!"  (I stood there and watched as she jumped clear out of
her skin.) LOL...

	"Oh heavens me, you scared me half to death Kyle, don't ever do that again
do you hear me you little scaly wag."

	"Well since you are here there is no need for me to leave this note telling
you to head down to the conference room cause the meeting was moved to that
location instead."

	"Okay that is not a problem, though because it would have been a little
cramped in your office any way for the meeting."

	"Okay, okay I get the point Kyle, now let's get going before they send out
a search party."

	The two of us walked down the hallway until we reached the conference room
where the meeting was going to be taking place, as we both walked through
the doors of the conference room, one of the three people in the room
immediately stood up and came towards us, she pulled Mrs. Gibbs into a huge,
smiling the entire time.  Well they were doing that, I became very nervous
about this meeting, considering the fact that; I have never met any of these
people before in my life until not at least.

	"Hello Fatimina, how are you doing after all these years?  Are you still
putting those boys through their paces?"

	"I am doing well, Melanie and yes I am still putting the boys through their
paces.  Actually we are here in the city for a couple of shows and what not
before moving on to our next stop.  Please tell me that this is not the
fabulous student that you have told me about; Mr. Kyle Williams, the one
that I am always hearing you praise so much about is it!"

	"Why yes it is actually, Kyle Williams I would like to introduce to you
Miss Fatimina Robinson, Head Chorographer; Mr. Gregory Michaels, Tour
Manager and last but not least Mr. Charles Anderson, PR Manager.  They are
all with the Record Label known as the Firm."

	I shook everyone's hand that I had just been introduced to and then we all
took our seats, so that we could get the meeting started.

	"Can I say something, before we get started? That is if nobody really
minds, do they."

	"No Mr. Williams, we don't mind. What is it that you have on your mind?"
said Mr. Anderson from the Record Label.

	"Well what I would like to know is why I am here for the meeting?"

	"May I call you Kyle or would you prefer to be called Mr. Williams?" said
Fatimina

	"Kyle is fine Fatimina.  Why do you ask?"

	"Cause the reason that I asked is because you are a very talented young
man, who can actually go places if he wishes to do so.  And the main reason
that we are here is to offer you the opportunity of a life time to become a
dancer for the group known around the world as the Backstreet Boys."said Mr.
Michaels the groups tour manager.

	"What do you mean?"

	"Well Kyle it seems that you are a very talented young man who can easily
go places in this business, and we would like to offer a job as a Backstreet
Boys dancer.  So what do you say to that?" replied Fatimina

	"I think I'll say; how much does it pay?  But, either way I'll do it
considering the fact that I love the guys' music."

	"Good, because there is something else that you may want to know about and
that is this, you can come out now guys."Fatimina said loudly so that it
could be heard echoing off the walls.

	I looked over towards the mirror saw a door open and filing out of it where
the five guys that I would working for; that is if I took the job.  There
was one of the guys' that seemed to be really shy and kind of reserve from
the rest of the group.  I knew each of them by name, cause I have been a big
fan their's for as long as I can remember.  They all came over and
introduced themselves one at a time and when Brian came and shook my hand it
like as if we both received a jolt of electricity from each other.   I
smiled at him and he smiled back; we both said sorry at the sametime like as
if we were thinking on the same wave length; the room broke out in laughter
and by that point so had both Brian and myself started to laugh at what had
just happened between us.

	Once the introductions and everything else had been completed between the
guys and myself, we all took our seats and finished talking about various
things that concerned the tour.  After they had finished talking about the
things that they where going to be doing on the tour; they all truned
towards me, like as if they where waiting for some kind of answer as to
wether or not I was going to take the job as one of there dancers. I was not
sure as to what they where waiting for, but that was when Fatima gave them
the answer that they where looking for.  I could see that they where
relieved that I was going to be working with them.  Fatima gave me a copy of
the schedule so that I knew that there was going to be a practice tomorrow
morning and that I was going to have to be there cause it was only for the
daners and then later on in the day we where going to be working with the
guys for the concert tomorrow night at Madison Square Gardens.  I made a
mental note as to what time I was going to be need to get up so that I could
at the Gardens on time for morning rehersals.

"Well then I guess that everything is going to workout for th ebest then,
now that you've accepted the position with the Backstreet Boys, we need you
to sign some things making everyting legal."

I looked at the forms and one of them was stating that if I went to the
media and repeated anything that I had seen while I was under contract with
Backstreet Boys then I could easily be sued for every penney that I owned
and possibly even more.  I quickly made the decision that I would dance for
the Backstreet Boys, I signed the contract and othe remainder of the
paperwork and handed it back over to Mr. Anderson, who would make sure that
the paperwork was sent back to the office to filed properly and so that I
could get paid.

As I was sitting there talking with Fatimina about what was going on in the
range of rehersals and what I would need to bring with me so that I could
find a premeant residence in Orlando, Fl.  She told me that I did not have
to worry about it to much cause I could have my things sent for once I had
found a place of my own and they would be sent to me curticy of the company.
  I was getting hungry and I knew that if I did not get some food into me
soon, that I would pay for it later that evening.  "I sorry but, I need to
go and get something to eat; so if you'll excuse me I'll be on my way to get
some dinner.  What time do you need me at the rehersals tomorrow?"

"Ummm...actually Kyle they are going to be at Madison Square Garden's and
rehersal is going to be at 5:30 am, cause this way I can work with you for a
little bit before the other arrive for group rehersal for the dancers and
then rehersal with the guys, I believe that if I'm not mistaken you are
going to be pairing off with Brian; considering that he is the only one at
the moment without a partner through out the show."

I looked over in Brian's direction and could tell that he was more than
delighted with the fact that he and I were going to be working together.   I
began to wonder if he was gay or not, I was really hoping and praying that
he was cause god knows that I've had the biggest crush on him since the
group started and I've always wanted to meet him in person.

"Alright Fatimina I'll see you tomorrow morning at 5:30 am sharpe at Madison
Sqaure Gardens for rehersals."  I turned and left the conference room and
decided that I needed to go get myself something to eat as I was trying to
figure out where I was going to go and eat, I felt someone come up behind me
and put there hand on my shoulder.   I turned around and looked into the
eyes of Brian and saw the rest of the guys standing there behind him.

"What's up guys?"

"Well Kyle, we were wondering if you would like to join us for lunch and
possibly even dinner?  This way we all have a chance to get to know you
better on a more personal level and so that we can all become go friends,
how does that sound to you."

"Sure I'd love to join you guys, just let me go and drop pff my stuff in my
room and I'll be right back.  Brian would you like to come with me; that is
if you want to come with, but if you don't then that is fine as well."  I
turned and began my journey to my bachelor pad over in the residence
building that I live in, when I felt someone come up to me and grab me.  I
looked to my left and saw that it was Brian; I then looked behind and saw
that the other guys where heading towards the limo that they came here in.
I turned towards Brian and smiled my thousand watt smile at him.  He
returned it with more respect, care and understanding than I have ever seen
when I saw him smile I could have cummed in my jeans, I was already getting
hard from just standing next to him and I took notice of the nice bulg that
was nicely placed in his jeans.

"So, Kyle where are you from?"

"Well I was born in Charlestown, North Carolina, my family still lives
there, but with my father gone, it has just been my mother , brother and
sister along with my grandparents and any remaining relatives."

"So, your father died or did he leave the family?"

"He died four years ago from a heartattack, so my brother Jeffery and my
sister Amanda have been there to help our mom with anything she needs help
with."

"I see I am very sorry to hear that.  How old are your brother and sister?"

"My brother just turned 25 and he is also completing his University degree
in Business/Managemet at the University of North Carolina.  My sister is
still in High school and she turned 17, I can say this though she is a big
fan of your guys and she also has all of your cd's.  But she is not the only
one who is a fan of the group so am I, and I have everyone of your cd's and
every poster on my walls."

We reached where my bachelor was located and we proceed upto my place, when
we got there.  Brian looked at me like as if I had ten heads, once we
reached my place, cause he knew I was right about being a fan of the group
but what he did not know what that I was also a fan of his in every way
shape and form.  I showed Brian my place and he was very impressed with how
I was living, I excussed myself and left go grab a shower and to change into
something a little more approperiate.

I walked around Kyles place and I found his bedroom and I found that he was
more than a fan of ours he was also a gay fan and had a crush on me as much
as I had a crush on him, I had a major hard on from being around him the
hole time and could not take anymore.  I was going to kiss Kyle tonite even
if it killed me, I was hoping that he isn't straight at all.

I ermerged from the bathroom and walked into my room to get dressed, when I
found Brian sitting on my bed.  He wore a smile that was making me melt like
butter.  He stood up and coming towards me, I was not sure what to do, here
was this hot stud that I have been freaming about for a long time and here
he is in my bedroom coming at me. I stood still as he wrapped his arms
around me and pulled me into a kiss.

We pulled apart and looked into each others eyes and when I looked back all
I saw was passion, love and a kind, caring and romantic person, that was
inlove with me.  I always thought that he was straight but I guess I was
proven wrong , he was gay and he was into me very much so.

Is this what I was hoping for in a relationship, was Brian the one for me in
everyway possible.  I hoped that is what I was looking for cause I did not
want for this to end in any way at all.  Brain stayed while I got dressed
and we left to join the guys for lunch and even dinner.

To Be Continued ...

I would greatly appreciate anyone's thoughts or ideas as to how I could
improve the stories that are going to be apart of this series.

JDMcCance

Love yah