Date: Thu, 5 Apr 2001 16:30:23 -0700 (PDT)
From: John D <zachstack@yahoo.com>
Subject: BSB Hearts Assunder Part 4

Previously........

"Hi,  Nick."  He took Scott's hand and noticed the
strong manly shake of the older brother.  "No problem,
it was my fault.  I was kinda on something then."  He
smiled sweetly at the tightly muscled Scott.

"Well let's go.  Melody doesn't like to wait."

[Flashback ends]
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Back to the BSB's private hotel room....

"Hey, I always told you that I will be here for you
didn't I?"  Brian took a deep breath and uttered the
words he never thought he ever would in his life.
"I'll help you find him."

"Really?"  Nick raised his head slowly.

"Uh-hmmm."  Brian couldn't help but smile at his
former first play lover.

Nick threw his arms around Brian thanking him with all
his heart.

'Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into.'  Brian
sighed to himself reassuringly patting Nick's back.
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End of Part 3

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**Disclaimers:  This is merely a work of fiction and
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BSB Hearts Assunder Part 4
Acceleration

[Flashback]

"So what you wanna watch?"  Brandon jarred Nick back
to reality.

"huh? Wha..? Oh it doesn't matter.  Say we're not
going in with Scott and Melody?"  Nick took another
glance at the blue collar hunk once more.

"Nah, all they do is smooch anyways.  Nothing I wanna
hear ever again."  Brandon laughed.  "How 'bout The
Mummy?  I heard that movie kicks ass."

"Cool"  Nick answered half mindedly still trying to
steal a glance at the older brother and his
girlfriend.

[Flashback ends]
***************************************************
Back at the hotel...

"Let's see, how bout if we check out where Scott used
to work?  Maybe he still works there huh? Ever thought
of that?"  Brian smiled at Nick as he pulled the
larger man on his lap still wrapped in his strong
arms.

"Y-you think so?"  Nick started to brighten up a bit.
Brian could see that there was now hope sparkling back
in his pale blue eyes and not just the pool of gushing
tears.

"Yeah, in fact, if you just relax I'll even take care
of it myself.  You're exhausted babe."  Brian gently
moved some of Nick's sweat and tear soaked bangs away
from his forehead and eyes.  "Take a nap for a while
and I'll go make some phone calls and we'll see what
happens tomorrow. Ok?"  Brian planted a soft kiss on
Nick's cheek, calming the boy down even more.

"ok"  Nick sighed between dying sobs.   "Wh-why you
doing this for me Bri?  You never liked Brandon."
Nick's forehead broke into curious creases.

"'Cause I love you and I don't like to see you
suffering like this."  Brian lovingly smiled at Nick
but continued to himself. 'And I have done you such
a tremendous wrong.  I knew you loved him buy I got
jealous.' "I promise I'll do what I can to see you two
together again if possible."

It wasn't long after that when Brian was tucking Nick
into bed.  Long ago, before Leigh Ann, Brian would be
joining Nick right now.  Ah, how he loved Nick.  If
only he could have both Leigh Ann and Nick.  Then it
would truly be bliss.
****************************************
Minutes later...

"I overheard some of your conversation in there with
Nick, Bri."  Kevin said softly trying not to wake
Nick.

"Yeah.  Crazy, isn't it?"  Brian walked to the fridge
to get something to drink.  "You want one?"

"No, not crazy."  Kevin smiled approvingly at his
cousin.

"Don't you say it Kev."  Brian made a mock threatening
face at his cousin.

"What?  So I think it's cute."  Kevin flashed Brian a
toothy grin.  "But seriously, I think it's really
awesome and big of you to do.  Even though I still
think that you should've done this a year ago
instead."

"Yeah...I know."  Brian looked into his cousin's eyes
knowing that he had done one of the worst
things anyone could do to another.  "I-I just got
jealous of Brandon, Kev.  I don't know what came over
me.  It was like when I saw them two together I
freaked!  And the more time Nick spent with Brandon
the more angry I became."  The words that Brian had
held on to for so long finally burst out of him in a
flow of raging emotion.

"I know, Bri.  I know."  Kevin reassuringly threw his
arm around his cousin's shoulder giving him a
brotherly squeeze.  "You loved Nick, it was just hard
for you to see him with another.  Only natural.  It
just wasn't a good justifiable thing to do.  But to
err is human.  Now let's make it up to our little
Nicky alright?  I think he deserves someone who really
loves him.  If we learned something from the whole
'Manduh' ordeal, it's that."
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[Flashback]

"So what'd you think of the movie, man?"  Brandon
asked Nick over his tray of food court meal.

"It was awesome!"  Nick laughed unable to contain his
enthusiasm at getting to see a movie as a regular
person for the first time in ages.

Brandon noticed Nick's extreme enjoyment for the show,
not really sure what to make of it, Brandon set the
thought aside and finally decided that either Nick was
really famous or he just didn't get out much.  He was
thinking that it was the latter.  "You wanna go to a
club or something?  There's a dance club not too far
from here and I can get us in.  I know the bouncer."

"Hell yeah!  I mean, sure why not."  Nick blushed
noticing that he was practically drooling with
excitement.
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Moments later...

"Hey, Buzz.  Wassup?"  Brandon slapped the big bouncer
on the shoulder, slipping a 50 into the big bulky
man's mitts at the same time.

"Not much. But be careful this time.  One of the guys
almost caught you last time.  He with you?"  The big
man nodded at Nick who was nervously fidgetting behind
Brandon.

"Yeah, don't worry about him.  He's a cool kid."
Leaning into the big man, "And between you and me, I
think he needs to get into a place like this.  Kid
doesn't seem to get out much."

"ah, one of those huh?"  And to Nick, "Well, I'm Buzz
right this way."

"See told ya I'd get us in. Come on, this place kicks
ass!"  Brandon hurried Nick onto the floor and it
didn't take long before they were part of the
collective of the gyrating, grinding, and swaying
body of sweating bodies.

"Aw man this is awesome!"  Nick panted soaked in sweat
after dancing an hour of nonstop variety of partners
male and female.  "Thanks for taking me with you, I
really needed this."

"No problem man.  I told ya you'd have fun with us."
Checking the time.  "Speaking of us, we need to meet
up with Scott and Melody.  They should be done by
now."

"Aw already?"  Nick whined involuntarily like a kid
having a new fun toy taken away.  "Alright.  Sure was
fun though."

"Hey aren't you...?"  A woman stranger came up to Nick
when she was interrupted by Brandon who grabbed Nick b
the arm.

"Yeah, he's with me.  Hands off."  Brandon snapped at
the woman before pulling Nick off towards the back
exit.

Until that sudden moment, Nick hadn't noticed how
close Brandon really was to him.  They had clicked
like clockwork from what seemed to be from the
beginning.  True, Nick thought, he had checked out
Scott earlier, but now having Brandon's arm around his
shoulders, Nick realized that this was the better
brother after all.

"Sorry 'bout that."  Brandon released Nick as they
entered the back alley.  "Some of the people in there
are really weird, didn't want to take the risk of
losing you in there.  You alright man?"  Brandon
finally realized that Nick was staring at him rather
ackwardly.  "Yo, earth to Nick!  Earth to...umph!"
Nick
planted a kiss on Brandon.

"WHAT'D YOU GO DO THAT FOR?!"  Brandon wiped his lips
frantically as though the kiss was somewhat acidic and
was burning a hole in his face.

"I...I'm sorry."  Nick gasped and ran off across the
street as fast as he could.  Barely escaping the
skreeching halts of the buzzing cars.  Nick made it
across the street and hid in disgrace cursing himself
for doing what he just did.

'Dammit!'  Brandon thought as he went after Nick.
[End of Flashback]
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A hours after their conversation in the
kitchen...

"So how you wanna do this?"  Kevin asked Brian who had
been on the computer searching for any listing on
Brandon McGill.  "I'm tired and I need some sleep.
Why don't we call tomorrow, Bri?  It's already well
past 2 in the morning!"

"Kev, I must do this.  I can't stop now.  I promised
Nick I would get them back together."  Brian rubbed
his eyes wearily.

"That's cool.  Tell me how it turns out tomorrow."
Kevin picked up his stuff and decided to move into a
separate room.
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[Flashback]

Outside the club...

"Any sign of him at all?"  Brandon asked between gasps
of air.  "I've circled the whole place and he ain't no
where in sight."

"What'd you do to make him run like that?"  Melody
asked Brandon feeling a bit annoyed already.

"Nothing, I swear.  We were just leaving the bar when
he said something about talking to me later and ran
off into the night."  Brandon lied hard as he could.
But Scott easily took notice in the change of his
tone.

"Well that settles it then.  The boy went home without
us.  Let's drive around here a couple of times and if
we don't find him, we'll leave he obviously doesn't
want to be found."
*****************************************
Moments after the three made it to Scott's car...

"Hello, Brian?  I need a ride home."  Nick cried on
the phone.

"Nick, where are you?  What happened?"  Brian paused
long enough for Nick to utter some tear filled words.
"Stay right there, I'll be right over."

[Flashback ends]
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Part 4 Ends