Date: Sat, 13 Oct 2001 15:51:07 -0400
From: zmartin24 <zmartin24@hotmail.com>
Subject: Change For The Better, Part 4

A Change For The Better, Part 4

This story is intended for adult readers. If you cannot read this story
because you are under the age of 18- 21, or not allowed because of
country/state/local laws please visit another website. This story also
contains a fictional plot between a fictional character and Brian
Littrell. This story does not however intend to imply anything about the
true sexuality or personal knowledge about the private life of any
celebrity (or other person) mentioned in this story. Also, if you are
expecting sex right away, find another story. This one is hopefully going
to have a plot and long-term relationship.

Now that the legal stuff is done with, lets get started!

	I arose in the morning to the light of the sunrise shining through
my window. Slowly and quietly I squirmed out of bed as not to awake
Brian. Standing in front of the window looking at the sunrise I reflected
on the past month. "I can't believe it." I said to myself. "Believe what
hun?" Brian questioned. I turned around to see Brian lying on his left side
with his head propped up on his hand looking at me with curiosity in his
beautiful eyes.  "I just find it hard to believe what all we have done for
each other, and what we are about to do today. I can't wait for 9:00 to
roll around." I replied to Brian. "Well you better believe it because I am
going to take care of the man who has so graciously taken care of me."
Brian said.

	I walked over to the bed where he was lying and pushed him onto his
back. He just made a growling noise while he plastered a smile on that
beautifully chiseled face that so many people fantasies about. Straddling
Brian's legs I leaned over to kiss him. Our lips met for the first time
that day. First of many. But the first kiss of the day when you are truly
in love is like drinking 10 pots of coffee. It just energizes you for
hours. Without the jittery feeling of course. After a few minutes of
kissing Brian pulled away and said "We'd better start getting ready If you
want to drop Midnight off at your station before we go to the airport."
"You're right." I said looking at the clock.

	I showered first, and by the time I was done and dressed Brian had
made breakfast. This was becoming habit for him. "You know you're going to
spoil me." I said to Brian. "That's the idea." he replied.  After breakfast
I told Brian to go get ready and I would clean up. While he was in the
shower I put our luggage in the back of my truck and got a couple of
Midnight's toys and put them in a bag to take to the fire station. By the
time this was done, Brian came strolling down the stairs in the outfit that
I had bought him while he was still in the hospital. "Don't you look
handsome?" I said to Brian "Yes. Yes I do." he said with his killer smile

	"Midnight!" I yelled. "Lets go boy!" I could hear his tags rattling
as he ran into the living room.  "It's time." Brian said as he motioned
toward the front door. The three of us left the house and headed toward the
driveway toward my truck. Brian rolled his window down so that Midnight
could stick his head out of the window as we drove to the station. "You're
listening to the Morning Rush Hour. Up next is N'Sync with their #1 chart
topper. POP!" said the host of the radio station that was playing on the
radio.  Brian just rolled his eyes and looked at the hills of the valley.
The foliage was beautiful this time of year.  Being fall and all.

	At the station we were greeted by Geoff, who was the attendant that
day. Midnight and him have been buds for a long time and he hopped out of
the truck to run over to him.  We all went into the station and chatted for
a little while. This was the first time that anybody I work with at the
fire dept. had seen Brian and I together. Geoff kinda gave me an awkward
look as he asked me about Brian. I just told him that Brian was a very good
friend from out of town. He seemed to be satisfied with my answer. Geoff
had asked us if we wanted breakfast. He was about to start cooking for the
morning crew that was due to be there in about fifteen minutes. I told him
that we had already eaten and that we had to be getting to the airport. We
said out good-byes and Brian and I headed for my truck once again. Midnight
tried to follow, but I made sure that he stayed inside the building.

	Airport security was kinda tight. There were at least two sheriffs
standing at the front entrance at all times. Due to the increased security
measures there were no stewards to assist us with our luggage at the curb
to the entrance, so Brian and I had to unload our luggage and he put it all
on a cart to take inside while I parked my truck in the "extended parking"
lot. When I got inside the airport Brian and I walked up to the check-in
counter we were asked to present photo identification. I was more than
happy, but Brian was a little reluctant to reveal himself due to the fact
that the woman standing behind the counter assisting us was a total blonde
ditz. We could tell just by her looks that she was probably going to freak
out when she realizes that Brian Littrell was standing at her counter. Sure
as shit, as soon as she saw the name and picture on his license she looked
right through Brian's disguise and screamed at the top of her lungs. The
sheriffs that were standing at the front entrance came running in to
investigate the screaming.

	By the time we were checked in for the flight Brian must have
signed 40 autographs. One for the attendant. Four for the sheriff's
deputies daughters, and one for just about everyone else standing within
the attendants screaming distance. Brian and I sat down awaiting our
boarding call and just talked. We received awkward stares from many
people. Probably because they were trying to figure out what Brian was
doing with another man. But we didn't care. I mean we were just
talking. What could that imply. "I can see the headlined now." I said to
Brian. "what's that?" he questioned. "Brian Littrell seen talking to
another man in small town airport. People mind celebrity business more than
their own. It's sad that they don't have a life of their own to mind." I
replied.

	As I looked at the itinerary for our flight I noticed that the
plane we were about to board was taking us to Pittsburgh, Pa for a
connecting flight to Seattle, WA then another flight to Skagway,
Alaska. "Great, Three planes. And the one taking us out of here is probably
gonna be a small one." I said to Brian. "Did I ever tell you that I am
terrified of heights?" Brian replied. "What do you mean? You fly all the
time with the BSB. How could you be afraid of flying?" I said.  "Yeah but
that is on our own personal plane" Brian said. "I see your point, but it
will be OK." I replied

	"Flight 111 to Pittsburgh, now boarding at gate B2." said a voice
over the PA. "That's our flight."  Brian said. I nodded as I began to
stand. Both of us picked up our carry-ons and headed for the gate. The
plane to Pittsburgh was a little commuter thing with no more than 12 seats
on it. And only half of them were filled. Brian and I took our assigned
seats at the back of the plane. About ten minutes later the pilot started
the engines and we were pushed off of the tarmac and were cleared to taxi
to the runway. Sitting at the end of the runway the pilot's voice filled
the cabin saying that we had been cleared for takeoff. The propellers began
to rev and the whole plane shook. The pilot released the brakes and we were
off.

	Almost two hours later we arrived in Pittsburgh. We only had a
twenty minute layover before the next flight. The amazing thing was that
Brian was never recognized. We heard our boarding call and boarded our next
plane. Which was much larger, thank god. The flight went by fairly quickly
because I convinced Brian that it was safe to fly and we both took a
nap. In Seattle we had enough of a layover to stop into the airport
restaurant for a nice lunch. Brian had the surf and turf, and I had the
prime rib. It was an excellent meal, the best prime rib I'd had in a long
time.

	During the next flight to Skagway, I looked over to Brian and said
"I'm so glad we're doing this.  We'll be on a huge boat in the ocean with
the whales and glaciers to keep us company." "I cant wait until we shove
off." he replied winking at me. I had a huge grin on my face. Apparently,
almost everyone on the plane to Skagway was going to be future shipmates
for the cruise. When we landed in Skagway I found that their airport was
smaller than the one in my hometown, which was supprising considering that
there were going to be about 2,500 people on this cruise.

	The time was now 6:00pm and the ship wasn't due to leave until the
morning. So Brian and I decided to see the town. That didn't take long
being a very small town. We ended up spending the night at this really nice
bed and breakfast. In our room we found that there was a beautiful view of
the bay where our ship was waiting for the morning. Brian and I sat on the
balcony until about midnight just holding each other to keep us warm. The
sky was beautiful. Not a cloud in it.

	 When we went to bed we just laid on our sides holding each
other. I looked into brains deep brown eyes and said "Every time I look
into your eyes I get lost in all of the emotion that they have been holding
back from everybody for years. But I always seem to find the real you." He
let a tear stream down his face as he smiled at me. I leaned over and
kissed him lightly on his lips. He returned the kiss and began to take it a
little further. His hand traveled down my back and grabbed my ass. He
squeezed lightly at first, but as we began to kiss harder he began to
squeeze harder.  Soon we were exploring each others bodies.  He sat up and
straddled my legs, then bent over to me to continue the kissing. I grabbed
the bottom of his shirt and lifted it over his head. He then grabbed me by
the shoulders and pulled me up to a sitting position, where he removed my
shirt. Brian started licking his way down my chest until he reached my
nipples. He licked and played with each one. The whole time our hips were
grinding against each other. Both of our cocks were begging to be
released. Brian slowly made his way down my stomach until he reached my
boxer-briefs and stopped there. I immediately copied what he had done with
me. I started with his nipples, playing with each one. then made my way
down his six-pack abs until I met his boxers. I could see a part of his
crotch through the opening in his boxers. It looked like the fabric was
about to tear under the pressure that Brian's crotch was applying. I
reached into the opening of the boxers and for the first time was touching
his dick. It was very hard and hot. I pulled it through the opening and let
it go. Brian moaned in pure pleasure as he sat there straddling my hips
with his 8 1/2 inch dick pointing at the ceiling, and his huge tender balls
sitting on my stomach.

	Our little session was interrupted by a very loud crashing sound
outside our window (which we left slightly open to the crisp cool
air). Brian and I immediately jumped out of bed "I know that sound" Brian
said. I nodded to him and ran over to the window. When I looked out I saw a
terrible sight. Two cars had collided on the main street outside the
building. "I have to check on them." I said to Brian. "Go. Do what you
can. Just be careful. I'll call for help." he replied hugging me. I quickly
got dressed and ran outside.  The two cars were severely damaged and tore
to shit. I checked both cars and found three people. Only one was seriously
injured. I advised the other two to stay in the car until the fire
dept. and ambulance arrive. I heard sirens coming down the street as I was
checking on the person who was injured. He looked like he was about 20 or
so. The whole car smelled like beer, and I saw some empty cans on the floor
of the back seat. The Skagway police were the first to arrive. The first
thing out of there mouths was "Who are you?" I looked back at them and said
"My name is Zach Martin. I'm a Trauma nurse and a Firefighter from New
York. But that's not important right now. We need to get this person to the
hospital now!" I replied to the officer. He nodded and radioed his dispatch
to update them while I returned to the man in the car.

	As I controlled hid bleeding and made sure that he didn't move, the
fire truck and ambulance arrived. It didn't take too long to get everybody
ready to go to the hospital. One of the paramedics stayed behind to ask me
a couple of questions while the ambulance left for the hospital. I remained
out side and spoke with the police about what I saw and what I did before
they got there. I realized after about 20 minutes of interrogation that I
forgot my jacket. "If you need to ask me any more questions I am boarding
the Celebrity Cruise Ship "Destiny" in the morning, you'll be able to reach
me there. And if you'll excuse me, I'm tired and freezing.." I said to the
officers. "Good enough. Thank you for your help. Have a good cruise." one
of the officers replied.

	I walked back to my room where I saw Brian sitting at the desk
biting his fingernails. "Honey, I'm home." I said. He ran over to me and
hugged me with all of his strength. "I don't know how you can do it.  That
sound brought back a memory that I didn't ever want to recall. My accident
scared the shit out of me.  I thought that I was going to die, and now I
will have scars from it for the rest of my life." Brian said.  "Brian. I'm
so sorry that this had to happen on our vacation. I'm the kind of person
that would rather die than to turn my back on people in need. I don't know
why, that's just the way I am. But about those scars, at least you will
have mw to go along with them." I replied. "Thank you." he said crying for
the second time that night.

	"I don't know about you, but I need a hot shower." I said to
Brian. "You go. I need to go to bed.  It's been a long day." he
replied. "I'll be there soon." I said as I walked into the bathroom. The
hot water felt good on my cold body. I stood there under the shower until
the hot water was gone. A chill went through me as I stepped out of the
shower and reached for a towel. After drying off I placed the towel in the
hamper, and put my clothes in a pile next to my suitcase. I crawled into
bed and found Brian asleep. I wrapped my arms around him and drifted to
sleep as well.

	6:00am rolled around way too early. The alarm clock went off and I
woke up and realizes that today was the day that Brian and I were to board
the cruise ship. I woke Brian with a kiss. It's odd that he can sleep
through the loudest alarm clock that I have ever heard, but I can wake him
up with the most tender kiss. "Good morning" Brian said as he opened his
eyes. "Good morning. Lets get ready for breakfast." I replied. We took our
showers separately because we didn't have time to be fooling around. We met
back in the bedroom before we went down for breakfast.

	The old couple that ran the place were really nice. They were very
hospitable and the food was great. After breakfast Brian and I went back up
to our room to gather our belongings and check out. We called a cab to take
us to the port where out ship was waiting. The whole ride over Brian was
quiet but I could tell that he was excited by his eyes. They were wide and
cheery looking. At the port the driver helped us place out luggage on a
cart and I paid him. We pushed the cart up to the registration area where
we checked in before boarding. A steward greeted us and informed us that he
would make sure that our luggage would make it to our rooms before
departure. With that in mind we headed for the ship. The first thing we did
aboard the ship was go to our room. It was on the second deck, in the front
of the ship. It was actually more than a room. It was like a whole damn
house. There was the bedroom of course, but there was also a living room,
dining room, den, entertainment room, and even two bathrooms. one of which
had a hot tub and a large window with a draw curtain that overlooked the
water. This place was worthy of royalty. Brian and I could not believe that
the Firm paid for these accommodations.

	It was now 9:00am. Time for departure. Brian and I went to the deck
and watched the port disappear behind us. We walked around for a little
while on the deck. Saw all of the games that there was to play, and all of
the places to sit and watch as we passed some of the most beautiful scenery
that I had ever seen. Brian and I were leaning against the handrail on the
port (left) side of the ship looking at a huge glacier as a piece fell off
and splashed into the ocean. The noise that it made while it was separating
from the rest of the glacier was incredible. It sounded like thunder. "Boy,
the stuff you see on the nature channel cannot even compare to what we are
seeing now huh?" Brian said. "Not even close." I replied.

	Lunch time rolled around, and Brian and I were getting hungry. We
decided to make our way down to the main dining room. On the menu today was
the Captains Platter. It consisted of Lobster Tail, Grilled Haddock, 1
pound of Crab Legs, and a shit load of shrimp.  Brian and I both ordered
that. And I can tell you that we were both stuffed after eating all of
that. We then went down to the casino. Now that we were in international
waters all of the games were open to the passengers. Brian decided to try
his luck at the one arm bandit, while I preferred a little Blackjack. About
an hour passed before Brian found me still sitting at the table and said
"Do you think we can go now? I'm getting kinda tired of this." "How much
money did you loose?" I replied with a small laugh. He just shrugged his
shoulders and looked down at the floor. "OK, lets go. I've made enough here
to pay for this little adventure." I said laughing. I cashed in my chips
and decided to deposit my winnings (about $10,000) into the ship's bank
until I needed it.

	Brian and I went back to our room and watched a movie in the
entertainment room. I'll tell you what, renting a movie on a cruise ship is
not cheap. $20 for one movie! Oh well, I guess it's the price of having fun
with a loved one. Towards the end of the movie, Brian and I had fallen
asleep on the couch. It was almost dinner time before we woke up. I looked
at our little information booklet and saw that there was a formal
restaurant on board. I picked up the phone and called the operator and
asked her if there was a place to rent a couple of tuxedoes on board. She
told me that there was a shop on the top deck. I told Brian that I would be
back In a few minutes. He had no idea what I had planned. I left our room
and went to the shop to pick up our tuxes and returned to our room. I
handed Brian a bag with a tux in it and told him to put it on. He asked me
why but I just told him that it was a supprise. While he went into one of
the bathrooms to change, I went into the other. Inside the second bathroom
I found everything I needed to get ready. I took a shower and trimmed my
goatee, brushed my teeth and hair, and donned the tux. It was a very nice
tux designed by Perry Ellis. It was black with a white frilled shirt, black
cummerbund, black bowtie, and of course shiny black shoes. I met Brian back
in the living room. He was gorgeous. He wore a tux like no other man
had. "How'd you know my size?" he asked. "I shop with you
remember. Besides, I did a lot of measuring while you were asleep." I
replied with an evil grin on my face. He just laughed.

	I motioned toward the door and said "After you sir." He strutted
toward the door and I followed, watching his perfect ass shake. I led him
to the observation deck, where the entrance to the restaurant was.  The
night air was nippy. Thank god my tux included a jacket or else I would
probably be kicking myself in the ass for forgetting my jacket again. We
were greeted by a doorman who opened the door to the Destiny's Palace
Restaurant. The employees recognized Mr. Littrell right off and immediately
sat us in the VIP section of the restaurant, which was very secluded. As a
matter of fact, other that our serving staff, we were the only ones in that
section. Our waiter was a man about 21-22 years old. He greeted us and
informed us that his name was Denka in a heavy foreign accent. I asked
Denka where he was from. He stated that he lived in Denmark, but he was
born in Norway. The whole tome we were ordering Denka was staring at
Brian. Even while I was placing my order. I paid no attention to it at that
time and just brushed it off. Brian had ordered the fettucini alfredo with
garlic sauce, while I had the chicken parmesan. We both had red wine to
drink. While we were waiting for the food we were listening to the live
band in the center of the room play "Everybody Needs Somebody" Brian looked
at me and said "I love this song. There's so much feeling." "Tell me about
it, I've always loved this song." I replied as I reached across the table
for his hand.  "I'll play it for you when we get back to our room. There's
a piano in the entertainment room." Brian said.  "I'd love that." I
replied.

	Just then Denka was bringing out our food. He gave me a nasty look
when he saw me holding Brian's hand. He placed Brian's food in front of him
first and said "Here is your meal Mr. Littrell, enjoy!"  He then placed my
meal in front of me and said "Here's yours." "Thank you" Brian and I
replied at the same time. "You're welcome, Mr. Littrell." Denka replied. As
Denka walked around the corner I looked over to Brian and said. "That was a
little rude don't you think. Mr. Littrell this and Mr. Littrell that. He
never even looked at me. He was staring at you the whole time." "Oh give
him a break, he's got a tough job" Brian replied. "Whatever, lets just
enjoy our meal." I said. Brian nodded and we began to eat.

	About 20 minutes later Denka returned to check on us. "Is
everything satisfactory Mr. Littrell?" he said. "Yes everything is
delicious Denka, send my compliments to the chef. By the way what language
do you speak primarily? Your accent is beautiful." Brian replied. "I speak
Norwegian." Denka said. By this time I was becoming annoyed with Brian and
Denka. "Denka, can you please excuse Mr. Littrell and I for a moment?" I
asked. Denka gave me another nasty look and walked off. Brian snapped his
head in my direction and said "What was that all about? I was talking to
Denka!" "More like flirting!" I replied "Flirting!?! All I asked him was
where he was from!" Brian said raising his voice. "OK Mr. Your accent is
beautiful!" I replied also raising my voice. "You're not going to get
jealous every time I talk to another man are you? Cause if you are...." he
trailed off, with tears forming in his eyes. "If you are....then maybe this
relationship isn't going to work!" he finished standing up, throwing his
napkin onto the table. "Brian, Calm down." I said returning my voice to
normal. "Calm down? how can I do that when the man that I love doesn't
trust me?" Brian said as he stormed out of the restaurant. I left $100 on
the table and tried to follow him, but he had already disappeared into the
dinner crowd.

	I returned to my room and just sat at the piano. I hadn't touched a
piano since I was in high school.  My mother used to make me take piano
lessons when I was in grade school, but I really enjoyed playing. I
continued to play through high school, but when I got to nursing college I
didn't have time for it anymore. I Began to play the scales to see how much
of it I could remember. I was a little rusty at first but picked up
quickly. After I was warmed up, I looked in the bench and found some sheet
music. One of the songs happened to be "Everybody Needs Somebody" I placed
it on the stand and began to play. It took a couple of rounds but after
some time I got pretty good again. The whole time I was playing, I was
wondering what Brian was doing. I realized that I returned to our room in
hopes that Brian would soon come here. But it's been almost an hour and he
was still not here.

	"That's it. I've gotta go find him." I said to myself as I stood
from the piano. Still wearing the tux, I left our room and headed for the
top deck. The night was still fairly young and there was a lot of people
everywhere you looked. Then I saw someone ahead wearing a tuxedo. I walked
through the crowd as I got closer the man that I thought looked like Brian
from the back I grabbed him by the shoulder. The man turned around with an
awkward look on his face. "Sorry, you're not who I was looking for." I said
apologizing to the man. "I could be if you wanted me to be." He
replied. "No thanks, I have someone. Or at least did." I rebutted with a
sneer and turned away. I searched the whole deck with no luck. Next was the
general dining room. Maybe Brian was still hungry and went down to get
something to eat. No luck. I tried the casino, the ballroom, the gym,
everywhere. Still no Brian. I didn't want to go back to our room, so I just
kept walking (and looking). Ending up where I started, on the top deck I
just leaned against the handrail at the front of the ship. "You look like
you're looking for someone!" said a voice coming from above me. I didn't
look up, just out at the open sea. "Just someone I fear I have lost." I
replied. "How long have you been looking?" said the voice. "About 2 hours."
I again replied without looking. "Do you trust him?" The voice said a
little quieter this time. As I turned around to give this nosy person the
hairy eyeball I recognized the voice, it was Brian, standing on a balcony
that hung over the top deck. "Completely, with all of my heart." I replied
looking at Brian.

	He walked away from the edge of the balcony and went through a
door. I didn't see him for a couple of minutes so I turned again to watch
the ocean. "Do you love him?" Someone had whispered into my ear. I turned
around and saw Brian standing before me. He looked like he had been in a
fight. His eyes were red, his bowtie was untied, the top few buttons of his
shirt were undone, his hair was a mess, and his hands were shaking. "You
know the answer to that question, but I'm not afraid to say it. Yes I do
love you Brian Littrell!" I replied. His face lit up and a grin formed from
his frown. "But you look like shit! What happened?" I asked him. "Well
after I left the restaurant I wanted to find a place where you wouldn't
find me. And I found one, so I just started crying. After some time went by
I went down to the bar. I just drank.  Then I had an epiphany. I'm on this
huge boat with you. Just you. All of these other people don't really exist
to me. You're the only one here that I want to be with." Brian said as he
started to break down.

I practically had to carry Brian to our room. Between his emotional state
and his blood alcohol content he couldn't walk very well. Arriving at our
room I laid Brian on our bed and began to remove his clothes to get him
ready for bed. I wasn't tired. It was only 10:00pm and all of the
occurrences of the day were still racing through my mind. I pulled a chair
over to Brian's bedside and pulled out a book to read. Brian was dead to
the world, but even as he slept he was crying. I spent more time just
staring at Brian rather than reading my book. After about 4 hours of
watching Brian sleep I decided that it was time for me to join him. I
stripped down to my boxer-briefs and climbed into bed with him. With my
arms wrapped around him I fell asleep.

	Morning soon came and Brian was still passed out. I got out of bed
and took a shower. For some reason I just wasn't comfortable. Something
wasn't right. I was the one that needed to apologize, not Brian.  After my
shower I dressed and called the info desk. The operator gave me the number
to the ship's florist. I arranged for twelve dozen red roses to be
delivered to our room. I also ordered 100 candles from him and told him to
bill it to my account on the ship's bank. I took four dozen roses and
picked the pedals and arranged the rest in the living room. I covered The
bed where Brian was still asleep with the pedals that I had picked and left
a small trail of them out to the living room. I took the candles and
arranged them so that they spelled out initials inside a heart then lit
them. Then I needed something to wake him gently. I went to the
entertainment room and started to softly play the piano. Again a little
rusty at first, but got better as I continued. After a few minutes I saw
Brian emerge from our room wearing only his boxers. He saw the flowers and
smiled so deeply that it put a tear in my eye. I continued to play a slow
lovesong on the piano as he surveyed the whole room. He then walked over to
me and put his arms around my neck from the back and kissed me on the
cheek.

	"How did you do all of this?" Brian asked. "A little thought, a
florist, my account in the ship's bank, and a couple of thorn pricks on my
hands." I replied grinning. "You cut your hands?!?" said Brian in a
concerned voice. "No, all of the thorns were removed before I bought them,
but it sounded good." I replied. Brian gave me a light smack on the back of
the head and said "Don't ever make me think you're hurt. Why did you do all
of this?" "I realized that I was the one who needed to apologize, not
you. I'm the one who got jealous when you were speaking to the waiter. You
are the most important thing in my life right now and I'm not going to let
a waiter break us up. Even if he was coming on to you, I know that our
relationship is secure. So please listen to me when I say that I am truly
sorry for putting you through what we went through last night. I hope it
will never happen again." I replied.

	Brian pulled me up from the piano and wrapped his arms around me in
a tight embrace.  Brian was about to kiss me when I broke off. "Not here."
I said as I pulled Brian out of the entertainment room and into the living
room. I made sure that all of the candles had been blown out before further
leading Brian to the master bathroom where the hot tub was. I began to
strip as Brian pulled the cover off and turned on the waterjets. We both
got into the steaming water. The curtain was open and we both could look
out of the window to see the giant glacier mountains outside. I looked at
Brian and said "Here!" I pulled Brian over to me and began to passionately
kiss him. Remember that coffee theory that I had earlier? Multiply that a
couple of times and that gives you an idea of what I was feeling, and that
was just the kiss! Our hands began to roam over each others bodies and I
began to kiss down his neck. His chest was next, I stopped at his nipples
for a few seconds to play with those. Then supprising Brian, I dunked my
head under water and took all of his 8 1/2 inches into my mouth. I could
feel him getting even more aroused. Probably because I was doing this under
water. Just as he began to buck his hips I was running out of air and had
to surface. He grabbed my head with his hands and pulled me up to his
face. He stared me in the eye for a second before drawing me in for another
kiss. I broke the kiss after a couple of seconds and went under water
again. This time I was not only sucking him off, but I had also managed to
wedge my hand under his ass and began playing with his hole.  I needed more
air. I surfaced again and before I had a chance to think, Brian had copied
me. He dunked his head under water and took all of me inside his
mouth. This was the first time that I had my dick sucked by a man, and I
was enjoying it. A man seems to know how and where to lick to really drive
you over the edge.

	When he came up for air the first words out of his mouth were "I
want you to FUCK me!" "I don't have a....." I started to say as Brian was
leaning over the edge of the hot tub where he pulled something out of a
drawer. "Condom?" he said. I grabbed the package from his hand and ripped
it open. Brian took the condom from my hand and went under water to apply
it. He then came back up and wrapped his arms around me as he lowered
himself onto my lap. I could feel the head of my cock pressing against his
tight hole. He continued to lower himself and I could feel my dickhead
penetrate inside Brian. Soon my whole 8 inches were inside him. He began to
slowly go up and down to get used to the sensation. My loud moaned of
pleasure were soon answered by Brian, he began to speed up. The whole time
I was bucking my hips.  "I'm gonna... AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" I screamed as I
blew into his ass.

	Brian lifted himself off of my sensitive dick and sat next to
me. "Now it's my turn." I said to Brian.  "Are you sure you want to? You've
never been fucked before, and I'm pretty big." Brian replied. "That's why
I'm so excited." I said.  Turning over to lean over the edge and present my
ass for a pounding I found that one of the water jets was pointed right at
my cock. That was a feeling, I can tell you that. My dick got hard so fast
because of it. Brian leaned over to the drawer again and retrieved another
condom. He placed it on his hard cock and placed it lightly against my
hole. "Go ahead, I'm ready" I said trying to encourage him. He began to
place more and more pressure against my hole. Then finally his head popped
through.  "AAAHHH!!!!" was all that I could get to come out of my
mouth. "Are you OK?" Brian asked with concern. "I'll be OK just go slow." I
replied. Brian began to push himself inside very slowly. The sensation
against my prostate was almost enough to send me over the edge, but I held
on. I soon adjusted to Brian's full size and he began pumping my ass. His
poundings got faster and I could feel his giant balls slapping against my
ass. Not too long after I heard Brian scream, I knew he was cumming. I
tensed up the muscled in my ass and beared down on his cock. He seemed to
like it because he began screaming louder. As he pulled out I grabbed my
dick and began jerking off. I couldn't end this session without shooting
one more time.  "I'm going to Cumm..." I was cut of as Brian said "WAIT,
don't shoot yet. I wanna taste it!" I turned around and stood in the
tub. Brian took my dick into his mouth and began to suck it. "Here it
comes!" I screamed as I began too buck my hips. Brian swallowed all eight
shots without losing a drop.

	I collapsed into Brian's arms back in the hot tub. We wrapped each
other with our arms and began another kiss. I could taste my own cum in his
mouth. This turned me on and I began to kiss him harder. We kissed for
about ten or twenty minutes before we both leaned back in the tub to watch
out the window.  "That was the best sex I've ever had." Brian said. "That's
because it wasn't sex. It was love." I stated to Brian. As we held each
other basking in the afterglow we saw some whales outside the window. It
appeared that they were swimming along beside the ship. The whales put on a
good show for us. Jumping out of the water, splashing their tails, and
blowing water out of their blowholes.

	The rest of the week was perfect. We did all there was to do, ate
all there was to eat, and saw everything there was to see. Brian's identity
was not discovered many times. Probably due to the fact that we spent quite
a bit of time in our room. The last night of the cruise we had a very
special dinner. I had arranged for the two of us to have dinner alone in
the ballroom. I even had the piano and violin player from the ship's band
sitting on the stage playing just for Brian and myself. We both knew that
the ship would be docking early in the morning and wanted to have one more
night to ourselves. After dinner we returned to our room and....well....you
know.

	Before bed we made sure that we had everything packed for tomorrow
morning. Including a couple of towels from the master bath. Just a little
souvenir of out consummation. Brian and I fell asleep in each others arms
and slept very well that night.

	The next morning I woke up without the alarm clock. I looked at the
clock and saw that there was still another hour before we docked, so I
called room service and had them bring up some breakfast. When the waiter
arrived with the cart I woke Brain up and he joined me for the most
important meal of the day.  After breakfast we took our showers together to
conserve time. Just as we were getting dressed the tugboats were pushing
the Destiny up to the dock. The gangplank was lowered and the captain's
voice came over the pa "I would like to thank all of you for choosing
Celebrity Cruise Lines. The Destiny is now docked and Skagway would like to
welcome you back from your adventure. I hope all of you had a good time
with us.  Have a nice day." "I think he means get the fuck off of my boat."
I said to Brian "I think you're right, let's go. Our flight to Seattle
leaves in an hour."

	The flights home were quicker than the ones out because the
jetstream was with us. I was glad to be back in New York, but already
missed Alaska. We stopped at the fire station on the way back from the
airport to pick up Midnight before heading home. In my room I plopped my
luggage on the floor and laid on the bed. I fell asleep with Brian beside
me dreaming about the last week.

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Well that was part 4. I hope you enjoyed it. Sorry I took so long to get
this one ready. I would like to thank Holt for nursing me out of a writers
block on this one. He has some good ideas for the stories to follow. Any
questions or comments are welcome at zmartin24@hotmail.com.