Date: Sun, 15 Oct 2000 13:38:48 -0700 From: vocal76 <vocal76@hotmail.com> Subject: Dirty Mind Games 2 And here comes part two! Whoa... crazy huh? I actually post two chapters in the same day. I'll try to get more of these out but I'll be working on this story as well as 'Turn Around' for those of you that still read it. Um... next time I'll really have me a suggested reading list up. Cool deal? Cool! You guys rock! EVIL DISCLAIMER: Don't know them, wish I did though... Not implying that I know their sexuality (or homosexuality), wish I did though... if you're not at least 18 you shouldn't be reading if you don't like homosexual material then you know where to go and its starts with an 'h' and has 4 letters... not hell silly... I meant home... =) Dirty Mind Games 2 =============================================================================== Kiss it and make it better Josh. You love him, kiss it and make it better. You know you hate it when he's mad at you and it kills you. Kiss it and make it better. Hmmmm... what exactly should I kiss and make better? Hmmmm... PERVERT!!! Just go to the damn doctor. Thats what you need to do. But I hate needles. What if they want blood, then I'll really collapse. Collapse in his arms, I wonder if he'll still go with me. Lovesick sigh. At least he's not here to see that this time. I drive myself crazy I drive myself crazy thinking of you Justin... hehe... actually... I masturbate crazy I masturbate crazy wet dreaming of you Justin... hehe... thats sounds more right... more like the perverted JC I know... shit... perverted JC I am... damn... he just had to be sitting at the chair staring at the elevator. Can he tell that I was crying? Okay he's looking away now, he's still mad... shit don't cry again you fool. Tell everyone you're not feeling well and you think you should go see a doctor. Talk damn it! "Um... guys? I'm not feeling too good... I think I should go to a doctor or something?" I'm staring straight at him. Look at me, please? Oh god those eyes. Just melt now.... Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'm melting! hehehe... smile at him to let him know you're okay. "Oh my god! Are you okay JC? I mean it has to be something serious if you're actually volunteering yourself to go to a doctor." Chris trying to act like he's my dad all of a sudden. We all know that Justin's mah daddy. Okay, you keep thinking like that you pervert. "You're not going alone, JC. One of us is going with you." Now Lance is trying to be my mother. Okay. Weird N Sync family. Chris as my dad, Lance as my mom, Justin as my incestuous brother, and Joey as the pet monkey. DON'T YOU DARE LAUGH NOW!!!!! Keep the serious composure on you fool. Good. There you go. Good boy. "We should let his boyfriend *take* him. We all know Justin would get all jealous and possessive if one of *us* *handled* his boyfriend." Nope, not pet monkey, maybe Joey is the pet hyena or baboon or something. Monkey's have intelligence and clout. Nope. Joey's definitely not the pet monkey. "I'm gonna go anyways. None of you know JC like I do." Is he blushing? He's blushing. And that killer smile again. Legs... feel... like... putty... must .. hold... to... gether... GOD YOU ARE SUCH A DORK!!!!! "Joey, get us a cab. I'll call you guys when we get to the hospital. Josh, come here and sit down, you shouldn't be standing." Awwwwww yeah! That's mah daddy!!!!! Woohooo!!!! And he's letting me rest my head on his shoulder. How sweet. Whoa... he just kissed the top of my head. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE KISSED MY HEAD!!!!! I'M NEVER WASHING MY HAIR AGAIN!!!!! Okay... well... that would be gross but I just had to scream it. Even if it was to myself. Oh god I'm gonna pop a boner again. "Cab's here! You two run along now. Don't do anyone I wouldn't do. Actually... go ahead and do someone I wouldn't do!" Joey is such an ass. If I wasn't supposed to be sick I'd kill the baboon now. Awwwwwww... and he made my Justin blush again. Hmmmmm... my Justin, that has a certain ring to it. I like, I like alot. Oh my god! He's holding my hand. Smile, you're already as red as a tomato. Look! So is he. How cute, two N Sync tomatoes. And he's still holding my hand. Get in the cab. This is sooooo cool. I need to play sick more often if he's gonna let me rest my head on his lap. So close to his... hehehehehe... So close I could just bite it off. Now what would I wanna do that for? Then he couldn't... DIRTY JOSH!!!!! You seriously need to vent your homosexual frustrations. And you are homosexual, right? Naw... I think I'm just Justinsexual. hehehehe... Okay I'm such a dork and him stroking my head... stroking my head... which head? DIRTY BOY!!! Its not helping me stay awake either. And I'm gonna.... See, I knew they were gonna take some blood. Damn needles, damn doctors, damn hospitals. But I got to spend the day with Justin. My Justin. And he held my hand when they pricked me. Hehehehe... I wish he pricked me... with his needle. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW GROSS! Wait, whats so gross about that. I thought thats what you wanted. And when they stuck that popsickle stick down my throat I didn't gag. I think that amazed him... I could probably swallow him whole. There you go again thinking dirty. But he did look surprised that I didn't gag. Hmmmmm... he looks so cute deep in thought. Let's not make this taxi ride all quiet. There you go, lay your head in his lap again. Right next to his... hehehe... there you go... pervert! "Thanks for taking me to the doctor J." Awwwwww... there he goes stroking my head again. How sweet. "No problem guy. Thanks for going. I know how much you don't like going." He's so sweet. "I know I pissed you off earlier. Sorry about that." Oh god he's so warm down here. I wanna nuzzle into his belly but I know I shouldn't. He might poke me in the ear. But if I turn this way he might poke me in the... DIRTY FAG!!!!! Hehehe I'm too much for myself sometimes. "Thanks for going. I just wanted to be sure you were okay thats all." Awwwwww he worries about me. He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not... loves me not is so bad... I'm gonna change it... he loves me, he loves me more... hehehehe... oh god I'm such a dork! But I'm his dork. "Whatcha thinking about?" I turn to look straight into his eyes. God they are so blue and beautiful. I love the way his curls hang over his forehead like that. I just wanna grab them and um... don't think dirty... don't think dirty... "The guys..." Huh? Why are you thinking about them. I'm here with you. think about me. "And us..." Woooooohooooo! And us... he said 'us'. I'm think I'm gonna have a heart attack its beating so fast. "They're assholes. It makes you uncomfortable when they joke about you and me being..." Okay, might as well get up. Let him turn away from you. Here, pull him down to your lap now. Switch places!!!!! There you go. You know you love him Josh. "Sometimes..." Man... I'm gonna hurt all over again. I can't stand the fact that I'm making him feeling uncomfortable. "But...." But what? But what? Tell me... "How about we turn it around on them. Make them feel uncomfortable. I mean... do you think they'd feel even more uncomfortable than we do if they were to think that you and I... I mean... we could just play this little game and pretend that you and I are..." Whoa. I can't believe he's actually suggesting all this. But it could be fun. But I don't want to pretend.... I want it to be real. I want you to make love to me and fuck my brains out. I want to hear you moaning and screaming my name in pleasure as we ravage each other's bodies. I don't want to pretend anymore. Then WHY the hell am I nodding yes and agreeing with him? Because you love him, you really do. And anything that can make it seem like you are more than just friends is going to be something you're going to do... even if it hurts you... like you know this is going to do. =============================================================================== Thats 2 parts for you people! Tell me what you think. Oh yeah... and don't forget to read 'Turn Around'. Its also by me. (end shameless plug)... anyways.... questions, comments, flames, food, money, donations, JC and/or Justin can be sent to my e-mail at vocal76@hotmail.com... pEaCe aNd aDoBo gReAsE!!!!!