Date: Thu, 09 Nov 2000 12:51:00 PST From: Mel Mac <vocal76@hotmail.com> Subject: Dirty Mind Games 8 Hehehehe... so anyways... I was in #boybands the other day and I had some girl... you know who you are Jordan!!!!! Ooooops... did I say that out loud????? My bad... I didn't mean to incriminate anyone... ho hum.... hehehe... now where was I? Oh yeah... I was teasing the people that had asked me about when I was gonna update this story again and how they wanted to see what was gonna happen and all that with the whole Justin thing... and I just teased back and said what if I just left the story to end like that with the last chapter with everyone thinking Justin actually used the razor... come on guys... he's blond... he's an airhead... ya'll don't really think he'd kill himself... and I just managed to spoil this chapter for you but you all probably don't read this stuff thats up here anyways... and the razor probably still had the safety on or something... oh wait... JC's the airhead... even though Justin's the blond one... maybe I can still save some surprise... um.... where was I going with this... oh yeah... and then Jordan threatened to hunt me down and kill me and hang me by my nuts or something else pretty drastic... oh yeah... I think she wanted to put fix-a-flat up my tailpipe... and not talking bout my car... hehehehe... but thats another story... but so I guess you'd have to thank her (for those of you that absolutely love the story) or you can all curse her (for those of you that wish I would've just killed Curly off)... but then there wouldn't be a story... and I'm babbling now... so... but hey... just a tidbit... I'm happy cuz I *finally* *finally* *finally* met that cutie from work and he's just so... cuuuuuuuuuute... hehehe okay... enough with the babbling and on with the story! EVIL DISCLAIMER: Maybe they are... maybe they're not... wish I knew for sure... but I don't so bite me... and if you're not 18 or over go away... and if you don't like this you shouldn't be here anyways... and I wish I knew them but I don't... unless you count dreams... and if you count dreams you have to count the wet ones at least twice... going back to the the whole 'if you don't like this thing'... if you don't like homosexual material then why the hell are you here in the first place? issues issues issues... tsk tsk... Dirty Mind Games 8 =============================================================================== Fucking hotel door. Just fucking open! Open! Open! Open! Oh god Justin! Open god damn you!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!! Breathe Josh. Breathe. Calm down. Now open it. There you go. "JUSTIN!!!!!" Where is he. Oh my god... he loves me... he said he loves me too. I shouldn't have run... I should have waited... but he... I didn't know... I... I... Where is he... please still be here... "JUSTIN????? I'm back..." I... running water... he's in the bathroom... Smile, for him. Remember to smile for him and kiss it and make it all better. Kiss him the way you've wanted to for years... the way you've wanted to your whole life... Kiss him... And smile. "Knock, knock." Maybe he's cleaning up after all that crying I put him through. God Josh, if you would've just stayed and not got all scared earlier he wouldn't have been in so much pain and crying. You should've stayed. Hmmm.... no answer... but I hear the water running. Well... doors not locked... is he in there or did he just...? I'm going in I guess. "OH GOD JUSTIN!!!!!" Oh shit... shit... shit... pick him up... please be okay... please be okay... oh god... why now? Why now? He's still warm... 911... I gotta call 911... phone... where's my phone... "HELP!!!! SOMEONE HELP!!!!!" Shoot... theres no one else on this fucking floor and security is out with the rest of the guys. FUCK!!!!!! "Josh?" Barely above a whisper... oh god he's still alive... Pull him closer... you're crying too Josh... you're crying... you're crying... and you have him in your arms... and it feels right... and it is right... tell him... tell him Josh "I love you... I love you Justin... I..." Oh god his lips... close your eyes and just revel in the kiss... "Mmmmmmmmmmmmm..." oops... was that loud? I just moaned into a kiss... a kiss with Justin... um... I think you need some air or you guys are gonna suffocate each other... "Josh... I'm sorry... I should've asked before I..." Shit... I pushed him away yet again... I didn't mean it like that... just tell him... set things straight Josh... hahahahaha... straight... I said straight... something I am sooooooooo not... and neither is Justin... I am sooooo GAY... "No... don't be. I think we just needed some air. I mean... I wouldn't mind dying kissing you... but I'd like this to last alot longer than a few minutes... um... how about we continue in the other room... theres a bed there..." I smile...seductively... don't go trying to get him in the sack so soon Josh. You horny bastard you. "I'd like that." Awwwwwww... he's blushing... but we need to clean up his wrist, not to mention the sink... "Justin... why'd you try it? I was so scared when I saw you... lying... here... I thought..." Oh god... now you're crying like the fag you are... but you're Justin's fag now... so it shouldn't matter anyways... "I thought you were gonna hate me... so I wanted it to be over... and I... I wanted to... but I couldn't... I barely scratched it open and when I saw that first drop of blood I fainted... I couldn't even do that..." He's crying... you're crying... you're both crying... I'm so glad that he couldn't follow through. "I could never hate you. I love you. Justin Randall Timberlake I love you and only you." Its true though... now take his face in your hands... like you've always dreamed... and kiss him... softly... and savor it... and close your eyes... and let yourself get lost... and wipe his tears away... and sigh... um... you weren't really supposed to sigh fool... but it was a nice effect. And now he's giggling at you. "Thank god I get squeamish at the sight of my own blood." Okay... so thats what he giggling about. But I have to agree. We should take this to the other room though. Well... making out on the bathroom floor would be kinda kinky though... and if we were to actually... whoooooaaaaaaa... down boy... good boy... well... shoot... I finally have in my arms the way I want him... well not *exactly* the way I want him... but getting there... and you would start thinking perverted at a time like this. Don't roll your eyes... he's gonna think that you're rolling them at him. See what I mean... "Okay..." Just tell him what was on your mind... yeah right... and share all those perverted thoughts with him... yeah right... then he's gonna think you just wanna fuck him... well I do... but I really want him to fuck me first... I don't care if I won't be able to walk for a week... It'd be worth it... and you know he'll carry you around... maybe he'll carry you around on his cock... hehehehehe... hmmm... for a week... carry me around on his cock for a week... that'll give me some time to get used to it... hehehehe... down boy! down... down... there you go... He's not gonna care if you pop a boner now... but there he goes to the other room... follow... there you go follow... "Justin..." wrap your arms around him and kiss the back of his neck... Oh god please don't be mad at me... tell him something... tell him... "I'm sorry... I was just thinking about how stupid I was for running out like that... and to think... if I would've stayed... we could've been making out and been all lovey dovey for the past few hours." Good save bro... high five! woooohooooooo!!!!! And he's turning around to face me... double woooohoooooo! "Is that all you wanna do? Just to make out with me?" uh oh... did I mess up again? Why's he looking at me like he's all mad? Oh shit... I did mess up... he *does* think that I just want to fuck him and all that... way to go Josh... pat yourself on the... wait... do not finish that thought cuz you'll probably really do it... but you fucked up... you fucked up... =============================================================================== Okay... okay... okay... yeah... I coulda just ended it here but I did say I was gonna have 10 chapters or something like that... but anyways... yeah... I know I didn't post a TOSOTC with this but I was wondering if you guys wanted to see this chapter from Justin's POV since it'd pretty much be the same thing... but if you guys really really really really wanted me to... or if Jordan actually got a hold of a can of fix-a-flat... I'm pretty sure I could think of something for Justin to be thinking of... so just write me and I'll whip something up... kinky... I said whip... shoot I think I'm getting way too into this horny JC character thing... hehehehehe... well... questions, comments, flames, food, money, donations, JC and/or Justin can be sent to my e-mail at vocal76@hotmail.com... pEaCe aNd aDoBo gReAsE!!!!!