Date: Wed, 29 Nov 2000 16:20:34 -0800 (PST)
From: Laura Johnson <Rei_Mars13@excite.com>
Subject: Dreaming chapters 6-7

ok and then to
Piper! My god girl you are the best! your feedback cheered me up so
much, I have been having a shit load of fun with my crappy life
lately and reading your feedback made me actually smile, so thank
you!!! A thank you to everyone else who like "Dreaming" too!!! Ok
disclaimer....
No it's not true, No they don't know me, no i don't know them.
And yes I get angry when people plagerize...**averts
gaze from brit*** :) Ok so anyways...the long awaited chapter six...

Chapter six.

Quiet. Dead quiet. No one talked, no one really breathed. No one
said anything or even whimpered. the shock was enough to suffocate
them all. Joshua Scott Chasez, one of thier best friends, one of
their brothers tried to kill himself and they didn't know why. Each
one had their suspicions; joey figured it was his fault. He was
constatly teasing him. Chris figured maybe jc was having a bad love
life...sort of Romeo and juliet. Lance blamed himself. He was the
peacekeeper...and he failed at seeing that there was something wrong
with jc to stop him before it was too late. But Justin...Justin knew
the truth...or thought he knew. The curly haired singer never took
his eyes off of the sleeping form of his best friend. he was asleep
in the hospital bed, rushed from the hotel, his stomach pumped and he
was given some medication to counter act what ever pills did take
effect on him. He figured jc was in love with him and
couldn't...wouldn't tell anyone cuz he as afraid. What he didn't
know about were the dreams. The very thing that sparked jc's
obsession and drove him over the edge. Justin just figured it was
all his fault. no matter how you put it. It was jc's love for him
that made him depressed, it was justin's fault he wantd to die. he
did it. And the guilt was literally killing him. It wasn't just the
guilt though. There were other thoughts that clouded his
mind...other thoughts he'd never tell anyone...ever.

...

Ok short chapter!!! My god I didn't realize how short that was! Ok
so for you readers...here's Chapter 7 too...god that was short. And
yes eventually there will be...eh hem (quote) "Hot, Steamy Sex
scenes" <---a request. But not now.....later.

...

Darkeness everywhere. it terrified him. There was no wind, no
light, just a steady eeire calm. And he was all alone. His heart
beat rapidly in his chest and his breathing was raged. All alone.
"Am i dreaming?" he asked himself out loud. "Justin are you here?"
No answer. which confused him, Justin was always in his dreams. But
not this time...Wait...what was that? he turned around but saw only
darkeness. then he heard it again. What was that??
"Justin??"
It was crying...who was crying...he was alone in this dark abyss...

Some one was crying. Why? Who?
"Jc..." A voice said in the distance. "Don't leave me...I love you
too much." that was Justin. Where was he?

"I did this to you..."

'no you didn't justin!!' He couldn't see him.

"I made you love me."

'I fell in love with you!!!' Where was he?

"I almost killed you."

'you saved me.' There was only darkness

"I don't deserve you."

'you deserve the best.' How come he could hear him but not see him?

"I don't deserve love."

'You deserve all the love you can get.' Still only darkness

"I don't deserve to live."

'What?'

The darkness started to fade. And then there was nothing.

...

End chapter.

Ok there's that. Yawn, I'm kinda weary about it...you tell me what
you think. Rei_Mars13@excite.com