Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2001 01:14:09 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jaded Angel <divaboispears@yahoo.com>
Subject: Fade Works In Strange Ways Chapter One

Ok so here we run off again and write another well I
hope u like this one more then the old one and please
I do not know any of o town and stuff so none of this
is true its just what I wish it 2 be loll I have met
them and there really nice guys anyway please email
your comments 2 divaboispears@yahoo.com and if your
not old enough to read this then what u doing here
that goes for the peeps who don't like male to male
fiction.

Fade Works In Strange Ways
By Jaded Angel




To : SimplyAnAngel@hotmail.com
From: Superman2002@hotmail.com
Subject -  Love Hurts




Dear Ashley,



Have You Ever Loved Someone So Much It Made You Cry
Well I Have,
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep
at night well I have had that as well?
I am seating here writing this which the cold tears
running down my face, I have not slept in over 48 hrs
and I am still hurting from the damage me caused in my
heart,  Have you ever thought in your Mind
There is this one person out there for you where
you're contacted at the soul once again I have. I have
never
Felt more connected in my life then I did to him, Just
his voice or his smile could cheer me up if I was
down, But he never really gave me a shot to show him
we could work as a couple. Now I sit here and wonder
if that person in life actually exists the one who can
make you happy when you're down just hearing there
voice is Enough.


I remember the night I met him it was like wow it hit
me that maybe this guy should be the one. Not normally
will I kiss after a hr or so of just talking but the
way he looked at me and introduced himself was really
all I needed it was like an instant feeling. We ended
up making out all night talking and being close the
one thing that was on his mind was only sex nothing
more. I found that out a few days ago when he told me
he was not interested in a relationship once again I
got hurt and my heart was ripped out of my chest and
stepped on.

How do you know the person is the one like I said
maybe you just know and this is another test of my
love for this guy or not. Maybe there is someone else
out there for me I Had that connection which someone
else a few weeks before this happened the problem is
this one is way beyond untouchable. I think, For one I
don't know if he felt what I did when we met but I
feel like I know him better then anyone else in this
world. Could he be the one I don't know I am just sick
of being lied to and hurt all the time would he be
like the rest if he did like me when we hugged it was
like he'd be there for me whenever I needed him. But
honestly he could problem have anyone i just wish i
chould meet him again and maybe tell him i like him no
i can't do that hes a celberity, I Don't think i am
gonna give up whith out a fight this time this is a
voe of my love to you!

Ashley the Min I Looked into your eyes i figerd to
myself maybe you were the one for me and i relised
then i have loved you since i first saw you, Probley
don't belive in love at first sight but it was a
heaven send when i met you becuse my boyfreind dumbed
me a few hrs before we met.I Don't know i was just in
the dumbs that day but then your voice singing name on
stage made me cry and i thought why can't i have
someone in my life like you. we both have felt pain in
our lives my parents dont aprove of my singing but i
belive its my desenty my mom is the only one who
really suppourts it.Maybe that day will come when were
in the same room togather and i finally have the guts
to say something i don't think my freinds gonna get me
backstage again though i know if he wanted to he
chould but i am gonna frwd this note to him and maybe
hope someday you get it like thats gonna happen. Mind
you fade works in mysterouious ways that is true the
point is i vow to love you till the day i die i don't
think there is anyone else on this earth for me. You
loveing me back of even givein me a shot that i don't
stand a chance in hell whith you all i know is, Your
ashley angel and i am me and i know i don't stand a
chance, But i felt something when your hand was on my
shoulder when we took the publicty pic and i turned
around to see who had there hand on my shoulder and
you just smiled right back at me that Ashley angel
smile i just knew. I Felt something i guess you can
say, I Vow i will never hurt you like Shelli did but i
say and i have learned you never go back  to an old
flame.  all i can offer to you is my un dieing love
and suppourt.

chances of me actully sending this letter are slim to
done, I just  have to get what I feel off my chest
weather its in words or not , You probley think I am
crazy and I don't know you well enough to love you,
but it  was love at first sight and I kinda belived
that was always true that it chould be such a thing. I
Am 18 yrs old and I have been thru anything and
everything you can really think of  when I was a baby
my kidney got removed because it was polastic now I am
18 and there is a real good chance I might need a
transplant, I Have had 17 operations in my 18 yrs of
live and most of them were saferuly surious. All I
ever really have been searching for is that big break
when a lable whould finally notince me and take me on
as an aritst but why am I telling you all this you
probley don't care I just want you to know I am not
some freaky stalker I just  look up to you a lot you
have acomplished a lot for your age and I am happy all
your dreams are  comeing true. I Wish you the best of
luck in all you do and I want you to know I love you!
And I hope you stay happy and healthy. By The way
happy beladed birthday!

Sincerely

Cory





From : SimplyAnAngel@hotmail.com
To : Superman2002@hotmail.com
Subject -  Re Love Hurts

Hey Cory,

You sound like you have been treated like shit in the
past anyway think about it dude why whould I give my
email addy out to someone I did not even know. Clue In
yet anyway lol well the tour is been a blast whould
you belive out of all the fanz I met I cant still
picture you is that not strange or what. Anyway dude
meeting you just might have been fade who knows I
kinda did think your cute but I don't know you're the
first guy I ever thought that about anyways I wanna
get to know you because I think gawd brought you into
my life for a reason. I Talked to the guys and they
know how I feel so all you have to say is the word and
I am bringing you up here to vist me and get to know
me more I am home now so I will check my email a bit
later and hopefully you made up your mind about it
 talk to you soon, Oh ya before I forget I
love the email addy and that was so sweet, The fucked
up thing is I dreamt about you the day before I met
you is that not fucked up or not. Anyway I have to run
guys wanna go to the mall I am thinking more superman
stuff lol!Just say the words ok!

Your friend and maybe soon to be Boyfriend

Ashley


I just got off the plane and I am waiting for my
flight change in Chagagio I pulled my laptop out of my
carry on bag and decided now whould be a good time to
check my email. Since I am gonna be in orlando and
might be really busy down there. As I read is email a
tear started to fall down my cheek and I decided I
better give him my hotel info and stuff because I
really wanted to meet him and see him again he was the
guy of my dreams. So I started to reply to his message
....


To : SimplyAnAngel@hotmail.com
From: Superman2002@hotmail.com
Subject -- re re Love Hurts


Ashley,

Hows the sexest man alive ?? well u wanna know
something real funny I am on my way out to orlando to
meet my new manager oh did I forget to mention I act I
have a major aution so I am on my way out there. I am
gonna stay longer so I can get to know you well my
flight is gonna board soon but here is my info my Msn
is well superman2002@hotmail.com , I will be staying
at disneys contempary resort I don't know what the
room number is yet and I will be on when I get on the
plan to chat so I hope talk u soon ttyl sexy!


Yours forever if you want,
Cory


So I am on the plane finally it seems like I was
waiting to board my orlando flight I was waiting for
freaking ever. Wow were in the air only 3 hrs till I
will be in the hot florida sun about time I haven't
been to orlando for over 2 months so this was a treat
to me. When we finally got word of bein able to use
are laptops  and stuff I plugged mine in at logged
onto the net. I Check my Msn hopeing Ashley whould be
on.

Instint Message From Angel2002

Angel2002 Says : Hi So your gonna be In orlando in how
long?

SuperMan Says : Um I am not sure I am still on the
plane

Angel2002 Says : So let me get this straight your
comeing to orlando and your in love whith me why did
you not email me sooner its been over a month.

SuperMan Says : I Whould have emailed you sooner but I
was scared and that nite I just had to get things off
my mind ya I wanna see you talk about a no brainer
what are you doing tonight.

Angel2002 Says : I Talked to the guys and they want
you to stay here and not stay at a hotel you can have
my room inless u wanna share it ;)

SuperMan Says : Don't play like that but that be great
if I chould stay whith you guys that might be good for
us if were gonna start something but I never get my
hopes up I have learned my leason.

Angel2002 Says : Why not get your hopes up I can't get
you off my mind and that's fucked up for me

SuperMan Says : Um if you say so u meeting  me at the
airport ???

Angel2002 Says : Hell ya I can't wait to see you again
its been what a few months lol

SuperMan Says : Ya and I can't get that hug off my
mind so where we meeting at the airport

Angel2002 Says : You know were the universal store is
I will be in there just look for me ok sexy what time
your flight come in,?

SuperMan Says : Ya totally I will see you then you
hottie in 1hr so u best leave and get that house clean
I know how messy your housemates really are don't
forget I used to watch making the band.

Angel2002 Says : Ya Ok I know what u mean I will see u
in 1hr I hope at the universal store

Angel2002 Logs off

One Hr Later at the Universal Studios Store,

Ashley is Paceing Holding a single red rose hopeing
cory whould arrive real soon the clock stroke the 1 hr
mark and he felt someones hand touch his shoulder .
Ashley Turned around and he looked into my sky blue
eyes and just smiled its about time my princess got
here in a low suductive whisper and then he burst out
laughing just kidding cutie he said.

" So you got your bags you ready to go I already
called your hotel and told them you whould be staying
whith a friend I guess you just bring me under a spell
already" Ashley said

We arived and I was greeted by all the guys saying we
whould make a cute couple etc it was kinda sweet of
them yet anoying they let us be alone and went out to
the movies or something.  Next thing I knew Ashleys
Lips were pressing against mine in a slow and loveing
kiss. The world just seemed to have stoped It seemed
like this whould work and everything whould be ok next
thing I knew he was leading me to his room and
carrying my bags. I knew he'd be sleeping in there
whith me he tossed me onto his bed and he got up and
turned on the tv and next thing I knew I was fast
asleep in his arms.



I Woke up to the sun shining into his bedroom window
you chould tell it was trying to find its way to thru
the blinds in his room. I Turned around and ashley was
cuddeled up real close to me as the sun hit his head
kinda lit him up like an angel but he was my angel. I
slowley tried moving away so I chould go to the
washroom and ashley spoke in a soft low voice "Hey
where do you think your going, theres no way I am
leting you go so fast and grined" I Just gave him a
grin and said  "I am goin to go the bathroom and have
a shower care to join me in that shower teasenly"

Cory ran up and went into the bathroom and went to the
washroom and started to turn on the water so he
slowley slid off his clothes of what he was wearing
the preface night he did not relise they must have
feel asleep while watching tv. Cory Steped into the
hot steamy shower and Ashley took this as his cue to
walk into the bathroom .

I Walked into the bathroom and he was standing in the
shower naked I chould kinda see his amazeing body thru
the glass of the shower. My mind was raceing a million
miles a second all I chould think was this guy was
truly amazeing and I just might be in love whith him
too wait I can't be its way too soon isn't it. I
Qustioned myself my heart raceing I decided to make my
move it was obvious I liked him a lot I guess I never
really thought I chould  possably date another guy but
I don't know he was different something about him, I
was kinda brought out of my dream state when I heard
his angelic voice singing

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
Theres no where left to fall
When u reach the bottom its now or never
Is it all or are we just friends is this how it ends
whith a simple
Telephone call you leave me here whith nothing at all

"I Am guessing you're a big fan asheley said whith a
grin anyway when your done in there can we talk like
right away cory" ash asked. I Was singing in the
shower an o town song and I was caught by the man of
my dreams I was kinda blushing a bright crimson red as
I got out and wrapped a towel around myself and steped
out. I started to spike my hair and get ready as soon
as I was dressed I walked out to see that Ashley was
sleeping soundley again on the bed speard across it
laying there half naked.

So I woke up and there he was standing there and I
knew in my heart I loved him he was ready and dam did
he look good standing there in Cargos and a sleeveless
t shirt. Dam he was build too I did not relise that as
I started to sit up he joined me on the bed.

Ashley started to speak you chould tell he was nervous
cause he was playing whith his dog tags " Um cory I
don't know how to say this and I honestly never
thought I chould feel anything more wonderful for
someone then what I did for shelli I guess I was wrong
whith her because its obvious to me that fade brought
us togather that day so we chould meet and finally be
togather so I know its short notice and all but I love
you and whould want nothing more then u joining me in
the guys living here whith me," Ash took a deep breath
and contuied " I Don't know what it is about you but I
see myself growing old whith you and being whith u for
the rest of my life. I Guess we just fit together I
Love you "

So baby what do u wanna do today ? Ash asked finally


Ok so my wonderful begaining to this story is now come
to an end I wanna thank scorpio for editing this for
me id like your coments back to me please email me
anyways I hope u enjoyed the first installment of Fade
works in Strange Ways. I have already started to write
chapter 2 :)

Jaded Angel