Date: Wed, 13 Feb 2002 14:52:15 -0500
From: Alex A <alexfire2264@hotmail.com>
Subject: Fame, Love & Reality Chapter 2

Fame, Love & Reality

Legal Disclaimer: This story will be centered most on the BSB characters
and many other famous people, and by the way this has nothing to do with
any of the celebrities mentioned before. This doesn't involve anything with
their real lives and sexualities because it is just "Fiction", a story made
from my mind. If you are under age and this is not legal to be read in your
area, please leave immediately.  If you feel like not getting with the
material you are in about to read and that homosexual stuff offend you,
then, please don't read it and also leave as soon as possible. Otherwise,
feel free to start reading and enjoy it. I'm Alex and if you have any kind
of comments, good or bad, you can send them to Alexfire2264hotmail.com. I
would be pleased to read all of them.

Author's Note: I think that chapter 1 didn't go that bad. However I
apologize for the little mistake at the end of it. The right e-mail address
is alexfire2264hotmail.com as it is told to you in the disclaimer. Before I
go on with this chapter, I would like to thank ND for being such a great
friend and helping me out with everything now written here. I suggest you
guys go and check out his story, "Nick and Ashley" which is great and
enjoyable. So here is chapter 2, I hope you all enjoy it.

Thanks!

Fame, Love & Reality Chapter 2

	"Brian shut up, he could hear you!" Kevin whispers to his cousin
who at the time can't believe what he had just been told.

	"Oops, sorry Kev, but listen man, it can't be, I mean he is just a
kid and I don't think he is gay." Brian replies gaining composure.

	"I know, I know that, but what can I do if I love him so much."
Kevin says rubbing his face with his hands. "I don't care if he is a kid,
for me he is a man."

	"Well cuz, as you know, I'm Nick's best friend and I keep telling
you, I don't think he is gay, at least he hasn't told me anything, but
anyway, do you want me to find out about it? I mean, if I tell him..."
Brian was saying when Kevin interrupted him.

	"Please Brian don't do anything, I don't want Nick to know about
feelings I have for him, He could hate me for that, and that's the last
thing I want."

	"Well Kev, I would suggest two things: First you better try to look
for someone else or second, tell Nick the truth. Anyway you know that he
could never hate you. Man, you are like the older brother he never had, or
like his second father."

	"That's precisely why I don't want him to know..." Kevin is
interrupted by someone opening the bathroom door.

	Nick is done with his shower so he comes out from the bathroom
totally naked, forgetting that Kevin was there and at the same time coming
into the room from the balcony with Brian.

	Kevin almost faints when he sees Nick in the nude, but he knows
that he has to control himself in front of Nick. He is like a Greek God, a
young, attractive and sexy guy with a great body build for a sixteen year
old kid. His wet blonde hair is almost covering his crystal blue eyes and
this makes him even sexier. His hairless chest is irresistible, his flat
abs are followed by a trail of tiny blonde hair going down beneath his
bellybutton leading to a soft, not too long, cut penis.  Kevin tries not to
look at him, something that is almost impossible for him because when he is
getting out of the room he stares at Nick from the corners of his
eyes. Just the sight of Nick like this makes Kevin really hard.

	Nick noticed that Kevin was staring at him but he didn't feel
ashamed. He asks to himself why Kevin has been showing a great affection
for him in the last days? This doesn't really bother him, but it makes Nick
feel confused about many things. Nick also has very strong feelings for
Kevin, something that nobody else knows. He doesn't even know why but
lately he is finding Kevin very attractive.  Anyway he just tries to hide
these weird feelings because he thinks they are wrong. The problem is that
he is afraid of coming out from the closet and he doesn't want to accept
the fact that he is gay.

	When Kevin closes the door, Nick puts on a pair of boxers and he
goes to the balcony where Brian is standing.

	"So Bri, what were you two talking about?" Nick asks as he brings
Brian inside the room because it is very cold outside in the balcony.

	"Nothing Nick, nothing important, I'm taking a shower now I don't
wanna be late to the interview." Brian answers, as he tries to ignore Nick.

	'Something is definitely wrong here, I don't like the look on Bri's
face, I'm gonna find out what's going on' Nick thinks to himself as he
watches Brian going over his stuff.

	But when Brian is picking up his clothes from his suitcase, he
thinks to himself 'Why? Why Nick and not me? This can't be, damn it Kevin.'


	"Oh God, what have I done? I told Kevin that I wasn't attracted to
him but I enjoyed that kiss and a lot, oh man, Kev, I love you. I don't
care if you are my cousin but I love you more than anything in this world."
Brian thinks to himself while he is showering. "I should have told him the
whole truth, damn, why did I have to lie?"


	An hour later, everybody is ready and waiting for Kevin in the
lobby of the hotel. Yes, once again, he is late. Ten minutes later, Kevin
comes running as fast as he can because the interview is in 20 minutes so
they have to fly to the radio station. They all get in the limousine and
soon in the way to the radio station.

	Inside the car nobody was talking until AJ breaks the silence "Kev,
could you tell us what the hell is wrong with you?"

	"Nothing is wrong with me AJ, why?" Kevin replies.

	"Well, your lateness today for breakfast and the other lateness to
meet us in the lobby at 10:00 o-clock are very weird, I mean, Kev, you are
never late to something that has to be with the group." AJ answers looking
straight at him with concern.

	"That's true Kev." Howie adds to the conversation "If you are
having any problems or something is bothering you, tell us, we are your
friends bro, maybe we can help you out!"

	"Thanks Howie but I'm fine, as I told you all before, I didn't
sleep well last night so I'm feeling like shit now 'cause I haven't gotten
any rest."  replies Kevin looking at the window.

	"Something must be wrong with him, he is acting different, he is
not used to be like this... He is having problems, I gotta talk to him."
Nick thinks to himself.


	Finally they arrive the radio station for the interview. Despite
the fact that they were a few minutes late because of Kevin, everything
went very well.  All of them went inside the building where they were
supposed to meet Shon MCalister, their new tour manager.

	"Ten minutes late guys, next time you better wake up early, now
come on follow me, Mr. Brosman is waiting for all of you." Shon says
turning around and walking towards the elevator.

	"At least say good morning Shon." Brian says getting inside the
elevator with the rest of the guys.

	"There is no time for that Brian." Shon replies with a serious
face.

	"Oh man, is he never gonna change that fucking attitude?" AJ
whispers to Nick who giggles a bit.

	They all get to the last floor where they meet with Patrick
Anderson the DJ and pierce Brosman, the interviewer.

	"Hello guys, my name is Patrick Anderson and this is Pierce
Brosman, I suppose you all know him." Says Patrick shaking his hand with
the boys.

	"But of course man! This guy is awesome, have you guys seen his
movies? Mr. Brosman, it's a huge pleasure to meet you!" Howie says shaking
hands with Pierce, "You can consider me as your number one fan."

	"Howard, could you calm your self a little bit?" Shon snaps at
Howie.

	"God, Shon, you must be the most boring English guy of the entire
world, ya know that?" Howie says in return to Shon's question.

	"It's a pleasure to meet you too Howard and all of you guys so, why
don't you have a sit and lets start with the interview." Pierce says as he
organizes the questions for the interview.

	"Oh, you just call me Howie or D, and by the why, can I seat next
to you?"  Howie asks with a pleading face.

	"Of course, no problem, but can we hurry up, because it's getting
late for the program!" Pierce says.

	"Wow, this is so cool, I'm sitting next to James Bond how
exciting!" Howie says happily.

	Everybody laughs at Howie's attitude, who is behaving like a five
year old and then they start with the interview. Kevin made it through the
whole interview, he tried to concentrate the most on his job and he was
successful. Now the one who was very distracted was Nick who didn't pay
attention to many of the questions and he made some mistakes. He has been
thinking all the time about Kevin, and during the interview he was looking
at him all the time specially when Pierce asked Kevin if he had any
girlfriend to which he answered "no".

	The interview was over and they were all living the room except for
Nick who stood in the chair totally gone from this world, his mind in the
seventh heaven.

	"Nick, are you coming with us?" Brian asks bringing Nick back to
reality.

	"Oh, yes, sorry guys, lets go."


	After the interview they had a photo shoot at the studios so when
they finished the interview they went directly to the studios. This time
they arrived on time and Alexander Douglas was waiting for them.

	"Hey Alex, I didn't expect to see you here in England?" Kevin asks
as he gives the young photographer a hug.

	"I know Kevin but JIVE Records sent me to get in charge of your
official book guys." Alexander replies pulling away from the hug.

	The photo shoot went very well also and the boys posed for more
than 500 pictures. Yeah I know, it sounds like too much, but they where
needed to make the official book and to get them published in many
magazines for Europe and America. Once again, Nick was looking all the time
at his beloved Kevin and he was breathless when Kevin changed into his
bathing suit.

	"All right guys that's it you have done a great job, now you can go
and get changed." Alexander says as he puts away his camera equipment in
his bag.

	After the photo shot, they all went to the management meeting that
was in the same studio.

	"Here he comes, the most boring manager in the world." AJ says as
the 26 year old Shon MCalister comes in the room.

	"I heard that, and it is not funny Alexander James so you better
get serious." Shon says putting on the table six folders.

	"OK children, listen up, we need to set up and organize some things
before you go to rehearse for tonight's concert so please all have a seat
and lets get down to business.'' The manager says giving each of them a
folder.

	"So what is all this Shon?" asks Kevin with a curious look.

	"Well Kevin, as you can see, this folders contains all the
information about the place, the time, the songs, the clothes, the
choreography and many more things for the concert you're in about to
perform so please read it well and then you can go."

	"It looks like you are not in a good mood today Shon." Nick says
grinning at Shon.

	"Is none of your damn business Nickolas, please pay attention to
the information I just gave you." Shon answers with an angry face.

	"OK, OK, sorry, I won't ask again." Nick replies going back to
reading.

	They went over the concert stuff for one hour and a half until 1:30
PM and when they finished, they went to a restaurant nearby for
lunch. After they had lunch, they went to the stadium where they will
perform for the concert to rehearse. Kevin took a little nap while the
other guys rehearsed some steps, he looked tired so Brian suggested him
that he should go and take a nap.  Fortunately the concert is at 7:00 PM,
so they have the enough time to rehearse and to get things prepaired for
the last concert of their european tour.

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	Finally, the time for the concert has arrived, everything was ready
for the clausure of the european tour. The guys went out and started the
concert with.

WE'VE GOT IT GOIN' ON

Everybody groove to the music
Everybody jam
aaahhh...

AJ:
uh-oh hey!

B-ROK:
We've been waiting so long
just can't hold it back no more
creepin' up and down now
it's time for me to let it go

AJ:
If you really wanna see
what we can do for you
I'll send a crazy wildin' static
sing it!

aaahhh...

Jam on cuz Backstreet's got it
come on now, everybody
We've Got It Goin' On for years
(2x)

aaahhh...

AJ:
uh-oh hey!

We've Got It Goin' On for years

AJ:
oh baby yeah

We've Got It Goin' On for years

AJ:
well I'm creepin' up on your left
stay up funky when I get widja
I get ruthless when I get wet
keep the party packed in my corner
tough like granite to keep the crowd hype
get up on this just to get right

If you really wanna see
what we can do for you
I'll send a crazy wildin' static
sing it!

aaahhh...

Jam on cuz Backstreet's got it
come on now, everybody
We've Got It Goin' On for years
(2x)

aaahhh...

AJ:
uh-oh hey!

We've Got It Goin' On for years (We've Got It Goin' On)

yeah ...

We've Got It Goin' On for years

We've been waitin' so long
just can't hold it back no more (just can't hold it back no more)
creepin' up and down now
it's time for me to let it go
time for me to let it...
GO!

AJ:
jam on, jam on...

Everybody groove to the music
Everybody jam (uh-oh)
(2x)

Jam on cuz Backstreet's got it
come on now, everybody
We've Got It Goin' On for years (2x)

We've Got It Goin' On

Then they sang "As long as you love me", "Quit playing games with my
heart", "All I have to give", "Hey Mr. DJ", "Get down" and for the last and
the big
finale,

EVERYBODY (BACKSTREET'S BACK)

Everybody...
Rock your body...
Everybody...
Rock your body right
Backstreet's Back alright!

AJ:
Hey ...no
Oh my God we're back again
Brothers, sisters everybody sing
Gonna bring the flava, show ya how
Got a question for ya, better answer now, yeah hey

Nick:
Am I original? (Yeah!)

B-Rok:
Am I the only one? (Yeah!)

Nick:
Am I sexual (Yeah!)

B-Rok:
Am I everything you need
You better rock your body now

Everybody...(yeah!)
Rock your body ...(yeah!)
Everybody...rock your body right
Backstreet's back alright!
Alright!
AJ:
Now throw your hands up in the air
Wave `em around like you just don't care
If you wanna party, let me hear ya yell
Cuz we got it goin on again

Nick:
Am I original? (Yeah!)

B-Rok:
Am I the only one? (Yeah!)

Nick:
Am I sexual (Yeah!)

B-Rok:
Am I everything you need
You better rock your body now

Everybody...(yeah!)
Rock your body ...(yeah!)
Everybody...rock your body right
Backstreet's back alright!
Alright!
Yeah, oh, yeah , oh...

Nick:
So everybody, everywhere
don't be afraid, don't have no fear
I'm gonna tell the world, make you understand
As long as there'll be music we'll be cumin' back again...

Everybody...(yeah!)
Rock your body ...(yeah!)
Everybody...rock your body right
Backstreet's back alright!
Alright!
(2x)

	The concert went very well, it was done with success but it really
tired the boys off, they were totally exhausted so the only thing they were
thinking about, was to get to the Hotel and hit the pillow.

To Be Continued...


Well my friends, here is part two of "FL&R", I hope you all liked and
enjoyed it. In the next installment you will find out, what will happen to
Kevin and Nick, and what will happen to Brian. So don't miss the next part
and see you soon.  Remember that the right e-mail address is
alexfire2264@hotmail.com for any comments and suggestions.