Date: Tue, 10 Oct 2000 03:29:30 -0400
From: Curlybrok <curlybrok@bsbnsync.com>
Subject: Forever & Always 7-8

Forever & Always
Curlybrok

	This is a story about N Sync, specifically JC Chasez & Justin
Timberlake.  This story is completely fiction, I do not know if any member
of N Sync is gay or not, but we can all have our fantasies. If you are
underage or this is illegal in your area please leave now.  If you are
offended by homosexual sex or such stories disturb you please do not read
further.
	If you have comments, questions, and suggestions or just want to
drop a line, email me at curlybrok@bsbnsync.com

Forever & Always Chapter 7
Curlybrok

	JC was asleep his head laying on Justin's smooth chest, Justin had
one arm draped over JC, his other arm laid by his side, his eyes were
closed and his breathing was slowly and steady; he was asleep.  It had been
a long night; Justin and JC had gone for a walk.  During the walked Josh
had told Justin everything, about the argument and why he had left.  The
two young men discussed what they wanted to do, after an hour of walking
Josh asked Justin if he would moving into an apartment with him, Justin
agreed immediately. After a long night, both men returned home and fell
asleep in each other's arms.
	Morning came quickly for the sleeping lovers.  The sun crept its
way slowly into Joshua Scott Chasez's bedroom, its rays dance their way yup
his bed, and began to gentle warm the faces of the beds inhabitants.  Josh
groaned as he feel the stinking light of the rays on his closed eyes, he
pulled the covers over his head and tried to go back to sleep.  Jason
knocked on the door before entering the room.  "Josh, Justin wake up we
have to catch a flight back to Orlando." Jason said, as he entered the
room.  "We're sleeping go away." Justin said with a groan.  "Don't make me
get nasty now." Jason said.  "Go away." JC said as he grabbed a pillow and
throw it at Jason, hitting Jason square in the face.  "That's it you two
are in for it now." Jason said and left the room.  Josh and Justin curled
back up together, with the covers over their heads and went back to sleep.
	Jason returned moments later with a large glass.  He pulled back
the covers and dumped the ice-cold glass of water over both JC and Justin's
crotches.  "HOLY FUCK!" JC screamed out.  Jason was out the door in
seconds, he closed it behind him holding the door closed.  "I'm going to
kill you when I get my hands on you, you little bastard." JC yelled.
"Joshua, watch your mouth." Karen said as she walked by the JC's room.
"Sorry mom." JC said.  "Now hurry up you two." Jason said, before heading
downstairs with Karen for coffee.
	Jason and Karen sat in the kitchen having coffee when Josh and
Justin came down stairs.  "I'm going to get even with you." JC said.
"Promises, promises.  I'll believe it when I see it." Jason said.  "When is
the flight?" Justin asked.  "Its in an hour." Jason said. "Have you
confirmed three seats?" JC asked.  "Yes and Lance is going to pick us up at
the airport." Jason said.  "We should probably get going then." Justin
said.  "Yeah, we should we don't want to miss the plane." JC said.  After
saying goodbye to Karen, the Justin, Josh, and Jason all head to the
airport for their flight back to Orlando.
	Justin, Josh and Jason, were all at Jason's apartment.  Jason had
agreed to let them stay there till they had found an apartment of their
own.  "Hey Justin." Jason said as he walked in with 4 boxes of pizza.  "Hi,
Jay."  Justin said.  "The guys will be over soon for the movie." Jason
said.  "Cool, JC is in the shower." Justin said.  "And you not there with
him?" Jason said.  "He won't let me." Justin pouted.  "Aww... Too bad."
Jason said.  "Shut up." Justin said.
	Jason laughed, "So what movie did you get?" Justin asked.  "Final
Destination." Jason said.  "Great a scary movie, you must love scaring the
hell out of me." Justin said.  "Nah, just like to see you jump." Jason
said.  JC walked into the kitchen in only a towel, still wet from the
shower, Jason had to look twice to make sure his eyes weren't deceiving
him.  JC press his body up against Justin's as he stole a chip from the
bowl in from of Justin.  Jason shook his head and pulled a couple cups out
of the cupboard, and looked for plastic plates. "Hey baby." JC said as he
kissed Justin's cheek.  "Your all wet." Justin said.  "I just got out of
the shower." JC said.  Justin turned and he and JC began a passionate kiss.
Jason coughed, getting the attention of Justin and JC.  "Not on my kitchen
counter." Jason said.  Both Justin and JC blushed, "Sorry." Justin said.
Jason laughed and walked into the living room and got the movie ready, "You
two better hurry up, and Lance and the guys will be here soon." Jason said.
Justin and JC were lip locked again.  "I said not on the counter." Jason
said from the living room.  Justin and JC pulled back from the kiss, "I
should go get dressed." JC said.  "If you have to." Justin said.  "Yeah I
don't think the guys want to see me in a towel." JC said.  "Your probably
right." Justin said.  JC walked to his and Justin's bedroom and got
dressed.
	Justin, JC, Lance, Joey, Chris and Jason had all gotten together to
watch a movie at Jason's apartment.  Justin and JC sat on one of the
couches; Justin had his body press tightly against JC, with a blanket
around him, that he used during the scary parts.  Lance and Jason shared
the second couch and Joey and Chris sat on the floor.  "Is it done yet?"
Justin asked his face buried in JC's chest.  "Its over." Jason said.  "Good
Justin said turning back to see the movie.  Jason and Lance laughed, Chris
got up and went to the bathroom.  Jason sat sideways on the couch-facing
Lance; Lance faced the same way facing Jason.  Jason shifted slightly
causing his feet to touch Lance's feet.  Lance lifted his eye from the TV
and stared into each other's eyes.  A small smile appeared on Lance and
Jason's faces as they looked at each other, communicating with their eyes.
	Chris returned from the bathroom and sat down on the floor again,
and watched the movie.  Lance and Jason still stared at each other, lost in
the other's gaze.  Justin looked over to Lance and Jason and notice the two
lost in each other's eyes.  Justin smiled and whispered to JC.  "Josh,
look." Justin said very softly.  JC looked down at Justin then were Justin
was looking, JC smiled, "Isn't that cute?" JC said.  Justin nodded.  Justin
got an evil grin upon his face and grabbed a pillow on the couch.  Lance
was shocked to feel a pillow hit him in the nose.  Justin and JC sat on the
couch laughing.  "You little bastard, wait till I get my hands on you."
Lance said.  "Hey, leave my boyfriend alone." JC said.  Lance stuck his
tongue out at JC, "Don't stick that thing out at me unless you intend to
use it." JC said.  Lance gave JC a look that could kill then returned to
watching the movie.
	"Anyone want popcorn?" Jason asked as he stood.  "Yeah, that'd be
great." Justin said.  Jason nodded, "Anyone else?" Jason asked.  Joey and
Chris each raised their hands.  JC or Lance, "Yeah, I'll have some." Lance
said.  JC nodded, "I'll give you a hand." Lance said.  "More like a hand
job." Justin whispered to JC.  JC started to laugh.  "What's so funny?"
Lance asked.  "Nothing." JC said trying to recover.  Jason shook his head
and walked into the kitchen followed by Lance.  "The bowls are in the
cabinet over the dishwasher." Jason said as he took out four bags of
microwave popcorn.  Lance nodded and got the bowls out of the cabinet.
Jason pop the first bag of popcorn into the microwave and hit the popcorn
button, a second later the microwave started.
	Lance brought over the bowls and waited for the popcorn to finish
popping.  Jason grabbed some popcorn salt while waiting for the popcorn to
finish.  The microwave beeped signaling the popcorn was ready.  Lance open
the microwave pulled out the bag of popcorn and put the second bag in.  He
opened the bag of popcorn and poured it into the first bowl.  Jason handed
Lance the popcorn salt, Lance took the container their fingers lingering
for a moment, and their eyes met becoming lost in the other's gaze.  The
microwave beeped a second time startling both Jason and Lance bringing them
out of their lingering gaze.  "I'll bring these too bowls to the guys."
Lance said.  Jason nodded; he closed his eyes, 'Damn why do I keep having
these feelings for Lance?' Jason thought.  He shrugged off his feelings and
finished up with the popcorn.
	Jason and Lance again sat on the couch facing each other while
watching the movie, eating from the single bowl of popcorn that sat at
their feet.  Justin was feeding JC popcorn, his face turned to watch as JC
accepted each popped cornel into his mouth.  Justin was totally ignoring
the movie. Meanwhile, JC's fingers on his right hand were locked with those
of Justin's left hand. Justin turned back towards the movie, at the moment
in which the bus came by hitting one of the girls, causing Justin to jump
and the popcorn in the bowl on his lap to fly all over him and JC.  Chris
and Joey start laughing at Justin.  "Justin the object of popcorn is to eat
it not throw it all over the place." Lance said.  "Blow me." Justin said.
"Nah, I'll pass on that one and let JC blow you." Lance said.  "Not on that
couch you don't!  I just had that one cleaned." Jason said.
	"We'll there goes the idea of a free sex show." Chris said.  "Chris
that disgusting." Joey said.  "Why?" Justin asked.  "Because I don't care
to see my friends having sex in front of me." Joey said plainly.  "Well,
there goes my plans for the night." Justin said.  Jason turned and looked
at Justin with a surprised look on his face.  "I was joking." Justin said.
Jason slowly turned and started to watch the moving again.  Jason reached
into the bowl, grabbing a couple piece of popcorn.  Lance did the same,
their hand again touched, lingering for a second till Jason looked up into
Lance's eyes.  Jason quickly pulled away catching Justin attention.  "I've
got to go to the bathroom." Jason said and quickly left the room.
	Justin looked at Lance then the direction Jason went off in.  "I'll
be right back." Justin said as he pecked JC on the lips.  JC nodded and
Justin took off in the direction Jason went.  Justin came to the bathroom
door, he noticed it was closed he knocked.  "Jason are you in there?"
Justin asked.  "Yeah I'll be out in a minute." Jason said.  "Is everything
alright?" Justin asked.  "Yeah, everything is fine." Jason said.  His hands
were on the counter, and as he tried to clear his thoughts.  Justin tried
the handle noticing it was unlocked; he opened the door saying, "Jason, I'm
coming in." Justin said.
	Jason turned to see Justin walk into the bathroom.  Justin could
tell something was bothering Jason, he knew his brother well enough to know
when something was up.  "Ok, what's brothering you." Justin asked.
"Nothing I'm just tired that's all." Jason said.  "Bullshit.  I know when
something is up, does it have anything to do with Lance." Justin said
coming right out and not beating around the bush.  'Was it that obvious?'
Jason thought.  "It does, doesn't it?" Justin said.  "I don't know what
your talking about Justin." Jason said, trying to leave the room.  Justin
grabbed Jason arm and stopped him.  "You like him don't you." Justin asked.
"I don't know, no." Jason said trying to recover from his mistake too late
he said it.  "I knew it, you like him." Justin said.  Jason sighed, "I
don't know I just get these feelings when I'm around him and when I look
into his eyes." Jason said.
	"Aww. Isn't that sweet my brother has a crush." Justin said.  "If
you can't be serious about it Justin, let just go back and watch the
movie." Jason said walking towards the door.  "No, wait. I'm sorry, I'll be
serious about this." Justin said he was trying to avoid going back to that
movie.  Jason sighed and stopped.  "So how long have you had these
feelings?" Justin asked.  "I'm not sure a while I guess." Jason said.  "Do
you think he feels the same why?" Justin asked.  "I don't know, I don't
even know how I feel, this could all be just because I'm exhausted." Jason
said.  "Jason, are you sure your not having feelings for Lance?" Justin
asked.  "I think I am." Jason said, finally giving in to that little voice
in his mind.  Justin smiled, "Well, maybe you should find out if he has
feelings for you." Justin said.  "Yeah, but not right now." Jason
said. Justin nodded, "Can we get back to the movie now." Jason asked.
"No." Justin said.  "Why?" Jason asked.  "Because its scary." Justin said.
Jason shook his head and headed for the door.  "Come on curly." Jason said.
	"Well, that was a cool movie don't you think so, Justin?" Chris
asked.  Justin's face was hiding under the blanket and buried in JC's chest
again.  "I don't think he liked the movie." Lance said.  "I'd have to say
your right on that Lance." Jason said.  "Oh, Justin it's the credit rolling
so you can stop hiding under the blanket now." Joey said.  Justin peaked
his head out from under the blanket and looked at everyone staring at
him. "Why!" Justin asked.  "Nothing." Lance said.  "Well, I'm heading out
guys I'll see you tomorrow." Joey said.  "Ready to go Chris?" Joey asked.
"Yeah lets go." Chris said.  "See you guys later." Chris said and head out
after Joey.  "I'm tired can we go to bed Josh." Justin said.  JC nodded and
he and Justin left, leaving only Jason and Lance in the living room.
	"I'm going to get going, I'll see you tomorrow." Lance said.  "Ok,
see you tomorrow Lance." Jason said.  Lance nodded, and left.  Jason walked
to his room, closed the door, and laid on this bed face down.  He tried to
control his emotions but they over took his tired exhausted body, and soon
he had cried himself to sleep.
	"Josh?" Justin said.  "Yeah, Just." JC said.  "I love you." Justin
said.  "I love you too, Justin." JC said.  JC laid down in the bed, he
wrapped Justin tightly in his arms.  Justin smiled as he laid his head on
JC's chest.  "I feel safe in your arms." Justin said.  JC smiled.  "I'd
never let anyone hurt you." JC said.  "I know." Justin said.  JC kissed the
top of Justin's head.  "Josh, when do you think we'll be ready?" Justin
asked.  "Ready for what?" JC asked.  "For you know, to go all the way."
Justin said shyly.  "We have all our lives Justin to have sex.  I'm in no
hurry, and don't want to do something we aren't ready for, and if we never
do have sex, we'd still have each other and that's all that matters." JC
said.  "Josh, do you want to have sex with me?" Justin asked.  JC thought
for a moment.  "Just, I love you and in time I'd love to show you how much
I love you by giving myself to you completely.  So, yes I'd want to have
sex with you, when we are ready for it." JC said.
	"I'd like that too." Justin said.  JC smiled.  "We should get some
sleep Just, we have a long day tomorrow." JC said.  Justin yawn, "Goodnight
Josh." Justin said.  "Goodnight Just." JC said.  They drifted to sleep in a
short time feeling the warmth of their love surround them.  The moon shined
into their room, illuminating the small dark corners as they slept through
the night.

Forever & Always Chapter 8 Curlybrok

	JC and Justin spent the morning looking at apartments, by late
afternoon they were back to Jason's apartment tired and exhausted with no
luck finding an apartment.  JC sprawled out on the couch and closed his
eyes.  "Any luck?" Jason asked as he walked in from his office.  "No, we
looked at 10 apartments and no one of them was anything close to what we
wanted." Justin said.  "Well, I found out from my landlord today that he
has an opening coming up in a couple of days in this building, its nice
apartment, its a couple apartments away from here." Jason said.  "How many
rooms?" Justin asked.  "Two more then this one." Jason said.  "That might
be an option." JC said.  I just want to get some sleep." JC said.  "Josh,
what about getting a house." Justin said.  "I hadn't thought of that." JC
said.
	"We can look at houses tomorrow, I just want to sleep now." JC
said.  "I want a hot shower first." Justin said.  "That sounds good too."
JC said.  "It'd be even better if someone who loved me would join me."
Justin said.  "Is that an invitation?" JC asked.  "You're always invited to
shower with me." Justin said with a grin.  "Well you don't have to ask me
twice." JC said.  Justin grinned happily and ran to the bathroom followed
by JC.
	Jason sat in his office working on plans for the next tour, his
phone rang and he picked it up.  "Hello." Jason said.  "Hello." The female
voice said.  "Mom." Jason said with no emotion.  "Yes, Jason it's your
mother." Lynn said.  "What do you want?" Jason asked coldly.  "Is Justin
there?"  Lynn asked.  "He's in the shower." Jason said.  "Well, can you
give him a message for me?" Lynn asked.  "Why, so you can hurt him again?"
Jason said coldly.  "No, so that I can apologize." Lynn said.  "Like all
the other apologizes you've ever given." Jason said.  "No, I mean it, I
want to tell him how sorry I am." Lynn said.  "Leave him alone, you've done
enough damage." Jason said.  "You have no right to keep me from talking to
him." Lynn said.  "I have every right to protect him from something that
will hurt him.  You're not the one who had to comfort him when he learnt
the one man he love had left him because his mother didn't approve of their
relationship.  You're not the one who had to flight 3 hours with him
telling him that everything would be fine.  And you're not the one who had
to try and fix the pain, but you are the one who caused it, by being close
minded, and selfish." Jason said.  "I'm sorry." Lynn said.  "I'll tell him
you called, but do not call back unless he calls you first." Jason said.
Lynn took a deep breath, "Fine." Lynn said.  With that Jason hung up the
phone.
	Lance stood at the doorway to Jason's office, "I knocked but no one
answered." Lance said.  Jason looked up startled, "Sorry Lance, I was on
the phone."  Jason said.  "I know." Lance said.  "Are you ever going to let
her talk to him?"  Lance asked.  "I'll tell him she called and if he wants
to talk to her fine, I won't stand in the way, but I won't see him her
again." Jason said.  Lance nodded, "I'm sorry Lance, but I have a hard time
to believe that she is truly sorry, she always says she is sorry as long as
it suits her." Jason said.  "Look Jason, I know what she has done to you in
the past, and I know that she hurt you tremendously, but people change."
Lance said.  "This has nothing to do with that." Jason said.  "Bull shit,
it has everything to do with that.  She hurt you, and now you're getting
even by not letting her talking to Justin." Lance said.  "Oh, I don't do I?
No, I think I know exactly what I'm talking about.  She apologizes to
Justin less then two days later, yet she never apologized to you, did she?"
Lance asked.
	Jason sat in his chair looking at Lance standing in the doorway.
"She never gave a damn about me." Jason said.  "I don't want to talk about
that Lance." Jason said.  "When, when will you want to talk about it?"
Lance asked.  "Not now, not tomorrow, not ever." Jason said, pushing
passing Lance and walking into the kitchen.  Lance took a deep breath.  He
and Jason had, had this fight hundreds of times and every time nothing ever
got resolved.  Lance said it wasn't worth the trouble.  Lance sighed, and
walked into the living room and sat down.
	Justin and JC came into the Living room after their shower.  "Hey
Lance what's up?" Justin asked.  "Umm... nothing." Lance said.  "I'll be
back babe, I'm going to get something to drink." Justin said before leaning
down and kissing JC on the forehead.  JC smiled and Justin went to the
kitchen.  Whence Justin was out of earshot, JC spoke. "Did you two fight
again?" JC asked he had become accustom to the arguments between Jason and
Lance.  Lance nodded, "I don't want to talk about." Lance said.  "And, he
says the same damn thing, didn't he?" JC said and paused before continuing.
"Look Lance, there is nothing you can do to change what happened, he is
hurt deep inside and he is trying to hide it, we all know that.  He has to
want to get help and talk about it.  You can't force him to talk about it
if he doesn't want too, and fighting about it isn't helping." JC said.
"Yeah, but Lynn called to talk to Justin.  He wouldn't let her." Lance
said.  "Then that is an issue he needs to talk to Justin about." JC said.
"Don't you care?" Lance asked.  "It's not my place to say or do anything
about it." JC said.
	Lance sighed.  "Look Lance, this is a something that Lynn, Jason
and Justin will have to work out. And that can't happen till Lynn and Jason
work out their issues." JC said.  "I thought they had at one time." Lance
said.  JC shook his head, "It was all an act for Justin's sake." JC said.
"They decide that it would be best when around Justin to act as if nothing
was wrong." JC said.  Lance nodded, understanding the logic behind the act.
"Do you think they will ever work out those issues?" Lance asked.  "I don't
know." JC said.  "What are you guys talking about?" Justin asked as he
stood at the entrance to the living room, Jason stood a few feet behind
him.  "Justin, I think we need to talk." Jason said.  Justin turned and
looked at Jason.  "Lets go for a walk." Jason said.
	"They've been gone for nearly two hours."  Lance said.  "Give them
time Lance, This isn't the way Jason wanted to tell Justin about this whole
thing." JC said.  "I know but still." Lance said.  "All we can do is wait
Lance." JC said.  Lance nodded, he still wanted to know what was happening.
	Justin walked into the apartment nearly three hours later.  "Hey
babe." JC said.  "Hey Josh." Justin said.  "Where is Jason?" Lance asked.
"He's picking up his mail." Justin said.  "How did the talk go?" JC asked.
"It went well, but I was surprised by the things my mother did." Justin
said.  "So what are you going to do?" Lance asked.  "I'm going to talk to
her, and see if I can set things straight." Justin said.  "Are you and
Jason all set?" JC asked.  "Yes Josh, we're fine.  I understand where he is
coming from and I still think that he and mom need to deal with some
issues, but those issues shouldn't interfere with the relationship we have
as brothers." Justin said.
	Jason walked in while sorting his mail.  "JC I want you to come
with me, I'm going to my mother's." Justin said.  Lance, Jason and JC all
looked at Justin with shock.  "Umm... Okay." JC said.  "We'll be back in
about an hour." Justin said.  Jason and Lance nodded and Justin and JC
left.
	Justin knocked on the door to his mother's house.  After a few
minutes Lynn Harliss opened the door.  She was surprised to see her
youngest son standing on the other side of the door.  "Hi Justin." Lynn
said.  "Mom, we need to talk." Justin said plainly.  Lynn knew this wasn't
a social visit; it was time to deal with the issues at hand.  Lynn nodded
and led the way to her office.  JC closed the door to the house then to
Lynn's office before taking a seat next to Justin.  Lynn folded her arms on
her desk and looked at her youngest son.  "What do you want to talk about
Justin?" Lynn asked.  "Two things, but first you have to agree not to say a
word until I am done talking." Justin said.  "But..." "No buts, not a
word." Justin said interrupting his mother.  Lynn nodded and waited for
Justin to begin.
	Justin stood, he slowly walked away from his mother's desk, he
stopped to look at a picture on the wall facing the desk, it was a picture
with Lynn sitting in a chair, on her right stood Jason next to him was
Justin and on Lynn's left was Josh.  Everyone in the picture had a smile,
it was a picture taken a few years ago, Lynn had insisted on the picture.
Justin then turned walked to the back of JC's chair.  He placed his hands
on JC's shoulders then looked into his mother's eyes.
	"This past week you did something that I thought would never
happen, something that no only hurt me, but hurt someone who I have place
on a pedestal, someone who have looked up too, someone who have confided
in, someone who have loved with all my heart for many years.  You hurt the
one person that means so much to me right now, because he has been there
for me whenever I need him." Justin said he paused, he had too or he would
have started to cry.  Justin looked down at JC, although he could not see
JC's face, he was sure JC was fight back his own tears.
	"You hurt Josh, the man who I have a romantic, and strong
relationship with.  You hurt him so much, that he couldn't bear to see me
in pain, that he felt his only option was to leave, not only me, but also
his entire life he fought so hard for.  He left N Sync, he left his fans,
he left his career, and he left his heart." Justin said.  JC had tried very
hard to suppress his tears, but they slowly start to tickle down his face.
	"I was so mad that Josh had left, I was heart broken, I didn't know
why.  I thought I had done something wrong, I thought I had ruined
everything with my best friend." Justin said he again paused this time to
let the words sink in.  "Had I not have such wonderful friends, and a
wonderful brother who cared enough to fly me and himself to find Josh, who
drove me to his home, so that I could be with him and tell him no matter
what happened, no matter what did, I was sorry and I loved him.  But most
importantly I wanted him to come back." Justin said.
	"That night I learned two things, one that no matter how great the
distance or how difficult the road of life maybe love will always be there
in the end.  The second is that my mother had betrayed a my trust and had
hurt me and the man I love." Justin said.  "Of all people, I thought you
would understand how I feel for Josh, and why I so much want to be with
him." Justin said.  "I guess I was wrong." Justin said.  Justin could her
JC sniffling now; he rubbed JC's shoulders trying to comfort him.
	"Today I learned that this was not the first time, you had done
this to someone I loved and who I look up too.  A few years ago, about the
same time that that picture you have on the wall was taken, you did the
same thing to Jason." Justin said.  Justin released JC's shoulders and
walked back over to the picture, he looked up at it.  "I remember the day
this was taken, there was a lot of tension between you and Jason, you
barely spoke." Justin said.  He turned and took his seat next to JC, this
time he looked at JC's face, he was stained with tears, JC's eyes had began
to swell and become red.  Justin took JC's right hand held it tight and
turned and looked at his mother.
	"Because the lives your sons had chosen for themselves was not the
one you had chosen for them you took it upon yourself to make absolutely
sure that, they would have little or no choice but to follow the lives you
wanted them too.  You've pretty much succeeded with Jason, he's took afraid
now to follow his feelings that he once had for a friend, feelings that
could have resulted in him being with someone he could have learned and
grown into love with.  Yet he failed with me because he intervened and
would not let you hurt yet another son of yours." Justin said.
	"So, today I'm here to offer you to options." Justin said.  He
paused looked at Lynn squarely in the eyes.  Justin leaned forward.  "The
first option is simple, you can accept both your sons for who they are, and
be apart of their lives.  The second option is just as simple, if you can
not accept your sons, then you sons will have nothing to do with you ever
again." Justin said.  JC looked at Justin with shocked.  Lynn looked into
her son's eyes and could tell he was not joking this was for real.
	"Those are you only options." Justin said.  "Which will you chose?"
Justin asked.  He sat back in his chair; he had said what he had come to
say.  Now the ball was in Lynn's court, she had to make a decision accept
her sons or lose them forever.  "Until today I had all the time in the
world, now I have a decision to make.  If I don't accept my sons, I lose
them." Lynn said.  She stood and walked over to the picture on the wall.
"I had insisted so much on this picture, it was suppose to be a reminder to
me of my sons, when they were away.  I never meant to them, but I did."
Lynn said she had tears in her eyes now.  "I'm sorry to both of you, and to
Jason.  I can't lose my sons, I consider you my son as well Josh and I
can't lose my sons.  I hope you can forgive me.  I can't lose any of you."
Lynn said tears were now falling down her face, she meant every word she
said.  Deep down inside she knew that she had to accept her sons or lose
them forever.
	Justin and JC were now standing, they were facing Lynn, as she
turned to them.  "I'm sorry." Lynn said she held her arms open, hoping that
they would accept her apology.  Justin and Josh both looked at each other
then at Lynn, slowly Josh let go of Justin's hand he walked over to Lynn,
He opened his arms and took Lynn into his embrace, "I'm truly sorry
Joshua." Lynn said Justin slowly walked over to his mother; Lynn took
Justin into the hug with Josh, and said, "I'm sorry Justin."

To be continued...

	Well, that is it for now.  Ok I've gotten most of your responses,
and it'll be a little while before Justin and Josh have their first time.
They're going to be looking for a house in the next segment.  Things to
look forward to are: Will Jason be able to forgive Lynn for the years of
pain, what about these odd feelings he's having for Lance? What about the
feeling he told Justin earlier of Tyler?  What will Justin's father have to
say about his son being gay?

	Ok time for another poll, well two polls in one to be exact.  Here
are the questions.  Both Joey and Chris are straight for sure in this story
(whether or not they are in real life is not for me to decide.)  But for
the story they are straight so, who would you like to see Joey and Chris
going out with, you can pick any of the following celebrity: Britney
Spears, any of the girls from Innosense, Christina Aguerila, or another
celebrity you think would make a good match for Joey or Chris, or you can
vote for fictional character, if you pick the fictional character please
try and come up with a name or two you'd like me to use.  If the fictional
Character wins then I'll pick a name for the character form those you send
me.

	When you send me you vote please tell me whom you want with whom.
That it, and you'll find out the results in the next installment.  Also,
this is strictly an N Sync story I won't be bring the Backstreet Boys or
any other Boy Band into this story.  If you want to read a BSB and N Sync
story you can check out Justin's Dream.

	Comments, Questions Suggestions, Hellos, anything what so ever
(except straight porn) can be sent to Curlybrok@bsbnsync.com I love e-mail
and it gets me to write the updates more often. :)