Date: Mon, 31 Jan 2000 10:30:37 -0700
From: Purple Raven <purpleraven81@hotmail.com>
Subject: Freinds and Lovers

FRIEND'S AND LOVERS

Purple Raven.


Disclaimers:

        This story is not meant to say anything about their sexuality or
lifestyles... It is fantasy: BSB, Howie and A.J...

        This is slash.. NC-17.. So if you are under eighteen.. Or do not
like same sex stories do not read... THIS IS SERIOUS: DO NOT READ IF
UNDER EIGHTEEN.



 The guys were exhausted after the concert, of all the cities; they
loved New York, but after the three hours they had spent on stage they
were all to tired to do anything but sleep.  As the elevator crept up
towards their floor, A.J grabbed Howie's hand.  They were safe in the
almost empty elevator. Only the guys were with them and they all knew
about them.
 In fact, Kevin was remembering the night.  He smiled as he remembered,
they were always close the two of them, and he remembered thinking that
they were in love with each other but to afraid the say anything. He
wanted them to be happy. And hey, if Nick and Brian were unable to
accept them, it would be too bad.  Kevin a sucker for romance wanted the
guys to be together.  He went to their room that night to talk to them,
finding that Howie was in the shower he and A.J talked.
 "What's up Kev?" A.J asked
 "Where's Howie?"
 "In the shower"
 "Kay. A.J. I don't have any idea how to say this, so here goes. What is
between you and Howie?"
 "Nothing we are just friends."
 "I've seen the looks that you give him."
 "So?"
 "He looks at you the same way."
 "Kevin?"
 "A.J. your Gay right?"
 "Yes"
 "That's fine with me, and the guys will be okay with it to."
 "What is this about?"
 "He looks at you the way you look at him"
 "What?"
 "Talk to him. You deserve to be happy." Kevin replied walking out the
door, leaving A.J with his thoughts.
 He hadn't told D, that he was gay and yet he told Kevin. Maybe he was
right D would be okay with it, and maybe even he was gay to, that would
be a dream come true for A.J.

 "Hey man, who was here?"
 "Kevin, he wanted to talk to us. But he had to leave."
 "About what?"
 "Nothing important."
 "A.J. You're really tense, what is going on here?"
 "Nothing D, really its nothing."
 "A.J come on, tell me."
 "D. Drop it please."
 "No!"
 "Why?"
 "I want to know what is going on in your head. I love you and you are
worrying me."
 "You love me?"
 "Yeah."
 "Like a friend."
 "NO! Like a lover and a friend. I know that you are not into guys but I
am."
 "D. I.."
 "You don't have to say anything, I'll go room with Kevin."
 "NO!"
 "Why?"
 "I love you to."
 "What?"
 "I LOVE YOU TO."

Howie stared at him, the joy at hearing those words, was more wonderful
than when they made it in the US.  The feeling of intense love flowed
over him; he wanted to hug him so badly. But he was afraid that if he
touched him that it would be a dream.  A.J took the decsion out of his
hands and walked over to him, he put his arms around the slightly wet
man, and pulled him close to his heart.

 "Alexander James I want to kiss you"
  "So what's stopping you?"
 "Nothing" Howie replied leaning down and capturing his lips with his.
They stood there in each others arm's letting the passion overflow, both
of them knew that they had a late night photo shoot, and needed to get
ready for it. They let the passion carry them towards the bed, Howie's
towel flying over A.J's shoulder. Locked in their mutual passion nether
heard the knock on the door.

 "I know there in there," Brian said to Nick.
 "So go in, they never lock the door."
 "Nick that's an invasion of privacy. It's wrong. I mean we get little
privacy as it is.
 "Okay, we'll knock on the door until they answer." Nick replied as he
banged on the door yelling  "Howie, A.J get your buts in gear, leaving
in a twenty minutes."
 "I'll get them." Kevin said as he walked up. "Go get your stuff."
 "You sure?" Brian asked as Nick raced down the hall.
 "Yep, go get your stuff."
 "Okay, see you downstairs in a few minutes."
 "Yeah." Kevin replied as he knocked on the door, there was no answer;
he took a chance and opened the door calling "Guys as he walked in."
Getting hit in the face with A.J's shirt as he turned from closing the
door.
 "Hey guys," he yelled. Both of them jumped, Howie went to immediately
pull away from A.J. he wouldn't let him, instead A.J grabbed his hand in
his.
 "It's okay."
  "Alex"
 "I know. No big deal we're leaving in fifteen minutes. You'll need
this." Kevin replied throwing A.J his shirt.
 "Thanks Kev"
 "No problem"
 "We're.."
  "You don't have to explain. Or tell the other two."
 "What?"
 "I'll help you be alone, if that's what you want, until you figure out
where you want this to go."
 "Thanks man." Howie replied pulling A.J closer.
 "No problem." Kevin answered, turning to leave the room.


 "Hey Kevin!" Nick yelled again bringing him out of his memories.
 "Sorry."
 "Where were you?" A.J. asked.
 "Here two years ago."
 "Oh." Howie replied, hugging A.J, he remembered that night to, the
whole week being with Alex, and knowing that he was with the man that he
loved, and who loved him totally in return.
 "What happened here two years ago?" Nick asked.
 "Alex and I declared our love for each other." Howie replied, kissing
Alex's check, watching Nick blush.
 "Okay no mushy stuff."
 "I Agree." Brian said covering his eyes, peaking through his fingers.
 "Cute guys." Kevin said as the elevator groaned to a stop on their
floor.
 "Okay. Everybody, leaving for the photo shoot at 10:30".
 "Sure" they all called rushing down the hall to their rooms. Nick and
Brian were sharing a room, well as usual A.J and Howie were. Kevin
walked to his room, he missed his lover. He really needed the company
now. When he opened the door no noticed the red flashing light on the
phone.
 "Hello, this is room 1245. Is there a message for me?" He asked.
 "Yes, Sir. Your mother called, and a young lady, she said her name was
Raven."
  "Thank you." Kevin replied, he would call his mother in the morning,
as well as Raven, she was in the middle of papers and he didn't want to
wake her.


 Howie turned on the shower as A.J grabbed their silk pajamas.
  "Hey is the water ready yet," He called
  "Yeah" Howie called back, stripping off his sweat soaked clothes.
  "Hey that's my job." A.J complained leaning against the bathroom door.

  "Well come and do it then." Howie replied sauntering towards his
lover.
  "God you are beautiful," he whispered, tracing his fingers across
Howie's hard chest. Tweaking his nipples, as he backed him up so he
could test the water.
  "You have to many clothes." Howie said reaching for the buttons of the
shirt that A.J was wearing, it was his. He began to trace patterns over
his lover's sensitive skin, as he licked and kissed his neck, nipping at
his earlobes, before he sucked them one at a time into his mouth.
  "God, Howie," he moaned, letting Howie pull his shirt off, moving
closer to him, giving him more access, to his jeans. Howie took the
invitation, and ran his hands down between them, flicking open the snap,
finding that his lover had gone commando.
  "All night?"
  "Oh yeah."
  "You tease."
  "You didn't know" A.J replied, stepping out of the jeans, and climbing
into the shower, beckoning Howie with his finger.  Howie quickly pulled
his dress pants off, along with his cream boxers. He closed the door
behind him, as he gathered A.J in to his arms. The feel of his lover's
skin was heaven, all night he had wanted to fuck him, all night he held
himself in check. He had to remind himself that he needed to go slow,
that Alex was not ready to be a bottom.  He was more of a top.
  `Your beautiful." Alex whispered in his ear, bringing him back to the
present.
  "So are you." Howie replied, pulling him into his arms. The feel of
his skin against his, made him grow and harden.
  "Well I can see what you want." A.J murmured, grabbing Howie and
quickly stroking him.
  "Baby," he gasped, arching under his hands. Reaching he went to grab
him, and return the favor.
  "Uh un." A. J replied, stepping out of his way, keeping his hand where
he could still grab Howie and squeeze and release tightly or softly.
  "Alex please." Howie pleaded.
  "What?" A.J teased.
  "I need to feel you, touch you. It's been to long, I wanted to fuck
you all night." Howie replied, leaning a back against him. Even the feel
of his chest was enough for know.
 "Howie I love you." A.J replied, moving closer, bringing his straining
erection into contact with his lovers tight ass.
 "Oh. God Alex."
 "Lube?"
 "In the bedroom."
 "This'll have to wait," A.J replied.
 "NO!" Howie cried.
 "I don't want to hurt you."
 " You could never hurt me."
  "Are you sure?"
  "Alexander James, I need you in me. I've needed it all night, I need
you now. PLEASE"
 "Okay," A.J agreed continuing "Tell me to stop if I hurt you. Promise
me that."
 "I will. I promise." Howie replied, pushing back in to further contact
with him, while he leaned against the shower wall, letting the spray hit
him. A.J moved in behind him, easing the head of his erection in past
Howie's sphincter. Howie pushed back, he wanted all of Alex as fast as
he could get him. The sudden movement pushed A.J in further than he
intended to be after the first thrust.
 "Ohhhhh." Howie gasped.
 `Howie?'
 `I'm okay. Keep going.' Howie moaned arching his back even further,
allowing a deeper penetration. A.J feeling Howie relax, started to push
forward, until his balls were slapping his lovers ass. Howie pushed
back  even more. A.J not wanting to hurt him tried to stop him.
 "Alex. GOD you feel so good." Howie moaned, leaning his head against
the shower wall.
 "So do you." A.J replied kissing his shoulder blade before he began to
thrust in and out, pistioning quicker and quicker. Howie caught the
rhythm, and together they found a perfect pace.
 "Ohhhhhhhhh." A.J moaned deep in his throat, leaning heavily on Howie,
he thrust hard and deep before spilling himself deep inside his lover.
A.J grabbed Howie's erection and began stroking him faster and faster,
until his climaxed all over him and the shower wall. He pulled out and
gathered him into his arms.
 "I love you," he said, kissing him deeply.
 "Me to. Wash my hair?"
 "Love to."
The whole process first Howie then A.J took twenty minutes. They dried
off and wandered in their room. A.J gathered Howie into his arms and
carried him to the bed, where they cuddled and fell asleep in each
others arms.


The end For now...

 Raven

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