Date: Tue, 12 Jun 2001 09:55:05 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mel J <melanjea_bsb@yahoo.com>
Subject: Full Circle-Chapter 3

Disclaimer! I dont know Nsync and this has no
reflection on there sexuality or sexual preference, in
essance this is FICTION!


   Full Circle-Chapter 3
By Mel
2001


   Chris knew there was something wrong, something
Justin wasnt telling him. He could tell by the way
Justin wouldnt look him in the eye. His friend was
still there for him, but now he was hiding something.
But he was hiding something from Justin, too. He
hadent quit the coke all together like he had
promised. It hurt too much, it was too hard for him.
  Deep inside he knew that it would be easier if he
got help, but he didnt want to see the pity in his
bandmates eyes when they found out that all this time
he had been preaching anti drug, he had been using.
  He didnt know what to do, and it was driving him
crazy, tearing him apart. He didnt know that today
would be the day his lies were going to catch up with
him.
 It would ultimatly save his life.
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 Lance tried to keep his distance from Jc, he really
tried. He tried to ignore the hurt in his friend's
eyes when he avoided being alone with him, but his
heart wasnt really in it. He loved Jc too much. He
just knew that no matter how much it hurt him, he
couldnt tell Jc that.
  It would kill him if Jc didnt feel the same way. It
was better if he never knew at all than risk it. Or
that was what he was trying to tell himself. He didnt
know that Jc had other plans.
  Jc was going to tell Lance the truth, he didnt think
he could hide it from him much longer. He just didnt
know if it would drive Lance even further away.
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  "When are we going to break it to the other guys?"
Brown eyes looked into blue. The two lovers were lying
entwined in eachother's arms on the bed, not wanting
to lose contact with the other.
"I dont know. But we have too, soon." They knew they
couldnt wait much longer to tell the others about
Chris, they just didnt know how. The last thing they
wanted to do was betray him, but they were afraid that
if they didnt... it would get worse.
   "We dont have much time, let's talk about this
later, I just want to be with you."
 Justin nodded, looking into Joey's eyes. He could
feel his cock start to harden again. Oh how he wanted
his friend, his lover. Joey saw the glazed look in
Justin's eyes and grinned.
Time for round two.
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 "We need to talk." Jc said, putting a hand on Lance's
arm. Lance stiffened, trying to ignore the shock of
awarness he always felt at Jc's touch. It bothered Jc,
but he ignored it. He was determined to let Lance know
how he felt.
  "What is it?" Lance asked, taking a step back as Jc
led him to a private area. Jc took a deep breath. He
tried to steady his hands. Lance knew something was
wrong and his natural affection for Jc took over.
  "Jc.. baby, what is it?" Jc's shocked eyes met
Lance's green ones. Had Lance just called him Baby?
Lance mistook the shock for horror and lept off the
couch.
  "Jc.. I am so sorry.." he stuttered and ran. Jc was
too shocked to move.
  "I am not."
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 Chris lay back on his bed, trying to relax as the
cocaine hit his system. He knew he was going to get
caught, but he couldnt help himself. He needed it. He
craved it.
It had taken over his life, and he hated it, and
himself.
  Suddenly, he knew something was wrong. His heartbeat
was pounding a mile a minute, and he could feel
himself getting dizzy. Oh shit. Something was horribly
wrong.
  The last thought he had in his head before he passed
out was "am I gonna die?"
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  Lance had to talk to someone, and Chris' house was
the first one he came to. He saw Chris' car parked
outside and rang the doorbell, Jc's expression runinng
through his head. No answer. That was odd, he thought
and went around back.
  No sign of Chris. Lance took out his cell and made a
phone call. Still nothing. Lance began to feel uneasy.
Rationally he knew that there could be many reasons
that Chris was not answering the phone or the door,
but his uneasiness grew with each passing second.
  Lance did the only thing he could think of. He broke
in.
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  Jc's cell phone rang. "What?! Lance.. slow down.. he
what? Ok.. yes I will get Justin and Joey.. I will be
right there" Jc slammed on the gas, and headed toward
Justin's first, and saw Joey's car out front.
  He pounded on the door. Justin opened the door, Joey
right behind him. Jc noticed that they looked slightly
out of breath, and sweaty, but put it to the back of
his mind.
   "Jc.. what is it?" Justin asked, frightened by the
look on his friends face.
  "Chris is in the emergency room."
Joey let out a gasp. The coke. Oh shit....tbc,,