Date: Tue, 20 Mar 2001 21:29:54 -0800 (PST)
From: Mel J <melanjea_bsb@yahoo.com>
Subject: Games of Desire-Chapter 4

Disclaimer! I do not know BSB or Nsync and this is
fiction, it is not a reflection on their sexuality or
sexual preference-Mel

Games of Desire-Chapter 4
By Mel
2001

     The two groups settled into the recording studio.
Kevin tried to keep his distance from Justin, but
found it increasingly hard to fight his attraction. He
was constantly hard and desperately wished he was not
wearing tight jeans. Aj noticed and had to fight to
keep a smirk from showing on his face.
   Kevin watched Justin sing and licked his lips. He
was gorgeous, his body long and lean. Muscular in all
the right spots. He wanted... shit, he couldn't have
it, he knew that. It was obvious that Jc and Justin
were together. Besides, he thought with a sigh, He had
been so vocal about hating Nsync that he would look
like a hypocrite if he suddenly changed his mind now.
   He was so caught in his own thoughts, that he
didn't notice Justin's cautious looks in his
direction. But AJ and Howie did. And so did Lance. And
so did JC. He deliberately angled his body closer to
his lover, his voice blending with Justin's.
   Lance turned away. It was so hard to watch, wishing
Jc would do that to him, with him. Nick and Chris
missed it all, too busy with each other to care. Their
voices joined in with Justin and Jc. But their eyes
were locked on each other.
   "Ok, good. Take a break." the producer said from
the sound booth and everyone sighed with relief. It
had been a long day, besides the temperature in the
studio was rising. Kevin took that moment to go to the
bathroom. He was just unzipping his pants when the
door opened. Kevin looked up and his eyes met blue.
Justin blue.
    "Hey man. Nice vocals." Kevin could barely
breathe.
    "Oh.. Thanks." he muttered when he realized
Justin was waiting for his reply.
    "Do you really hate us that much?" Justin asked
after a minute,positioning himself in front of his own
urinal.
    Kevin let out a slow breath. "Not really.. I
guess.. It's just I feel betrayed." Justin looked at
him questioningly. "Lou." Ahh so that was it.
  "Yeah, well he has a habit of doing that." Kevin
could see the disillusionment in Justin's eyes.
    They both zipped up at the same time, and joined
each other at the sinks. "Look, I am sorry. Let's
start over. Justin smiled, and put out a hand. They
shook, then by some mutual agreement, their fingers
linked. Their eyes locked, blue to green.
    Kevin slowly pulled Justin in. He could feel his
heart pounding and Justin's breath on his face as his
mouth lowered. Lips parted, then a discreet cough
interrupted them.
    "I am sorry to disturb you, but Jc
is on his way." Howie's sympathetic brown eyes gazed
at them from the doorway.
   Kevin pulled his hand out of Justin's grip. "Thanks
Howie, kind of forgot for a moment. Sorry, it wont
happen again" he said to Justin, and he walked out,
his hands shaking. Justin looked after him, a look of
yearning on his face.
   "Don't play with Kevin's emotions." Howie warned
him and went in search of his friend. Justin leaned
back against the wall, his mind whirling. So close, so
fucking close.
  "You fall in?"
   Meanwhile, Chris and Nick were sharing a bite to
eat outside, the wind ruffling Nick's hair. "We have
to tell the rest of them, you know." Nick said, his
blue eyes concerned. They both were scared of what the
other fellas would say. Chris cupped Nick's face in
his hands, and kissed him gently.
   "I know. Tonight, its time to get this out in the
open, I think we have waited long enough."
   Nick's smile was answer enough, and Chris leaned in
for another, more passionate kiss. Nick moaned in his
throat, as Chris' tongue touched his. Nick's arms came
around his boyfriend and pulled him closer, forgetting
everything except this.
    They broke for air, their hearts pounding. "I wish
I could ravish you right here and now, but this is not
the time nor the place" Chris murmured as they leaned
into one another, foreheads touching. Nick brushed
Chris' lips with his.
   "I know, Damn it." Chris laughed  and the moment
was broken.
   They headed inside, not knowing Lance had already
seen them. But he wasn't angry, just a little hurt
that Chris didn't feel like he could confide in him.
Lance swallowed it, just like he always did. One day
though, he was going to explode. And that day was fast
approaching....tbc..