Date: Mon, 06 Mar 2000 12:14:19 PST
From: Purple Raven <purpleraven81@hotmail.com>
Subject: If you Knew 3

Hey...
Here is another part...
I hope that you all like it...


IF YOU KNEW WHAT I KNEW
THREE

Raven

Disclaimers: THIS is NOT real. The Backstreet boys are not to my knowledge 
Gay. Therefore THIS IS FANTASY. DO NOT READ IF UNDER EIGHTEEN.
Concerns Male/Male relationships.

Notes: I promise to fix them soon.

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	Howie picked up the phone, he was unsure of phoning her, but he
knew that if he didn't he would never hear the end of it from Kevin.
		"Hello" he quite voice answered the phone. "Dakota it's Howie, can you 
come over for supper?" He asked. "I guess"
		"Great when can you get here?"
		"Give me a couple of hours."
		"So at about six."
		"Yeah." She agreed before hanging up the phone.
		"Who was that?" Josh asked.
		"Howie>"
		"Your going over there?"
		"In a couple of hours." She replied leaning over to kiss
him, running her hands through his short brown hair. Josh pulled her close
to him, as he rolled over onto his back in her bed.
		"Come here" he smiled at her pulling her down to kiss her,
her long auburn hair falling around him. They wrapped their tongues around
each other, her hand finding it's way down to his throbbing cock.
(Sorry stopping there.. The corny lines all apply here)
	When she went to have her shower she realized that she had slept
till eight. She never bothered to call her boyfriend but rather she climbed
into bed beside her sleeping lover. Not realizing that they hadn't used
protection.

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	AJ finished fixing the supper as he talked with Brian, it was his night to 
cook, and he loved it when Brian let him experiment. It was a recipe that 
Howie had given him, a simple meal of Quesidesas. Brian had just gotten out 
of the tub, after having a bath at AJ's instance. While he was relaxing AJ 
and his mom talked and he let her know he was okay but refused to tell her 
anything else, as it was his lover's story to tell.
	AJ smiled as Brian walked into the room, he was wearing one of his black 
sheer shirts, and his own blue Nike shorts. He looked adorable with his wet 
hair flying everywhere. Brian smiled at him as he climbed up on a stool at 
the counter. AJ was wearing his yellow silk lounging pants and a white wife 
beater, barefoot standing in a pile of flour. Brian looked him up and down 
like he was a huge pile of chocolate; AJ blushed as he felt Brian's eyes on 
him.
		"You're blushing."
		"You keep looking at me like that and I'll be doing more than blushing."
		"Ohhhh. Promise." Brian winked at him.
		"Yeah. Only if you want."
		"Only if I want?" Brian repeated guarded.
		"Brian?"
		"Alex, you don't want me." He stated as though he stating the sky was 
blue.
		"God No. Brian I want you. I crave being with you."
		"But?"
		"But. I don't want this to be about sex. I want this, our relationship 
now, to be something that you are comfortable with."
		"I'm comfortable with how we are." Brian whispered.
		"Good. Then we change nothing?"
		"No."
		"Change?"
		"No. We'll change, we have to after .."
		"After what you told me." AJ finished the thought for him.
		"Yeah."
		"Kay." AJ smiled at him, reaching for his hand across the counter, rubbing 
his fingers over the back of it.
		"Bri. I love you." AJ stated, causing Brian to smile, he loved hearing 
those three words, and right now he really needed to hear them.
		"Did you find someone?"
		"Yeah. I called Lance."
		"Lance?"
		"Yeah, Joey and him had council ling."
		Really?"
		"Yeah, Joey's family wanted to cure their son, and blamed Lance for his 
being gay. It caused problems."
		"Oh."
		"Her name is Chandra."
		"Yeah?"
		"She specializes in celebrity gay couples."
		"Really?"
		"Yeah. She and I talked."
		"Okay."
		"Nothing is perminiate."
		"UnHuh."
		"She wants to see us separately, then together."
		"Kay, when?"
		"On Friday at 1:00pm for you and me on 10:00am Thursday."
		"You worked around our schedules."
		"Of course. You know that we don't have to tell them."
		"Yeah we do. At the meeting on Tuesday." Brian replied he had made up his 
mind that he was done hiding his past from his band mates.
		"I'll be there for you."
		"I know."
		"Let's eat."
		"Can we eat on the patio?"
		"You don't have to ask." AJ replied smiling at him, grabbing the plates 
heading towards the door, with Brian following carrying a huge picture of 
water and two glasses. The three dogs followed hoping to grab some scraps.
		"The babies are lonely" AJ chuckled as Tyke walked between Bri's feet, 
keeping pace with his father. Panda was already sitting on AJ's chair with 
Bear in front of it, waiting for his father was well.
		"We should have taken them with us."
		'Sure Quincy would have loved that."	AJ laughed as he remembered the last 
time Tyke and Quincy were together. The picture that Nick took of Tyke 
riding Quincy as he ran towards Kevin was priceless; they had blown it up 
and given it to Kevin for his last birthday.
		"Tyke wanted his spot." Bri tried to defend him.
		"Sure, remember trying to convince Kevin that Tyke wasn't going to hurt 
him." They both laughed as they remembered, Kevin carrying his baby back to 
the lounge on the bus, waking AJ from his nap as he yelled at Bri. 'You're 
little satan hurt Quincy.'
		'He was in his spot.'
		'His spot?'
		'Yeah the chair'
		'Brian" Kevin began to laugh.
		'Yes Kev?'
		'His spot.' Kevin began to chuckle as he realized their pets couldn't get 
along.
		'They don't like each other.'
		'It's a cat dog thing.'
		'Tyke likes Pinky'
		'Sure but Pinky thinks she's a dog.' Nick yelled from his bunk. They all 
laughed.

	Remembering that simple moment put them at ease with each other. They 
washed the dishes and settled on the couch, Tyke in his chair and the other 
two dogs on the love seat. They had both learned that the chair was Tyke's 
and no one could sit there with out him with them. They were cuddled kissing 
softly as the phone rang, "Hello" AJ said as he picked up the phone.
		"AJ its Howie."
		"Hey Howie."
		"Meeting at your place?"
		"Yeah after the one at the studio. Oh can you bring something?
		"Yeah what?"
		"Bri what do you want Howie to bring?'
		"Drinks."
		"Howie, can you bring drinks?"
		"Sure." Howie replied before hanging up.
	AJ cuddled closer to Bri as he flipped over to snuggle into the crook of 
his neck. AJ wrapped his arms around him, as Bri licked his sensitive neck. 
They stayed that way cuddling and holding each other; AJ was content to let 
Brian decide if this was going to go anywhere. Wanting to let his lover know 
that he was willing to give more, Brian moved his semi hard cock into AJ 
groin, letting him feel how his presence was affecting him. AJ reached down 
to kiss him deeply letting their tongues play with each other. Feeling Brian 
on his leg made AJ more comfortable to where this could lead, he knew that 
it took quite a bit to arouse Brian, him being aroused by his closeness was 
nice and yet AJ was unsure if he was ready for this, more for the fact that 
he didn't want Bri feeling that he had to make love to him.
		" I love you."
		"Love you to." Brian replied shifting downward so that he could maneuver 
AJ's pants off he wanted to feel his lovers beautiful hard cock in his 
mouth. It was something that he wanted to do, because he needed to feel 
normal, safe in his relationship.  He tugged the yellow pants off, shocked 
to see his lover naked underneath, after three years he should be used to 
the fact that AJ liked to free ball it as much as he could. The ringing 
phone distracted AJ from Brian for a few minutes as he reached behind him 
for it.
		"Hello?"
		"AJ it's Nick can I talk to Brian."
		"Uh sure, ..... ooohhhh." AJ gasped as Brian's mouth closed around him, 
sucking him until his chin rested against AJ's balls.
		"AJ. I need to talk to him. Tell him to get off your cock and hand him the 
phone." Nick laughed.
		"What. Oh call back." AJ hung up.
		"Who was that?" Brian asked coming off his cock.
		"Nick, he'll call latter." AJ replied pulling Brian back up his body to 
kiss him deeply.
		"Want to go on?"
		"Uh huh." AJ nodded, like a little boy "I wanna play."
		"With what?"
		"You." AJ replied reaching between them grabbing him through the shorts.
		"Me?" Brian smiled at him, crooking his eyebrow sitting up, and climbing 
off of him. "I've always wanted to do it on the deck" he smiled heading out 
side, leaving it up to AJ if he wanted to follow. He stopped in the patio 
door, turned to AJ and winked at him.
		"I want to kiss you." Bri murmured, leaning forward to kiss him softly, 
they stayed that way motionless in each other's arms; AJ picked him up and 
carried him to the lounger closest to the door. Quickly he took Bri's shorts 
off surprised to see that he was naked under them.
		"I wanted to be free." Bri smiled at him. AJ smiled back as he climbed on 
to his lap, positioning him so that when he sat down his cock would be 
buried in his ass.
		"You feel so good." AJ moaned resting his head against Brian's.
		"So do you." Brian replied flexing his cock inside him, grabbing his hips 
Brian moved AJ up and down controlling their pace. AJ let him have complete 
control. They moved slowly to completion in each other's arms. AJ pulled 
Brian into his arms as he flopped over beside him, the intense feeling that 
they had just experienced were so exhausting that they fell asleep on the 
lounger.

	Nick slowly walked into the house using his code. He didn't want to wake 
them, he just needed a place to think, and Kevin wouldn't come or call this 
late at night so he knew it was safe. He went to pull out the sofa bed when 
he noticed the open patio door, it wasn't like the two of then to leave the 
door open, he went to close it. And noticed the two of them, he knew that he 
couldn't carry them and he didn't want to wake them so he grabbed a quilt 
from the hall closet and covered them.

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The end for now...
Raven..
  As always comments are welcome..

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