Date: Tue, 6 Mar 2001 13:58:01 -0800 (PST)
From: Sun Child <heartmindsoulau@yahoo.com>
Subject: JC Dreams 16

Hey guys, I'm back with a new part of JC Dreams.

DISCLAIMER THINGY:
If you are underaged, offended by m/m concepts, then I will now ask you to
leave. I ain't gonna get busted if your mama walks in and catches you
choking the chicken to this if ya know what I mean. I don't know or claim
any personal knowledge of Nsync and their personal lives, I don't agree
with the arguements as to their sexuality, please don't put them to
me... this is purely a fan-fiction. Also all songs belong to respective
artists. All ownership will be listed at the bottom of the story.

Author's Words:
I want to thank all those who have written in and given me advice and so
on. It's all greatly appreciated. I wish to also note those who have
complained about the sex scenes I have written. They aren't long or
in-depth I know. Please remember that JC and Tony have only just started
having sex and are taking their time with this. Please bear this in mind
when you write in and bitch to me about it because I will tell you the
exact same thing in the reply that I have just told you now.

Author's Thanks:
Thanks to all those who have written in to me and told me what they
think. It is greatly appreciated. To our fav Nifty Archivist, thanks for
your support with the postings and series that you have let me put on your
web-site. Thanks also to Casey who has given me support with the story from
day one. Also, my fav guy, Alex, thanks for everything... you're cool
man. Also, how could I forget me mate Casey. Thanks for your help and
support throughout the entire series.  You're a legend.

Stories Recommended:

Jamie's Romance -- (boy bands) brilliant in every sense of the word.  I
wish to thank the author for his support in the writing of JC Dreams and
the advice he has passed on to me. I only hope I can one day write to his
standard.

Alpha Male -- (college) I am enjoying reading this story hugely. It puts
forwards some different ideas on different topics. An interesting read at
times to say the least.

Garden of Songs -- (boy bands) This is my fan-fic story on Savage Garden
which I am writing along with JC Dreams and enjoying writing. I hope that
you can enjoy reading it.

Yesterday's Child -- (high school) I'm working my ass off on this story,
just like the other three... I hope you can all enjoy it.

Black the Promise - (boy bands) A new series that I have started... I am
doin' my best to get the next part up I promise. I'm kinda just finding it
hard to write and find inspiration in at the moment, but I am working on
it... it's starting to grow on me.

Thanks to all my readers for their support, I hope you can also support
these other authors.

Feedback Details:
ICQ# 104300787 (Sun Child)
MSN Messanger is through: heartmindsoulau@hotmail.com
E-mail feedback: heartmindsoulau@yahoo.com

Well, I've taken enough of your time, let's get on with the story. Keep
safe and see ya at the end. SC.

This series is dedicated to Brendon Alexander James. 10-Jan-1980 to
20-08-2000. Eternal rest granted I pray.  I miss you Boo.

JC Dream 16
by
Sun Child


JC and Tony lay down on the bed, quietly just holding each other.
Eventually JC spoke,
   "What makes you say Jason is gay?"
   "I dunno, there's just something about him.  You don't have to believe
me, just call it gaydar or whatever you want." Tony told him. JC nodded,
gaydar being a new concept to him, sure he'd heard of it in the gay chat
rooms but never really understood it.  It was meant to be like the thing
that let gay guys know that other guys were gay. JC never really needed it
so he hadn't bothered finding out more about it. JC lay his head down on
Tony's chest and put his arm across Tony who reached over and held JC.
   "Josh, what's bugging you?"
   "I don't know.  I guess this entire Jason being gay thing is."
   "Why?"
   "I used to have the biggest crush on him, but like I never let anyone
know it. I don't know... I was just wondering, maybe if I had known... who
knows." JC admitted.
   "If you had known, chances are, I wouldn't be pursuing a music career
and I wouldn't be lying here with you, holding you and enjoying your
company." Tony told JC, a little worried by JC's admission.
   "I guess. So good things really do come out of ignorance and being
naive." JC smiled. Tony smiled, half-heartedly, but he smiled all the same.
JC didn't seem to pick it up and they lay there, talking idly, nothing too
serious.

Soon the spare time was up and they had to head to Lance's room.  Knocking,
they waited until Lance opened the door and walked on in.  Sitting down, JC
on the end of Lance's bed, Tony in between his legs, leaning back. A
thought occured to Tony.
   "Has anyone told Jason about Josh and I?"  The others looked at each
other.
   "Not unless Chris or Joey have." Shrugged Lance.
   "Do you think it'll be a problem?" Asked Justin.
   "Doubt it, he's camp as." Tony laughed.  Lance and Justin both nodded,
Justin turning to Lance.
   "Joey owes us a twenty each now."
   "You guys were betting on Jason's sexuality?" Asked Tony, a little
surprised.  Justin and Lance shrugged.
   "Passed time." Tony just nodded. There was a knock at the door and
Justin answered it, letting Joey, Chris and Jason in. Joey and Chris walked
in and weren't surprised by the sight of JC and Tony, Jason on the other
hand.  Well, Tony had never seen someone's jaw hit the ground so
fast. Deciding to have fun, Tony camped it up.
   "Jason dah-link.  Pick up ya mouth suga, or you gonna catch some flies
for we nice girls over here." The others all cracked up at Jason's expense,
who was turning beet red.  Eventually Jason managed to control himself.
   "Sorry, I didn't ... that... I was..."
   "You weren't expecting it and it came as a shock to you?" Supplied
Tony. Jason just nodded stupidly. Tony smiled warmly.
   "well you know now... so deal with it sister." With that he looked at
Lance.
   "Schedules... isn't that why we are here."
   "Uh yeah. That and so you can tear Jason apart by the sounds of it."
   "Oh I haven't even started yet." Tony smiled. Jason got a worried look
on his face.
   "Just don't cross me and you'll be fine." Tony smiled at Jason. Jason
nodded, not real sure.  Lance then proceeded to give details as to what
their tour schedule was and what their photo shoots were.  Tony's was more
or less the same as the guys apart from a few radio promos he had.  With
that, the group dissolved into mindless chatter, Tony was the only one who
didn't fully join in. This didn't go unnoticed by Justin who made a mental
note to talk to Tony later.  After half an hour, Tony stood and looked at
the group.
   "Well, I'm going for a walk. I'll see you all later." With that he
headed towards the door.  JC rose to go with him.  Tony smiled.
   "Babe, you stay here.  You don't need to ditch on your friends to be
with me." JC nodded, unsure but sat back down.  Heading out the door Tony
sighed lightly and walked down to his and JC's room. Collecting his cap and
wallet, Tony headed back to Lance's room to give JC the key.  Before
knocking Tony listened a little at the door.
   "So does anyone else have any admissions for the night?" He heard Chris
ask.  There was a silence then Jason spoke.
   "Yeah, I do.  I guess I should have told you all before, I'm gay." The
others just smiled and told him it was cool.  Tony smiled, knowing he was
right.  He knocked lightly on the door and when Justin opened the door he
held out the key.
   "Can you give this to Josh... he'll need it to get in." Tony told him.
Justin walked out the door, pulling it closed behind him.
   "I can do that, but before you go... spill.  What's the deal with you
being out of it?"
   "Nothing Juz.  I'm just a little tired and not used to touring." Tony
lied.
   "Uh huh, and I'm Chrisina Aguilera... tell me Tony."
   "Nothing is wrong Juz.  I'm just tired."
   "What's JC said to you Tone?"
   "Well, before when we left to go to the room, I told him Jason was gay.
He then told me he kinda had a crush on Jason and, well, I dunno.  Just the
fact he knows Jason is gay now and seeing as though they are both going to
be on tour together.  I'm being paranoid I know, Josh loves me and wouldn't
do that to me... would he?"
   "I doubt it Tone, but if he does, he'll have several kicking his ass.  I
think you'll only need to worry if Bobbie appears somewhere."
   "Bobbie?"
   "His ex-girlfriend. They were madly and deeply in love, or so I
gather. Every time they catch up, the rest of us fall off the face of the
earth and there's only her. I think he still loves her, but I doubt she
would win out over you." Justin told Tony.  Tony just nodded.
   "Well, I'll deal with the Bobby thing when it happens. Until then, I
have a Jason to contend with.  Anyhow, I'm going for a walk.  I'll see you
later." Tony turned and started to walk away.  Justin spoke up.
   "Tony, you know my door and shoulder are always here for you if you need
them." Tony nodded.
   "Thanks Juz." With that Tony turned again. Justin sighed and walked back
into the room.

Tony walked out onto the sidewalk and sighed.  JC and Jason, he guessed it
had a nice ring to it.  As much as he knew JC loved him, he had the
lingering doubt. Walking up to a newstand he grabbed a packet of
smokes. Paying the guy, he opened the packet of smokes, took one out and
lit it.
   "Those aren't good if you're going to be a muso." Said a voice from
behind. Turning Tony saw Britney standing there.
   "Hey Brit, what are you doing here?"
   "I have some spare time from touring so I thought I would catch up with
you and the guys." Brintey told him giving him a hug.
   "Now tell me, what's wrong that you need a cancer stick?"
   "Just a silly worry."
   "If you're turning to nicotine, it must be something major."
   "Well, Jason's come out and Josh has or at least had, a crush on him and
I'm worried about what could happen on this tour."
   "Well, Tony, go talk to him... you owe him that much." Tony nodded and
finished his smoke.  Flicking his head in the direction of the hotel
   "You want me to walk you?"
   "Perfect gentleman aren't you."
   "I try." Laughed Tony.

Walking back to the hotel, Britney and Tony talked idly. They seperated
ways at Lance's door, Tony continued on upto the room he was sharing with
JC, while Britney knocked on the door to Lance and Justin's room.  Knocking
upon the door, Tony was a little surprised to find there was no answer.
Walking back down to Justin and Lance's room, he knocked and was let in by
Lance.
   "I thought you would be back in your room with JC." Lance said.
   "Well, I knocked but there was no answer inside so I didn't bother. I
thought he must have been down here with you all still." Lance shook his
head, looking around the room, Tony noted that Jason was also missing.
Lance reached over and picked up a key.
   "Well, here's the spare. I always get them... this lot are forever
leaving them in their rooms so it pays to be prepared." Tony nodded and
walked back to the room and unlocked it. Walking in, Tony was greeted by
the sight of Jason lying on top of JC who was pushing him off.
   "What the fuck is going on here?" Demanded Tony. Jason spun at Tony's
voice and glared at Tony.
   "Nothing that concerns you.  Why don't you just fuck off and go away. Go
crawl back into your city street shit heap that you came from." Jason
snarled.  Tony strode to where JC and Tony were lying, Jason tried to stand
up to Tony but all he got was thrown against the far wall. Turning, Tony
looked at JC.
   "Are you okay?" JC just nodded and looked away. Turning again to face
Jason, Tony walked over to him and grabbed him by the front of the shirt
and pinned him against the wall.
   "Don't you ever touch my boyfriend again."
   "Your boyfriend? Then why is it he couldn't stop watching me all night?"
Jason snorted.
   "Because he's human.  Everyone will look at others whether they are
dating, married or single. You should know that when you work so closely
with the public." Snarled Tony.
   "I suggest you stay away from me and Josh for the rest of the tour.  I
would hate to have to break your nose in self defense." Tony dropped Jason
to the ground.
   "Now get your clothes and get out." Tony told him dangerously. Jason
walked over to his clothes definatly and collected them off the ground. He
then stalked out of the room throwing a withering glare at JC and
Tony. After he had left, Tony walked over to where JC was sitting.
   "Are you okay babe?" JC refused to meet Tony's eyes.
   "Josh?" Tony tried again on the be given silent treatment.
   "Do you want me to sleep in another room tonight?" JC just shrugged, not
facing Tony, just staring vacantly into space. Tony reached into his pocket
and pulled out the packet of smokes.
   "Do you want to come out onto the balcony and have a smoke with me?"
Tony offered JC the pack who took a smoke and walked outside without even
waiting for Tony.  Sighing, Tony took one of his own and a lighter.
Sitting out on the balcony, Tony watched JC for any sign of life.  His eyes
were glazed and distant.
   "Josh, do you want to talk to me?" JC turned and looked Tony dead in the
eyes.
   "You weren't there when I needed you." Tony did a double take.
   "I didn't know anything was wrong."
   "You said you'd always be there for me."
   "Josh, had he done something before I got back?" JC averted his eyes.
   "It doesn't matter now anyways." JC said quietly. With that he took
another draw on the smoke.  Tony finished his smoke and flicked the
butt. He then got up.
   "I'm taking both keys with me." He walked back inside and grabbed the
keys the continued out the door.  He walked down to Justin and Lance's
room.  Justin opened the door and let him in. As soon as Tony was inside,
Jason stood to make an exit to the bathroom.  Tony took a couple of steps
and grabbed him by the shirt and threw him into another wall.
   "What the fuck did you do to him." Hissed Tony.
   "Only what you wouldn't." Jason threw back.
   "Did he say yes?"
   "His body did."
   "Did his mouth?"  Jason didn't respond. Tony was about to throw Jason
into the wall again when Joey, Chris and Justin all reached him and pulled
him off. Jason used the chance to escape to the bathroom. As the door
closed Tony shrugged the others off him.
   "Tone, what's wrong?" Justin asked.  Tony sat down heavily on the bed.
   "Because of that asshole, I'm losing my boyfriend. I think, no I'm just
about sure he... he ... well forced Josh to... well, you know." Tony
disclosed, tears starting to roll down his cheeks. Justin walked over to
him and wrapped him arms around Tony. Tony put his head on Justin's
shoulder and let all the hurt and fear fall from him.  During the emotional
exchange, Jason opened the bathroom door and made his way to the bedroom
door only to be met there by Britney who pointed back to the other room. He
tried to push pass her and she slapped him so hard that Joey came to see
what was going on.  Seeing Jason, Joey grabbed him by the shirt (here's
hoping it wasn't an expensive shirt) and threw him back into the main room
with the others. Tony couldn't even look at Jason.
   "I'm going to see Josh." Tony said standing. He walked towards the door
and Britney went with him.
   "I'll come, you can use the support." Tony looked at the tiny petite
girl next to him who was full of heart and smiled.
   "Thanks Brit." With that they both walked out of the room and made their
way down to Tony and JC's room.  Opening the door, they found JC on the
balcony still, holding another cigarette. Britney slapped his shoulder.
   "Good going, now he's addicted." She smiled. Walking out there they both
sat next to JC.
   "Josh, do you want to talk now?" Asked Tony.
   "JC, I'm here as well." Britney said softly.
   "Please, just let me deal with my demons my own way." JC told them,
gazing vacantly into space, a lone tear rolling down over his cheek.

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Well there it is.  Weren't expecting that were you.  Hope you enjoyed
it... I'm not sure how good it is.

Take care and enjoy, SC.