Date: Thu, 29 Mar 2001 22:20:24 -0800 (PST)
From: Sun Child <heartmindsoulau@yahoo.com>
Subject: JC Dreams 19
Hey guys, I'm back with a new part of JC Dreams.
DISCLAIMER THINGY:
If you are underaged, offended by m/m concepts, then I will now ask you to
leave. I ain't gonna get busted if your mama walks in and catches you
choking the chicken to this if ya know what I mean. I don't know or claim
any personal knowledge of Nsync and their personal lives, I don't agree
with the arguements as to their sexuality, please don't put them to
me... this is purely a fan-fiction. Also all songs belong to respective
artists. All ownership will be listed at the bottom of the story.
Author's Words:
I want to thank all those who have written in and given me advice and so
on. It's all greatly appreciated. I wish to also note those who have
complained about the sex scenes I have written. They aren't long or
in-depth I know. Please remember that JC and Tony have only just started
having sex and are taking their time with this. Please bear this in mind
when you write in and bitch to me about it because I will tell you the
exact same thing in the reply that I have just told you now.
Author's Thanks:
Thanks to all those who have written in to me and told me what they
think. It is greatly appreciated. To our fav Nifty Archivist, thanks for
your support with the postings and series that you have let me put on your
web-site. Thanks also to Casey who has given me support with the story from
day one. Also, my fav guy, Alex, thanks for everything... you're cool
man. Also, how could I forget me mate Casey. Thanks for your help and
support throughout the entire series. You're a legend.
Stories Recommended:
Jamie's Romance -- (boy bands) brilliant in every sense of the word. I
wish to thank the author for his support in the writing of JC Dreams and
the advice he has passed on to me. I only hope I can one day write to his
standard.
Alpha Male -- (college) I am enjoying reading this story hugely. It puts
forwards some different ideas on different topics. An interesting read at
times to say the least.
Garden of Songs -- (boy bands) This is my fan-fic story on Savage Garden
which I am writing along with JC Dreams and enjoying writing. I hope that
you can enjoy reading it.
Yesterday's Child -- (high school) I'm working my ass off on this story,
just like the other three... I hope you can all enjoy it.
Black the Promise - (boy bands) A new series that I have started... I am
doin' my best to get the next part up I promise. I'm kinda just finding it
hard to write and find inspiration in at the moment, but I am working on
it... it's starting to grow on me.
Starting Over - (boy bands) An incredible Justin story. I LOVE IT! More
Jordan MORE!
Thanks to all my readers for their support, I hope you can also support
these other authors.
Feedback Details:
ICQ# 104300787 (Sun Child)
MSN Messanger is through: heartmindsoulau@hotmail.com
E-mail feedback: heartmindsoulau@yahoo.com or heartmindsoulau@hotmail.com
Well, I've taken enough of your time, let's get on with the story. Keep
safe and see ya at the end. SC.
JC Dreams 19
by
Sun Child
JC and Tony stood there, holding each other gently, enjoying the touch of
the other. There was a light knock at the door and Justin went over and
opened it while JC and Tony moved apart. Caleb and Sarah bounced into the
room and Sarah threw her arms up around Tony's neck.
"That was great Tone. You did so well out there, you have a great deal
to be proud of." She bubbled at him. Tony smiled at Sarah's energy and
hugged her tightly. Caleb then stepped up and looked at him.
"And to think? This is all because we played cupid." With that he pulled
Tony into a hug and whispered in Tony's ear.
"Guess that experimentation with you is out of the question now isn't
it." Tony hugged Caleb back and whispered back.
"Not unless you ask JC if it's okay." Both of them let go and started to
laugh. The others all looked at them all litte confused and just a tad of
amused. JC walked up behind Tony and wrapped his arms around Tony's waist.
Tony leant back into JC's firm embrace. Justin turned on MTV to hear Dido's
soulful voice start to filter out.
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the
day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
Tony looked at the others.
"This has been the best day of my life. I just had my first ever public
performance and with all of you here to support me, it's just been
fantastic. Without all of you I would never have made it as far as I have
and I am so grateful to you all. I don't think I could say it better than
Dido just did." As Tony finished the VJ came back on.
"Well, the first concert of the Nsync tour has just finished and from
all reports the group were fantastic. The only problem with the tour, as
far as fans are concerned, is that the support act might upstage the actual
band. This is great news for music new-comer, Tony Scott. His single,
still holds the top position on the charts this week after fierce
competition from the likes of LeAnne Rimes and Eminem. Guess this boy is
more than just a muso using Nsync to survive like early rumours suggested.
Tony Scott seems to be able to stand on his own two feet. Nsync had better
watch out, otherwise their next tour maybe supporting Scott. Who
knows... speaking of Scott, here's his 'To Show I Care' clip requested by
so many I can't even begin to name them." With that the VJ went off air and
Tony and JC's clip began to play. The group all looked at each other. Tony
looked at all the others,
"Minions." With that the others all jumped on Tony and started to
tickle him until they were all laughing like the lunatics they were.
After their high from the show had worn off and most of the fans had left,
the group all headed back to the hotel, Caleb and Sarah were staying on the
floor below Tony and the guys so they came up and joined in the relax time.
After a time, Caleb and Sarah went back to their room promising to see the
group before they left in the morning to head home. Tony looked at the
others.
"That was so wild, it was also so exhausting like you would not believe.
I need to go to bed." JC stood and took Tony's hand.
"I need to go to bed as well. Want to go?" Tony smiled and stood.
"Of course." JC gave Tony a quick kiss and looked at the others.
"Night you lot." The others all waved as they walked out of the room.
Justin looked to the floor then back up.
"It's good to see them back together." He said, a smile on his face, a
slight pain and sadness entered his voice. So slight but not missed by
Lance.
"Justin, want to go for a walk?" He asked. Justin looked up.
"Yeah sure." With that the two youngest members of the band left and
went for a walk.
While they were walking, Lance looked at Justin.
"Juju, what's wrong?"
"Nothing Scoop."
"Then why did you look so sad when you said that it was good they were
back together."
"I don't know. I guess I want what they have. You know, they love
eachother so much, they are so in love with each other. I want that. I
mean I love Brit, but it's not the same... I love her but I'm not in love
with her." Justin tried to explain.
"So what are you going to do?"
"I don't know, I haven't been able to figure that one out yet." Justin
admitted.
"Is there anything else that's on your mind?" Lance asked. Justin shook
his head.
"No, that's all." Lance nodded, but didn't believe a word.
Justin lay in bed later that night thinking about the conversation he had
just had with Lance. Why did he want what Tony and JC had? He knew that
at the start he had wanted what Tony had and that was JC, but now he wasn't
sure. It was so confusing, he didn't know where to turn. Climbing out of
bed he walked out on the balcony and looked out over the city. The lights
glared back at him with an unholy emptiness that didn't calm Justin at all.
Walking back inside the room he saw that Tony had left his bag in the room
and sitting on top was a pack of smokes. He grabbed the smokes and removed
one from the pack. Searching around, he soon found a book of matches and
he carefully extracted one. Walking outside, he struck the match and put
the flame to the lighter, Justin looked at the way the cigarette burned, so
beautiful, it was amber and red and orange all roled into one. Justin put
the smoke to his mouth and slowly inhaled. Next thing he knew, he was busy
coughing his lungs out.
'Let's try that again.' He thought to himself and inhaled again. This
time he fought the urge to cough and just let the smoke caress his throat.
Exhaling, he watched the smoke drift up towards the sky. Shaking his head
he leant forwards and tried to fathom what was disturbing him so much. He
wished he could tell what was wrong with him but it was beyond his
comprehension at the time. Deciding to talk to someone he walked out of
the room and knocked lightly on Tony and JC's door. He heard a murmur and
a sound of someone walking to the door. The door soon opened and JC was
standing at the door looking at him.
"Stin what are you doing? It's three in the morning."
"I needed to talk to someone." Was all Justin said.
"Okay, let me get dressed and I'll be with you." Justin nodded and
waited as JC pushed the door across.
As JC walked back into the bedroom Tony looked at him.
"Who's at the door?"
"It was Justin."
"Is he okay? There's nothing wrong is there?" Asked Tony sitting up.
"He said he needs someone to talk to."
"Okay, if either of you need me, you both know where I'll be." JC
nodded and walked back to Justin.
Tony sat there not sure what to do. He was worried about Justin but didn't
want to intrude on JC and Justin's time because there hadn't been much of
it and Tony felt guilty about that. He was either with Justin or he was
with JC. He ended up picking up his guitar and going out onto the balcony
and started to strum a few notes. Soon he was playing a song he had no
idea what it was, the tune was so haunting he didn't even bother to try and
think of lyrics.
Soon JC returned with a stormy look on his face. Tony got up and walked
over to him and put a hand on his shoulder.
"You okay Josh?"
"Not really."
"Baby, what's up?" JC looked straight up at Tony.
"That's the first time you've ever called me that." Tony thought for a
moment and realised it was. He smiled.
"Well it's a night for firsts then isn't it. Now what's wrong?"
"Just something Justin said to me."
"What did he say?"
"It doesn't matter?"
"Josh, for you to be like this there is most definetly something wrong."
"It doesn't matter Tony. Just do me a favour and stay away from him for
a while okay."
"Justin is my best friend, I'm not going to abandon him. Now tell me
what's wrong."
"He's fallen in love with you okay. Is that what you wanted to hear?
Are you happy now? He loves you."
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Revelations huh. You get that.
1) Thank You - Dido.
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Keep safe y'all.
Hugs, kisses and cookies, SC.