Date: Sun, 16 Jan 2000 17:36:39 -0800 (PST)
From: Wipeout211 <wipeout211@yahoo.com>
Subject: Josh and Just/1

****Hello Everyone! This would be my very first time writing on Nifty. I've
been a long time reader for a while but now is my time to write. I hope you
all like this story. Take in mind that I am no JM or anything.  I dream of
being up there with him. Well I guess on with the story.****

Disclaimer: This story does not suggest the sexuality of Justin and/or JC
or any other character within it's contents. This is pure fictional.


Josh And Just 1


	Justin thrashed around in his bed, becoming entangled within the
sheets. Sweat covered his lean eighteen year old body as it tried
helplessly to overcome something within his dreams. He sobbed quietly as
his dream progressed. The sound emanated through the room to his band
mate's ears. The sound slowly pulled him out of slumber. JC sat up in his
bed adjusting to the feel of the cold air against his bare chest. He looked
toward Justin's bed and saw him moving within the bed frantically. JC
hopped out of bed and walked over to Justin's. He gently started to nudge
Justin while taking a seat on the side of the bed.
	"Just. Just. Wake up, you're having a bad dream." JC said in a
hushed whisper. JC shook Justin a little harder causing Justin to pop up
into a sitting position. JC looked at Justin's sweat covered face, taking
in the shocked look.
	"JC!" Justin said as he instantly hugged the twenty-three year and
began to sob into his shoulder.
	"It's okay Justin! I'm here. Don't worry nothing is going to happen
to you. Nobody's going to hurt you. It's okay." JC comforted. He softly
rubbed Justin's back as the boy continued to sniffle into his shoulder.
	"Hey Just? Do you want to talk about it?" JC asked.
	"I had that dream again." Justin replied, barely audible.
	"The one with the guy?" JC asked. Justin nodded.
	"Justin you don't have to worry. He's in prison. He's not going to
hurt you ever again. I'll make sure he won't. I won't let anything happen
to you." JC consoled. He should have been used to calming Justin down by
now. It's been two months after Justin's incident. And every other night so
far Justin would have a dream, more of a flashback, to the happenings of
that night. He should have been used to it but he wasn't. He still hadn't
gotten over to what that guy did to Justin. He had degraded Justin and made
him feel worthless. JC wanted to kill him for what he did to Justin. Not to
mention the crap that Justin had to go through afterward. From dealing with
the press to the extra security. Justin held strong while going through the
whole ordeal. JC tried to help his friend as much as he could but felt like
it wasn't enough. He felt like he should be there for the rest of Justin's
life protecting him. He felt that he should have been there that night when
that man had raped Justin.
	JC looked down and saw that Justin was fast asleep, cuddled tightly
against his chest. Justin rested his head on one of JC's pecs while
sleeping. JC liked the feeling of Justin cuddled close to him. He has known
he was attracted to men for about a year now and only one person knew so
far. Only Lance knew.  He wanted to tell the others, but he wasn't quite
sure how to tell them. He didn't even tell Lance. Lance had found out after
careful observation. He had watched JC around guys and the way JC watched
each one with a hungry eye. It was Lance that approached JC and asked
him. JC didn't know how the others would react.  Especially after Justin
being raped by a guy.
	"You have to tell them. We're all brothers. We have to be open with
each other." Lance had told him a couple weeks before. Tomorrow was the
day. Tomorrow was the day he had told Lance that he was going to tell
everyone. Tomorrow was the day when he'll find out if he was still in the
group.

To Be Continued

****I hope you guys liked it. I'm not quite sure if my writing is good. So
I'd love some feedback. Welp if you want me to keep writing, just drop me a
line at Wipeout211@yahoo.com.