Date: Thu, 07 Dec 2000 18:15:52 +0800
From: Cody Phalpher <eternaleyes2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Loneliness Knows Me By Name

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Chapter 1

Disclaimer : If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to view sexual
content please leave now and if you're offended by homosexual experiences
or acts , this story is not for you.This story is pure fiction.I don't know
anyone from the Backstreet Boys as a friend or wheather they are gay or bi.
All the characters except the celebrities and my friends are fiction and
non-existing

Hello everone.This is my first story so I hope you will enjot it.Please let
me know what you think.  This story is a romance with a bit of sexual
scenes later , so...on with the show

*On the BSB tour*

Nick was siting next to Brian waiting for the plaine to depart." I hate
flights," Brian says trying to break the ice.The only response he got from
Nick is a blink and a heavy sigh.'What is bothering Nick?He seems so
depressed after the fight between him and Kevin, Brian wonder...trying to
cheer up his friend , Brian then said "Hey! Nick...I know how much you like
the Japanese culture...so...  I bought you a fine ninja costume and a
katana.You like it? " handing the clothing and sword to Nick
Suddenly...Nick rose from his chair and said

"Whats with you Brian? Halloween isn't even around the corner!!" Nick said
in an angry voice , taking the clothings and sword...he dumped it all a
side.This action only cause Brian to cringe because he wasn't expecting
this sort of action from his best friend..."I assumed it might cheer you
up,man..." Brian said sadly..."Didn't it ever accure to you that the word
'assume' means...making an ASS out of U and ME ? Brian? I'm not in the mood
to talk now so would you be kind enough to lay off my back for just a
while?  "Nick said coldly.

'Maybe he will cheer up once we reach our destination...' Brian thought and
walks out of the room only to be knocked down by A.J. and Howie who where
rushing towards the scene.Brian made a quick explanation and the three of
them leaved the room.Then Nick suddenly started sobbing...'Why must I be
gay when every thing is going fine? What if they hate me? Will I ever get
those kinda friends when they know my secret?'  Nick thought as he gaze out
the window, face looking pale and tears running freely down his
cheeks."Why?"

*In a hotel in New York*

"I'm sooo excited...all the celebrities like Brittney,Christina,*Nsync and
most importantly your favourite group Cody...the Backstreet Boys are going
to be there!!!" shouted Nefertina..."Huh? Repeat it again please Nef...I
kinda doze off."I said."Are you okay Cody? Or are those raging hormones of
yours ain't working? I said...  THE BACKSTREET BOYS ARE COMING TO THE 'MTV
PARTY 2000'." Nef said shouting directly into my ears."Okay...okay...I'm
fully here!!"I said...by the way... let me introduce myself...I'm Cody
Phalpher, 20 year-old and my birthday is on the 28 January 1920(It's
true...I am born on that day!!).I have green eyes and 6" tall with a
swimmer's built.I can speak afew languages and I do play instruments.

"It's about time you snapped out of it...any ways..."Nefertina goes on and
on...Oh yeah...this is my best pal Nefertina but I call her Nef 'cause she
hates it."Are you listening,Cody?"she scold."Yes I am 'Queenofsluts'.  What
time are we leaving and what should I wear then?"I said."Lemme see what you
have...Hmm...okay,take this...and this...and this...and that.Try them!"she
said.I put on the clothes I was given and they were all tight fitting.
"Yumm...you look hot but too bad you are gay and you are immune to my
seducetions," she said."Yeah...  you SLUT!!!"I said jokingly (Sowwy for
calling you that Nef).She took the table lamp and place it on my head.
"That will teach you to ever call me a 'slut'.Move and the lamp falls...I
ain't paying you know..and that is an antique lamp."she said.

"Come on Nef...just kidding please let me off this time?
PPPLLLEEEAAASSSEEE?" I begged.

*At the airport in New York*

The Backstreet boys arrived at the airport in NYC."Brian..."Nick called
out."Yes,Nicky?"Brian replied."Erm...  I'm sorry about just now and I hope
you can forgive me, please?"Nick asked."No prob"Brian replied."Thats it?
No nagging...no agnoring and you just forgive me? Thanks Bri...thanks."Nick
said happily."Like I said Nick...No prob but you must still apologise to
Kevin for standing to him,'kay?"Brian said."Will do."Nick answered."Oh...
I forgot...do you know where we are supposed to be now,Nick?" Brian
asked. "Sorry...but no."Nick answered."'kay...  we are suppose to check in
the hotel and then attend to the 'MTV Party 2000' featuring..."Brian said
but as cut of by Nick who said,"Brittney Spears,Christine Aguilera and the
'Nstink'...Hahaha"Nick laughed out loud.

"Thank you sir..here are your room keys,please enjoy the stay here."said
the receptionist."What time is the rehears?"  A.J. asked."It will be at
five later before the party"answerd Howie who just looked at Kevin to be
sure."Right on,Howie" replied Kevin."Are you still angry at Nick, Kevin?"
A.J. asked."Yeah...I should apologise to him..."Kevin said standing up
heading towards the door and to Nicks room.*Knock**knock* the sounds of
Kevin knocking on Nicks door."Come in."  said a cranky voice."Nick? I have
something to..."Kevin said but was cut of by the darkness of the room.
"Kevin? Is that you? I have something to say to you too..."Nick replied in
the dark."What is it and why is your voice so...sore? Have you been crying?
"Kevin asked."No...not really..."Nick lied."Anyway..I just want to say I'm
sorry about just now..."  Kevin said."Me too."Nick replied."If you have any
problems...remember that me and the guys' doors are always open."

"Thanks Kev..."Nick said as Kevin left the room.Soon...Nick took a quick
nap.

*Back at the hotel*

"DAMN IT!!!"Nef and I cursed in unison(for those of you who don't know me,
I'm always 'damning' things) "Why does it have to rain at a time like
this?"I said."Let's see what they say about the party..."Nef said while
walking towards the television,turning it on."The rain is hopefully going
to stop early in the morning tomorrow and as for the 'MTV Party 2000' it
will be postponed 'til tomorrow evening.Thats all for the new update."Nef
turned off the TV and threw herself onto the bed..."Gggrrrr" she
growled. "Cool down Nef.I'm sure things will turn out for the better."I
said lying beside her.

Soon I was drifted off to sleep.Then I felt some thing poking my thigh.
"Wakie wakie Cody..."Nef smiled.Looking at her I could sense that naughty
feeling in her."What 'evil' deeds do you have in mind now...oh great
'Queenofslut'?"  I said."Nothing that will harm me more than it will to
you."she said."Oh no you don't!!"I said."So what are you going to do
tonight because we are free you know!"she replied.*BANG* the sounds of
something falling from above .  "WHAT was THAT!?"Nef shouted."I dunno."I
said.

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Thanks for spending the time to read my story and I hope you liked it
although it's a bit short.I will be writing the next chapter very soon.I
don't know how the story be in the next chapter or how it will be developed
but still, I will need all the response from any of you...critics,
complements, etc. Send me your thoughts and I will choose parts that can
improve this story.So e-mail me at eternaleyes2000@yahoo.com and share your
ideas 'kay?See ya all later!