Date: Fri, 15 Dec 2000 10:48:39 -0800 (PST)
From: Cody Phalpher <eternaleyes2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: Loneliness Knows Me By Name

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Chapter 5

Disclaimer : If you are not at least 18 or of legal age to view sexual
content please leave now and if you're offended by homosexual experiences
or acts , this story is not for you.This story is pure fiction.I don't know
anyone from the Backstreet Boys as a friend or whether they are gay or bi.
All the characters except the celebrities and my friends are fiction and
non-existing.

Hi people!!! It's been a week since I've started off an this is the fifth
installment.  Again I want to say how sorry I am for the grammar
mistakes. Recently, I've received a lot of mails and I thank you all for
writing them(you know who you are!).

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Previously on chapter 4 :

*In my room*

"When did you arrived here at NYC?" I asked as I
cuddled up in is arms."Just yesterday,
        I was about to call you but since I know which
hotel you're in, I thought it would be best
                 that I dropped by to say hello!"
Martin answered. He then places his hand on my thigh
                            and squeezes it .
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Chapter 4 :

"So, whose the hot looking guy that Nef's been talking
about?" Martin asked caressing
my  cheek. Lemme tell you here about Martin, He's
about 1metre and 86 cetimetre tall,
short golden brown hair, ocean-blue eyes with a squint
of grey in them and a sexy bod.
He's from Sweden and has a nice tan with a sexy body.
We met around a year ago an we
have a close connection and we usually flirt around
each other.

"He's well rather...not that...isn't gay I suppose, so
I guess it's back into the lonely world
again." I answered. "Well then, I still might have a
chance then? " he said joking. We both
laugh. Then, there was a knock on the door.* Knock*.
"Come in, it's not lock." I said. The
person who came in is non other than the famous Lance
from N'sync. "OH MY GOOD!!"
I shouted. "Hi, honey." Martin said. "Hi, I guess you
know me already but I'll say it again...
I'm Lance Bass. It's a pleasure to finally meet you,
Martin has been talking about you for
a long time. " he said.

"Martin? Wait a second, You're Martin's boyfriend?? "
I asked. "Nope, I would be called
Martin's hubby..." he replied. "Say what?" I shouted,"
Martin, you didn't tell me that you were
engaged?" I said as I hit Martin playfully on the
shoulder. "Why, you didn't asked." he said.
"Hey I know, why don't we take a scroll in the park."
Lance suggested wearing his disguise.
"Sure" Martin and I said in unison. Lance just
chuckle.

*Back at Kevin's room*

"Erm...it threw me off guard thats all 'cause I didn't
expect Bri to be bi with  the religion
stuff and all." Nick said thinking of a lie. "Okay!
Now thats finished, lets go out for a walk..."
Howie suggested. "Yippee!!!" Nick shouted pretending
too be happy. "Let's go then." A.J. said.
'I don't think that Nick is upset over me being bi,
there must be something else...something
about that cute guy Cody.' Brian thought,' Maybe Nick
has a crush on him or something.' .

*At the park*

Cody's Group :

Cody, Martin and Lance were at the park. The couple
huddling on the bench while Cody say
by the lake. They heard a bunch of people talking and
joking around, he didn't bother who it
was. He just sat there playing with the water and the
ducks. Then, he felt a hand touching his
back and kissing his neck. He thought it was Martin,
but the guy was wearing a baseball-cap
"Lance? Is that ...ahh...you? " Cody said.

BSB Group :

Nick and the guys were walking down the streets when
they reached the park. Then, they saw
three guys there...two cuddling against each other and
the other one was playing with the water
and the ducks. "That guy there looks familiar," Kevin
said pointing at the only guy wearing a
base ball cap sitting on the bench, cuddling. 'The guy
by the leg is somehow familiar too' Brian
thought. "Hey, it's Cody!" Nick said with excitement
in his voice. Nick was walking towards him
but he was pushed down by someone, it was Brian.
"Sorry, Nick" Brian said and left for Cody.

At the same time:

Brian reached to Cody, accidently pushing Nick down.
At first, he started to touch Cody's back...
then slowly kissing his neck. "Lance? Is
that...ahh...you?" Cody said. "No it's not" Brian
answered
as he turned Cody around kissing him deeply. All the
other guys were shocked, including Martin
, Lance and Cody himself, but Nick wasn't shocked...he
was angry, helpless, worst than anything
you can imagine. He stood up and ran towards the
opposite direction and onto the road, not knowing
where he is heading. "NICK!!!!!! WAIT," Kevin shouted.
Kevin went to look for Nick.

*Cody*

I stood up and pushed Brian away. "How could you do
this? I didn't asked you for anything!!! I don't
even know you that well!!!" I shouted, my voice could
have broke all the glasses around here. "I
thought that you liked me? " Brian said. "Come on,
Cody let's go. Lance?" Martin said as he took
my hands and Lance's and walked away from Brian who is
now left with the look of confusion all
over his face.
'Who does he think he is? He isn't my boyfriend and he
doesn't have the right to come
up to me and just kiss me like that!!' I thought.

*Nick's room*

"Open up, Nick!!! I know you're in there. " Kevin
shouted. Then, the door opened and standing beside
the door was Nick who looked horrible. "What do you
want now, Kevin? Just leave me alone." Nick
said, his voice sounded like there was something stuck
between his throat. "No, I won't leave you alone
,Nick...not now, not ever and I know that something is
wrong, so let me help." Kevin said. 'If you only
knew the pain that Brian has put me through.' Nick
thought standing there, in front of Kevin. Neither
one of them moving.

"Is it that guy that Bri was kissing? You have a crush
on him or something?" Kevin asked. 'He could
see right through me, no wonder the guys all respect
him.' Nick thought. "I don't have a crush on him
,Kevin. BRIAN IS THE ONE WITH THE CRUSH. I LOVE
HIM!!!!!" Nick said as he break down and cry. "I so
sorry Nick. Really I am..." Kevin said hugging Nick,
comforting him.

*Back at Cody's room*

"Wow, I can't belive that Brian from the Backstreet
boys is gay...I mean, he's suppose to be married."
Lance and Martin said as if there sharing thoughts.
"He isn't , he's bi and I think that Nick isn't gay."
"Well, no one even knew that Lance from N'sync is gay
now don't we? " I asked. "Lemme recap what
that has been happening the day we arrived 'til now,
Firstly, Cody likes Nick but Nick might not be
gay, now, Brian is bi and has a huge crush on Cody.
Then, Martin is engaged to Lance...now that is
on fucked up story I've ever heard" Nef said laghing.
"What about you then Nef? Still a lonely one?"
I asked but was backed fired. "Nope, I'm dating A.J."
she replied. "YOU'RE WHAT?!" Lance, Martin and I
shouted.

"You heard me, I'm dating A.J." Nef said. "But you
didn't say a thing!!!!" I replied. "You didn't asked
and you were too busy with that trouble of yours that
you don't even have time for mine." she replied.
"I guess it's pretty late now...let's all get some
shut eye," Lance suggested. "I wanna same room with
Lance!" Martin shouted. "And who said you wouldn't?"
Lance replied with a grin.

*The next morning*

"WAKE UP, NICK!!!!" A.J. shouted out side of Nick's
room. "Okay, okay, I'm up already!" Nick replied.
"We're going to Kevin's room for breakfast...care to
join?" A.J. asked. "Do I have a choice?"
Nick replied. "Yes you do, Kevin's givin' you the day
off." A.J. said. "What, are you shitting me?"
Nick said shocked. "Nope, the days all yours 'lil
bro," A.J. said. 'I guess I shall go down to the hotel
restaurant to eat then' Nick thought. "I'm not going
so bye then." Nick said. "Okay." A.J. replied.

*At the hotel restaurant*

Cody :

What would you like to eat, Cody?" Nef asked me.
"Hmm...up to you Nef, you choose." I replied.
"Okay, I'll have this...and this...and that. That
would be all." Nef said to the waiter. "He's kinda
cute
isn't he?" Nef whispered to me. "The waiter?" I asked.
"No, dummy the chef...OF COURSE THE WAITER SILLY!!!
ARE YOU FULLY AWAKE???" she said. "Well, I guess I
have to use the
bathroom. Wait here, 'kay?" I said as I got up and
headed to the bathroom. As I reached the bathroom
and to my surprised, there was no body there.

Nick :

I got to the restaurant and saw Cody and his friend
sitting there, so I decided to wait in the bathroom
'til they all are gone. 'Nobody's here, guess lady
luck is on my side today. All I have to do is wait in
here for a while.' I thought as I slipped into the
bathroom and hid in on of the room, not revealing
myself if anyone comes in. Suddenly someone came in,
it was Cody. 'It's now or never,Nick. Take
him or lose him' I thought as I made the first move,
moving closer to him...

Cody :

I went to take a piss when I felt someone grabbing my
dick from behind. His grab was strong and firm. I
couldn't eve n look at who was doing this to me. Then,
he started stroking me while he grinded
his cock into my ass slit. I was in heaven. Then he
started kissing down my neck and his dick begin
to push it's way up my hole, I was moaning so loud
that I said, "Yeah...Nick...fuck me...uhh...thats so
good...harder Nick, harder!!!!!" I moaned loudly. All
of a sudden, every thing seems to stop. The guy
didn't fuck me further, instead he turned me over
quickly and kissed me deeply with full of passion

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Well, I guess thats all for this chapter and I'm sorry
for sending it late. Been busy lately. Anyway,
I want to thank you for all the feedback that I've
received. Please keep sending it to me at :
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