Date: Mon, 06 Aug 2001 14:30:26 -0700
From: Druid MJ <druid_mj@hotmail.com>
Subject: Losing Control  Chapter 6 (Druid)

Well, I'd like to say that I had some horrifying experience so that I'd have
a really good excuse for taking so long with this chapter, but I don't.
Damnit!  Seriously, though, shit happens sometimes...and I apparently have a
big ole bullseye spray-painted on my backside 'cause it kept biting me in
the ass.  Anyway, sorry for taking so damn long to get this to y'all and I
hope this chapter was worth the wait.

Disclaimer:

Yes!  I DO own them!  I use them around the house for decoration, menial
chores and manual labor (except for Lance who is chained to Gabriella's bed,
Chris who is filling in for Kat's foot stool, and Kevin who is Neto's new
house boy)!  If you want to know their actual sexualities...GET OVER IT!
It's none of our damn business!

Do not read this if:

1) You are too young to be doing so.
2) It is illegal to read this type of material in your area.
3) You are offended by homosexual material and/or situations.

If none of the above applies to you, continue reading and enjoy the show!

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Losing Control (Druid)

Chapter 6: When Testosterone Attacks!


Mat and Jared finished up their little pow-wow late that night and were
satisfied that they'd decided on some good courses of rules and punishments
for their unruly charges.  While Jared went home feeling pretty happy, Mat
was driving home, dreading her morning appointment and how the new addition
to her look was going to affect her standing with the groups.

"Who the hell is gonna take a manager with braces seriously?" she asked
herself softly as she quickly navigated her way down the busy freeway.

***************

Justin's House - the same night.

Coming out of his bedroom, Justin stopped to drop his wallet and keys on the
hall table.  As he was checking his pockets for other random crap he'd
deposited in there, he was distracted by JC coming out of the bathroom in a
towel.  The scene wouldn't have been so odd if Josh hadn't had this look on
his face that kept shifting from a sappy smile to a painfully confused frown
and back again.  Remembering the byplay at the practice earlier in the day,
Justin started to smirk at the thoughts that were running through his head.

"This could be very...interesting," Justin snickered internally.

Completely oblivious to his surroundings, JC walked right by his smirking
best friend and entered his bedroom.  Throwing his towel to the floor, he
admired himself critically in the mirror.  After several minutes of strained
silence, he quickly turned away and got into bed.

"...too good for me," he mumbled to himself before falling into a dreamless
sleep.

***************

The next day...

Damn, mornings sucked.  Well...at least, that's what was going through many
heads on this morning as they dragged their sluggish bodies out of bed and
into their bathrooms to get ready for their last day of freedom before the
tour.  Grumbling about having to be up so early again, they all quickly
dressed, had a quick breakfast and then headed over to meet their managers.

Again, Kevin and Lance were the first to arrive.  Surprisingly, though, the
next to show up was Justin.  Lance sat there staring slack-jawed at his
friend until Justin finally had enough.

"What the hell are you gawkin' at, Scoop?" he asked in a pissy tone.

Shaking himself from his shock, Lance managed to whisper out, "You're awake!
  You're awake and it's not noon yet!  Oh my god...hell's frozen over hasn't
it?  Hell has frozen over and no one thought it necessary to tell me!"  He
managed to keep a straight face until Justin's scowl darkened quite
noticeably and then he and Kevin both busted up laughing.  Before long, they
were both gasping for air and clutching their sides.  However, Justin was
not happy.  He hated being laughed at and this time was no exception.  As
the seconds ticked by, his face clouded over more and more.  And
finally...he snapped.

"Fuck you, Lance!" he screamed as both of the others looked at him in
surprise, "The only reason you're here so early is because you need
something to make yourself feel like you actually matter to this group!  I
mean, you can't dance and your voice in our songs is so non-existent that
you might as well not be singing at all!"

As he was ranting, Lance was pushing farther and farther back into his
chair, trying to make himself a smaller target.  And as he watched, Kevin
became more and more enraged.

"Why don't you just shut the fuck up you arrogant selfish little prick!"
Kevin berated the younger man, "YOU are the one the group could stand to
lose!  Who in the hell would want some snot-nosed little boy as their front
man when it's so easy to find better talent these days, huh?  Maybe you
should try growing up a bit before you start getting into matters that
children should stay the fuck out of!" he finished with a snarl.

On the defensive, and feeling backed into a corner, an enraged Justin did
the only thing he knew how.  He went straight for the throat.

"Well, well, well.  Lance can't stand up for himself so now he has a knight
in shining armor to do it for him," he sneered, "God, that's pathetic.  And
don't think I haven't seen the way you've been acting around each other,
Kevin!  Why don't you just fuck the little fag and get it over wi-" and that
was as far as he got.

Before he knew what was happening, Justin found himself back-handed into the
wall and then lifted up by the neck.  Dazedly, he opened his eyes to find
himself staring into the blazing glare of one really pissed off Backstreet
Boy.  Looking into that gaze made him start to feel real fear.

"You shut your filthy mouth you fucking little shit!" he snarled while
shaking Justin savagely.  And then he pointed off to his side at a sobbing
Lance, "Do you see that, Justin?  Does it make you feel like a big man now
that you've made one of your best friends cry?  Huh, does it?" he yelled as
he slammed Justin into the wall again.

With what he'd done just now dawning on him, Justin began to shrink in on
himself.  His body started to shake and only became more violent until he
finally broke down.  Crying himself now, Justin managed to sob out, "NO!
God stop!  I'm sorry, Lance!  I take it all back.  Oh god, I'm so sorry!" he
wailed.

Putting his face right up next to the other's, Kevin asked in a chillingly
calm voice, "But are you sorry for what you did, or that, this time, someone
didn't take your shit lying down?" before dropping the younger man to the
floor and walking toward Lance.  Gathering the distraught bass singer in his
arms, Kevin pulled out his phone and called for a limo to meet him down in
the parking garage.  Having done that, he stood and quickly brushed past a
confused Jared who'd just entered the room.

Without glancing behind him, Kevin called out, "Jared!  Lance and I are
skipping the meeting.  We'll agree with anything you have planned as long as
it makes this tour run smoothly.  As for the rest of guys in both
bands...fuck 'em!  They should've behaved when they had the chance.  We'll
be here in the morning for the tour.  Don't try to contact us.  Do I make
myself clear?"

"Perfectly," Jared answered, "Just take care of him!" he yelled at Kevin's
retreating back.  Not liking the scene that just played out before him,
Jared's disposition took a sharp nose-dive.  He stared at the empty hallway
for a few minutes before making up his mind.  Popping his knuckles loudly,
he whirled around and stormed back into the meeting room.  As he entered, he
was met with the face of a still sniffling NSyncer.

"What the hell did you just do?" he asked in a vicious tone as the rest of
the guys finally arrived.

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Well, I know it was short, but MJ and I are deciding where to take the plot
to next.  Also, MJ is gonna be out of commission for awhile, so I'll be
taking over until she returns.  But don't worry, updates are gonna be coming
much more frequently now that I actually have some free time.

Questions and/or comments?

E-mail us at druid_mj@hotmail.com

Luv ya,

Druid