Date: Thu, 06 Dec 2001 00:45:40 +0000
From: Stephanie Macura <wicciangirl51@hotmail.com>
Subject: Love and Friendship 1-9

Love and Friendship
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.
Status: WIP
Disclaimer: This story is fiction and not intended to imply anything about
the true sexuality of the members of *NSYNC.

Part 1

Lance took a quick look around and, taking a picture from his wallet,
smiled. The photo went everywhere with him, hidden away from everyone. He
could still remember the day it had been taken, he had been so happy to
spend the day with his Alex. That was the last day they had spent together
before the agreeing to part before anyone found out about their
relationship.

Lance was so caught up in his memories that he didn't hear his friend
approaching until Joey snatched the picture from his fingers, staring at it
in shock.

"Give it back, Joey." Lance said his voice full of barely controlled anger,
he wasn't going to let anyone steal the last memento he had of his love-and
that included his friends.

"What are you doing with a picture of AJ?" Joey shouted, in confusion
drawing the attention of the rest of the group who had been at the other end
of the bus.

"He gave it to me." Lance replied reaching for the photo that Joey had
passed to a confused Justin.

"Why would he give you his photo?" J.C. asked having just walked into the
room.

"He was my boyfriend." Lance said, knowing that if he didn't tell the truth
everyone would hassle him until he gave in.

Lance quickly left the room, taking advantage of their confusion eager to
escape the hurt looks on his friends' faces. He walked to the lounge were
Chris was busy eating the remains of the Pizza they had ordered shortly
before leaving the last city.

"What's up Lance?" Chris asked his friend, concerned over the angry and
scared look in his friend's eyes.

"They know about AJ. I've got to call him." Lance said as he reached for his
phone and called a number from memory.

Chris took that as his cue to leave, he knew that the other three would need
someone to talk too about everything and he wasn't going to let one of them
hurt Lance.
*******
"Hey, Alex. They know." Lance said as soon as he heard AJ's voice on the
other end of the line.

"Oh, you okay?" AJ replied knowing how afraid Lance had been of his friends
learning what had happened between them.

"Not really. What happens if they hate me?" Lance whispered, not wanting
anyone to overhear.

"They won't hate you, Angel. When are you getting back?" AJ said wanting to
be there for Lance.

"Sometime tomorrow." Lance said absently, his mind already conjuring up
images of how his friends might react.

"I'll be there. Don't worry you won't be alone." AJ replied comfortingly.

"Thanks, I'll need you there. Bye Alex." Lance said as he ended the call.
*******
At the same time in the back of the bus Chris was standing in the middle of
the room, wondering how he was going to explain everything without someone
losing their temper.

"Look, I'll tell you everything if you shut up." Chris said calmly as he sat
down waiting for everyone to finish yelling.

"You knew?" JC asked feeling betrayed that Lance had told Chris but not him.

"Yeah. They were dating until we joined Jive. They only finished it then
because someone threatened to out them. They felt it would be the end for
all our careers and agreed to stop dating for our sake. Lance was broken
when it happened and from what Howie told me so was AJ."

"How did you find out?" Justin asked his curiosity getting the better of
him.

"Howie and I kind of walked in on them." Chris said with a wry smile.

"So they stopped seeing each other because of us?" Justin asked feeling
guilty.

"Yeah." Chris said, before he could continue Lance's voice drifted into the
room.

"Thanks, I'll need you there. Bye Alex." Lance could be heard clearly in the
now silent room, his voice was full of love and gratitude.

"He sounds like he still loves him." JC stated, he had never heard Lance
sound like that before.

"He does." Chris replied with a sad smile, he and Howie had tried to get the
couple back together but they had both insisted that they couldn't risk
hurting their friends if someone found out.

"If he still loves him then they should still be together." Joey said not
wanting to be responsible for his friend spending the rest of his life
alone.

"Tell me something I don't know. Just leave him alone for now, he'll be fine
once he goes back to AJ." Chris said, knowing that it was true, whenever
Lance was upset he always turned to AJ.

Love and Friendship 2/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.

Part 2

Lance looked at the bedroom and wondered what to do, he really didn't want
to go in there and face his friends, if they were still his friends. Taking
a deep breath, Lance walked inside and was shocked to see everyone smiling
at him.

"Hey Scoop, I'm sorry about taking the photo earlier." Joey said, realising
why Lance had gotten so angry, especially if that was the only souvenir, he
had of his love.

"That's okay. I guess you want to hear the whole story." Lance said wearily,
he wasn't too sure he could talk about everything without breaking down in
tears. Oh sure, he still had AJ in his life but not how he wanted. But being
friends with his love would have to be enough because they couldn't risk
someone destroying their friends-the guilt would be too much for either of
them to live with.

"Chris already filled us in on some of it." Justin chimed in, making Lance
look at Chris in shock. Just how much had Chris told them?

"Oh, well do you have any questions." Lance said, taking it that everyone
was still friends with him after all the smiles directed his way.

"Yeah, but it'll take a while to answer them." Justin replied with a smile.

Lance took a seat and wondered just how much he should tell his friends, or
more importantly how much could he reveal without crying? He had only just
managed to think about everything that had happened without crying.

"When did you get together ?" JC asked curiosity getting the better of him.
How long had Lance dated AJ?

Lance realised that it would be easier just to tell the whole story now, in
one piece, that way he could go back to his bunk and call AJ. He knew AJ was
worried about what would happen with his friends. He could remember that day
as if it was yesterday.

Flashback Lance's pov

I picked up the book, a part of me relieved that we weren't that well known
in the US. The last thing the group needed was the press finding out about
me buying a book about accepting your sexuality. Personally, I felt that
wasn't the problem, the problem was trying to reconcile who I was with what
I had been taught. As I read the cover I noticed someone watching me, I
turned and found myself looking into the eyes of someone who looked like he
understood what I was feeling.

"You really shouldn't buy that book, its not that good." The man said,
whispering so that he wasn't overheard.

A part of my mind was shouting that there was something familiar about the
man but I shrugged still trying to make sure my body didn't betray me-the
man was gorgeous to say the least.

"Oh, what would you recommend?" Lance asked, as soon as he regained the
power of speech, noticing that the man was giving him an amused smile.

"Honestly? You don't need a book you need someone to talk to about
everything. Do you want to go somewhere and talk about everything, Lance?"
The man replied with a smile.

I backed up, suddenly realising that I hadn't mentioned my name. I just
hoped that the other man wasn't some kind of psycho stalker, which was
entirely possible knowing my luck.

"Just who are you?" I asked, curiosity overtaking my common sense.

"You really don't recognise me. It's me-AJ." The man answered, taking his id
out and passing it to me.

"That's a relief. Sure, I'd like to talk to you, I'll pick the place." I
replied, happy that it was someone I knew. It made me feel a little safer
knowing that no one was going to out me-it'd ruin the careers of the four
men I had come to think of as brothers.

"Want to go now?" AJ said, taking the book from my hand and returning it to
the shelf.

I walked quickly, winding in and out of the side streets. I knew the area
like the back of my hand, mainly because it was one of the places I could
escape. Entering the park, I walked down a little used path and sat down
under a large tree. AJ looked at me with a weird expression on his face for
a few minutes, then with a shrug he sat down.

"How come you're here by yourself?" I asked, my curiosity getting the better
of me, the last I heard the Backstreet Boys were in a group vacation.

"You know what its like, sometimes you just want to get away from everyone
else for a while. As much as I love the others, I get a bit tired of
spending every day together. Have you told any of the others that you're
gay, Lance?" AJ said, startling me at how fast he had changed tracks.

"No and I probably won't for a while. I'm still trying to adjust myself,
know what I mean. I can accept I'm gay but it's hard to reconcile who I am
with what the church preaches. How about you?" I replied, thinking of all
the sermons I had endured.

"The old fashioned-if being gay is a sin and I was made by God how can I be
a sin deal? The way I see it is that God made you, everyone, and me so it
can't be a sin. God doesn't make people perfect and, the only one who can
say you're a sin or I'm a sin is God. As for telling the rest of the group,
I've been thinking about it for a while. I think Howie would be okay, so
would Nick but I'm not so sure about Kevin or Brian. I guess I'm just
waiting for the right moment but it hasn't come yet." AJ said, his voice
serious.

"Thanks for offering to talk to me. It's hard trying to go through all this
without someone to talk to. I'm so sick of playing the straight boy-know
what I mean? I've know I was gay since I was 15, when I started the group I
had a raging crush on Joey. But I've never dated a guy just in case one of
the others found out-I couldn't cope if they hated me." I said with a
somewhat bitter smile.

"I'll always be here, if you need someone to talk. Remember that you're not
alone, Lance." AJ said, taking out a piece of paper from his pocket and
scribbling down a phone number. He passed it to me and I looked at it in
shock.

"Here's my number, if you need someone to talk to about anything or even
someone to rant to just call." AJ said flashing a smile at me, I could see
why everyone found him so attractive, I would happily slay dragons just to
see that smile.

Taking my small black notebook out of my pocket, I quickly wrote down my
home and mobile number. As I passed it to AJ, his fingers touched mine and I
felt my whole arm tingle. As he placed the paper into his pocket, I knew
that everything was only just beginning.

We just lay in the park for a while, sharing stories about our past crushes,
what we thought of each other's groups and had a little contest about who
had the craziest band mates. I won, not entirely surprising when I had Chris
and Joey in my group.

My phone started to ring, with an apologetic smile I answered and
immediately groaned. It was Lou, having a go at me for missing a meeting. I
understood it was important but it wasn't as if I did it on purpose. Telling
Lou I'd be there as soon as possible, I gave AJ a quick hug, surprising both
of us and made AJ promise to call. With a smile on my face, I left the park
ready to return to reality and Nsync for I'd finally found someone who
understood

End flashback

"I met AJ in a bookshop just a couple of weeks after we finished our `98
tour. He advised me against buying a book and suggested all I needed was
someone to talk to. We went to a little park and started talking, about
everything and nothing. We exchanged phone numbers then I had to leave for a
meeting. After that day, we just talked for a while, mostly on the phone. He
asked me out a couple of months after we met and that was it." Lance said
with a smile.

"So when did Chris find out?" JC asked, wanting to know how long Chris had
known about the couple.

"That happened May 13th 1999, we were kind of busy at AJ's and didn't hear
the door open. It was him and Howie, needless to say it was a little scary.
We explained everything and asked them to keep quiet until we felt ready to
tell everyone. Everything was great until I got a letter in February last
year, inside were photos of us before we'd even started dating and a couple
of us kissing. I told Alex and we agreed that it would be best for everyone
if we broke up until it was safe for us to be together. We're still close
and I still love him, I always will. I can't talk about this anymore." Lance
said, leaving the room in tears.

JC stood quickly, intending on following Lance to make sure the younger man
was okay. He stopped outside the room when he heard Lance talking into the
phone, knowing he would hate himself later, JC listened to the conversation.

"Alex.....its me." Lance said, trying to hide his sobs.

"What have they done, Angel?" AJ replied, his voice carrying into the small
room.

"N...Nothing I'm just sad. I told them everything." Lance said as soon as
his breathing was under control.

"Everything?" AJ questioned, his voice sounded worried.

In the shadows, JC wondered what was so worrying about Lance telling them
about him and AJ to cause AJ to sound like he was going to start
hyperventilating.

"I didn't tell them about Him or about everything else that happened. Do you
think I should?" Lance said, honestly wanting to know what AJ felt he should
do now.

"It's up to you, Angel. If you want to you should, remember me and Tracy
will be here no matter what." AJ said, concern flooding their connection.

"I know you will. You going to be at mine when I get back?" Lance said
sighing, part of him wishing that he was back home with his Alex.

"I'm already at yours, I drove over as soon as you called. You want me to
come and meet you?" AJ said a smile in his voice.

"Probably wouldn't be a good idea, you never know who's watching. See you,
Kitten."

"See you later, Angel." AJ said as he ended the call.

JC was in shock, obviously Lance was telling the truth when he said he and
AJ were still close, if AJ had keys to Lance's house. JC felt from what he
had heard, they both stilled loved each other-he had never felt so bad in
his whole life. Lance had given up on the love of his life for him, and here
he was acting all jealous and angry. JC was also curious as to who this
Tracy was and what else had happened that Lance had kept hidden. From the
conversation, JC knew that it was something big and painful at least for
Lance.

Love and Friendship 3/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.

Part 3

JC quickly walked back to the other and told them all not to tell Lance that
he had followed the younger man. He knew Lance would be angry if he
discovered JC had spied on him, and on a conversation that was intensely
private.

"We need to talk about what I just heard on the phone. We'll do it later
when Lance has gone to bed." JC whispered to the others as he heard
footsteps approaching.

"What are you whispering about?" Lance drawled as he walked into the room,
noticing the embarrassed blush on JC's face. He just hoped it wasn't another
attempt to help get him and AJ back together. Privately he wanted nothing
more but he knew it just wasn't something he could do at the moment.

"As long as it isn't another plot to get me and AJ together it doesn't
matter. I'm going to go straight to bed, so can you all get out of here."
Lance said, giving up on getting an answer.

The other four quickly walked out, not wanting to upset Lance anymore. Each
one knew that the day had probably brought up a lot of bad memories for and
Lance needed time alone to deal with his pain.

"So what's so important?" Joey questioned, wondering what had JC so worried.

"Lance was talking to AJ...." JC started but before he could continue Justin
interrupted.

"So, we know he's still in love with him and AJ loves him. After what
happened who else was he supposed to talk to." Justin replied, quickly he
could only sympathise with his friend and hope that everything worked out
for Lance.

"The problem was he sounded funny, and said he hasn't told us everything.
Anyone know who Tracy is?" JC said thoughtfully.

"You can't expect him to tell us everything all at once." Joey retorted,
knowing that it would be too much for Lance, in the space of three hours
Lance had come out and told them that he couldn't date the man he loved.

"I've never heard of Tracy but she could be someone AJ knows. What exactly
did Lance say that has you so worried?" Chris said knowing there was
something JC wasn't telling him.

"AJ was worried and asked if Lance had told us everything. Lance said he
hadn't and then said he didn't tell us about some guy and everything else
that happened. But he didn't say the guy's name just Him, AJ knew what he
was talking about straight away so it must be something big. From the way
Lance was acting, this guy hurt Lance in some way. We need to find out what
this guy did to Lance." JC said, stopping to take a drink before continuing,
"Later AJ said that he and Tracy would always be there for Lance, at the end
Lance said that AJ shouldn't pick him up because you never know who's
watching."

"How are we going to find this guy if you don't know his name? Even if you
do find him what are we supposed to do, interrogate him until he tells us
about how he knows Lance." Joey said with a smile, he could understand why
JC was feeling so protective of Lance but also knew that there wasn't
anything they could do until Lance told them everything.

"This Tracy is someone that AJ knows and he probably just meant the press
might see them together, if they did then everything they've gone through
would be for nothing." Chris said in triumph, privately thinking that JC
might be going a little overboard.

"No, Josh has a point here. What AJ said about Tracy sounds weird." Justin
said, thinking everything over.

Their discussion stopped when they heard a bloodcurdling scream, echoing in
the small bus. The four ran out the room, heading immediately for the
bedroom where Lance was in the middle of a nightmare.

Lance was screaming the whole time, hitting away their hands as they tried
to calm him down. Lance was writhing on the bed, screaming the whole time,
before muttering words under his breath. Each one tried to wake Lance up,
but the younger man couldn't hear them. Chris quickly picked up Lance's
phone and dialled AJ's number not knowing what else to do. They had never
seen Lance behave that way before, was it something to do with AJ or this
other guy.

"AJ, is that you? Something's wrong with Lance and we need your help." Chris
said as the phone picked up on the other end.

"God, its happened again-I was dreading this. Take the phone over to Lance
and hold it up to his ear." AJ answered quickly.

Chris placed the phone to Lance's ear and wondered what he was supposed to
do now. Lance was still screaming in between crying and whimpering, sounding
terrified and sad.

"Angel, its me. Lance I promise its okay, we're both safe. Its alright
Angel, no one's going to hurt you. I'm right here, its okay Angel." AJ
chanted into the phone.

As soon as he heard AJ's voice, Lance stopped screaming. For a second, Lance
froze completely then as AJ talked he moved so that his body was curled up
in a ball.

"Where are you, Kitten?" Lance asked confused as he opened his eyes, the
presence of his band-mates not registering in his trance like state. Picking
up the phone, Chris had placed on the pillow, Lance started talking.

"Kitten, are you okay-really okay?" Lance asked his body tense like a
spring.

"I promise I'm okay. What happened, Angel?" AJ replied his voice soothing
and relaxing.

"I had the dream again, he got you and wouldn't let you go. Where are you?"
Lance asked sounding confused and lost.

"I'm at your house, just go to sleep and you'll see me soon." AJ said his
voice betraying his smile.

Lance dropped the phone on the floor and returned to his bed, wrapping the
covers around him and closing his eyes. Within seconds he was in a restful
sleep, never feeling the shocked eyes of his band-mates looking at him in
concern
******
AJ listened to the silence that indicated Lance was alright for a few
minutes before switching off the phone and ran a shaky hand through his
hair. He had hoped that he would never have to hear Lance screaming like
that again for as long as he lived. There was only thing to do, he would
have try and convince Lance to tell the rest of Nsync.

AJ knew that the others would probably come to him to find out the truth. He
had promised not to tell anyone unless Lance gave him permission, he knew
that Lance was afraid of how his friends would react but the past was eating
at Lance.

Still holding the phone, AJ went to sleep knowing that soon enough he would
see his beloved. He still loved Lance even if he couldn't touch the other
man-they had only met a couple of times since breaking up, always at night
when there was less chance that they were being watched.

AJ last thought was that the others were going to freak once they discovered
the truth. He knew that his friends would be able to handle the fact that he
was gay, they considered each other to be brothers each one had sworn to
always be there for the others.
*******
Lance awoke the next morning to the feeling that he was being watched,
looking up he was surprised to see JC sitting across from him obviously
having stayed awake all night. Lance paled when he realised what it meant,
he must have had another nightmare. He knew that the flashes wouldn't hit
for a while and wanted to be well away from his friends when they hit.

"Jayce, don't worry I'll be okay. It's an old nightmare, are we at Orlando
yet?" Lance said, as he quickly got out of bed, eager to see AJ.

"We'll be there in a couple of hours, you going back to your place?" JC
asked, wondering if he should go with his friend.

"Yeah, I can't wait to get back home." Lance replied, startled at the
question.

"Would you mind if I came to stay with you?" JC asked, knowing Lance would
let him; Lance would never turn one of his friends away.

"Sure (!)" Lance replied sarcastically, he had hoped to spend some time
alone with AJ and Tracy but he couldn't let his friend down.

JC ignored the sarcasm, knowing that it would probably be the best way to
find out what Lance had been keeping from him. It would also give him the
chance to observe Lance and AJ together; maybe he could find a way to get
the couple back together.

JC was still sitting there contemplating the situation when Lance returned
two hours later dressed and slightly excited. JC knew why but he wasn't
going to reveal that he over heard Lance's conversation.

"We're here." Lance said, grabbing his and JC's bags, pulling his friend off
the bus.

Lance looked around for a cab and was shocked to see his Chris, Justin, and
Joey waiting for him and JC at a cab. Obviously he wasn't just going to have
to put up with JC-the four had clearly decided that they needed to talk to
him. Not that he minded, it was normal for the five to hang out at each
others houses for days on end.

"So why have you decided to come back to my place?" Lance asked finally as
Chris gave the driver Lance's address and sat back for a response.

"We just wanted to hang out with you. Its been a while since we just messed
about together." Justin said quickly-too quickly Lance thought to himself.

"Okay but you should know that Alex is at my place." Lance said, at the same
time wondering if Tracy was going to be there.

"That's fine with us." Joey said with a smirk.

Lance quickly got out of the cab, leaving the others to pay-he just needed
to get inside to Alex. Opening the door, Lance ran inside into AJ's arms,
still shaking flashes of his nightmare coming back.

That was how the rest of Nsync found them, Lance sobbing into AJ's shirt
while the Backstreet Boy ran his hand in soothing circles on Lance's back.
They started at the tableau in front of them, feeling that they were
intruding on a private moment.

"It was horrible, he came back and went after you and Tracy. Where's Tracy?"
lance said his voice quivering as he remembered the terror and dread he'd
felt.

"It's okay, Angel. No one's going to hurt either of us and Tracy's asleep in
the bedroom." AJ replied, ignoring the others-they didn't matter, Lance did.

"I'll go and check up on her." Lance said, holding AJ's hand as he walked
upstairs to one of the bedrooms.

Lance opened the door of the room he always thought of as Tracy's room and
let out a breath he hadn't even know he was holding. Tracy lay there, her
long brown hair feathered out around her head.

"She's okay but we need to go back down, everyone is probably wondering
what's going on." AJ said into Lance's ear.

Lance gave Tracy one last look and closed the door as quiet as possible.
When Lance and AJ walked into the room the rest of Nsync where sprawled out
on the floor. Justin eating an apple while watching the TV.

"Hi, guys. How was the tour?" AJ asked taking his usual seat on the couch.

"It was tiring like always." Joey said exhaustedly, he loved touring and
performing but sometime it was too much.

"Can I ask you something, AJ?" JC said thoughtfully, ignoring the glares
directed his way by Chris and Lance.

"Yeah but that doesn't mean I'll answer." AJ replied flashing a smile.

"Why haven't you got back together with Lance?" JC asked seeing the shock on
both AJ's face and Lance's face at the question. Chris just groaned and
questioned just what JC was doing this time.

"Its too dangerous and we can't risk it." AJ answered seriously, at the same
time tracing patterns on Lance's leg.

JC looked at what AJ's hand and noticed that neither Lance nor AJ apparently
noticed what was happening. The pair were clearly still in love, Lance had
told them he was gay and he presumed the Backstreet Boys knew about AJ so
why.

"Who's Tracy?" Justin asked shocked when Lance and AJ stiffened and shared a
look.

"Tracy is fifteen, we found her a year ago on the street. She had been
beaten and attacked, we took care of her when she refused to go to the
hospital. Since then she's been our friend, she lives here. We both consider
her our little sister." Lance said, his eyes burning fiercely with
conviction. There was no way he was going to let anyone hurt Tracy or AJ, he
had failed once and they had paid for his mistake.

Love and Friendship 4/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.

Part 4

"You keep saying its too dangerous for you to be together but what do you
mean?" Justin asked, positive that Lance was hiding something.

"To explain everything will take a while but lets just say it concerns us
and Tracey." AJ said, knowing that if they were going to go into the whole
story he should invite his band-mates over so they didn't have to go through
it all twice.

"We'll tell you once the other Backstreet Boys get here, I really don't want
to go through this anymore than I have to." Lance said as he passed AJ the
phone.

Dialling Howie's number, AJ started pacing, he couldn't help but be afraid
of what would happen once everyone knew the truth. Would they still see him
as their brother or would they hate him.

"Howie, its me. It's time to tell everyone the truth. Could you get the
others to come to Lance's place?" AJ said as soon as the phone was picked
up.

"I'll get them there, Kristen and Leighanne will probably come too. Is that
okay?" Howie replied, wondering why AJ had decided to tell everyone now.

"That's fine, they may help the others understand." AJ said, knowing that
the women would help if Brian or Kevin lost it.

"We'll be there in thirty." Howie said as he put the phone down, picking up
his car keys.

AJ put the phone down and took his seat next to Lance, knowing that he was
facing one of the most terrifying moments of his life. The others were more
than his friends-they were his family.

"Lance, you're home. You're really home!" Tracy screamed as she ran down the
stairs, jumping onto Lance's lap.

"Hey, Trace. I told you I would be home today. You haven't been wrecking the
place while I've been gone, have you?" Lance said with a smile, pulling the
teen towards him. He hated being away from her, always afraid that something
would happen.

"Not really, Mrs Donahue has been keeping an eye on me. I got 87% on my Math
test and I'm going out with Kelly tonight." Tracy said, her voice full of
regret.

"Well, I'll be here when you get back and then you can tell me everything."
Lance said, seeing the worry in her face.

"Okay but Alex will stay, right?" Tracy said, mischievously-ever since they
had broken up she had plotted ways to get the couple back together.

"Of course I'm staying, we've got shopping to do tomorrow." AJ ignoring the
looks from the rest of Nsync.

"You coming to the mall as well, Lance?" Tracy asked pointedly.

"Sure, but let me finish some paperwork tonight." Lance replied, giving
Tracy a small kiss on the forehead as the teen jumped off his knee and
headed for the kitchen.

As she walked away she sent glares at the rest of Nsync, sure that they were
responsible for AJ's terrified look. She wasn't going to let one of them
hurt Lance or AJ and get away with it.

"She seems like a nice kid." Justin said, noticing the glare Tracy was
giving him.

"She's great, but a little shy." Lance said, remembering the months when
Tracy had refused to move from her room.

"Who looks after her when you're not here?" JC asked concerned.

"Mrs Donahue stays here whenever Alex or I are on tour. Mrs Donahue is kind
of like a grandmother for her. When we're not on tour Tracy spends some time
at my place and some time at Alex's place. She has no family apart from us,
her parents died when she was thirteen." Lance said understanding some of
their worries.

The six sat in silence, Lance and AJ worrying about what was going to
happen. The four Nsync members were watching the pair, each one wondering if
they could get the couple back together. Now that they knew that price Lance
had paid for them they were going to reunite the couple.

Exactly half an hour later there was a loud knock on the door causing AJ to
jump. He walked to the door, knowing that he had to be the one to greet his
friends. If Lance answered the door it would only confuse them.

"Hey, Bone. Why are we here?" Nick asked seconds after AJ opened the door.

"I'll tell you once you're inside. Hey Kristen, Leighanne-I hope you don't
mind me asking you over here." AJ said as he held the door open.

"No problem, is something wrong?" Kristen asked worriedly.

"Not really just something I need to talk about." AJ replied, as they walked
into the lounge.

The Backstreet Boys stared at Nsync in confusion, they had assumed that AJ
needed to talk to them in private so why were the others here? AJ looked at
his friends unsurprised at the worry and concern on their faces.

Before anyone could speak, Tracy ran into the room flopping down on the
chair next to Lance.

"Trace, would you do me a favour?" Lance started wondering how he was going
to ask the girl to leave them alone for a couple of minutes.

"I'm going to Kelly's now. I'll see you later Lance." Tracy stated, having
caught on to the emotions in the room. She knew that her friends had
something big to talk about with the strangers and wanted to be out the way
if anyone started yelling.

"Okay, but be careful. Phone us when you want to come back." Lance said as
he hugged the young teen.

Picking up a bag from the floor, Tracy walked over to AJ. She quickly hugged
the man and placed a kiss on his cheek. As she hugged him she whispered that
she loved him into AJ's ear.

Kevin looked at the girl in shock, just who was she and what was she to AJ.
He didn't know that Lance had two sisters-something didn't add up. He looked
over at Howie and could see that Howie was also shocked, obviously he hadn't
known about the girl.

Tracy quickly left the room, grabbing her leather jacket seconds before she
slammed the front door behind her. She just hoped that everything went
alright, she knew that AJ and Lance were both worried and that scared her
just a little.

"Why don't you sit down?" Lance asked the four, causing them to look at him
in shock.

AJ mouthed a thank you to Lance as everyone sat down, he took his normal
place next to Lance and wondered just where to start. He noticed that Brian
raised an eyebrow when he saw AJ sit down.

"Just what is this about?" Brian said, as he looked at the others, he wanted
to know what was happening and what had AJ do scared.

"I've got something I need to tell you....God this is harder than I thought
it would be." AJ said, turning to look at Lance for help. As Lance smiled
back, the tension flowed from AJ's body causing him to smile.

"The first thing is that I'm gay." AJ said, finally saying the words to his
friends felt freeing although he still had to tell them everything else. But
everything depended on how they took the fact that he was gay.

Howie smiled at AJ amused at how much he hadn't said. Brian looked shocked
and betrayed, it was clear from the look on his face that he felt hurt that
AJ hadn't told him this earlier. Kevin was smiling-one of those I thought so
annoying smiles. Nick looked confused and elbowed Brian, causing the other
man to close his mouth.

"What about Amanda and the other girls?" Nick asked, breaking the
uncomfortable silence.

"Friends not girlfriends." AJ replied, remembering the way Amanda had told
him that she already knew he was gay, and had tried to set him up with her
other gay friends.

"You said that was the first thing, what else do you need to tell us?" Kevin
asked seeing AJ wasn't going to continue.

"A lot actually, I guess the most important thing would be that I love
Lance, we dated for a while." AJ said, his voice softening as he spoke of
his love for Lance. As he finished speaking he noticed that everyone was
looking at him and Lance, who were sitting so close that their legs were
touching.

"You said that you love Lance so why aren't you still dating?" Brian said,
finally regaining the power of speech.

"How long were you seeing each other?" Nick asked at the same time,
curiosity getting the better of him.

"We became friends in April 1998 but we didn't start dating until October,
we stopped dating in February 2000, just before Nsync joined Jive." AJ said,
answering Nick's question, Brian's question was really the reason why
everyone was there.

"There's a lot we need to talk about, and it'll answer your question." Lance
said looking at Brian, taking a deep breath he continued the story knowing
it was really up to him for now, "I got a letter at home in February 2000
ordering us to break up. We talked about it and decided to be a careful but
two weeks later, I got a package. Inside were photos of us together, a
couple of us kissing but most of the time just talking. What scared me that
one of them was of us in a hotel room, on the 20th floor. The photos were
really clear, whoever took them was obviously really good. There was also a
letter saying that if we didn't break up we would be outted with copies of
the photo's being sent to a couple of newspapers and tabloids. I called Alex
and we talked it over, we decided that it would be best for everyone if we
broke up."

"We couldn't let you suffer because of us, if we had we wouldn't be the
people we are." AJ said trying to make their friends understand.

"So you broke up for us?" Kevin said, not understanding how they could make
such a huge sacrifice for them-sure that their careers weren't worth losing
the love of your life for.

"You guys are more than just our friends, you're family. We still see each
other and talk but instead of lovers we're friends." AJ said, trying not to
let it show how much it hurt to be able to see Lance but not touch him.

"When we're sure that its safe for us to be together we will be. I..we can
wait till then." Lance chimed in, knowing that it was true. Their love was
strong enough to withstand the pain of separation.

"I can't believe you made such a huge sacrifice for us without even telling
us." Brian said, wondering how he could have missed so much about his friend
and the fact that his friend was hurting.

"We couldn't tell you because you would have felt guilty. We are only
telling you now because Joey found a photo of me Lance carries around." AJ
replied.

"How can you stand to spend time together without being together?" Nick
asked in wonder.

"I would rather have Lance in my life as a friend than not at all. He means
too much to me for me to not see him." AJ replied, knowing that Lance felt
the same.

Love and Friendship 5/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.
Other: I know some of my dates might contradict with RL but hey, its
fiction.

Part 5

Seconds after AJ finished speaking Lance walked out of the room to the
kitchen, terror flooding his body. They had gotten through the relatively
easy part, the hardest part was going to be telling them about Mike. A part
of his mind was stunned at how calmly everyone had taken the news that both
he and AJ were gay.

"What's wrong, Angel?" AJ asked as he walked into the kitchen, seeing the
shakes wracking Lance's body.

"Just scared and nervous." Lance replied, relaxing as he felt AJ's arms move
around his waist.

"You don't have to tell them." AJ said, at the same time knowing the others
were worried about Lance's nightmare.

"Nice try, Kitten. It'll be easier to go through it all now once than have
to do it a million times later." Lance said with a smile.

"You can't blame a guy for trying, you're not alone anymore. I'm always here
for you, Angel." AJ said as he rubbed Lance's arms gently.

Unnoticed by the pair, their ten guests were watching the scene from the
doorway. Each one had a smile on their face at the interaction between the
pair, amazed at how they had missed such a glowing love. The small group
walked back to the lounge, not wanting to be caught spying.

"You want me to tell them?" AJ offered, hating to see Lance so afraid.

"Nah, I should really be the one to tell them." Lance replied with a nervous
smile, letting go of AJ and preparing to walk back to the others.

"You okay?" JC asked as soon as Lance walked into the lounge, concern on his
face.

"I'm fine." Lance said absently as he took his usual seat next to AJ.

JC shared a look with the others, each one knowing that Lance was lying but
unsure what to do about it. Should they confront Lance or would that make
their friend feel worse.

"Does this have anything to do with your nightmare?" Joey asked, wanting to
get an indication of how bad the next part of Lance's secret was.

"Yeah, the nightmares are pretty common, normally only when I think about
what happened. I'll tell you everything but you can't interrupt-no matter
what." Lance said, knowing that he only had the strength to go through the
memories once.

"We had been dating for a while when I started getting weird phone calls at
home and later emails at my private email address, I just dismissed them as
your normally weird fan stuff, okay a really skilled fan but nothing to
panic about. I couldn't have been more wrong. That's when the guy upped the
stakes, sending me details on how he was going to kill AJ." Lance said,
starting to shake as he remembered his feelings of helplessness.

AJ quickly moved so that Lance was sitting on his lap and started rubbing
the younger man's shoulders soothingly. The worst was yet to come, and AJ
knew that Lance would relive the entire experience as he told their friends
about it.

"I was terrified that something was going to happen to Alex and made him
promise to never go anywhere without a bodyguard or at least telling someone
where he was going and how long. I didn't even think about what could happen
to me stupid or what? That's how he managed to get hold of me, I was at a
club waiting to meet Alex when I got dizzy. I walked outside to get some
fresh air and everything went black. When I awoke handcuffed to a bed, the
room was covered in photos of me. I couldn't move or even speak. That's when
he came back, carrying a knife and saying that unless I did what he wanted
he would kill Alex." Lance said without a trace of emotion, knowing that if
he didn't remain detached he would become trapped within the memories.

"When I got to the club I asked around, one of the bouncers said that one of
the bar staff had helped Lance into a cab. I phoned everyone I could think
off, trying to find out what had happened but no one could tell me anything.
That's when I got the first phone call on my cell. It was a girl saying that
she knew where Lance was and would try and get him out. That girl was Tracy,
she told me where Lance was being held and I went in and got him." AJ said,
continuing the story, his voice revealing the pain and fear he'd felt.

"The guy kept coming back, promising that he was going to make me his. He
hit me a couple of times when I spat on him and told him that I could never
love someone as inhuman as him. That's when I first met Tracy, she washed my
cuts and promise to call Alex then she disappeared. I was positive that she
was just an hallucination when Alex appeared....." Lance said the terror
starting to leak into his voice.

"When I got there, the guy was raving about just what he was gong to do to
Lance. I kind of lost it when I saw the cuts and bruises on Lance's body. I
sneaked into the house and started hitting the guy, I probably would have
killed him but I heard Lance crying and I stopped. I had just finished
unlocking the handcuffs when Tracy walked into the room, her face was
covered in purple bruises and she looked terrified."

"We brought Tracy back home with us and Alex nursed the two of us back to
health. I went to see a counsellor, mainly because of the nightmares but
he's still out there. He was the one who sent the letter and the photos in
February 2000, the handwriting and style matches. He said that if he even
suspects we are together he is going to out us, kill Alex and teach Tracy a
lesson for betraying him. Since then the nightmares have started again, the
only time I don't have them is when Alex is with me. I enrolled the three of
us in Judo classes, it doesn't mean that we're never going to get hurt but
at least this way we can defend ourselves." Lance said leaning back against
AJ.

"Just when did this happen?" Kevin asked, wondering how everyone had missed
the signs.

"Lance went missing on the 15th of October 1999 and I found him on the
19th." AJ replied, wondering if the Nsync guys were going to get mad at the
fact that they hadn't exactly told the truth earlier.

"I thought you said you met Tracy a year ago on the street!?" Chris asked,
wondering why the pair had lied.

"I couldn't exactly tell you that I met her a couple of years ago when this
guy kidnapped me and tried to rape me could I?" Lance retorted,
understanding his friends anger but he wasn't going to even tell them what
had happened. He had only told them because there was no way to avoid it.

"This still doesn't explain why you aren't together." Nick said confused,
why had they told them this when it still didn't answer the question.

"I would have thought that was obvious, we can't take the risk that he finds
out we're together and goes after Tracy. We've got a private investigator
looking for him, as soon as we find him Lance is going to press charges.
Lance was going to do it when it happened but the guys disappeared before
the police could catch him." AJ said angry, didn't any of them see how upset
Lance was at even thinking about what had happened? Why were they going over
it again?

Love and Friendship 6/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.
Other: I know some of my dates might contradict with RL but hey, its
fiction.

Part 6

"Why do you call AJ, Kitten?" Brian asked breaking the serious atmosphere,
causing everyone to laugh at the look on Lance's face. Brian wasn't really
that interested-he actually thought it was cute but he could tell that AJ
was about to blow.

"Oh, he purrs and has the grace of a cat." Lance said with a smile,
remembering the first time he had called AJ Kitten, he had never seen his
love so shocked.

"He certainly has the attitude." Kevin interjected with a large smile.

"I am here you know (?)" AJ said sarcastically, trying to hide a smile at
the way Lance was behaving around his friends, he had always suspected Lance
would be a match for them.

"We know, Kitten." Lance said as he tapped AJ's arms so that the other man
would let him go.

"What you so worried about?" AJ asked seeing the look of fear on Lance's
face.

"Tracy's been out for three hours and hasn't phoned." Lance replied, looking
at his watch in disbelief. Tracy always called in every hour, knowing how
much Lance worried about her.

"You call Kelly, I'll phone Jon." AJ said, taking out his mobile phone.

The ten guests just stared at them confused, why were they panicking?
Sometimes people simply lost track of time. As each one remembered Mike's
promise, they slowly realised and shared their friends fear.

"Kelly, its Lance. Is Tracy there?" Lance said into the phone while
searching through an organiser.

"She never turned up, I figured it was because you came home today. You want
me to call the others?" Kelly replied, sounding worried.

"That'd be great, if you hear anything call us." Lance replied as he hung up
the phone.

AJ was talking hurriedly on the phone, the feeling of dread seeping into
every inch of his body as his mind went over possibilities what if Mike had
Tracy? He recalled the detailed descriptions Mike had sent of what he would
do to Tracy if he found the girl.

"Tracy's disappeared, can you come round?" AJ said, looking over at Lance.

"I'll be there in about ten minutes, don't worry we'll get her back home."
Jon replied determinedly.

"I know, but what kind of shape will she be in? I'm going to ask Marie to
come round." AJ said, his voice low, not wanting Lance to hear him.

"That's probably for the best. You want me to ask The Fallen to come with
me, just in case we find the SOB?" Jon replied his voice suddenly cold and
fierce.

"Yeah, I've got to go." AJ answered, smiling for the first time since he
picked up the phone.
*********
"Kelly said that Tracy never got there but she's going to call some of the
others." Lance said, seeing the worried looks of their ten friends. As AJ
walked out of the room dialling another number on his cell, Lance was
positive that his love was calling Marie.

"Is it possible that she simply met up with some other friends?" Kirsten
asked, wanting to calm the terrified man in front of her.

"Honestly? No, it's just not like her and she always phones every hour on
the dot." Lance said, feeling reassured by the presence of so many of their
friends.

"I've called Marie, she's going to come over in a couple of minutes." AJ
said as he walked into the room, immediately looking at Lance worried that
this would be too much.

"Jon coming as well?" Lance questioned.

"Yeah, he's bringing the Others." AJ said, grinning coldly.

Lance simply gave a mean smirk in reply, sure, that now that the Others were
on the case Tracy would be found, and her kidnapper punished.

Unconsciously their friends backed away, they had never seen the pair look
so bloodthirsty and cold. The men in front of them were strangers; no trace
of their friends remained-gone was Lance's compassionate nature and AJ's
love of live. What happened with Mike had changed the pair in ways they
couldn't even begin to imagine.

"Who are the Others?" Nick asked, not entirely sure he wanted to know.

"Friends of ours who are going to help." Lance answered, wondering if the
others could handle the full knowledge.

The sound of the doorbell caused Lance to grin almost manically. Finally,
they could start the search properly. Their friends would do everything and
anything to help; it was a part of who they were.

"We've got some guests-the rest of the Backstreet and Nsync." Lance said as
he opened the door, letting the four figures into the house.

"Guys, these are The Fallen." Lance said as he led the six into the room.

The ten stared at the people in front of them in shock; the strangers were
dressed completely in black. As they stared the ten started to fear for
their friends, just what were AJ and Lance involved in?

"Take off your masks, I need to introduce you all. I promise they'll won't
tell anyone who you are." AJ said to the four.

"These are Blade, Liam, Paula and Jon." AJ said placing his hands on each
person's shoulder as he said their names.

Blade was a slim, petite, grey-eyed brunette with eyes that spoke of pain.
She was in her early twenties, and had a mischievous grin on her face. One
word described this woman and that was trouble.

Liam was a blonde and tall, despite his wiry build he radiated an air of
danger. He looked at the ten as if he was dissecting them bit-by-bit, he
grinned as Nick and JC shivered. He was used to people being a little wary
of him.

Paula had shoulder length auburn hair, and pale white skin, her face was
serious and slightly worried. She looked at the Backstreet Boys and then
Nsync critically, trying to figure out if they would be any use.

Jon was a tall Black man; his hair had just a few flecks of white. This only
served to make him look distinguished and welcoming. He smiled at the people
staring at him, recognising each one from Lance and AJ's descriptions.

"Jon, thank God you're here." Lance said as he hugged the last man tightly.

"Where else would I be when one of my Kids needs me?" Jon replied tenderly.

"Why do I get the feeling that something weird is going on?" Joey asked
worried, the four were looking at him as if he was food.

"These four have a detective agency, they specialise in cases of abuse and
kidnapping. Jon's the one who's trying to find Mike." AJ said wanting
nothing more than to get started.

"Why are you going to them instead of the police?" Chris asked wondering if
the pair were hiding something else.

"They came to us because we have methods that the police can't use. We'll
get Tracy back home and make the inhuman piece of trash pay one way or
another." Liam said starting to get annoyed.

"Just what are you going to do with Mike when you find him?" Brian asked,
hoping that it was something he could live with.

"We'll just teach him what happens to men who target little girls and
defenceless people. Then we'll hand him over to the cops." Blade said,
wondering why they were questioning their motives, didn't they know just
what had happened to Lance and Tracy?

"Lance, AJ I need you to go read your email and check your mail in case
Mike's contacted you." Jon ordered, wanting the pair out of the room. The
pair left, holding hands, needing to feel their love with them. Each one
terrified about what could happen to Tracy.

As soon as they were out of hearing range, Jon opened his briefcase and took
out some photographs. He passed them to the ten friends of the two men he
considered his children. The photographs were of Lance and Tracy after the
last encounter with Mike.

Tracy's face was covered in purple, black, and blue bruises but that was
only the first picture. The other four of Tracy showed the scars and bruises
covering the young girl's body; on her back were scars that appeared to have
been made by a whip.

The first photo of Lance showed cut wrists and burns on his arms that
appeared to have been made by a liquid of some sort. The second was of
Lance's chest which was black, the photographs clearly showed the three
broken ribs. The third photograph was of Lance's back, which was covered in
scratches, and more bruises. The last photograph was of Lance's feet, which
were cut, and bleeding, the skin having been cut away from his soles.

Love and Friendship 7/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.
Other: I know some of my dates might contradict with RL but hey, its
fiction.

Part 7

"These photo's were taken the day after AJ found the pair. As you can see,
Mike was abusing Tracy and had been since he took her in when her parents
died. Thankfully, she was only with him for five months before AJ and Lance
took her in." Jon said seriously, if Lance and AJ hadn't taken Tracy with
them, it was probable that the young girl would have been killed.

Kirsten grabbed hold of the photographs before Kevin could move them out of
her grip. She looked at them in a mix of horror and sorrow. How could anyone
do that to another human being? Throwing the photographs to the floor, she
ran to the bathroom. The sound of her vomiting could be heard in the now
silent room. Leighanne looked at the photos wondering what had so alarmed
her friend, seeing the pain Mike had inflicted on Lance and Tracy her eyes
glinted dangerously-she couldn't help but want revenge. She felt disgusted
that anyone could do that too two beautiful and good people.

Joey gasped as he looked at the pictures unable to believe what had happened
to Lance and the now missing Tracy. Looking closely at the pictures, he
could understand just why Lance and AJ had changed so much. After such a
traumatic experience, no one would ever be the same again. However, he
didn't approve of Lance's use of the four strangers; sure that his friend
would get hurt in the end.

"This is what Mike did to Lance?" JC asked, shocked, Lance hadn't given any
indication that the injuries where that bad. If he was hiding this how much
more had he kept from them.

"Yeah, I was surprised AJ didn't kill the guy." A woman said as she walked
out of the shadows dressed in a black catsuit with the letters FA in gold.

"Just who are you?" Justin asked in shock, they hadn't noticed her earlier.

"I came in with the others, my name is Becca. I'm an operative for The
Fallen, I keep an eye on Lance." Becca said with a smile, knowing that Lance
and AJ had known she was there even is they couldn't see her.

"What does FA mean?" Kevin asked, not wanting to think about the pictures
anymore but knowing they were etched forever in his memory.

"Fallen Angels." Liam said with a smile.

"Why do you call yourselves that?" Nick asked, it was a strange name for a
detective agency.

"We were all either in law enforcement or the armed forces. I was a
Detective for ten years but I quit when a rapist got off on a technicality."
Blade said with a grin.

"I was in the army for six years. I was a special forces operative but was
kicked out when I hit my CO. He deserved it like, he was beating up this
little ten year old girl for kicks." Liam said, his voice full of anger as
he remembered.

"Me? I was a strategist for the Marines." Paula said as she looked at the
others, she still needed to have a little word with them.

"I was a federal agent, undercover most of the time. I worked with violent
crimes." Becca said, hoping that she could get a chance to talk with AJ, she
was worried about Lance-the man had looked like he was about to break.

"I was in the army for three years before I joined the Seals. I worked with
them for another six years. I was then recruited into the NSA, I'd
apparently caught their attention. I retired after thirty years, during
which I worked in various Intelligence agencies." Jon said, sounding
slightly bored. Maybe now that they had gone over the pleasantries they
could focus on finding Tracy.

"If you guys are so good why haven't you been able to find Mike?" Justin
asked, then shut his mouth realising just what he had said to them.

"Lance and Alex only came to see me eight months ago. But the others only
started helping a couple of weeks ago. As much as I hate to say it, their
case is common. We have over two hundred people a week asking us to help."
Jon said, understanding Justin's anger. He had started to feel the same,
every time they got a lead on Mike the man would disappear just before they
could capture him.
******
Upstairs in the study, Lance and AJ were frantically checking their emails
for any sign that Mike had been in contact. Finding none, Lance stood up and
kicked the nearby trashcan. He hated feeling so helpless, if Mike had Tracy
it would be all his fault, Lance thought to himself remembering the way he
had practically kicked the teen out of the house.

"It's not your fault, Lance." AJ said, seeing the expression on Lance's
face.

"Yeah? I'm the one that asked her to leave us." Lance replied sadly.

"She was going out anyway, and Kelly only lives two streets away. You
couldn't have known something was going to happen." AJ said, reassuringly,
he hated it when Lance starting thinking he was to blame for every little
thing that went wrong.

"I guess, I just hate not knowing." Lance said as he switched off the
computer and walked over to AJ. He hugged the man tightly, not wanting to
let go-his Alex made him feel safe and loved.

"Its okay, love. We've got the best downstairs helping us, and you know that
Jon won't rest until he finds her." AJ said as he tightly held onto Lance.
*******
Jon walked to the door, hearing someone pulling up. Opening it, he was
surprised to find a strange woman standing there. He had expected to find
Marie, knowing that she coming to help Lance and AJ.

"Who are you? Where's Lance?" The woman asked, confusion and worry colouring
her voice.

"Just who are you, lady?" Jon retorted, there was no way he was going to let
someone hurt Lance when the man was so upset.

"Diane Bass, Lance's mother."  Came the angry reply.

"I guess you can come in then." Jon said, moving to let her pass.

Diane Bass walked into her son's house and stared at the living room in
shock. Who were the five people dressed in black? Why were the Backstreet
Boys sitting in Lance's house when her son was nowhere to be seen.

"Hi Diane." JC said, drawing her attention, while Joey hid the photographs.

"Nice to see you Josh. Where's Lance?" Diane Bass asked politely.

"He's upstairs on his computer. Why don't you wait here for him to come
down?" Chris said helpfully, while the Backstreet Boys talked quietly
amongst themselves.

"That's okay, I'll go upstairs and see him." Diane replied over her shoulder
as she walked up the stairs.

Hearing what sounded like crying, Diane Bass stopped outside the narrowly
opened door and listened; was her son crying? What had happened to him?

"Don't cry, Alex. Its okay, love. I promise everything will be okay." Lance
said his voice soft and gentle.

Opening the door, Diane Bass gaped in shock at the sight before her. Her son
was kissing another man! She closed her eyes tightly, thinking she was
seeing things but when she opened them, the scene was the same. Unable and
unwilling to believe what she was seeing, Diane Bass fainted in shock.

Love and Friendship 8/?
Author Stephanie M
Feedback: Yes please, wicciangirl51@hotmail.com
Summary: The other Nsync members learn how much Lance has sacrificed for
them.
Other: I know some of my dates might contradict with RL but hey, its
fiction.

Part 8

Lance broke the gentle kiss when he heard the muted thud, seeing his mother
unconscious, he did the only thing he could think of, "JON!"

There was the sound of people running upstairs as the other members of the
Backstreet Boys, Nsync and the Fallen hurried to see what had so alarmed the
young man. Seeing Diane Bass unconscious, JC glared at AJ, what had the man
done to her?

"What have you done, AJ?" JC asked angrily, approaching the confused
Backstreet Boy.

"Leave Alex alone!" Lance shouted, grabbing JC by the collar and slamming
the other man against the wall.

Startled everyone just watched the scene in shock, unused to Lance behaving
so aggressively with someone the younger man called a friend. AJ only gently
caressed Lance's neck.

"Love, you really need to relax these protective instincts of yours. Let him
go, you're going to feel really bad later if you hurt him." AJ reasoned,
knowing it was true, Lance had always swore he wouldn't hurt one of his
friends.

"But he attacked you!" Lance reasoned, still angry. He wasn't going to let
JC off that easy.

"He didn't mean anything, he's just confused." AJ said, knowing that JC must
have thought he had done something to Diane Bass.

"What happened?" Kevin asked trying to restore order, ignoring the fact that
Lance still had JC pinned to the wall.

"I guess she was a little shocked to see us kissing." Lance said, ignoring
the smirks on everyone's faces as they looked from him to AJ.

"I'm guessing she doesn't know about you two (!)" Joey said sarcastically,
wondering how the pair could have kept it a secret from their family.

"Not really, she knows I'm in love with Alex but I never really told her
Alex was a man. I was too afraid of what would happen." Lance said shooting
nervous glances at his unconscious mother.

"We'll put her in your room, Lance." Jon said taking charge, motioning Liam
to take the woman's head.

"I guess I'll have to explain everything to her, you know she's not going to
take it well." Lance said addressing the room at large.

"We're here for you, Lance." Justin said, hugging the younger man, backing
off when AJ growled at him angrily.

"Any sign of Mike?" Paula asked wanting to get onto the search as soon as
possible.

"No, but I don't think anyone else would take Tracey." AJ said as he held
Lance closer.

"Come downstairs, that way we can discuss everything properly." Becca
stated, as Jon and Liam carried Diane Bass into the bedroom.
*******
"Did you see any sign of Mike while we where on the road?" Lance asked Becca
as everyone sat down.

"No, everything was clear. You want me to call Neal and see if anyone
fitting his description has been around Tracy's school?" Becca said, smiling
at the way Lance was half sitting on AJ's lap.

"Yeah, so what are we going to do now?" AJ said sounding lost and angry.

"Who's Neal?" Nick asked confused, who were all these people and how did
Lance and AJ hook up with them?

"Tracy's teacher and a friend of ours." Lance replied with a grin, there was
a lot they still had to tell their friends.

"You've been following Lance around and no one noticed." Chris questioned in
amazement.

"She's my shadow, has been for almost a year and a half. Anywhere I go she
goes, no one notices her because she's good at her job." Lance replied with
a grin.

"Lance, your mother is starting to wake up." Liam said as he walked down the
stairs, followed by Jon who was talking quietly on his mobile.

"I should go and speak to her." Lance said standing up.

"We should go and talk to her." AJ corrected, standing and taking Lance's
hand in his.
*******
"Now that they're gone, I can have a little word with you." Becca said
grinning cruelly. She had few things to say to these people, who had ignored
all the signs that Lance and AJ were hurting.

"What about?" Kevin asked, not liking the dangerous gleam in her eyes.

"Oh, just about what terrible friends you are. How could you miss all the
signs of what had happened to them? How could you not see how Lance flinches
if someone approaches him from behind without any warning, or the
nightmares? Why didn't you see they were in pain?" Becca said her voice low,
looking at the four Nsync members.

"You Backstreet Boys were just as bad. You never noticed the nightmares. Or
the amount of time AJ would spend on the phone? More importantly, how did
you miss the fact that they had a teenage girl living with them? I guess you
never noticed that AJ spends most of his time here, or how much they panic
when someone close to them disappears." Liam said looking from face to face.

"If you ever hurt Lance or AJ I'll make you pay! The pair are like sons to
me and I won't let you hurt them again." Jon vowed solemnly.