Date: Sat, 8 Jan 2000 19:06:10 -0800 (PST) From: Billy Burrew <billy_burrew@yahoo.com> Subject: Love Thru Chat 2 Love Thru Chat By Billy Burrew Legal Disclaimer: This story is totally fictional and not meant to imply anything about the sexuality of the guys of the BSB or NSYNC. If you are under the age of 18, offended by homosexual material, or it is illegal to view such materials in your area, please leave now....Otherwise, go grab a nice mocha or some chai tea, or hot cocoa, get comfy and get ready to suspend your disbelief. Have Fun and Enjoy the Story. Chapter 2: One Down...Many More to Go! Logging onto Cybervenue.com Logging in as billy_burrew You see here dopie20, sleepy78, jc_1s_hot, krazy15, crunkboy19, timbergirl420, mine15, malena14, b_0_y, vikingsforever1, 1am_here, timbergirl18 1am_here says HEY HEY BILLY dopie20 says Hi Billy You say Hi dopie...hi 1am.....hi jc_1s_hot, whassup?? jc_1s_hot says Hi Billy, sup? You say not much here...just goofin' off at work. It's a slow day vikingsforever1 says Hi Billy You say Hi VIKIES krazy15 leaves, heading for *NSYNC Malena14 Leaves Jran4u enters You say Hi Jran4u...whassup? dopie20 says How is the story with me coming? Am I dead yet? Is Karen killed off yet? LOL You say No...I am still stuck on that chapter...it's running A LOT longer than I thought it would. It's gonna prolly be broken down into 3 or 4 chapters. I wanted to make it all believable....despite the sci-fi-ness of it. jc_1s_hot says I can't wait to read it billy! Jran4u says to you Can you sign on AOL...I need to talk to you NOW You say to Jran4u Who are you? Do I know you? Jran4u says to you I am Jscott77's friend. Please sign onto AOL. You say to Jran4u OK...one sec....my s/n will be billburrew Jran4u says to you OK You say Hey guys...I'll be back on in a bit. Gotta head outta here Dopie20 says OK....bye billy Mine15 says Bye bye bye! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to America Online You've Got Mail Jran4u: Hey. Hi there. BillBurrrew: Hi. How goes it? Is Jscott OK? I haven't seen him on for a while. Jran4u: He told me BillBurrew: He told you what? Jran4u: He told me he was gay. I kinda flipped out. He hasn't really spoken much to me since. I am at his house on his computer now and saw something with your s/n on it and have been waiting online to see if I can talk to you. Did he tell you? BillBurrew: We've talked about it. He seemed kinda scared to tell you BECAUSE he thought you'd flip out and I told him that you'd either accept the truth and be happy to be friends with him rather than him misleading you and all. I guess I was wrong...or was I? Jran4u: Why didn't he tell me before. I've known him for 5 years now. I would have thought that he would have told me something that is THAT important. BillBurrew: He's GAY....he doesn't have cancer! Why is it THAT important? The only person it should be THAT important to is HIMSELF and to the other GUY he's in a RELATIONSHIP with. I think you may be blowing it a little out of proportion. Jran4u: Knowing about it IS important....It doesn't change the way I feel about him...he's my friend and I care a lot about him. I just think he should have told me. BillBurrew: He didn't know that. He said he was a songwriter...not a mind reader. You just expected him to know that him telling you something THAT big about himself would be easy or that you would react positively to it? What's worse is that your reaction, by your own admission, tells him that he was ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. If you really are his friend...find him...tell him everything you told me, and pray that he understands. I think he will. I told him to give the people he told some room to let his "news" sink in and then give them another chance. TAKE THAT CHANCE...DON'T SCREW UP AGAIN, OK? Jran4u: Yeah...I'm sorry BillBurrew: Its not me you need to be asking for forgiveness.... Jran4u: Yeah...OK. Thank you for letting me chat with you. I think I just heard him drive up. BillBurrew: Well...when he comes in, sit him down and talk to him. Then make sure he UNDERSTANDS your position. Then have him try and chat with me. I was worried when he logged off the other day and because he's not been on since. Jran4u: OK. I'm glad he talked it over with you. You seem to be a good friend of Josh's. I can't wait to meet you in person. BillBurrew: Kewl. GOOD LUCK trying getting that foot back outta your mouth. Take care Jran ----------------------------------------------------------- The Next Day... Logging onto Cybervenue.com Logging in as billy_burrew You see here mine15, crunkboy19, Jscott77, timbergirl420, malena14, b_0_y You say Hi Jscott77....Good to see you back online again! Jscott77: OMG...FINALLY....I need to talk to you on AOL...PLEASE! You say <lol> OK One sec ----------------------------------------------------------- Welcome to America Online Jscott7777: BILLY! THANK YOU SO MUCH! It all worked out OK....finally BillBurrew: Yeah....I figured it might have...Jran and I talked yesterday. He saw my s/n on your machine and waited til I logged on to talk to me about him and you. He seems like a nice guy and a good friend. Jscott7777: He is. He and I talked all last night and he apologized about his reaction and told me he'd be there to help when I tell our other friends. I feel so liberated now....its amazing. BillBurrew: See....I told you that it wouldn't be long till you caught up with me...LOL Jscott7777: I have a LONG ROAD there to catch up with you! That was ONE person! BillBurrew: It's like a snowball rolling downhill now. It'll just keep going now that the initial momentum has been achieved. Good Job Josh! Jscott7777: Thanks. I really appreciate all your help and advice. BillBurrew: I said I'd be there for you and I will be. I've already been through what you're going through. Jscott7777: Hey! How did you know my name was Josh? BillBurrew: Jran mentioned it yesterday I believe. Why? I think you know what my name is...<grin> Jscott7777: LOL...yeah...I think I can guess. Is it William? Hehehe BillBurrew: Only when my mom is REALLY REALLY mad at me! Everyone else just calls me Bill or Billy Burrew...I got that nickname in college when I worked at the Hard Rock Cafe in the merchandise area. It's from Caddyshack. LOL Jscott7777: OMG...I remember that...it's the name of the special putter...the Billy Burrew! That's too funny. Man...you worked at a Hard Rock Cafe in college...that's awesome! I love HRC. BillBurrew: Yeah. Me too...I still love to eat there even after I stopped working there. Everyone else I know that used to work there hates eating that food...but I think its pretty good! Jscott7777: LOL BillBurrew: So...are you and Jran gonna hang back awhile or are you gonna go tell some more people? Jscott7777: Actually...Jran suggested that me and him and a few of our other friends all meet up here about an hour from now and then I'll just tell them all...save time that way! BillBurrew: That sounds like a plan! Plus you have Jran there for support as well. Well...good luck Josh! Jscott7777: Hey....I really meant what I said. Thank you very very much. I think you should take back what you said about being mediocre...you're SO far from mediocre...you have no idea. I know I wouldn't have been able to tell Jran about this at all much less the rest of my friends if I never got the opportunity to meet and chat with you first. Jran also said he wants you to come and visit, K? BillBurrew: Well...next time I make it to Florida...I'll see if we can meet up! Jscott7777: We're off for a week and a half next month....come down then? You can look for a place to live and a job then. It's not that far off. BillBurrew: I suppose I could do that. Just tell me what days you guys have off and I will get a flight and a hotel arranged. Jscott7777: KEWL! I'll email you the dates....I can't wait to meet you either. I'll keep some papers here so we can look for a job for you. I'll check with my company to see if there are any openings. Bring your resume....we're gonna get you set up down here! BillBurrew: Kewl. I'm gonna go put in my time-off request here. Talk to you later? Jscott7777: YES! I'll tell you how the meeting went. BillBurrew: OK. Remember...just be you...let them accept you for you. Jran did...tho it took him a little time to get his head on straight about you're not being straight. LOL Jscott7777: LOL. OK. Thank you again. Laterz! ----------------------------------------------------------- To: Billy_Burrew@yahoo.com From: Jscott7777@aol.com Subject: Vacation Dates Date: Thu, 06 Jan 2000 17:45:30 GMT Billy- The week I am gonna be off is Feb 11-Feb 21. Do you think you can make it down here? Air Trans has some cheap fares to Orlando, I think I checked it was something like $120 round trip. Email me back and tell me when you'll be arriving so I can come to the airport and pick you up. Well...my friends are all coming in now. I gotta go and talk with them. Josh ------------------------------------------------------ To: Jscott7777@aol.com From: Billy_Burrew@yahoo.com Subject: Re: Vacation Dates Date: Fri, 07 Jan 2000 18:20:50 GMT Josh- I got off from Feb 11 to Feb 19. You were right. I got the CHEAP fare from Air Trans too! I will be staying at the Marriott Courtyard in downtown Orlando (unless you can suggest a better hotel...I don't ever go cheap on hotels tho...I like feeling secure in my room. I hope it all works out for you with your friends. Email or chat me up later and tell me one way or the other. Billy B -------------------------------------------------------- That's it for chapter 2. Tell me what you think of it so far. Email me at billy_burrew@yahoo.com