Date: Mon, 28 Aug 2000 21:55:31 -0400 (EDT)
From: Candy <Angelusette@webtv.net>
Subject: Love you For Always 2

Love you For Always
By Candy and Wendy
Disclaimer: We aren't imply that nsync is gay by this story. This is
Simply Fiction by a Fan.
NOTE: I'm not Gay and I'm not a guy... That's why the smut in this
sucks. =-)
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"Dreamin' of you tonight. Prayin' that you will be mine. Hopin' you'll
be holding me tight, Never ever letting me go. I need you to know"-
Mandy Moore "Love you For Always"
....................

Lance looked at the basement floor as he stood on the steps. Suddenly
the thought of going back to bed with Justin seemed really good.

But that was always good.

He let his eyes run over all the boxes and trunks that lay in the floor.
This was NOT going to be easy.

Lance's eyes continued to roam over the mess until his eyes fell on a
stack of papers. Smiling, he walked over to them and bent down. He
picked up the top pice of light blue paper and unfolded it.

Softly he read to himself.

My Love,
            I have loved you since I first
looked into your beautiful eyes. You never saw me stealing glances at
you across a crowded room, wishing it was me you whispered to. I
secretly hoped you would see me looking at you, but you never noticed
me. I want to be the one you hold tight at night, I want to whisper
sweet nothings in your ear. I want to be with you, and share my deepest
fears with you. God,I love you more and more everyday, but I can only
hope you will ever love me. I am tired of loving you from afar, I want
to tell the world how I feel for you. What I would give to spend my life
with you, and hold you close every night. I would cross a thousand
oceans to feel your sweet caress against my face. When you speak to me
with your sweet voice my heart burns with desire for you. I lay alone in
bed thinking of you and how amazing it would be to hold you every night.
To whisper sweet nothings to you as we make love again and again. I know
this is corny, Lance, but this is how I feel for you. If I never told
you how I felt, then I would never know if you could you could love me
as much as I love you. Lance, I love you now and forever.


      Love me for Always,
              Justin

A fond smile flashed over Lance's face. It was their first letter. The
letter Justin wrote him 11 years ago.

"Lance?" Justin asked as he came down the stairs. "Whatcha doin'?"

"Catching up on my reading." He said holding up the paper in his hand.

Justing groaned but sat down next to Lance anyway. "Read to me."

"Why?"

"Cause I know the next one is from you."

Lance complied and took the next paper from the pile, this one yellow.

                    March 26, 1999
My Justin,
        I, too, have loved you since I first saw you and
everytime I see I fall more in love with you. I stole glances at you,
too, also hoping I could whisper to you, and hold you close. I saw you
looking at me the way you did, I was only waiting for you to speak up. I
know it sounds foolish, but I was so scared to say anything about my
feelings to you. I have day dreamed of us together at night holding each
other and telling our secrets to each other. I only hope that we can
make it reality. My fear of rejection kept my feelings inside for to
long, I felt as if I could die some days. Nobody knew my feelings for
you, I longed to tell you, but why would a beautiful, amazing guy like
you like me? I am truly surprised that you have feelings for me. Justin,
You rescued me from the dragons of loneliness. I felt so alone, but you
came along and turned my gloomy nights into bright, beautiful days. I
love you too, Justin.
    Love you For Always,
         James Lance
PS
     Meet me at the all night cafe across the street at midnight.

When Lance concluded the letter, he folded it back it and placed i under
the letter that was read before that one.

Lance turned to see a tear fall from Justin's eye.

"Aww." He said wiping the tear away. "Are you crying."

"I was so happy when I read that. You loved me, too! AND YOU KNEW I
LOVED YOU!"

"I was so scared I was just seeing things that I wanted there." Lance
watched as Justin closed his eyes, willing the tears of past happiness,
to go away. "I love you Justin. I do. I may not say it a lot..."

"But you show it." Justin said, his eyes falling to the stack of
letters. "It means so much more to me than words." He smiled softly "Old
Mr. Webster could never define..."

"What's being said between your heart and mine." Lance said, finishing
the lyrics Justin had began, whispering them into his lover ear. He
smiled as he kissed the skin behind Justin's ear.

Justin moaned and leaned into the older man's lips. Lance turned around
and softly pushed Justin onto the floor.

Justin began tugging impatiently at his love's clothing, pulling his
shirt over his head, exposing Lance's soft skin.

Lance's lips moved to attack Justin's, their desire pounding out between
them with each heartbeat. Without breaking the kiss, clothes were
hurriedly tossed aside.

Justin felt a hand engulf his shaft and he found himself moaning Lance's
name. Lance's hand began a rhythm, staring slow only to speed up once
Justin's hips began to buck into his hand.

"Inside me," Justin gasped between thrusts, "Now."

"But we don't have any..." Lance said, only breaking the kiss for just a
moment.

"So...." Justin pouted into his lovers mouth, "We have done it with out
it before."

Lance just shrugged as he continued to savage the younger mand mouth,
savoring the taste and the feel of the other man under him.

Justin's hands found his love's throbbing cock and placed it at his
entrance. "Now." He said into his mouth.

Lance's mind was clogged with the thick haze of desire, he could do
nothing but do as Justin asked.

Justin thought he was going to explode when he felt his lover enter him.
Every time with Lance, no mater who was taking or giving, was simply
amazing.

Justin's mind replayed every kiss, over, and over, and over. Everytime
with Lance was ten times better than before. This was the only thing he
could call love.

 Justin's relaxed tightness was driving Lance crazy with every kind of
pleasurable torture that was thinkable. He didn't know how long he could
hold it, Justin was simply amazing, but he had to, for Justin.

To Lance, Justin had to come first, in everything and everyway.

Justin felt his body tighten, he knew he was about to come, nd from
Lance's frantic thrusts he was about to come too.

Justin let his body go.

Lance felt his lover tense as Justin's seed spread between them.

He screamed Justin's name as he, too, came.

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The first thing Justin noticed when he woke up was the cold floor. The
next thing was that Lance's breathing was normal, indicating he was
awake.

Justin just laid there in Lance's arms, Moments like these he felt like
his heart could fly.

Justin smiled. "Ya know ever since we got this house, this is all we
do."

"Are you complaining?" Lance said with a deep throated laugh.

"Never."

The feel of Justin's breath on his neck tickled, but he dared not to
move. He loved the feel of Justin in his arms.

"Read to me again."

Lance moved, only slightly, and reached for anther letter.