Date: Sat, 03 May 2003 06:18:03 -0400
From: rye encoke <rye_encoke@hotmail.com>
Subject: Mark-and-Rye-12

Okay the usual stuff that nobody reads.  This is a gay story with
lots of gay sex.  If you aren't supposed to be here, leave.  The
work is mine and unless you ask you can't post it anywhere else.
I have no clue if any member of Westlife is gay, so this is all
my fantasy.  Email me at rye_encoke@hotmail.com to tell me what
you like or hate.

The author wishes to acknowledge and thank the archivist for
Nifty for allowing this story to be published here.

Authors Notes: Someone wrote and told me they liked the story
but do I have to have everyone crying all the time.  The short
answer is yes.  The long answer is that these guys live in the
public and cannot truly express their feelings.  Now they are
with Rye who is this wonderful man who loves them, and they are
safe.  They are discovering some new feelings and finally feel
free to let go.  A lot of times it means they cry, not always
because they are sad but oftentimes that is how emotions are
released.  So it's not gonna stop any time soon.  Another reason
is because I myself enjoy a good cry.  My perfect evening would
be to cuddle up to my lover (if I had one) on the couch and
watch a sad movie together.  I like the feeling of love and
safety when my lover holds me when I cry.

Dedication: to my boy David.


- Plans In Motion -

Rye got up and found the cell phone that was ringing.

"Hello?"

"Yeah okay, bring extra we are wore out.  Ha ha funny lady, can
Kian even walk this morning.  Okay I have to go to the office for
a bit and make some calls.  Seeya in a few then.  Bye hon."

Rye looked at Mark and Nicky in each others arms and sleeping
peacefully.  Smiling to himself he got dressed in a pair of ripped
jeans and wifebeater.  Going downstairs he threw on a pair of
sneakers and left for the office.

As the door closed Mark half awoke, "Rye?" he asked sleepily.

In his arms Nicky stirred and mumbled and pulled the warm body
next to him closer.  The two men relaxed again and continued to
sleep.

Jill and the rest of the gang pulled into the lot and with various
bags in hand went to the loft.  Jill continued past and keyed into
the club to let Rye know they were back.

Jill didn't turn any of the lights on, she knew her way around
this place in the dark.

She moved to Rye's office and heard his voice.

"I don't care how much it costs Joanne.  Look the money is not
even a fraction of what I have so if I am not concerned why
should you be.  I know J-girl I know."

There was a pause as Joanne, one of Rye's many lawyers spoke.

"That's great.  You understand completely what I want.  Now listen
I don't need this to happen immediately.  We can take our time.
But, and this is important Joanne, it may come about that I do
need this to happen immediately, and I mean in a matter of days or
even hours.  So I need you to be prepared for a call telling you
to do just that.  If that happens you need to do whatever is
necessary to accomplish it, if that means throwing twice the
amount of money at it, or even five times the money, then that is
what you do understand?  If you get that call it is imperative
that you understand you do whatever it takes to make it happen
immediately."

Jill had no idea what they were talking about but the steely
determination in Rye's voice was something she had never heard
before.

"That's good Joanne.  I know you are looking after my interests
but honestly I can afford to throw money around and in this case
it's worth it.  I have to tell you, this one time don't be my
friend be my lawyer and my employee and do it when I ask.  You're
a good lawyer and friend Joanne, I can't explain why this is so
important but someday soon you will understand.  Great.  Seeya."

She heard Rye hang up.  Now she was screwed.  If she went in now
he would know she had been listening but she doubted she could
sneak out without him knowing.

"Come on in Jill, I can see you on the monitors," Rye's voice
said with mock anger.

"Sorry Rye, I don't know why I just stood out there listening.  I
just....I don't know why I did it," Jill confessed.

"Don't worry about it, but also don't ask about it.  For now that
conversation doesn't concern you and you never heard it okay," Rye
said simply.

"Of course,"  Jill said and meant it.  She trusted Rye completely
and knew he loved her.  "Went past the Dutch Haus again to get
breakfast.  They are still both in ecstasy from your hymn.  They
said to have fun and don't worry, three weeks is but a grain of
sand in God's hourglass."

Rye laughed, "Let me guess.  Nobody told them that the guys were
leaving for three weeks."  It was a statement and Rye expected no
answer as he turned the light off and followed Jill to the loft.

- Meanwhile In The Loft -

The guys keyed into the loft and dropped the breakfast bags off in
the kitchen.  Seeing nobody around they climbed up the stairs to
the bedroom.  They found Nicky and Mark wrapped together like lovers
with Rye nowhere in sight.

Shane cleared his throat loudly.  The two men stretched in each
others arms and woke up slowly.

"Morning guys," Mark said then turned to Nicky and kissed him
gently, "Morning Nicky."

"Where's Rye?" Bryan asked.

"What?"  Nicky said then turned to see that indeed Rye was not in
bed with them.  Like someone had put fire to his feet he jumped
clear out of bed throwing himself up against the far wall not
seeming worried about his nudity.  "Shite, where is Rye?"

"Right here, what's the problem?"  Rye asked as he appeared at the
top of the stairs and walked casually to the bed and slipped in
beside Mark and kissed his lips.

"We aren't supposed to be together without you there,"  Nicky
almost shouted.  He was upset, very upset, almost to the point of
hysterics.

"Nicky love, those aren't the rules.  Come here." Rye held his
hand out to Nicky who just looked at him for a long time before
moving to him.

"The rules are that you can't *do* anything together without me
there, except for kissing and rubbing.  Sucking and anal stuff is
out, but I am not going to stop my man from being with any of you,
especially once you are back on the road, he is going to need you
all there to hold him.  And as for this morning you were both
asleep and looked beautiful together so I didn't wake you,"  Rye
said.

Nicky started to cry.

Shane quickly moved to the bed and held Nicky while Mark and Rye
did the same.  Finally he calmed down.

"Want to explain what happened to you there Nicky love," Rye said
calmly.

Nicky nodded, "I thought I had broken the rules and that I was in
trouble."

"And what, I would kick you out, stop loving you, break up with
Mark?" Rye asked.

Nicky nodded again.  Rye sighed.

"Guys sit down, all of you, okay,"  Rye said.

Everyone took a place on the bed, Bryan pulled the sheets up so
that Nicky could cover himself then lay his head down on Nicky's
stomach.

Nicky placed a hand on Bryan's head.  Bryan looked at Nicky with
love in his eyes and asked, "Is this okay Nicky love?"

Nicky nodded and smiled bashfully.  Shane looked at the two men
and smiled to himself as a realization hit him.

"Okay first off I don't want anyone to think I am mad when I am
explaining this.  Obviously it is not clear.  I can understand
that since it is fairly unusual.

"Let's go over the rules again.  Anyone can be with Mark like they
used to be on tour.  Sucking and anal stuff is not allowed unless
I am there, but kissing and rubbing and just holding him is fine.
I know that this whole sharing thing is pretty strange and I think
that's why it threw poor Nicky here for such a ride.  We can share
with you because we love you all so much.  More than that though
we love each other so much that being with you just makes us
stronger.

"Now I want you all to stop and really understand this.  I will
never, ever, stop loving any of you for any reason.  If you make a
mistake we will talk about it and work through it.  If you totally
fuck up and are sorry about it and come to me we can fix it and I
will still love you as much as I do now.  And I hope those rules
go for me too, in case I ever fuck up I want to know I can come to
you and be forgiven."

The guys looked at Rye like he was insane, whether at the notion
that he would fuck up or at the idea that there was ever a chance
they would not forgive him was unclear.

"The only thing that could ever change that is if you purposely
hide something from me or intentionally hurt me.  What happened
this morning was not a mistake Nicky unless it was on my part.  I
thought that you understood this all, obviously you didn't.  So
for that I apologize, it's a lousy way to end the beautiful night
we had together, and it was beautiful Nicky love."

Nicky visibly relaxed.  Rye got up and moved beside Nicky and took
him into his arms and held him tightly, rubbing his back and
whispering into his ear as they lay there on the bed together.
The others discreetly left them, including Mark, this was between
Rye and Nicky.  They lay together for a long time just holding
onto each other.  Every now and then Rye would kiss his neck
tenderly.

"Okay now love?" Rye asked, still not letting go of Nicky.

Nicky nodded, "Thank you Rye.  For this morning, for last night,
for all the nights to come, for everything.  I think I finally
understand why Bryan keeps wondering if you are an angel."

Rye chuckled and sent goosebumps across Nicky's body.

"Wanta call Mark up for a bit so we can start the morning off
properly?" Rye asked.

"No, how about I just forget about earlier and consider this the
way the morning ended."  Nicky pulled Rye even closer.

"Sounds good Nicky love."

"I like when you call me that.  You have names for us all and once
you use them everyone picks up on it.  Did you know that?"

"I hadn't noticed."  Rye was not going to release Nicky, he wanted
to make sure Nicky was okay and would let him be first to let go.

"It's true, everyone calls Mark fella, Bryan is Bry boy, Shane is
boyo and now I am love and we all call you two the lovers.  Kian
can hardly wait to get his name."  Nicky sighed into Rye's neck.
"You amaze me Rye and I love you so much it scares me."

"Scares you?"

"Because if you ever weren't there I don't think I could go on."
Nicky stated and finally released Rye and stood up.  "We all feel
the same way you know."

"I didn't know, but I will tell you something, I feel the same way
too, when Jill suggested that you may make other plans and not
come back to stay with me, my heart nearly fell to my feet.  I
actually started to tremble, that's why Mark was comforting me
when you came in the other day."  Rye confessed.

Nicky, now dressed, looked at Rye and smiled again, the morning's
pain truly forgotten.  "I think we will always be together.  Come
on I smell maple butter."

Nicky headed downstairs with Rye close behind.

"By the way Rye, you look so hot in that wifebeater," Nicky said
as he sat down and filled his plate.

"Thank God, I thought I was the only one turned on," Shane said.

"So you guys are gonna have a bedroom to yourselves tonight with
no little ears downstairs.  Guess you are gonna be busy busy."
Bryan giggled and pointed at Mark and Rye.

"Actually I thought that maybe Kian would join us tonight," Mark
said.

"What...really?"  Kian said, kind of shocked.

Jill smiled and patted his hand like a proud parent.  He was a
little dazed.

"How about Jill, me and Mark in one vehicle and the other four in
the other.  That way Kian can get all the details without being
embarrassed with us being in the car,"  Rye suggested.

Everyone looked around and nodded.  They put the dishes away and
got the few things they would need for their trip.  Rye held Kian
back so that they were the last to leave the loft.

"Listen Kian, it's going to be okay, really.  We will work with
you like we did with Shane.  You will be in complete control.  We
won't even touch you without your say so.  But I want you to
listen to what the guys are going to tell you.  Especially Nicky.
Try to understand that sex is only a small part of it and not a
necessary part," Rye said.

Kian's response surprised Rye.  Kian stepped forward and kissed
him deeply, opening his mouth and tasting Rye, allowing Rye to
taste him as well.  They kissed deeply and when they parted they
were both breathing heavily.  Kian's eyes were bright with desire.

"I don't think I am going to have any problems Rye.  But I am
looking forward to getting my nickname," Kian said in a whisper.

"I can give you that now, I can still taste the maple on your lips
so I am gonna call you sweets.  And I doubt I will ever be able to
eat those pancakes again without remembering that kiss.  But what
we just did, that came pretty close to breaking the rules," Rye
breathed.

"I know, and it won't happen again, but I asked Mark and he said
to go for it.  Something about payback for this morning."

"Well in that case," Rye leaned in again but Kian stopped him.

"Now that *would* be against the rules."

Rye smiled and followed Kian out the door.  Rye went to his SUV
and started it up watching to make sure the van was following
behind.

- Pesky Details -

The car was already running as Kian slid into the back with Nicky.

"This should be fun.  There's supposed to be a lake, it's probably
too cold to swim but should be nice.  I imagine Rye has a boat,"
Shane said as he signalled and followed Rye out onto the streets.

"Are we having fun or what?  This is the best break ever,"  Bryan
smiled happily.

"There have been some rough spots but all in all, I can't imagine
a time I have enjoyed more,"  Shane replied.

"Yeah, no matter how I screw up, he makes it better and still
loves me,"  Bryan said happily.

"Anyone bother to ask how long this trip was?"  Nicky asked.

"Yeah about 4 hours on the highway then about another hour on some
back roads.  Apparently it's a private lake.  I'll give you three
guesses who owns the lake and the first two don't count,"  Kian
smirked.

"So Kian you excited about tonight?"  Nicky asked.

"You can call me sweets please, I already got my name from Rye,
and I guess I am excited, but honestly I am totally scared too,"
Kian said.

"It will be okay sweets it really will,"  Shane said, immediately
using Kian's nickname since he seemed so proud of it.

"How did you already get your name?" Bryan asked.

"He held me back when you guys left to tell me everything was
going to be okay and I kissed him, like really kissed him.  He
could still taste the maple on my lips and said whenever he ate
pancakes again he would only be able to think of our kiss."  Kian
giggled like a little kid as he told the story.

"Ummm...did he get mad...that was sorta almost against the rules."
Bryan said.

"No, cuz I asked Mark first and he said if I had the balls to ask
then go ahead and see if I could embarrass Rye," Kian replied.

"You have nothing to worry about you know Kian, it is all gonna
be wonderful.  We promise," Nicky said.

"Actually Rye said to ask you guys what it was like when you were
all together and that would make me feel better.  Would you guys
mind?" Kian asked.

"Me first,"  Bryan said as he turned in his seat to face Kian.
"It was so amazing Kian, and I know I'm gay and you aren't but I
don't think that matters for the most part, I bet it will be
just as wonderful for you, cuz they look after you."

"First off I was so shy, I mean I wanted it so bad but when it
came time I was embarrassed to let them see me.  They both were
naked and I finally let Mark take my shorts off.  Then Rye held
out his hand and I lay down beside him and he pulled me close so
that our chests and cocks were pressed tight.  Then Mark lay down
behind me and pressed his body into mine.  I could feel his hard
cock on my ass and it felt so good.  Everything felt so good.
Just to be held and touched like that, so sexy, like they wanted
me.  I could feel the heat from their bodies and it just sort of
wrapped around me and I was part of it all.  It was so wonderful.

"Then I told them I was like really ready and I was sorry it was
gonna be over so quick.  Then they said that's not how it works,
it's not just a quickie and head off to the tv.  We make love all
morning.  So we lay together and jerked each other off.  They both
came across my stomach and cock, but I came first and shot all up
my chest and on my neck.  Mark was cleaning us up when Rye stopped
him.  Rye leaned over and licked my cum off my neck.  Then Mark
did the same thing.  Then Rye did it again and kissed me so I
could taste it.  God it was amazing.

"Then we started to kiss each other.  It was deep and passionate,
I couldn't breathe.  They both kissed me like that.  I thought I
would pass out.  Then they started working on my nipples and Mark
moved down to my cock.  God it feels so good Kian, when they suck
on you, and I came in his mouth.  I told them I wanted to do it
too so Rye started to show me how but I was really anxious so I
did it on my own.  First to Mark then to Rye.  I tasted them both.
It's not bad at all, it's wonderful, so personal.

"Then it was my turn again and Mark moved me on my side and pushed
up against me again.  I loved the feel of his cock on my ass, it
was so hot, and I could feel his heart pounding through it.  He
wrapped his legs around me and Rye sucked me till I came.  Then we
just lay together for a long time.

"We did it one last time where we were all sucking each other off
at once, sorta like a triangle.  But the best part was just
holding on to each other, that is what I like the most, I could
lay with them all day and be happy.

The guys had listened without commenting to Bryan's description.
Everyone was excited.  Nicky sat up and visibly adjusted himself.

"God that made me so horny and we have like 5 hours before I can
relieve myself,"  Nicky said.

"Nicky love, Kian is going to be with the lovers tonight.  I know
you are straight and you may not want to do a lot, but you could
be with us tonight, like when we are on tour,"  Shane offered.

Bryan looked at Shane shyly and leaned over and kissed his cheek.

"Really?  That would be great guys.  Just for a bit to get each
other off then I can leave you to yourselves to do the other okay.
I know it's weird to say but I did stuff with Rye and Mark that I
will probably do again with them but I am not sure about doing it
with anyone else.  Don't be mad at me though okay?"  Nicky asked.

"Of course not love, just know that you can always be with us,
as much as you want okay."  Shane glanced at Bryan who smiled at
him.

"So what did you do with them Shane, I know that your night was
different because of....what happened.  You don't have to tell us
if you don't want to but Rye said I should ask."  Kian asked with
a little hesitation, still remembering Bryans threat.

"No it's okay.  I want to tell so that I can help you like they
helped me.  Well first you heard what was wrong with me.  That
made the night really hard.  I was terrified.  It just got worse
as the night went on and by the time Rye called I was on the verge
of collapse.  So Bry boy took me up and explained how nervous I
was and they said he could stay, but I said no.

"They said he could stay?  Why didn't you Bry boy?" Nicky asked.

"Well cause they really didn't want to have four, and it was
my boyo's night," Bryan said then added "and I was scared."

"Scared?"  Shane asked.

"I already knew how I felt about you but didn't know how you felt
and I was scared I might mess up and lose you,"  Bryan confessed.

Shane nodded in understanding and reached over and brushed his
fingers across Bryan's face who then took Shane's hand and gently
kissed it.  Shane smiled and continued his story.

"Well before I knew what was happening Rye had figured it out and
gotten me to admit I had been raped.  Just the same way he got
Bryan to admit he was gay.  He can do it somehow, and you just
have to answer him.  They just held me for awhile till I finished
sobbing.  Then they asked me if I wanted help getting undressed.
So Mark started with my shirt and socks but when he reached for my
pants I panicked a bit and tensed up.  They stopped everything and
Rye told me to stand up and watch them.  They started kissing and
touching and I was supposed to say stop.  I did a couple of times
and they stopped immediately when I said to, they even pulled away
from each other.  They took the time to show me that stop meant
stop.  That meant a lot to me.

"So I knew I was safe, but I was still scared.  I asked Mark to
finish undressing me then Rye invited me in to the bed and asked
what I wanted to do.  I just wanted to be held so I asked if they
would hold me.  And that's what they did, they both just held me
for like an hour.  They both had their legs wrapped around me and
their arms across my chest.  Rye played with my hair and Mark
just rubbed my chest.  They would just whisper to me that they
loved me and that I was so brave.  Every now and then they would
kiss me gently on the neck or ear.  I have never felt so loved
as at that moment.  I will cherish that forever.

Shane stopped for a minute to get hold of his emotions.  Bryan
reached out and gently rubbed the back of his neck.

"Thanks Bry boy, I love you." Shane smiled at Bryan before he
continued.  "Then I asked them if they could kiss me, like they
did that other time.  They took turns kissing me deeply, and I got
hard.  Rye kept kissing me and Mark started to very gently stroke
me.  Then Rye stopped kissing me and looked at his nipples.  They
were hard and standing out and he told me I did that to him and he
loved the way I made him feel.  I was so happy and he started to
kiss and suck on my nipples.  They went so slow and made it last
so long but I finally came.  Then I started to cry.

"Why did you cry Shane?"  Kian asked.

"I'm not sure.  Just the release of emotion I guess.  I felt so
wonderful but I was still kinda scared.  We got up and went and
showered off quickly cuz I had shot all over us all.  Then we
came back and lay down, the same way they did with Bryan.  Rye was
facing me and our chests and cocks were pressed tight then Mark
lay down behind me and pressed his body close to me.  Well I
freaked out.  Everything that happened to me when I was 12 came
back.  I thought I was going to be raped.  I screamed stop and
somehow ended up in the corner.  I could see Mark on the bed
crying.  He knew right away what had happened I guess but just
never realized that what he had done would affect me that way.
But it was Rye that saved me.  He came right over to me and spoke
to me with that Irish brogue he does.  Told me that when I was
with them I was safe and nothing could hurt me there and to come
back and love them and let them love me.  So I did.  And Mark
moved in behind me again and I felt his cock on me but I wasn't
scared anymore.  I just felt their love.  They stroked me gently
and kissed my neck and shoulders and mouth.

"You didn't tell me about that?"  Bryan said.

"I know, it wasn't important, not really.  I am over it now but I
think it was important to tell Kian.  I wasn't trying to hide it
from you Bry boy really,"  Shane said as he placed his hand on
Bryan's thigh.

"I'm not mad, I just hadn't heard it.  I would have been more
gentle when we were together if you had told me it all,"  Bryan
said.

"You were plenty gentle boy, I almost had to tell you to breathe
you were so scared of doing anything that might scare me.  You did
great my boy never worry,"  Shane said lovingly.

"So is that how it ended Shane?"  Nicky asked.

"No then they asked if they could suck me.  So Mark played with my
nipples while Rye sucked me.  It was awesome.  Then they taught me
to suck and I did both of them.  But it was different than the way
Bryan did it.  When we were sucking Mark, Rye and I played with
his cock with our tongues.  Our tongues played as much with each
other as with his cock.  Then I finished him off.  We did it the
same for Rye.  I tasted both of them.  Then Mark sucked me and we
were done.

Shane paused wondering if he should say more.

"Well not totally, Rye asked me if I wanted to go further, you
know do the ass stuff.  But I said no cuz they had promised Bryan
first try, but I said I would do it with them after.  I told them
I wasn't scared anymore,"  Shane finished.

"They offered to make love with you.  You could have said yes it
would have been okay,"  Bryan said.

"I know, but honestly with all the stress and emotion I was really
exhausted and just wanted to sleep.  So we did until you guys came
back.  Then I found out what Bryan had said for me and I think
that is when I knew I wanted him to be more than just a friend and
so I invited him to stay with me and hold me the rest of the night.
That's it I guess.  But like Bryan I guess the best part was when
they held me.  For me it was like healing.  They let me know that
the past was over and it couldn't be changed but that it could be
forgotten.  Really Kian if all you do with them is just hold on to
them, even that is amazing.  It's so hard to explain and you just
have to be with them to understand, but you will want to do more,
they make it okay,"  Shane finished.

"That was so wonderful boyo, I am so glad you shared that with
us."  Nicky leaned forward and brought his arms around Shane and
kissed him on the shoulder.  Shane held onto Nicky's hand and
as Nicky moved to sit back Shane kissed his fingertips gently.
In the seat beside him Bryan saw this and turned to smile widely
at Nicky who returned the smile.

"It was so different than when I was with them.  With me it was
about passion and excitement, with you it was about healing and
trust.  That's another thing that is so wonderful about what they
do," Bryan said, "they seem to know what we each need and make
it right."

"Okay well that's two down, just you left Nicky love, wanta tell
us about your night?"  Kian asked.

"Yeah okay, but it looks like we are pulling in for something at
this store, right after we are finished here I will start,"  Nicky
said.

They pulled in behind Rye and watched as he got out and came to
their window, his shirt open showing the wifebeater underneath.
"We are just going in to get some munchies. You guys want
anything?"

"Yeah we will come in," Bryan said.

"Umm, Bry boy, maybe that's not a good idea, much as I love
looking at your hard cock I doubt the rest of the store wants to
see it, or anyone else's from the looks of things,"  Rye laughed.

Everyone realized that it was true, they were all sporting very
noticeable erections, and Bryan had a small wet spot on the front
of his pants as well.

"No worries my boys," Rye said as 4 faces went bright red, "it's
all for a good cause, I want sweets to be completely comfortable
tonight.  Just tell me what you all want."

Rye left with the list and entered the store.  The guys looked
around at each other then burst out laughing.

"Okay this is gonna kill us, let's do Nicky's story then try to
concentrate on the radio or something okay,"  Shane suggested.
Everyone agreed.

"Does Rye know how hot he looks do you think?" Nicky asked.

"I don't think so.  Jill was saying the other day how it used to
drive her nuts the way he would wander around outside with no
shirt on, making everyone in a 3 mile radius horny.  But she said
every time she would mention it he would blush and tell her to
stop.  I really think he doesn't think he is sexy or good looking
at all," Kian said.

The other guys just sorta looked at Kian.

"How can he not see it.  God I get so turned on looking at him.
He is like walking sex," Nicky said.  Bryan smiled and looked
at Nicky from the corner of his eye then winked at Shane, all
unnoticed by Nicky.

"I think thats part of it," Shane said, "He doesn't realize how
good he looks so he doesn't try to put on a show, we see the real
him."

Rye came out a few minutes later with several bags, two of which
he brought to the van.

"There ya go guys, enjoy.  There are paper towels in there in case
you need to clean up."  Rye wiggled his eyebrows and all the guys
laughed.

The cars pulled back onto the road.

"Shite."  Kian laughed as he held up a package of paper towels
causing everyone to laugh.  "He really did bring us paper towels."

"Okay, now my turn.  First off let me tell you I am totally
straight.  Now I am not saying that to like validate myself as a
man or anything macho, I am saying it to let you know Kian that I
am not gay, but I did a hell of a lot with the lovers and enjoyed
it all and will do it again whenever I get the chance.   I am
sorta gonna jump to the end of my story first.  We did all kinds
of stuff guys, we went further than either of you two went.  When
we were finished and just lying there holding each other, which
by the way I agree is the best part of the whole thing, I said I
was scared I might be gay.

"Now you guys in the front don't get all defensive.  I wasn't
scared because being gay was a bad thing.  It's just it would have
been such a mind flip for me.  So Rye said to me, 'Picture Justin
Timberlake and Nick Carter naked, kissing you all over and bending
you over putting their hard cock on your ass.' Well I just stopped
him right there cuz I knew that I wasn't gay.  I mean not at all.
But the others are right, it's different with the lovers, I can't
explain it but I would and did do stuff with them that I would
never even think about with anyone else.  I even asked to be with
them in that other way once Bryan has had his turn.

"What?  Really?"  Bryan asked.

"I know, I know, I will get to that.  Okay so here's how it all
started.  Remember how Rye looked last night when he danced, well
he was doing that all for me, to make sure I would be willing to
do everything I wanted without thinking about it.  And I did, I
really let go.  The thing was, I knew that the lovers would never
let me go farther than I could handle.  If I had said I wanted to
be fucked and they thought I would wake up the next morning
feeling bad, they would have stopped me.  I trust them completely.

Nicky looked thoughtful for a few minutes while everyone waited.

"Anyway, so when we all got up to the loft, well we were really
really excited.  We stood there just watching Rye in those pants
and all sweaty, I was so excited.  Then he tells us to undress.
We started to take our clothes off but he says to undress each
other.  He was acting all in charge and it was kinda weird but
definitely sexy.  So we undress each other.  Then he tells me to
undress him. Then he turns on this latin music, really sexy music
and he tells me to make Mark cum.  But I can't touch his cock.
And Rye starts to dance to the music and we are both watching him
and it takes like ten minutes or more with me just touching Mark
and then he cums, cums hard, and I never touched his cock once.
I didn't even know you could do that.

Nicky paused and everyone adjusted themselves.

"Fuck that is so hot Nicky.  What's next?" Bryan asked.

"Okay so then its my turn.  Me and Mark switch places and Rye just
keeps on dancing.  It seemed like it took forever but it probably
wasn't really very long.  Mark was touching me all over, kissing
my back, twisting my nipples, biting my neck, grinding into my ass.
It was beyond amazing it was mind blowing.  I finally came and
shot like halfway across the room.  Then Rye told Mark to just
hold me, but he already was cuz I was almost passed out from the
pleasure overload.  Then Rye walks up, still the music going, and
he puts both his hands on my chest and just stays like that,
moving to the music until he got off.  I couldn't believe it,
without anyone even touching him he shot 3 times across my belly
and cock.  Oh God it was incredible, when he was finished I just
threw my arms around him and held onto him and held onto Mark
behind me.

"Oh man Nicky don't stop now, what happened next," Shane said.

"Okay okay, so then we clean off and come back to the bed.  And
Rye says he wants to suck me.  So Mark starts on my nipples with
his mouth and that was so hot, but then Rye starts on my cock and
my mind is numb with pleasure by that point.  I cum pretty quick
and Rye takes it all but lets some stay on his mouth and tongue
and kissed me and I can taste myself on him.  So then it's my
turn and I do both of them, Mark first then Rye.  I swallow both
of their loads and I loved it.  So we just lay there afterwards
and hold each other for a long time.  Then Mark, well its his
turn to taste me.  But he makes it last so long.  Rye is working
me all over but Mark is on my cock.  He pays attention and just as
I am about to blow he stops and won't let me.  That happens like
four or 5 times, till he finally lets me go and I scream I think.
I don't know maybe I just screamed in my mind.  He had to have
been working on me for like a half hour or more.

"Then Mark says he wants to be with Rye, you know the ass stuff.
So I say I will leave them but Rye says no I can stay as long as
I help out.  Like whoever's turn it is I have to work on them to
increase the pleasure.  So they go to the bathroom for about 15
minutes then come back.

"So I ask what do I do, and they just said to go wild as long as I
am giving pleasure to whoever's turn it is.  So Mark lies down
with pillows stacked up so he can watch.  Then he pulls his legs
up and shows his ass to Rye.  And guys it was so hot, I mean I am
straight and all, but really I was so worked up and this was just
too much.  Then Rye goes down and starts flicking his tongue
across Mark's hole and you can see his ass reacting and Mark is
moaning.  I just watch and start to rub myself but Rye stops and
says that its Mark's turn so I am supposed to be helping him out.
Well I didn't know what to do so I just move in and sorta grab
something.  I grabbed his foot and he's all nice and clean and
smells good like soap so I knew he was clean and I just tickle my
tongue up the arch of his foot.  You should have seen it.  His
eyes shot open and he moaned so loud I thought he came.  He loved
it and that just made me hornier.  I kept licking his foot and his
toes and he kept moaning and guess what...he came.  Just me and
Rye licking on him made him cum.

"What did it taste like, his foot I mean?"  Bryan asked with
excitement.

"Not really like anything, like I said he was all clean so there
was no taste but it felt good for me and awesome to Mark,"  Nicky
breathed.

If any of the guys had been paying attention they would have seen
that they all had wet spots on their jeans as they leaked precum,
but none of them were paying attention to their condition as they
were so wrapped up in Nicky's story.

"So then Rye takes some lube and starts putting his fingers into
Mark to spread him open more.  I just watch for a bit then move
up to suck on Mark's nipples.  He has great nipples by the way.
Then I watch as Rye puts his whole cock into Mark.  It was so
weird.  I asked Mark if it hurt and he said a bit until you got
used to it.  So Rye starts to move and when he says he is getting
close I move down to suck on Mark again.  I am facing Rye and
watching him as he moves in and out and I feel Mark's hand on me
stroking me.  See they make sure that we all get pleasure even
during this.  So then I am sucking him and Rye pushes in and stays
in and I can feel his orgasm, then Mark fills my mouth and I shoot
off in his hand.  We all did it within seconds of each other, we
all came at the same time.  Thats when I knew I had to try it at
least once, not that night but eventually.

Nobody spoke but everyone was very aroused.  Nicky was actually
squirming in the seat a bit as he continued.

"So then it was Rye's turn and they switched places.  I helped
move Rye into position and helped him raise his legs and I just
stared at his ass.  And out of the blue Mark asks if I want to get
his fella ready.  So I look at Rye and he smiles and says its
okay.  So I lean down and I kiss his hole.

"WOW!"  Bryan shouted.

"No shit Nicky, are you sure you aren't gay?"  Kian asked.

"Nope, been through that, it's only Rye and Mark do it for me,"
Nicky said although he stole a quick glance to the front seat at
Bryan and Shane.  Bryan noticed this quick look and smiled but
said nothing.

"Quiet and let him continue,"  Shane said.

"Okay so I start to play with his hole using my tongue, flicking
it in and out and seeing how far I can get it in and I am so
fucking hot by that point.  And I look up and Mark is doing Rye's
foot like I had been doing his.  So we keep going at it until Rye
shoots off.  And I can feel his hole tighten.  Then I help him
get ready for Mark's cock.  I use the lube and push my fingers in
and its so tight I wonder how Mark's cock is gonna fit.  But
finally Mark lets me know Rye is ready and so I take his cock and
lube it up and then I actually helped him move in.  I almost lost
it there, helping guide his cock into Rye, if I hadn't like bit
my tongue I would have shot off right then.  After Mark gets the
rhythm going I take the pillows out from behind Rye and move in
behind him and hold him, my cock is pressed tight up against his
lower back.  I start to stroke him and Mark says he is about
ready and he pushes in and throws his head back and cums inside
Rye, and then I can feel Rye shoot off too.  Just a few seconds
later I shoot my load onto Rye's back.

"We must have laid like that for 10 minutes before getting up and
showering and drying off.  We changed the bedding and fall asleep.
That's it."

"Fuck that's amazing Nicky.  What did his hole taste like, was it
gross?" Bryan asked.

"No way Bry boy, I think they must clean themselves somehow,
there's like no smell except soap and no taste,"  Nicky said.

"They use enemas to clean themselves out so there is no mess,"
Shane said.

"Shite,"  Bryan said as he looked at the front of his jeans.  His
erection was tenting up but there was a huge spot now as the
precum leaked out and soaked into the jeans.

"We are all in the same boat here Bry boy,"  Kian said indicating
his own spot.

"Look I know we said we were gonna wait till we got there but
that's like 3 hours away yet, I gotta get some relief,"  Nicky
said.

"Okay guys lets do it this way,  Nicky and Kian you help each
other out first, then we switch seats all of us so me and Bry boy
are in the back and we can get each other off,"  Shane suggested.

"Oh thank God,"  Nicky said as he pulled his jeans down and
revealed his hard on.

Kian quickly followed suit.  The two friends reached for each
others cocks and started stroking each other.

"Here guys."  Bryan quickly tore off sheets of paper towels and
the two in the back seat laid them on their stomachs and chest so
their release wouldn't get all over the place.

"You wanna watch us Bry boy," Nicky panted as Kian stroked him.

"No, I am afraid I might let go myself and I want to be with Shane
when I do."  Bryan turned around and tried not to pay attention to
the wet sounds coming from the back seat.

It took almost no time at all.  Nicky released first.

"Oh God Kian I'm gonna shoot....ahhhhhh."  Nicky shot several
thick streams across the waiting paper towels on his chest.

"Me too, don't stop Nicky here I go."  Kian shot off as well.

The two lay there for a few minutes, their hands still on each
others cocks.  Finally they released and balled up the paper
towels.  They leaned over and kissed each other briefly and pulled
up their pants.

"Okay now you two.  Lets do it like this.  Kian will switch seats
with Bry boy now then when they have switched you can pull over
Shane.  I will quickly jump out and get in the front while you
climb over the seat."

"Sounds good,"  Shane said.

Kian and Bryan switched seats.  Bryan dropped his pants as soon as
he hit the back seat, not waiting for Shane to get back there with
him.

"Okay Shane, lets do it," Nicky said.

Shane pulled over and they made the switch.  Nicky pulled back
onto the road and sped up a bit to catch back up to the SUV.

"Okay guys go for it,"  Kian said.

Shane had dropped his pants as well and was staring at Bryan.

"Nicky?  Kian?"  Shane asked.

"Yeah?"

"Would you mind if we sucked each other?" Shane asked.

Kian turned around, "Go for it boys, can I watch?"

Bryan smiled, "I would love for you to watch me suck my man."

Having said that Bryan leaned over and licked up Shane's shaft
once before taking it in his mouth and sucking for all he was
worth.  Shanes hands knotted in Bryan's hair as the pressure and
pleasure increased.

"Oh God I am gonna cum, take it Bry boy, take it, ...ahhhhh."
Shane's body arched as he filled Bryan's mouth.  Bryan continued
to suck until Shane relaxed.  "You do that so good my boy," Shane
purred as he brought Bryans mouth up to his and kissed him.

"Please Shane suck me, I need it so bad, it hurts."  Bryan actually
had a tear roll down his cheek he was so sore from excitement.

Shane smiled and leaned down taking Bryan into his mouth.  Bryan
lasted only for a minute before shouting and shooting into Shane.
Shane took it all down and kept sucking.  Bryan lay back panting
and Shane kept sucking.

"I'm done boyo you can stop,"  Bryan said softly.

"I want you to do it again Bry boy," Shane said and continued to
suck on him.

This time took longer, but Bryan never got soft so after another
4 or 5 minutes Bryan tensed and released again into Shane.

"Thank you Shane, I love you so much.  You didn't have to do it
twice,"  Bryan smiled as he kissed Shane.

"That was a thank you for thinking of me first even though you
were so hard it hurt.  That's what a true lover would do.  That's
what Rye and Mark would have done," Shane whispered back and lay
his head on Bryans chest.

Kian turned back around in the seat and watched the road.  Shortly
the soft sounds of sleep could be heard from the back seat.

"You okay sweets?  That was pretty intense,"  Nicky asked, a little
concerned.

"Oh yeah I am fine.  I just want to get to the cabin.  I want to
be with them so bad."  Kian's eyes were smouldering and he was
aroused again.

"I don't think you are gonna need much convincing."

"None.  Rye knew what he was doing when he told me to ask you guys
about it all.  After hearing it all, especially from you, I am so
horny right now I can barely think,"  Kian said.

"Kian sweets, we are still like 2 hours from there, try and sleep
and it will make the time go faster."

"I can't sleep in this condition,"  Kian said and indicated his
erection.

Nicky looked over at him then at the sleeping pair in the back
seat.

"Drop your jeans again,"  Nicky said softly.

"What?"

"Drop your jeans again, you can do it yourself or I will do it
again for you,"  Nicky said.

Kian turned around to look at the pair in the back then quickly
lowered his jeans.  His erection was back at full strength and was
leaking again. "Please help me Nicky love,"  Kian begged.

Nicky reached over and began to stroke him.  Kian closed his eyes
and let himself enjoy it.  Nicky did not rush this but did it
gently until finally Kian moved his head back and tensed.  Nicky
felt hot cum on his hand as Kian released.  Then he felt Kian take
his hand and clean him off with a paper towel.

"Thank you Nicky.  I love you,"  Kian said.

Nicky smiled.  "Love you too sweets.  Now get some rest so you are
ready for the lovers tonight."

Kian gently kissed Nicky's hand then released it.  It was only
moments before Kian was gently snoring.  Looking in the mirror
Nicky saw Shane looking at him.  Shane smiled and nodded at him.

"Good job Nicky love, they taught you well,"  he whispered.

Nicky smiled.  Yes they had taught him well, sometimes it was not
about sex at all, but about love and friendship and trust.

...to be continued