Date: Sat, 7 Aug 2004 13:40:46 -0400
From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@nctv.com>
Subject: Boybands - Never Too Much - 10

DISCLAIMER: I don't know any of the members of NSYNC or the BSB.  I don't
know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other
celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay).  This
story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that.  This
is only for entertainment value only folks.  Hope you enjoy the show oh I
mean reading.
`

"Even if you give me all your love, even if you give me all your kisses, it
will be never..."  Keyshia Cole


Never Too Much
Chapter 10

by JT Poole

// Fernandina Beach, FL -- Downtown -- An Unknown Bar -- Monday Afternoon //

"Yeah could I get a Vodka and Orange Juice please?"  Lance asked, sitting
down on the stool at the bar.

"Sure guy."  The bartender spoke looking at Lance strangely.  " I know you
from somewhere, I just can't place the face."

"I don't think so, but I get that a lot."  Lance spoke, taking money out of
his wallet.  "I guess it's the face."

"I guess so guy."  The bartender stated, placing Lance's drink in front of
him.

"Thanks guy."  Lance spoke, picking up the glass and taking a big gulp from
the glass.

"Whoa man are you trying to get drunk?  Taking drinks like that will knock
you on your ass quicker than anything."  The bartender spoke as Lance placed
the glass in front of him.

"I want another one."  Lance spoke, putting money on the counter top.  "Keep
`em coming until I say stop."

"Are you sure guy?"  The bartender asked.

"Yeah I am sure.  Keep `em coming until I say stop."  Lance spoke, tapping
the glass, waiting for the bartender to refill his glass.

"Okay guy, whatever you want."  The bartender spoke, mixing Lance another
drink.

// Back at JT's House //

"We have been looking for him, but I don't know where the hell he got to."
Justin spoke, just as Jacob walked into the room.

"My dear Lance was at the hospital causing more problems for JT."  Jacob
spoke.  "Hospital Security threw him out, that was a few hours ago, so I
guess he's gone on one of his new drinking binges."

"Ah darlin' I am so sorry."  Ashley spoke, wrapping Jacob up in his arms as
the man cried.

"Why is this happening to me?  Why is he doing this to us?"  Jacob asked
while he cried on Ashley's shoulder.

"I don't know darlin' I just don't know."  Ashley answered, rubbing Jacob's
back.

"It's going to be okay Jake."  Chris spoke, hugging both Jacob and Ashley.

"It's not going to be alright Chris!"  Jacob screamed.  "The man that I
thought loved me is basically trying to leave me for his ex ex boyfriend.
How da hell do you think I feel about this.  You have never had to worry
about Ash doing that crap to you."

"I can trust my husband not to do that to me."  Chris spoke, releasing Jacob
and Ashley.

"Your what?"  Jacob asked, turning around and looking at both Chris and
Jacob.

"Husband?"  Justin asked, standing up, causing Nick to fall to the floor.
"When da hell did you get married?"

"Yes my husband and we have been married for a while now."  Chris spoke, the
cat finally out of the bag.

"I don't fucking believe this man, you are married.  Wait a minute!  Why
didn't you tell us?  Why didn't we get invited to the wedding?"  Justin
asked as Nick stood up, glaring at him and walking away from him.  "Ni...Nick
baby, I'm sorry, I was just shocked.  I didn't mean for you to fall on the
floor."

"Blow it out your ass!"  Nick shouted walking up the stairs.

"Baby, baby come back!"  Justin called out, running towards the stairs.  "I'
m happy for you Chris, but I have to go.  Catch you later."

// Back Downtown at the Bar //

"Hey guy what's up?  What's a hottie like you doing in a joint like this?"
The guy asked.

"Fuck off guy, I'm not interested."  Lance spoke, turning around on the
stool and getting up.

"Oh yeah I like this, you playing hard to get."  The guy spoke, following
Lance towards the door.

""Not playing anything guy, leave me alone."  Lance spoke, stopping in front
of the door when the sunlight and fresh air hit him.  "Damn, I guess I
better take this slow."

"What's the problem man, you can't handle your liquor?"  The man asked.

"I thought I told you to leave me alone, I am not interested!"  Lance
shouted as the man grabbed him, placing a kiss to his lips.

"Yeah you are drunk out of your fucking mind."  The man spoke.  "You will do
just nicely for what I want to do."

"What the hell are you doing?"  Lance asked as the man hugged him close and
the two of them walked down the street together.

"Shut up and I won't hurt you."  The man stated as he and Lance continued to
walk down the street, ad then turning into an alley way.

"Where are you taking me?"  Lance asked, getting scared now.

"Someplace you would fit right into."  The man spoke, opening a door,
escorting Lance into a building.  "I have been watching you all day and I
know who you are."

"You do?"  Lance asked, showing his fear now.

"Yeah I do, you are Lance Bass, that singer guy from that band."  The man
spoke, pushing a door open and leading Lance over to a mattress on the
floor.

"Where are we?  What are we doing here?"  Lance asked.

"That's none of your business and you will find out soon enough."  The man
spoke as Lance tried to pull away from him.

"You can't get away from me kid, you are stuck here and you will keep me
company for a while."  The man stated, flipping a switch as more lights came
on in the room.

"What the hell is this place?  What are you going to do to me?"  Lance asked
looking around the room.

"Well it seems you are the most popular guy in the world.  You see many
people in the world believe you are the gay one of that band you are in.
There are tons of guys and some bitches out there believing that you are
sleeping with guys, taking dick up the ass.  Well I plan on making that come
true."

"What do you mean I am popular and they think I am the gay one?"  Lance
asked.  "How do you plan on making that happen?"

"Well I am going to fuck you up the ass and then I can write one of them
stories that I read on them internet sites that talk about you."  The man
spoke.

"What internet sites?"  Lance asked.

"Well come here."  The man spoke, walking over to a desk that had a computer
sitting on it.  "This here is Nifty.org.  This website has a lot of stories
about you and your band mates.  Some hot shit on there, I have read plenty
of stories about you and Justin, you and JC and you and other people.  I am
going to change that, I am going to write about you and me, and then people
can read a story about how I fucked you and you loved it."

"No!  I am not doing anything with you!"  Lance exclaimed, going back
through the door that he and the man had came through.

"You can't run Lance, try as you might, but you can't get out of here."  The
man spoke, walking out of the room and going to the one spot that he knew
Lance would go.

// At the Hospital -- JT's Room //

"Baby calm down, things will fall into place.  I will never ever leave you."
Dan spoke, kissing JT's cheek.  "You can't get rid of me now, I have fallen
in love with you and you just can't make me leave you."

"You will leave me!  You just will!"  JT screamed, crying now.

"No baby I won't leave you, never."  Dan spoke, wrapping his arms around the
man.

"Do you really want to be with me?  I'm crazy or have you not noticed that?"
JT asked.

"You are not crazy, you have just had some things happen in your life that
you were not able to deal with.  The both of us have had our moments,
believe me."  Dan spoke, thinking back to a time when he was in the same
situation.

"I am too crazy."  JT states, pulling away from Dan.  "What other
explanation can you give for my actions?"

"I just told you, you had some bad things happen in your life, and you were
not able to deal with."  Dan answered him.

"Yeah if you say so."  JT spoke, turning away from Dan.

"I love you JT, I really do.  I don't care what you say or think, I love
you."  Dan spoke, wrapping his arms around JT and nuzzling his face in JT's
neck.  "I really love you.  I want us to be together forever, but that won't
happen if you leave me.  Please...please don't leave me, stay here with me."

"I...I don't know if I can."  JT answered him.

"You can stay here with me.  Please baby let me help you."  Dan speaks,
caressing JT's face as they looked into each other's eyes.

"How can you help me?"  JT asked, tears slowly running down his face.

"Let me love you, you love me, we can help each other.  I know what you are
going through."  Dan spoke, grabbing JT's hands and holding them.  "A few
years back I was right here like you are now.  I was at a low point in my
life and I didn't want to live anymore.  I was right here, right here doing
this, I had almost succeeded, but Ash stopped me.  He found me the last time
and saved me."

"You tried to kill yourself?"  JT asked, tears flowing faster now.

"Yes I did, I didn't want to live anymore, I just wanted to go on to glory
or wherever it is you go when you are us."  Dan spoke, crying now too.

"But why?  Why did you want to die?"  JT asked.

"No one loved me, I didn't love me, I couldn't stand looking at myself, I
didn't want anyone looking at me.  I am too ugly for people to want."  Dan
answered.

"What?  You are not ugly."  JT spoke, caressing Dan's face.  "You are the
most beautiful thing I have seen in a long time."

"No one wanted me, no one at all."  Dan spoke, looking away from JT.  "All I
was ever good for was for guys to use me."

"Use you?"  JT asked, then figuring out what Dan meant.  "Oh God, no not
you."

"That's all I was good for."  Dan spoke, looking away from JT.  "Guys would
only use me for their sexual pleasures then they would throw me away."

"No no no, you are not to be thrown away."  JT spoke, pulling Dan to his
chest and hugging him tightly.  "I will never throw you away, I promise you
that."

"Don't make promises you can't or won't keep."  Dan spoke, still crying.

"I...I can keep that promise."  JT spoke.

"No you can't keep that promise.  If you kill yourself, then you will break
that promise you just made."  Dan spoke, sitting up again.  "That's why you
can't keep that promise."

"I...you're right.  I can't keep that promise."  JT spoke, dropping his head
in shame.

"But will you try, try for me?"  Dan asked.

"I am trying, I am trying everyday of my life, but..."  JT spoke, being cut
off by Dan.

"But nothing.  Do you love me?"  Dan asked.

"Yes I...I love you."  JT answered him.  "How can you sit there and ask me
that?"

"Well if you love me, you will stay here with me."  Dan spoke getting out of
bed with JT.  "I think I need to go for a walk.  I will be back shortly."

"Dan no, don't leave me."  JT spoke, reaching for Dan.

"I will be right back, I just need to get some air."  Dan spoke, walking
back over to the bed, kissing JT on the cheek and then walking back towards
the door.  "I will be back in a few minutes baby, just trust me."

"Oooo...okay, I will see you in a few minutes."  JT said, more tears falling
from his eyes as Dan walked out of the room.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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