Date: Tue, 24 Nov 1998 18:28:47 PST
From: Divine Lightning <lectricity@hotmail.com>
Subject: Nick and Adam

Well, this is my first attempt at a story like this.  This is fiction, a
personal fantasy about Nick Carter from the Backstreet Boys which is not
meant to imply anything about their true lives and sexualities. All the
standard formalities apply.  Please e-mail me your comments to
[lectricity@hotmail.com]


			       NICK and ADAM

Part 1:

	It had finally come.  The day I had been waiting for, for the past
month.  I was going to the Backstreet Boy's concert at Darien Lake.
Thanks to my friend in the music business, he managed to score me a
front row seat and a backstage pass.  I was in my ecstasy.
	
	I arrived early so I could get settled, and get decent parking.  I
waited, as the rest of the concert hall began to fill.  Finally it
started, the men of my dreams strolled out and began playing the music I
had been listening to repeatedly for the past few months.
	
	I considered all of them cute, but Nick was the apple of my eye.  His
blonde hair, perfect face, and beautiful body had been engraved in my
mind forever.  I screamed and jumped along with the rest of the crowd,
not letting my gaze fall off of Nick.  Watching every dance step and
move he did without fail.  He must have noticed, because he kept lookin'
over at me and smiling.  Maybe it was just me, but I was living in a
dream.
	
	When the concert ended, with a grande finale of "As Long as You Love
Me", I rushed over to the guard, and showed him my backstage pass.  He
ushered me back, and strolled me down to the boy's dressing room.  The
guard knocked, and AJ opened the door.

	"Here's a Mr. Adam with a pass to come and see you guys, is that ok,"
the guard questioned.

	"No prob," he replied happily.

	The guard nodded, and walked away.  AJ invited me in and closed the
door behind me.  All the guys were in there, smiling at me.

	"Hi," they all said in unison.

	"Hi, uhhh, my name is Adam.  You guys were great out there.  I'm, uhhh,
I'm one of your biggest fans," I said nervously.

	"Calm down Adam, nice to meet you," Nick replied.
	
	"Yeah, thanks," Howie said.
	
	"Here, have a seat," Brian said, as he removed his feet off of the
couch.

	I walked over and slowly sat down, not taking my eyes off of them.

	"So, you from around here, or did you travel far," Kevin questioned.

	"I live about an hour away in the small town of Fredonia," I said.

	"Cool," Nick said, as he looked at me smiling.

	"Yeah, it's about a 1/2 hour from Jamestown.  By the way, how long did
you live in Jamestown, Nick," I asked.
	
	"Not long, I don't remember anything about it," he said.
	
	"Ahhh...,"I nodded.

	I started to tense up, and rub my legs.  I felt like I was in a
freezer.  My nerves were getting the best of me.  Suddenly I started
chattering.

	"You cold," AJ asked with a very confused look on his face.

	"No, I'm just so nervous that I'm extremely cold." I chattered
	
	"Well, we'll have to take care of that, now won't we, " Nick said
mischeviously.

	I looked up at him, and saw the cutest smile. I smiled back, and
starred deep into his eyes for about 15 seconds.  Then realizing what I
was doing, I quickly broke the stare and looked down at the floor. My
shoulders were then grabbed from behind me, and I was shooken.

	"Relax, we're just human beings like yourself, it's ok," Brian said
relaxingly.

	"I know, I'm acting like an idiot.  But it's hard to believe that I'm
actually here talking to the one and only Backstreet Boys.  A moment
I've been waiting for and dreaming about for what seems like forever, "
I said, as I calmed a little.

	There was then a knock at the door, and Kevin got up to answer it.  He
turned towards the guys and informed them that the crowd had left, and
they could leave as soon as they wanted.

	"I'm sorry, I don't want to keep you guys up.  Thanks for this
opportunity, and it was a pleasure and a dream to meet you all," I said
as I stood up.

	Nick jumped to his feet, "Please don't go.  You want to go with us to
the hotel.  We're stayin' the night at the Darien Lake hotel.  We could
continue our conversation over there?"

	"I don't want to be any inconvienience, " I said shyly.

	"None at all, "Brian said as he smiled.

	"I'd love to, "I said as I was ready to scream

	Howie laughingly said, "Calm down before you give yourself a heart
attack."

	"Sorry," as I looked down at the floor ashamed.

	Nick came up behind me, and wrapped his arm around my neck, "Dont worry
about it, I'll get you talkin' soon enough."

	We went out of the building, and they walked towards the bus.  I headed
towards my crappy car, and followed the bus to the hotel.  We were
escorted to the elevator, as guards held back the crowd of ravenous
girls.  We finally made it up to their floor.  We talked about some of
there more memoral moments on their tours.  I told them about my
schooling, my current job, and my lack of friends, and how I spent most
of time either at work or on the net.  All the while, I swore I felt a
hand rubbing the back of my leg.  I also noticed that with all the room
in the elevator, both Nick and Brian were standing very close to me,
which I was NOT complaining about at all.  I even leaned towards Nick a
little.  The elevator stopped, and we carried the conversation into a
lounge.

	We went back and forth for about an hour with life stories.  They
listened so contently to me, espcecially Nick and Brian.  It was getting
late, and I assumed I would be kicked out soon, so I decided to share
one last thing with them.

	"I met my bestfriend on the internet.  I replied to a personal ad of
his on Buffalopride.  A website dedicated to gays and lesbians, in
Buffalo.  He helped me come to terms with my homosexuality, and ever
since then, I've been in his debt. He has made me so much happier than
words can say," I said as if it were nothing big.

	I looked at there reactions, and it appeared as if it didn't even phase
them, except for Nick and Brian.  Both of them had a huge grin.  They
looked at eachother and busted out laughing.

	"What's so funny," I questioned.

	"Ohhh, nothing.  It's just that these two are also gay and appears as
if they are having a contest to see who you choose," AJ said with a
smirk.

	Nick and Brian both glared at AJ.  If looks could kill, AJ would have
been nothing but a pile of ashes.

	"Ohhh, I see, " I replied with a smile, "that makes me feel really
special, wow???"

	"Well, I think I'm headin' to bed," Kevin said as he waved Howie and AJ
with him.

	They got up and left the lounge.

	"So, who do you like more, "Brian pleaded.

	"Well, that's gonna be hard to answer.  I mean you both are cute, even
god like.  But, I have always had a crush on Nick," I said.

	"HA!!!," Nick screamed.

	Brian looked like his heart had been broken.  Stood up, and moped his
way out of the room.

	"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt his feelings, " I said to Nick

	"Don't worry, he got the last one, though you are a lot nicer, "Nick
replied.

	"I'm not that great," I said.

	"You need to look at yourself a lot closer than.  You are very polite,
nice to talk to, and cute.  I'm in love,
hehe," Nick smiled.

	He then came rushing up to me, and hugged me tight in his arms.  I
enclosed my arms around him, and then, to my astonishment, he kissed me.
But more than just a simple peck, we engaged in a very passionate kiss.

	"You don't know how long I've dreamt about that happening.  Like
forever, "I told him.

	"Well, watchin' your eyes rome up and down my body, and seeing your
reaction to me when you walked in this room has made me feel more
special than I have in a long time." he said.
	
	"So you and Brian pick up guys often, " I asked?
	
	"Not really, just 3 or so.  In fact me and Brian used to date, secretly
of course, but it didn't work out," he said.

	"Which is why I ask that you keep mine and Brian's sexual preference a
secret, I trust you," he asked.

	"Certainly, I would never want to hurt you, or upset you.  Not my idol
and dream, "I stated.

	"Thank you." he said, smiling.

	He then kissed me again on the cheek, and I hugged him close.

	"Let's go to my room." he said pulling me with him out of the room.

	"Ok, " I said with a huge smile on my face.

	He quickly opened the door, pulled me in, and shut it.  I heard the
lock click, and then felt his hands on me once again.  I quickly wrapped
my arms around him, and met my lips up with his.  Our toungues
intertwined.  I slowly rubbed my hands up and down his back, and then
ran my fingers through his hair.
	
	He left my lips and slowly began kissing my neck as I continued running
my fingers through his hair and masaging his shoulders.  We slowly
stumbled our way to his bed and I fell onto it, and he was right there
on top of me, as if we never had stopped.  He came up to my ear and
started licking my inner ear and kissing the lobe ever so gently,
causing very suttle moans of pleasure to escape my lips.
	
	We both began breathing heavily and I forced my toungue in his mouth
once again.  We kissed like this for about 5 minutes.

Then he got up on his knees and looked down at me, "This is not gonna
do.  I think we need to get a bit more comfortable."

	I nodded in agreement, of course I would have nodded to my own
execution in the state I was in right then. Anyhow, he removed his shirt
revealing the most beautiful sight imaginable.  His smooth chest and
perfect build had my hormones just a pumpin' away.  I sat up and pulled
him closer to me, as I began to lightly kiss his chest and stomach.  I
felt his hands start running through my hair, and rub my neck and
shoulders as I continued.

	He than pushed me down on the bed, and grabbed for my shirt.  He pulled
it up and over my head, and was now licking each of my nipples while
lightly running his fingertips up and down my sides.  I was in absolute
ecstacy, my cock straining against my pants. He then began kissing and
licking my sides, causing a ticklish yet erotic feeling in me.  He did
this a few times, causing me to squirm, and when I finally managed to
gain my focus again, he was getting ready to release me free of my
constraints.

	He fumbled with the button of my jeans, and then slowly ran the zipper
down while starring me in the eyes, and in one sudden and quick act, he
had my pants and boxers off.  He ran his fingers up the length of my
legs, up my innerthighs, and up my sides.  He lowered his head to my
cock head, and litely licked the head.  I was goin' nuts from the
sensation, unable to concentrate on anything but the nearly unbareable
pleasure, due to how sensitive it is there.

	Then suddenly, he had all 7" of me in his mouth.  He was workin' it
like there was no tomorrow.  I had my legs wrapped around him as he did
this, and the more he did it, the tighter my grip was on him.  I sat up
and pulled him up to a kneeling position again, so this didn't end too
quickly, afterall he was still clothed.

	"Well, I'm comfortable.  But you are still confined.  Here, let me help
you with that," I said with a devilish grin.

	I kissed his chest, as he kneeled over me.  I undid the button on his
jeans, and slowly undid the zipper.  I then masaged his 7" cock through
the jean material, feeling how hard it was in his pants.  I than pulled
him to the side, and managed to get him on his back, so I was kneeling
over him.  I then removed his jeans and boxers from his body.

	"That's better, don't you think," I asked.

	He grabbed my arms and pulled me on top of him, and we kissed once
again.  I then slowly began licking at his ear, and moved to his neck.
I slowly ran my toungue over each of his nipples as he did to me.  I
looked up and saw him with his eyes tightly closed and all tensed up due
to the pleasure.  I smiled, and continued my quest.  I slowly kissed his
chest, and ran my toungue up and down his sides causing him that same
unbareable pleasure that he did to me.

	I then slowly went back to his chest, and slowly kissed my way down to
his stomach.  I licked my way down the inner part of his left thigh, and
kissed my way all the way down to his toes, and then went to the right
foot, and worked my way back up.  When I reached his balls, I began to
lick right underneath them.

	I then sucked one ball and then the other into my mouth as he let out a
rather loud moan.  I then, took my toungue, and slowly ran it up the
underside of his cock slowly.  He sat up, a little, lookin' down at me
and breathing very quickly.  When I reached the top, I felt a pair of
hands on my head, as he shoved his cock down my throat.  I then began
sucking on it ravishly.  I teased the head inside of my mouth with my
toungue and ran my hands up and down his legs.

	He then managed to say between breaths, "Let's 69 dude, come here,"
then he released my head and helped me move around without letting his
cock leave my mouth.  He began working me just as ferociously as he had
earlier.  About one minute later, I felt his body tense, and heard him
take in one last quick breath, and then I felt a gush of warm sweet cum
fill my mouth, which threw me right over the edge.  I was spewin' just
as much as Nick was.  We both drank every drop.

	I managed to spin myself one last time, kiss him quickly on the lips
and then collapse on top of him. He wrapped his arms around me, both of
us covered in sweat.

	I laid my head on his chest and said softly, "I love you Nick."

	"I love you too.  No one has ever done for me what you just did.  No
one has ever made me feel as good as I do now. and No one has ever made
me feel love like you do now, " he said in a very soothing and serious
tone.

	"I just wanna fall asleep in your arms, and be able to wake up here in
the morning," I told him.

	"I hoped that's what you wanted, now go to sleep," he said as he ran
his fingers through my hair and masaged my body until I was out cold.

* To Be Continued*


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